Wednesday, January 31, 2024

5:03


9:12 Slept throughout the evening. When i woke up i saw i forgot to block the main door and the place was again full of smoke despites two filters and an air ionizer working. In the middle of the area between building the ground was collapsed and smoke was coming out of it. I poured some garden soil i bough at Lowes the other day. In the distance a small child was crying (with an Asian accent).

When i was done i grabbed the camera to show. However the thin woman (probably the one with the bear dog) was visibile in her living (no blinds) in direct line of sight so i just gave up.

I ordered some grass seed on Amazon.

Tuesday, January 30, 2024

10:29 Fake doctors i knews about.

11:56 Marianne chocking demons (la bas).

8:15 Let me tell you the news. The world is crazier then you may think.

I thought only Kali (Collier) was chocking demons. Main symptoms in all hospitals i've been in was chocking (mainly done through nasal congestion). Even this morning, after all i wrote yesterday, they are still doing the dance upstairs. The thin guy figuring Shiva, the women taking turns figuring Parvati, or Parvati and Kali. To them, it is religion, to me it is torture.

No need to mention. Probably like in kagura dance, while doing it they become gods. I can confirm something is going on cause they tap in my mind, they know what i'm thinking and punish me when i'm cursing in my mind or think of evil things like getting aroused by sexy women seen on the screen. And prevent me from memorizing or retrieving things from memory.

I hope this image may help identify them. They are caught in the camera on the pole as well. However, i don't know who is going to do it cause THEY control everything and everybody in the area. ‎Thursday, ‎January ‎25, ‎2024, ‏‎4:51 PM.

11:00 At Walmart. The machine was double scanning. There was this woman playing dumb mumbling who kept coming to fix the errors, too close for comfort. When i got home i realized i don't have the phone. Still searching. No it wasn't on.

Earlier. I decided to go to Walmart. My brain was scrambled because of smell of mold (from outside) and squeaks. Yesterday my key chain broke in my pocket and i lost some of the keys that were actually in the pocket of my jeans. So i grabbed a spare for the truck and left. I am pretty sure i grabbed the phone, good thing i had my wallet. Mostly to buy coffee from Walmart.

But when i got outside... Warm smell of colitas... So i went on the other side of the building. I found several items including an old type keyboard small phone, covered in mood, food wraps on the (once) red mulch (guaranteed mold smell in the air). On the grass area, i spotted a fresh poop. I didn't have anything to grab it but when i made a stepped to move away i stepped on another one i didn't see while being distracted by the handyman who started his cart, ignoring the poops and the garbage.

I went inside, grabbed a bag and picked the one i smashed together with some soil, and painted the other with white paint (newest strategy). Threw the bag in the bin, the spray bottle in the box on the patio and went for the truck. Near the truck a dog came probably attracted by the smell of the poop on my shoes. Some guy kept whistling and calling the dog but the dog ran away.

At Walmart people getting in my way at any bay though the store was empty. Trouble at the self check stand that was double scanning some of the items. A woman came to help several time but she seemed burned out, incapable of understanding how it works while standing real close to me.

Got back here, realized i don't have the phone, went to put the truck on a visitor spot, looked for my phone where i've been earlier and found the radio tag of my keys i didn't know i lost. It s all because of the environment. Poops, chocking mold smell and ritual dances above.

11:50 Started to look for a cheap replacement for the phone and didn't know they now make again phones with keyboard or like the one i found today outside in the mud. In fact it was there for about a week.

1:25 Nevermind the phone is in the car and the car is with Angela.

Monday, January 29, 2024

2:26 Too close for comfort. I wanted to wrap reading the news and go to another NETFLIX movie when i saw this. Two women, 1996.

12:28 My intestinal flora (and smell) turned to dog since there is always dog waste around the building. One out of two times i go to the restroom someone is flushing the toilet, either above or next wall. The other times they just make noises. This gives me an anxiety attack a few hours later.

There are also psychological effects of T.Gondii present in sick dogs waste that are more pronounced in men then women though they never talk about it, only about cats.

Today they skillfully arranged a dog parade at my windows with a black Japanese woman dressed in red just before i went to the restroom but that was only the start for the day.

3:52 Errors of the past. Last night i watched Man of Steel on Netflix. Just another version done with today's means of the old Superman, obeying most of the turns and twists of the original including the name of the characters. Lois, Clark, Zod, etc..

I remember one scene that was not in the original. When asked what S on his chest represent, he denied being Super. He said something about hope in his native language. But today i'm not sure if he didn't mean Shiva.

A rafale of hard stomps from above while i was writing the past entry.

6:06 While i wrote last blog post i was reviewing another one. When i saw one of the women from upstairs her face looked like the one in the middle in that picture, however she was taller. Another one was always featuring tops showing skin in the belly area, like all three of them. Though i crashed half hour (5 hours last night) they didn't let Angela sleep at all after she came from work.

7:15 One more time. Thursday afternoon was in Portland. Friday morning at 8 AM was in Tualatin. It takes more to come from UPS Tualatin to me (a few miles) than it took from Florida to Tualatin (a few thousands miles).

8:00 Hm. Again and again they are enacting with stunt people or bringing things close to what i said. It nearly happened to me Saturday night ad midnight, in complete dark, in the middle of nowhere, far from hospitals or towns.

10:45 BTW did i have a chance to say she was at Indian Head, right after i got there?

11:00 It was quiet since this post, Dr.Collier from Woodland Park Hospital closed 2004? AI is still rebooting, however they managed a few stomps as i posted the above and was gloating in my mind (and Angela went to bed).

