Cum care stea? Da e adevărat eu de câte ori mă uit seara la Venus o văd colțuroasă fiindcă are faze ca și luna. Iar fazele apar în diferite unghiuri în timp în funcție de poziția față de soare, dacă e seară sau dimineață.

Nu doar de vreo alegorie două pe străzi și în presă, acolo unde ne lipsește cel mai mult.

1:10 PM Când am plecat în 1995 din România credeam că acolo e motivul pentru care nu pot să fac prea multe prea repede. Am ignorat și pe cei care m-au ajutat cât și pe cei care m-au distrus.

Voi ateiști într-o lume încă dominată de creștinism, încercați să vă imaginați cum e să trăiești într-o lume care nu se bazează pe ideile creștine. Ceva ce încerc să explic de atâta timp și voi nu înțelegeți.

În marile religii Asiatice, adică shintoism și budism care se bazează pe hinduism nu există noțiuni clare de bine și rău.

Motivul pentru care în SUA a fost de la început separată biserica de stat. În timp, au apărut sistemele esoterica ca de exemplu Teozofia lui Blavatski sau Telema lui Crowley, bazate pe aceste religii asiatice, cu pretext creștin. Acum această influență a ajuns din plin și în România mai ales venind de pe dealul lui Buda și voi nici nu știți ce a dat peste voi.

Așa că dacă doriți să ajutați, singurul mod de a o face este de a vă imersa până la gât și mai jost în această filosofie adâncă.

Nu e cinism sau răutate în tot ce fac ei (japonezii în principal), așa sunt ei. Însă filosofia lor conduce la episoade de o cruzime inimaginabilă, ca de exemplu tratamentul femeilor coreene și chineze în al doilea război mondial, al prizonierilor de război americani sau ce fac ei cu mine aici.

Și nu cred că e departe anul când vor prelua oficial controlul în SUA după ce au cumpărat cu banii făcuți din exportul mașinilor timp de 40 de ani tot ce se putea cumpăra pe aici, în principal pământ și corporații unde au drept șefi actori unguri la fel ca și toți politicienii.

În 1996 după episodul din Vancouver, unde m-am mutat pentru un job imaginar la AVX, pe atunci Kyocera cred, care a venit abia în 1999, am găsit de lucru în Silicon Forest, (Beaverton și Hillsboro). Au fost niște timpuri privilegiate când se găseau job-uri peste tot prin agențiile temporare mai ales.

Conduceam vechiul Ford Fairmont de 400 dolari cu imitație de lemn pe uși, ca un sicriu, în fiecare zi, vreo 20 mile cred într-o direcție și în mașină și la servici ascultam la un post local pe Sherril Crow iar în acel moment mă simțeam pe cea mai de jos poziție pe care poate să o ocupe o ființă umană. Everybody gets high, everybody gets low, These are the days where everything goes, adică inclusiv eu puteam să funcționez în acea lume.

Job-uri se mai găseau și după încercarea nereușită de a mă muta în San Francisco, (ce mi-a lăsat pasiunea și mai ales curajul de a conduce pe distanțe lungi), însă în 1997 devreme am comis marea tâmpenie de a pleca de la InFocus, unde eram tehnician cu 11 dolari pe oră și nu făceam mai nimic, la Epson cu salariu minim, 7 sau 8 dolari pe atunci, adică exact în gura lupului, unde au organizat ăia un show pe scară largă cu și pentru mine, unde am lucrat pe linia de asamblare cu Sinead O'Connor în dreapta și de unde am aterizat iar la spitalul de nebuni.

Da au plast ieri unul cu feromoni de la o cățea în călduri la mai puțin de 10 metri în direcția vântului la poziția unde am oprit să mâncăm la Road's End in Lincoln City. Nu se simțea mirosul în mașină dar am ieșit să văd ceva la motor și am simțit după care l-am strâns. Exact lângă el era unul mucegăit de săptămâna trecută.

