2:05 AM I went Saturday on a 220 miles trip, today 180 more, my wound was better and better and then tonight i replaced bandages and he did the waka waka right on top of me and released sulfur from walls and ceiling while i was packing it and my wound got infected and now it hurts all the way to the bones.

Some say i am crazy and it's not her. She just posted a very distorted picture of herself, right after i figured who she might be. She could not have gained so much weight since April 22, right? Also by her shadow in the second picture compared to the shadow of the furniture on the left she seems very close to the wall which would make her very tall by looking where the ceiling is, however when you look at the furniture on her left, she seems not that close to the wall.

These are obvious surreal AI created images and videos, following a real life actress and her face and body changes in every picture. Sorry X would not let me embed the pics for reasons of "try again later" so i'm gonna have to do screenshots.                    

3:15 I am laying in bed trying to let the blood flow through my legs, also increased Augmenting to full dose, pain was getting better, thinking she might have been behind me, but if AI is at work they know they can control any reaction also having a feedback on my brain so she was safe there because in my reality model at that time she could not have been there and yet she was. 1.75 meters tall. AI knew i didn't check for that. (cause it knows every key i press here and records all my brain activity and it knows i did not have time to process the newly acquired info.

But the real reason i got up to write here is the room filled again with smoke. Or is it me, i did not change the shirt i've been in the smoke area with and smoke is coming out of it when i get mad and warm up.

3:15 PM I had no problems with my wound for 2 days in which i drove almost 400 miles, smoked several cigarettes, etc.

But after i came home last night i thought my wound is getting dry (and no progress can be done if it's dry) and wanted to add some mupirocin. I showered the leg only (though i should have showered myself, don't know why i haven't done it, would have been twice in a day, maybe) and packed the wound which was not inflamed or infected.

During the packing process someone heavy upstairs danced on top of where i was on the ceiling.

Within the hour i started to have pain which at first i ignored and then the whole ankle because swollen, with inflammation in some points in the still open wound. ER pain and inflammation.

Ever since i take antibiotics big doses, pack it again and again until now i think i am ok again.

And i was craving potatoes. I do this every time i have a fungal infection going on in my body. Because potatoes contain either some natural anti-fungal stuff (like any plant that grows partly in the ground, duh) or it's the residual anti-fungal treatment they receive throughout their life time.

Yeah i believe we in our days go through a lot of infections, fungal and bacterial that our body solves by itself, with us not even knowing. A slight diarrhea or a headache? Unexpected mood change, sleeping habits, toothache, light fever maybe?

Because they don't go clinical it doesn't mean our immune system does not fight with all kinda stuff that surrounds us in our daily lives.

And yes i believe in cravings and that fact those are messages sent from our inner selves trying to ease its hellish life. I mean, try to imagine the life of your stomach with all that acids in it. Or your colon.

Ok let's short this out. I went in the kitchen and grabbed the bag with potatoes from a cabinet under the counter. First i noticed the bag had no holes in it for aeration. Not all do. Then when i opened i was hit by the purest s...t smell i smelled in months. Very strong smell that spread throughout the room.

So i poured all the potatoes in the tub i use for washing vegetables, packed the very stinking bag and put it in another bag, poured some cold water to cover the source of smell and knot it and they started searching and found the culprit. One half rotten potato that kept its shape on outside stuffed with both bacterial and fungal rot.

So i got rid of it by putting in a knotted bag (now that i now the drill so well) and peeled all the potatoes, threw a few that were softer, made some vegetable stew and fries in the air frier.

This is the weather in spring in Oregon. We got for 2 months temperatures in the 50s barely over 60 midday some days, in the 40s or low 50s at night. Or is it me? Then one good day like yesterday temperature goes over 90 outside and over 85 inside and this is the arrival or summer. After the building heats well in the next few days, i'm up for installing the AC in the balcony's door.

Now "how in the exact hell" did this coincide, the rotting of that potato, the base from hell Saturday, my wound getting reinfected last night after the hot day inside and tomorrow's motion in Romania's Parliament to sack the government.

Yes Romania may have had many bad governments in the last 30 years (all of them) but the current prime minister was the most openly cynical lying sabotaging skinhead with one continuous eyebrow and Jewish name SOB i have seen in my life. Good riddance.

12 PM From the road. 

We left after several hours of base played over any known limit (to me) during some sort of celebration at the park. It was 10 times louder that what i heard so far in the neighborhood, but somehow not that unpleasant. In the afternoon Angela managed to sleep (after the TDAP vaccine booster at Walmart) and even i fell asleep briefly (only 4 hours the night before).

But my brain. My brain was scrambled by that base, and i realized that after about one hour of driving, making some of the worst mistakes of my life. One example. Got honked by a woman when i was trying to change lanes over her car but recovered.

Not having much to do except listening to old music from my jukebox on wheels and monitoring instant fuel consumption on the display on the dashboard.

I accidentally overinflated my front wheels. Not necessarily the absolute truth. They were 37 at 60 degrees but became 39 while running at 70 degrees on I5 on my way to Lucky Eagle casino (a temptation) and for the first time i noticed a consumption of 48 mpg over many miles. But that was only happening at 65 and under. At 70 the mpg was dramatically lowered to 39.

But then i was going most of the time with 80. The reported mpg for the whole trip was 39 (which included Fridays drive at Spirit Mountain, with abysmal mpg because of a technical problem) and the calculated mpg one at pump was 37.

On my way back the best mileage under 65 was 44, most likely due to low temperature at night, with tire pressure at 36.

So yes for this car, with a drag coefficient of 0.27, the mpg changes dramatically by 10% between 65 and 70, staying constant until 65. So you trade 7% of travel time for 10% fuel consumption.

