12:21 AM Ok i found enough mental clarity and will tonight to add 3 more columns in my sheet with earthquakes and stuff.

Julian day, Mean anomaly and mean elongation. One more step needed to finish calculating the precise moon distance (center to center) for every eq in Romania since 1940 (I have it input manually for 2008 to 2016).

I would have finished it but the formula in Wikipedia is not pastable so i would have had to write it letter by letter with possible mistakes. I remember i saw it somewhere else but i think i had enough for the night.

Their AI selected an appropriate song for the moment. "I'm so happy cause today i found my friends, they're in my head..."

12:36 found something here... Nevermind, it does not work with svg files... Nevermind. Here it is. I just wrote it manually. Let me check it one more time. It was as complicated as writing a new credit card number on Amazon...

385000.5584 - 20905.3550 cos (M) - 3699.1109 cos (2D - M) - 2955.9676 cos (2D) - 569.9251 cos (2M)

1:32 Made some  mistakes, something is not right, got to fix it... Tomorrow.

10:43 Other priorities... Searching for someone...

Didn't happen in a long time. To be bothered by the vibration of a train locomotive. It is like it's synched and presses on my heart... I had palpitations because of it. I'm tired and sleepy, i'm gonna lay down...

5:30 PM As once my guru said. I will have a long life in the sense that my life will be so full of events it would seem longer. After finishing writing a longer entry on my main blog, i had to go (per Angela) to wash and vacuum the car.

When i was about to exit the door, i heard Lady Bugya singing on the radio "paparazzi". On the other side of the door, on the left, high on the lawn, a team of teen and preteen gymnasts presenting all their sexualized body parts, one at a time. Dresses falling showing underwear while they were doing...

I knew there was going to be a show at the carwash too. The guy who scanned my card, barely standing, shaking, looked like... They had to top what i just said about Hope Hicks (never trust a politician who has double initials).

Too bad i don't have time to search for them all.

5:45 The reason i spent hours searching for her today and yesterday... She keeps showing at Chinook Winds, dressed as a tech or something. Could not find her. Could it be the weight gain that prevents it.

5:48 They now yell real loud competing with an ambulance siren as i wanted to go outside to smoke.

6:23 Now they moved in front as the ice-cream van came. It's 55 (6C) degrees outside.

7:27 Yesterday i saw a big sign saying TOBACCO on top of the convenience store across from Red Winds. So i crossed the street and went and looked. On the wall behind the counter they had the largest selection i'v seen so far, but could not see Kent, the much wanted for cigarettes of my teenage years.

Two packs back then cost like a one day wage, several times from the today's retail price in the the US. And were hard to find, only from smugglers. Unaffordable.

There was a willing native American looking woman at the counter whom i asked and after i spelled, Kay, Ee eN Tee, she looked under the counter and pulled a pack marked with a dark band on both sides which in the cigarette packs color code means full flavor. I asked for two and also if she had the lighter version of them which she did not. So i bought 2 packs for 30 bucks, and went and tried one.

Smelling like it, but vaguely remembering of the flavor, they were strong. After inhaling too times, i felt like falling from my feet, pretty much like the same when i re-started smoking about a month ago.

Today i looked closer and the tobacco inside is red brown, not golden yellow as i knew it since back then. Much more robust, like the coffee, but not as flavored, basically tasting like ash, like all i tried recently. As i read not long ago, the best tobacco leaves (and the most expensive) are Burley and the tops.

8:10 Got sort of hungry, was eating a few crackers, walking casually back and forth when i saw a kid on a bike coming my way then veering in the last moment. Was thinking of smoking a cigarettes, the came back now dressed in pink and stuff looking like Easter bunnies. Though they speak English and Spanish (short phrases) they yell like Japanese kids do, in one or two syllables, with accent on the last.

10:45 That naivete had its own charm as it made them more like us...

2:06 AM I was looking more at Egyptian Women in hieroglyphs when i saw some of them wearing on their head something that reminded me of a Shiva Linga. So i went and searched more and what did i find.

Is this what they mean, the masons, when they say they draw their craft from Ancient Egypt?

10:40 Slept 5 hours last night. I smell weird because i am smoking. Was thinking. How could i have smoked so many years and haven't noticed it?

Got a rude awakening on a forum. If i go there and ask a question, the trolls jump on me. However, besides raising my BP quite a bit, the jump start made me go and search for the answer myself. After a few iterations o found the answer, which is a big step for me in being able to calculate the Moon distance on a certain day.

Just went to smoke a cigarette and what did i see, next to the Aucuba next to my bedroom window. I went to grab the camera to catch the moment, a woman was quicker than me. By the time i went and started the camera which chimes at startup, she was behind, sweet talking to her dog.

And  yes, i did study celestial mechanics in college. All i remember though is they were pages with differentials, probably about the three body problem.

I remember prof.Irimiciuc kept telling us he was the second mechanics teacher in Iași, after Mangeron. There was a legend circulating among us students saying that Mangeron did send the equations to NASA that helped made the corrections to Apollo 13 so it can safely return to Earth.

I passed the exam by finishing a non functional gyroscope project that was started by a different student, making it an intuitive demo gyroscope that should probably still be in that lab.

I once met with him and his wife in Copou, and after i recognized and greeted him he made a large bow, a gesture i did not understand.

12:00 Today is the 27th anniversary of Red Wind some 130 miles from here. Angela's got 30 dollars free play, we're heading there. There will be a motorcade on I5 North with vehicles with weird symbolism on LPN surrounding us, beware.

Good thing i liestened to the Jocker and Rocket Man this morning, got rid of a song that was playing in mind for days. Now it's Rocket Man.

Early today when we came back home i found an email sent May 3rd at 3:38 PM from the management basically saying i was in violation of the rental agreement for the last 12 months and subject to termination. However a month prior to that we have received a renewal of the lease (they now call it rental agreement). It is the first time we receive such a warning which is not based on the lease (rental) agreement.

The email was sent after they received the payment for the next month however it contains a document that was generated the day before the email was sent and payment was made.
 Here is the only page from the rental agreement that deals with late payments.