I-am strâns pe amândoi cu o pungă fără să-i ating dar a fost deja prea târziu. Deși nu m-a luat imediat, m-au apucat năbădăile după câteva ore când am ajuns la Spirit Mountain, pe drumul de întoarcere. Asta după ce eram de câteva zile sub influența gazului de cârtițe de sub uși, care mă face nepăsător la orice. Și am mai și băut niște coniac de calitate proastă.

Chestie care niciodată nu îmi trece de la sine.

Am început în sfârșit să-mi amintesc faze de ieri. Odată ce inspir acel miros, încep să miros eu însumi. Într-un cazinou cu mii de persoane. Ieri după ce am jucat mai mult de o oră pocher, fiind în transă, cu tot felul de trepăduși mai mult asiatici roind pe lângă mine. Însă aveam amândouă mâinile pe mașina de joc.

Apoi am plecat și am mers mai întâi la stația de benzină. 

Acolo la pompa din spatele meu a tras o tipă care arăta bine, și avea doi câini Husky în spate la mașină, care sunt foarte simpatici (din video-uri cu câini). Am întors și am plecat în sens opus pe lângă ea, care avea faza mare aprinsă și m-a chiorât puțin. Din stânga din parcare a pornit o mașină și mi-a tăiat calea în timp ce eu mă uitam la cei doi Husky care ieșiseră la geam să se uite la mine. O mie de alte faze similare (ei sunt într-o frenezie totală zilele acestea) în tot weekend-ul.

Mai devreme eram la intrarea nord (aia cu statuile) și fumam pe o bancă. Țineam pachetul de țigări într-o mână și țigara în cealaltă, amândouă mâinile mai mult între picioare când au venit să facă niște poze în grup lângă mine.

Ignoranța, sursă a tuturor relelor. Am ignorat problema cu rahații de câine (un exemplu doar) începând din 84 sau după ce ne-au dat comuniștii apartament în Bacău unde aveam vecini de lux cu câine (cățea, Rozy Roxy) și poate și mai dinainte, în Câmpulung, unde nu a avut însă efecte atât de catastrofale, la fel cea cu cârtițele.

Însă și acum, când știu, nu mă ajută foarte mult, fiindcă ei încă au inițiativa în direcția asta. Cine știe de exemplu ce e afară acum, azi încă nu am ieșit.

3:30 A și faza cu Life Flight. Există aici în Portland o firmă care face transporturi de urgență cu elicopterul. La Spirit Mountain au o parcare întreagă rezervată pentru aterizări de elicopter, de obicei de urgențe. Am văzut în 10 ani 2 sau 3 elicoptere acolo, o dată nu a fost de urgență. Elicopterele au culoare albastră și sunt din alea cu turbină, mai silențioase. Ieri am scris despre sistemul de urgență Bluelink de pe Hyundai.

Ieri a decolat unul chiar când am ajuns acolo.

Ușa cu mort mortul din mașină. Este ceva în mașină căzut pe lângă scaune care pute a mort. Am fost ieri cu mașina la spălat, am dat cu aspiratorul peste tot, am găsit niște chestii, dar mașina încă pute. Dacă stai acolo câteva ore normal că și hainele put. Asta peste mirosul de câine luat din parcare. Da, tomberoanele din jurul clădirii toate put, e suficient să ai o bucățică de mâncare, brânză, salam etc. căzută pe undeva. Sau un gândac mort. Odată am găsit un șoarece în radiator. Dar era uscat de mult timp.

Apropo tânăra actriță unguroiacă care făcea pe casiera a văzut că ușa nu era bine închisă (era la o treaptă), după ce mașina a pornit pe banda rulantă, a venit disperată, mi-a spus să deschid geamul și aproape și-a băgat capul pe geam, oferindu-mi gâtul, ca să-mi spună că ușa era deschisă. Am reușit să închid geamul și ușa o secundă înainte de a intra în tunelul cu apă din toate direcțiile.

O fază similară ieri la casino, am întrebat o chelneriță ceva și se făcea că nu aude și a venit cu urechea gâtul lângă mine.

10:10 Doar așa îmi mai dau seama și eu cum reacționează lumea la ce scriu. Cred că ei au prins pe senzori discuții referitoare la câte faze despre care doar am scris, și care de fapt sunt vârful aisbergului. Nu numai despre mine ci despre România însăși și au venit cu o corecție alegorică (un exemplu live).