12:12 Coming back. Right on the Marquam bridge got squeezed behind a black SUV that was going 50 (speed limit) and a crazy semi driver behind, who at some time was one meter behind me and one SUV with boat on right. Was thinking to jump in the left lanes (which meant going off the freeway) but somehow i managed to shift lane behind the guy with the boat only to watch the semi marked YELLOW now pushing the black SUV from one or two meters behind. @2:20 AM. I believe they can identify the guy in the semi by the videos and throw him in jail for that.

12:20 At Lucky Eagle was playing one of my favorite games, Wolf Run and then Seasons, for about an hour. Was not winning or losing. Somehow, somebody with a phone was near me, and started to feel the well known burning sensation in the soles of my feet and than ankle. Somehow this time the microwaves concentrated in the lower part of my legs and feet. Could it had been a directed 5G beam. Also i might have lost some of my "radio sensitivity" after 3 months of taking antibiotics, other things.

However i got pissed and left soon after.

12:22 A few days ago i was so desperate of not having something to watch on any of the streaming services (Amazon, Netflix, Paramount) i can access and i was just staring at the PC with the Paramount main interface on the screen when a playful tricksy face of a small rodent with a exotic haircut caught my eye.

I suddenly fell attracted by it and went and clicked on that image. It was Star Trek Strange New Worlds which i chose not to see a long time ago.

Anything that is not the classic series, including Original, TNG, etc.. is not watchable to me. For one, i somehow made in my mind a time and logical model with the series and episodes and nothing can fit in between. Call it psychological inertia related to age, nostalgy, whatever.

They squeezed Strange New Worlds "within the decade preceding the Original". With the same minimalist, brutalist shape of the first Enterprise, and all the devices inside, sketchy, lacking details, now zooming on those and letting us see technological intricacies we missed from the Original series (mainly because they weren't there). Probably most high tech futuristic of all Star Trek series, which is understandable.

The belief that anything in that direction would be only patches on the Star Trek space time canvas.

With the  face and voice of Christopher Pike and name of Spoke reminding of Captain Kirk and Spock.

But the character. Nurse Christine Chapel replacing the good old doctor dressed in blue. An exotic face from Australia, played by an actress by the name... Bush. Wondering.

How my life and everybody's life would have been if i wasn't that stubborn not wanting to see these later series of never ending self inventing Star Trek Saga which were available since when, 2022?

Hard to say. I think it would have been much worse.

1:33 After i took a shower and got rid of the smoke smell in my hair since yesterday in the smoker's room in the casino, i realized the whole place now smells like sulfur that came from walls after the base yesterday.

1:20 I went under the car and checked again the three oil pan volts which are not loose after a 220 miles trip. (Another) guy at the same garage is also under car. They guy with the white with black dots pickup with ladders on came and made a maneuver behind my car when i opened the trunk to get the tools.

1:33 After i took a shower and got rid of the smoke smell in my hair since yesterday in the smoker's room in the casino, i realized the whole place now smells like sulfur that came from walls after the base yesterday.

1:50 I went under the car and checked again the three oil pan volts which are not loose after a 220 miles trip. (Another) guy at the same garage is also under car. They guy with the white with black dots pickup with ladders on came and made a maneuver behind my car when i opened the trunk to get the tools.

8:48 Just got back from Chinook Winds. Not sure about the combination of the two bottles at the door. Met with the guys upstairs who were living. The man seem different, more muscular. I said thought the other day a voice i heard before upstairs, that of Kacem Zhougari. Again more likely on a diplomatic passport.

My wound is doing well (no pain whatsoever at 12 hours after i put the bandage and ointments this morning. Got a stomach pain, probably from breathing the s...t that came out the walls after the base yesterday. Came early from Chinook Winds after i won 400 bucks which makes for this weekend's looses and the rent money Angela borrowed from our account which means no need to pull money from a credit card.

Let me see if i remember some of the many mishaps from the road. Mileage was good though i had Sinclair gas from Lucky Eagle. Which remembers me of the Lord Sinclair, the creator of the Sinclair PC around a Z80 processor, probably one of the first PC ever.

Ok i probably can't do it in chronological order. At McDonalds in Lincoln City. Wanted actually to eat some pizza but Angela said McDonalds is closer. Cause i got tired of salami and spicy chicken and whatever cold food we have in a cooler bag. Angela went to Dollar Tree. Been in line for about 15 minutes, i ordered at the interphone and got at the first window to pay.

However the man told me "he made a mistake" and charged the guy in front of me with that 10 bucks something figuring my order and gave me the receipt saying the food was free at which i got mad, because of the drive and waiting and went around, trying to get in line ore more time so i can order it one more time. However somebody closed one lane by adding cones and it was only one lane with more than 5 cars in line so i turned around one more time and went inside and asked to speak with the manager.

There was a tall young woman behind me i did not get to see her face (who in the end wanted to take my credit card in her hands to show me where it goes).

The manager came, it was a she, short one, Latina appearance, very much self confidence, she pretended she did not understand what happened, took my money but did not get me the food. I think it was her, age and hair and all.

So yeah, they can do this in 2026 in Lincoln City where Police only cares if i drink in (the parking lot of) the casino.

Further away. At the Road's End there was a car in front in the only available spot by the brand Ford Escape Titanium which reminded me of course of the song and the fact that singer Sia is also Australian.

First i thought it's got something to do with the concept of Thetans in Scientology. Soon after two ninja figuring Latinos passed by and one of them had a bag with the word Titan written on it. 

There was this car behind me with protection bars added in front full of women and children. A red headed woman did a 15 minutes show in my left mirror. At some point somebody sprayed the red headed woman's face with sunscreen spray while she had her eyes closed, figuring, i don't know, gassing? Where that car brand, her gestures threats? This is how i felt. Lincoln City Police?

Soon after 2 or 3 women with 2 or 3 girls all in bikini, passing by. Though near the ocean, it is a rare sight in bashful Lincoln City, Oregon. One of the girls, a skinny ten years old figuring a Latina dressed in bikinis came at my window and gave me the finger. It was the index, but otherwise... She did some sort of dance around the card with the finger on. Then the adult women passed like nothing happened.

