12:45 Went to smoke a cigarette. In my peripheral sight something was moving. I turned my head and saw a raccoon, under the deck. Not as big as the other one, rather shy. Enough to raise my BP to the roof, while smoking and being vulnerable. I stepped towards and climbed the stairs and went inside for the camera. While on the deck i saw the other two, smaller, probably a family.

It took me less then a minute to adjust the camera (start the flash) however they were all gone and i knew it was not a good idea to follow them.

Got back inside and my eyes fell on the Walgreens sticker i put yesterday on a side of an (old) piece of furniture. An idea came to me. I came at the computer and pulled the Walgreens logo. First thing i saw, that is not  your standard calligraphy. it's got a ワin it. Or a ひ.

Then something crossed my mind. Could the initial in W's name actually stand for a 山?

1:15 Got it. If in Japanese 山 (Yama) stands for mountain, i know the link with gods Yama and Shiva (both gods of destruction and rebirth).

8:53 Got to gave them in Taxes.

9:52 24 hours after they emptied the bin. They threw in doggy bags, black and blue, some unknotted, some insufficiently knotted and it stinks like hell all the way to the apartment. I gathered them all using the grabbing tool and a stick and tucked them under a garbage sack.

9:57 Approximately 7 days after that needle got into my toe the toe is still red, sensitive and slow to heal though i see progress. I do get chills and hot flashes but less and less. The site of the vaccine is sore, 36 hours after. After a 3 miles walk yesterday (the second since) i believe toxin and bacteria got pumped from that finger throughout my body causing stifness in all areas that have been exposed to wi-fi and cell phone.

However i crave another walk. Mostly because of the smell.

But this is not new. Could i had a form of it before, something like chronic? (This was the reason i wanted a shot). I'm gonna look to see what other kinds of anti-bacterial shots they have.

The wi-fi affected areas are not healing period.

6:55 AM I can hear a kid or an animal yelling/crying outside. Could have been a raccoon. Wait a minute. Could it be racoons those who poop under the deck?

7:15 The smell became unbearable. I tried to go outside to see under deck and in that very moment a silver car came and stopped in the alley probably to bring a kid at the probably improvised day care at the same crushed entrance where the mystery woman lives.

7:25 There was one small "forgotten" piece, but the smell arose kind of a sudden, after i heard that cry, after it was gone since i picked the last one last night. One brand new gigantic truck with a trailer passed by, very slowly, made me very nervous as i threw that piece in the direction of the hydrant (not worthy for a whole bag) and i'm not sure where it went.

7:30 I think it was near the noisy BMW. Within minutes, someone started that car and left.

8:00 I did not write this down. My new teeth are excellent however they leak some chemical that tastes bitter and makes me dizzy and tired. Less and less, after a week almost none because i kept them soaked in baking soda.

After last time wrote above it still smelled and i went outside one more time. It was a trick. There was nothing left. The black BMW is still there, it was another noisy vehicle. I came back inside and took one charcoal cap for nausea had a taste of the mint tea with lime.

However it tasted like the chemical emanating from those teeth the first days after i made them. Acrylic or methacrylic acid. They symptoms should be burns, but probably at the concentrations i was exposed to the biggest problem would be adding to nose congestion and limiting oxygen intake (which could lead to heart failure).

I took two charcoal caps as they absorb those chemicals. Started to feel very dizzy, sleepy and tired, but after i took one more charcoal i think i got stabilized. Got some more nasal decongestant. This is a must considering the vibration from the construction site which would last for months.

Got some stomach pain that propagate in my intestine like in the first day i used the dentures and a vague burning sensation on my throat. Went and grabbed the milk i put earlier in the mw (we only drink boiled milk). She upstairs came at once and started to use the electric broom on top of me in the kitchen area and vibrate the floor and my ceiling. She probably again gave catnip to the the cats cause they now run like crazy.

4:00 PM Today again like yesterday, made a large cup of tea and then i went to check under the door. There was nothing. The smell was coming from the dumpster next to mailboxes. Again i tested the tea and was bitter like the dentures in the first day after making. Like wormwood.

They put some pieces of wood right after they emptied the duster, blocking the lids and people have put the sacks on the ground next to it. I went and when i open the lids, i almost fainted. The smell was like in a Ceaușescu era public restroom, only for dogs (or cats).

