12:AM Angela plays only on card and at the beginning of the year she asks and gets the reports from all casinos. However the reports only show losses, not amount played, but our both perception is she looses more at Spirit Mountain then at the others.

BTW they have some work at Spirit Mountain as well and i think there was some dust in the air. Today i had another dysphagia episode but did not even realize until Angela left for the stores and i drank some Coke. Then i vomited and the Coke went through my nose and irritated it more than if i vomited stomach acid. My nose hurt for minutes so bad i was crying. Then i drank small amounts of water and slowly vomited all the content of my esophagus until i could finally drink (swallow) some water.

I think that sharp, electrified, sub micronic mineral insulation dust, after it clears the lungs it irritates my esophagus so bad i can't swallow some of the things i eat, like very lean meat, dry rice, apples, etc. (they stop in the esophagus and is very painful and life threatening). But there may be other factors involved like smell from the bins.

Or that rat in the restroom last night who was pointing at me his back eye while tying shoelaces for a whole minute while i was washing and drying hands, others.

BTW Friday, Saturday i knotted and/or zip tied all bags at bin nr.5 (SW), that is a count of @20, and the bin almost doesn't have any smell. But the one at North (mailboxes) is full of cardboard items that may cover some open bags i can't see and still stinks really bad, after a temperature of nearly 100 degrees today (38 C). I don't understand how the guys living in that building next to it can stand it. No, i don't, really.

6:25 These are the kinda things that make me keep writing. Gravity on Mars is 38% of that on Earth. Besides, the rover could have hit it only with one out 6 wheels.

7:30 I spent hours trying to figure how to get rid of the ridiculous popups on the right of my screen. I tried all the solutions discussed online. Setting/widgets, etc.. Nothing works. They are very disruptive, they pop when i write and i loose my ideas.

7:55 Nevermind i right clicked on one of those and shut down notifications. Hope it's gonna work.

10:05 They were a number of people at Walmart (everybody) creating all kinda visual statements. Of those, two women, one thin and one thick getting in my way. Here is my answer to that (damn! they made me looking again).
One at the exit came with a dog s...t on her shoes and kept wiping it out on the sidewalk right in front of the store. Yes i went to the SW bin this morning (because it was near the truck) with the same shoes (the only pair i got) but i was out of the cage and nowhere i wouldn't have been if i simply took the garbage out before going to the store.

Then in the store i remembered and went to the restroom and washed my hands. I had a piece of tape on the sole of the shoes, yes. And yes i do carry the whatever biological materials come in the apartment from those, by means of aerosols. Simply by living here with these bins all around i am probably 1000 times more exposed than a normal person would.

Could they carry viruses? I do not believe in the existence of viruses (biological, as in COVID) but i am positive there are some very nasty bacteria that could mimic the symptoms. Today i looked in one of the open bags. The poop was packed in there with redwood chips that contain tannins they could mutate the bacteria real fast.

It's like in St.Dominic mother's dream. A dog who would set the world on fire.

If these things worry you, should try and stop them. There is by example a couple at apartment E4 that i saw with my own eyes that throw open bags in the bin. More in the buildings... I'll go see the number.

Last night @midnight they left a small, black, nearly liquid one at the corner of the patio. That made me so sick, in the morning i thought i was going to faint with nausea. Kept taking charcoal and then i tried some ginger and then i was able to go to the store, still could not eat anything and am lightheaded.

This morning i had a conversation with a guy from maintenance near the bin and asked him why they don't install cameras and he said those are too expensive.

11:30 I was sensing a vague smell and went to look in the N bin (across) and what did i see. The whole thing, cracked open so it cannot be sealed with bags. And the wind is blowing from that direction.

6:02 Some things never change. Not even today. But today i found a solution. If i find bags unknotted i put a zip tie around them. I i find loose knots, i tight them. I went to two bins, put zip ties on 4 bags and tightened one. While i was finishing, a guy came with a pizza delivery. Trying to prove people are living and eating here. BTW i found a fragment in the grass in my way to the bins. Maybe there are more. Will see.

