Friday, July 3, 2026

12:43 AM To me who i did not grow up in rock country, and never listened to their music until late after i came to US, the name is a turn off. Zeppelin, always reminding of the tragedy. They may be good, but not that impressive when compared to other bands, both in melodies and technique. Worse than even Metallica, the closest i can think of who also plays ballads.

Definitely not "everything" the rock should be as i once read. Their hits, unlike others, are rarely played on the radio anymore, even on
106.7. It may be an acquired taste that i will posses some day. Until then, i can do without.

They knew i am not familiar with them, and that's why the man came to play at Angela's lucky machines at Indian Head (where she ones, earlier this year, won a 3100 some jackpot, the new 7s, the same as at Peppermill and a few other places). She came to tell me there is a weird guy occupying more than one chair and she can't play there. I went and looked, at first i thought he was Sammy Hagar of whom we  spoke in the car, but when he stood, i knew it wasn't him, Sammy Hagar is shorter.

For hours. In the end she made her money back, after he finally left.

Angela didn't have anything better to do in the car than also talk about Gwen Stefani, who was a favorite of mine before Harajuku and due to boredom of driving, i confessed. Besides, she used to have a terrific body, like a ballerina maybe (though tonight she seemed to show some weight gain, 2024 here).

Two of the guys from No Doubt of whom the
bassist worked with me at Les Schwab in 1997. I once gave "the poor guy" a ride home, at an apartment complex in Hillsboro or Aloha.

She herself once showed as a customer and i have to say, even from close, with no make up, she looked fantastic.

2 or 3 hours later they produced her in the casino together with the bassist.

Now the guys upstairs are making noise in the bedroom (like every night at this hour, robbing Angela of at least half hour of sleep). No he or she did not come with me here tonight. Unless they hid in the back of the car somehow (did not look when i got here).

And yes, i liked the video too except for the very beginning, i once posted about.

Thursday, July 2, 2026

6:50 AM
4:33 PM Could it be... The sudden increase in water pressure at the shower a sign that very few people are in the complex right now... Like a whole team left?

Wednesday, July 1, 2026

6:55 AM Lately (maybe from the beginning of this year or earlier) there has been this pattern. Right after Angela was leaving for work or at about 10 minutes to 6 (it's a 3 miles drive) he was starting working the floor and he was leaving at about 6:35 (PDT) or just after the market was starting.

Today he started at 6:25 and stopped at 6:35 but did not hear anybody climbing down the stairs. It happened before, i heard his older Toyota (big) SUV starting seconds after the last noise upstairs. But today the SUV was not here, and the noise simply stopped.

There is a coincidence with stock market which starts at 6:30 local time, always goes down around 1% and then recovers starting at that point. What does this mean? Still have no clue. Today i was waiting impatiently for him to leave because i was feeling the smell inside and wanted to get rid of the source.

There is a new pattern with the poops as well. Flattened. He/she steps on them right after.

And the unbearable smell of those in bags unknotted in the dumpster.

7:25 One guy, tall, thin, with a moustache, looking Latino, dressed in a green neon jacket came with a lab of about 6 months, let the dog poop in my line of sight as i sit on the couch facing the computer and wall sized window and left without picking.

7:45 I have become nauseated. Everything i ate earlier for breakfast has become something else in my stomach because of bacterial contamination from breathing.

5:45 PM There is no car or SUV in the spot at F5 however someone was playing base really loud upstairs for about two hours. Much worse than the usual creaking of the floor. I tried to call the office a couple of times before 5:30 but no one was answering. Angela got mad, yelled and hit the walls and then she started the TV real loud. Then they briefly started to vacuum then they finally stopped.

Today i plugged with cement several breathing mole holes right next to the building, under the siding.

The mole gas made me lethargic all day.

Before Angela came i heated a pizza in the oven and they opened the door to check for mole holes. A kid on a scooter was coming my direction and i shut the door.

5:52 The base started again at a lower volume but still bothering. Now the volume has increased.

8:30 Soon after i heard heavy steps upstairs and then the noise of the engine (high RPM iddle) somewhere out of sight on a visitor spot and then eerie silence.

I opened the door, can't remember when and i saw that guy from D5 who looks like Mario Lopez (and also like an Asian) with his kid in the parking lot, shut the door and searched for Mario Lopez and this is what i found. Was also thinking at the AI girl who troubled my life lately. Not really sure if she's 100% AI.

Could be a real person wearing one of those VFX costumes and then having added the face of Marylin Monroe (raw, with no makeup or with weird "cheap" makeup making her look "trashy") and then the verses from this song came to mind. "Devil's in the house of the rising sun". "A fiddle made of gold".

