737 AM Using voice to text For the first time could be a burden as big as typing is for other people. But it looks like I have no choice because yesterday I was typing many hours while sitting and that cut my blood supply to the legs and the leg with the wound became painful so I started to use again augmentin and the pain subsided in the morning. But then I said I had to do something and put the PC next to the bed and now I'm trying to use voice recognition instead of typing.

Yeah it is very awkward and it looks like the software cannot recognize the less common words. Or maybe it's just getting used to my speech or voice or something. I hope Windows does some learning from the from the corrections I make And will do better in time But but as it is right now is not very helpful. Have to use the mouse all the time to delete and correct.

752 While I move the computer next to the bed I did some organizing as well Actually didn't have enough room to install the stand next to the bed and while I was doing that I was thinking why I don't have a laptop. I don't know why I had a very bad experience with the last one because how the Wi-fi radiation And now I'm I'm reluctant to even touch one. I know I can use it on ethernet and cut the WI but it's so risky cause I caught the computer Switched back on WiFi after I manually cut it off.

Yes I should reconsider locking on Amazon for a for a cheap notepad. Yeah everything I wrote this morning here since 7:37 was with switch to text and I don't know maybe if it if it learns more it could be useful. One thing that doesn't work is if I make a mistake and repeat it will just simply write the text again And I know if I dictated to human it will now not write again the corrected words words.

another thing that doesn't work is if I insert a if I go back and insert a word in a phrase it Leaves it with capital leather not knowing that is a phrase or a sentence. Or in this phrase it didn't put a capital letter in the beginning.

I was in the kitchen area fixing some breakfast and as most of the times I took glances outside through the window only to see yet another car stopped in front of entrance of Building D where they daycare Is yeah it happens most of the times 

And it always makes me wondering if there is some sort of synchronization based on predicting my moves cause it cannot be I like cars being there all the time but they are all the time when I go there.

One of the things that bothers me about this is while I stand there and move around and handle kitchen tools and obviously I think of food especially when I'm hungry And then I Involuntarily glimpse through the Window I think of kids daycare and stuff.

But in the end it feels a bit easier to dictate than type also because I typed so much yesterday and my typing app in the brain I mean the neuro circuits related to Got a bit tired even though it's something I do every day.

2:34 That didn't work. We are not there yet. Not with the current AI technology provided "for free" by Microsoft. After a while i found myself from making correction to writing further (on the other blog). In the meantime i awoke more and was easier.

But i was getting more and more nauseated as the market started go up. I wanted really bad to go outside to breath some air. But i was hungry in the same time. Yes hungry and nauseated. So i choose to make myself a noodle soup with added beef broth and finally left. There was no mystery lady outside. Also because i have a new hypothesis about her identity.

They were other people. The owners of the black SUV with Kingz dealership number were in a spot across the alley, packing things. Leaving maybe? Haven't seen them before either. I went in the back and there were 4 large poops. The moles dug new holes near the balcony exactly where i poured concrete missed with soil and water. They could be supere moles. That explain the "closed" musty smell inside.

None in the dumpster. Left for a full length walk. The antibiotic i put on my skin yesterday had done its job. Lately i mix one crushed Augmentin pill with about 3 grams of triple ointment and put it on my calf and wrap everything with kitchen plastic foil. It lasts for about 24 hours.

Last night after sitting for about 5-6 hours (overconfidence) the pain was so bad i thought i will never escape this. But here i am, pain free after a 3 miles walk. But the foil fell from my calf. I will take a shower and then put a new one, just in case. The wound is closed now, looks like a scar that keeps shrinking in size that is very sensitive to cold and sitting.

And here come the important stuff.

I have to confess. I saw Travolta's house with the planes in the yard at Aerial America. After i wrote a bit yesterday being mostly sarcastic i started to wonder. Were did he get that kinda money. Was it only from the two movies i know of, Grease and Saturday Night? I googled and what did i find. Face Off. I think i heard of it a little but never knew what it was about. Honestely because i did not like the title.

But now after i have a blog with over 1000 matches with celebrities and Hungarian actors, i started asking myself.

But most importantly the year of the movie. 1997 was two years after i came here. And yes i do look like Nicholas Cage.

In this movie Travolta opens the fantasies' Pandora box cause over the years i realized many people think i am actually Nicu, the son of Nicolae Ceaușescu who died in Vienna in 1996 and also a reincarnation of Xenu, the galactic dictator.

Even more than that. In september 2002 or 2003 i had a gastroscopy for never ending stomach pains and the doctor, Parent, grabbed 16 biopsies from my esophagus, creating scars. In 2004 i went to Romania and had done another gastroscopy in front of a group of students at a hospital in Cluj who probably saw the scars, suggesting i had esophagus varices, like supposedly Nicu Ceaușescu had because of cirrhosis of the liver.

