4:20 AM Could not take the smell no more. They were two unknotted bags in the dumpster and one in the open air near the hydrant here. When i came back i had a few more things to do at the post i've been working last evening and since 1 AM after i awoke with pain and suddenly some important functions of Windows stopped working so i had to power off and on the computer.

For some reason i think i know Nikkei rejoiced on April 1st in Japan.

I Promissed Myself

That if i'm making out alive of this episode with the nasty leg wound i will do everything i can to clear this out and others.

Over the years i wrote many things that i still have in mind but could not be possibly followed by others because they were sometimes mere phrases, said in anger among other things (except maybe if everything would be stored in an AI memory and queried by themes).

But not everything is in there. There are things i haven't searched yet and still motivated to do so.

I was laying quietly in bed in bedroom warming up my feet (after going out again today, my feet stayed cold all day and though it did not get as bad as other times, with pain and chills when i went out with the wound, the area of which is now what, 25% of what it was or less and closing fast, i started to remember things. Mostly about the neighbors upstairs. (And yes, someone gave me the backwards bow at Walmart).

The first old man was probably Pacepa, or whoever was the actor.

Did not keep track at the time but there was another one who reminded me of Dick Cheney. And the previous before the current which reminded me as well of Dick Cheney's daughter. The woman with the catnip pot with the Totenkopf sign at the door and the big cat that was running like crazy after eating catnip, shaking the floor as well.

(of course they weren't here all the time, none of them were. they had doubles). Actually for creaking and stumping part i thin there was one single person all the time).

No doubt a cat person since she installed a cat house on the stairs for a pregnant feral cat from neighborhood not long before she left.

I think of her as a KKK person because of the sign at the door, other signs like the porcelain log with the iron cross, etc.. But i was only thinking and speculating in my mind. There is a broom too and for some reason i always associated KKK, right extremism with witchcraft and ultimately to satanism.

Also been thinking at the possibility that my wound was initiated by a laser sometime in December, either here in doctor's office, by the always masked Asian assistant, when she asked me to close my eye for a "foot exam" which involved tickling my feet with closed eyes to see if i can feel them but also inside of one of the casinos i went around Christmas and New Year.

Because i cut all my socks below ankle and sometimes they move down in the shoes and who knows, might have had the pants raised when i sit at a machine that area above shoes exposed inside the casinos.

But the original shape of the wound above shoe level suggest and X shape cut, similar to the one i saw after, healing after on the right foot and that was above the shoe's upper margin (picture taken January 18 vs the one today).

Cursing them all in my mind of course.

And then they started working the floor real hard. One of the things i am not allowed to is cursing them in my mind.

They toned down a lot upstairs after i wrote about the possibility of setting me up with the laundry vapor. Like this morning there was almost no stumps at all except for one minute at the end.

Sunday i have been to Spirit Mountain to have one drink in the car, play 20 bucks and smoke a cigarette there.

But while i was smoking here came this obvious (not fake) short Mexican guy with a black jacket that had printed on it with big white letters DEAD PEDOS DON'T REOFFEND. He was smoking as i got there and made a few steps occupying aggressively the outdoor ashtray (with sand in it). Right under the new statue with the two Indians pointing North with a triple claw.

He looked pissed at me but not fully showing his face, maybe hoping for a confrontation.

It was later when i figured that must have been it, they upstairs did laundry Sunday afternoon before we left and inevitably some traceable amount of DNA in the form of dead skin present in the lint that flew outside and probably inside from under the door. Yes i thought of that many times, it is very easy actually, all they need is some clothes from the person they want to set you with and wash it not so well and then drying with expelling flying lint under your window.

All because of the unique design of the dryer's exhaust. I looked. At all buildings here they have exhausts at each level, only in this one, instead of making holes in walls at the level where the drier is, they passed them through basement and opened them just above ground with the natural flow of hot air with lint going upwards.

But Monday morning it had been the worst. Instead of one person awakening at 6 and working the floor way too much for half hour under the pretext of going to work, another one started the same routine for half more hour. But in the end it helped me cause i finally realized what was happening.

About two weeks ago Angela used the hair drier and popped a breaker. I had to open the breaker box to re-set set it and the breaker box is ft away from her bed in the bedroom. I sealed it with clear removable silicon every time i do so. Because it is one of the biggest source of in-wall dust with many open holes. And when they pump the wooden floor upstairs, they create "puffs" of dust through any hole in the walls  here.

