9 :25 AM The reason i gave up using fb was because it went down on me in critical moments. Yesterday i posted a link to a very important video related to my last match.

1:30 PM I'm (not so) sure if we'll meet some day and laugh about all these... Two persons, not two countries...

8:50 Today it was dust day. They came to blow the parking lot and mow the grass but i don't think the grass grew because the sprinklers don't work. The distributor gets electricity from a plug outside that is connected to our electric system that is very old and probably flickering and nobody will try to fix it.

I went and hosed all windows screens (to get rid of the dust so we can open the windows), the AC (yes it is waterproof, is supposed to stay in the window even when it's raining), etc.. I hosed the dry grass in front of the patio, just to catch the dust still floating in the air.

Then i smelled poop. Found a few, one was closer to the SW dumpster so i took it there (yes the one next to the Great Wall). But in there what do i see (or smell). Somebody threw some meat wrappers or pads in an open bag and in the heat of over 100 yesterday and almost 100 today they started to stink like a dead animal, from meters away.

Wondering if this has anything to do with my wound getting reinfected. I was not using bandages for about a week, everything looked fine and then in the last few days started to hurt, today i saw there is still an eschar the size of a hair and the area next to it was swollen and a bit painful. So i started over with Silvadene and all the tricks. Getting better now.

Today Angela brought some eggplants from her garden and cooked them. Also cooked some chicken in the COSORI oven, for about an hour. When i went outside to get the mail, kids started to pour in, first a girl i haven't seen in a long time. They were yelling like crazy at the end of the alley. They haven't done it in a long time.

Then when i went the last time outside and got back, a brown curly kid on a scooter came towards me yelling like i never heard a kid yelling before in my life. Then we ate.

11:50 I was in bed in the bedroom for more than half hour watching something on TV and the man upstairs (or someone else in his place) keeps gently walking back and forth in the bedroom, creaking the floor, following the rhythm of my thoughts.

I fell asleep a couple of times, he dropped something in that moment. Most frustrating thing is i do not understand what he is trying to accomplish, other than break my spirit down by some ancient ninja ritual.

5:50 AM 23 Ok i keep writing here though it's the next day for continuity with the above. I figured what they are doing upstairs and why they awake us at night. Not the first time, but now i am more sure of it.

But it's hard to sell because there are in it elements in it like "blocking of the chi". At least this is what they call it. This is not so fantastic to many since it's related to the more known tai chi.

And the shin shin shin gan. The heart and the eyes of the divine. I am not sure what it is yet (vibrational communication, universal consciousness), but it can translate it as a form of short range telepathy. I would think they wouldn't waste their time to train people and  pass through generations for millennia for it since it wasn't real.

The practitioner can have his mind merged with the opponent (target), knowing exactly what he/she thinks and does. And take actions, by example, when you fall asleep, they drop an object.

This further decreases your breath rhythm and possibly the peripheric circulation. The flow of chi that is.

The smell of poop started around midnight when i did not want to  to go outside and check and awake Angela.

Just did and they were three open bags, open like flowers on top of the full dumpster (today is Thursday or Thor's day when they shake 2 ton bins real hard and all buildings with them).

That is supposed to slow down your breathing and lower your SPO2 as well and it does.

I usually sleep on the couch in the living room. The reason is i keep writing at the blog until i crash and go to sleep. But since Angela was complaining so bad about them waking her up i went and slept next to her to see what are they going to do.

Soon they started. Someone and i am sure it's not the guys who climb the stair, they are too young and westerners to have that kind of training. Someone was walking, as i said, gently, creaking the floor. But since i was there, he could not pick Angela's brain waves, he picked mine instead.

Note that one of the nine seals as a form of fast mediation refers to "Control of space and time" which is part of MEST in scientology. Scientology also claim that at advanced levels they can master telepathy.

She was sleeping profoundly and i could hear her breathing deep and she was not affected, only i was.

He awoke me 4 times before he finally left me fall asleep. Last time i saw Angela started to not breath so profoundly as been close to be awakened. But she slept until morning. I also gave her a massage last night at her back with the muscle rubbing thing (menthol camphor whatever). That change a bit the smell too.

She got a bulge of one of the disk as seen at MRI that they say in 80% of the cases it goes away by itself. That is if there is enough blood supply and oxygenation to the surrounding tissues.

Then around 1:30 AM the woman at 4 started again to talk on the phone in her balcony and awoke me. She does that for hours during the day, it was the first time i heard her at that hour. In that moment ninja upstairs started again his walk, and then i don't remember much and awoke in the morning.

This morning her back pain and right hand arthritis pain was not as bad as yesterday. I saw her in the last days almost not being able to walk, because lately they left me alone and they are concentrating on her.

I awoke with leg pain as well though it's better due to very aggressive treatment applied yesterday and last night.

So this is what they're doing. They make you sick (or not allow you to heal) by means of lowering oxygenation in your whole body, by various, converging methods, thinking it's a magic or a religious ritual. They switch roles upstairs, with the visible persons moving in the next apartment through attic or staying put somewhere in a corner but i believe they are being moved out because of the smells.

But who knows what other types of conditioning they perform on you.

6:40 There are days when they start right after Angela leaves and that is ten minutes to 6 and finish the morning routine about right now, today they started only about 5 minutes ago. I started to feel the smell of "walls" because of floor pumping and creaking. Like yesterday, today they stopped without me hearing someone going down the stairs ("at work"). But they can make that noisy or silent at will.

This keeps me "suspended in time" or holding my breath and listening for the sound of relief (steps on the stairs).