6:17 As soon as i cleared the last piece of s...t from the grass kids showed. One of them was talking to a cat next to me, saying, "go friend, go". When i came from the liquor store earlier (with the cigarettes) i saw a Latino (with two small children) spitting something liquid at the corner of the building and now i found partially chewed food including rice in the grass.

6:20 It's got to be visible. Otherwise it would not have "contact with the air". Found one at the SW bin, threw a sac with garbage over it. When i came back at the apartment i saw a woman bringing a kid to the daycare business again at the same entrance in building D, right across.

Two Japanese guys posing as Mexicans were loading construction materials i one of the two Silverados, the one with long ladders (20 ft or something) on top. One of them came to the bin i was walking to to throw some stuff blocking my access. I saw the open green back on top. I went to the mailboxes pretending i wanted to get my mail.

Came back, he came at the bin and again blocked my access. Well built, athlete or fighter or something, was staring right at me.

6:30 Went again. At the first garage where i never saw anybody now there's a guy loading or unloading stuff in a small SUV, with big noises. Moving nervously, kinda bullying. Went to the bin, grabbed the green bag which was rather light and did not throw it all the way in the back where it usually falls under the sacks, so it was just sitting there. I was kinda shy (paralyzed) while hearing noises of object thrown in that SUV, thinking what he will do next.

Got back thinking to get the grabber, the guy at the garage did some more nervous, fast moves, a woman got out of building D walking again in a defiant way towards me. All Asians, posing Latinos. On 97.1 Michael Jackson was singing "Don't sop till you get enough".

While writing still hearing the noises of things thrown in/or out that SUV. I get this all the time, never got to write them.

I know where they are coming from. The Chicanos in Japan. I think the movement is vast and through it they train the people there so they learn how to dress and act like Latinos. Cause they have a lot to learn before coming here. How to walk. How to talk. How not to bow. How to dress. Etc.

6:56 Was listening earlier Cher and now Kroeger (spelling variant of German Krieger - warrior) on a very low volume on the radio, when i did not feel i needed it (However i am too lonely and let the radio on all the time).

Each and every of their words came at me like rocks. First they get you into submission by throwing hard words at you (IF... I... COULD... TURN... BACK... TIIIIIME..., NEVER_MADE_IT_AS_A_WISE_MAN) and then, given the quality of the vocals, you go into a trance. They make bullying addictive putting you down in the same time.

Outside it started. The big rumble of the modified exhausts, distant and near, that will last until about 9.

7:18 Had some noodles for breakfast. Original Nissin. They came salty as hell. Then i tried a hot dog. Nathan's, the cheap kind (big thick 12 for 5 bucks). Salty as hell. McCormick Mayonesa. Salty as hell. House ketchup. Sweet, it kinda balances the saltiness of the hot dog. Couldn't have eaten it without it.

7:32 Big K (Kroger) grapefruit citrus zero soda. A soda with an attitude. If it only had some vitamin C (ascorbic acid) instead of citric acid in it. Traces of grapefruit, maybe. Potassium phosphate, for sure. Probably best soda i ever had.

Now the cats are rumbling upstairs, trying to remind me. You may be lonely but are not alone.

7:50 Tell me i'm dreaming. But is this song's tune 100% Asian? C# G# A C# G# A C# G# A C# G# A...  

5:55 PM Yesterday i planned to wash the carpet in the bedroom too, so i did not wash the cleaner. My bad.

This morning i was like wasted. As i said, i removed a number of patches two days before and put them back in a hurry when my infection whatever sepsis came back. Burning sensation in the damaged areas, hot flashes and chills. It lasted one day and it drained me out  both physically and emotionally. Together with drinking, this morning i was wasted.

So this morning though pains and burnings were gone it was all slow motion and after i disposed of the poops, smoke a cigarette, wrote something here i fell asleep. I can't remember exactly how much i slept but i was sleeping minutes before Angela was coming. When i woke up it was stinking here like in a sewer. The cleaner. The dirty water left in it fermented and gave a very bad smell. However i was not feeling as bad as last night or in the morning. I cleaned the thing by passing water through it.