Here is the payement confirmation that was sent by them 12 hours prior to the email with the violations.
Here is the lease renewal offer that was sent to us by email, mail and on the door on April 25.

Here is a screenshot showing 0 balance as of right now but i believe it was there before they sent the email or right after 5:38 AM May 3rd.

12:42 PM Just got en email (on Angela's computer and email) from the management saying this type of warning is normally sent on the 5th and there are no violations.

11:43 "ascuns între coline acoperite de o mantie de sare". Poate d-aia. (Arată cum arăt eu la 64).

12:32 Good, better, best, never let us rest.

Silence of the lambs.

Cred că obiceiul ancestral are ceva de a face cu ciclurile agriculturii de subzistență care s-a practicat timp de milenii în România. Un trend, vechi sau nou, nu se curmă ușor.

Dar noi ce suntem. O adunătură de aspirații și adicții pe care uneori, ca de Paști, le numim tradiții.

9 AM. Went to bed after 4, slept 4 hours, plus some in the evening. At the time i went to bed i was already nauseated but too tired to go search for those. Pepto-Bismol works to some extent, but i also ran out of it (i only had a few, abut 10 tablets. I can't believe i didn't order some on Amazon last night, it would have been here by now.

I am addicted for trips to the stores for anything. God knows how much fuel Americans used before Amazon just to get to a store which usually is miles away and buy one item. I opened the back door and a military plane made a big noise. After missing for a couple of days, the blue bag is on top of the lids of the empty bin, it is visible from here, i wanted to show first. Took too charcoals, feeling better but still.

Because the wind is blowing from that direction.

In the mean time (since i took the picture 15 minutes ago) 3 more people came with dogs, to top it.
2:08 PM I didn't know!

2:27 AM Asta a apărut după ce am vorbit de zodii și gemeni. Cine poate să verifice aceste știri?

8:56 Five hours of sleep. Today is the big day. They pick some of the dirtiest garbage i ever saw. Bins are full of garbage out of bags that has been rained upon. There are bags the size of a human in some. There are dog poops in open bags i threw in there, now covered with bags. While i was asleep i had a nightmare about finding a big dog poop in the shape of a goose liver colored in yellow (fatty liver).

9:00 Did i say something about blues earlier today?

9:17 În topul știrilor din România. S-a surpat o stradă. Nici o grijă, Raed Arafat e pe fază. A apărut prima dată după ce am posta eu despre asta.

9:29 Acum a luat un avânt proaspăt după ce am folosit sintagma calcul biliar. Dolinele (nu am știut) sau surpările de genul acesta se formează unde există roci calcuroase și ape subterane de care am vorbit de asemenea recent. Ele se pot depista. Dovada este că se surpă la comandă, când este nevoie de o știre de uitare.

9:33 Am vorbit despre cel mai murdar loc din casă.

9:40 De la Ungaria nimic decât reverse psychology.

10:30 Nu știu exact ce anume, culorile, lumina, rotunjimile, dar această poză (un meme) sugerează un fund sexy de dimensiuni planetare. Din ce știam eu, Venus ar trebui totuși să fie cea sexy. În ultimul timp (cam de 50 de ani), NASA nu ne dă altceva decât picturi. Pe când niște video-uri?

Apropo, de ce s-ar duce oamenii pe Marte? (dacă ar putea).

10:40 Da, și lumea e condusă de evrei, nu de egiptenii antici și așteptați. Poate cineva să-mi spună la ce s-a așteptat Hamass după ce "au intrat peste evrei la o petrecere deșănțată" și au "răpit pe unii" "care sunt ținuți și acum"?

2:05 After i came from my walk i picked the mail and here came a guy i haven't seen before who yelled something short at me and changed my mood. Tired, distracted, i went and picked one from the grass on the east side, one from near my truck again on the grass and went to throw them and check the bins.

Every time i go towards the SW bin, there is one or two big vehicles making big noises crossing my way. Then i went at the SW bin and on my road i picked one pack of cigarettes and other pieces of garbage from the red mulch.

Tired, absent minded, after a walk in smoke (i had the mask this time) i threw them over the fence, like those who i am criticizing for such a long time. Then i went in there, squeezing and when i got out i saw yet another incarnation of the red headed veteran's daughter coming from the end of the building D and getting into a gray Honda i guess. Then i remembered i saw them again when i finish my smoke before i left.

Then i went to pick a green bag from next to busiest and most visible bin, the North one. I did not realize i could have went around and again i squeezed on the other side, almost tearing my clothes, when a car came and stopped very close, for the mailboxes. On the other side there is on the ground a sack the size of a human, that has been left behind after emptying the bin by the truck (Thursday).

But at least one thing i can tell from my walk. I figured the reason they do so many acts and pranks around me (industrial style) is for the casual observer who need see one or two as he/she passes by.

And one more thing about earthquake predictions, which nails it, but i keep it for myself for now.

2:30 Got a 3 miles rectangular loop for my walk (for some reason can't convince google maps to complete the loop), the only possible one in the area that passes by an elementary school and a kindergarten. Every time i pass the school or kindergarten, a number of cars with significant LPN, people or motorcycles pass between me and it. But today it was special, it was a google car with cameras.

Three vans with the logo Transit comming from different direction at the last intersection in the loop above. There i have to be real careful how i cross because it's a 4 lanes intersection, there is a lot to walk and  the light turns green for the left turn before you have a chance to finish crossing.

8:11 Woke up at 7, after 5 hours. Bloated, nauseated. Yesterday i tried something else. Pepto-Bismol. While it reduces some of the smell, bloating and nausea, it is not solving all problems. So i went again and picked one from behind the three, looking like from nr.4 and two small unidentified from the grass east of the building. No more blue or green bags open or otherwise. The bins are unusually full and most of  the garbage is loose stuff, with no bags, that has been rained upon.

5:12 Vibrations usually brings stuff from outside. Exactly when we started to eat, the blowers and mowers came. Then i felt the smell. I went and did  the rounds and i found an open blue bag with content from two dogs, of about one pound, on the ground near the SW bin.

But that was 2 hours ago. Right now there is an annoying bass probably from a car accompanying "Spanish" music and i felt the smell again. I cracked open the door and am ambulance siren started in the distance. I hit the post button and the bass stopped.