3:13 I took the electric pan on the balcony to cook some chicken, of the versions of the guy with moustache and lab cam and sat on the TV box and started watching me.

3:50 Angela gave me to add in there one by one chopped onion, peppers and tomatoes and he left one minute before i was done, wearing a disgusted expression on his face. Now Angela wants to go at Spirit Mountain, where there is a "droaie" (she meant drawing) and many of this guy's compatriots are waiting for me.

And one hundred unhinged drivers on the road.

12:12 AM John Travolta are parcare în (fundul) curții pentru avioanele sale, Președintele României, sărac, cinstit, spartan și auster prin tradiție, mult înaintea lui Bolojan, nu are avion, nu are nici măcar Guvern. Îl are pe Pahonțu.

Avionul mare al lui Travolta din poză este (a fost) un Boeing 707.

Bine că nu a fost un DC-8. DC-10 exact acela cu care am venit eu în America (August 1995), care a înlocuit Airbus-ul care opera pe acea rută, căzut la Balotești cu doar câteva luni înainte (martie 1995).

DC-8 nu prea mai zburau la vremea aia, dacă ar fi fost de închiriat unul oamenii (rozacrucienii) l-ar fi adus.

9:36 Rata postărilor din media antisocială din România despre merdenele se menține constantă, la fel ca și numărul de rahați de câine pe care îi strâng din jurul clădirii, estimat la 10-20 pe zi. Să fie vreo legătură ocultă?

9:40 Last night right after 10 i was coming from east at this intersection and had a green light ahead and was tired after being harrassed by 100 vehicles with blinding light for the last hour and a half, all the clowns at Indian Head, and my mind was up in the cloud. Had been like that the last few days.

I was followed very close from behind by a huge truck which was making me uncomfortable so i pulled on the right lane in this intersection (or next) that was making a right turn and let him pass me. Just as he reached the intersection he braked hard because some guy coming from west made a left turn cutting in front of him, not yielding.

Wondering what would have happened if i proceeded, that guy making a left turn would have hit me? He seemed programmed to do just so.

It was either that or if i hit the brakes hard the truck behind me would have hit me from behind? I am positive there are security cameras in the parking lot at Safeway there, other businesses.

11:33 Went to check for poops, found a few, hidden, knotted one bag in the dumpster. The mystery lady was present at her car and a woman with a baby entered the building next to where i was searching. The black SUV was again here all night, still is.

I have done 42.3 mpg last night from Indian Head back here. I think would have done more but there was strong winds in the first part of the trip which dragged me down. I think is safe to say lubricating the plates guides helped.

During my way there, i raced with some huge trucks on Mt.Hood slopes and had a terrible mileage (37). Total for the whole trip was 39.

I think there is still a leak at the oil filter. A while ago i ordered a Purolator filter that Amazon said it was a fit, but the gasket had a bigger diameter by now i think it would have worked because the mating surface that was damaged in the middle area is big enough and a bigger gasket could encompass that. Need to try, is my only hope.

Nevermind. Now that i look i see it was probably one of those that damaged that surface, because it has some metal parts protruding higher than the gasket. I think.

Yeah i remember that day when i put the filter on by hand but then could not tighten it with my 75 mm, it needed an 80 mm. I think one of those edges touched the aluminum mating surface above, but it was already damaged, years before that.

But now i think i could use an o ring on an oem filter like the one on the left, maybe is still on the mating surface and that would encompass the damaged area. 

5:55 Travolta was present in my life not only in HS. His son, after officially "died" was present for years at WinCo in Tigard as some sort of swing shift manager when he kept doing all kinda tricks for security cameras (that are short lived, just in case something happen to me).

Unfortunately back then i wasn't very good at documenting things. Also because that apartment on Mt.Sylvania, this one were flooded with drugs.

But it was him, acting as my ex HS colleague Timotei Mitrofan then living in Bucharest who brought me here (i needed a destination address for my Green Card application and he gave me one of his friend, Mircea Tudorache who looked like Miscavige (i met with him once), he took me to a Burger King.

I was living in Dallas (Oregon, another weird coincidence) with my ex-colleague and friend Julian Mart from Bacău and was waiting for the actual green card to be mailed to me at Tudorache, or was i put the address on the application. And i was very anxious because i made a mistake, i wrote Greshan instead of Gresham, though i had the right zip code. Today i know it would not have been a problem.

So i was calling Tudorache from time to time and at some point i lost contact with him and he told me later that he lost a phone bill and got the phone disconnected. Don't remember exactly if that was the reason, but after i got a car (and was living in Portland with Mladin) i actually drove to that address only to see his mother or mother in law was running there a daycare.