I found one big black bag, open, with one tiny piece in it. I think it was the piece i pick from under the door and threw the other day next to hydrant. Probably coming from the cat i just saw heading for the hole under the balcony of the one level one apartment building, the one with the green balloon.

Then i slept until 3 PM which is a lot. Angela came and i asked her to taste that tea. She confirms it was bitter. Was made with a Stash mint little bag.

2:13 AM Wanted to go outside to smoke the last cigarette before going to sleep. A strong sulfur like smell, too heavy to be able to smoke. Went to check. There is an old, stained, huge mat next to the North bin, other stuff in there that stinks like a restroom. Went to check the other bins. There was a guy, smoking next to SW bin. And then i saw it. A raccoon coming towards me. Still far away, went inside. It came at the sliding doors, looking at me. I think it was limping and hungry, but did not want to feed it. Then it would have come again.

Was thinking earlier. Why the adapter for my laptop (notebook whatever) broke so many times. The laptop was probably hacked or modified when i went to a hotel somewhere, it was putting out microwaves to a level of maybe up to 1% of that of an oven. However think of the exposure time, up to 10 or 12  hours a day. The laptop has one hinge broken probably because the plastic became brittle because of too much microwave radiation.

8:55 Woke up chocking. Got dresses and out of here. My walk felt like i almost been run over by a number of huge Sport Utility Vehicles of whose drivers can't see for 10 meters in front. Yeah i know. They should run backwards cause they have cameras in the back. I once saw one of these with a tiny camera on the front grill. That would do it.

Yesterday they brought at the bin the worst mat ever. Can't be from this complex, never saw a person that looked like could own it.

No need for dog bags today. It literally smells like a restroom and chocking mold. When i came back from my short walk, i felt the smell 5 minutes before i got here. No one is showing up on the alleys today uh huh suggesting again no one lives here. Upstairs, just the cats running though the green element is here. Don't know what to do, i only slept 4 hours. I started the ozone generator which hurts my eyes and makes my neck and back itch.

Also three lime scooters, suggesting people are coming but not leaving. (Like the case with abandoned kids bikes near my entrance).

Yeah i moved wet mats from the no dumping place near this bin so they can be taken out. That was before they had a contractor removing them every week.

9:13 I was going to write about, no loud exhausts today, however one started in that second, but did not run not for long before it left. Was thinking to take the mat, put it in the truck and take it somewhere. In front of City Hall maybe. But unlike the guy who brought it here, they would arrest me for doing that.

During my walk i also saw young virgin nuns from the Dominican Philippines Mission (to Tualatin, Oregon, US) with hair caught in samurai hairydo driving cars with blue smoke in the back, chocking me when i was climbing the hill, to fulfill the prophecy. Others doing other funny things, like walking with hands held together like for prayer.

(During my walk i was also thinking. If Biden can't run a campaign, can he be President anymore? (Is anybody running this country, other than...???)

Yeah i gave up after fixing the catalytic of the truck three times. It was on a 3rd of July, 2012, when it broke the first time (literally, to pieces that were rattling inside).

Then they stole it. After that i went to an exhaust shop and they welded one for 500 bucks that still works (somehow) to this day. I only use the truck for emergencies.

10:00 By the way Tesla is back up again, 25% or so for the week, dragging up the whole market. What did they do, put a fifth wheel on cars?

Fell asleep, woke up. Signs of infection in the whole body from that mat, though i have patches with antibiotics on me. Especially a headache. I think one of their aims is i get meningitis starting with an UTI (representing my sins), so i eventually have surgery to release the pressure, i don't know, my skull open, to fulfill the prophecy like Biden?

So i entered survival mode, went online and searched for a place where to take that mat. Found one in Newberg and a closer but  not certain one closer on TS Highway. So instead of calling, i jumped in my truck and drove over to make sure first. That reversed the exposure and the heat in the truck with no A/C made me feel better. Also the nausea disappeared during that drive.

However at Pride on Tualatin Sherwood they do not accept mattresses. But i took a glimpse and saw they accept motor oil. So i know where to take it next time. They sent me to Newberg.

So i came back home to call them and take the math, thinking one of the reasons they did this today is 4th of July. As i said in the past, any holyday would be good for the start of fulfilling a prophecy.