So i started to get sicker and sicker and in the end i put a mask on to survive the day. And when i realized when it was coming from, i re-sealed the box door.

Soon after that episode with Angela setting the breaker, she started to get sicker and sicker and started to caogh really bad, wheezing at night, and she had to take a double course of Azithromycin (she can't do any penicillin type of antibiotics because she is allergic to those) and as she got better, she was still coughing.

And then she did it again with the hair drier, i think it was Sunday and i had to remove the old silicone and put new one and again have been sloppy and left tiny hair size holes which were enough so they did it to me on Monday morning and finally figured it and fixed for good and now the "wall" smell is subsiding and we both started to cough less (yes i started to cough too a few days ago).

But know i know. There must also still be some tiny holes and cracks, especially by the bedroom door which i could not figure and fix and those are active. Though not obvious, some wall dust still flies around and affects us. But the breaker box was a big break to them.

I can feel as i type my hands' fingers are a bit numb and painful, as for the legs... We have this ionizer that neutralizes dust and makes it fall on the floor, but from the floor it still gets on the legs, causing the so called neuropathy.

And yes they know it and they do it on purpose, to give us wall dust on demand, when we do and think things they don't like. Again, i don't know how, maybe they are using some bio vital signs whatever sensors and some AI but they can figure what i'm thinking at any moment.

(At this very moment when i reviewed the above somebody slammed some doors in the lot and a kid started playing with a basketball ball and it made me sneeze, violently).

Before i wrote the above i did some searches about KKK that i would like to share.
Gants Pass in 42 miles away from Canyonville where i have been for Christmass.

How many things have happened in my way to and from Canyonville? Rice Hill, the headlight and deer, the Prius.

And a few more links to some of my posts. The park. Epson. Crescent Bay. But it all started with Electronic Specialty, when they turned me into a vegetable for many years to come.

...working on, have to save and publish so i can search in other posts (with the same framework like for writing) for older passages to add links to them...

9:55 I started to have big problems at the wound (or near it) after using antibiotics, mostly Amoxicillin dust from capsules sprinkled on top of petrolatum based ointments which insure time relapsing of higher concentration than in the cream only for about 6 hours so i said ok, i will give up on those and just use petrolatum or best thing in wound care.

I had a jar with Vaseline for a long time, i tried it, it keeps the wound moist and granulating, but i was suspicious about cause it had been there for a long time and used before and it is easy to contaminate. Though no bacteria can survive in it.

But last night i found something at Walmart. Petroleum Jelly in a tube, for under 2 bucks, i would assume is the same as Vaseline but easier to apply and harder to contaminate so i went to get some but did not find it next to Vaseline, it was at baby care section so i felt like i needed to explain it here.

Yeah i'm aware of the symbolism, the eschar on my wound (especially after sculpting or partial debridement by the doctor) looks like the a map of Straight of Hormuz and petrolatum, well, you know.

10:23 Just looked at the receipt. 9:39 local is the time when i checked at Walmart.

12:25 Ok i slept a couple of hours (on top of near 4 last night), awoke with pain, panicked, sprinkled some more, i think i will put one more patch for systemic, (my stomach cannot take any more).

The wound looks like it's gonna be closed (the upper part) in a couple of weeks, the rest needs one or two weeks more. It's been quite a hell of a ride asking myself many times (a day) if i'm gonna make it (still am). Here it is at February 16 or one month after i have discovered it.

Last night i forgot my phone in the car (and the car is with Angela). It doesn't matter since it was off anyways, right?

3:20 My monitor broke and i was looking on Amazon for one. Seriously considering a 24 inches for 60 bucks, but also looking at more expensive ones as 4k. Got to have built in speakers, etc.. Got a choice of SCEPTRE (like i had), Asus, Ace and Gawfolk.

1:10 AM I could not resist and had a few puffs from a cigarette at Spirit Mountain but is it stinking in here now like cigarette smoke (from time to time) (and makes me cough of course).

9:50 PM If it's weekend and it's raining there's gonna be at least one mat in the "no dumping" area. Seen near that dark entrance on the far building.

Awoke this morning in the smell of dirty laundry though it was not smelling yesterday. The reason is they seed everything with bad bacteria from all kinda junk they throw in there. On the ground there are redwood chips, reach in tannins that are strongly antibacterial and breed the weirdest things that jump on anything not perfectly or timely cleaned inside.

Today i washed everything there was to wash but there is the carpet that is moist from the floor underneath. The basement gets full of laundry vapor, from leaks (i use closed circuit drier). Still not feeling comfortable, i thought we should give it a try and go somewhere. Closest. Spirit Mountain.