Then the landscapers came. No big trauma today, however after i hosed the corner of the building, the screens and the AC. However the hose broke again while i was doing the front. Got wet from head to toes. Didn't change my clothes right away. Now the big muscles on the legs, the ones exposed to wi-fi from the laptop, started to hurt.

Now i was craving a cigarette and was out of those. Out of liquor as well. It took me a while until i found my wallet and phone (after the commotion with carpet cleaning yesterday). I went to the liquor store (lots of sexy women there, one who was leaving and let me in) and grabbed the 1.7 liter Paul Mason (it's still on sale, under 20 bucks). At Spirit Mountain, for 12 bucks you get a double brandy or 70 ml. 25 times the price for the whole bottle.

I asked for Pall Mall orange (after i changed my mind). Bad choice, it almost has no nicotine in it. I mean, there's a difference between reds and blues, with reds being the strongest, but orange is out of range. Nothing. Got to buy others.

Ok so she gave me the short ones (80 mm) which have the filters shorter as well, allowing more ash to pass through. So i asked for the long ones at the same price. And she asked... 100s? and i said yes one hundreds and she put them in the brown bag with the bottle and handed it to me.

No i can't remember  how many tricks and traps they applied to me while driving to liquor store and back. Just one. I was on the second lane when driving on Martinize and could not switch lanes, though i was signaling, two cars passed me ignoring my signal. Doubling, a similar thing on TS highway on the overpass on I5.

While i came back there was this childish grown up maybe underage Latina? walking through the alley catwalk stile with one hand raised (to cover eyes from Sun) that i passed. When i got back i went to the other door to pick the bag from the car's floor when she passed me this time.

It took a while to find the lighter and the jar with cigarette butts. Finally went outside, thought i felt a smell, walked towards the bin, the curly guy was coming towards it from the other direction so i gave up. While i was smoking, a ninja disguised as a Latino came to sit on the TV box the other side of the alley etc..

A new nuisance. A drawer like app i didn't asked for coming from the right lower corner of my screen, showing all kinda stupid news, interrupting me while i'm typing. I opened it trying to shut it down, it asks me to sign in to "save my changes". A new job, to figure how to get rid of it. Windows. So far could not find a clear answer to that.

I was thinking the other day. I used to have problems with links in blogger both on free Chrome and (Chrome based) Edge. I wrote on a forum, a whole drama unfolded. I wrote to the seller of the computer. They wrote me back asking to pack the PC which was "defective" and ship it and they will send me a new one. A week without computer?

Was thinking to write them back and say. All Windows equipped computers are defective. I mean, look at the number of patches and fixes they issue almost weekly, for how many years now? How is their fault? The Windows is based on DOS and has inherent security flaws by core design and they will have to patch it forever. (look at the ambiguous answers to this question).

Then google fixed that one in the next update, there is another one though. At times, the screen goes black for a second or two and cycles me enmotionally when i think about what to write next etc..

A trillion dollar company, that now uses a free browser (which is its most used component by far) made by volunteers  that is actually worth nothing. I mean, out of the 7 samurai, Amazon has the fleet and warehouses, Tesla has the cars and factories, and Microsoft has the weekly patches.

6:16 AM What was i looking for? A sculpture. A person bend backwards showing butt i once saw during my searches. The exact thing i saw last night. Someone dressed in black (they keep changing persons in the same character, at the apartment upstairs). A very thin black person, so thin, was surreal, bent, dressed in black. Then she left. Soon after i went to bed woke with reflux, but very bad, the kind i didn't have in years. It took me half hour of coughing to be able to resume breathing normally.

That on top of the very bad smell that's coming out of me. I keep telling Angela. It's dog smell kami. Yesterday i neglected to remove poops all morning.