Inside the casino. I went to play at Wolf Run in the smoking area cause they removed one of the newer poker machines at the wall and i don't like to sit next to someone. If someone comes and sits next to me, i usually leave withing seconds, that is if i am not in the middle of free games.

Somebody came and sat next to me and i left, and the scene repeated several times until one blonde woman resembling singer Sia came and sat two seats away and asked me for a light. Her cigarette was  halfway spent.

I extended my hand with the lighter, she tried to grab it, but i just started it and then it stopped cause it was out of gas (almost, works intermittently) but she had time to light it up. I went back to my game, lighted one for me, kept turning my head to better look at her for a minute, got up, went around, kept staring to get a better look but she would never move her head which was very close to the screen. So i just got pissed and left.

I won up to 130 bucks in there and then i moved in the high limit area where i played at one dollar a hand, lost 30 and then won one hand of 320 (two double diamonds and a 7).

In my way back i had to pull several times because of very aggressive drivers and bright high beams blinding me in the mirror and tailgating closely. One guy in a huge 7 litter Ram after i stopped, pushed the pedal to the metal and his Diesel engine filled the road with black smoke. But then he went to push another guy with a "smaller" white truck that was pushing me earlier. Later he veered on Amity exit. Local Police?

These are just examples, never encountered so many aggressive drivers during one trip in 30 years since i drive around here. Mostly tailgating and blinding.

Temperature at the beach when we left was 62 degrees but here in Portland it was 82, some two hours later. First day of summer?, having to use AC most of the time.

But the biggest problem is i suddenly went out again of movies to binge watch. And it was 3 seasons!

At the window (at McDonalds). Must have been him. Lincoln City Police? (stalking). When i wrote this, the guys from upstairs just climbed the stairs by our window.

And BTW. If i called Lincoln City Police who was going to show? Christopher Pike? Cause Shatner once tried to run me over while towing my truck for God's sake. Tualatin City Police?

10:50 I did my wound. Somebody came above me and started to pump the floor. Soon the room filled with sulfur smell from the recently vibrated walls (imagine the hell inside). I put the ozone generator in the bathroom and started the fan. There is a leak in the exhaust pipe, ozone gets inside the walls and further oxidizes the sulfur.

11:30

12:00 When i got home some guy was blinding me with his high beam and a squirrel crossed real close in front of the car.

12:45 AM I am pretty sure this was the guy that came into my room (together with the long bearded one and the Mexican security officer) when i complained about smoke entering from a vent on top of the entrance hallways (about a month later after they put asphalt).

I ended taping that vent. He was a British actor from a low budget British movie i have seen not long before. (Yes you can see the new asphalt in the picture showing a fire set from lightning, as the guys said.)

Not sure but o vaguely remember they might have put some more new asphalt within that m33onth.

1:10 AM They were climbing the stairs when i hit the post button. Making new weird noises.

1:45 Was thinking about what i should complete on my post. First time i thought it was a movie but now i hear it again. The sound of a woman like coughing, snorting, maybe drowning, yelling at times from the direction of the bathroom like someone would try to push her head under water and then releasing her but it is all muffled, like not enough volume to be real.

Years ago would have called the cops, but today i prefer not to wake Angela again cause it may be a false alarm. I heard her crying a couple of times before and then she was ok.

2:45 About half hour ago. I heard some creaks in the floor upstairs and then smoke filled the room.

7:10 Shortly after Angela left at 5:50 i heard a noise like usual but it was only one creak in the bedroom. I fell back asleep. Her car is here.

7:37 I heard the toilet flushing upstairs.

8:20 I heard a few coughs in the bathroom like last night. Now heavy stomps above.

8:36 Vomiting and coughing in the bathroom, about 5 minutes ago. Angela does that every morning when she brushes her teeth using toothpaste but for a few seconds only.

9:20 I know what this is about. I smoked two half cigarettes at Spirit Mountain last night. I was telling Angela, i don't enjoy those no more. But i never smoked in here. I quit smoking except for when going to casinos. Cigarette smoke was coming from upstairs last night and this morning.

Also. I checked the coolant level last night @midnight, the reservoir and the radiator. The radiator was full, had to add half quart in the reservoir. The mystery woman (D7) managed to pass by exactly at that moment.

BTW I think she is British or Australian. When she first moved in after the stairwell episode, i thought she looked like shy Sydney Sweeney, but after that she morphed into more daring Kylie Minogue with whom i had a few (awkward) conversations.

I have a minor leak at a spring clamp, added a screw clamp next to it but have to tighten it. But it lasts only for so long before i have to tighten it again. Have to replace that hose and put in a new clamp but for that i have to empty all the coolant and also is a very tight space to work at.

9:30 Just did the bandages. I have infections in several different locations above ankle from where i put patches and those propagate inside the muscles and give me the chills. The wound itself has the rims macerated from using Silvadene but is the only thing that keeps infection from spreading in the heel. I believe part of it is the portable toilet that never goes away.

I emailed the office thinking it was forgotten after the tree trimming but they answered saying it was the attic vents workers. They started before the tree trimming and at least one week before the toilet was here (it came on 12, or two days before Eastern Orthodox Easter).

9:35 They started the black BMW, she started to cough again. I can only imagine what's there right now. At the other apartments i lived upstairs and there is only one loose, unsealed attic lead. And usually the bathroom fan and breaker box are also unsealed and let the mineral insulation dust fall from the attic and walls during vibrations. There are also numerous unsealed cracks and nail holes in the walls.

We both were coughing until recently after opening the breaker box to reset a breaker.

10:09 I went to wipe the dust from the upper side of door frame outside. The car is gone.