However when i got home to my surprise i saw the mat was gone. They left something however. A blue flower. That was there earlier when i left but now was move on top of a cardboard box. A blue bag open looking like a flower presented in a cardboard box. Blue bags first appeared after AlexaCrush appeared once on TikTok in blue jeans.

On the road, many vehicle with LPN containing variation of KGB and PG. PG from Parental Guidance i would assume. They started doing this after AlexaCrush episode which i tried to prove is the same with Myiuki Nishijima, with face distorted by a fish-eye lens and with eyes colored by CGI.

And cardboard boxes. Don't know what is the obsession psychosis with cardboard boxes these days. It started that is one day after i removed most of Amazon boxes i gathered in the last few months.

Trying to imagine how would have been me parading all the way to Newberg with that mat that was so stinky would make entire cities stink.

And there are, in this bin, under, some terrible things. I saw days ago a bucket filled with something fermenting. I opened the sliding door to air and there is no relief from outside.

2:17 PM Oricât aș clănțăni eu din tastatură, ei nu schimbă tactica meme-urilor la tot ce scriu (pentru curățarea memoriei dvs.). (Și mă fac să mă uit iar la poza pe care abia începeam să o uit...).

Chiar acum am depistat o mare sursă de confuzie în limba română. Probabil artificială, ca multe altele, poate fi responsabilă de prostirea generațiilor prin inducerea în subconștient (hacking, virus) aversiunea față de... amintiri ale experiențelor vizuale. A (se) uita. Nu cred că e acceptabil să existe același verb pentru două acțiuni atât de importante și principale în activitatea umană.

Amândouă au date în DEX ca etimologie latinescul oblitare. Toate cuvintele depistate de mine ca având etimologie sanscrită sunt mult mai aproape de sursă decât acest oblitare, care poate merge pentru uitare (franceză l'oubli), dar privire? Ăștia au copiat pur și simplu etimologia de la uita.

Cel mai probabil vine din dacă, unde corespunde sanscritului uta, care se folosește ca întărire la sfârșitul unei fraze, bla bla uta, care în română s-a transferat la început, în sens de iată/uite bla bla, care poate avea aceeași origine dacă/sanscrită (uta) iar cu timpul a evoluat în sensul de privește.

O coincidență nefericită s-ar părea care ne poate afecta psihicul la fel ca un virus.

O soartă asemănătoare o au cuvintele bucura, curea.

2:20 La marile publicații on-line scriu doar anonimi... Cine e Daniela Șerb?

6:55 Every time i watch an episode of Last Kingdom i become a warrior. I fantasize about slaying my enemies but usually it ends in a verbal fight with Angela who also becomes one. I think it goes to your subconscious, after seeing so many killings with blood and all. I hope we will finish them soon (browsing that is).

The series started in 2015 and ended in 2023.

We all know both Ukrainians and Russians are Vikings at heart. I mean, Russia was born as Kyevan Rus', where rus' in Norse language means row (a boat). The main difference is the Russians have some Mongol in them and also some fading Indo-European, especially by the language.

Wondering if the film was  not a tool of propaganda, following the 2014 war, to raise the Vikings in Ukrainians.

2:12 AM Mda fiindcă nu pot să adorm, nu șiu, mă gândesc mereu la aceeași chestie, am mișcat mouse-ul, s-a aprins ecranul iar ochii mi-au căzut pe o frază. Deci ăștia m-au făcut să-i critic pe un articol în care se luau de robotul auriu, deci să mă contrazic singur și mi-au oferit un exemplu mult mai puternic să pot arăta cine sunt ei și cum și pentru cine lucrează.

Fun-ul nu poate dura prea mul când citești din Cațavencii mai ales înainte de alegeri isterice, la fel ca dragostea de pe tiktok însă mă mulțumesc și eu cu neurotransmițătorii care mi-i dă până mă prind la fază.

8:40 I was banned from Instagram before i could post anything so i can't look. Can't remember where i read it but in that day when i first posted this,

Alexa Crush wrote somewhere, maybe on Instagram, that was the day when she decided to "take her pants off" and start to post on various sites including PH and YP. Targeted, in sections of those sites where i was looking. But i discovered her tiktok and X accounts only about a couple of years ago.

Though i had matches done earlier (between celebrities and Hungarian actors) my Similarities blog started in October that year.