Then while doing the dishes, having breakfast "on the run" i started to think. What if all Scientology cures claimed to be done by auditing are actually done by increasing oxygen supply to tissues through better breathing after getting relief from some of the worries through auding since Scientology is largely based on eastern belief systems like Hindu which contain yoga, with an emphasis on breathing?

1:45 PM You al you start to look more and more like my grade school teacher, towards whom, like too many others lately, i developed a retro-active crush.

1:55 At which phrase the man from upstairs came back from his job out of his day hole and started to perform his vigilante duty upstairs. That duty including damaging the roof of his balcony yesterday. I guess they didn't like what i said about developing a crush towards my ex teacher.

Then how about Macron? A ok, Macron is not a good example for Romanian families guided by the Iron Guard.

3:33 Angela came from work and garden. After i finished the match i worked on for the last 2 hours or so, i went to smoke a cigarette

There's 104 degrees on my weather station (40 C), heard voices upstairs where there is no visible AC, the guy with curly hair (second right) was coming with hair in wind (there's none, however) down on the Great Wall but he veered on the right. So he is the bassist, "friend" of the guy upstairs, first on the left, who lives on the other building.

I put out my cigarette, went inside, went back outside, lighted the same cigarette, then two skinny teens (most likely jeeps) came from D6 towards me and i put out the cigarette again and went inside to write it down as they passed the cars and went in the back.
Yesterday i did a bit of work on the car, they were again pouring from all directions holes to get in the scene.

4:10 Mda nu puteau să-și pună numele formației Căpitanul, dar au scos un disc cu numele acesta. Care o are pe copertă pe Alexa Crush Căpitănescu (22 de ani) formând jumătate de zvastică cu corpul ei.

Știam că parcă în România sunt interzise simbolurile naziste sau negarea holocaustului (a trebuit să șterg două postări de blog din cauzele astea).

4:15 Allusively (like always) they play on the radio an MJ song. Man in the Mirror. I would be curious to ask him what was wrong with him that he had "to change his ways". Self incriminating? It sounds to me more and more like he was either manipulated or stupid.

Ok the video explains it all. However he sings at the first person. I guess is what they call "deferred first person speech" (i guessed right) when one talks at first person to make others understand. But for those who haven't seen the video or forgot it as myself? I guess is self incriminating and deprecating.

4:35 Curiously enough, these two sang a song together.

6:00 Right after we were done eating a girl (12-14) or maybe an ageless skinny model came with a German Shepard and let a huge one in the direction i could see, that is in the direction of door closed with a vinyl sheet on top of AC (rest of the huge window was cover by blinds). She first passed so Angela could see her and then she pooped were i could see.

Angela wanted to yell at her but i saw it was useless because she did not have a bag and it could mean we were trying to blackmail her. (Living a poop is a misdemeanor in Oregon). You all have seen that i never took pictures of dog owners either because i am positive it's all staged and are ready for it with a trick and they could also be minors etc..

I went instead and picked it and guess what. Behind this huge one, there was an identical one, left earlier. I only had one bag, managed to squeeze them both in it. More than a pound in total.

I took it to the garbage, an Asian guy with a yellow car stinking cut my way. The guy from the picture (second from right) or a look alike was coming on the alley. He looked like he spray painted his face and hair black, in a hurry. Maybe with one of those makeups invisible to cctv.

The smell of that warm poop from near at 102 degrees outside was so strong it got into my clothes (how to dog owners do?). But my f...ts already smell like it, they were 4 open bags in the bin for hours, some probably all day. Biggest offenders, blue and green bags, E4 and F4.

6:30 Started to search for her counterpart last night (local time, PDT). Today, they knew i will find her, she was on the list, found the closest known celeb and removed her from the scene (paid off, changed ID) just to visually interfere with my findings. This type of interference, though costly, worked well enough for so long because it raises doubts in people's mind. 

7:47 Fell asleep for an hour, awoke, i thought i still heard bass upstairs though at a low volume and strong smell of poop inside. My wound was hurting (it is closed, don't use bandages anymore), i thought i might have been infected by aerosols when i picked that poop, went and took a shower, took another Augmentin. Wanted to go see, but now the ice-cream van is here and a couple of people with a dog, talking. 

8:05 Ok she was cursing a lot and i though i recognized her voice. When i looked they were leaving.

From behind she indeed look like latest picture of Alexa Crush on X (yesterday). Legs, blond hair, caught in a coque, length and all.

Then i thought: "turn around", "turn around" and then she turned around before leaving but i was looking through the vynil thing above the AC and she had her head down and a weird yellow thing the size of a grapefruit next to her mouth, thought it was a vaping device (universal translator?), i am not sure if it was her. Could have.

Went in the kitchen, had to wash some kale freshly picked today from the garden in the centrifuge, which involves pressing repeatedly on a knob real fast, done it like this every year, every crop, put it in the freezer, the guy upstairs was making really weird noises right above me and i thought of what i last heard her saying on her TikTok account and decided to write here everything that crossed my mind so far.

Always thought what she said about pegging was a metaphor.

8:28 Now the base is on again. Will see what she posts tomorrow.

Man am i in trouble. Nothing new, always been.


9:07 Big time base upstairs, they also brought a drum. To cut all ambient sound that may be recorded from a distance.

9:17 Went outside to make a few steps. Still hot. People with the shows ready. At the office one big brown guy with colored clothes and towel coming from the tiny pool. When i got back here, the radio was loud (Angela wanted to cover the guys upstairs, not a chance) and Elton John was singing Goodbye Norma Jean.

9:32 I head a big hissing sound, sprinklers spitting water and air for a few seconds then it stopped. I guess they are broken again. This morning i saw a 9V battery on top of the distributor and threw it on the ground. But if there was not a battery then how come they tried and started?

9:35 I tried to go and look to see if the battery is missing from there, there are a bunch of people in the alley.