Chiar îmi plăcea melodia asta dar nu am înțeles bine versurile iar când le-am înțeles nu mi-a mai plăcut atât de mult, dar am rămas cu o lecție de viață. Then you get what you need.

10:55 More punches. Am băut un coniac mic (care m-a ars pe mațe) tocmai pentru a-mi scădea tensiunea și am mers afară să fumez o țigară. În liniștea serii, au pornit o ambulanță după care au ambalat o motocicletă, cu scopul precis de a-mi crește tensiunea așa că am abandonat țigara după câteva fumuri.

8:00 AM The black BMW roared about 30 minutes ago. The room filled with stingy dust most likely coming from under the door. 10:05 Every time i got outside there are people getting in my way and when i stay inside there's nobody. That makes it look, statistically, like i am following them.

10:17 Nausea and diarhea this morning due to the smell of a small liquid poop about 30 feet from door (left in image). Is good cause emptying my bowels lowers my blood sugar but i'm kinda dizzy (light headed).

9:10 I awoke with nausea and after 6 went outside to see the cause. A number of vehicles and people that seemed dispatched and schedule by a foreign AI came from all direction, setting all kinda bizarre scenes.

I found very few poops and a Spanish woman was passing on the alley, yelling in the phone at 6 AM, and i heard the word nada many many times.

From dropping kids at the semi legal day care at D5 (across the alley) where i saw yesterday again Mario Lopez care when i was going back towards the in that direction, a sexy woman in a miniskirt climbed on a chair to water the plants in the balcony at 3 and a woman briefly parking a van like yesterday in our spot, again to drop a kid at D5, doubled by a guy who came from the opposite direction, "caught" me at the dumpster and stopped there until i left to a semi with a huge Chinese logo and a huge metal frame perfectly scheduled when i got out of the tobacco store, they all seem to be allegories created to put me in a very bad light while i don't do nothing except what i describe here.

The street in front of tobacco store was deserted, yet a woman with a very big round butt passed in front of me when i entered, etc..

The wi-fi and bluetooth were on at my computer, counting for the pain at my wound in the last few days.

9:00 PM Yesterday i finished the concrete i use to plug the mole holes with. I mix it with soil and then add some water and the fix is invisible. The moles never come back at that hole again. I have done it for years and it caused no harm to the property. On the contrary, it kept moles from damaging the lawn. (But after i first did it they came with bait boxes which killed lots of rats that i picked from everywhere and threw in the garbage).

I needed the silicon to fix some missing around the bath tub. Yes i have fixed many things at the apartment. Many holes in the walls. Sealed the ceiling with a high tech paint. Faucets. Name it. I hate to make appointments with maintenance and then wait for time window.

This morning new holes appeared under the deck of the main door. I wanted to go to Home Depot to buy some more but i was terrified by the shows they make there and also was exhausted because of the mole gas i have been breathing all night.

So i ordered it online. I checked the address like ten times because i never ordered anything there (that i can remember).

I remembered about my order at about 8 PM. I opened the door, nothing. I checked online and i saw the items were delivered. At the sign at the entrance in the complex, at 4:45 some 45 minutes before the office was closed or 15 minutes before the maintenance left. I went to look and saw they were no items at the sign of course.

There is lots of symbolism about delivering the items to the sign. 1935 is the year Hitler came to power in Germany. It's white on black. There is a rose there. The sign figures a (philosopher's) stone. It is like trying to point at every single point i tried to make lately.

The sign is not even inside the complex. There is Legacy Meridian offices on the left, their parking lot on the right and the complex starts some 150 ft at the end of a short alley.

Then i got mad and drove at Home Depot. But in the parking lot something reminded me of what i wrote about Trump today about him cursing in the Senate and i tried to be polite.

First thing. The woman at Returns whom i spoke first asking for the manager was her.

I have known for a long time, every time i go to Home Depot they bring actors to interact with me (or politicians) so now i try to memorize their faces. I only saw a few episode of Dutton Ranch and that was a while ago. I have reviewed tens of thousands of faces ever since.