8:50 Tokyo butterfly.

I don't want no crummy gloomy! I'm sick and tired of cold.

Tuesday, June 30, 2026

Are you all curious to see how Marylin Monroe would look if she lived today, with no makeup, not (yet) discovered by Hollywood, gone wild and having access to social media?

3:20 PM Yes today i walked the walk. The whole 8 3 miles with corke sole slippers, patch and socks (no bandages). No pain so far, the patch is still holding. I wish i was in that shape in Reno, where i had to do bandage changes and treatments once or twice daily and limit walks and standings and take oral Augmentin (and no alcohol drinks).

But it was there where i discovered the ultimate treatment and bandage (also microwave blocking) which got me rid of an infection that was on for months. There is still a tiny bit of open wound though.

I will tell later what i've done.

11:15 Do you all see what i see on this soda selzer can? (clue: better good). 

Monday, June 29, 2026

6:40 AM For the last months "he goes to work" every work day at 6:30, after creaking and stomping for about half hour. Today he did it for one minute or until i decided to write about. So half hour of weird noises is not necessary for him to leave (proving it is possible without). Within seconds the car (an older big Toyota SUV) started and i don't think he's got a remote, the vehicle is 20 years old.

He left especially after i decided to write about her at first opportunity (noise). Yesterday she chose to show intentionally when i was outside with the Sun in my face or behind her when she was in the car, but i have little doubt she was not Princess Kako. I cannot tell how weird are and act these guys, but i am mostly positive she is on a diplomatic passport so no law enforcement can touch her.

1:30 The Japanese woman at the counter made me do the card twice yesterday at Walmart Pharmacy. "It didn't go through!" "It froze".

Last Friday after 3 we went to Atlantis. On the right, in the middle of a more quiet area, Angela's one of favorite games, Soaring Wings. Cats on the left with no chair. This guy came dressed as a tech and Angela asked him for a chair (for me). I remember last time i went to Reno i played at Soaring Wings, with the Empress emerita on my left at Cats (not this one, this one is the current Empress).

Finally i grabbed a chair from a different game and sat on Empress place but not much cause Angela left soon after. Then i played at an old style Buffalo nearby with actual turning slots and won a little while the guy was still around. And that one kept resetting.

When we left, about an hour later, i saw the same white bus i saw when we got in (I took a picture of the resort from the distance, should look to see if it's there). It was some travelling agency from San Francisco or Sacramento but i forgot its name. Something with M? but i remember the brand of the bus, Prevost.

As i tried to pass it while staring at the word Prevost written on the front of the bus, a white quiet Tesla came from the right, with no intention of stopping, but as i said before, i was a pedestrian for 35 years before i started to drive, so i looked right (and left) before crossing. The Tesla had tinted windows, but the Sun was pretty low at that hour and i saw the face of the driver, a nervous Japanese looking like he was trying really hard not to screw anything he was supposed to do.

When i got at the car, a woman on the next row of cars got out with a 10 years old girl and a woman in a red Tesla this time parked next to our car, too close, almost blocking the right doors.

I think the bus was behind those trees in front of the entrance on the left, time stamp is 4:25, about 5 minutes before we entered, 10 before we met the man. I hated this picture because the two pillars on the right look like they are both touching that cloud. Because i wanted to post about how they demolished the cloud catching antenna at GSR.

 Yeah i know. Never seen sky so blue like in Reno or the Sierras between Reno and I5. Or driving about 150 miles around Mt.Shasta. Ok i wanted to add more pictures from the road, Chrome decided not to let me to. And yes the animations for FIFA cup 2026 disappeared from google doodle archives.

8 AM June 30

Sunday, June 28, 2026

2:30 PM. Got back home after a 200 miles drive from 7 feathers (Creekside Hotel) and a stop at Walmart to pick my insulin and some food. Many things happened on the road, maybe later. Curiously, i found a visitor spot for the truck which was here at F5, our only spot, on a Sunday.

Inside what i thought it was a strong mold smell which could have been a weird smoke, similar to the one in the parking lot at the hotel when we left or at Walmart. Smell was strongest at the door, suggesting was coming maybe from the moles' breathing ridge under the deck?

Took the baggage inside, picked the numerous poops at the door, plugged the mole ridge hole, picked the mail, watered the plants and started to plug everything back in. While i was plugging the router in the bedroom, the neighbors where making a rhythmic sound. First engram of the day?

2:42 Let me make myself clear. I don't care what they're doing as long as people don't believe they're interacting with me (or wake me up at night or play bass too loud).