9:47 I looked at the sprinkler distributor. It says PR off. (program maybe).

10:05 Sfaturi bune pentru cei sub și peste 15 ani, fără discriminări. Charlie și Elisabeta II-a nu au băut așa și au făcut cancer.

No matter how pissed i am tonight, these guys made me laugh for a few seconds, or until i remembered again.

1:45 And so it began. The fire season. We in Portland area are lucky so far because the wind is blowing somehow from North (the little tapdoles) but that might change.

11:45 After i wrote this, the man from upstairs came from somewhere, went in the balcony and hammered on the siding for more than one hour, enough to have put i don't know, 100 nails, disturbing of course the dust inside wall and roof, pretending to install a canopy for his plants which was installed mostly under the roof which makes no sense. In the end i think he damaged the roof on the right side (as seen from below). Insulation dust (basaltic, lava, volcanos, Xenu) was/is flying through the air and bypassing the AC.

Tomorrow there will be 2 of the hottest days of the year. They have no AC so i assume they do not actually live there. However, they come after midnight to awake Angela, for about an hour and then probably leave.

11:40 PM I have reason to believe one of the guys upstairs is the bassist in the "Romanian" rock band who won the 3rd place at Eurovision this year. Didn't care to hear the song but they look like neo-nazi to me.

The name of the song is "Choke me" and tonight they released enough dust in here to do just that.

Now i think it was her who dropped the lighter on the patio about a year ago.

10:12 There was some change in attitude upstairs starting last night when the big noises stopped (after midnight), after i first posted about the park and this morning. But there is the same perceived synchronization. One example, when i went into the kitchen, after working for 4 hours at that blog post, she went down the stairs to meet with me at the window. They never loose that opportunity.

When i went outside to pick the poops, the woman at 4 was talking on the phone in the balcony, in Spanish, like she does for hours a day, two guys came on the other side of the building and started their truck, right when i was picking two, another one was in the car (who scared me cause i passed by and suddenly saw him through the open window. Picked 4 poops. So much for management commitment to take care of the problem.

Earlier when i went to take the pictures i think i saw Mario Lopez again comming out of D5.

Now i get to eat after i smelled those.

I thought they fixed  the sprinklers Wednesday, today the grass is dried again. I take it maybe the dogs don't like it wet and don't poop.

7:26 Ok the change of attitude evaporated in the morning and they started over. In the moment i realized i actually did not put the link (or maybe was sabotaged), they came with the guitars, stopped and talked on the stairs like trying to prove their human side, long enough for Angela to see them, and then practiced a little upstairs showing some base and serious skills and one of them left.

 8:40 PM The other post for today got too big so i figured i can start another one in the same day, continuing time stamps.

We got one free night (Sundays through Thursdays) here at Lucky Eagle hotel.

Got in a bit of a trouble connecting the PC to the room's TV through HDMI. When i hit the source button on the remote, i see three HDMI ports, on the TV i see two physical plugs of which one is occupied with the TV menu and the other doesn't work.

So i called the switchboard, asking for instructions, they offer to send someone in the room but i asked again for instructions that did not work and went to the reception and the receptionist told me he could send someone which i agreed in the end cause it was too important to me.

But when i got in the room, i had this idea, i unplugged that HDMI cable that was already in there for a long time and plugged mine and voila, without any other fuss it worked.

Why it was so important. Two things. When we drove here we passed Ilani like every time and like every time Angela wanted to go inside to get some free pizza (on points on her card) and play the free play accumulated since last time.

I took the exit as instructed by Angela, on the left of two exit lanes and while i was getting close to the roundabout, an (Asian) woman from the right lane changed her mind and tried to merge into us which i saw in myperipheral view and then directly when i turned my head and i veered towards the shoulder, when "she saw me", made a thank you gesture with her hand and then veered right instead of going to the casino as i thought she intended by switching that that lane so i did not have a chance to see make of the vehicle or LPN as i was too busy entering the round about and she was gone.

Here. As i was waiting for Angela to check in, i saw 4 families with kids entering or exiting the hotel.

And then something about the Lewis Huey video i just posted. I was thinking maybe i got the verses wrong or the captions malfunctioned as they sometimes do so i pulled the lyrics and saw he really got that in the lyrics which in itself is harmless however, was always thinking at the way he pronounced the word beating like beaten. Listen.

More on what happened here tonight when i get home.

7:30 AM Boy am i nostalgic about it? One of the first valuable things i ever bought was a Soviet made tape recorder. Capable of recording to speeds up to 19 cm/s (that is 4 times the speed of a cassette recorder) and frequencies up to 18 Khz, with high dynamics (indeed unheard +on digital) and crispy whispering like high frequency sounds. It was 5000 lei or 2 maybe 3 average monthly salaries.

But the source. There was available music on tapes or you could give them your own tapes to record to the so called "music recording studios". Best from Bucharest. They were using mainly vinyl as source and probably hit lists from whatever magazines smuggled inside Romania, mainly by semi drivers.

I think they issued "volumes" periodically with latest hits.

But you could never be sure of how many times they were recorded from tape recorder to tape recorder and also quite expensive if you wanted to keep up. The local studios were advertising as recording directly from a "master tape" coming "directly from Bucharest" which probably was true because there was no other possibility LOL. And they were not selectable since i only had one tape recorder.

Buy i discovered another way to do it. There was a broadcast on Romania's so called 3rd program, on FM, every day at noon, for one hour.

I don't know how many line of sight relays were between Bucharest and Bacău and how much distortion and noise each added, but to my ear it sounded good enough.