Sunday, January 28, 2024

2:05 at about 10 miles into the trip driving back home from Indian Head. I was very proud i could take Angela there in January, but not so proud about climate changes that made it possible. BTW the car drives much better with the new control arm, more stable especially in areas with irregularities (pot holes) on the road.

So i was driving back and at @10 miles from the Casino, on Hwy 26 just before midnight, in an area with one lane for each direction, completely dark, there was stationed on the lane a towing truck flashing red lights kinda blinding me. They were lights on top of it and what i thought red backlights all flashing. A little bit on the right, in a ditch, beyond the pile of snow on the side of the road, another big truck (not a semi).

But as i got close i realized there was a car between me and the towing truck with its back facing us, also flashing red lights or what i thought it was hte towing truck's backlights. Though from a distance they seemed the same entity flashing. (Angela never saw it).

The airbag light came on one minute before (it goes on and off all the time, though i replaced the spring clock and cleaned all contacts WD40 contact cleaner, not the penetrant oil). Just like in that night in August 2021.

I barely had time to avoid by switching lanes and when i passed it i saw it was black, matte (not reflecting light) and don't remember seeing the LPN light on it. Possibly an older Nissan Maxima or even a Crown Victoria, the old Police cars built really strong.

For everything else that happened, another time. Though i escaped "the air" and noise in the apartment, this time it seemed a bit too much to pay for that.

Ok one more. Angela pulled a ticket from a machine that wasn't reading at any other machine or the cash machine (the second for the night)  so she had to go to cashier with it. However the cashier said the ticket "is still in the machine" which could have meant the information about it was not updated in the system. So i took the ticket, put it next to the screen that was still showing the amount (nobody played after), took a picture, went with my pocket camera ready to show it to him (don't use a phone for more than a year now).

However he took the ticket, scanned it and this time it went through which probably meant it could have been read at any machine by then. So there i was, with the camera on the counter, while he was making some of the gestures with the hands only the casino cashiers do, while handling the ticket and one 20 and two one dollar bills and the change witch i left to him, but a bit too exaggerated  this time, cause at a certain point he seemed to have raised the hands a bit too much to my taste.

Now i realize it's all symbolic, with elephants and green bamboos and stuff, which BTW proves they can stop the machines at any position, but i will not delete it, for anybody to see. If i died in that accident, the image would have been found on the camera and nobody left to deny it. Also the machine seem new or i never saw it before in that small romantic casino after a nice drive in the middle of the desert.

And BTW if the Chinese or the Republicans or the Russians knew the truth about propagation of light, strings, particles and everything i posted recently, why would they want to share it with everybody else?

Except if it's about aliens or our own from the future.

My message (in a bottle) is probably from Tesla himself through Coandă. I had a calculus professor in the first year in college that was looking like him, though Coandă was officially long time dead at the time. He once spoke in the amphitheater about ribbon like surfaces equations and his face went really strange when he did that, i remember it to this day. I wish i could remember more but i was not too concerned cause he was passing everybody who was presenting at his exam.

Some say he is the inventor of the jet engine (or at least a precursor) but he for sure discovered the so called Coandă Effect with vast applications in aeronautics but why not, in civil engineering (air and smoke infiltration like right now) in buildings) and car design and manufacturing.

3:20 AM They awoke upstairs after i went emotional because of Coandă and started to squeak and possibly smoke. And i think they brought a new dog poop at the door.

3:49 I found the poop and the hole. A very big hole i threw in half of 1.5 cuft sack of soil and probably needs more.

Ironically they use the Coandă effect to bring in here both the smoke and the dog poop smell  and just figured something. Why i pay so much for electricity. They don't heat the apartment upstairs so it won't attract smoke or smell.

3:51 Two minutes that seemed an eternity because of the noise. Went to bed (on the couch) and was thinking. How can i call the cops when i had a drink and the place is stinking like probably crack cocaine or something like that. I would probably get arrested like in February 1996.

BTW every time i stop the recorder to upload a file the noise intensifies. Though i picked and thrown in the bin those dog poop fragments that were under a bush (to prevent washing by rain), the smell is still in here. Or maybe there is more.

9:52 While the accident that didn't happen last night was supposed to be real, nothing of everything else involving me was or is.

But today i found something that supports my theory. After i watched the movie Cowboys and Aliens where cowboys allied with indians to fight the bad aliens i wanted to know if the stories portrayed in western movies have something real or historical at the origin. So i asked google and google directed me to forums where real Americans share their opinions and everybody agrees nothing like that happened.

But  they all agree of the origin of the myth. The the "city" of Palisade, Nevada. People started a tradition there that lasted several years. Every time a train was passing they were staging fights and even bank robberies for the amusement of the passengers though the passengers thought it was real.

How sad is that?

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However it built a mentality for the American people as to this days many believe it was real hence the question on the forum.

The reason i brought this up is it matches my perception of what is happening here. But it is not anymore cowboys and indians and bandits, it is more like cowboys and indians and mexicans and scientologists (all the good guys) against a vampire and a galactic dictator, and is not happening next to a train's windows but on surveillance cameras in stores, streets and now in casinos.

And like in Palisade, Nevada, everybody is in it, townsfolk, Police etc.. which can only mean one thing. They are all fake, all the real population is gone or never been and the place is filled with extras.

Like then the purpose seems to be the same. Mass psychosis. The only difference is nowadays nobody talks about it. Or maybe they do. What do i know.

