10:00 PM My ionic filter broke mysteriously. Had it for 3 years, had two similar before, never seen that wire severed like this (one that i had for about 5 years had the wire corroded, this one was corroded in several points, like sprinkled with something) but it came out of the lower end when i tried to clean it with alcohol like i always do (gently). Now i get to breath in thetans. These filters are great but that wire is too fragile, should they put a thicker rod. Like the blades.

They use high voltage to attract dust, then expel clean air, they put out just enough ozone not to bother you but do some deodorizing, all three were working intermittently, like 10 seconds on and 5 off.

10:33 When was i when this happened? I was in the bathroom, at the end of an dysphagia episode (after my filter broke, got to breath dust all morning). Then we ate Chinese, i choke several times, wash it with soda, it usually ends after i choke once, but after the last swallow when my stomach was full, i did not recover, nor i could vomit, was thinking ambulance, ER etc.. but around 2 PM or before i came at the computer at 2:10 it ended by itself.

Later in the evening i went to pick the two items i ordered at Amazon, and the locker was on Grove street and that's how i found the "base". The base is new, i think i got somewhere pictures with the construction from the previous years. When we got back on Virginia but still on grove, some weirdo got in front of us with a small SUV with no LPN, hit a pothole or a pile of dust, and i started to become irritated by that dust.

I am a nostalgic person. At Atlantis i went to play in the "cave" which is a plaster made actual cave in the middle of the casino where they were several guy, one broken machine and only one with my favorite poker machine (older ones are better) next to a Mexican similar to the one at Blue Lake casino only much much older (reminding of Tom Selleck) but shorter.

I did stay there at least half hour on a 20 bucks bill but then i started to loose and move one. One interesting thing i noticed though. When i tried to look in his direction to get a better look, he stared back at me. When i tried to look at his screen to see how is he playing (he was playing very fast, much faster than me and i think of myself as an expert on video poker) he stared back at me etc.. Like looking for trouble?

And yes i was very irritated by that dust on the road.

And yes every time i curse him in my mind, they start to hit doors and talk outside our door etc.. It's like home when they creak the floor "when i think evil things" (most of the time).

10 AM Sheridan Fruit Co. CoS or CoS? SE Oak and 3rd, SW Oak and 3rd. Tom Barwick. June 24.

11:36 After we used my 2 free nights, we moved from 306 in a different room on Angela's four free nights which is not connected to another. This way it feels like we just arrived. I am less tired too.  This room smells like it's been freshly painted with oil based pain, the only thing that could have been is the ceiling, the walls are covered with vynil liners i guess. Angela says it could be they washed the carpet and this is the "residual" smell. Room's got a bit of a view.

While moving, i saw something on the corridor that turned out to be a mixer stick for coffee. I hit it with my shoe (was very nervous all morning because of the move and stuff) and it flew away and went under the door of the... electrical room. Good thing it was not a guest's room.

Got a fast water boiler for tea and an air filter from home. This room has even fewer plugs than the other one, dropped one plugging cord behind the fridge, got stuck there, had trouble retrieving it, etc.. The HDMI extension cable they left as curtesy was not working, giving me some... emotions, but then i plugged my PC directly with my cable into the TV.

Found an Amazon locker 0.5 miles from the hotel, i ordered a wireless mouse to control the PC from bed,  this way i can read news or watch paramount or prime on my PC from bed.

7:45 PM My Windows app called Pictures which i use to crop for matches does not work in this setup (using of a hotel TV as monitor). So i had to crop with Paint. This one was taken in Weed, California where we took gas before going on 89 towards Susanville mainly because i did not have enough gas to get there and i don't know if they were any on 89. Then i took a wrong turn before going back to I5 and got in that parking lot where we started the GPS which is stupid, it stops and resets self every time i stop the engine. I was intrigued by the shape of that device on the van, thinking Mt.Shasta, Xenu.

9:40 Can you leave Scientology?

5:55PM We made it to Peppermill Hotel in Reno after a 4 hours sleep (thank you Tracfone) for reason Angela's phone was not working and 7 hours drive (375 mile) from Canyonville Oregon and a total of 533 from Portland.