Every day at noon, for one hour, they were playing the Romanian hits, mostly boring imitations by Romanian composers and singers, of which there was only one remarkable, comparable to international singers and that was Carmen Rădulescu (coincidentally she was also from Bacău and i once had a chance to meet her but i declined).

However among those they squeezed in, every day, about 3 international hits. Mostly British and American of course. Not all of them to my likes.

So while i was a student, during the so called exam sessions, i was home in Bacău of course reviewing the hand written courses (in a new condo given to us by the firm where Angela was already working),

At noon i was there next to the radio with the recorder ready. I started it at every song, not knowing what was going to be, and then reeling it back most of the time, at 0 using the counter on the recorder, right after the last successful recording.

Not extraordinarily happy with the quality which was not the same as made from vynil, the quality improved much during the parties after a couple of drinks (pretty much like the quality of pictures i take when i see them several days later) which i highly recommend to all of those not satisfied with their (digital) audio systems.

This is how i gathered several tapes with  many hours of "good music" which i was using at parties. The radio i used was of course mono and so was the playback on the tape recorder itself, though it could record and play stereo with an amplifier and speakers. But that doubled the capacity of a tape, cause i was recording mono on one track only (though there as was some cross talk between the tracks again not distinguishable especially after a few drinks).

Today again out of nostalgia i did some google searches and found my beloved Majak 205, there is one or two even to sell on eBay but then i did some more google searches and what did i find.

The quality of FM radio during the 80s was satisfactory. The reel to reel tape recorders are now making a comeback as producing the best possible audio quality for audiophiles. So i was not so far away from the best. Only thing is i didn't know it as i did not have the titles or artist names, press reviews and conversations with others about it.

Today i can listen to those songs that most are for sure included in that playlist i bought online for about 12 bucks, made of over 6000 songs, all yearly top 100s between 60s and today, ripped on 128 kbps which is way better today than it was 20 years ago or when mp3 was invented, mostly between 84 and 90, when i was using that recorder.

Until MTV became available from a satellite dish from a neighbor, who was sharing it with the whole building for a small amount paid by each. Then i hooked my tape recorder to the TV and started to record from there.

After 90 i bought a cassette player also of Russian origin and built some big custom speakers and you could find cheap cassettes with fairly good music. I remember Duets by Elton John, the jewel of my collection. Man did i want a CD player but those had prohibitive prices (to me) when they started to appear, before i moved to the US in 1995.

Today those tapes and the recorder are forever gone but i am building a playlist from that stick from memory and for the first time i can identify titles and artists. So when i drive long drives, i play that stick and when i hear one (that i vaguely remember it was on my tapes), i hit the Save to MyMusic choice in the menu. Soon i'm gonna start listening to that one only.

I guess i was right, the "dancing" 80s sound was indeed a new wave made of a bit of everything, blues, jazz, funk, soul, rock, trying to merge into a world of synthesizers which faded away in the 90s, making room to a new sort of psychedelic revival.

The change of music style into 80s was abrupt. Like someone said. Let there be 80s! Here is Bob Seger's 79 release. (Not on my tapes, heard the first time in US after 95, or maybe earlier but don't remember). And Tom Cruise proving he could have been indeed nurse CYDNEY.

It may be still rock and roll to Billy Joel but not to me. A song i heard much later here in the US, released in 80s and though elaborate, like any of his works, it doesn't say much to me


Another one that was new to me, until relatively recently. Never understood those verses though until now.  

Glen Frey reinvented in the 80s, not without some merit.

11:10 I wanted to get some more sleep. They started the base upstairs so loud my head was vibrating on the pillow. I wanted the other day to call the office but the corporate added some menus and got lost in those so i will walk there. I know it's not quiet hours, but one should be able to stay in his apartment.

I went and talked to the management, they acknowledged my complaints about noise and poops and said they will try to do something about, but until then today i picked them again.

12:20 PM Right now exploring the career of Patricia Kovacs, a Hungarian actress who played as a prostitute in two movies and also has some erotic material downloadable online.

1:40 Viktor Orban started to build his palace @2019 or the next year after i started the series about Romania's budget. I always thought he had in there some studios, but now i think maybe the interior replica of an American apartment built in the 70s, with popcorn ceiling and stuff.

Also, in 2018 i started my blog with matches.

7:30 AM Un ritual complicat și misterios s-a desfășurat în fața ochilor mei în timp ce lucram la postarea de pe blogul principal. Întâi a venit tipul maro cu mustață, însă pentru prima dată l-am văzut cu mănuși de plastic și pungi, și după ce câinele și-a făcut nevoile chiar în fața balconului (din toată peluza, acolo "a vrut câinele"), pentru prima dată a strâns.

Am mai scris cu alte ocazii, la balcon am o ușă glisantă mare de sticlă, care acoperă 70% din perete. Îl vedeam ca și cum ar fi fost în cameră cu mine.

Apoi a venit fetișcana blondă care și ea pentru prima dată a strâns.

Spre sfârșit sau când terminam de scris, a mai venit o tipă, dar aia s-a dus mai încolo.

8:30 Last few days i saw there was a stall air smell inside getting worse and yesterday i got really sick (i stay in here all the time) and in the evening i discovered the anti back flow valve of the bathroom fan was blocked closed, and i also vacuumed the fan's housing and a bit inside the flexible pipe which seemed to  have a lot of lint? inside but it was much too late when i figured out and could not get it all. But what i got is inside a new vacuum bag.

It was stinking so bad even now the apartment still smells like it.

2:58 PM Again like yesterday i found the main door open, the piece of wood taken away. I remember i went outside to pick a poop right before i fell asleep after 12:45. I put that piece of wood automatically when i get in, but it can be taken if the door is hit really hard and it will make some noise. There was much base upstairs but i was dead tired from my walk and then i having a couple of drinks.