When i did the rounds this morning i had to remove a bag that fell between the bin and the fence at the SW bin. Otherwise when the garbage truck driver removes and empties the bin, the sac would fall and get in the space under and stay there until i go and beg the driver to let me pick them while he lifts the bin.

However someone did a prank and put some yellow dust on the wire fence (looking like pollen) and when i squeezed in there i got in on the back of my jacket and didn't see it until after i did the rounds in the afternoon. Probably the reason why some guys where laughing when i passed by, however if you check they will say they were laughing for another reason.

Many times when i go in casinos people nearby are having loud conversations designed in such way that is like they are talking to me. Sometimes people from the various teams there (security, techs, clean) are using walkie talkies creating the impression the police are there (like in old movies) etc..

Generally everything i say and do is somehow doubled and certainly addressed. Like when i complained about the music, they added the siren. I think is a quantic way of canceling information and a way to keep reminding who's in charge.

10:10 PM Did the rounds. It drizzles. One blue on the ground near SW bin, heavy, apparently closed but stinking real bad. Threw it where i threw the others, on the opposite wall of the bin, next to the wet mat. One green on top of bin lid at the W bin. One... blue on top of the garbage bags at the N bin.

3:05 No blue or green bags by the bins so far. Just big fragments from the same dog spread everywhere in the grass. Saw them earlier but then it rained and softened them and made them hard to pick. Judging by the amount, it's the same stuff like that in the blue bags.

9:15  This expression is a meme, right? What is absurdly sexy is a video i posted before this news. So absurdly sexy i don't want to look at it again cause it make my physically ill for days (a storm of neurotransmitters). It combines all the known tricks to human kind, starting with ancient Egypt, India and ending with today's Japan. I don't believe people should project sexuality at this level.

Zendaya, Zen or Xenu?

Wait a minute. Was this guy on the left pumping gas at the 76 station near Safeway in Boring last night? He pissed me really bad. Were the three of them at the Indian Head Casino last night?

As usually when i share the casinos with celebrities something bad happens on the road back home, near accidents that is.

Just before midnight i was driving on 26 about 10 miles before the peak altitude near Mt.Hood. It started to sleet (is there such a verb) and i had poor visibility due to low headlights (too close to the ground) especially in curves and here came this semi with high beams on in the sharpest curve to the left (like they always do) and blinded me.

To the point that only after he passed i realized i had to quickly, in a fraction of second, move the wheel left to avoid the rail on the right. I was telling Angela. That semi had to be synched with my speed and position miles ahead to get there in the worst possibly point in the same time with me. Kali, the goddess of time.

They attempt to do this for a closure. If i get in an accident preferably one car only in a remote area where there are no hospitals and ambulances after i was seen in the same frame with the celebrities of the moment they can say anything after. It would be a confirmation of all their lies.

9:45 Am i crazy or this song is about incest?

4:13 I started a pizza and when i was about to add the toppings someone came upstairs and started to march between kitchen and entrance. Nobody has been there in about a week. I looked outside and saw the car with CUF LP has returned.

I noticed in the past most times i was doing pizza they came out of nowhere and started to walk above in the kitchen area. Maybe they are simulating somehow that they are doing it for me like i we were not capable of.

The person upstairs, by the way it walks, is really heavy.

Earlier. Did the rounds outside. Found a fragment of a big dog poop, like from a big human, next to SW bin, almost stepped on it. There was a mat fitting inside the bin, wet, with a blue open bag on top. There was another green one on top of the lid of the W bin. Domini-canis.

BTW, next to that one there is a Lime scooter, kinda hidden between the bin and the next wall, abandoned there for about a week.

7:47 From the memory card.

At Indian Head an eerie image in the sky. Three trail jets piercing the clouds making it look like the underground of volcanoes i just posted about. Planes are very rare in that area. 04.28 1:28 PM.

8:20 Même du jour (d'avant hier)

Good thing i looked. They posted the meme, however my original image was gone from the post. Just restored it. What else?

20 years ago i would have believed i was stupid and didn't know enough English. Now i know why they used these rare expressions in perennial, insignificant news.

11:40 I apologize for being absent and distracted at WinCo. I was in pain. A few hours of squeaking upstairs and they raise enough dust to create pain. I think they have some ancient trick, with ultrasound produced by the squeaking when rubbing pieces of wood from the floor, dust being charged  positively and me negatively whatever. It is a pain that's diffuse and grows without even realizing and has a more psychological than physical effect.

Lately i've been dealing with pain by drinking, which is good for diffuse lower grade pain but i got to that point when i can't drink anymore. Coincidentally, the day they laid the new fine irritant redwood dust i had an aspirin patch on my shoulder, just put another one.

Also about 20 minutes ago i did the bin rounds, found 4 open blue bags by the SW bin. Two on top of the garbage that now has filled the bin, one on the ground and one hanging by the wire gate.

8:02 AM Slept 5 hours (and more in the evening). Woke with bile blockage. Blood sugar is 270. I remember when i fell asleep last night at 2 i was already feeling the smell.

Did the rounds oh boy. One by the hydrant (next to entrance). One fragment by the tree (next to windows). Three in the open space east of the building. None by the bins (because i just said about last night). One used tampon with diluted blood (by rain) on top of the highest bag in the SE bin. A number of sacs with garbage on top of recyclables and on the ground next to west bin.

But i still feel some as i open the sliding door. There must be some that i missed.

When i took the bag at the NE bin, one short Asian woman was kinda hiding from me on the opposite side of the bin (Like Sun, Earth and Moon i was talking about), looking scared, but then she stood and started to smoke. No i did not look at her face, i was too mad and engrossed by the poops in the bag in my hand. When i got closer to the bin, a bald Asian man popped out of nowhere and stood in between me and her.

Other, less significant or obvious scenes i wouldn't mention not to complicate things more.

Since it seems to me like people are not acting randomly around here, i believe they do not actually live here.

Was thinking going to search more, there is a dog barking loudly and kinda... crying like, nervously?