The Real Estate firm who leased me that apartment was owned by Hubbard himself. McNeely, from kneal. The real estate agent, Mark, was actually Olivia Newton John's Portland ex husband.

BTW just saw on TV the launching of a new space telescope, replacing Hubble and had a small revelation. Was Hubble space telescope named to remind subliminally of Hubbard? (or Hubbard's name was chosen to remind of Hubble). Ron from Rosicrucianism, the precursor of Scientology?

6:26 Ok maybe it's time i gathered all the information i dug so far in my memory and on the internet about Scientology and write a new post with everything in it. But it could take days. And  how should i do it? Chronologically as sequence of events in my life?

11:00 Can't remember exactly when i smoked the last cigarette, it was early afternoon. One white Cadillac or Chrysler came quietly and slowed at the bump then accelerated suddenly and made a huge unexpected noise, leaving cold exhaust behind (unfiltered by the cold catalyst).

After hours of writing, just went and smoke another one (i usually smoke half ot it, 2-3 a day), it was quiet, nobody outside, then the mysterly lady came out with a guy and left, which coincidence got me mad and raised my blood pressure and then i heard a few other noises, trying to escalate that.

1:36 PM This morning when i went to check for poops i saw this SUV in the spot for F6 (above) though no one is here. I was intrigued by the plate so i took a picture just in case.

Then i went to do a job i wish i didn't have to. Lube the guides for the brake pads. Lately (when the weather cooled) i started to experience fluctuations in mileage, up to 10% in range. So i thought ok, could be not only the anti-drag springs but the fact that the grease on the guides is long time gone and when the weather cooled whatever traces were in there froze and the pads started to stick.

Usually mechanics do that when the brakes squeal for no other reason, i believe it is the only grease point that remains for modern cars (yes the source of inspiration for the movie Grease (or monkey grease whatever)). But it needs a special, heat resistant kinda grease and i had a few drops and squeezed them into a small syringe for lack of a better tool.

Yes it is a very... ungraceful job, i had to remove the rear wheels and in front move the wheels left right and look with a mirror and a flash light. It took me like two hours just for that and it is only on a suspicion (and yes i heard a squeal one morning when again weather was cold).

I will tell tomorrow. BTW the plates have like 5 mm left in front and 3 in rear, all uniform. After 110 k since i have the car. Ceramic ceramic, but most miles have been done on freeways.

And when i was almost done, another freak rain came like someone knew i started to have pain at the leg again. I looked at the radar, the were only two patches in the whole NW of Oregon, one in Tualatin and one in Tigard.

Pain started last night at Spirit Mountain when i played poker for more than one hour using 20 bucks next to a woman with a big bag and i think she had a working phone in there (maybe doing updates, who knows).

And while i was watching the rain in disbelief i saw a brown princess, short, very young, climbing in the back of that SUV and a brown driver starting and then they left.

1:11 PM No i'm not a Back Street Boy. What is that gesture?

1:15 AM Was stinking really bad. Went for the poops before going to bed. The mystery woman came home when i was about to get back, lighting my way with her headlights. There was a guy to wait for her too, probably her real life husband, by the looks.

She once told me she was a waitress somewhere around here, the time it takes me to gather those is probably enough for her to get home. I had three or four major bumps with her today and is the same every day, way above a statistically normal rate.

1:42 The TV broke again. Monday when i cleaned i threw away an 18 year old TV which was not smart and had 1080 only and haven't been using it for years, to make room for other stuff. BTW today i saw a weird uHaul van in the lot next to dumpster and then next to garages. I think i made a big mistake throwing that TV.

I had in mind to write something. I think they retired Dolly Parton because of what i said about Rosicrucians' quest for immortality. She herself just a few days ago said she was ok, announced new projects, now they say it was a short battle with cancer.

7:50 Weirdest part when the TV crashes besides flickering it goes to Disney Channel app and stays there. A humorous implying hack? Thinking about the kid alone at the American Market on Tuesday.

10:25 Went outside to check for poops, ran again into her. With no makeup and completely different look, i only recognized her by her walk and dog.

I don't believe sprinklers are working. They are hooked to a circuit in our apartment and that circuit is working (the breaker box is sealed with silicon, the AC is hooked to the same circuit).

11:05 My leg is doing better today so i decided to go for a walk. But as i stepped outside, what do i see. Her SUV again with the back door open. The veteran's wife and daughter (or at least some version of them) were slowly stepping in the direction i wanted to go. So instead of following them all the way in the complex, i came back here to write about.

1:15 PM I thought upstairs they were gone, saw the living empty, heard the maid cleaning, now i just heard someone taking a shower.

1:30 Nevermind, is maintenance fixing things.