It just occurred to me. They did it to prevent people for moving from east in large numbers. They had different plans as who would populate this area.

11:00 BTW just saw the news.

11:05 BTW they are shooting at a range nearby, the whole city of Tualatin can hear it.

11:28 They stopped the shooting the second i posted the phrase above.

11:40 In the end i got to work at Kyocera, that changed the name to AVX, between August 1999 to August 2000. I remember how Nelu Ciorba then my colleague and one of my bosses (i  had many) used to call me, affectionately, "bad boy". "For what, i don't know". However, the guy from Inner Circle himself with beard and braids and everything came to work there and it was "another guy from Hawaii" who contributed to me leaving.


3:00 From the memory card. One camera at each intersection as i said. This is at nearest, the 7-11 intersection as i call it. I took this picture yesterday right after a white mini tried to run me over again coming from behind as i was crossing on green and count down red. The camera is on the lighting pole, barely visible. ‎Saturday, ‎January ‎27, ‎2024, ‏‎12:21 PM.
Here shooting against the light, at the other intersection, 65th and Borland. The camera is on the lighting pole.
Just before the casino. Thee has been a flash flood (in the desert) and water came down the street and then crossed the street, bringing large amount of debris. The plow was just comming after we crossed, having me worried about the tires for the rest of the evening.
A square torii gates?
Tualatin River has crossed into the street, like in 2016.
Shivalingas at Meridian hospital parking lot near Borland street.

4:08 Yes. Why?

6:35 We went at Fred Meyer (Kroger) on Martinazzi street. I was checking, the self checking machine was very slow to scan and Angela didn't understand, lost her patience, grabbed an item from my hands and put it in the bag, a confusing message came on the screen, the attendant came and told us it was ok, canceled the message. Now we got an extra item that is not on  the receipt, of about 1 dollar in value.

I won't go back to pay cause there is too much effort for it and they will paint me again in a different color every time i go there.

Saturday, January 27, 2024

10:13 The started upstairs, just after i ate and started to read the news. The recorder was low on battery and when it's hooked to the computer does not record. So i missed the biggest stomps of the day, now i hooked it to a charger and it's recording. It is not that the guys upstairs are torturing me.

It is all part of a simulation, with everybody around here in this town and probably in Portland moving on an AI script. I mean people going to jobs and traffic and everything. There are probably hundreds of thousands of Hungarians (figuring whites) and Japanese (figuring Spaniards) in here.

I remembered when i went to Spirit Mountain one of the last times. People clothes were smelling like just taken from a Goodwill store, to look authentic.

Yesterday after a scene (every time i pass an intersection during my walks, the traffic stops, cars pile, so they give me the opportunity to virtually attack the drivers. Yesterday a guy "chose to drive away from the danger while i was passing" and "nearly got into an accident". For who to see? If not for the newly installed cameras in major intersections in Tualatin. Not weather or traffic cameras, those are surveillance cameras.

I am usual sleepy during the first part of my walk so there was a wrong setting on the camera, i did not verify and it came too dark but you can see  the round camera on the lighting pole and that camera was in the line of sight when that happened. I will try to make a better one today.

BTW i am waiting for a break in the rain as seen on radar. But the prediction keeps rearranging with rain in the area. Now i look at the animation and it looks clear, should be sunny, and outside and it's dark and raining. But what do you expect, it's a free site.



10:45 I was thinking earlier. They only have a few guys from Japan that could really speak Spanish so i never hear the speaking upstairs. The simulation is moslty mute.

Then i went to grab my shoes that i forgot outside the door and heard too guys climbing the stairs and one of them said a few words from which i could understand "chiamando", though with an accent. But when i looked at him from the window, i saw a face have neve seen before.

10:52 BTW last night after midnight i was at the fast computer next to door to watch movies on NETFLIX and i became nauseated and went outside and found one not for from the door. This didn't happen for a longtime and i assume is because i covered those on the other side of the building with thing plastic sheets.

But while i was chasing in the rain a visible one i missed a small one which i stepped on and when i brought the shoes inside i became again nauseated (after i just ate) and had to wash those shoes and traces are now on the bathroom sink.

11:02 I was getting ready to get out and they are now playing on Portland Z100 Walk on By, for a millionth time since August. Need to take a charcoal cap right before that.

12:50 I once saw better analogies than these. If i could find a combination between a ship's propeller and a spiral tool. Anyways. I remember now when i went to the Polytechnic faculty and grabbed the forms for admission and filled them in a park next to the big theatre in Iași. One of my old class mates came and  told me not to apply for electronics which i was thinking of but for mechanics because i might not pass the admission exam to electronics which was true.

But there was something more to it. At Machine Tools faculty i would have to deal with a myriad of types of spiral cutting tools. Besides my "State Project" (a project that any student had to do at the end which would count for half of the points) which was about rotofrezare. Using a Fortran program for statistical analysis of forces during rotofrezare, i designed and executed (my own possibilities, at Angela's factory maintenance shop) a milling tool which in the end got patented.

So it was all premeditated. Me working in early1996 in a corner of that huge warehouse getting gassed aside from other workers while using a spiral too passing it through a hole in the middle of a ferrite (magnetic) armature about one inch long which had an elongated shape resembling the trajectory of a falling electron (like this but straight, not at an angle, the hole is visible).

Becoming a vegetable for the next 10 years because of massive, gradual exposure to trichloroethane. A lesson to all who wanted to do what i did (except i didn't know).

Hilary and Bill Clinton breaking any local but also international laws acting on higher stands, higher than their own country or maybe not.