I would not have known if the door was hit several times in the rhythm of the base.

4:20 I am so mad from all that happened yet they figured a way to cancel that. They scheduled a bush trimming and they make a very annoying sound with that.

7:40 Just went to Walmart. Among oh so many things in there something stays in memory. When i was exiting there was this woman kinda shy, with stained face, maybe from drugs, otherwise not bad looking with a black and white T-shirt saying Dead Men Don't Rape. She tried to smile at me but i was already mad. So what should we do, kill all men so we won't have rape anymore?

Yeah i knew this moment will come. Have no choice but copy all the new pics from the phone onto the card and than stick the card into the pc and post some. A time consuming pain i could do without as Rod Steward once said but no, there is something there i want to share right now.

Lots of greens and bush trimming. They left the leaves here not because of laziness or anything but for symbolism. What i posted about Romania's Central Bank insolvency covered by stealing from the Budget and hair cuts. Pixie an combed back haircuts. They fight memories with other memories they create on the fly. Some may call them shortcutting engrams whatever. But this technique was not invented by Hubbard. I bet is ancient and belongs to Hinduism and Buddhism inherited much of it.

But wait. As soon as i was about to post these, a young innocent blond girl started to roam with here dog right in the scenery. Double to the power of two and so on. 

8:00 What else i have on the card. Lately i noticed in the mail this persistent cigars ad. I usually go and search for poops right after i come from my walk and pick the mail. Yeah i know what Freud would say. BTW today i found 5 and two unknotted bags only after i came from my walk. I am about to finish the box with 600 bas i bought on Amazon, and the average i think is 3 in each bag.

2018 was the year when i first wrote about discrepancies in Romania's budget, other stuff (Tesla). That was the year Alexa Crush went online.

Yeah they know me best. They know Romanians and they have a huge database with everything i've done and said and a complete psychological profile and they know what to tell her to do to keep me close.

Don't know what to say but this pegging thing is killing me and i can't remember when she started but it was this year and is mostly on tiktok. Was it after i stumbled onto the real numbers of Romania's foreign debt, after Peter Magyar came to power or was about to come to power in Hungary?

All i can say is i met with Peter Magyar, i think about a year ago at Spirit Mountain and he wanted to talk to me but i avoided it. I think his last name alone makes me sick.

12:00 PM CyRus didn't really mean to start a war...

Did not pay attention so much at the video at the time (August 2013) guess i was not so attentive at these things, i only became later, as the years passed by.

Wait a minute. She said "instead you used the force" and then giving up. Is she describing a rape and then "wrecking" him? Ambigous.

I think i saw her at least twice around here. Once, i was really, really drunk in my car in the parking lot at Spirit Mountain. She was on the right side of an huge SUV that stopped at my window, looked down on me and then left. If felt like she was giving me a compassionate warning.

Once, on the street at Eagle Crest, was about the time i was complaining a lot about the status of that apartment and saw the video for the first time. (In the meantime i figured it was smoke coming from the chimney that passed through walls of the fireplace at Apt.7). She seemed embarrassed. 

8:33 AM After i started using cheap Motorola phones from Walmart i ditched my camera completely. I mean, why should i have my pocket stuffed with a camera (which is also a pretty good 16 MP cheap pocket camera) when i have enough camera on my phone?

Let me explain. I first had a camera when i was 7 years old and that that in 1967 Romania was very rare. It was a cheap, plastic made camera using wide film but it was a camera after i cried a whole day so my father bought it. It was 70 lei (or a day's wages, when one loaf of bread was 3).

I owe it to grandpa who was the photographer of that side of the town at weddings, funerals, etc. who enticed me into having one. I think i broke it after i made a few films. Then my father bought me a 35 mm one from Russia (Soviet Union).

My grandpa had a small lab in a closet and i started to process my own pictures when i was about 10 (when i also first rode a cheap motorcycle). At @12 i did a whole series on a kindergarten class and made some money which of course i spent on photo lab materials, like films and paper and chemicals.

I kept that suitcase enlarger i inherited from granpa and before 89 i was processing color in the kitchen.

In 2009 i invested in a SONY DSLR 3/4 size 10 MP sensor which many said was not comparable with Canon or Nikon etc. of the same price. That camera helped me get somehow out of my chronic depression as i was walking many miles in the wildlife refuges around here and taking pictures and posting on flickr and interacting with people there (hit the refresh button to get rid of the blocking screen on flickr).

That and installing and customizing Fedora over and over on an old PC, making it running like a new one, and then fb-uking and blogging, until its power supply broke and started using a laptop which i previously bought for travel only with wi-fi which fried my sensitive areas in my lap due to many hours a day usage.

My phone's camera has one feature that crosses into the pro area and that is exposure compensation.

You tap in one area of the screen and it gets you a tiny slider and you can adjust exposure until you make it look right (like evening when it's evening). The other "trick" i always use and it's also in my blood is i hold my breath the camera really still when i gently tap the shutter button, especially with long exposure times like in low light and that insures sharpness.

And of course holding the phone horizontally which maxes the pixels used from the sensor which is installed with the wide side matching the phone's wide side. Holding the phone vertically cuts the resolution to about 1/3 for horizontal scenes except for...

It takes some practice but it's doable by anyone.

So yeah should not get intrigued when you see pictures of this quality on my blog.

6:50 No seriously. Who is this young guy with beard and long hair? Can't seem to find it on any politicians list.

9:15 Water pressure is low again, some teams might be back after the weekend. I think i saw again Bad Bunny with his lab. but it was a bigger lab.