9:40 AM I am so sick and tired of having to write here all these but here i go again. Last night we ran from here because of never ending bass. Angela really wanted to sleep but there was no way. Curiously, they left just before us and i am wondering if they took everything including the sound machines.  Could we just have stayed home?

On our way there. In McMinnville a guy with a trailer crossed into my lane on white continuous line (on the 45 mph area, when about to quit town), me having to slow to avoid his trailer. Then he drove ahead under speed limit until i passed him at high speed in a passing area.

At Spirit Mountain i left the car intentionally in an area with no cars, but there was this weird branded truck next to it when i left for American Market.

We did not grab anything to drink from home and at some point i was missing some and went to American Market (still on the Indian reservation i guess) were the owners are Indians from India though who must be worshipers of Kali cause they look always pissed off or ready to pick a fight. I can get at liquor stores like that (section) 750 ml (under 10 bucks) for the price of 30 ml at the bar in the casino.

On the counter for liquor there were peanuts (which i always crave) and i grabbed a box however i had to pay at the other counter for the peanuts.

But at the other counter the man was servicing the soda machine and i had to wait. When i left, a kid, probably @7, blond, entered the store alone (i think it was after 8 PM, dark outside), carrying some sort of huge bag. Then when i left, he crossed the street in front of my car still dragging that bag (i stopped of course) and went under a fence of a garden or something across the street.

Then i drove to the lot at SM and started to eat peanuts. Police just left, Security was patrolling a lot, i sat there for a half hour not being able to get away from the peanuts. Had a couple of drinks, finally left. A guy on a huge truck passed my car, maybe looking inside, so see if the kid was there?).

As i said, they came yesterday at 7 AM and started knocking on that wall and installed a different programmer for sprinklers or how it's called. Last night i slept with my head right next to it and today i feel weird like an elephant stepped on my head or something. My thoughts have a weight and are heavy. But there's also mold smell from the dry and now wet grass and garbage and dog poops.

When we left the food court area at SM there was this midget (saw a female one here too at the building yesterday) who went some place in front of me and for some reason had to bend over, with his butt towards me. I saw others before at the craps table and pulled the visor of my had on my eyes but this one caught me by surprise.

Every time they do this i get shortness of breath, chest discomfort and palpitations that last for hours or until i sleep next time.

Wondering if they can do this to others too and ultimately if they can kill someone who doesn't know by giving them a heart attack. Probably other conditions need to be met though. One of them is sexual arousal within the same time frame.

In the lot while we were eating our fish and chips, there was an SUV left and behind us with high beam on and after about 10 minutes Angela started our flashing lights and then he turned them off.class="separator" style="clear: both;">


12:26 PM

7:03 Back in business. When i discovered the picture above was missing the link to source and tried to fix that, the TV went off. It done that before, was like flickering. I did hard reset it twice but no, it would not work. Then i unplugged it for about 10 minutes when i was searching for all 3 remotes, thinking there is one somewhere with a pressed button but found only two.

Then when i plugged it it started working but i had to sign in into Roku, Amazon, Paramount, scan the local posts bla bla and that took me lots of time and did not fix the above so some people may thing it's my work or China or aliens or something.

THEY are always the little things they are after in situations like this. One little thing here, one little thing there that may change shift the whole damn paradigm.

BTW I am belching like rotten eggs from those peanuts at the Indian Market but did not have the time to look for the date on the box. And if i find it, what.

I once built a microwave detector with a diode and a passive EM meter. No power supply, nothing. The energy from the radio waves (ranging from UHF to 5 or 10 gigs) is enough to move the meter. Not very sensitive, it moves in the vicinity of ovens or phones. (One more reason to think about, if it can move a needle with a frame on springs inside a magnet (like an electric motor, yes), what it can move in your body.

I tried near the sprinkler programmer, nothing. But i found my glasses too and i am about to reconfigure the GQ meter that has a modest spectrum analyzer built in, i forgot to what range. But what if the thing is putting out signal when i do not look.

I could swear it was stinking like poops, went at the dumpster, i moved a few bags (about half of the unknotted ones resides under bags, one of the bags was open and a diaper came out of it. That might stink as well, especially in this heat. Nothing i can do about. During that time the ice cream van was stationed not far.

Today was Wednesday, they came with the landscape. First they mowed the lawn and to my surprise they avoided the dried areas (which makes a lot of sense i could say) so no dust has been raised. But about 15 minutes later the area between building (the lawn) filled with dust from a guy literally blowing the mulch on the other side.

So after i fixed the TV i went and hosed the balcony, the upstairs balcony, the screens, the AC and while i was doing that the mystery woman came down the hill. It was the second time today she was trying to get in contact with me, she almost ambushed me earlier when i was coming from the dumpster, maybe trying to start a loosing conversation with her as she is probably AI assisted with an ear prompter.