But i least i could memorize their faces and try to look for them when i get home. Two of them. But it was not her who first stroke me as a celebrity. The assistant manager, who otherwise looked like a Hungarian gypsy (closest archetype i had in mind for his face). I had to wait like 10-15 minutes until the "manager" came.

He came and searched for my order by last name (cause i forgot to picture the barcode when i left, was too mad). He said there was no unit number. Above is the proof it was.

They tried really hard to get me mad in there. Broken wheels running on the isles were interrupting the conversation. Absurd arguments. They kept telling they delivered it and i kept telling they delivered it to a sign which is outside the complex.

Every time i was trying to say something meaningful a wheel from a cart was making at terrible sound nearby.

But i held my emotions knowing and did not say anything. In the end the "assistant manager" who also had a sign saying veteran on his apron went and picked my items and walked me a the exit. I asked for a receipt or anything so i can walk out the door, but he said he is the manager and i can leave with those items. Behind me a guy in the line at check stand made an onomatopoeic noise. I turned around and asked and the manager but he said he doesn't know who but they were all laughing.

But you know what is really depressing? I write about these things repeating for so long now and they keep doing which means people likes to watch them.

9:40 Yeah i think it was him. The "veteran assistant manager". While i was there waiting for him i was intrigued by some symbols i saw on the wall and took a picture. One of them looks like the current logo of CTL management (here at the apartment). One looks close to the Scientology star (or at least Ishtar). One is like a swastika combined with plus sign and another one like a window figuring a swastika in the middle. All white on black. 10:00 I currently feel some irritation in my throat which could be from wildfire smoke or exposure to insulation dust. I am not sure but suspecting now they guys from upstairs can sprinkle on demand dust on me, especially after he hammered for hours that day in the siding at the balcony. Going in there irritated with those guys waiting for me could have been a disaster.

And yeah i think Amazon got me into believing deliveries can be civilized and now i expect that from everybody.

Got some homework. Searching for Sam Elliott, the quintessential American Jew. But is there any point in this? I found over 1000 and nobody seem to care.

10:20 I was smoking sitting on the hood of my car. The guy from upstairs came at the door with a jar of something and simulated throwing it on me. But he stopped, climbed down the stairs and emptied that jar on the ground and the climbed back. It was a more muscular version of him (other than the one i saw last time which was a small guy).

That was probably meant to raise my blood pressure while i was smoking (that could cause a heart attack or a stroke). When i sat at the computer i had some cramps of some muscles in my back around the spine, like every time when my blood pressure raises instantly by further narrowing blood vessels which are constricted by smoking.

Symbolism. I need a shower (but they know i took one just before i left, they listen to everything i do (to walk on top of where i am). I took a shower hours before. Maybe they mean a different type of shower (related to the symbolism in the picture above).

Lately they (all the people around here) constantly scare me when i am smoking with all kinda noises from noisy cars to hitting objects.

 
Now he is walking around, stumping, dropping things on the floor.

4:04 AM

6:36 AM It had to be Oregon. I can feel the smoke inside. The only hope is wind shifting direction. A bit, tomorow evening (last graph).  

🔥Bench and Round Butte Fire | August 3, 2026 Bench: Acres: 67,238 Containment: 62% Personnel: 878; Round Butte: Acres: 1,090, Containment: 7%.

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I believe the biggest source of smoke right now is the Grasshoper fire, over 30k acres, contained less than 20%, set by ligthening.

10:40 Sometimes is the opposite. They set Oregon on fire to calm the philosphical fire set upon them. Still the same principle though.

For Rebook, just do it, podiatrist.

For Marx

For general cover. The deal is back on (again). Oil price is down. The market rejoices.

11:45 Americans got so used to it they don't even notice, but all rock music has very philosophical heavy lyrics. I mean, lock at Bob Dylan he got a Nobel prize for,,, literature.

In the last few days i got hit in the car by the resemblance of Tom Petty and Bod Dylan. No matter how many genres are mixed in his music, he still sounds like him, how come never realized that so far.