From the road. I took pictures of vehicles that interacted with me in uncomfortable ways. Today they weren't so many huge trucks but a few and they did it in more subtle ways. Of all, most dangerous situation, a back Mercedes SUV who was coming from behind too fast in an area of much fog, drizzle and darkness (and i did not have the lights on) and i had to pull on the other lane (which i had room).

In that place with three lanes, right ending, where i was once squeezed between a big black SUV and a Prius driven by a suicidal old man i found myself squeezed between a semi of which lanes was ending and a number of cars coming on the left way too close to one another to evade but had time to slow down.

How many times after Eugene the traffic stopped for no apparent reason, after being distracted from behind?

3:05 Again feeling fresh poop smell. I'm home.

Saturday, June 27, 2026

6:25 PM Arrived about 2 hours ago at the Creekside Hotel (judging by the wi-fi the hotel still belongs to 7 feathers casino). At the reception the man told Angela it is a room not facing the freeway, however, it is only half way (not) facing the freeway, being on a side.

As soon as i got here i raised the roller shades of the window and opened it. Did not have that privilege at Peppermill where air is only recirculating to the AC unit of the room.

However when i tried to close the window and roll down the shade to take a nap, it would not go down. Finally figured a way to roll it down using a pen, but very slowly. Also releasing lots of dust that was exposed to Sun and is very virulent. I don't believe it can be fixed, it needs to be replaced or we should change the room. But i already set the PC and did not want to do it.

Yes i forgot the phone in the car though i thought i grabbed it. Angela brought it for me.

Ever since, i am trying to gather my thoughts to describe what happened in the last days in Reno and on the road.

After two days they gave us another room (602) next to the electrical room. But in the room it was smelling very strong like some cheap detergent i bought at dollar tree, without the perfume. I don't know what is based upon, should google.

I would hot have posted anything about the room or the welcoming committee knowing there will be retaliation. But after what happened with the discovery of the BASECAMP and then when i saw that news with philosopher teaching the robo-slaves, i decided i should.

And retaliation it was. The next day i wanted to go to GSR. However in the street, right in front of me showed this truck. No LPN (who cares, they are all in it including the Police, what happens in Reno stays in Reno) was also putting black diesel smoke. So much, in time it covered the LPN but not the Nazi signs.

7:00 Today i awoke at 5 AM (after i slept all evening and night) and started to pack things. Man was i happy i was leaving the place.

But on the road. For the first 100 miles it was ok. But then at the rest area after Susanville, they started. One older Asian guy went in the first restroom and left a big smell so i had to get out and go to the second. One young woman was getting in my cigarette smoke, no matter where i was going. One older woman bent over.

Then on the road. Not long before I5 i stopped at a vista point wanting to take a picture of Mt.Shasta, but i ran into a guy peeing. And then on I5. More and more huge trucks started to bully me soon after i entered I5 and it continued until after Grants Pass when two California Highway Patrol cars pulled someone and were obviously filming everything. It lasted for about half hour, everybody was driving normally (which reminded me i forgot how it is to drive normally on a freeway). But then it started again.

Every time i tried to take a look all i could see was Japanese behind tinted windows, i saw a few Americans raising their heads to the sky (the drowning symbol), but i once saw a Chinese man with his head bent down, obviously not driving that vehicle, which was either self driven or driven by a hidden driver or remotely from a nearby vehicle.

Can't remember if it was before or after that, but i had to do an ample maneuver at 75 to avoid in the last second a towing nylon strap with hooks at both ends. You know what can happen if you get one of those wrapped around a front axle.

I think i saw Tom Cruise disguised as a sort of social worker in a green neon west in a rest area where i stopped, looking around to try and find prostitutes. Man did he loose lots of weight. Today he would have passed for a 35 years old if it wasn't for his very wrinkled elbows and elaborate walk.

Was thinking all the way up here. Does this top gun knows about the atrocities committed by the Japanese against Americans POW in WWII?

And i don't believe Hiroshima and Nagasaki were real. The shape of the remaining dome suggests Sun symbolism. I know one of their main stratagems is to play victim first. Roosevelt.

8:33 Second most used stratagem is synchronizing. Wanted to take a shower, upstairs somebody started right before me.

Friday, June 26, 2026

1:06 AM I'm here in the hotel room at Peppermill and do they sprinkle pepper on me right now. Like at home when i hear more than 4 doors slammed when somebody gets out of a car, just heard 5 door slams within seconds of each other. And very loud also.

Thursday, June 25, 2026

12:00 PM The wound is almost closed, but that is not the problem. The problem is the new grown tissue that filled the missing skin is not consolidated yet and very prone to infection and sensitive to wi-fi and cell phones signal though that area it's also getting smaller by the day.