BTW during the last days she is patrolling around for hours. She opens the rear door of her red Mazda SUV and let it like that for hours and then she pops everywhere.

11:05 So they started to play these kinda of games with me. The TV broke just before Angela wanted to see the news at 5:30. So i didn't know about Trump's state of emergency until now. But it looks like they anticipated what i wanted to write.

5:55 I made it through August 24. After only 2 days away when i came home and have my sense of smell reset during the trip as usually discover new and rediscover old things, troublesome.

There is fine wall dust in the air. I covered the hole 3 days ago but is still on every surfaces, on the carpet, especially in that area of the room and files on vibrations. I plan to vacuum today but it will be days if not weeks until it subsides. The submicron medical grade HEPA filter cannot catch it and my electrostatic filter broke last time in Reno.

The mold smell. The fiberboard upper side of floor is wet and bulged because of a vapor leak from driers exhausts that run through basement. The whole basement must be wet. The mold smells especially under the coach.

When Angela left i went at the car to grab something and felt the smell of poop. Got to go around the building to pick them.

But in a few days i will again get used to them all.

6:56 Yes i gathered about 10 of them. Some very fresh. The dumpsters also smells terribly because many people put open bags in there.

Was thinking. Maybe this is the time to say it. They were a number of stars from Lioness in the casino. I recognized 3 main actresses. Could have been more, could have been the entire crew, i did not follow that show and was in the casino for only an hour or so. Could have been the ones who were partying left and right of our room. The only cameras on the halway were also left and right of our room.

I think there was also this guy Keon Jeong (Chaw) from Hangover. Mainly in the parking lot when i left.

I really don't know what this means but it could be related to the numerous accident like situations on the road from there.

I think they could release the videos in case something happens to me and i cannot deny it anymore. I that moment they could pull all videos from the past saying i led a lavish life here partying with the stars.

Could this song be related to the poem i once translated?

But i believe they have to keep on doing it cause if i go somewhere once or twice and this is not happening anymore then there is no continuity? Or maybe they keep security footage from cameras in the casino only a limited time which could be weeks.

12:45 PM He started a base upstairs so loud it raises the dust that came from that hole and settled everywhere. He started after i posted most recent on the other blog about US imports/exports.

Which reminds me. Yesterday they had an event at Chinook Winds with base so loud we could not stay to eat in the new parking lot (500 ft away from stage, ears were hurting) or anywhere near the casino (i am afraid to go at Roads End because of poops) so we just left. I think he stopped the base before i could finish this entry.

1:10 It was a trick. The base was still on but it's much louder in kitchen area. Could it be they rehears in there, across the corner so they can't be seen from windows. 

1:25 Angela got a gift yesterday at 3 rivers, she played i don't know, maybe 16 hours in two days, on card, she was 400 dollars plus at the end. All that i needed. Now they can say i play loud base. It cannot be big, their gifts usually range in the 20 dollars area. What? Did not open it, probably never will, just one more box added to the clutter.

But could it be related to the bass i heard (and felt) yesterday in the lot at Chinook Winds?

2:10 Just remembered something i have to write here. At Chinook i went inside (coming from the new parking lot, upper level), passed through the sky bridge with glass walls which was also vibrating with bass, and went to the restroom. I think i saw one more short guy in there. I came at the car and we left.

When i got at Spirit Mountain the mw monitor was beeping and i thought i had my phone again on network but could not find it. We both searched for about 15 minutes. During that time a group of Asians, looking more Korean than Japanese or Chinese passed our car. A couple of them were laughing but they were talking about something else.

One more hour on the road, we were talking about options, i have the old one which i also found after i thought they stole it from me at the dumpster, don't know if it does a sim card and the whole ordeal i had to pass through to activate it which for me is always way more then for "normal people". Thinking about the hundreds or thousands of pictures i got in there and never had time to process them.

When we got home Angela found the phone on the car's floor near the passenger door, where the Asians passed by.

3:22 The base has moved in the bedroom. Outside there is a compressor for power washing. Decibels coming from all directions.

Yeah it sounds like a rehearsal. A few seconds from a song and then they go to the next. In the bedroom.

4:36 Today i vacuumed so i just took a shower. But before that. Had no shirt on. I was searching for the mic so i can make a call to the office from the PC. I was at the kitchen window at the other computer when a guy from upstairs (music kept going) passed by the window. I looked and saw a rigid face of a Native American looking guy. Nothing was moving on his face as he passed under the window.

Then i put the mic at this computer and was ready to make the call when the base stopped.