I got 2 free nights on my player's card, Angela got 4 more so we will stay here 6 nights. For the first two nights all they could do was a connected room through a door to some other room. 90% of the rooms are like this, only a few at the end of the corridors aren't.

There was a couple with 3 kids checking in at the reception in the same time with us. Then i saw him on the same floor but was too tired to look behind to see if they went to the connected room with ours. Maybe these "were the only rooms left available". So  far it's quiet behind that door. 

Taped the door. The hotel and casino floor is crawling with kids, i have been here before on father's day, i don't remember seeing any.

Went back at the car, had some more stuff to pick, i took the huge suitcase from home, got a i "stack of three" so i could fit in it the ionic filter, passing lots of kids, any would fit in it, found a slightly better place to park, climbed a curb with left rear wheel, went on Virginia St. to drive at 50 to see if there's any damage, came back, wat thinking at all the thetans and their one billion contract with the COS and then i realize the nerve of these guys thinking they are immortal and can manipulate MEST but at lower level they just have to clown around, and what will they do to punish Xenu and protect Tom Cruise et Co.

Thing is now that i see them all around i get nervous too. Got in an elevator with a woman who seemed focused on something, i was going at 3, two other women stopped the elevator at 2 which is not a hotel floor, i got out like a stupid or someone who can't read the big numbers inside the cabin. Right in that moment i was thinking that was a specialty of 7 feathers and Creekside in Canyonville, they do it to me every time in there too and in that moment i walked out of the elevator and then i had to call another one to go one more floor. Thing is i am very tired as well.

8:30 Ieri după amiază pe la 4 (2 noaptea, sâmbătă ora României) am fost la farmacie la Walmart să-mi iau niște medicamente și a apărut tipa asta (din stânga), Gabriela Horga, ca farmacistă și m-a întrebat dacă am vreo întrebare despre medicamentele respective, deși era foarte clar pe computerul lor că le mai luasem de multe ori.

8:00 AM Grumpier Old Man

In October...

Right now (no picture but many many pictures).

Honestely i believe they both deserve an Oscar for best politicians actors.

6:06 PM Very important item again delayed by Amazon (UPS). In Tualatin since midnight, not out for delivery yet. It could improve my mpg which already is pretty high.

9:05 AM The force field.

I have plugged all mole breathing ridges around the building. Today the moles opened up a new one under the deck. After being all sealed for 24 hours, a pestilential smell accumulated in the galleries and when they opened this one, i was literally nauseated. Felt the smell better after i've been outside and then back inside.

Feeling like i wanted to run from here. Panick. Finally plugged it, let both door open, waiting for the room to dry.

Is who's giving up first. Me against the furry blind creature that lives underground.

One could be puzzled as how this happens, being worse inside than outside. Is the wonder of the laws of hydro dynamics, especially the "Coandă Effect".

After airing for about 10 minutes, the room filled with smoke, and it is a rule. Every time i see the air outside is clean and i try to air, within minutes smoke comes from somewhere.

9:30 Yes i think it is a smoke cartridge inside a different network of galleries, on the other side of the apartment. Plugged a number of holes there using just soil, now waiting for the filter to clear the smoke. No the filter is not effective against "mole gas".

When i plugged those i felt the smell of dog poop but i have not seen any.

10:10 I finally beat some eggs, put them in the omelet maker, put a cup under the Keurig, some bread in the toaster only to see in disbelief a woman dressed in some purple (medical?) suit coming straight at my wall sized windows with a small dog. She had a bag in her hand and i think she picked but still. The synchronization got me mad.

Went to the bathroom, she flushed the toilet on top of me. In the news, Trump is selling the deal, again (the signing phase). With Trump nothing is smooth or straigthforward. What did ai just say. Initial. There will be more. All summer long.

My early morning is not over yet. And they didn't even have to start the creaking of the floor yet.

10:20 Some big guy with a tool box resembling a giant lunch box passed at the window and looked around the bush where i plugged holes two days ago. Can't figure why. Looked in front to see if there's any car with logo (could be a contractor), saw him picking something from the ground at the other building. Could it be dog poops?