Out of many things that happened to us today i will pull an example. I was craving badly some potato salad. I noticed that when i ate SPAM from a can i bought at WinCo back home my stomach hurts less when i take Augmentin which i had to restart after several days of abuse to my wound.

Angela wanted to go back to a "local market" which proved not carry SPAM. But when we got back here and took a right from Virginia onto Hubbard Peppermill Ln there was this sexy bodied Latina with jeans whitened on her buttocks right at the pedestrian crossing and i think she had green (white, whatever, i saw green ahead on Virginia) so i slowed, ready to stop but she signaled us to pass, sort of waving, with a sort of certain smile on her face.

This happens a lot at the entrance of the complex from 65th back at when we come home at night. People that walk on the street almost always are reaching that point, nearest to our car, exactly when i have to slow and turn.

Ok one more. I missed a turn when we left SPROUT market and after a while and few turns into the unknown, waiting for the GPS so start i saw the end of Grove street on the right so i took it back to where i was yesterday at the locker knowing i will get on Virginia and passed again next to that BASECAMP thing and i remembered when that guy in front of us yesterday raised a small cloud of dust under his wheels. The car's cabin filter is contaminated by it and today we found ourselves again irritated and yelling at each other.

And let me not forget this. I drove like always behind a guy with a meaningful LPN (all traffic everywhere is coordinated by AI, to my opinion) something DBLACK (double AC quake?). I will explain later what it means. Ok i will confess to my crime now. Yesterday minutes or seconds before the two earthquakes i dusted the intake grill of the AC like i always do in all hotels.

No would not have done it if my filter did not brake (which made me feel hopeless). First 24 hours i relied on it, i only started to look around for dust sources after and after i had that dysphagia episode which was caused mostly by dust.

I am not concerned with dust entering the AC, cause it's got a filter inside (which could be decades old, as i once saw). What happens is when the maids slam the doors around our room (many, many times during the morning), the dust falls from the grill into the room.

At this point i started to hear the same senseless, endless speach on the corridor (like at home from the balcony at 4).

And yes it was open at one side, making it swing even more.

12:45 The speech on the corridor made me so nervous i spilled the juice from the can of SPAM on my pants when i tried to wrap it on plastic foil so i can put it in the fridge. Like i spilled fish cans and drinks in parking lots at casinos and at Road's End park in Lincoln City. Good thing i have two more pairs.

Wednesday, June 24, 2026

10:00 PM My ionic filter broke mysteriously. Had it for 3 years, had two similar before, never seen that wire severed like this (one that i had for about 5 years had the wire corroded, this one was corroded in several points, like sprinkled with something) but it came out of the lower end when i tried to clean it with alcohol like i always do (gently). Now i get to breath in thetans. These filters are great but that wire is too fragile, should they put a thicker rod. Like the blades.

They use high voltage to attract dust, then expel clean air, they put out just enough ozone not to bother you but do some deodorizing, all three were working intermittently, like 10 seconds on and 5 off.

10:33 When was i when this happened? I was in the bathroom, at the end of an dysphagia episode (after my filter broke, got to breath dust all morning). Then we ate Chinese, i choke several times, wash it with soda, it usually ends after i choke once, but after the last swallow when my stomach was full, i did not recover, nor i could vomit, was thinking ambulance, ER etc.. but around 2 PM or before i came at the computer at 2:10 it ended by itself.

Later in the evening i went to pick the two items i ordered at Amazon, and the locker was on Grove street and that's how i found the "base". The base is new, i think i got somewhere pictures with the construction from the previous years. When we got back on Virginia but still on grove, some weirdo got in front of us with a small SUV with no LPN, hit a pothole or a pile of dust, and i started to become irritated by that dust.

I am a nostalgic person. At Atlantis i went to play in the "cave" which is a plaster made actual cave in the middle of the casino where they were several guy, one broken machine and only one with my favorite poker machine (older ones are better) next to a Mexican similar to the one at Blue Lake casino only much much older (reminding of Tom Selleck) but shorter.

I did stay there at least half hour on a 20 bucks bill but then i started to loose and move one. One interesting thing i noticed though. When i tried to look in his direction to get a better look, he stared back at me. When i tried to look at his screen to see how is he playing (he was playing very fast, much faster than me and i think of myself as an expert on video poker) he stared back at me etc.. Like looking for trouble?

And yes i was very irritated by that dust on the road.

And yes every time i curse him in my mind, they start to hit doors and talk outside our door etc.. It's like home when they creak the floor "when i think evil things" (most of the time).