Dorka Gáspárfalvi, a child actor who was in a movie that received and Oscar, quit posting on tiktok in May 2018, when she was 16 years old. The looks on her first videos on HP and YP since that period correspond do those of a 16  year old. Later, when i discovered her titktok and X (then twitter) accounts i found on anther site a profile saying she was born in 91 or 11 years earlier than her real birthdate. That profile is gone.

Would that go noticed in a city (Budapest) which is considered porn capital or Europe and probably of the world? Nevermind, google now says Prague, last time i checked it was Budapest. Who can tell how many of those girls are under 18?

It is obvious this is a state coordinated action against me. There is no other nation in this world that would do this to a child of their own.

10:50 Upstairs she won't stop unless i upload one or two audio files. Today i thought she was going to leave at the same hour as yesterday, so i waited 2 hours but she does it only after i upload which she just did.

2:43 PM Four hours of sleep last night and then posting all the above, others on the other blog with big noise and stomps. My brain was scrambled. I had a pair of jeans to return at Walmart, buy some diabetics stick and i had to try to return the modem to xfinity without contacting CS first (attempted the return a few day earlier on my account, they said they would return my 30 dollars and i have to return the modem but they gave me no instructions how.

Got first at xfinity. As soon as i got there i saw a person resembling her all dressed in black with hair not so long though entering so i just sat there in the truck, in disbelief. I thought of leaving and coming back after Walmart, (would that have been a good idea) but she came right out, thought of taking a picture, but she was looking straight at me the whole period of crossing the parking lot, putting all kinda faces, like those seen on tiktok (trying to impress me maybe). She looked a bit more mature than 22 though.

So i went inside. and tried to go to the stand where it said internet. However the guy from the entrance, "the receptionist" called me back at the door "to check me in". He said i cannot return it there, i had to go through the app. Then i got mad, went back at the car, only to realize i locked myself out and they keys were in ignition, due to me being tired as hell and distracted by that young woman.

So i went back inside, asked for a screwdriver, the lock on the driver side is broken, i had open it in the past with even sticks i found on road, this time it would not open. It looked tighter, like someone fixed, partly. So i just went back inside, asked for a bigger one, he said i have to wait for that, and then i called Angela who was at work, some ten minutes away. On the chart this is when i called her the second time, while she was on the road, the first time was before that peak.

They were two open bags poops in the dumpster and i think i saw they guy with the big dog making big poops right in front of my door talking to a handyman on a cart, right when i came so i have to go outside first, i fill finish here later.

Like this morning when there was a big plane noise first time i wanted to leave and a bunch of ambulances when i left, right now when i go outside they started an ambulance sound.

I was there, waiting for Angela, some good looking obviously Hungarian young woman was moving around the lot with a cell phone, got back inside, he said i had to wait more for a bigger screwdriver and i said i already called my wife and then tried to explain him one more time. I was more calm this time, i told him i went into my account on the site, i asked for cancelation, they said since the service was never activated they will return my 30 dollars and i have to return the modem.

And he said something that shocked me. That modem is yours, you don't have to return it, you paid for it and i said it can't be that cheap, must be a 200 dollars value or something whatever and when i asked him to speak to an actual xfinity CS he then said for the first time, the waiting time for those was 130 minutes, though they were 2 o3 people more inside and i think it was then when the market started to go down.

Then i started to fell the pain from the phone, though not as much as Sunday when i must have been exposed for about 30 minutes while trying to finish those 45 dollars free play.

Then Angela came and i unlocked the truck and went to Walmart.

At Walmart i witnessed a bizarre scene at returns, there was a thin guy dressed in black spandex with tan-gray vest on and a neon reflecting vest on top with a back pack on the floor. He was bending and moving a lot his women like body, got his green vest off, his vest off, then he put his green vest back on, simulating, i don't know, a tiktok show.

Went and picked on poop not far from door, knotted several more. I noticed lately every time i go knotting bags, some car comes and then goes around and comes one more time to pass the bint, today it was one with a dealer plate and yes, more than 50 cars i look at have tinted windows. The cat now sleeps in the cardboard box.

I don't know what this is going to be in the end, it looks more like a bunker. There is one more long ditch with much concrete in it on the left.

8:20 I believe i just saw this guy passing again through the back yard, and a raccoon shortly before him. I think the cat on the stairs is pregnant and about to give birth.