The Lewinski scandal was "the revenge of the Jews of Portland" wrapping it as a case of extremism, for more confusion.

Friday, January 26, 2024

 4:45 One of the 4 awoke at 4, took a shower, like Angela, and now is squeaking.

11:06 Somebody else left @6. For the first time since the snow, i am home alone.

11:07 Woman, show me the meaning of success.

12:35 An ubiquitous song in Romania during the 70s. Serbian falling in love with a Romanian girl however no matter how hard i try i don't hear the word Vlach. Subtitles in Romanian. Always been fascinated with the fast accordion track (Serbian players can do that). Never could imitate it no matter how hard i tried.

Some of the dancers are Serbian (upper row), some Romanian (upper row right) and some are gypsies (the moving ones). I believe Nino is a name. Could it be they played this song due to Nicolae Ceaușescu, or maybe to sustain the (fake) mainly Hungarian theory that Romanians come from Serbia or both. Darko Filipovitch.

I remember right after 89 Romania was flooded with cassettes with Serbian music. Then, it was replaced with "manele" which is an infusion of middle eastern tones with very little traditional Romanian music.

Horn is a recent, last couple of hundred years addition.


1:37 Do that to me one more time.

Like last week. Part was in Portland for days before it got to me. This time with UPS. Part arrived in Tualatin yesterday and was scheduled for delivery today. So i planned to put it on today so i can have it for weekend. However they changed their mind and now is scheduled for Monday. So i drive one more weekend like that.

1:50 They were here briefly, around 11:30. Stomping big and flushing the toilet on top of me. I figured because of what i wrote. Now i got another anxiety attack.

When i put again the link to that recording the guy upstairs went over the limit with the noise which is BTW continuous since i started to write this post. So i  will take a brake to go outside and plug a mole or rat hole cause the smell hear has become unbearable.
12:35

There must be some way out of here
Said the joker to the thief
There's too much confusion
I can't get no relief

BTW that etymology is wrong, sin comes from Latin, sine, sine deo, without god.

Thursday, January 25, 2024

12:53 Tonight i wanted to see how many times they played on the radio stupid song Paint the Town Red and i think i found something however i don't feel like making yet another online account. For who wants, the site is there.

8:37 This morning i woke up to the smell of ozone but there is no ozone generator running. Then i fell asleep again and now there is the squeaking sound trying to imitate static noise? Could that have been the cause of the pain in my extremities lately?

9:45 I did some searches to write an entry however is almost impossible with the noise and stumps from upstairs. Lately i see there is a single person there and a car with LPN CUF that does not move from the spot. All he does all days is walk relentlessly. However i will try.

Tomorrow is what in Romania is believed Ceausescu's birthday.

In 1978 or when i was about to finish Highs School i  heard (from my yoga teacher) a guy from the entourage of Ceaușescu "defected" in Austria and then he went to the US. Nobody ever saw him since. There is only one picture of him in US though unrecognizable. No video or audio interview to prove he really spoke English.

In 1987 he supposedly wrote a book called Red Horizons. I saw last night an episode of The Legends including some adventures in the Ex Soviet Union. Nothing is true, starting with what they called Mig 21. They were different planes in the film. I am trying to imagine what he wrote in that book.

I saw many things in my life but at this point i am not aware of anybody from Romania writing in English at a level where they can publicize a book. Though supposedly a general and an engineer, i do not believe he reached that level of proficiency to write that book after being 9 years in this country, and especially nobody seeing him ever.

However is hard to touch because he describes something Ceaușescu used on his "opponents" i don't even want to know about. They were no opponents. It is all fiction. I think i knew personally the guy who "Pacepa" said in the book Ceaușescu tortured. He was acting as the Maintenance Chief Engineer at the plant across from where i lived in Câmpulung and where i worked in vacations.

Even Ceaușescu and all of his family was not real, starting with his wife, ex Hollywood top actress Austrian born Hedy Lamar after she wore out as a top (looking) actress.

Then more recently he wrote another book called Disinformation. This one is allegedly co-authored with a law professor at the University of Mississippi, Ronald Rychlack who specializes in Casino law.

So i believe it is reasonable to suspect both books were written by Rychlack or someone else, cause i see now he always co-authors and he may be fictional as well.

10:23 They are in the habit and at that level of cynicism and hypocrisy and beyond to provide right away proof that i am not saying the truth. It did not take long for someone else to hit the doors of a car and climb upstairs after i saw there is one guy only.

12:13 Today i went to Shutterbug in Beaverton to buy a B&W film. Even without being developed, when exposed to light or a large part of EM spectrum it changes color. They cannot doing during day time cause it would smell like ozone like crazy (have you ever been inside a CT scan?).

But when i left the first time i met with the garbage truck (it's Thursday) and the driver let me go under the bin and pick most of the items (had one minute only). I was dressed with the good jacket, had no gloves but could not loose the opportunity. Then i took the bad jacket, some rubber gloves and transferred the stuff in the bin. The ran to buy the film before entering back in here to change clothes and wash the shoes. Sorry Shutterbug.

This is what i grabbed from under the bin in one minute. The bag with wet litter box content broke before i had a change to put it aside. The big plastic sacks, up to ten doggy bags, etc..

One guy from maintenance passed with his cart while i was transferring the stuff in the bin.
4:12 I came from my walk and went to the bathroom and he came on top and flushed. Angela went to fry some eggs cause she was too hungry to wait for me to cook. The man started a long spin cycle. Angela started to eat, he started to make some ryhtmic noises on top of her. I came here two write, he started to stomp on top of me. I mean, to us is so obvious he is trying to make as mad. And he knows at any time where we're at and what we're doing.