And then in the morning i woke with pain. I have a number of patches with amoxicillin on my body. Yesterday i removed some old ones as i get irritated by the adhesive. Among those was the one at the injection site at Walgreens, 6 days ago. I mean, it was painful when i removed the patch last night, a little, but this morning it was a lot. The place is very painful to the touch and the pain started to spread to my head, right hip, right hand etc.. Bad pain.

This teaches me several things. The absorption of the antibiotic under patch is slower than i thought. There is something going on at the injection site.

I still have two close to the toe that have been punctured, some on calves, etc.. My rule is simple. I add one where it's painful. But the injection? What was with the injection that i got infected with? I put a new patch on it and now i feel heat at that site and throughout my body where i had pains earlier which means the antibiotic is fighting with the infection.

6:30 But their sculptures. Their sculptures could teach us things about their moral.

6:40 Now i feel cold all over my body though it's 77 degrees in here, almost like a fever. It's very scary.

2:00 PM Before

After 11:33 Trying to go to bed, got hit by the smell. Found two, one in each bin i went to. The first one was on a piece of plastic foil full of dust. I "waved" that foil, the bag gut pushed in the back of the bin alright, however i raised the dust. The second one again out of reach, had to go and get the grabber. Lately the bags are in position next to impossible to retrieve them and throw in the back, where they fall under the sacks. Earlier today i found two on top of the bin's cover, way up high. The only way they could do this is if they use drones.

I mean, yeah, you could do a prank one day or two. But the prank goes on for years and they do it to themselves too. Except if nobody really lives here, they just come and go.

5:55 AM, 17. I will put this entry here because is related to the above pictures. Just washed the sole of my feet with alcohol but they look still dark brown. I noticed for quite some time, my feet look brown and Angela's don't. Because she's at work most day wearing socks and shoes and shoes and i walk barefoot on the carpet.

Soak, wash, rinse and dry. First time it was an almost black slime i pulled from the carpet. I pulled gallons of it. It got lighter and lighter, and last looked like Coca Cola. But still. I wished i did it one more time but i got bored with it.

My right foot with the injured toe is stiff. When i try to bend the toes. So is my left. So i figured. It's got to have something to do with walking barefoot on the infectious carpet. Dirt embeds in the skin and if there's cracks or it simply passes through the skin, the same way amoxicillin passes through patches. A continuous feed with bacteria and stuff, leaking into my body.

Just built some new slippers using pieces of corrugates plastic cardboard and thinking to get something as soon as possible. Crocks. Something. Anything that would prevent me from absorbing the dirt from the carpet.

Now it unmistakably stinks like fresh poop. Got to go look into it. I know the algorithm. Every time i write on the blog, they bring some more. Michael Jackson sings on the radio (92.3 i guess). Don't stop till you get enough. But the question again. Is this 320 apartment complex empty?

4:34 PM Was trying to get outside to smoke a cigarette. Watching in disbelief a blanket and some food items abandoned on the grass not far from our sliding door. Not far from where i picked some poops in the morning. Going through the front door, sirens making the biggest noise i heard since i'm here. How is that possible, do they have a volume button? Still stinking, i knew they brought some more but was too lazy and/or tired to go and dispose of them.

4:50 Fools' gold. Today market went up celebrating Trump's show success until i posted that entry with Trump raising his right hand (the one who uses to swear on the Bible when he takes office). Then it went up when i went to sleep. Then it went back down when i got up and again up when i shut the blinds or about 10 minutes before closing time.

5:00 So i ate instead and when i was done again wanted to go outside to smoke and another siren went off. 5:38 Finally went to smoke my cigarette. One kid in the alley looked and me and ran away. Another one came from behind were the items in the grass were. By the time i was done and ready to go inside, two old women kinda yelling got out of the building and into their car.  

5:40 Earlier today i got very thirsty and went and bought 4x2 liter pops of soda, one small melon and a 30 can box of beer. Buda Light cause they were out of Bush. At the self check stand the cute Latina came to check my ID. She used a scanning gun, pointing at me, pulled the trigger like 10 times, wouldn't work, she scanned it the scanner for food.