Yes today is Thursday (Thunderday or Thor's day). They came with the 20 ton monster garbage truck to shake the 2 tons dumpsters and all the buildings, in the process, making a thunderous sound, at all the 4 dumpsters around this building, for about half hour

11:55 Pe marte nu sunt hoteluri, nu? Dar nici podele de birouri...

2:25 AM I was laying in bed with my leg elevated because my infection that came back (apparently after using a bad batch of mupirocin), watching a movie when i felt the smell of smoke. Went outside to deal with the ridges. Within ten minutes after plugging the last "breathing ridge" under the bush at the corner of the building, the micronic "true" HEPA filter took care of the smoke inside.

One has to imagine the amount of smoke coming out of those galleries if the filter cannot deal with it in real time.

It will be like that for up to a month and then they will give up. Rats and moles would declare this area a loss and will retreat. Or this is what happened 2 or 3 years ago.

But who knows. Maybe they bred in the meantime rats and moles that are not giving up.

Like the ants in the kitchen. They are about 2 mm long. In the past, after i put on the counters and other places borax mixed with sugar or honey, they would disappear and not come back for a month or so.

Now they are happily foraging that borax and are still around, attacking every crumble or drop that may contain something interesting to them.

Borax is not toxic to humans, it was used in the past as detergent and currently as preservative for caviar.

2:00 PM What do you mean what force field. Alongside that foundation yesterday and the day before mole gas was coming from the ridges (breathing bulges), incapacitating me. A big setback at the wound followed because i was numb and  not taking care of it the right way.

The meters are putting up short microwaves bursts every 2 minutes or so when they transmit to the towers. I put an aluminum foil on the wall inside to match their position, otherwise no blue tooth device would work inside because of interference. It used to be grounded.

The big pipes are for display effects only. Yes they installed smart meters at the previous apartment given by McNeely in Lake Oswego as well.

But the big problem is a router or phones upstairs, I put those pieces of aluminum foil on the ceiling, first one was enough, then the signal moved to the right and had to add more, the last being today. Now the signal has stopped, so the pain at my wound.

The vertical stripes on the siding suggest bars of a cage etc..

The Commodore

Ron L Hubbard was the founder of the Church of Scientology. His name is almost an anagram of Buddha Reborn. Was he and the following story real?

During the WWII he was in command of a submarine chaser. Shortly after he took command of the ship that came out of the shipyards of Portland, they were sailing towards California when they picked up a sonar ping, that was recognized by the guy in charge as a submarine near Cape Lookout, an iconic landmark of Oregon coast.

They immediately started to release depth charges, using all of their ammo but apparently the sub evaded them. According to this largely undocumented article in the Oregonian, the story continues.

They called help and 4 other ships and 2 blimps came. One of the men on the blimps reported the position of a sub that was then hit by one of the ships and then they men on the blimp said they saw oil and other debris consistent with the sinking of a sub.

Later, the "admiral Fletcher dismissed the whole story" and some speculated it was motivated politically, by not willing to "upset Oregon and Washington residents".

There are accounts of divers saying they found the ship. Some others, though underfunded, have tried.

Should Hubbard have been built upon this story and added some space lore to it, who knows.

We all know though he assumed the title of Commodore and organized the Church by navy rules, with degrees and hard working schedule, the Church having at core the so called SeaOrg, based on a small fleet of 4 vessels that in the end became a larger one, the Freewinds of the presents which according to location sites is spending a lot of times in the... Caribbean.

I would conclude that the Church of Scientology has by now enough material means (and had even when Hubbard was alive) to find the wreck if they wanted to, however have not heard of any trial.

Thing is Portland and Oregon coast is somehow tied to the story of the Church, because it is the place Hubbard became the Commodore (in his own navy).

I said repeatedly that i came to Oregon because here was living the friend of my ex class mate in HS, the guy who looked like Travolta who gave me his address (That guy, by the looks, could have been Miscavige himself which i also saw last time last night at Chinook Winds, dressed as a janitor).