9:20 Just looked at the stats of my blog. Got 45 k hits in one week, of which nearly 10k yesterday. However, on posts the hits are just a few. Second country with most readers, Singapore? Also, no readers from Romania? Half of my posts are in Romanian and i can see most political events there are responding to my posts.

3 PM Back home with my regular keyboard and internet speed. I went to pick the poops, they were only 3 large ones (the same dog) and two open bags in the dumpsters. I saw the guy from upstairs in his older Toyota SUV FKH coming but he went to park in a different spot which is not possible on Sundays (all visitors spots are usually taken).

Then he waited to climb until i started the UV light because it was stinking big time like mold. Myself got some polycarbonate goggles. All windows are closed. There is vynil sheet in balcony's door that is also impenetrable to UVC.

There was a stomping party last night at 319 in Three Rivers hotel. Wanted to call the reception but Angela was sleeping. Also heard something that could have been the voice of a young boy having gay sex, twice within minutes. I have reasons to believe she was involved, i saw her on the corridor the day before.

On our way back. Until Eugene i got to drive behind a number of RVs. One pickup driver changed its mind after taking on 36, making a sharp turn back on 126, making the car in front of me suddenly stop.

After Albany, the traffic on I5 stopped several times for no apparent reason. It was going pretty slow when an older black Honda i think, with driver and two passenger in the back seat all Asians (actually did not see the driver) was getting too close behind me (lest than 2-3 ft) and i was staring at in the mirror when traffic in front of me suddenly stopped completely and i hit the brakes really hard to avoid that solid red SUV in front of me. I had no doubts the Honda behind was going to hit me, was bracing for impact, from being too close, but i heard tires squealing (no ABS) and it then nothing, it stopped inches away from me.

Then i pulled on the shoulder inviting them to pass (wanted to take a picture) but it stayed there, did not move.

About ten different other similar situations happened after, with different degrees of endangerment, but none was so severe as that first one. Until Kaiser all drivers i looked at were Asians. (Then i saw some hippies looking scared at me). Making all kinda weird maneuvers amongst them, trying very aggressively to pull me into something. It continued like that almost all the way home, trying to keep up appearances.

The Police were helping, i saw about 15 minutes after a couple of Sherriff's vehicles who pulled someone on the opposite, blocking the traffic behind for miles, also slowing it down in my direction because of many people "staring at the flashing lights".

3:15 After he stomped a couple of times upstairs, the mold smell got worse despite UV and stuff.

Mold smell did not get any better in 15 minutes exposure to UV. Started to feel it on my face and body going thogh my clothes and canvas shoes so i just stopped it. Never mind, put it under the couch jus to see if it gets any better.

7:02 PM Forgot two of my best T-shirts in the closet at the hotel.

9:09 AM Petrișor Peiu. Ok și cine e sfântul cu plete și barbă din poză? (mie site-ul Camerei Deputaților nu-mi mai intră de ani de zile)
Și de ce era tipa asta pe holul hotelului seara treacută? După ce am trecut pe lângă ea, a intrat într-o cameră de lângă a noastră. Pașaportul diplomatic dă posesorului imunitate față de legile locale (nu poate fi arestat de poliția din SUA de exemplu)

Azi dimineață m-am trezit cu bandajul la rană desfăcut.

10:17 After the last intervention of nurse Cydney (Tom Cruise, it was that day i figured who she was, after she did it) at the Legacy Wound Care Center, about a month ago, my wound has stagnated at about 3x10 mm. She used some plastic vial with saline similar to the one in the picture.

Yesterday at the gas station in Grande Ronde a "Mexican" woman with a SUV with LPN SALTENE stopped at the pump behind me.

Though last night my wound looked almost closed, this morning is wide again. Should have taped the window? Someting similar happened at the Creekside Hotel in Canyonville last time i was here, where Tom Cruise was playing the receptionist.

All noises from the hotel (passengers, maids) and the parking lot seem coordinated like in this video.

8:35 PM Cigarette smoke in the room as right now.

10:05 This would have deserved an entry in the main blog but today became big and hard to edit so i will put it here. But it was therapeutic.

Yeah and it was the smoke in the end which drove me out of the room. I wanted to go anyways, met with Angela, she gave me 40 bucks but i went outside to smoke a cigarette in the clean air first (i don't like to smoke were there's already much smoke) and what do i see, the muzak was saying "i think i'm in love" don't know what song or band but it was an old one. I don't know what year Bel Air Cadillac , all red and shiny with high tech paint next to one of the two LED screens projecting each an eternal fire.

All it was missing was the dead head (Totenkopf) sticker on the back so i went and looked and there wasn't so in the end i took a picture and came inside and put the song on repeat and went in bed and raised my leg, thinking how i sat for 3 hours at the computer and did not hurt one bit and inside  the casino it started to hurt and i figured it might me all the cell phones inside.

But all the above would not have deserved the pain of writing an entry with the laggish internet and everything, but when i saw the clip i realized i have to write something.

I complained about a week ago about Google animations (doodles) for the FIFA World Cup being somehow, almost at subconscious level, sexualized and could not explain it but today i think i have proof to that and even more.

In the clip Don Hen-lay ex (with longer "hair combed back") was never seen with any of the two Boys of Summer. She was reading, doing her nails, whatever but always alone. Watching on the big screen one of the two Boys of Summer on the beach with the other girl with short hair who was representing subliminally Don both as a boy and as man.

The song is not about her cheating with the Boys of Summer but himself who was planning to get her back after he was done with the Boys of Summer.

When he said "I didn't know what love was" while moving his head back forward he meant until he had gay sex, subliminally enticing everyone who is watching. It happened before and it happens all the time, many songs have lyrics and videos with direct or hidden weird sexual meanings.