I picked the melon by the same rule, dullest sound. However it is not edible. Picked unripe, been in a fridge for weeks, impossible to eat. Now i got to grind it down in the sinkerrator or throw it whole in the garbage.

I took this picture after the man got in front of me, kinda aggressive and then stopped suddenly, trying to get me into an accident. After i showed him the finger, he kept inviting me on a side road. Now that i look i guess he was high on something, as his face was showing.

So nothing to do with me personally. Right before that some guy with uncovered construction materials in a pickup took a left turn, no time to take a picture. I guess i was very irritated by the dust that contaminated the car's filter and is still in there. You have to imagine the level of detail this guys go though when they organize something. (But they screwed it with Trump, one small detail forgotten).

6:15 One more kid, blond, long hair, about 10, came at the blanket looking distraught, kept looking in my direction for half minute or so then she left. I remember one day, maybe 5 years ago, i was outside at the car and a Japanese looking girl was walking through the alleys, calling "her little sister" or something.

6:23 We had it planned. Got this wet carpet cleaner years ago and wanted to do the carpet tomorrow (parts of it, or where we walk upon), i do it every summer during the hottest day (gotta go and buy detergent though, i was sure i had some). No i don't have pets, it's a coincidence. Yeah i know it was hotter last week but i was sick with my punctured toe. So far i took about 40 500mg amoxicillin and i might be just cleared.

 So this is all about with the show with the hypothetical lost kid they came up after my entry with Trump.

6:50 Went for another cigarette, about 7 kids of all ages came in the alley and the woman upstairs came home early.

6:53 I was planning to go and check for poops, 4 kids came and sat at the blanket. I'm going to the store.

9:20 The kids are yelling in the back for hours now. I think they are affected by the dog poop smell as .

11:20 We came home from a long trip. Have been constantly harassed basically by all drivers that came close. Not only with symbolic LPN but with maneuvers, some dangerous, some just bullying. Huge pickups driving too close behind.

I think i have an idea who was the driver who hit us from behind in August 2021.

Two persons, a tall guy and a short woman talking next to our balcony. Had to wait a lot for them to leave so i can go and check the bottles at the door throw the window.

Home. The SW bin, the remotest and close to the tiny park, poses the biggest problems. An open black bag on top of it in the highest point, needed the grabber. Several others, loose or insufficiently tightened. I gathered them all with the grabber and tucked them again under my last sack of garbage. I think there are in there between 10 and 15, in two days since they emptied the bin.

But it still smells, never finished checking the other bins and the lawn.

In the no dumping place a new mat and kids yelling at 11:15. Finally went quiet and i can go to see more.

12:45 Went to smoke a cigarette. In my peripheral sight something was moving. I turned my head and saw a raccoon, under the deck. Not as big as the other one, rather shy. Enough to raise my BP to the roof, while smoking and being vulnerable. I stepped towards and climbed the stairs and went inside for the camera. While on the deck i saw the other two, smaller, probably a family.

It took me less then a minute to adjust the camera (start the flash) however they were all gone and i knew it was not a good idea to follow them.

Got back inside and my eyes fell on the Walgreens sticker i put yesterday on a side of an (old) piece of furniture. An idea came to me. I came at the computer and pulled the Walgreens logo. First thing i saw, that is not  your standard calligraphy. it's got a ワin it. Or a ひ.

Then something crossed my mind. Could the initial in W's name actually stand for a 山?

1:15 Got it. If in Japanese 山 (Yama) stands for mountain, i know the link with gods Yama and Shiva (both gods of destruction and rebirth).

8:53 Got to gave them in Taxes.

9:52 24 hours after they emptied the bin. They threw in doggy bags, black and blue, some unknotted, some insufficiently knotted and it stinks like hell all the way to the apartment. I gathered them all using the grabbing tool and a stick and tucked them under a garbage sack.