10:11 Was listening in the car to the tops 100 playlist, we are again at 1980 and i heard again Tusk by Fleetwood Mac and since we don't have anything better to do in the car, commented about but we could not figure the song's lyrics or the title "Tusk".

4:30 PM Could have been him though. The guy at the hotel. The name suggests Slavic possibly Russian origin. Thing is. You go to a hotel controlled by KKK, they smoke you and you call for maintenance and you'll never know who is going to show. And then, they have probable cause to screw you.

However the real game is one level up and we all get excited for nothing. Who controls them all.

4:33 Went at the car and around the building. I have been surrounded. Wanted to go under the car to take a picture of the filter to see if there's leaks or the position has changed (unscrewed). Need to tigthen that clamp a bit. The older guy at D5 came out with a baby (cherry of the cake). (It took him some time to get ready or here with the baby i reconn). I have seen him for years, getting older, but the babies are always small.

4:40 Went back outside, now his wife showed up comming from the garage where he went.

5:25 Made several attempts to go an tighten that clamp. Cannot find a 3/8 extension. Every time i go at the trunk where i got my tools and bend to search, some guys passes by. The guy at D5 came at the car and left a kid out of sight. In the meantime, i managed to take a picture and since i did not see any leak on the filter, i put a socket on the oil pan bolts.

They were all 3 loose by about 1/8 of a turn. I tried others that ae not easily accessible and they are tight. The oil on the panel seemed fresh, like days old. I checked oil level after my trip to Indian Head (220 miles), Lincoln City (180) miles and it was unchanged. Lots of things happened within last week and again my suspicion goes at the guy who fixes car in his garage meters away from were i park. The one who once tried to hand me a check.

I think after i posted this. Unirea cu România nu va fi posibilă atâtat timp cât există o enclavă rusă în Moldova.

Trouble is when an oil pan bolt gets loose, oil usually gets on the thread and it will never hold again. Thinking about taking them out one by one, adding some Loctite on the threads. But if you use brake cleaner on the treads, then why the need for loctite?

I think i'm gonna give it a try.

7:20 I was craving fries, so i put some frozen ones in the COSORI on air frier. Started a load of laundry. Earlier while i was at the car i felt his very strong poop smell when wind was blowing from south though i knew i gathered them all. So i thought there must be some open bag at the south bin near what is now the new wall and park. So i  grabbed my fishing pole and strolled in that direction.

The were Latinos playing at the basketball half court in the park. Found no poops but the bin was smelling like it. Soon after i left they left too. (Today must have seen dozens of Latino teens around). Got back inside, grabbed a cigarette. A jet flew just above trees, heading to land at Aurora. Not much noise but a left turn just above me.

Came and crushed some garlic to make a sauce for the fries (yogurt, a bit of mayonnaise and garlic).

Came at the computer to eat, an Asian girl figuring Latina came at the cable box and started to do gymnastics. She is petting the black dirty cat now. They got me in the same dilemma now. If i shut the blinds, she we leave, letting for some to believe she came inside.

The same game they played for years is on again.

Wound Timeline

September 9. I ordered on Amazon a new pair of shoes. They had a few bumps inside which created 3 visible blisters in my left foot of which one on the right side of my left foot was visible. I never punctured as the skin was very thick. It took all fall to heal.

September 13. I went to 7 feathers casino in Canyonville, 46 miles on I5 from Grants Pass. There was a fresh, smelly new layer of asphalt in the parking lot. "Almost" sticking on shoes.

December 13. My visible blisters was almost healed, i had to smaller ones not healed and i had an appointment with dr. Bedolla. Her assistant came and gave me a "foot exam". She told me i had an ulcer on the right leg.

January 18. First picture of the wound. I discovered it a few days earlier. I was thinking about using second skin but Angela did not let me. Instead, she told me to put peroxide. Both bad ideas. Peroxide cause the black eschar all over. Think is i was on antibiotics during those days, for different reasons.

January 20. First trip to the ER. She showed me how far was the wound from tibial bone. However, the wound is mm away from calcaneus and that she did not show me. She thought me how to pack the wound with mupirocin and Xeroform.

March 11 First visit with dr.Tomchack, a podiatrist. She used a portable doppler, was not sure about my posterior tibial artery and sent me to an ultrasound exam. During the ultrasound exam (at Legacy Meridian) the tech again could not find that artery and used that probe for minutes in that area. In the next days i saw a small lesion like a hardening on the surface of skin in the same area which disappeared weeks later. The results came normal on all 4 arteries and fingers (for waveform).

March 20 First visit to dr.Savaser. He did a quick doppler (as opposed to the one hour exam with recordings done by the tech). He said out of 4 arteries, the one she could not find right away does not have a triphasic wave form which means lower circulation (contradicting the result from the lab).

Later in the evening he called me at home wanting to send me for an MRI (which i requested earlier during the visit and was denied). I hesitated to go because of what i read online about possible heating the already damaged tissues (by microwave from wi-fi at my feet under the desk for so long), especially after the experience at the lab.

So i guess something happened between the thorough, recorded, ultrasound exam done by a tech and the quick exam done by doctor Savaser. I remember the tech at the end of the exam said "Thank you for letting us take care of you". Could she had damaged one or both calcaneal branches of that tibial artery which resulted in diminished flow in tibial, detected by dr.Savaser.

Diminished blood flow in the calcaneus bone could result in a number of things i do not wish to write about, making it prone to infection.

After the episode with forgetting my compression sock rolled under my knee, for the first time i started to have pains under the wound level, that is in the heel. They come and go, especially after i lay down.

Got chills if i do not take half augmentin (out of 875 mg) and half (250 mg) of Azithromycin, twice daily and to not cover the whole ankle and heel and half of the calf with Silvadene mixed with 50 mg of Amoxicilin powder.

Get intermittent pains if i stand or walk for more than one hour. I believe they all start in some barely visible lesions on calf above ankle that are painful to touch and do not heal, but can't be sure if it's not the other way around.