8:20 De fiecare dată când văd, de ani de zile, mă gândesc, și nu am reușit să mă obișnuiesc dar de obicei am alte chestii mai importante de spus. Nu mai articulați cuvinte franțuzești că sună caraghios și se confundă cu alt cuvinte, care înseamnă altceva, adică ai chef de ceva sau faci un chef.

Sau adoptați cuvântul și îl scrieți românește, șef, ca la bucătar șef. Dar e probabil așa de greu să oprești un trend care a mers atâția ani. Ca și convingerea că România nu era în Shengen.

Românii pun prea mult usturoi în mâncare din cauza vampirilor care sunt așa de mulți în țara lui Dracula nu-i așa.

8:42 As i said, was airing the living, i felt more smell and went outside and found 5 more (i was too mad and sleepy earlier i guess) and went i found 5 more.

So a total of 9 people came here between last night and now and didn't pick or didn't knot and/or threw by the bin.

7:45 Woke up nauseated and alert after 6 hours of sleep. I went and removed 4 dog piles, 3 in the open, one on top of the SE bin lid, one open in the NE bin, one more open inside of the NE bin, other garbage items, all east from here. Let's see what direction the wind is blowing from. South. There is a wet comforter, pillows in the SW bin. Angela is on overtime again, Saturdays starting at 4 AM with 3 hours of sleep.

My blood sugar is 204 and i can't remember what i ate before i went to bed last night. Ok. A can of Mediterranean style sardines in oil. I took my last fish oil cap of the day (i'm on it for about a week with 3-4 capsules a day. Cottage cheese and i think a bit of toast. Two little chocolate candies (Can't resist). Graham crackers. Yesterday i drank calendula tea.

But now i feel bloated and nauseated, my nose is totally congested because of the smells. Because of that my stomach has raised through the hiatal hernia and i am ready to have some palpitations (touches of the stomach to the heart).

How about i treat myself with 5 minutes of ozone before i eat? I think it's pretty much useless because i got that stuff in my lungs already. But ozone from the room gest into the lungs too, right?

8:15 One thing i'm committed to is do the dishes more often, but at least early in the morning, if i'm too tired at night. It's not the dishes so much as it is the large sink in the kitchen that gets contaminated and stinks. I i was neglecting to clean it for a long time, i was just doing the dishes. Then when they vibrate the walls of the building with large engines with modified exhausts, the smell spreads quickly throughout the room.

I also took one charcoal cap for nausea, had some coffee and a Graham croaker cause i'm getting lightheaded because i'm hungry. Though there is enough sugar in my blood, it does not get to the cells because of lack of insulin? Waiting for the charcoal to clear the stomach so i can eat something, otherwise the nutrients will be absorbed by it?

10:40 Yeah i had a very bad spell today. I believe it's the follow up of the yesterday's mishap. I was very tired, 5 hours of sleep Friday night. I was falling asleep in the casino and went outside only to find a guy next to my car that started yelling. Is that your car? It was open and went inside and turned you headlights off. During this time his wife in black pant was bent inside the car facing me (the other way), showing a huge posterior.

How i let the headlights on and why my key was in the car, it's a long story. I am not even positive i let the key in the car. How it got there, could be a ninja trick? Pickpocketed while i was in the restroom?

However. This morning i was full of gas and also did not use the de-congestant last night. Breathing through a congested nose creates vacuum in lungs every time you breath in. Raised diaphragm muscle by the combined action of vacuum in lungs and gas in the intestine.

For about one hour this morning i felt like my heart was literally about to stop. Was considering going to the ER.

Diastolic pressure was 100 which a sign of abdominal pressure, bloating or gas blocked inside your guts. While i did dishes i got a big relief from gas a couple of times and then my BP went down and now is 148/85. It happened so many times after seeing a scene with big posterior and black or dark colored pants.

BTW i believe there's now smoke coming from outside. I saw earlier a bulge in the mulch in front. One trouble has ended, another one just started.

11:00 くノ一 Didn't know you could dance like that... Have a nice weekend everybody!

Got bloated above belly which means bladder blockage, many hours after i ate food and half  hour after i had a couple of Hershey's miniatures. (about 3 grams of sugar each) and my blood sugar went from 200 this morning to over 330. I knew.

So i went outside, found 2 open blue bags next to SW bin and one on top of the garbage near surface inside bin, one green on the ground next to W bin, two in the grass behind the tree closest to our living and bedroom windows. 6 in total, with 8 in the morning.

The fact they now leave them in open bags near the bins doesn't make it any better.

Earlier. I tried to connect the phone to internet via USB so i won't have to take it off airplane mode. First via the computer's USB which is connected to router via ethernet. Then with an adapter to ethernet (as i had it before at one of the computers) and it didn't work. Then i set the computer as bluetooth hotspot and that didn't work either.

In the past i was able to use the phone as wi-fi hotspot for laptop via wi-fi and USB.

While i was trying with bluetooth i didn't here the monitor beeping, but it was like more than 6 ft away. When i felt the pain, i brought the monitor closer and the phone was putting out signals in the 30 (mW) and more. So i stopped playing with it but it was too late. Then i started to crave alcohol like crazy, probably because of pain. It's been hours since and still feel the pain.

Then i turned airplane mode off, stood like 10 ft away until the phone finished negotiating with towers and stuff and then i tried to download an app. But any times i was getting closer to the phone, it started putting signal in the hundreds (mW). Then i asked Angela to do it for me (setup an app i was planning to use online) and the signal was lower than when i used bluetooth.

1:05 PM FedEx screwed me again. A guy with a dog passed. I was supposed to get a package (belt tensioner) but "was delivered at the mailboxes". I went outside to grab it but i saw the package at the door, opened it and inside there was something else, for a different address. On April 1st they lost a package or delivered it somewhere else. Now i got to figure how to get rid of it.

I grabbed the tensioner, it looks new but it has the same play at the pulley as the old one. eBay.

4:25 Today i disposed of a total of 8 dog waste piles.

I took my blood sugar last night after i have been away a number of hours and was lower than lately (238).

Looking forward to take it again when i cam home tonight from Spirit Mountain. I suspect it has something to do with the dog waste smell that together with other factors may cause bile blockage (common duct), emergency pullout of the sugar from the intestine and store it into blood to starve the bad bacteria that causes toxins?