There are 95 degrees on weather sites, 100 at the sensor outside and upstairs under the roof there must me more than that. However they never made an effort to install a cheap 150 dollars AC as is ours.

Then i started to wonder if that guy was human or a robot. From what we saw on youtube so far, they don't have human looking robots yet. How about secret developments in foreign countries?

It was quiet but they just started to creak and stomp the floor as Angela fell asleep. Were they watching my screen before i hit the post button? 

9:03 I think he's moving. I went to smoke and saw him carrying more stuff to the SUV and walls upstairs are getting barren. I heard  him vacuum Thursday evening, so the smoke that night was the last drop. Conditioning me for the ride in weekend.

It is over one year since they're here, about the average stay.

Not necessarily a reason for joy, who knows who's gonna come next... And they will be a few more days of abuse until they are left... Then the cleaning, fixing etc.. Moving in...

9:00 AM Deja vu. It happened again last night around midnight in the room next to ours. Also yesterday when i left the room around 5 PM i saw a woman coming out of hotel main entrance with a drone in her hand, suggesting someone forgot it in a room and she took it to lost and found.

9:20 Young people including a woman with a very thin voice goodbying on the hallway like they have been to a party together last night.

9:30 George Simion.

9:25 PM Got back home @6 PM. First thing i noticed was this smell that i probably got used to and did not recognize it when i left. First i thought it was mold but then i realized it resembles the smell in Lake Oswego and it could be meth. Or crack. Or both.

I saw earlier the guy from upstairs taking a chair into his SUV and he did lots of laundry (the floor is bulged, he was drying when we came) and thought he was moving but no, he is right now in the bedroom, pacing around while we are watching a movie (yes Hangover 3) and probably smoking that stuff which slowly but surely gets in here.

10:48 AM The door chain at the hotel room was not working. I could open and close the door and the door chain came back into a semi-open position. But then it started to remain open and after i tried a few more times it started to work. So there is nothing to show them.

I always tape the door chains and sometimes the toor itself but last night my brain wasn't working so well. Maybe because of the smoke yesterday morning at the apartment, or the fact that my cell phone was on network again putting out microwaves all the way here though i left it on airplane mode. Yes i honestly believe cell phones to that to people.

When Angela came in the room (after she won a jackpot) after 5 AM the tape was on and i remember i put it back on again a few minutes later. At 10 when my phone alarm for insulin rang, the tape was not on and the door was basically open.

No there is nothing missing except my sanity. Should i do the insulin injection anymore?

Angela worked one extra hour (from 5 AM) all week so we could left early on Friday. However, she came with a flat tire that was done by 1:30 PM. I was stoned by smoke all morning and i tried to check the left rear brake and could not put it back together for hours. It was 5:30 on the car's clock when we were finally on the road.

Then we got into the commuter traffic and wasted at least more half hour.

They were poops outside when i worked at the car which i ignored. After Woodburn a severe diarrhea episode hit me. Exactly like last time but a bit later maybe. I barely made it to an exit, i remember i saw a Pilot gas station but went at Carl's junior.

A woman resembling her dressed modestly with no makeup got there right in front of me and checked the woman's door but the door had a lock with a keyboard and we both went at the counter. She got a number, i got a number, but again she was faster than me and went at the... men's door and tried the combination. I told her and she turned, smiled at me and went to ladys while i opened my door, right in time.

Trying to get back on the freeway a Safeway truck was covering my merging space while i already gained speed on the fast finishing ramp and the driver pulled on second lane trying to let me (a new one, never seen before) so i got on . Then he suddenly switched back as i was trying to get behind him on second lane while another vehicle was in my blind spot while Angela kept yelling.

Yesterday when we were pulling suitcases on the halway to got into the room, there was an older couple coming in the opposite direction and he said something to us like "you guys can't stay out of Oregon 38" (maybe) and since neight me or Angela did not understand what he said we did not answer.

But was it near exit 238 when this happen? A semi platform full of bales of straw got on I5 and started letting straws behind. I figured maybe trying to cover what i said about irritating dust at the apartment.They alway invariably double most significant event i report here. Time stamp is 6:41 and this was not the peak of the "snowing".

That XTRA guy switched lanes and i too trying to take a picture of that platform while Angela kept yelling and then i pulled on the shoulder and Angela kept yelling saying i would get something in my tires. But waited there one minute or so and he went ahead but there was straw on the road for half more hour or maybe more.

Yes when she comes from work on fridays Angela is always on the edge. Until she gets inside a casino and plays for 8 continuous hours until she can fall asleep. And then she is calmer next day.

4:25 Angela wanted to see the boardwalk. I after looking at the map said was not worth it. It is a 500 ft boardwalk. She won and we went there after i looked on the map. But at first intersection we started arguing again, me with the map in my head. I took a left which was right but missed the name of the street and crossed the bridge. On the bridge there was a young man in an A shirt.