5:18 When Angela came there was no car in the spot upstairs. About half hour ago three young persons came down the stairs and left on foot and the car in the spot. None of them are the initial occupants that moved in July. In fact every time i look at them like last Sunday i see different people.

In November at one time i saw six of them leaving on foot. After i complained about noise to the manager, in early December i saw them taking some furniture out. However right now there is one more person upstairs which makes total current occupants to 4 and i believe they are different from the rightful occupants who were older people in their 40s or 50s.

5:45 Angela fell asleep, i started to cook, some people came upstairs (didn't see who) with big noise.

Wednesday, January 24, 2024

2:02 I have been very sick today. Mostly nausea, intestinal pain. They were been again a couple of dog piles with diarrhea, yesterday and today. There was silence after i came from my walk.

I was thinking how would i possibly put it in plain words, what i wanted to say. The childish crying submissive type of voice that is making the trend in today's hits. However i know where i'scoming from. The Japanese culture, the way the woman are speaking and singing. It makes sense, since most of the non white R&B singers are Japanese acting Latinas.

As soon as i thought that, he came back upstairs, with a vengeance.

Tuesday, January 23, 2024

9:17 They started. Right after i woke up i went to look for the recorder and the battery was low so i plugged it however in that time they hit the floor really heard a few times. Then it stopped after i plugged in the recorder and started it.

Yesterday during my walk, when i took the photos i posted, there was everywhere yet another type of smoke, this time resembling cold fireplace smoke, however it was a trick. And i forgot to take my COVID mask that i believe cuts 90% of the smoke.

In the evening my hands started to become puffy and hard and painful to make a fist, which persists to this morning though they are better. My guess is areas of my body that have been exposed to cold Sunday, under the influence of that smoke, got inflamed.

I remember once when i was a kid, exactly like in that Pink Floyd song, my hands went again puffy like that but big time, like 25% bigger then normal, again when i was walking the 3 miles between downtown Câmpulung and where i was living. Was i eating an ice cream in that day?

9:57 How we got here, talking about the music. As i said before, in 2002 FCC went after Eminem (sued?) for some allusive lyrics, nowadays we have song that start with the word B...h, like Paint the Town Red, and almost explicit lyrics, like pure Olivia Rodrigo's Vampire. How can so much negativity be packed in one song only? Kill my ex? Poison from the same vine?

There are a few songs they rotate on "R&B" stations, the one they now populate Billboard top 10 i call them tools of doom of music, which they chose according to the moment of the day, like they just played Vampire on Z100 exactly after i finished what i had to say about election campaign. Paint the Town Red, Vampire, Loving on Me, Cruel Summer.

BTW they just came with concrete cutting equipment across the alley to finish fixing the damage that guy done with backing his truck which means dust and noise. I would think they scheduled it, how did they know when and what i was going to write about?

11:45 They finished about half hour ago however that compressor is still running so they have to yell at each other while gathering tools and stuff.

12:20 After everything in here started to smell less after last contamination, i got contaminated again with fresh dog poop. I changed my strategy. From now on i cover them with pieces of plastic bags.

12:30 Got a late payment fee from BMO. Tried to open an online account, get an error message. I verified the credit card number and SSN i put in like 10 times.

2:47 They just came. Recording made with, factory reset, only thing i set was the time. Did not move an eyebrow. I guess the background noise was the nearby fridge fan.

Kagura dance and Hitachi suzu.


3:27 Could be the reason why... 

4:00 Amaterasu's cave? Are we by any chance going back to Ishtar?

4:20 I am trying to call BMO in Canada and Asian people keep answering. They are asking my questions and never let me speak. Upstairs they keep stomping.

4:22 For service in English please press one. For faster service please enter your credit card number. Entering. Call ended. Phone started to randomly call people in contacts.

4:26 The numbers you entered are invalid. Your balance is... following the balance amounts, then i got to talk to them. There was this very fast talking young guy that was overly polite and speaking in long phrases, in English, with no accent, repeating them and he kept saying Beam Oh and i kept telling him Bee em Ou whatever.

6:50 I spoke with him 5-10 minutes no more and waited for 5 more away from the phone on speaker, and then he waved the fee.

Then i had to go to US Bank to deposit 20 cause we were over the limit. And i forgot to go to the liquor store which i did later. And then i realized what was all about.

He kept telling beam oh because i got beamed by the phone or some 5G phone aiming at me in that moment cause soon after i started to feel the pains in the known places.

I was talking on Angela's phone which is on a 5 dollars a month plan, like mine, with unlimited talk with T-mobile.

God knows who i was talking to. I got a recorder that i was returning to Amazon that also works as a bluetooth phone and i will stop the return and use that one if i ever have to talk again.

When i got back from the Liquor store i found Angela yelling at the guy upstairs. In the meantime they drove her crazy, i was trying to make her stop, cause who knows if he hears anything or has headphones in his ears and goes by instructions only.

But now i got so set that bluetooth device and then i will call BMO to see why i can't sign online. Done.

7:45 But first, i can't understand. I put in my card number and social and the voice tells me they are incorrect and then another voice starts to tell the balance, puts me through, etc..

7:58 Angela fell asleep and he awoke her.