However i'm not sure if the intestine can regulate this. The transfer is done through osmosis which depends on the concentration of sugar on both sides of the intestinal wall.

11:45 My little experiment. If the blood sugar drops after going to the casino and breathing clean air. This morning was the same as every morning, around 280, after being 238 when i came from the same place.

I ate substantially before going there, like chicken and salad including cucumbers, but also i had Graham crackers, little Hershey chocolates (a few) and cookies in the car @6. My blood sugar when i came back after 6 hours of fasting was 216. I did not start the Metformin yet and stopped the Losartan because of lightheadedness. Blood pressure is 160+/93.

2:12 From the memory card. Comments, later. (There are at least three poops i saw earlier, the reason i have been sick today and yesterday).

I don't think redwood bark dust is the solution to the problem of soil erosions around these buildings. One short rain, two runoffs (there is one more in the alley). They will be many more until total washup. Trouble is when the dust gets on the alley and dries out it is raised by the cars and is very irritant because of large amounts of tannins.

8:40 PM Went to take the garbage, recyclables, pick the mail and the stuff at the Amazon locker. About 10 people got intentionally in my way, several cars and a van with meals for kids that stopped in front of the building.

9:45 Went and took more recyclables, disposed of a blue bag at the SW bin, was getting ready to hose the building (there are dust buns everywhere, red dust on screens, etc. but the woman at 4 is now in another marathon session talking on the phone for more than an hour at her balcony, upstairs, next to our apartment. Ok, she just left, i hope it's not a trick.

10:40 Yes it was. She went inside and then when i hit her wall with the tiny hose, she started to hit the wall from inside real loud. It was before 10, quiet hours. A first after so many years. But i did not realize what was happening until after i was done. I did that wall for about 2 minutes, the sound inside must have been like a rain. Angela says she didn't hear nothing when i did our walls.

It looks like the people upstairs moved away.

Could have been planned for a long time, they knew i will do this if they bring in new dust.

Haven't done it in at least 6 months, probably because of this video or maybe because the old red dust was pretty much all washed by rain, they were dust buns everywhere especially under the gutters that were now loaded with fine red dust, where it never rains and especially by the lamp in front where bugs come. It took me almost one hour to finish this side of the building, both floors.

Picture taken right after they laid the dust Tuesday morning.

Got wet, it's 54 degrees outside, i hope i'm not catching a cold. But i'm doing so much better with vitamin C patches all the time, no more need for antibiotics.

BTW i picked the test kit from the locker. Not only UTI. It does ten different tests, including two for liver, one for kidney, etc.. At 70 cents a strip it beats the heck out of going for a blood work. They say 83% detection rate, pretty similar with pregnancy test at home kits or COVID.

There are many out there including some for lack of vitamin C. I chose this one because it's got an app that scans the stick and analyze colors, no need to wet the box with the stick and guess and waste time for each test, and of course, the price.

And yes i can use the app offline, with the phone on airplane mode.

11:55 I don't know how to start an online petition but if i knew i would sign one for pretzels, Doritos, potato chips and other stuff to have zip lock bags (yes i spilled pretzels everywhere, in the car, in the kitchen and now under desk).

12:05 AM Anybody can tell me what is the point of idling a loud vehicle at this time of the night.

12:10 Ok i figured by myself. Got pains all over. They got a new leverage on me. When they spread the bark dust today they made a mess in the parking lot. Then they blew it with a blower, obviously some of it (the finest) got as high as the roofs. By vibrating the light buildings with a heavy vehicle, some dust fell and i feel it already.

Vibration also electrifies the dust which will float around for hours. This will repeat every Wednesday when they will blow everything including the bark dust. If they did this during rainy season, it wouldn't have been so efficient.

Well, there will be a little rain after Wednesday when they will blow it the first time.

12:14 They came and poured the bark dust. Then they blew it on the wall. But it is nothing like in 2016. Back then they were pieces of wood within, now it's mostly dust.

2017

Now

After they put the bark dust, though it now smells fresh, right at the corner with washer vents it smell like dog pee. One night i saw (one of the) guys from nr.4 peeing he's dog there, at 3 ft away from our washer and drier closet which also smells inside.

10:20 Got awakened by a huge commotion outside, after sleeping about 9 hours. They came to put bark dust around the building. Looks like again redwood. It is the third time sine i live here.

I am afraid they are going to put too much like they once did in 2016 i guess. I was positive i posted somewhere, maybe it was on g+, now gone. In some areas around the apartment there was up to one foot.

But even it if it's not too much, every week when they blow the parking lot (and the areas with red bark) they raise it up on the walls. Red on blue.

Redwood dust is special. It contains a lot of tannins which give it the red color which makes it very resistant to rotting. So it never turns into soil, it just gets washed away in time. In this post is shown what they did when they tested the hydrant. But stronger rains or even a leaking sprinkler did the same.

BTW the custom made aluminum tub i installed in the catch can got loose and was leaking oil and i got again some oil in the intake (i think). Got to vacuum it today.

Yeah i can feel the dust in my eyes and throat. The vibration from the huge blowing machine brings the finest particles inside.

2:23 I figure most people don't understand when i say google puts a cap on my searches. The way i do (searches), i go on the right side of my similarity blog (actually i have all those links in a favorites folder in the browser). I open one of the lists, in this case Japanese actors born after 50. I go at the year i am interested (usually target birthday -4). Then it starts the interesting part.

I have installed in my browser linkclump. This alows me to open simultaneously several links. That is if i have on the screen a text with several links in it, i can open them all in one move.

I go full screen (F11) to see as many as possible. With the keys Ctrl and Z pressed, i do a selection with the mouse. I see on the screen an orange rectangle that i move around to encompass my links. Then linkclump opens all those links each in a separate tab in the upper bar in the browser, the tab bar. Usually i open about 40 links at a time (a lot) in 40 tabs. Then i go from tab to tab with Ctrl/Tab and see the pictures, looking for resemblances.