Tuesday, June 23, 2026

10 AM Sheridan Fruit Co. CoS or CoS? SE Oak and 3rd, SW Oak and 3rd. Tom Barwick. June 24.

11:36 After we used my 2 free nights, we moved from 306 in a different room on Angela's four free nights which is not connected to another. This way it feels like we just arrived. I am less tired too.  This room smells like it's been freshly painted with oil based pain, the only thing that could have been is the ceiling, the walls are covered with vynil liners i guess. Angela says it could be they washed the carpet and this is the "residual" smell. Room's got a bit of a view.

While moving, i saw something on the corridor that turned out to be a mixer stick for coffee. I hit it with my shoe (was very nervous all morning because of the move and stuff) and it flew away and went under the door of the... electrical room. Good thing it was not a guest's room.

Got a fast water boiler for tea and an air filter from home. This room has even fewer plugs than the other one, dropped one plugging cord behind the fridge, got stuck there, had trouble retrieving it, etc.. The HDMI extension cable they left as curtesy was not working, giving me some... emotions, but then i plugged my PC directly with my cable into the TV.

Found an Amazon locker 0.5 miles from the hotel, i ordered a wireless mouse to control the PC from bed,  this way i can read news or watch paramount or prime on my PC from bed.

Monday, June 22, 2026

7:45 PM My Windows app called Pictures which i use to crop for matches does not work in this setup (using of a hotel TV as monitor). So i had to crop with Paint. This one was taken in Weed, California where we took gas before going on 89 towards Susanville mainly because i did not have enough gas to get there and i don't know if they were any on 89. Then i took a wrong turn before going back to I5 and got in that parking lot where we started the GPS which is stupid, it stops and resets self every time i stop the engine. I was intrigued by the shape of that device on the van, thinking Mt.Shasta, Xenu.

9:40 Can you leave Scientology?

Sunday, June 21, 2026

5:55PM We made it to Peppermill Hotel in Reno after a 4 hours sleep (thank you Tracfone) for reason Angela's phone was not working and 7 hours drive (375 mile) from Canyonville Oregon and a total of 533 from Portland.

I got 2 free nights on my player's card, Angela got 4 more so we will stay here 6 nights. For the first two nights all they could do was a connected room through a door to some other room. 90% of the rooms are like this, only a few at the end of the corridors aren't.

There was a couple with 3 kids checking in at the reception in the same time with us. Then i saw him on the same floor but was too tired to look behind to see if they went to the connected room with ours. Maybe these "were the only rooms left available". So  far it's quiet behind that door. 

Taped the door. The hotel and casino floor is crawling with kids, i have been here before on father's day, i don't remember seeing any.

Went back at the car, had some more stuff to pick, i took the huge suitcase from home, got a i "stack of three" so i could fit in it the ionic filter, passing lots of kids, any would fit in it, found a slightly better place to park, climbed a curb with left rear wheel, went on Virginia St. to drive at 50 to see if there's any damage, came back, wat thinking at all the thetans and their one billion contract with the COS and then i realize the nerve of these guys thinking they are immortal and can manipulate MEST but at lower level they just have to clown around, and what will they do to punish Xenu and protect Tom Cruise et Co.

Thing is now that i see them all around i get nervous too. Got in an elevator with a woman who seemed focused on something, i was going at 3, two other women stopped the elevator at 2 which is not a hotel floor, i got out like a stupid or someone who can't read the big numbers inside the cabin. Right in that moment i was thinking that was a specialty of 7 feathers and Creekside in Canyonville, they do it to me every time in there too and in that moment i walked out of the elevator and then i had to call another one to go one more floor. Thing is i am very tired as well.

Saturday, June 20, 2026

8:30 Ieri după amiază pe la 4 (2 noaptea, sâmbătă ora României) am fost la farmacie la Walmart să-mi iau niște medicamente și a apărut tipa asta (din stânga), Gabriela Horga, ca farmacistă și m-a întrebat dacă am vreo întrebare despre medicamentele respective, deși era foarte clar pe computerul lor că le mai luasem de multe ori.

Friday, June 19, 2026

8:00 AM Grumpier Old Man

In October...

Right now (no picture but many many pictures).

Honestely i believe they both deserve an Oscar for best politicians actors.

6:06 PM Very important item again delayed by Amazon (UPS). In Tualatin since midnight, not out for delivery yet. It could improve my mpg which already is pretty high.

Thursday, June 18, 2026

9:05 AM The force field.

I have plugged all mole breathing ridges around the building. Today the moles opened up a new one under the deck. After being all sealed for 24 hours, a pestilential smell accumulated in the galleries and when they opened this one, i was literally nauseated. Felt the smell better after i've been outside and then back inside.