There was another guy i worked with at IMU who was also living in Oregon and in the end i lived with him until i got my first job. At Sheridan Fruit Co, accros the street from the Portland branch of the Satanic Church of Anton LaVey.

So i might have figured why i had to leave everything in Romania (an apartment, small business and Angela's good job) and come here and become their slaves and mascot, not being able to get a real job etc., ending both mutilated and me in psychiatric hospitals etc..

But have you all my friends have figured what is happening in this country? How some "private" people can take charge of whole states, cities, hospitals, stores, casinos, etc..?

I drive around and all i see is meaningful license plate numbers, brands and slogans on different vehicles. I go outside and people start coming "over me" from all direction, executing scenes and framings. All seeming coordinated by AI.

Have people of the US lost control of their country in favor of this entity that may be also controlled from outside, that seem much, much bigger than declared. 50k members could not possibly raise that amount of money (on top of everything they already have).

But on the other hand. Look at what Trump is doing at the White House.

Did not know that Clear in Scientology is the same as Enlightenment (Nirvana) in Buddhism.

Lots of lights at the Scientology Headquarters in Clearwater, Florida.

There is a light pattern on the middle of the building on the right similar to the patterns seen at Chinook Winds (they were preserved after remodeling, figuring stacked little boats. with different colors though).

On a google search it came back the names of the initial tree ships forming the fleet of the Commodore. There is also one of the symbols of the Church, called Dianetics triangle that may remind of those stacked symbols on the Chinook Winds Casino wall.

Have to clear something. Besides living with Travolta in HS for 3 months in an empty apartment in Iași in the fall of 77 when he was doing karate, from where he took the moves for the movie, etc.. in the winter of 83-84 (i guess) i lived for about one year or less with four other of guys in a room in T17 dorm in Iași.

Two of them, Charlie and Neculai, where some of the worst behaving students that campus have ever seen. Repeating years many times, being drunk most of the time. Charlie indeed looked like Charles Bronson, including age. There was a guy whom i later identified as the singer of Goombay Dance Band. And then there was Mișu Găină (pronounced Michou, like French Michelle), whose last name Găină meaning chicken in Romanian.

Găină could indeed stand for Vajk.

He was a very shy, always wearing an embarrassed, nervous smile with crooked or missing teeth.

The living conditions in dorms during those years were terrible. It was so cold we were sleeping fully clothed, including winter coats and caps. We were all smoking in the room, there was so much smoke at times one could not clearly see from door to window. They were always guys day and night playing poker at the table in the middle.

At times we were improvising a heater using a resistor that was red hot under the window. We even tried with two electrodes in a big water barrel (the kind  used in Romania for transporting milk). We were drinking and/or gambling all little money we had and then were stealing or begging for food at the huge "cantina" ("biggest student cantina in all Eastern Europe") were all students were eating based on tiny tabs of paper tore from a printed pass (cartela).

But most of the time we did not have one. I remember one night we went there and stole a big flat pot with beans and ate until we could not etc..

I think he resented that and the fact i was not paying any attention to him while he was already a celebrity (almost) and at least an opera singer in Hungary for a number of years.

For that reason when we met here again @year 2000 (and of course did not recognize him in any way) when he again was acting as a poor guy, David Diggins, my mechanic, he then treated me terribly like offending me all the time and all he was allowed by his role, but i think he was improvising a lot, going off script a lot though in time his attitude changed, but he went mad after i put his match and met with me at the Blue Lake Casino where he threatened me and i think was ready to do something.

And i think it was because of these posts. McVeigh, Vajk.

I think the fame got to him and he became very impulsive and uncontrolled, disobeying most basic requirements of his religion.

But the Commodore. After my first boss at IMU, Mr.Cărămidaru fled to Canada, my new boss looked exactly like Hubbard himself. Yes the year of 1986. He was in charge with an obscure office, "Fabrication preparing" and i was his subordinate while trying to implement a CAD system (Computer Aided Design) under the guidance of a guy from the Corporate (Centrala) in Bucharest.