Monday, January 22, 2024

4:20 Trebuie să existe o metodă pentru a-i liniști pe cei care scriu mari tâmpenii în media oficială. În articolele sursă se scrie că a fost un prejudiciu total de 108 milioane pe carduri EBT. Suma totală plătită de California în ajutoare pentru alimente în 2022 se ridică la 15 miliarde iar 108 milioane, reprezentând sub 1% din suma totală reprezintă frauda totală datorată în parte lipsei cip-urilor de pe cardurile respective.

Se presupune că "românii" arestați au fraudat sute de mii însă procesul este în desfășurare.

Jurnaliștii de la hotnews care de obicei apare primul pe lista Google News, după fotbal bineînțeles (chiar acum Google a schimbat formatul menținut de ani de zile, a dispărut fotbalul și link-ul la articolul de mai sus) (articolul nu e semnat) au multiplicat suma de o mie de ori.

Știu că presa e liberă și există liberate de exprimare (freedom of speech) dar există și articole în Codul Penal. Cum afectează asta securitatea națională? Simplu, dând argumente celor care blochează aplicarea aquis-ului Schengen, al eliminării vizelor SUA și în general creând sistematic o imagine proastă a României.

Însă totul a pornit de la site-urile din SUA citate mai sus. Florin Duduianu a fost reținut în August 2023. A, nu, în 2020, cred că a fost extrădat în Augusut 2023.

Nebunia știrilor false on demand de pe site-urile mediei principale din România trebuie să înceteze.

5:35 On a second thought. I think the woman posing as a man speaking from the upper deck on the phone yesterday was Doja Cat aka Keiko Tsuji, Miss Japan Universe in 2014. BTW they just started upstairs. Quiet hours are supposed to be until 8.

10:05 Ok formatul Google News a revenit la ce era înainte. Între timp știrea cu Florin Duduianu a dispărut

10:17 Între timp a a apărut una cu Florin Barbu.

12:37 Got ready to go for my walk and like oh so many times before i heard a siren wailing (when i'm leaving) so i just got back to write about.

9:45 From the memory card. There was smoke today during all my walk and i was dizzy. This guy made a left turn again when i was crossing. I turned my head and it slowed down. Why? 
Today it's been 53 degrees almost one week since those 20s and 16s and the pond still had ice on it. 
Judging by the pile of snow under that cup this buldozer has been here for more than one week or before the snow. In an empty parking lot, next to a hospital that is second or last choice after Providence. Does the word CAT on it has to do with anything? Maybe Doja Cat living in our building?
The atmospheric river has turned into a ground one and it raises and there is one more week of rain in the forecast. Wondering if it's going to again flood the park like in 2015

Sunday, January 21, 2024

2:50 AM. Almost didn't make to write here. Just ate some Italian dry salami and it stopped in my hungry esophagus. Earlier. As i got near the apartment a grey SUV with cold cat (pumping out vapor) was blocking the alley. Tried to pass it and saw all the left side was smashed like in an accident.

When i made a left to enter my spot i skidded a bit on snow, the snow was cleared only for a narrow reentry trajectory and that SUV was on it and almost hit the car from upstairs that sits here for a week unmoved in an area with snow.

Now let's start with what's more important. After two weeks inside and 7-8 hours of heavy stomping and squeaking upstairs yesterday. i escaped to Ilani after both sleeping crashing all afternoon. Which i haven't been to in about one year (except for a couple of weeks ago) per reason of too much microwave signal, unparalleled by any other place i've been too.

Tonight i think i figured it out. Since last time the signal was not present in areas with no people, i think the signal comes from people's phones trying to link with a distant tower, and for that reason the phones put out max power. So it's the lack of a tower, not a tower too close. However i could not explain why every time i was pulling the meter from the pocket, the signal would suddenly go down, leaving the graph with the max on the screen.

I will say later about what happen in from when i got to the end, except the casino which has a capacity of close to ten thousand people, was about 40% full, and about 75% of that or 3000 people were Asian, most young.

So let me concentrate on one problem only at this hour. About one hour after i got in there, had to go to the restroom. I will pinpoint the exact time tomorrow after i start the phone. Cause i started the phone in there trying to reach Angela which i lost and searched for at least half  hour.

As i was sitting there, a guy came into the next cabin and started to puke. I did not realize at the time what was the reason for that, but later i thought, the cloud of microscopic droplets from that must have reached my pants and underwear.

I was telling Angela in the car and she would still not believe me. One time, maybe 3-4 years ago i went to the restroom again at Ilani and tried to wash my hands but from the soap pump came something weird, still looking like liquid soap but smelling like... sperm.

I don't know if it was human or something close, but i try to imagine what would have been if i didn't realize and didn't rinse for half hour (tried other pumps at different sinks and it was all the same, no soap handy). And then i left anyways. Ever since, i'm shy to use soap in public toilets.

So tonight after i realized what could have happened, and it probably did, with traces of that guy's vomit on my clothes, spread all over where i sat, i went back in the same cabin and took a picture, with my cell phone in it which is 5 inch long, to prove that a guy could have crawled from one cabin to another.

While i understand the reason for the doors of the cabins to be semi-open and semi-visible like that (to deter), (also on top) i really don't understand why they are corresponding with other cabins, defying the purpose. And it is like that in any public restroom in the US. Going in one of those is a pretty humbling (and difficult) experience, to say the least.

4:34 Are we already in another Universe where i'm alive and where i've dragged you all into? (so sorry about that - kidding). What time was it? 3,4 AM? I was dreaming and feeling quite ok in my dream however i woke up with rapid heat bit because i was barely breathing through my congested nose and my heart was trying to compensate. How many times it happened in total over the years?