8:20 AM Awoke in a weird smell. Went outside, picked two poops upstream from the morning breeze and several fast food drink cups, one in each 4 directions. As i write here, there is one guy in front of me, tall, with a moustache and a lab who is digging the mole mounds.

On the bottom of the dumpster the juice had dried since yesterday but there is old trash fallen from the bags which stuck on the bottom and survives there from one dump to to another, stinking. I remember i used a plank and unstuck it maybe 2 or 3 years ago. There is an abandoned bike between the dumpster and mail boxes, for days now.

In front of the car...

8:37 Augmentin patch worked, the pain at the ankle after two days of 3 miles walk is almost gone.

BTW. Even bitten in a vein, i would think there is not one single molecule of venom in his system after a few days. (There would me more locally if bitten in tissues or skin).

7:37 PM I am at Three Rivers Resort, we got a free room here for two nights and i thought i heard a familiar voice from tiktok talking to someone, cursing in the next room and she seemed clueless, like maybe playing a cosplay thing. Then i thought (not the first time) maybe all she does online is paid by someone and she is clueless to the whole situation. That if she is not AI.

I am really tired from driving, it took us about 5 hours to get here, because of getting gas, trying a couple of machines at Spirit Mountain, more than a couple at Chinook Winds etc..

For the first part or until Spirit Mountain, i drove behind a big van that could have been contaminated with building materials, then behind some cars that were continuously hitting the shoulder, and then i became irritated.

For the last part i was always behind some old stinking vehicle.

10:03 Mă uitam în camera de hotel la Ghosts pe Paramount (cu televizorul cuplat prin HDMI la micro PC) și am făcut o descoperire importantă. Etimologia mult folositului cuvânt șmecher din română.

6:50 AM Tom Cruise was present weekly, for months in the basement of Legacy Wound Care Center, acting as weird, low voice blue eyed masked nurse Cydney.

I hope i got the spelling right, he kept moving when he saw i was trying to read it, working at my bandage as i was trying to read the name on the badge written with weird, hard to read fonts. Though i made big progress at the wound, about a month ago it stopped closing though it's very little left.

Question. How can they do that. How many are they in the US and  how come nobody cares they are bypassing all, businesses, government, law enforcement, etc..

7:10 I awoke when Angela left, about 10 minutes to six, feeling weird. Then i remembered i saw yesterday another big hole under the door and i think have been breathing that mole gas all night long which made me sick.

After doing things inside that could not be predicted, like taking care of a big antibiotics patch (cannot take Augmentin any more orally), i poured some cement into a plastic yogurt container and went to plug that hole.

The moment i opened the door, trouble began. About 30 ft away, at the west garages, some guy was with his butt up in my direction. apparently working at something near the garage door. A black car came and a brown guy and sexy Latina left it in the middle of the alley, not far from where i was plugging the hole, idling making a roaring modified exhaust sound, with a plump baby by the hand, and dropped the baby to the day car at D5.

About 5 minutes ago i had this idea to check to see if the moles or rats or underground crawling robots opened the hole again (it's easy when the cement is still fresh and soft) and opened the door the second time today and next to the door, under the deck there she was, the mystery woman at D7, or on top of the day care at D7 but she was looking the other way, ignoring me.

Yesterday evening she forgot the back door of her hatch back open all evening and the day before there there was a pair of panties on a power box behind her red Mazda SUV.

I understand they were waiting for me to open the door the first time, but the second time, how could they had predicted that. Yeah ok i'm dizzy from that gas and i am not thinking clearly right now, could be just some ordinary tricks but the important thing is they are constantly watching what i am doing inside the apartment and they respond to it. Does this have a name, in legal terms?

But then i could be all them in Tualatin, the Police, the law, etc..

Wondering. What it's gonna be if i open the door again?

6:45 PM Today was the first day in many or maybe years i did not find any poop. There is at least one open bag in the dumpster but at the bottom after dumpster being emptied (Thor's thunder day) and is soaked in dumpster liquid whatever that is so i passed.

Also took a shower and the pressure is the highest i ever saw since i'm here. I had to cut the flow to about 1/3 from the faucet just to be able to take a shower. Which could mean more teams have left after i posted this. Other things happened but i'm just tired of it.

I put a big patch with Augmentin on my left leg. Cannot take those orally anymore. It works but it takes hours until the skin is soaked with it and it passes in blood stream.

7:00 Ok the base upstairs and other noises are meant to double things down when i'm pissed or annoyed for various reasons so they basically edit my mind. So i cannot even have my anger. They did not let Angela sleep one minute. You all can see how complicated screwed my life is?

I would think she would have a diplomatic passport as daughter of a (demised) Prime Minister. Wait a minute. Could this be the reason the President doesn't chose (nominate) an acceptable Prime Minister after he being deposed by the Parliament on May 7 or two months ago, so she can keep her diplomatic passport?

And yes we have Attila both as President and Prime Minister.

7:05 Second time today a guy with a dog came real close to my living window.

7:13 Ok she just took off after i wrote who i think she is. A older tan Toyota with left fender missing LPN GSH (all i can remember).

8:15 Ok i checked, the last guy left one there. Outside, it still stinks but could not find any.

7:07 Oricine locuiește în SUA de 30 de ani trebuie să meargă măcar o dată să vadă Las Vegas, nu? Așa că după ce ne-am luat prima Elantra (aia care în care eram când ne-au izbit ăia din spate, în ziua când am vorbit cu Vîlceanu care "lucra" la Les Schwab, un magazin în principal de cauciucuri), am purces la drum. Nu mai știu, a fost atunci când am fost și la Los Angeles și am făcut în total vreo 5000 de mile?

Da e foarte mișto să conduci vara prin California, vezi iarba aceea uscată galben aurie, unică în lume.