Man i miss that happy simplicity of Euro dance, like Sabrina or Milli Vanilli. What. Still perfume.

1:00 PM End of a glorious day on Wall Street.

Apropo de parfum. Își mai amintește cineva de Rexona, parfumul, anilor 80? Adică săpun și deodorant. Mai era și Fa. Însă Rexona, puțini cred știau că mirosul era de fapt miros de trandafiri. Probabil artificial, ca și acum.

Eu din nostalgie folosesc Dove Pink, care are aromă de trandafiri. Mi l-a dat odată un dermatolog când am avut cred flesh eating bacteria. Îmi place atât de mult încât mă dau cu săpun după bodywash. Este foarte bun și la evidențierea mirosurilor (adică îți resetează simțul mirosului și îți dai seama când începi să puți sau pute ceva în mediu).

După ce am citit și am văzut că nu are nimic de trandafiri în el, am căutat pe Amazon și am găsit săpun bulgăresc care are chiar și petale încrustate în el. Una e că nu miroase așa de mult a trandafiri ca aroma artificială. A doua, au greșit ei ceva în formulă, a început să mă mănânce pielea și am renunțat la el. Pe Angela n-o deranjează.

Și o anecdotă. În timpul unei pandemii, Nostradamus folosea petale de trandafiri pentru vindecarea bolnavilor. Decenii după nașterea lui Rosenkreuz. Noi la Câmpulung aveam în fața casei tufe de trandafiri și bunica făcea... dulceață.

Where there's no other inspiration a google search would always bring one...

7:50

10:42 PM Oops! We're in trouble.

2:42 AM Saw this guy today, a couple of times.

10:55 Is dog poop the opposite of a rose? People may forget to knot bags, but why setting them like this?

11:30 Buying shoes on Amazon, mission impossible. 11 for Reebok is not the 11 i know.

12:40 I opened the door in the back to air and soon i felt the sting of insulation dust. I looked and saw again the van with the word INSULATION in a visitor spot near the dumpster at the Chinese wall.

This guy has an insulation business and parks the van in the complex which i believe is against the rules here, for many years. Others have similar vehicles, including painting, towing, etc.. I think i identified the source of my extreme irritation, pain in the eyes yesterday.

They are relentless upstairs. Though i am not positive, i started to believe the "mystery woman" at D5 is Mirabela Grădinaru who of course is on a diplomatic passport. Yesterday they put some poops in unknotted bags in the dumpster (closest) and some beer bottles, other bags on top so they cannot be extracted and knotted.,

Should go out if i do not want to go completely crazy today but don't know where. Indian Head is closed due to smoke and nearby fires and at Ilany there is strong cell phone radiation due to a lack of any nearby tower.

6:20 AM Bathrobe. It is called bathrobe. Not familiar with the word in English, never used it. Never had to.

4 hours of sleep when Angela left.

I was out there picking poops on the other side of the lawn when i heard a German Shepard, barking, discretely, i mean not to awake someone. When i turned my head what do i see. A woman, most likely a model, dressed in one of those, waving discretely her sex appeal right next to my porch. I continued with my face on the ground, searching, going out of sight until i got in the alley in front of the building to throw the bag at the dumpster.

But when i was heading on the alley back towards the apartment, what do i see. First a car, a PT cruiser maybe blinding me with foggy headlights. Then out of the car came sleepwalking a girl, about 8, dressed exactly like that woman i saw 5 minutes earlier, heading with her mother to the daycare. So i said to myself. The game of transference is on again.

What does it that mean. That girl instantly reminded me of the woman i saw earlier, possibly subconsciously transferring my thoughts and emotions towards her (they do this all the time in commercials showing alternatively sweaty men and women's bodies). Then the harvesting. Reading my face, reading my brainwaves, invading my privacy, filming, whatever.

When i got closer to my door i felt again the smell of poop again and the only place i haven't checked was between building D where the daycare is and C. There was a smell, i saw a bunch of garbage items behind the building but did not dare, it would have meant to go near the porch of that daycare (been too close already). Got back home, he started upstairs.