Right after i awoke, i heard Angela hitting the ceiling, which means the guys upstairs were up and running, so i figure it could have been their (magic) doing.

But in that night in 2008 i went a bit further. I enter into some sort of atrial fibrillation with fast ventricular response and BPM about 180-200. I called an ambulance, wasn't coming and i got into my truck and drove myself to the ER on ice looking through the window cause the windshield was covered with ice, and out of nowhere a Police car got in front of me (empty streets and freeway) Denney overpass, Beaverton, and i skidded and almost hit it.

After two hours in the ER hooked to the monitors with 180-200 BPM, doctor scared me, he sayed he had "powerful medicine to give me" and he was talking to another doctor ) a black witch, God bless her soul, and i heard him clearly saying "we should put him to sleep" and then the other doctor, a very very black witch, the blackest i've ever seen came and literally or physically pushed me (i was standing) out of her way and i got so mad my heart beat came back to normal.

So last night it took me half hour of breathing through my open mouth for my heart rate to come back to normal and i was tired and fell asleep and woke up in the morning.

Back to the rough reality. Temperature was rising, and around noon i decided to put on the new control arm i got from ebay that finally arrived yesterday. Still with some chest discomfort, but i knew that if i start to move (do something physical, walk, whatever) i will get much better which already happened, now i'm 100% back.

However as soon as i jacked the car, the car from upstairs that was moved for the first time in a week came in the next spot and three guys got out. One version of the big woman (not the last one i've seen, a previous one), one earlier version of the thin guy, and a new version of the guy with goatee. They started to carry grocery items, were going up and down the stairs while i was watching my jacked car, and they chose to come in between cars (could have went around, the same distance) and stumble every time on my tools.

That took from me half of the momentum i gathered to do that. I was also very nervous not knowing if i can do it and how long is going to take it, if i will finish it in time and if it's gonna help my camber.

However little by little i removed those rusty bolts (three in total) and it turned to be easier than expected, about the same level of difficulty or less as doing brakes. If you ignore the fact the bolts are big and at first were bending my cracking wrenches, but they got tamed after i put some WD40.

So i've done it, my camber went back to normal, however my toe got thrown out by like 5 degrees and after a test drive to Wilsonville i went to fix that by screwing in the tie rod, little by little and watching along the wheel to see the edge of the rear wheel.

However, upstairs, in front of the door the guy with goatee came to supervise the whole scene (car was not jacked, it could have appear i simulate doing something) pretending talking on the phone and watched me through the iterations of alignment (done in a driveway with no tools no laser no nothing) while speaking in Spanish on the phone and of course watching protectively from an advantage point of view over everybody who happened to get in my proximity (nobody).

But the way he was speaking reminded me of the woman at 4 who speaks on the phone (and smokes) in the balcony for hours. Only speaking, never stopping to hear an answer. Though the voice was manly. But when i looked more careful i thought i recognized her with a goatee and changed voice.

So i fixed the toe, went for another test drive, car is almost ok and it responds better (firmer suspension) and i think i need to do the other one too and here are some thoughts about alignment.

I think people are doing alignment at cars for nothing. If you never been in an accident, the angles are thrown by the failing (softening) rubber bushings, especially that cylindrical bushing on the control arm cause there is a lot of prying force on that one.

I noticed that when i was jacking the car, the wheel was moving inwards a couple of inches and that could only mean that the rubber bushings of the control arm has become soft. So you go and pay to align the car against the softening of the bushing, statically, but when you start driving, that angle is going to be all over the place.

So after a number of years, i think those bushings need to be replaced, and the easiest way is to replace the control arm altogether, with bushings and steering ball and everything. And then do the alignment which may even not be necessary if you put in an OEM control arm you can buy on ebay for 125 bucks instead of paying double for an alignment.

5:05 And when i came back inside Angela gave me something to eat and because of the smells at the car, WD40, (again) laundry vapor, speech on the upper deck, i had my esophagus irritated, got chocked with rice, had to throw up, doubling the story for last night. But before i got in i emptied the catch can,  trouble with the last version is it's got too good cooling with the curly inox pipe and instead of only oil i get mostly water in it.

And if i do not empty that, it's gonna move around at every bump and trickle up and of course the oil (and wax) sits on top of that water and get first in the intake.

And when i was finished, like always, a handyman from the management landed with his cart on the red line next to  hydrant, going for some work order. But it also looks like i (always) leave when he comes, which is true. However, this time i had a hunch. What if... 

And i looked more careful and i realized the man was looking like the man on the deck earlier or the woman on the balcony, always, and when he started walking i looked again and i thought i saw the body of a woman.

So we're good here. We have a  handywoman that is a man and Putin's friend and a handyman that is a kunoichi who walks all day on top of me. What else?

Guest stars like Nikki Halley's son, France new Prime Minister who at times where both the thin guy. God knows who else. One question.

Is this a nightmare or plainly my hell in a Universe where i was alive after my birthday in 1995 when i went 35 and think i had a stroke and died, after drinking and fishing in the Sun all day and the other guys drank all the water (though i drank one liter when i got at my in laws).

Fell asleep and when i woke up in the morning and ran at the train station to catch the train, it was all slow-mo and felt like i was out of my body soon after i got the approval for green card and crossed the water. To this day i regret i did not look on that couch when i left.

Trouble is. Am i alive in one Universe only and dead in many others. That counts for something?

10:10 Been at Spirit Mountain just to again get out of here, set a limit to 100 dollars. When we lost all money and about to leave Angela won that hundred back. I knew that was a bad sign.