When we left, the usual scene (now every time we come or go there is one car picking/leaving some kid at Apt.D5). The guy who lives there i think owns two Silverados, and in one of them today parked outside the apartment they were at least 2 mats that were wetted by rain (he also likes to dry his boots on sunny days on the top of his trucks).

Was very sleepy, the drive was harder than anticipated but we made it there. About the weird stuff that happen i may or may not write tonight. But now i know the reason.

When we got back here the building was surrounded with laundry perfume, maybe covering some not so well washed clothes (by the smell). About the vent from the washer upstairs and its weird design i wrote many times before. The pipe goes through basement and opens at ground level, under out kitchen window and main door.

Angela saw one day one of the women upstairs (there are at least 2 and one guy) heading towards the opposite side of the entrance of complex with someone which means they got friends in the complex. Friends with or without a laundry machine inside. With or without kids.

I do not believe in the DNA theory but some might and a different reality could open for them. The thing is whatever was in that laundry vapor today was on our clothes too from passing through the vapor when we left, from getting inside and one could swab the chairs we were sitting on inside the casino.

I was telling Angela today. At Fox Pointe complex in Vancouver we lived next to the laundry room. At Sussex in Beaverton, not for from it and above etc..

And yes for the second time i had to pick those palm branches from under our bedroom window that fell from upstairs and take them to the garbage.

10:20 Yeah i think i can write about. There is a bar inside the casino called North. There is a two (native) people statue outside the NW entrance and the guy points a triple claw towards North (Star?). I don't know what to make of it.

1:35 PM Smoke. Forgetting where i put things seconds after. Dropping things out my hand. Tripping on bins with medical supplies covering the bedroom floor.

10:55 I will not go through all the details of my adventures at the doctor today or how many accidents i avoided on the road. But i figured something. Some of the staff members there are actors from the movie Billions, now free on Paramount.

But i figured something i need to share with everybody here. For years  now i knew the car starts to loose oil when getting closer to the change interval. Not much before that. I had some leaks that i fixed and is still doing it. Part of it, yes could be the wearing of the rings and cylinder walls. My car has steel sleeves for cylinder walls and i would think most advanced steel for rings. But at 180 k one would expect that.

But then i watched a video a few days ago that enlightened me. I could put a link to the video but the video is long and you have to be really into mechanics to understand what the guys means to say.

And then yes, why is the car loosing oil before oil change and not after that?

The key is carbonization. Oil splashes from the pan when the crankshaft moves and washers the cylinder walls when the pistons are up and the innermost ring. Some of the thin layer that remains and lubricates the movement of rings burns and turns into soot (carbon) that accumulates in the oil and accounts for the black color towards the end of change interval.

Also some of the oil components like detergents degrade in time due to hellish conditions inside the engine.

So this is what happens. More carbon sticks on the rings and with today's tighter clearances, it feels the space and makes the ring stick in its groove on the side of pistons and not expand all the way to seal the combustion chamber which results in more blowby, loss of power, more oil getting through PCV valve into the intake and making the valves stick, name it.

Most oils i see today and i prefer the cheaper mineral (impossible to find) ones and mixes, which have less paraffin (wax) in them which makes the valves stick even more, are advertised for 10k or more. Oil change intervals in newer cars are also above 5k miles. However, as the car accumulates more and more carbon deposits on cylinder walls, heads, rings, it goes into a spiral which results in oil consumption.

One easy fix which is also prevention of the problem is to change oil when it starts turning black ignoring the manufacturer's intervals and stuff.

For some cars it may be too late, for some cars oil will turn black within days which means it accumulated sludge (mostly made of soot) in all the corners of the oil pan etc. and you will need 2 or 3 changes before you see oil stays clear longer etc..

There are detergents that you could add in oil and run in the engine for 5 minutes or one hour like in the video, etc. before changing the oil but that seems too harsh to me. Just change oil applying the rule above (when it turns black) a couple of times which brings fresh detergent from fresh oil and gently cleanses the engine a the "natural way" also with no other effort than maybe an extra oil change a year in most cases.

It can be done i guess without even changing the filter because filter does not blocks the soot. Or it does? Maybe clogging of the filter with soot makes the bypass valve open most of the time and yes, you go in that spiral. Ok next time i got to Walmart i buy the oil and than across the street at Autozone, the filter and will try to do it maybe in the next couple of days when temperature will be above 60.