Came after me in the bathroom, making noises, make me feel uncomfortable while peeing. But at least he did not flush the toilet like they did so many times. No toilet flushing heard lately period.:

Continuing creaking the floor. Lately i developed a working strategy to quiet them down. I start one of those "idiots at work" videos on youtube aka "filme cu proști" in Romanian. That takes my mind out of current thoughts and generate a bunch of fake emotions and brainwaves that are borrowed from the video.

6:45 It worked. They never like that, someone or both climbed down the stairs, talking to each other.

BTW i never said about the encounter on the stairs yesterday. I opened the door to go search for poops when i heard a noise on the deck upstairs. I looked up, nothing, then the noise became apparent like someone was climbing the stairs. When looked right, all i could see was her exposed belly between two of the rungs, before i climbed down my own stairs.

There's more. Yesterday at Walmart among oh so many things i saw a Latino kid, about 5, sitting in line with someone at the self check stands. He turned towards me, gave me a large smile and then he pulled his T-shirt up, again showing me his belly.

7:00 What else is AI also good for? "Where is a song when you need it?" A song was playing in my head, but not the whole song, only a background vocalist sayin oh! oh! on the same note all the time. So i googled and one of the results came as a bunch of songs on tiktok saying just that and i think i found it.

D...n sexy ohs! Now i can start my day. How about a cup of coffee, half regular, half decaf.  

7:34 I think she did it again! Went in the kitchen area, started the Keurig, but the smell of coffee was contrasting with that of dishes since last night so i started to do the dishes, when i think i heard someone climbing the stairs. It was in my line of sight, me at the sink, the window was open but i swear i did not look, i was facing the sink not the window.

Obviously don't want to get involved with people who are doing a show here since i never hear the toilet, never smell the smell of food or hear them talking (except rarely on the stairs) or talking on the phone or see them with groceries etc..

7:51 Got Keurig decaf assorted with 4 types of coffee in a 96 pods box and one of the types i too bitter and the coffee came bitter even when mixed with Starbucks regular. Also coffee gets me hungry instantly so i ate an now i am contemplating some more sleep because i only had 4 hours last night.

Biggest mystery of them all. Between 7:13 and 7:54 i was out of sight from the living big windows, or around the corner, in the kitchen, doing dishes, eating etc..

Saved by the bell Q2 earnings report. Today is Amazon's turn to show 15% increase in value. What's going on people (and it's not Trump).

11:17 Ok they started to practice upstairs with drums and bass and stuff.

Annoying Allegories

Just came from Walmart. On the road, two instance of merging in the same time in the same lane, several instances of sudden unexpected stop of traffic ahead of me caused by drivers several cars ahead. For the last instances i have the cars involved on camera.

Needless to say. I was under dog poop smell influence all day. To me the strong dog poop makes me dizzy, even when live, for hours, feeling like drinking. Wondering if is aerosolized parasites that get into my guts and brain.

When i came back. Some guy in a white Subaru changed his mind and wanted to leave the exit lane and get back in the traffic. For that, he stopped, so the car in front of me while i was handling the camera. Lucky, some guy honked in that instant, randomly, i look ahead saw a gray bumper coming towards me and stopped.

To me it has become annoying to drive anywhere and at instances, hazardous, with drivers waiting to speculate my mistakes and all traffic coordinated with AI, with probably everybody having an app and some bluetooth device in their ear. Think is lately they want to have me on street cameras causing an accident and today i was very very close.

I spoke many times about allegories happening everywhere i go. The classic example. When i pass someone in a store, someone else turn their head and watch me carefully like i was about to bite them.

It is very frustrating, seeing people distrusting me to this level. Today at Walmart there was this guy with a large inscription on his back saying "SECURITY SUPERVISOR" popping everywhere i went. He seemed a sumo wrestler made to look like a short Latino (Mexican) guy.

Many times when i open a door to enter somewhere, they start coughing, even if far away.

Up until recently i thought it was the Freemasons who organize all these, knowing they use allegories during their initiations, which purpose largely eludes me though i am pretty sure it happens only where there are cameras but today i found out something more interesting.