It is ok for a while but lately. after 3 or 4 screens with 40  links open, google starts asking me if i'm a robot, which actually i am not, and then it gives me visual quizzes which are most annoying. Then it lets me open another 40. As if all was not annoying enough, i mean the searches themselves. If it wasn't for this procedure, i would have never been able to do any similarity. Google is now taking it away from me.

2:40 Anybody could remember me not to go again on I5 north of Portland, in the State of WaShinto? I went yesterday again after i done fixing the catch can. Like always, in the last part of my trip, a number of cars got in front me, though far enough so i can't see them because of the other cars and released all kinda toxic fumes.

If others got affected? They probably did, but they went somewhere to recuperate. Instead me, i went to Lucky Eagle casino, and after i ate, i fell asleep in the car (I also only had 5 and a half hours of sleep and worked all morning at the car).

3:30 Tricks getting more and more elaborate. I went to take the recyclables in the small bins near the west bin. There was a black sack next to it and wanted to throw it inside. However the sack was full of glass items so i just let it there, after i touched it.

There was  a blue bag on top, and one on a side. There was very little space between the bin and the cage however i managed to squeeze in there to dispose of it. A noisy electric SUV passed and a woman with a stroller, real close to me.

They were numerous old items i did not have the time to pick last time  the garbage truck driver let me for a very short time grab items from under the bin. They sit  there and stink. There is not enough room for me to get in between the bin and the cage to get those as i planned.

I don't know what  happened, last Thursday they did not pick the bin next to the office at all.

There are open bags in the other bins. It smells like garbage on the first day i remember this year with 75 degrees outside.

10:05 About a week ago google has started to put a limit on my searches. I usually do 40 at a time, in 40 tabs and it tolerated this for a long time if i did not repeat it more than every 2-3 minutes, but now it's really getting in my way especially when i discovered again some mistake in my posts and i try to fix those

I tried to checking the box, but then it starts to give me visual quizzes for every tab, which not feasible because they are so many. It usually get back to normal after, i don't know, 15 minutes.

5:44 Got the alternator and the pulley. The alternator label was smeared on a side. The pulley bolt is kinda irregular, rough.

I had some surprises removing the altnernator (parts in the way i had to remove). After i put the alternator on, i heard a sound around the pulley. New bearing hissing, is there anything like that? (It went away after). So i took it back apart but the bolt was coming out hard (not by hand). I remembered it went in also kinda hard (not by hand). And then i saw why. The bolt of the pulley was kinda rough.

All the discount parts you buy on ebay are kinda irregular, you have to look real good. I figure they buy them as scrap from Hyundai.

From my experience, most are just cosmetic, this one was more than that. I remember i wanted to put the old bolt but probably some disapproval sounds from upstairs made me give up (as i said t hey know everything i am doing and intervene all the time).

Anyways. After i took it apart i took pictures of both the alternator flange where the it goes and the bolt itself. They were no shavings on the bolt or stripped thread on the flange. Just a rough surface. I torqued it at 40, before and after the pictures, though i cannot find anywhere the actual spec. I wouldn't put less than 40 on a bolt like that where all the tension of the belt lies and pries on that cylindric spacer.

However now i think about buying a longer bolt and put a nut on the other side. This one doesn't even reach for the whole thickness of the flange by about 1/8 inch. I think grade 5 stand for 8.8 as it is marked.

However It did not cure the noise. The noise is at the tensioner pulley though this pulley had a considerable play and it leaked grease from the bearing. Should have not had replaced the alternator (nothing wrong with it). The noise i was hearing with the stethoscope was the from the fan, the new one has an identical one.

I completely removed the belt to check the play at the tensioner, which is big and then i panicked, could not install the belt no more because of a such a narrow space. Also had to draw a diagram on a piece of something, from a site.

I already ordered a tensioner. On ebay again.

I am dead tired but cannot sleep because there is at least an open green back in the north bin.

1:53 AM My new day has started. There was a vague smell in the air. I went outside and found on the grass one thin in long pieces on the grass, whitened by the Sun today, barely smelling, and when i went to the bin to dispose ot if, again, the content of a litter box, of the same color ad the other day, not used much, still smelling like perfume. I used the watering can and wet it thoroughly before i remove most if it, however i think i did inhale some dust.

10:40 Really nauseated until i took charcoal. Must be more outside. They started to make big stomps in the kitchen area when i tried to cook something.

1:00 PM The crosswalk with yellow flashing lights where i almost got flattened out yesterday by a black Bronco with a scared driver (or acting) who didn't see the crosswalk, the flashing  lights, me or the pile of cars stationed on the other lane letting me pass. The crosswalk is hidden behind a tiny hill. The flashlights are barely visible in the Sun, i was dressed in black and the first stopped car, small was at the color of the road.

Today i took my time, made a few steps in the bushes and took another picture of the treatment pond. Then i looked own and they were more pipes emptying in the stream that was going to the river.

One more picture with the pond from another angle. Can barely see the community center house in the background

Question. Do all the houses along river empty their sewage in it? Am i breathing sewage when i go for walks? Another reason i am nauseated all the time?

Here is an afluent of Tualatin River seen above. Took the picture from the bridge right after the intersection of 65 and Naiba. As you can see there are ducks and gees. I never see ducks or gees floating on Tualatin River.

Where they again tried with a white SUV with LPN PPY and a woman distracting me. However i kept looking back at it and he didn't start until it was too late to reach me though while i was still on the road side.

1:15 Yeah i kept thinking on posting all these and forgot about the others. There was a guy in the park resembling dr.Eusterman i just wrote about.

A red headed young woman reminding me of one on my list just came with a dog in front of me while i was posting those images. Again my left arm bent.

1:25 Here is a septic tank schematic. As you can see, something flows out of it.

1:15 Today it was the 4th day since i'm talking 50 mg of Losartan. Didn't feel a thing the days before, but today i was really lightheaded, after taking again the full dose of 50 mg on a 160/90 blood pressure. However, the measured blood pressure did not go down. Or it's the anxiety of measuring or noises etc.

Very similar to the way i felt when i smoke a cigarette for the first time after 15 years. What do they have in common? Losartan lowers the blood pressure by relaxing arteries. I knew for a longtime that nicotine is a vasodilator.