11:20 It smells like an open bag in the bin. I went to take our garbage and saw the blue bag most likely from E4, open on the bottom of the almost empty bin. Which means i would need my fishing pole with a hook at the end (and expose my wound to cold one more time) to fish that bag and knot it, but i tried something else which sometimes works, sometimes doesn't, depending. I put my garbage sack on top of it. Smell still lingers, don't know if it will go away or if i will have to go and knot that bag.

12:00 AM OK I figured who the guy upstairs is...

1:45

10:30 Last night they brought in a carpet cleaner at 9 PM... This morning a guy with an old truck with big engine and little or no muffler came to go through the garbage and pick the pieces of furniture from it, right after i ate.

1:45 PM I looked at Amazon and saw got an item at the door. Was getting ready to go and pick it but delayed a little and somebody climbed the stairs for upstairs. This is an example of how thet get many things done, through synchronization alone, nothing else. What would have been if i opened the door and picked that item while somebody got out of the car or worse, passed by door, etc..

1:51 I didn't feel warmer... Not to me... (no more at the mercy of weather man/women for this kinda of statistics...

11:45 PM smoke started maybe a couple of hours ago and is seriously impairing my functioning. Don't know what to do about wound, went outside twice, once to knot that bag, was pain free all day until then, smell has almost gone, my cellulitis next to wound flared up, i trip on things inside here, etc.. I ate potatoes, my BG went 180, there was microwave signal coming from somewhere, etc..

180 corresponds to an A1C of 8, but lately i was all the time under 150, wondering  how it is now, should be close to 7.

7:20 AM I  have no choice but to explain what happened yesterday. We decided to go out for the first time in months after i saw the wound is stable and doing well on optifoam. As i said i realized when i got outside we have been drowned in smoke with no usual weekly relief. It took me hours to clear my mind a little.

Just before i left i ate some cucumbers sitting in the fridge for at least a week, soft at core (as side for other stuff) which started me a bad episode.

When i got after the intersection of 99 and TS hwy had to stop at a gas station but saw the Autozone was closer to where i parked and went in there where i spent about 15 minutes to clear myself up in two episodes. I don't think that restroom was for customer as i had to pass the counters and some racks but they let me in as i was groggy.

In the parking lot next to US Bank ATM in Tualatin there was in front of me this car with LPN QUT. First i thought is said OUT. The one next to me had the same three groups of later and the one next to it QUD. Everything was in slow motion so i did not have time to react. Most of the cars on the road after that had the three letters starting with Q.

7:43 I could never understand how videos or tiktoks that are more "interesting" than others get more likes. I mean, how they know before they click? Yeah, shares, maybe.

11:38 PM Angela fell asleep. He went down the stairs to the car, like last night and now he started to creak the floor and awoke her. Could it be someone else with more energy climbed instead.

I did the insulin shot and though i waited like 5 seconds before i pulled the needle, some (about 10-20% of the whole dose) squished on my clothes and probably on the skin and inside the skin when i pulled it and now i got a reaction (shortness of breath). 4 mm  needles are very short and have to apply some pressure when i do it to go deeper in the fat layer under skin. Bigger needles create worrisome air bubbles in the pen.

We went tonight to Chinook Winds after a long time (could have been 2 months). When we left i felt smoke smell outside, very similar to cigarette but it took hours to clear my mind. Some of the effects are: we both yell at each other, make bad decisions in every day small things and forgetting one minute what we done earlier or where we put things. In my case, extreme laziness (close to a stupor).,

In there, constant pressure from other people, including a (pretty good) Alexa Crush meme at Road's end, many other people inside. I had the feeling i was not left alone not for one single minute. All for cameras of course.

1:52 AM Can your AI write this?

Generalization, a fundamental cognitive process in western philosophy on which concepts are built, is rejected by Buddhism.

But to them it may be more than a simple form of attachment to patterns, as it could be seen as based on greed or the need to "hoard" reality in a finite and relatively small number of repeatable and predictable patterns, breaking the principle of aparigraha.

(Just to give you a small "heads up" on how different they are from us). However, by rejecting and ignoring our philosophy, they are falling too often in sadly predictable behavioral patterns, that are behind the shore of our perception and ignored by us. 

Of course the coronation of pattern thinking in west being stereotypes (strong types, from Greek stereo - strong, with super heroes on top) with a high degree of refining and abstraction so common in American culture especially in music and movies.