În Vegas am stat la Westgate Hotel, unde aveau la parter un bufet unde se stătea la coadă cam jumătate de oră și puteai să mănânci orice, cât puteai, inclus în prețul camerei de sub 100 dolari (se cheamă "all you can eat").

Am luat la rând cazinourile de pe Strip, erau cam aceleași mașini pe care le știam de acasă, la Venețian am câștigat normal la maimuță undea mi-a intrat un ecran plin de maimuțe, nu mai știu, 40 de dolari (jucam la 40 de cenți mâna) și când mi s-a făcut foame am intrat la un fast food unde am luat o porție de 4 burgeri mici (cât unul mare) la preț de McDonalds.

Adică nu spun că nu sunt restaurante cu chefi celebri sau spectacole cu Elton John sau whatever mai era pe atunci pe acolo, dar un om obișnuit poate să stea acolo câteva zile fără să-și rupă portofelul.

Ok bufetul acela s-a închis în 2025, ultimele prețuri (după pandemie și inflație) porneau de la 17 dolari.

Pe unde am mai fost. Pe bulevardul Hollywood, ăla cu stele pe trotuar, era un McDonalds cu prețuri de McDonalds, însă era coadă (știu că am vrut să merg că mi-era foame dar) nu aveam timp, aveam de condus înapoi în sudul LA, un drum de o oră cu schimbatul a 10 autostrăzi, ghidat normal de google maps (pe atunci nu aveam sensibilitate la microunde de la celular). Așa că am mâncat dintr-o conservă în camera de motel.

8:52 Chestii care mă sâcâie. Primul lucru pe care îl văd când deschid știrile este ceva legat de ce am postat eu ieri transformând munca mea în job-ul lui Sisif.

8:55 I had the AC on yesterday all day for the first time this year, the way it is setup it blows through the mosquito screen, which was not hosed in at least 6 months, is full of dust, some of it mineral insulation dust which today i feel it stinging all over my body and on my esophagus.

So i went outside and hosed everything, and while doing that,  somebody started a power blower and i am asking myself, was that to cover the ambient noise i was making with the hose, just to prove i am not capable of doing anything like this?

The i smoked a cigarette and spotted the poop that woman i saw an hour later made with her dog which i could not see earlier, i know every time i smoke i start to see those, i think my brain is unconsciously looking from the source of the stink (the cigarette). While i was doing so a van with this logo passed (among other vehicles) on the alley. Is this a warning? A threat?

Yeah ever since i started to use screenshot to share what AI gives me as first answer, google put that box in the bottom asking to ask anything and i bet is confusing for those who read while taking away precious space.

I guess everything including Scientology has to have some sort of secret police.

9:05 Nu spera și nu ai teamă.

2:40 PM If anybody would ask me what was the most signtificant and influential event today in my life i would say this one is. Went in the morning and knotted one. By noon i knew i would either have to go and knot another one or go for a walk which i was not ready. Didn't really want to leave, would have been the second in a row after a long pause (six months with an exception last week and i think one more time).

My leg muscles are full of lactic acid, i can barely move but yes, i knotted a few more. One when i left, two when i came back.

And the bearded guy. They were making a big noise with a blower somwehre in the complex though the landscape guy are not here yet. One guy started a noisy car and from behind a silent one was coming. As i said, i was a pedestrian for 35 years before i started to drive so i looked behind.

One bearded guy in a small car (don't know how it fit in it). Met with him again after i knotted these. He was kinda defiant, knowing that i know what he tried to do, maybe waiting for a confrontation. One head taller than me, one hunderd pounds heavier with most of it muslces.

It happened twice yesterday when i went to the bottle drop and liquor store. Silent cars trying to run me over in the lot that is. One of the driver was Japanese. 

Guys pretending to work on Borland, only to show me their butts. I usually get sick for hours after i see a scene like this.

But before this. I took the path on the back of the hospital (hospital property that is). I saw as usually several suspicious (fake) hospital "employees" walking their lunch break.

And then right at the  new back up generator installed outside hospital property there was a Japanese guy dressed in some sort of uniform who was speaking with a woman who was kinda of cheerfully yelling at him, than she walked towards me but on the other side of the alley. What i could see with the corner of my eye was the closest AlexCrush meme i ever saw, though a bit tall and too young.

From yesterday. The camp, Can you imagine, a summer camp in the park, next to the parking lot. With children cheering and yelling all the time when i pass buy. In the past they had a sort of emblem or log figuring a willow that was actually looking like a volcano. Question. For how long were they preparing all these?

The pond. Due to Tualatin river being full of nutrients (i guess fertilizers from the farms up stream) there are lots of what are these, nenufars or lotuses on the water. So many i would think the pond would start to stink really bade soon, like in did in the last years.

But the name of the park. Brown's Ferry of Tualatin Valley. I didn't know but once googled it and now every time i pass by i remember.

This guy was running up and down the street. It is a very rare occurrence, once in ten years. Right before he passed me the first time something got in my right eye but i avoided scratching and massaging until he passed however when i did it he turned around and was still in my line of site.

The two women in hospital uniform. I was walking on the other side from opposite direction and wanted to cross to avoid them. But the button of the cross signal wasn't working so i just crossed but i was so curious i pushed the button on the other side and the signal started to work just before they reached at. One of them smile at me in a certain way. Like i invited them to cross after me?

Scientology?

Wait a minute. I was complaining for a long time about the old CTL logo and then they changed it to an X made of lotus petals. But today i figured something else. Look at the first symbol (Scientology cross) above. Is Saint Dominic in the image wearing a Scientology (or Ishtar) cross on his forehead? 

5:05 Is anybody else as annoyed as me about pegging?