...To be completed...

7:55 AM My Test results came from Labcorp. My A1C is 6.9. All my tests are ok except two. Borderline low platelets could be linked to alcohol consumption and borderline low creatinine, possible from much staying in bed. Infection around wound is subsiding but not over. Wound is progressing in some areas but very slowly.

12:50 PM I awoke from my second sleep today with this strange feeling of tightness below my ankle in the foot with the wound like yesterday. Like something is holding my calcaneus. I was intrigued and took my blood pressure which was constantly 200/100. Last time it took my BP, about a week ago, also when i awoke around noon was 140/80.

Then i took my BP in my left leg, while laying, and was 220/100. Yesterday evening i had a similar feel at that foot and took my BP, at my legs and was @220/90. Didn't take it at the arms though.

Also have a similar "tightness" feel in my whole body.

I took another 20 mg of Lisinopril (first daily was in the morning). Got some from old refills i did not use.

Last week i got a call from a Sarah a, a "director at Humane Insurance" saying something about me running out of Lisinopril but when i called back someone said "on behalf of Humana".

Yeah my fingers also feel a bit weirder than usual when i type. Like they are made of rubber and try to come back at their shape and position after i move them.

I remember something unusual from yesterday during my blood drawing. The dark complexion very young woman wearing a mask with beautiful slanted eyes but not the Asian style. She had a weird accent making me needing to think hard to process what she is saying.

Then she punctured my skin and put in a big vial (and then two smaller ones). The needle was about 1.2 mm thick. The big vial took a lot to fill. A minute, maybe more. She pressed really hard on the needle when she pulled it out. Then when i got outside i had a weird feeling, like warming up. Thinking. Could that needle had have something like a sleeve that was supposed to stay in, like a time release something that raises my BP?

So yes i am on Lisinopril, i doubled the dose to see what happens, standing by for going to ER if this persists.I also think right now i missed my Lisinopril yesterday.

F. King Charles. And his "mother" too.

1:36 166/94 My eyes now feel like they get a bit more light then they should (photosensitivity). Got my nose very stuffed. There is a very fine smoke coming from outside. My heart just skipped a bit. Should get some decongestant.

1:30 Base upstairs went down. It was up all the time i did the wound. Wound size is very small, a few mm accros only but is infection at all 4 corners away from it that was on all the time since i take care of it though Silvadene took some of it off.

Was thinking. Is King Charles trying to make Great Britain... you know...

2:48 150/84

6:16 Spring time

11:40 AM Top foods that are not deserts and raise my BS most

0.Munchies (Doritos, Cheetos, pretzels, potato chips).

1.Rice

2.Polenta (a huge Romanian staple food),

3.Potatoes

4.Bread

BTW have you ever tried hot polenta with butter on it, cottage cheese, omelet aside or with cold milk poured on it (as a hot cereal). Mămălicubrâcula. I use 3:1 ratio. Boil water, pour corn meal while stirring, turn the dial to 1.5 out of ten, stir for one minute or until becomes a paste, use a glass lid and stir hard for 1 minute every 4 minutes for 20 minutes.

4:55 PM Went to Walmart and back. Several attempts have been made to draw me in an accident. Today's theme was switching lanes with me in the blind spot (saw the blind cat yesterday while gathering poops, it was staring a me with one eye, that cat was blinded before i put the barbed wire).

Main reason was to buy needles for my Lantus pain. My brain is exhausted from continuously processing info about the wound and decisions making like how and what to put there, according to what i see when i take off the bandage, 3-4 times daily. Feels like not talking much, trying to enjoy the lack of pain after last actions and the spring weather.

Walmart. They have two brands of needles. RelyOn which are 10 bucks for 50 and another one, BD or something which are 83 for 100 or 4 times more expensive. I decided i wanted to go one size up, like the ones i used in the beginning or 5 mm but they said they don't have them in stock, possibly discontinued by manufacturer and for the others i have to wait for a prescription cause the prescription expired. To me, it seems odd, the most prescribed size is 5 mm and at Walmart they have RelyOn only in 4 and 6. Nevermind.

Regular soda, the kind with phosphoric acid gives me stomach problems but no matter how hard i looked, i could not find the flavored seltzer soda like Polar brand. They hid it somewhere, i heard it is a big trend nowadays, maybe the big corporations like Coca Cola are lagging in sales and Walmart decided to help them. I asked at the stand and at the door, they told me isle 22 or 27 or something but did not go back.

This happened after i posted this? Yeah it was like 7 months ago. Before the mishap with my heel.

Got back and hit by the smell inside the apartment. These days is some sort of yeast grown on the carpet seeded by the black cat in the grass and the portable toilet antibacterial stuff.

The outer fiberboard layer of the floor (which BTW is wood fiber packed with collagen from bones and hides from slaughterhouses, the so called animal glue) is bulged and wet under the couch due to... The black cat is here on the grass to seed us with new strains. I kept the door open for about 15 minutes, humidity inside went down from over 60 to under 50 (outside is 35 right now). But i bet now is going back up as i type here.

I recently bought a 60 watts dehumidifier on Amazon. I knew 40 pints in 24 hours is exaggerated, but is not pulling even one and is lowering humidity by 1% maybe. So i have to look again but they do not put the specs right or there is too much electricity used.

Yes a regular AC pulls significant amounts of moisture out o the air on the cold radiator during normal operation (an extra benefit of having it, which is not that good in dry areas). Can't wait to install it but no need for it yet.   
12:00 PM Made a few quick moves in the apartment, the resonator is following me like usually. What i wanted to write. I was laying in bed in bedroom and every time they moved upstairs, smoke was coming... out the walls? And i am not feeling like myself, almost never am.

12:12 AM Finally a chance to take a picture that's not my wound or the porta potty or...