He generally was nice to me, never insulting, like our common boss, who i am not sure who he was (could have been Don Henley) who was cursing all the time. He basically let me do whatever i wanted, being in an office next to his (where he was together with Ann Wilson from Heart, the Party (yes communist) secretary for the whole Design Department) until we got our own space and saw less and less of  him.

He was constantly giving me bonuses, but i had to go and spend the money with him, others, at beer gardens across the city of Bacău. I think we together drank barrels of beers during all those years.

And  yes, one of my collages and collaborators (we wrote a Fortran app together and from what i remember she understood what we were doing) who later was ditched by Ghivnici (pronounced give nitch or not in Romanian, aka Hubbard, would have meant the end of overpaying mafia at IMU) was Olivia Newton John aka Liliana, and though she kept telling me while smiling that her middle name was Xena (Zâna in Romanian and i had no clue what she meant) she was very concerned about respecting Angela bla bla etc..

Yes i once went with both to a party hosted by Mitică from next office, but he (Ron) took me out of there cause "he was afraid to go home alone at night in that neighborhood" and after, i could not find that address (an apartment in a condo among other 100 condos looking identical) by myself. But i had the chance to dance with her once while we were all getting drunk and she was wearing a tight little red velvet dress (and to my surprise, she new how to dance, was light to handle, like flying).

And the picture she took of me while we were on a boat on a lake in Bucharest, with her hand's shadow was covering my heart (a divorce picture, she joked). However, she was flirting with another guy she found in the hotel in Northern Bucharest during that Fortran course we went together at. Together they created a scene to match the song at an outdoor table though they had their hands on the table all the time.

And i think the third person next to her in the boat (i was paddling) was another of our colleagues, Julia Roberts (with long curly black hair and a tan).

Here is a picture i just found (the next day after i wrote the above). Alexis Hubbard is one three daughters of Hubbard who also had a daughter who also had a daughter, the little girl who is the grand grand niece of Ron Hubbard. 

The Reddit thread is 7 years old, but the picture could be more than 10 years old at the time of uploading, depending on the quality of the camera that was used. She could be in her mid twenties today and i think i know her face. Clue: A Halloween girl.

But why is she looking so much like Hubbard himself? Could it be the much awaited reincarnation of Hubbard, which might have fallen under the bad influence of Xenu though. Or maybe she is trying to seduce Xenu (and a whole lot of other people in the process as side effect), attract all of them on the good side, who knows.

Another hypothesis is terrifying me tonight. Could she/he had been the kid born at the Vancouver Southwest Medical Center next to my curtain enclosure that night in February 1996 when i went to the ER after not sleeping, eating or drinking any fluid for about a week?

I know what happened. Xenu cloned Hubbard and tried or did incarnate into his body, trying to divert Scientology and the whole world population. But something happened, the new Hubbard had a sex change operation before 21 and now is stuck with diverting people online... What?

12:15 Angela went to bed, they came to torment her in the bedroom.

I planned to do it today (i mean, yesterday) but it was too hot, i saw briefly over 100 on the weather station (porch sensor).

There are now 4 holes near the west side of the foundation, and i was lethargic all day because of that enzyme the moles put in the galleries to incapacitate worms which gets into the building.

However someone about half hour ago decided to again fumigate the galleries. So i had to stop the AC, temperature is climbing again, it smells like that terrible smell (there is a filter here but not enough).

7:55 I think google finance went nuts this morning, showing indexes very different from other sites (yahoo finance, MarketWatch, etc.).

3:25 PM Daily diversions. The lights at the building are on in this afternoon. The sharks don't bite in California, etc..

9:55 I slept throughout the evening. Smoke filled the room. I opened the door to look at the "shallow ridges" i flattened and plugged with cement last night, a team of kids, looking and yelling, very decided, stepped in from around the corner.

There is a brand new hole like i haven't seen before, looking like a rat hole, one meter away from the deck. I know these holes are very deep, don't know what i'm gonna put in there.

11:55 I forgot to tell. When i went to take the garbage and grab the mail, some of the big lamps on building were flickering.