Yes in Romania before 89 we all attended philosophy classes both in HS and college with of course the need to explain Marxism. I hated those because like physics it was mostly the history of philosophy. Mostly the need to memorize things vs the thrill of long threads of easy, logical reasoning (yes, via patterns).

8:00 Awoke with pain. Tended to my wound. A combination of triamcinolone and triple ointment antibiotics last night reduced the redness and swelling on the skin next to it. Wound is visibly shrinking. Some smoke made its way in here.

9:30 Can noise be violence? Several instances so far with loud exhausts, severely disputing my thoughts processes, setting me powerless and mad. Last while i was reading this "news".

10:40

12:20 PM Another one. Ran out 2 or 3 days ago. Ordered for today but is not coming on time.

Last doctor's strategy for my wound was triamcinolone outside wound and Silvadene inside. However Silverdene eats away my granulate so i tried Triple ointment inside and a mixture of triamcinolone with triple outside.

That did not work either and got swelling and pain outside so i sprinkled cephalexin on it, now waiting for the infection to clear. So far the biggest granulation i saw was with optifoam and cephalexin sprinkled on dry wound (Opti foam keeps moisture for granulation), ordered some as shown above, is not coming today.

I think i could be days away from a conclusion however i am missing the right strategy and supplies and right now i'm in trouble (infection again).

Got better results with betadine than Silverdene.

5:25 I have been doing searches in imdb for  Hungarian actors for years (at least 8 to be more precise); however google does not allow me to do it anymore. Only ten at a time and then after 100 i get this. Then i have to wait and then it lets me less and less. Now i get the puzzle after 20.

10:45 Yesterday i got in big trouble with the wound. After cleaning inside the apartment for many hours and the inspection, i went outisde to deal with the poops. Smoke coming from outside influenced my decision and what followed after. That is i feel alseep without tending to the wound.

I woke up in a couple of hours with biggest pains i had since this episode started. I put several patches and took several antibiotics pills and got better just in time for today's doctor's visit.

I was surprised to hear him say my wound stayed the same in the last 2 weeks since last visit. Here is a screenshots with the two pictures showing differences in 15 days.

However he identified what he said was dermatitis (next to wound from where all the chills and pains came from) and gave me an anti-allergic ointment for that area only which worked (a little).

I know i started to have all body allergies (itching) after i used Opti foam which BTW made the biggest progress.

I did not put any extra patches and took only two pills today however every time after i dress the wound i get the chills so i put a patch and think about taking one more pill before i got bed.

11:00 PM As the noise from upstairs subsided, the apartment filled with smoke from outside.I believe it got to my head already and here's the proof (what just came to mind, the demons i have to deal with). "Cu viteză americană și cu tactică germană".

3:05 PM I think it's related to me reading the news, they started a very loud base upstairs, Angela was trying to get some more sleep (she got only 3 hours last night). I picked some ideas from the news but got so mad i forgot what i wanted to write.

5:22 I freshly tended to my wound. Amazing how all pain goes away when i apply some antibiotic on it (best), sprinkled some and too some orally. Upstairs a rare instance of doing laundry. I was thinking.

When these guys spread across Australia some 4000 BV (Pama Nyungan culture of which some became noongars and the Hungarians of Attila (with their unconventional war tactics) and the mongols and ninja etc.) they did so because they have learnt how to manipulate the tiny elements.

Do yo remember how the movie Mars Attacks ends? Got that one pushed a few days ago on youtube, not by chance. An illustration of what's happening to me. They get by a lot by tickling the humor in masses.

So they did today. Knowing i took apart my closed circuit drier that was full of one year worth of lint (on some circuits). Though i removed most of it in the tub with the shower head, some stayed in there.

So they brought a bunch of old clothes next to the battleground which explains why that AC i use in the drier stinks now so bad.

Of which i didn't know but when i got out to check for poops at least next to the entrance and i felt the smell from there so i decided it was time to remove all of them and i saw.

One can of beer (just bought a box from Walmart) etc.. I used 9 bags for dog and cat poop. And guess what. I saw a few drops of rain. I think i will take that AC and the flexible pipes outside no matter what they will think of it.

Yes they do manipulate tiny things. Whatever i eat at home one day i found on the landscape, exposed to soil bacteria. I believe they call it spirituality or witchcraft but i would call it handling unclean things. 

Just when i was thinking we have to thank the Brits for opening the Pandora's box, i realized it was not their fault for Attila and all the Mongols comming in Europe. However the Brits and French did participate in parting of the Ottoman Empire of which some fell under some weird influence and went "radical" and anti-western and now are under the big dilemma of the day.