Obvious (to me), they use actors all moving and sometime talking being coordinated by some AI like in many live TV shows. I realize that by the pause every time after i say something, time needed to listen and repeat the phrase.

Same goes for upstairs. Even in this moment as i write here trained actors they move around by a real time generated AI script fed by input from bio sensor and audio (mine) speech.

9:50 Yeah he came at Home Depot just to prove i am a fake and an impostor. The knob i had in the bathroom was already on top of an adapotr and they were other knobs that would have worked with it if i took that adapter off. I did not realize that when i did it first time, years ago, when i was "in smoke" and in that day i started from the same point, without re-judging the whole thing when i was clear though very tried from the driving weekend and stuff.

One of my qualifications is mechanical engineer, or what is written on my diploma, i have never studied plumbing or civil engineering and we didn't have these sophisticated faucets in Romania.

When i awoke right now the adapter that was packed with the knew know was still laying on the floor right in front of me and it was then when i realized. I think they broke it when we were left this weekend (though the signs at the door were not moved) knowing how i did it the last time and i will repeat the mistake. Sam Altman was in there too, others, as witnesses. (BTW he could be easier to find in the list).

Trying to find Rex. There are many born during those years, hundreds a year. The reason i did the list with the 10 happy pandas, when i realized they could be half brothers. But after i did the list, there is only one who really resembles him, the last one?

10:10 "The universal guy". Mine is kinda stuck in there and the screw is not accessible, i would think i would need to pry on it to remove it.

Also i started to believe the reason the stock market goes up after i awake, not matter at what our has something to do with the person upstairs, who i also had an idea who she might be (current version).

There is a wall between kitchen and bathroom which is two ft thick where one person should fit, not shown in this floor plan.

It could also be because of the "self assessment" like today i awoke with some pain in the leg with the wound which is closed but gets infected very easily with cold because of very poor blood supply, especially when i sit here at the computer.

Yeah it tumbles on East hostilities, but why it always recovers after i awake?

11:05 Am văzut în ultimul timp poze cu autostrăzi care sunt gata dar nu sunt deschise de politicienii sabotori și trădători.

Am mai remarcat un lucru. Ele nu au "bandă de urgență", shoulder cum se spune în SUA pe ambele părți ale unei direcții de circulat. În SUA practic la autostrăzile cu 2 benzi pe sens mai sunt și două benzi de urgență pe sens, care uneori sunt mai late decât benzile de circulat, autostrada practic fiind dublu de lată.

Nu cred că sunt atât de importante pentru urgențe, cât în siguranța și confortul conducerii. Adică eu nu m-aș simți prea confortabil acum dacă vin în România și conduc cu 120 sau 130 kmh (așa cum se conduce în majoritatea cazurilor în Oregon, în California și Washington cu mai mult) și am în stânga jumătate de metru sau un metru până la parapet.

Iar în zonele în care nu există spațiu suficient, ca aici (în statul Washington) unde sunt 3 benzi pe sens, sau în zone urbane, poduri, etc., este sacrificat shoulder-ul din dreapta, nu cel din stânga, fiindcă pe banda din stânga se circulă cu viteză mai mare.

Mai sunt și striațiile, care "te trezesc" dacă ai depășit linia.

Asta e, la fel în toată Europa. E adevărat, americanii au mai mult teren, dar de exemplu autostrata I5 (I de la Interstate) traversează valea Willamette-ului, singura zonă fertilă din Oregon, care e 2/3 deșert.

11:45 This is so frustrating because i cannot understand why when i go in the kitchen area (out of sight from the big window, or around the corner) the market always goes up. Yes i heard the woman upstairs walking on top of me. Yes i believe we sit on top of a huge financial bubble and market does not need to go up more than it is. Ok it is him. Today i got to search for him and Sam Altman.

12:10 PM Every time i drove to California or even neighboring Nevada i noticed streets are whiter by a few shades when compared to Portland area so white in fact are blinding under the bright California Sun.

Yes some of them are paved with concrete which is inherently whiter than asphalt.