12:17 Just heard a very loud bang outside.

4:15 PM I was getting ready to go gather the poops since last week. Got outside only to see a guy filling a pump for treating with herbicide around the building, another one started a loud exhaust, shaking the walls for me to breath. Later. Picked @20 bags.

7:35 It just occurred to me. This is the closest thing that could explain what's happening with me and the guys upstairs. Always in motion? Are they trying to stop the "abnormal waves" coming from my brain? Reminds of...

And of course the members of the family of the Prime Minister have all diplomatic passports... Ok maybe a bit of abuse in that direction... And thinking... Maybe immunity for speeding once or twice... But torturing, every day of the year?

But it did not start with the current ones. Previous neighbors where doing similar things. All of them. And sometimes it is all so prompt and going for so long it could only be done with robots. So it may be just a cover and there is a deeper level of the game... So... I am not so excited of my findings today cause they will simply swap neighbors...

9:45 Compression stockings are dangerous. They can wrinkle or like in my case you can forget them rolled up and that cut my blood circulation to some degree for about 12 hours. To make things worst, the day before, sometimes at the beginning of the week i tried to walk on my cheap motorless treadmill that always goes uphill, bending my feet backwards.

There are a few areas of infection around my wound (red in the picture), which if kept unchecked, move around, like down on the heel like after that blood cutting episode. That was the biggest set back so far, with pain going in the sole of my feet all the way to the toes. Painful when walking.

I've done what i've done and got out of it, still having a sensitive point or two. But the biggest source of infection for which i need antibiotics all the time is a few areas of skin above the ankle where i put patches on diabetics lesions (brown stains above ankle) and now it hurts and don't heal and i've tried anything. Burning pain on top of skin that goes deep inside the muscles and moves above knee, etc.. It is made worse if exposed to low even room temperature.

Other than that, the wound got to 6-7 mm in the widest areas, 4-5 in the middle, it looks ugly, like it's gonna be an ugly scar or is still inflamed after the cutting episode. The whole area of different color/texture shows the initial wound so one can see how much is left to heal.

This is it, i'm trying to heal a foot that was already pretty badly damaged prior to this incident. At times i imagine it in a bin in a pathology lab.

About diabetes. I discovered that my skin is very thick by using this thing (which is good, it means i still have some collagen in me). Because of that, 4 mm diabetes needles are too short and the bubbles with insulin injected in fat areas are too close to the skin from inside and that makes assimilation faster, with drops in BG in the first 12 hours and then spikes in the rest until the next dose.

There are big hammering construction noises outside this Sunday at near 10 AM.

12:30 AI is a machine. Quiet. About 15 minutes ago i started to pack back my wound. He climbed the stairs and started to walk heavy. When i was done, a few minutes ago, silence.

7:15 PM Air so still and is so nice outside, i made a few steps on the green grass where the cat was yesterday and realized there is no smoke near the garages. Could it be coming from this building?

The guys at Apt.1 moved out recently, so those at 3, the old woman feeding cats at 4 could not be, though once the wall at one of their room closest to our bedroom was warm. It remains 4, the woman who talks on the phone in the balcony for hours (with the black noisy black BMW, maybe she could not stand the smoke inside) or the guys upstairs, i heard him making weird noises in the kitchen area all night a couple of nights ago.

Just remembered something. Also a few days ago i thought they were smoking inside, told Angela, wrote here, the next day she got in Angela's way (they are very careful in avoiding us).

Not the first time, i think the previous guys at 2 did it, the woman also had colored hair and i think i saw once their boss, a Latino, all dressed in black with a big thick gold chain.

10:45 It was relatively quiet for the last couple of hours. Then i came to do the wound. As soon as it was unpacked, he jumped from wherever it was and started to stomp around. So he made me walk with my wound unprotected at the computer to write this.

8:25 PM I wrote several times about my closed circuit dryer. After inspection on March 19 when it was taken apart i replaced the worn out, leaky flexible pipes with some i bought on Amazon. Only trouble is they are black (probably designed like that to conserve (radiate less) heat). Here is how it works a commercial closed circuit drier (aka ventless drier).
 

I instead used a window AC connected to the "classic" drier. Pass first the hot and humid air coming from the drier through the cold radiator of the AC, where it gets cooled and water condensates, i collect the water and the cooler air coming out of it is directed to the hot radiator and re-heated using the same amount of energy extracted in the cold radiator before returning it in the drier.

My 5000 BTU AC (basically a heat pump or heat exchanger) is probably bigger than the heat exchanger inside the drier (as per the video) and i dry faster than "classic", the same amount of clothes, with less energy (heat from exhaust is reused with the hot radiator) and the clothes are cleaner because no air from the apartment with all the smells and dust don't get filtered in the clothes as it gets outside as it happens with classic driers. But i have to do three spin cycles before drying to do so.

Awkward? It does take a bit of the closet space. And yes the cold radiator, the pipes and plastic boxes needs cleaning every once in a while. The AC itself uses about 500 watts of power, but i go on a lower setting on the drier since the air getting inside is already hot to some degree, and one setting (resistor) is about 1500 watts.

I think window AC manufacturers could sell kits to be fitted with existing driers, helping everybody save the planet and stuff. Or design some from the ground up. Other companies could sell kits that could work with a number of units etc..

I don't know if it's that or something else (like chlorine released from the black PVC but i think they provided a mutation in the yeast/bacteria inside and everything started to stink real bad, beginning with the tube i used to collect water from drying which turned into slime (did lots of laundry this week).

Or is it the new "memory foam" mattress top we got yesterday that could have some antibacterial in it.

Had to do this because of the "design" of the pipes in the basement. Water condensates in those especially at winter time and exhaust steam don't pass no more. In about the same year they invented a drier working on this very principle, called "ventless" with everything inside though.