Well, it is for skeletal muscles blood vessels it while constricts the peripheral. However, it is not nicotine responsible for the lowering of the blood pressure. Tobacco is also reach in vitamin K. However, vitamin K has long term effects on your blood pressure. So it must by something else.

Like after smoking a cigarette, the initial light headedness was replaced soon after by a well being sensation (high) that at the beginning lasted for hours but faded away after a couple of weeks to almost none, this.

Today i had something on my mind. Wanted to go and ask the garbage truck driver again to let me grab the sacs caught this time under west bin. But by the time he arrived, i was feeling so weird and stiff, i didn't know if i can do it. However i tried, grabbed several sacs, and other items, including green bags that were under.

I could not remove them all as he was on a schedule, i had only about 2-3 minutes, some stuff remained in there, among them a detergent bottle that got under and keeps it off the ground, with chances for more stuff to get in there. Maybe i could stick a pry bar and remove that one later.

Feeling stiff and about to faint most of the time. Good thing i did not get nauseated at all, after i quit smoking, drinking and took omega 3 which is supposed to open the gallbladder which it did right away, today was the first day with no significant nausea, even when handling that garbage with blue nitrile gloves.

Earlier today i cleaned the bathroom fan grill which was full of dust. While doing so they hissed the tub faucet real loud, vibrating the thing and releasing more dust. Could that count for some allergy that converged onto lowering blood pressure (though again it was not lower when measured).

But the well being probably given by lowering BP was ruined by big stomps upstairs, all morning, with blinds on and no car in the parking lot.

Anyways after taking a shower (which again felt weird) i decided to go with the walk. Since a good portion of my walk passes by the ER of the hospital across the street, i said to myself, if i get worse i will go there.

Again the shows at the intersections, this time some of the cars have been replaced by women on foot.

So i passed the ER but when about to leave Borland, i started to get sick again (about to faint like lightheadedness) (could also have been exhaust or something from a car passing, which i suspected in the past). So i turned around, walking back towards the ER. I noticed that when i was heating because of the thick jacket and the sun, i was getting worse. Probably heat and relaxation brought more low BP.

At a certain time i thought i saw in a huge SUV, white or silver, the President of Romania, Klaus Iohannis driving alone. He gave me a nervous look when i looked at him.

A few more minutes walking on the left side heading south towards hospital i met with a signaled (solar powered yellow lights flashing) crosswalk. I was standing there waiting for most cars to pass before i pushed that button, but one guy coming from the left stopped, with many cars behind. Then i looked on the right, could not see many cars approaching, pushed the button, the voice said "yellow lights are flashing" and started to cross.

About one meter to the center line, i saw a black BRONCO, speeding, coming from the right, passing in front of me. I was not aware he was about to pass. If i was about half second faster, he would have hit me at about 50 mph. The driver, black bearded, in his early 40s, looked familiar from my searches.

Conclusions.

These small yellow light flashing things do not work ell when there is much sunlight, especially because drivers are not used to them.

Best tricks work when i change my mind and turn around. Today i cut my walk short, turning on Borland. Who can now accuse THEM of planning this?

11:13 After Angela came and we ate, i fell asleep at the computer. Then i moved to bed. I slept till 8, waking up like after a marathon.  The marathon on Borland. Did they gas me from a car or was the accumulation in my body of Losartan, with one more dose tipping over. However it was bad and i don't wanna go through what i went this morning again.

But today i remembered something about liver enzymes. After "the work accident" (read being gassed with Trichloroethane) at Electronic Specially, with again neighbors from upstairs (At Fox Pointe complex in Vancouver, the one close to Portland) keeping me awake for a week when i also didn't eat or drink water because of sleep deprivation psychosis, i ended up still alive at Washington Memorial Hospital, in the same city.

They gave me one pill (probably Ativan) with a little water and i slept for more than 12 hours. Then doctor Proanus came and after talking with me for one minute said i had schizophrenia.

Then they drew blood and here are the results. No elevated liver enzymes.

The story is much longer, but i will stick to one idea. Liver enzymes.

After i got out of the hospital i figured the thing with trichloroethane. And i went right away to a clinic in Vancouver and they sent me to a lab for tests. They did not find any trichloroethane, i believe the time passed since the accident was too long, however they gave me some liver enzymes test results (last page). SGPT was 6 times higher than the upper limit! Wasn't drinking or smoking at the time.

I can't remember why, 20 days later i went to the same clinic, and a different doctor sent me again to the same lab and my enzymes were now... ok!

In April i went to see an occupational doctor in Portland, dr.Eusterman. He took me to a building on 3rd and 4th in downtown Portland and told me to wait in the lobby. There was a directory with business there and i think one of them was the FBI. (Went there again in the next year to complain about a lawyer, they just gave me a phone number to call). But he didn't tell me.

I believe now it's all out of the statuses of limitations.

When i looked for dr.Eusterman, found his linkedin profile. But surprise, i had a job offer, as of today, the first ever, in i don't known, 15 years since i got the account, something related to programming and Italian.

Modest pay, 23 dollars an hour. Now that i think, i haven't spoken Italian in 30 years after living in Italy for 3 months (was watching Italian TV channels for years before that) though i read (with no problems) papers from time to time.

However i saw a movie recently, and they were i think speaking the Roman dialect, very fast, and could barely understand about 50% of the words and phrases. I will probably fail the interview, and i think this is what they are after, actually. But i will apply.

2:53 AM Big time smoke inside, went outside, there is more by the SW bin, could be coming from one of the houses beyond the tiny park, but who would light a fire at this hour. Came back, somebody in an electric car dropped somebody or picked somebody in front of the building. Perceived index is above 100, not shown on air quality sites.

10:32 After being here for me almost one year i think they finally gave up, leaving me for dead. I saw furniture being taken out a few days ago.

I haven't felt so bad in my entire life. High blood pressure and blood sugar, nausea, palpitations, "rheumatic pains" everywhere, starting with again the puncture from the needle when doing bloodwork (which results i believe they are manipulated). Today finally quiet upstairs the whole morning.

I recon they only made noise when my blood pressure was already up from reading news, other kinda emotions. So they can max it to damage my heart, etc..