We turned around and Angela got a visual so we took a right on 1st. I saw black T-shirts with iron crosses, catholic crosses and many people with kids crossing before i could reach the lot. Next to the boardwak and older guy was peeing his dog. Angela got first out of the car and was pushed out of he way by some vehicles driven by Asians (a big stump here from the maid next door).

Finally got on the boardwalk only to see an orange/brown orangutan working with a power tool sanding the new wooden rails on his boat while the wind was blowing from his direction (double to double). Got back in the car, saw a stop sign at the first intersection but was so mad i did not see the Bronco which i think stopped there after us. However he let me first.

When i got back in the room (wanted mostly to search for my lighter) i thought i should film this. The door is moving slowly but at the last inch it suddenly accelerated to a slam. For some reason, i pushed the door (normally would not have tried since the door supposedly shots automatically) but i did and guess what. The door was not closed. Not the first time is happening to me in these hotels, i think last time was in Reno where i had to try and then pull so i just tried to do that but could not close the latch.

But this time i did it again and filmed it.

However i went inside and could shut it by pushing real hard. I did not like the quality of the video (yes i am a perfectionist as my father was) and went back again to film one more time and guess what. The door did shut itself, easily. Good thing i had the card in my wallet and the wallet in the pocket.

4:50 The invisible highly electrified dust from that power tool got to me. My t-shirt (and jacket) is now completely wet. Lately it happened to me a lot at home.

7:42 I think i have an idea what could had happened last night. I saw a top star from a porn site (not AlexaCrush) inside the casino. She smiled at me, i was staring trying to remember where i know her from and why she was looking at me and when she realized i had no idea she took off in a hurry. Could have been more.

12:11 AM I am in the bedroom watching a movie. Angela fell asleep and upstairs they started. She was complaining about that for a long time. Right after midnight or after she falls asleep.

Thoughts of the day still echoing in my mind. Short bursts of emotions from movie. Every time my emotions pass a certain level (very low i take it) someone makes a creaking noise upstairs. It is not in the bed, but next to it. Like standing waiting frozen in time and then moving. Could be a robot, i don't know.

Very unsettling unnerving thought changing bullying influencing.

12:33 What they just done cannot described here but i think it's part of a magic ritual. Then they creaked the floor some time with no apparent purpose. Not going to the restroom, washing shower or flushing. Just creaking the floor above by walking very slowly for minutes (talking about inches) without an apparent purpose.

12:06 Got a flat. Right rear, This is exactly how it started 5 years ago. Went to Les Schwab, they said the tire is pretty worned out. Hoewever they gave me one hour. It wasn't like this, worned uneven, the car has a negative camber and there is no adjustments o rear. I said i need it today, i will buy new tires. Back in 2021 the tires that were ordered on Amazon came at the door the day after the accident.

Back in 2021 Les Schwab said the tire was damaged beyond repair (from a previous installation done in the same shop), i drove to Ilani (40 miles) on a spare, was doing the speed limit (60) when the guy hit me from behind pretending my lights went out due to a mod i made at the battery.

Today i tried in three more places before i went to Les Schwab, one gave me two hours, two said they don't have the tools.

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10:55 Man am i tired or what. How many squats around the car today. I took four wheels apart and put back together, ran at Les Schwab (and three other places), all those 20 lug nuts unscrewed, screwed and torqued back. All after months with almost no physical activity. But still have to write at least a few words about what happened today.

But first about the screenshots above and the video. I was here inside the hotel at 3 rivers and hooked the TV as a monitor to my PC and watched some youtube while doing the salad (with ingredients fresh from the garden) and then eating. One video led to another and then i saw the video above. I had this idea and did a google search (screenshot above).

Anybody remembers first years of the internet with dial-up and stuff, with most sites written directly in html by enthousiast guys god bless their souls and pictures here and there. And of course conspiracy theories abounded, written again with html in wide pagesm, hard to read. It was way before big media corporation took over with humongous, sophisticated sites done probably with AI having more or less what they have on TV.

Most of the conspiracy theories back then were about freemasons, some about George Soros, what else. "Secret" protocols of Sion and how the Jews ruled the world.

Could have been but do not remember. About rosicrucianism.

But who would have thought that Axl Rose was spitting in our face their ideas and propaganda.

Today. I did not realize how stoned i was this morning until i took apart the right rear brake (after i came back with the wheel from Les Schwab). Did not even bother to gather the numerous poops near where my truck was parked. So i came with the tire in my hand and took two of the 14 mm screws and voila. My caliper was hanging in the air by those hydraulic end electrical lines. In the end i managed to pull the plates from there and two springs flew away. Good thing i found them.