Feeling like i wanted to run from here. Panick. Finally plugged it, let both door open, waiting for the room to dry.

Is who's giving up first. Me against the furry blind creature that lives underground.

One could be puzzled as how this happens, being worse inside than outside. Is the wonder of the laws of hydro dynamics, especially the "Coandă Effect".

After airing for about 10 minutes, the room filled with smoke, and it is a rule. Every time i see the air outside is clean and i try to air, within minutes smoke comes from somewhere.

9:30 Yes i think it is a smoke cartridge inside a different network of galleries, on the other side of the apartment. Plugged a number of holes there using just soil, now waiting for the filter to clear the smoke. No the filter is not effective against "mole gas".

When i plugged those i felt the smell of dog poop but i have not seen any.

10:10 I finally beat some eggs, put them in the omelet maker, put a cup under the Keurig, some bread in the toaster only to see in disbelief a woman dressed in some purple (medical?) suit coming straight at my wall sized windows with a small dog. She had a bag in her hand and i think she picked but still. The synchronization got me mad.

Went to the bathroom, she flushed the toilet on top of me. In the news, Trump is selling the deal, again (the signing phase). With Trump nothing is smooth or straigthforward. What did ai just say. Initial. There will be more. All summer long.

My early morning is not over yet. And they didn't even have to start the creaking of the floor yet.

10:20 Some big guy with a tool box resembling a giant lunch box passed at the window and looked around the bush where i plugged holes two days ago. Can't figure why. Looked in front to see if there's any car with logo (could be a contractor), saw him picking something from the ground at the other building. Could it be dog poops?

Yes today is Thursday (Thunderday or Thor's day). They came with the 20 ton monster garbage truck to shake the 2 tons dumpsters and all the buildings, in the process, making a thunderous sound, at all the 4 dumpsters around this building, for about half hour

11:55 Pe marte nu sunt hoteluri, nu? Dar nici podele de birouri...

Wednesday, June 17, 2026

2:25 AM I was laying in bed with my leg elevated because my infection that came back (apparently after using a bad batch of mupirocin), watching a movie when i felt the smell of smoke. Went outside to deal with the ridges. Within ten minutes after plugging the last "breathing ridge" under the bush at the corner of the building, the micronic "true" HEPA filter took care of the smoke inside.

One has to imagine the amount of smoke coming out of those galleries if the filter cannot deal with it in real time.

It will be like that for up to a month and then they will give up. Rats and moles would declare this area a loss and will retreat. Or this is what happened 2 or 3 years ago.

But who knows. Maybe they bred in the meantime rats and moles that are not giving up.

Like the ants in the kitchen. They are about 2 mm long. In the past, after i put on the counters and other places borax mixed with sugar or honey, they would disappear and not come back for a month or so.

Now they are happily foraging that borax and are still around, attacking every crumble or drop that may contain something interesting to them.

Borax is not toxic to humans, it was used in the past as detergent and currently as preservative for caviar.
2:00 PM What do you mean what force field. Alongside that foundation yesterday and the day before mole gas was coming from the ridges (breathing bulges), incapacitating me. A big setback at the wound followed because i was numb and  not taking care of it the right way.

The meters are putting up short microwaves bursts every 2 minutes or so when they transmit to the towers. I put an aluminum foil on the wall inside to match their position, otherwise no blue tooth device would work inside because of interference. It used to be grounded.

The big pipes are for display effects only. Yes they installed smart meters at the previous apartment given by McNeely in Lake Oswego as well.

But the big problem is a router or phones upstairs, I put those pieces of aluminum foil on the ceiling, first one was enough, then the signal moved to the right and had to add more, the last being today. Now the signal has stopped, so the pain at my wound.

The vertical stripes on the siding suggest bars of a cage etc..

Tuesday, June 16, 2026

The Commodore

Ron L Hubbard was the founder of the Church of Scientology. His name is almost an anagram of Buddha Reborn. Was he and the following story real?

During the WWII he was in command of a submarine chaser. Shortly after he took command of the ship that came out of the shipyards of Portland, they were sailing towards California when they picked up a sonar ping, that was recognized by the guy in charge as a submarine near Cape Lookout, an iconic landmark of Oregon coast.

They immediately started to release depth charges, using all of their ammo but apparently the sub evaded them. According to this largely undocumented article in the Oregonian, the story continues.

They called help and 4 other ships and 2 blimps came. One of the men on the blimps reported the position of a sub that was then hit by one of the ships and then they men on the blimp said they saw oil and other debris consistent with the sinking of a sub.