Was thinking going for a walk and i remembered. It drives me nuts. Every time i approach the intersections inside the hospital property, cars start to pile up. Most with weirdly coincidental LPN. I don't see any for minutes, before as i approach an intersection or after, only in intersections when they must slow down, with women looking in terror at me (theatrically). Like i am about to crash their windows and suck their blood.

And after i pass and look behind, no more. The alternative is on the street, but there they dispatch some old car that fills the little canyon with smoke as i climb the hill towards Borland. There is no escape.

The purpose for the vegetal (wood, cellulose) smoke last night. As it always does, it re-started all the infections in my body, all the painful points. Heavy metal in smoke particles uses all vitamin C in my body.

10:35 Nevermind. One just got there, probably through the attic from the other apartments upstairs and made a big commotion and scared me. Most likely the woman at 4. Now it started the ritual walk.

10:50 Now i feel dog poop smell.

1:00 PM First, from the memory card.

I went to take the garbage to the SW bin. I can't remember if that came out of the red hair kid's bag (BTW, how could he throw the bag over the 2 meter fence?) Now it wasn't there cause i would have remembered. Blue (blue bag) moon (earthquakes), ice cream cons). One car nearly touching the other fence. One huge RAM i haven't seen before next to a BMW i haven't seen before. Every time i see one of these i feel small.

Upper left. 6, 4, 3, lower left 5, 2, 1. Yeah i know it's confusing. That was the purpose. Smelly cans bags at 6 and 4. I rinse mine and keep them inside.

Probably about to rain tonight.

I saw it when i left, didn't have a bag with me. Right before i started to write here, i went to dispose of it, one woman, thin, curly was next to the three above, haven't seen her when i came, heard her talking to her dogs when i bent to pick. Didn't see any bags.

The guy with the silver truck brings the garbage from his business here.

The small canyon (65th) that feels with exhaust every time an older car passes. Today it was no exception so i took the stairs to the hospital.

It came out moved. I usually don't do this (take close pictures of cars with people inside but this one had a LPN ORYGUN (i think on Salmon background). Until now i saw this in the rear window of huge trucks like the RAM above. On the right seat, there was an old woman, probably going to an appointment. Can't find it on this site though.

I didn't know what this pond was until i saw that sewage leak at Chinook. Probably an individual water treatment pond, could it be for the community center? (an old house). If you look carefully, you'll see some sort of a lid in the middle. It doesn't not stink like the big pond in the summer but i wouldn't be surprised if it had some bacteria in it.

I wanted to take the picture but when the idea came to me i had the Sun in my face. Turned around, made a few steps, went off the trail a bit to pick the stream that goes into the river, right after i pushed the camera button i saw a younger, attractive woman coming from the right that almost got into my frame. How did they know?

1:17 Immobility. I saw that written in doctor's notes transcribed with that Dragon Dictator AI software. Next to palpitations. I said about immobility when they tried to draw blood from my left hand and about palpitations probably earlier in dr.'s office.

I can move the left arm only about 45 degrees in total, or can straighten it to only 45 degrees with a 50-60% mobility. Because of a badly treated humerus fracture i had when i was a kid. Probably made intentionally like that, they performed two surgeries back in 1973 i think.

When they removed the plaster, i could not move it at all. 4 more "mobilizations" that is forcing my articulation under general anesthesia. I remember right after i could move it all the way, but within hours, the range got smaller and smaller. Like the chemical exposure at Electronic Specialty in early 96, it slowed my brain considerably after.

For this reason, when i sit at the computer and not type, or only click with the mouse, i unconsciously keep my left hand between my legs.

One guy with a bucket just passed in front of the big wall to wall windows in living. Look at the image with the building above. When there is sun outside, you just can't see inside, it's too big of a contrast.

Same happens inside casinos where many times the janitor come and mop the floor around me when i use the urinals. The floor is wet under those any time i go there though.

I remember what happened once at Ilani, several years ago. In one or the restrooms they have next to faucets pumps for soap that are not embedded so they can easily be removed. At every faucet i went, s...m was comming out of the pumps. I thought it was weird and i smelled it. I went to another and it was the same. So i rinsed my hands for like 10 minutes and then i went and grabbed Angela and went home without touching anything else.

1:24 It smells like poop again.

4:20 My alternator is here. Identical with the one on the car that ran 125k. 2 days with Amazon. But i have to wait for the pulley that comes from ebay. Because i tried to be smart and negotiate the price, i missed one or two days on delivery. I really don't understand why they don't sell the alternator with the idler pulley installed (not the tensioner, that is another one i didn't have on the old Elantra) like this used one. Money i guess.

5:13 Yeah i went and checked and find quite a few. Some old, some new, some partial. All in the free, in the area east of the building, not in open bags around the bins. Cause the wind is now blowing from that direction. This things are making me real sick. And when i talked to the doctor about, he didn't say nothing and the dictation software went: "He resides in an apartment with numerous individuals paying for prides, which frequently contain overfilled garbage beans".

6:32 They may have stopped upstairs, it's the season for kids now. The weather is getting better for them to stay outside. Third day in a row, they come around 3 and stay and yell for hours so Angela who started again overtime 10 hours a day, 6 days a week, 5 to 3, can't sleep.

I was speaking with her on the phone the other day, i was ready so say "bine" (ok in Romanian) and to end the conversation, exactly in that moment she said she is doing overtime, i said "bine" because i had the word on my mouth and ended, now i regret it. I do not agree, mostly because she can't sleep enough in here. Sleeping 4-5 hours a day and doing overtime at this age is really bad.

6:55 They pulled the kids, the smoke is here. I found earlier a number of rat holes by the south garages,, where the smoke was coming from last night/early morning. I got a new sack of soil, trouble is i don't have much cement left.

8:07 Ice cream truck is here.

10:00 Every time i go to the toilet something happens. I mean, one hisses a faucet, flushes the toilet or even pees and flushes the toilet before i raise up, like tonight. Wondering. How do they know. If this has anything to do with my bile blockage confirmed through blood work.

And BTW i think my bile just got unblocked after taking earlier a few capsules of fish oil omega3 which is said to even reverse fatty liver (steatosis).