After i spent about one hour trying to put those together, which would have violated a few laws of the known Universe i figured i have to unscrew two more screws (go down to the next level) where everything was possible.

Yes i felt the smoke inside in the morning but was just an annoyance. Was thinking, who would have... Must have been some garbage items on the redwood mulch that made some mold, etc..

Now that i think, it was smoke, coming most likely from upstairs. After what i wrote last night about sex magic, they decided to ridicule me so they sent me to Les Schwab in a state of "stoned" with few words coming out of me. Anybody reminds me to go Monday at the office to tell them they smoke things upstairs?

11:33 2008. Deja vu.

12:30 PM I had big problems with my eyes last few days because of dust coming from wall. The trigger is the black BMW but yesterday they brought a huge mower in the back. Vibrating that wall makes the dust come inside which includes fine paper from drywall cardboard soaked with mineral sulfur (got a sweet smell) and of course insulation dust which is stingy and flies away. Vibration electrifies both and make them float in the air for hours if not days.

Also problems with congested nose, i get some relief with decongestant. Problems with my leg too because of staying in the cold flow of "AC" yesterday.

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Today is 5 years since my accident on August 20/21 (midnight) in 2021, 2 days before August 23. I know they are gathering points on me to have after just in case i have another one. Tomorrow we are leaving again for Florence were we got 2 free nights.

8:50 The smell of poop was too apparent so i went outside on the last rays of light and gathered a few and disposed of them in the SW dumpster. There is a party going on across the alley, with tables, chairs and a huge garland made of red, black and a few gold balloons and music with loud base. Nevermind the poops and the smell of freshly emptied dumpster.

10:00 That base somehow compensated for covering of that hole. Trouble with irritant dust is it tricks thermal sensors at skin level and make your metabolism slower. Confirmation through more elevated levels of BG.

7:07 PM Mystery woman? Yes she did gain lots of weight after i put her picture online on May 19, 2025 thinking she was Mirabela Grădinaru, the partner of Romanian President Nicușor Dan.

Earlier today. I think it was @11:30 AM. I had to go somewhere. I went to pick my truck but forgot something (like always) and came at the apartment. When i shifted in rear and started to backup, she maneuvered forward, towards me, to "better settle" in her spot. She was with someone so she had a witness.

But i saw her maneuver and hit the brakes.

Later. After they blew and mowed, they raised a big cloud of dust of which much was settled on the walls, balconies, etc.. I went to hose first the screens and the AC in the rear, and then in front. Forgot something, went back in the rear, a couple of times, she was just coming. Some guy with glasses and a German Shepard passed by the door and went to pee a few ft away from me.

As i said before. They do it best when i forget something and turn around. Because i cannot say they were synching with me. But if they stay around the corner and wait for me to forget something, it gains lots of authenticity. Besides, most times i wanted to leave with the truck, i came at the apartment first. Or when i hosed the AC i sometimes forget to empty it. Today i did it a couple of times.

I hosed the front and wanted to do a bit the grass near the door which is dry because the sprinklers were stopped for much of the summer. But i saw the guy at D5 with a kid installing a hose from a faucet at the next building and went back inside.

I wanted badly to smoke a cigarette, for hours. I opened the door and went to smoke, the hose was there, but there was a Tualatin Police car in the alley. So i did not want the smoke to go to them and i went back inside. But i thought i heard her saying "it's him!" or something like this, pointing though in a different direction. Good enough for the body cam for those not familiar with the complex?

I waited more for my cigarette. I said the other day i wanted to move the couch in a different place where the floor does not bulge from the vapor from basement (leaking driers exhausts). However they did laundry in that day and yesterday the whole floor was bulged. So i have no place to move the couch. However, i did move some boxes before that and today as i was staring at the wall, waiting for the cops to leave, i saw a hole in the wall, next to the plug next to sliding door.

Could be the reason why my eyes hurt so much especially after i moved those boxes and that hole became apparent. Maybe the reason why my legs are so irritated, maybe the reason for the blisters on my feet last year? While waiting i suddenly realized i am in the flow of the very cold AC which does bad for my leg.

Almost one hour later, she was still talking to the cops, went to smoke. The cops were leaving. Then i sorted more of the clutter in the living i created after i cleared the place were to move the couch that did not happen any more and then i said maybe i should go and change the air filter i got online. But when i went outside, the guy with the hose came back with his kid that is always 3 years old, for years now, finishing installing the hose and then washing and SUV with much foam.

9:15 Went outside to smoke. A woman came at her place and they left the door open. She did that a lot in the last days. The whole episode reminds me of...

 6:00 AM A weird smoke comes from outside.