9:57 Approximately 7 days after that needle got into my toe the toe is still red, sensitive and slow to heal though i see progress. I do get chills and hot flashes but less and less. The site of the vaccine is sore, 36 hours after. After a 3 miles walk yesterday (the second since) i believe toxin and bacteria got pumped from that finger throughout my body causing stifness in all areas that have been exposed to wi-fi and cell phone.

However i crave another walk. Mostly because of the smell.

But this is not new. Could i had a form of it before, something like chronic? (This was the reason i wanted a shot). I'm gonna look to see what other kinds of anti-bacterial shots they have.

The wi-fi affected areas are not healing period.

1:34 Don't know what was wrong with me yesterday. Too much heat and too much garbage smell? As i said i panicked and went to the nearest pharmacy with immunization shots and asked for a TT shot. I already said who the guy in attendance was. Then at 10 PM i just crashed. Angela kept telling me to do the dishes, whatever. But i just shut the AC and fell asleep. Slept 3 hours and woke with pain in the area of the injection. Deep, like inside the bone. Enough to keep me awake.

Like the last couple of times they took blood from my right arm. Had pain all along my right arm, hand, shoulder and underarm. Back then i got away after a week or so with antibiotic patches in painful areas.

The ironic part is my toe at the right foot with the puncture since July 3 looks for the first time normal (pain is gone, rudeness is gone, all pain is gone in my right foot). Found a guy resembling him but i'm not so sure yet.

2:48 I think i know what happened. There was some sort of smoke last night around here and i think it's coming back. I also started to feel the smell of dog waste. Lately they put them on top of the lids of the SW bin. Gotto go and check.

2:51 That was no smoke. It was the smell of a poop laid on redwood mulch (very rare, dogs usually like to go on grass). The antibacterial tannins from the redwood mutate the bacteria whatever from the poop faster than your body can adapt. Because the body needs resources, brain resources to fight that, the conscious or higher level functions of your brain are being kept on a minimum level (partly shut down) and prone to suggestion (trance like).

I am more positive about this guy though. Dick, the sexologist?

3:52 So it was the red band aid with W on it. For some reason (trance) i did not remove it when i came home. When i did, i did not feel anything. About half hour ago i realized the site of the puncture is painful and i applied an anbitiotic patch. Just by applying it i applied pressure on the infected tissue and started to have first hot flashes and then chills.

12:55 I saw some animal videos, one showing aggressive raccoons and remembered this. It was for the 4th of July. They found and brought in an aggressive one. All the raccoons i saw before were eating worms in the grass but this one came towards me. Almost caught me smoking, but i saw it first. Got instead a push pin needle in my leg, where it stayed for days. Don't know how i didn't feel pain. Most likely it was stuck in my slipper (warm, fuzzy materials) that i sometime leave at the door. Or in my shoe. In Lake Oswego i was once chased by two coyotes on the street.

6:45 I was too tired last night and knew it's useless cause they will bring some right away so i just put a mask on and went to sleep.

But this morning i was nauseated and went and checked and saw a heavy black bag next to a vent at the next building, among others. Some of the vents there are also clogged. But there's probably no one in there.

8:36 Today i was feeling weird, i panicked and went for a TT shot. It was 5 days or more after the incident. The pharmacist, a very fast moving guy told me it is never too late but he doesn't see any symptoms. I was thinking like more for the future, to avoid similar incidents.

I knew from past experiences they would trick me somehow and today it was no exception. The guy who gave me the shot (same pharmacist), put a rend band aid with the name W on my arm was no other than... As an attorney he should know better how many crimes he committed buy doing this.

But that does not in any way compare to what his father did at 911.

12:00 E magar... Și n-are maniera!

There are now 5 Lime scooters across the alley... 5 persons supposedly came and never left... 

8:30 After sleeping in the afternoon, when i wok up was having some sort of day dreaming hallucinations. I ate and then had a couple of drinks and was missing cigarettes. When Angela awoke i got in the car and went to the liquor store to get some. Just when i left Phil Collins was singing Coming in the air tonight.