Thing is yesterday i've been thinking how smart i was when i "invented" this contraption. But now i am sure there must be some starter outside somewhere on the redwood dust. Could be the portable toilet which also covered the smell with its deodorant until it got unbearable.

But the reason i wrote this. In the last few days there was a cat sitting always in the middle of the grass, scratching and leaking all the time and suddenly i had a revelation. They need the cat islands in Japan and they feed them because they are experimenting on them. I saw too many of these acting in "intelligent" manners around here, not behaving like normal cats.

Got a plastic snake in the balcony but one of them, the smelliest, came and sat on top of it. They pooped for years under the main door. From time to time i still find a poop next to stairwell wall etc..

Ok i got these on 21 or 22 and i installed them about a week later when i totally ran out of clean laundry.

11:44 Could this have anything to do with the smell from outside that keeps me dizzy? Lately i put a new element in the Winix filter, moved it next to bedroom window, it is less than ever.

No i don't cook hash, meth or anything else. But some in one of the 3 garage building surrounding ours (F) might.

3:25 Noises from upstairs when i read certain news, among many punctual others.

11:45 I almost forget about the special boot. After wearing it a few times it turned things for the worse by further cutting the blood supply to that area with an infection on the left side of the wound that never went away. And yes it gets worse with the temperature too. I have to wear 4 layers of protection (pad, gauze roll, elastic wrap and the soft part of the oot, inside, to keep the infection from coming back.

11:50 Pattie Boyd, one skinny woman and two of the greatest (musicians).

First google answer. Wondering if he chose the guy on the right on purpose to prove nobody does it like him? Bending so many notes if not done right can easily start to sound like a cat meowing.

The part of the song i always took for granted. No the song was not about Patti. So it happens i know who Layla is and that is her real name.

8:08 PM Went with Angela in Beaverton to a store. When we got back on 217 i was followed by a car with Xenon high beams on while a huge gray Dodge (the Police style) was in my blind spot, for miles. License plate SB 95 145. SB may come from a number of things like Siberia, Sibiu, etc.. while 95 is the year i came to the US. They both, others made me very uncomfortable to drive.

He passed me a couple of times and i looked hard and could not see anything inside because of tinted windows. Then how can they drive like that especially at night? Unless if the car is fitted with some self driving mechanism.

Here at the apartment. Earlier when i went in the kitchen area for a snack the ice cream van came under my window with very loud digital chimes. But when we got back from Beaverton, there was a cart (competition?) in about the same spot. Today April 23 temperature outside was 56 F (7 C). As i said many times, with the price for two cones you can get a whole pack of ice cream at WinCo and all apartments here have fridge with freezer. But hey, it's ICE!

The main guy from D5 (where the day care is) came to supervise my passage, looking pissed while the mystery woman at D7 was casting a light on our parking spot. A teen latina who bought ice-cream was wearing a soccer ball under her T-shirt, figuring huge breasts here at the other entrance.

4:20 PM Had this in my mind for a longtime, also haven't had my mind so clear in also a long time since i cannot have on single drop of alcohol because of so many antibiotics i took without getting nauseated to the point i want to puke. Or maybe it was not processed/refined enough in my mind.

Yeah i am in a confessing (gut spilling) mood/mode after watching yet another episode of dr.Watson. The one with Lazarus syndrome (thinking if there is such thing, yes there is but is limited to 10 minutes though, in the movie is hours, beating the educational purpose that is supposed to residue in any work of art).

However i will use the movie as an example of what i want to talk (read complain again) like Kurt Cobain.

Ok here it goes.

Have you ever looked at the (wonder) characters in movies, maybe like Tom Cruise, so many others, and seeing behind the characters, some otherwise professionally hidden hangovers from the monster parties they must have been to the night before, the erectus hollywoodiansis we like to stare at, combined with the intellectual emptiness in their eyes and especially in their slightly out of tune voice while giving us their most memorable lines. The very distracting, almost perfect curvatures over the nerdy type of personality (a spicy contradiction) of female doctors.

Other. Can't stop thinking of the clinic. The beautiful, surreal post modern interiors. Probably never seen in real life.

6:15 I've been thinking. The reason they left the portable toilet in here might be the same as for Lime scooters. They have enough inventory to afford to keep them in place until a new job is contracted in the area, to avoid a trip to home (base). Or maybe then have knowledge of a future job here.

In the case of Lime scooters, they left them until someone needs them at the location were the toilet is now. The so called "no dumping area". During those times they were clusters of them both next to dumpster and sometimes in there suggesting one way trips to here only.

Not to talk about the dozens of kid's bikes next to our door over the years of which some i threw in the garbage myself, after a week or so not being picked by anybody.

I remember in one particular instance they were 3 of them in the exact same place where the toilet is now. One day about 2 summers ago i was smoking in the back staring at the AC when i saw a cop comming towards me from the direction of our parking spot.

I felt awkward and told him something like "i am more than 6 ft away from the building" which is the rule here at the apartments. But he smiled sarcastically and answered "we're not the police of smoke", passed me and went in the direction of the scooters where i believe some guys from the apartment were waiting for him.

So yeah, they could be doing some sort of instant, poetic, extra-judicial justice for virtual imaginary crimes by letting that thing here while i'm struggling with the wound. Changing the makeup of airborne bacteria.

BTW, no stairs climbing or floor pumping upstairs at the last time doing my wounds (after i complained), just loud base in the parking lot, which probably make for the rest 50% of instances i do it and could not remember when i wrote.

But not only Lime scooters and bikes. Besides mats and beds and kitchenware and barbecues. All kinda baby walkers, other baby items. One time i found at the other end of the lawn a bag with a full set of clothes for a girl. Jeans, shoes, top, purse. Similar assorted items, many times in the dumpsters.

One of the last time i went to Spirit Mountain, less than a month ago, some guy came in front of me showing his back saying something about "dead pedo don't re-offend".