Later, the "admiral Fletcher dismissed the whole story" and some speculated it was motivated politically, by not willing to "upset Oregon and Washington residents".

There are accounts of divers saying they found the ship. Some others, though underfunded, have tried.

Should Hubbard have been built upon this story and added some space lore to it, who knows.

We all know though he assumed the title of Commodore and organized the Church by navy rules, with degrees and hard working schedule, the Church having at core the so called SeaOrg, based on a small fleet of 4 vessels that in the end became a larger one, the Freewinds of the presents which according to location sites is spending a lot of times in the... Caribbean.

I would conclude that the Church of Scientology has by now enough material means (and had even when Hubbard was alive) to find the wreck if they wanted to, however have not heard of any trial.

Thing is Portland and Oregon coast is somehow tied to the story of the Church, because it is the place Hubbard became the Commodore (in his own navy).

I said repeatedly that i came to Oregon because here was living the friend of my ex class mate in HS, the guy who looked like Travolta who gave me his address (That guy, by the looks, could have been Miscavige himself which i also saw last time last night at Chinook Winds, dressed as a janitor).

There was another guy i worked with at IMU who was also living in Oregon and in the end i lived with him until i got my first job. At Sheridan Fruit Co, accros the street from the Portland branch of the Satanic Church of Anton LaVey.

So i might have figured why i had to leave everything in Romania (an apartment, small business and Angela's good job) and come here and become their slaves and mascot, not being able to get a real job etc., ending both mutilated and me in psychiatric hospitals etc..

But have you all my friends have figured what is happening in this country? How some "private" people can take charge of whole states, cities, hospitals, stores, casinos, etc..?

I drive around and all i see is meaningful license plate numbers, brands and slogans on different vehicles. I go outside and people start coming "over me" from all direction, executing scenes and framings. All seeming coordinated by AI.

Have people of the US lost control of their country in favor of this entity that may be also controlled from outside, that seem much, much bigger than declared. 50k members could not possibly raise that amount of money (on top of everything they already have).

But on the other hand. Look at what Trump is doing at the White House.

Did not know that Clear in Scientology is the same as Enlightenment (Nirvana) in Buddhism.

Lots of lights at the Scientology Headquarters in Clearwater, Florida.

There is a light pattern on the middle of the building on the right similar to the patterns seen at Chinook Winds (they were preserved after remodeling, figuring stacked little boats. with different colors though).

On a google search it came back the names of the initial tree ships forming the fleet of the Commodore. There is also one of the symbols of the Church, called Dianetics triangle that may remind of those stacked symbols on the Chinook Winds Casino wall.
Have to clear something. Besides living with Travolta in HS for 3 months in an empty apartment in Iași in the fall of 77 when he was doing karate, from where he took the moves for the movie, etc.. in the winter of 83-84 (i guess) i lived for about one year or less with four other of guys in a room in T17 dorm in Iași.

Two of them, Charlie and Neculai, where some of the worst behaving students that campus have ever seen. Repeating years many times, being drunk most of the time. Charlie indeed looked like Charles Bronson, including age. There was a guy whom i later identified as the singer of Goombay Dance Band. And then there was Mișu Găină (pronounced Michou, like French Michelle), whose last name Găină meaning chicken in Romanian.

Găină could indeed stand for Vajk.

He was a very shy, always wearing an embarrassed, nervous smile with crooked or missing teeth.

The living conditions in dorms during those years were terrible. It was so cold we were sleeping fully clothed, including winter coats and caps. We were all smoking in the room, there was so much smoke at times one could not clearly see from door to window. They were always guys day and night playing poker at the table in the middle.

At times we were improvising a heater using a resistor that was red hot under the window. We even tried with two electrodes in a big water barrel (the kind  used in Romania for transporting milk). We were drinking and/or gambling all little money we had and then were stealing or begging for food at the huge "cantina" ("biggest student cantina in all Eastern Europe") were all students were eating based on tiny tabs of paper tore from a printed pass (cartela).

But most of the time we did not have one. I remember one night we went there and stole a big flat pot with beans and ate until we could not etc..

I think he resented that and the fact i was not paying any attention to him while he was already a celebrity (almost) and at least an opera singer in Hungary for a number of years.

For that reason when we met here again @year 2000 (and of course did not recognize him in any way) when he again was acting as a poor guy, David Diggins, my mechanic, he then treated me terribly like offending me all the time and all he was allowed by his role, but i think he was improvising a lot, going off script a lot though in time his attitude changed, but he went mad after i put his match and met with me at the Blue Lake Casino where he threatened me and i think was ready to do something.