Windshield was dusty though i hosed it yesterday and i was driving with the Sun in my eyes. In front of me a guy did some very weird maneuvers, making me nearly stop. Then when i looked in the mirror, i saw a Tualatin Police SUV behind me. I froze knowing i had a couple of drinks before. But he went the other way and i went and bought cigarettes.

Came back and first think when i got inside i noticed the smell of fresh mold. I remember in the morning i heard people in the building doing laundry, several times. I went i realized heavy mold smell was coming from the basement.

I went and looked and saw about half of the vents around the building were clogged, some completely cover with soil and red wood dust. I proceeded to unclog them. It was 95 degrees and the smell coming from there was unbearable. I was all perspired and dizzy and covered with red wood dust and soil from heat do toes.

I had a small round brush that i passed through as many squares in those nets, trying to push the stuff that gathered on the inner side as well.

Due to some weird design, the exhaust pipes for laundry in this building go through basement and some are leaking. I once fixed them but don't know what is the situation right now. The laundry vapor in the basement wets everything and then creates mold.

A couple of people, one with a dog, came to watch my back while i was with the head down to the ground. When i got back inside, some weird smoke started to surround the building, covering the nauseating mold and detergent parfume smell that was now coming from the just open vents.

5:08 Went and did the rounds, disposed of some bags. At the liquor store a bunch of Japanese people went in ahead of me. Once in the store, they started to speak... Chinese. Once back at the apartment, a van with open doors and building materials inside. It smells pretty much like inside Chinook Winds casino. My whole body is inflamed after being there last week for two days, hours at the time. So they just poured some salt of the wound, so to speak.

5:28 At 100 degrees outside, it was still smelling like dog poop. Went by the west bin and saw bags on the ground in positions impossible to pick. I came and took the claw. When i was coming back with the claw coiled like in thr image, a woman, prbably the one from Apt4 was advancing towards me covering her face from the Sun that was in my back, showing much suffering on her face. The woman upstairs is missing. Don't know if because i said the stairs are dangerous, most likely because of the heat. There's got to be more than 100 degrees upstairs. She probably went home.

6:00 Also at the one level apartment across, where the 4th of July party with balloons was and where also is living of the Japanese girls that do gymnastics in the backyard and shows with other kids every time i thought i saw the other day...

11:17 The weirdest thing just happened to me. A few days ago i put a piece of plastic foil under the left side of the balcony upstairs using pushpins, to prevent bird seeds from falling on the concrete slab. Birds and squirrels are then comming and make a mess bringing red dust mulch on the concrete and in the way of AC which blows the dust.

I think two of the pushpins broke and the nail like tips fell on the concrete. I did not bother to gather them and the next day i washed the slab with the hose anyways.

This morning when i woke up i noticed the fingers on my right foot, that are not black like the ones on the left were hurting more than usually (diabetes, wi-fi microwave damage) with shooting pains at times. The finger next to the toe became stiff and a bit swollen. It is not the first time this happened so i did not worry too much.

Then i noticed it was getting worse, i was limping, the whole foot became sensitive and i decided to put a patch with antibiotics. In a few hours the finger started to be less swollen, painful and stiff however it was still sensitive to the touch.

I asked Angela to come and look, more like i wanted to show her how smart i am and beat diabetes pains and other symptoms with antibiotic patches. However when she looked she saw... a pushpin tip that entered all the way or about 1 cm into my finger.

I vaguely remember i felt a bit of pain when i put my shoe on, maybe yesterday before we left.

Now i cleaned with alcohol, put some generic Neosporin in the hole and a band aid around the finger, and with the patch with Amoxicillin 2 inches away (lately i added one with 2x500 mg every day, in different areas of the body), i wait to see.

However, i started to feel chills.

I was telling Angela, how much luck is to get one of the broken two in my toe and not to feel a thing and then stay like this for days, walk, etc.?

11:38 I started to fill dog smell in the air. Every time i did today i found at least one open bag or one in the grass. How many times? More than five four sure.