Thinking about the context, with the entirely fake story of Jeffrey Epstein, suggesting Einstein, jews, science and scientists.

6:45 He came home about 10 minutes ago, now that Angela fell asleep, now he started to talk to us using his feet.

7:37 Can't remember where but i know i once wrote in a single post about dr.Parent, the 16 unauthorized biopsies (counted by me) he took from my esophagus "to check for cancer" during a routine endoscopy in 2002, the two broken ribs, to give me something else to think about for the next month and the students at Cluj, who were watching a similar endoscopy a couple of years later, and of course the scars on my esophagus which could have been in their minds scars from eliminating varices on esophagus, a complication of cirrhosis of the liver.

Nicu Ceaușescu died in Vienna in 1996, one year after i came in the US.

7:49 Early this morning, at about 3 AM i rolled my compression stalking up my calf to do the wound and forgot it all day long. As a result, i blocked the circulation in my leg for about 12 hours, i started to have pains all over the calf and ankle and the infection at the wound (which was closing nicely) flared back up. Now i'm again in trouble with it.

11:33 I am saying this for more than 10 years but back then robots weren't running half marathons or fighting wars so it was very hard to believe so i kinda gave up, concentrating on other things.

I just have been doing my wound that BTW hurts more than lately, for about an hour now. At every of my thought there was a creak of the floor upstairs. Editing my thoughts, making me forget them generally. Probably this is how they made me forget that compression sock rolled under my knee, slowing the circulation on that leg. Retaliation for talking too much about those two little arteries.

It's probably not so hard for well bred AI programs. Taking into account my vitals when i write, talk, etc.. they can probably figure out some of the stuff i am thinking. Or at least when i am thinking and making me forget cause they don't like much of the stuff i am writing. No they don't need that, just some good microphones, IR cameras etc.. and AI.

5:30 AM The guys upstairs are impossible to catch or talk to. Unless if they want to. Have not seen any of them any time i went outside except when they wanted to be seen. I even forgot their faces.

Recently i uploaded a number of audio recordings with stepping noises mostly at any hour of the night.

Today Angela when she came from work (and garden) went to take the garbage (cause i try to limit as much as i can going outside). She was waiting in the car. The rule so far is they are avoiding us, we are avoiding them. Mostly because i am afraid i will be tempted for a confrontation and i know they are ready for it at any moment (by what they are do to us at night).

Since she wasn't leaving, Angela got mad had this idea and instead of going to the garbage she went and went and talked to her. Not about the noise last few days but about pouring water in the balcony, throwing garbage, etc., things that did not happen recently.

Last night they retaliated on me. Around midnight i fell asleep and then awoken withing seconds by three knocks that could have been at our door or from upstairs. But the moment was so well chosen that i got so mad i could not sleep all night after.

This morning i was trying to talk to Angela to tell what mistake she made talking to the untalkable, the guys who are here on a mission with us, and he awoke and made a few elephant steps on the ceiling. There are probably new holes in walls or ceiling cause the place fills with weird wall smell every time they and especially him walks.

All i can do now is wait for him to leave so i try to get some sleep. If they let me. If not, in a few days i'm gonna go agaom to the nut house and then who is going to take care of my wound?

6:40 Ok "he left". I should just be grateful for that and try to go to sleep in the living cause here it stinks like wall (was thinking, could this had been also caused by the decaf i had late at night, could it be they sill have some caffeine in it) but i promised myself.

For the last 20 minutes he was here in this corner of the bedroom, working the floor. Not at the built in closet, bathroom or anywhere a  normal person would be in the morning when he/she gets ready to go to work.

But the weirdest part. One second he was right above, the next second i heard the door (some 30 ft away) and steps on the stairs and all became silent. Which confirms my theory, there are different persons who come in and out and others who do "the job". Most likely a woman tuned into my brain frequency. Most likely former princess Mako.

Other times i went to look who is going down the stairs that pass in front of the kitchen window, after the door was closed and could not see nobody and then i was hearing the car being started, too soon for someone to have had the time to get there (and then again silence). Not only with current occupants, this happend (too many times) before.

3:10 PM Angela came from work and locker with an item in her arms the size of a baby. When i opened the door i saw behind her 2 very young and short Asian women figuring Latinas each with babies in their arms.

7:23 Today i opened the door 4 or 5 times, each and every one somebody or several people were ready at the door inside D5 and they came outside. Besides one or two familiar figures, every time there is somebod else. Must have seen hundreds this year.

Found two big poops this time on the other side of the stairwell wall.

A while ago i went to see if the porta potty is still here, i made a few steps on the grass to look around the corner of the building, a girl was running away from the potty.

10:05 I was never good with statistics or paperwork. During my programming years part II (accounting) i struggled a lot with the way i needed to organize, store and process information, but that disciplined me a lot though i still don't like it.

That is the reason i cannot prove there are certain out of the ordinary associations in my life. But let me try.

In more than 50% of the cases, when i do my wound, one of the two happens. The black BMW linked to Apt.4 starts. It has big, proud mods to the exhaust system and it shakes the hole building.

If not. If it's morning, someone stumps the floor. If it's afternoon, no matter the hour, someone climb the stairs. Tonight they did so though they were trying to "show" some restraint. However the dust made me sneeze like many times before when they were walking on my ceiling. So i assume, if it made me sneeze, it means some must have gotten on the wound too. One spec of dust is enough to contaminate it.

Needless to say. I never do it at the same hours.

Things have taken a turn for the worse since they brought in the portable toilet. Though the tree trimming job has ended last Thursday, they did not remove it yet.

I have come to finally use doctor's recommendation for packing the wound with Silvadene. Nothing else works anymore and though the wound is closing, the skin around it is/was always infected. However the Silvadene is harsh on the newly formed skin cells though i believe it eliminates mostly the non-viable ones. The so called "proud flesh". With it i get some relief. Will see.