And i think it was because of these posts. McVeigh, Vajk.

I think the fame got to him and he became very impulsive and uncontrolled, disobeying most basic requirements of his religion.

But the Commodore. After my first boss at IMU, Mr.Cărămidaru fled to Canada, my new boss looked exactly like Hubbard himself. Yes the year of 1986. He was in charge with an obscure office, "Fabrication preparing" and i was his subordinate while trying to implement a CAD system (Computer Aided Design) under the guidance of a guy from the Corporate (Centrala) in Bucharest.

He generally was nice to me, never insulting, like our common boss, who i am not sure who he was (could have been Don Henley) who was cursing all the time. He basically let me do whatever i wanted, being in an office next to his (where he was together with Ann Wilson from Heart, the Party (yes communist) secretary for the whole Design Department) until we got our own space and saw less and less of  him.

He was constantly giving me bonuses, but i had to go and spend the money with him, others, at beer gardens across the city of Bacău. I think we together drank barrels of beers during all those years.

And  yes, one of my collages and collaborators (we wrote a Fortran app together and from what i remember she understood what we were doing) who later was ditched by Ghivnici (pronounced give nitch or not in Romanian, aka Hubbard, would have meant the end of overpaying mafia at IMU) was Olivia Newton John aka Liliana, and though she kept telling me while smiling that her middle name was Xena (Zâna in Romanian and i had no clue what she meant) she was very concerned about respecting Angela bla bla etc..

Yes i once went with both to a party hosted by Mitică from next office, but he (Ron) took me out of there cause "he was afraid to go home alone at night in that neighborhood" and after, i could not find that address (an apartment in a condo among other 100 condos looking identical) by myself. But i had the chance to dance with her once while we were all getting drunk and she was wearing a tight little red velvet dress (and to my surprise, she new how to dance, was light to handle, like flying).

And the picture she took of me while we were on a boat on a lake in Bucharest, with her hand's shadow was covering my heart (a divorce picture, she joked). However, she was flirting with another guy she found in the hotel in Northern Bucharest during that Fortran course we went together at. Together they created a scene to match the song at an outdoor table though they had their hands on the table all the time.

And i think the third person next to her in the boat (i was paddling) was another of our colleagues, Julia Roberts (with long curly black hair and a tan).

Here is a picture i just found (the next day after i wrote the above). Alexis Hubbard is one three daughters of Hubbard who also had a daughter who also had a daughter, the little girl who is the grand grand niece of Ron Hubbard. 

The Reddit thread is 7 years old, but the picture could be more than 10 years old at the time of uploading, depending on the quality of the camera that was used. She could be in her mid twenties today and i think i know her face. Clue: A Halloween girl.

But why is she looking so much like Hubbard himself? Could it be the much awaited reincarnation of Hubbard, which might have fallen under the bad influence of Xenu though. Or maybe she is trying to seduce Xenu (and a whole lot of other people in the process as side effect), attract all of them on the good side, who knows.

Another hypothesis is terrifying me tonight. Could she/he had been the kid born at the Vancouver Southwest Medical Center next to my curtain enclosure that night in February 1996 when i went to the ER after not sleeping, eating or drinking any fluid for about a week?

I know what happened. Xenu cloned Hubbard and tried or did incarnate into his body, trying to divert Scientology and the whole world population. But something happened, the new Hubbard had a sex change operation before 21 and now is stuck with diverting people online... What?
12:15 Angela went to bed, they came to torment her in the bedroom.

I planned to do it today (i mean, yesterday) but it was too hot, i saw briefly over 100 on the weather station (porch sensor).

There are now 4 holes near the west side of the foundation, and i was lethargic all day because of that enzyme the moles put in the galleries to incapacitate worms which gets into the building.

However someone about half hour ago decided to again fumigate the galleries. So i had to stop the AC, temperature is climbing again, it smells like that terrible smell (there is a filter here but not enough).

7:55 I think google finance went nuts this morning, showing indexes very different from other sites (yahoo finance, MarketWatch, etc.).

3:25 PM Daily diversions. The lights at the building are on in this afternoon. The sharks don't bite in California, etc..

9:55 I slept throughout the evening. Smoke filled the room. I opened the door to look at the "shallow ridges" i flattened and plugged with cement last night, a team of kids, looking and yelling, very decided, stepped in from around the corner.

There is a brand new hole like i haven't seen before, looking like a rat hole, one meter away from the deck. I know these holes are very deep, don't know what i'm gonna put in there.

11:55 I forgot to tell. When i went to take the garbage and grab the mail, some of the big lamps on building were flickering.