Been driving in the night under the atmospheric river from Grand Ronde and at rouhgly 29 miles from there i got on a narrow bridge the kind with curbs ad the lanes limits , a bit of shoulder and tiny sidewalks.

One big SUV coming from the opposite direction was blinding me like they do and got into a big puddle of water with my right wheel i was working on today which drew me towards the curb however i had a reflex and straightened the car and kept it in the lane.

Should i have hit the curb i would have probably been thrown frontally in that SUV (and my airbag warning light that keeps changing on and off was again on tonight).

BTW the control arm was a success, car drives almost normally, thinking to change the other one too because it has a tendency to by unstable when street is wavy.

11:28 Paralele sunt două drepte din același plan supărate și care nu se mai întâlnesc niciodată (prof. Koriloff). Spre deosebire, universurile paralele (o infinitate de infinități) și în fiecare moment conștiința noastră individuală sau colectivă crează în mod inconștient altele noi, odată separate nu mai știu nimic unul de altul.

11:47 Vede-n capăt începutul...

Saturday, January 20, 2024

1:51 Must be from the tractor runs in Germany, Romania etc..

1:58 Just in case he's real which i strongly doubt... Beware of THEIR time traveling capabilities. Bringing information from the future for example. Taping into an internet server that transmits from tomorrow... Other similar devices.

We are hopeless until we understand how real physics work, why people can't believe just that, and when necessary, THEY will provide some. Fake hopes to last until the new fake hopes etc.. In other words, very well coordinated sophisticated lies.

2:48 Send Schwarzenegger back in time to kill his grandfather Attila?

4:44 Iga prefecture.

11:50 Choosing my confession. (AlexaCrush effect still echoing). (One of the) biggest gaffes last year. I confounded Christina Aguilera for Pink and wrote about in December 7.

Haven't look at their faces in years and i got caught in an emotional moment, got hypnotized by her bouncing ever balancing jelly round butt while i was walking behind her for one whole minute in the alley after i escaped the hell inside here). Then she gave me the angry look. Then she showed at Walmart a few days later but i was already caught in the obsession.

12:18 Yes i forgot to put the timer and burnt first the potatoes and then the broccoli. Have not slept enough, got awakened by the guy upstairs. He left and he came back as i was eating, cooking. Got to go and pick Angela, she had done 4 AM to 10:30 today and it was icy.

2:24 I have been and  picked Angela and when i came back i crushed on the couch (too little sleep). However within half hour he woke me again and it's squeaking and stomping ever since.

3:03 One of the biggest problems (for me) with google news is i can never figure when something happens and the sites themselves never say. Some sites say it happened 3 hours ago, other 4. However i don't believe it happened before 11:50 when i posted my confession above so i surprised them again.

Ok so the word is confuse, not confound, which confuses me. I did not want to confuse nobody. In my mind confound is coming from the French confondre or Romanian confunda.

No, Trump is not crazy, he is just acting when needed. He always did that, it is his specialty, as the name shows. Man i haven't heard this song in decades. Main Ingredient, another one hit wonder. Since R&B was R&B and had more Soul, remember?

Which reminds me...


Which...
4:45 Just for the record, it's been 4 hours since he started upstairs when he finally stopped.

Friday, January 19, 2024

6:30 I went outside and plugged a hole in the ground next to basement, or under siding. Smoke smell present in here in the last couple of days diminished. Then why smoke is coming from holes in the ground? (1 momme=3.75 grams).

12:50 And the reaction...

1:11 Termoficarea care folosește căldura reziduală a centralelor termoelectrice este o idee bună. În loc să se piardă în aer, o parte din căldura reziduală este reciclată pentru încălzirea orașului.

Văd azi o poză în site-ul hotnews cu niște conducte de diametru foarte mare, care par să fie făcute din fibră de sticlă și o rășină. Fibra de sticlă poate rezista mecanic, dar poate rășina aceea să reziste 30 de ani la căldură? Am căutat și am găsit documentul votat de Consiliul Municipiului în care în ambele "scenarii" se aprobă înlocuirea țevilor vechi tot cu țevi din oțel, care au rezistat atâți ani. Sau poate e vorba de protecția mecanică a izolației peste conducta de oțel din scenariul 2.

1:40 The S&P just seemed to be reached a new all time high. But when i looked at recent years, i saw all the peaks correspond to the moving in and out of my neighbours upstairs. There is a Yuji Yamada period, that starts at the beginning of 2020, and then the current one, that starts last July. Also every time i mentioned aliens, the market next day went up at least 1%.

4:17 Trophy wife and Taylor Swift feminism.

4:20 My car part was this morning at 4 AM on "FedEx vehicle for delivery", weather was clear of snow or ice today, however my package with my car part was delayed again till tomorrow "due to weather".

4:24 Haven't seen the woman upstairs (the last version) in a week, the car is there, upstairs there is a guy who i think is not registered as renter and makes a huge time noise, day and night.

6:23 The smoke present in here in the last few days made me find a rat or mole hole next to the basement open this morning. Later today i went at the other side of the building where the wind is blowing from and found a handful of cigarette butts.

But then i went again in that area and found a number of dog poops, that had melted the frozen snow and were embedded in it, at 35 temperature right now, making it very difficult to remove. So i figured the cigarette butts smell was covering the dog.

7:20 It has become so obvious to me. Pitbull copied everything from Ja Rule. The looks, the style, the voice, the glasses, and even a bit of the name.

Wait a minute... No f... way!

9:23 Young J-A-C-K, AKA