But not because of painting which BTW i think too is a terrible idea (by a totally different reason) that may work on short term, like a summer or two, maybe, because, well, paint peels under the tremendous stress from millions of cars wheels and we may end up breathing it, like different materials used in asphalt, but because UV lightens up the existing asphalt.

The same as it happens with the famous California golden grass. You can see even in this picture the asphalt underneath the paint is already gray or light brown.

Yeah i would think they could use a ceramic paint that has the same composition as paint used for street marking that could last several years. Breathing zircon could be better than breathing silica from asphalt and concrete fillers? And let's not forget the blinding effect on the drivers.

2:40 Today, some 14 years after i wrote it i reviewed this blog post and made extensive corrections to improve readability simply because my English evolved a lot in 14 years of blog writing (thank you for your patience LOL).

Do not know if i eliminated all errors but after two passes i got tired. Did not change anything in the lists of words which generally is correct.

2:30 I hear the sound of a blower in the distance. So they started. Today is Wednesday, when after 2 they are blowing the parking lot of dust which may end on grass areas or on buildings and mow the grass in grass areas. More than 100dB at source, they will howl for the next to hours at the end of which i will need to hose the AC and window screens and whatever else.

Probably the reason she from upstairs left about 5 minutes ago.

10 Happy Pandas 1948 - 1953

1:43 PM Last night i forgot to block the door.

3:30 Last night my shower knob broke. It is not the first time i fixed it myself, but i forgot. Angela had a 15 dollars gift card for Home Depot and online i could not possible figure what type i needed. So i took the broken know and went in there, knowing there was going to be some show(s). And i was right. First i went at isle 12 bay 21 and they were like 20 different types. I tried a number of them, could not find a match.

The store was empty and they were a few attendants, all very young. I knew those guy did not have time to learn all the stuff in there however i was willing to try but did not know where customer service was anymore. I saw a guy checking at the construction side counters and went and asked him.

Blond, taller than me, he first dropped it on the ground than put it behind me and started to browse  his phone so i just pushed him aside, grabbed the knob and left. It would have beam me and my legs which already started to hurt from being too close to that phone for about half minute. I went at the other end, at Returns, a couple of models smiling at me. I asked the guy in painting, he was looking like Sam Altman. He said he will call someone and started working the phone.

He finally said there was nobody who could help me in the store.

I went at the bay one more time, myself wasn't myself at that hour and day (the next day after a long driving playing smoking and drinking weekend) so i kept trying the same ones. Finally decided to leave when i saw in my way out a guy on a side of the alley, like waiting for me to ask something. Older and taller then me, tanned and much self confident. When i got home, i googled something and i thought it was him.

I read his biography, busser at 14, weekend cotton picking, band playing, band sponsored scholarship, engineering, bla bla. 100% American. He must  have come straight from the tanning saloon or a beach in Florida or a yacht. But how come so fast? Yes i said earlier i would go there in the afternoon.

But then i had an idea and started to search for him in my list. Born 1952, i started with 1948 but surprise. Found a whole bunch of guys looking like him but not quite enough. Small variations. Then i told myself, not the first time. These guys must be related amongst them. They got to have had some sort of breeding program, to bring European genes into the pool.

I went all the way to 1953, could not find him, put some aside though, i found some real close but could not figure the eye color due to low quality pictures, then i lost the whole put aside list etc..

But then i was thinking to start a small project this afternoon. Pull all i think are half brothers in those years in a list. Also because it is an easy to remember face configuration. I call it the happy freemason prototype. So i am gathering momentum to do this. Whish me luck.

7:55 Today i got special treatment. There were 2, one with diarrhea, hidden behind the shrub next to bedroom window that made me really sick. Many others on the other side, all soft, hard to pick, many unknotted in the dumpster.

After i slept some in the afternoon awoke again with nausea, and when i was thinking to go outside again she showed with a girl, probably her 13 year old daughter, both dressed summarily in short summer dresses in front of the big windows (though visible only above the AC where she stopped and made a gesture to grab attention) which delayed me at least 15 minutes (waiting for  her to pass back as usual). Went and found some more, some fresh, some dried, more unknotted bags etc..