12:12 AM Anybody can  please tell me if they saw this ship today in the International Port of Coos Bay or anchored beyond horizon next to Lincoln City.

I don't really know how this works or if it can be tricked, the position reported right now is...

The reason i'm asking is i think i saw tonight a bunch of high level Scientologists, including David Miscavige, all angry and stuff, at Chinook Winds Casino (What a coincidence, Freewinds, Chinook Winds). Though it was the hottest day of the year and Sunday, i saw very few cars coming from the beach when we went there late afternoon.

I remember back in the summer of 2012 (have to look for records) i was in Astoria and saw a similar ship in the port, but i could not see its name because of a big mound of logs next to it (You have to imagine how big the mound of logs was). Then i walked on the walk board all the way to its end, sat with Angela on the sand or grass whatever and we ate. At the end i tried to eat an apple and choke with a piece of it. It was my first episode of dysphagia.

I believe it did not pass when i started to walk back towards the city, thinking on calling an ambulance or something, but this time i walked on the beach and i saw hundreds of people, if not thousands, sunbathing and stuff and had this weird feeling they were all staring at me  and figured they were from the "cruise ship" i saw earlier. Then i saw two cops on the first street at the end of that beach and i cannot remember, but that piece of apple finally passed.

According to their beliefs, Xenu was brought on Earth and imprisoned within a force field.

Between 2010 - 2015 i lived close to the top of Mount Sylvania, one of the two extinct volcanoes within a city limits in the US. Tualatin is neighboring Lake Oswego which contains the top of Mt.Sylvania.

The real estate agent from McNeely who rented us the apartment looked like... My next door neighbor was Kelly Clarkson. At the first level, or two levels below lived Jinichi Kawakami. Most of the time Kelly was doubled by one of his assistants. Many others came and left etc..

BTW this type of knowledge is not supposed to be available for the unprepared. 

7:25 PM I have always been intrigued by the anniversary dates (with fireworks and stuff) of the Chinook Winds casino which is two days after my birthday. Its construction started around the time i came to the US, in August 1995. But the first time I went in there was @the date i took this picture.

12:12 AM Every time i drive away from home the air seems so clean and i get an appetite. BTW, went in the car to grab something, i saw it was smelling so nice after the long drive while inside i chocke with mainly mold, weird smoke, the fiberboard part of the floor is bulged again etc. and in the morning i wake up dizzy with dog poops at the back door.

And then this guy came at the trunk of the car in the next row, bent at 90 degrees, showing me his butt. After about 15 seconds,  not knowing what to do, i started the car thinking to move but he straightened up. Then i stopped the engine, he bent back again. Then i started the car, shifted in rear and started to back up and then he straightened  up and went in the car and i came back again.

Minutes after, a woman and a guy, about my age, blond (maybe) came at the car next to mine and when i looked at them, he spat.

So i was sitting in the car, eating, listening to my over 6000 songs stick, which BTW pops on the display work art from various albums when i saw the devilish face of singer Palmer while him singing repeating "addicted to love" like Just in Beaver saying how many times should i say that i'm sorry. Think Twice. Palmer. Addicted.

Which reminded me of another cover i saw eariler on the same display. Is that a MAGA hat? 

Then further on, Madonna's face popped. Like a virgin having an O...

Then further on, Sade, of whom i used to be a big fan until one Christmas or New Year night she decided to act as a bartender at Lucky Eagle and setting me up...

And then i decided to try and make a blog post or entry out of it when i got home and giggled googled. My point was probably mute cause it has all been done before (don't know if i should say warning, some viewers might find... etc.. When i said i love you weird, i meant it.

Hear the pronunciation of r... Underrrstand...

9:30 AM How is this going to influence my mood today? Like yesterday and the days before, i find one in front of my porch. There are probably more in the whole lawn.

After i took the picture, i bagged it and went in front to put it in a place where i can grab it later and take it to the dumpster. Right in that moment an older woman in a white van was maneuvering in my parking spot, meeting with me, anticipating my move. Yes i left the back door open and out of my sight for about 20 seconds.