12:05 PM Is her with the dogs in the backyard right now? Was her at times also? 

2:18 A native of California. We'll see about that. But what is her age?

12:31 Have you seen the new generation Japanese models? (links on right, warning, some graphic images). Many of them could pass for Blacks, Latinas and even Whites in the US. Some, for kids. How they did that? I don't know but there could be some genetics involved.

I was eating when she came. I think she left a huge one by the stairs. I accidentally went outside to pick something from the balcony (door is closed with the AC) and found it, fresh. Now i'm nauseated.

I think she, the other she, others, come from this apartment.

12:52 Google is screwing with me badly today. Every time i try to do a search it does this. 

4:20 The result of the work of the heavy women climbing upstairs. Also this Wednesday they damaged the grass when mowing, to remind of a wall in a video i kept posting.

I (sub)scribe...

5:15 Mestubushi. Last night i wanted to get away and went to Chinook Winds casino. I did not play much but mostly been hanging around, in the parking lot, smoking in front. I noticed the cigarette disposal was close to the shuttle station, were mostly sick people were getting on and off the shuttle. So i tried to move at the other side of  the entrance.

When i went inside i was briefly upstairs. Using the stairs which are now enclosed in a temporary wall. Don't really understand what are trying to do in there but i noticed on both side of the stairs they were building materials, side under floor have been exposed and they were... machines, like a mini excavator with drills at one end. Though it was all enclosed, it was opened at both ends of the escalators and the escalators and the upstairs area of the casino were both in use by guests.

There was a security guy at the lower end of the escalators but somehow i managed to take a picture of one side of the escalator when i was coming down.

It did not bother me visually, but as a result the whole casino was filled with invisible irritating dust. It is painful, today i woke up but did not realize it but i am absent minded as a result of being exposed to that.

The stairs for upstairs at the apartment were probably like that for a long time, never saw them from that angle  until today, and because i am so irritated i panicked and emailed the office (thinking she from upstairs might fall and i could get the blame), and had to send them several email until they understood (or maybe not) what i was trying to describe. Apparently they did not understand from the picture what i was tying to say so i had to describe it in words.

It is not the first time when they are doing this at Chinook. They had done remodeling work at the roof at one time with the same result of dust being released inside and several years ago not long after i started to go in there, after 2016 in one night they used buckets of adhesive to attach vynil on large surfaces of the floor in the presence of guests.

During COVID they always used some sort of very strong smelling disinfectant, always when i was nearby. One day an Asian looking woman was washing the moving rails of the elevator with it.

In the day i got banned two women were chasing me wiping the machines behind me and i think that smell had something to do with the fact i went nuts and confronted that Japanese clown.

Last night i also went behind the casino and saw the sewer situation did not change.

I know what this all is about. They are trying to imply heavy usage of the stairs by me.  

6:08 I wish i could take more pictures yesterday. All the security guards were looking like Vikings taken from the movie The Last Kingdom though somehow fatter and slower. It was quite a show.

7:28 I always wondered. Where they took the Morton salt girl model from?

8:05

10:45 Have you seen the movie? Here is how the castle Bamburgh looks today.

11:15 Laura Stoica

2:13 AM Wanted to go outside to smoke the last cigarette before going to sleep. A strong sulfur like smell, too heavy to be able to smoke. Went to check. There is an old, stained, huge mat next to the North bin, other stuff in there that stinks like a restroom. Went to check the other bins. There was a guy, smoking next to SW bin. And then i saw it. A raccoon coming towards me. Still far away, went inside. It came at the sliding doors, looking at me. I think it was limping and hungry, but did not want to feed it. Then it would have come again.

Was thinking earlier. Why the adapter for my laptop (notebook whatever) broke so many times. The laptop was probably hacked or modified when i went to a hotel somewhere, it was putting out microwaves to a level of maybe up to 1% of that of an oven. However think of the exposure time, up to 10 or 12  hours a day. The laptop has one hinge broken probably because the plastic became brittle because of too much microwave radiation.

8:55 Woke up chocking. Got dresses and out of here. My walk felt like i almost been run over by a number of huge Sport Utility Vehicles of whose drivers can't see for 10 meters in front. Yeah i know. They should run backwards cause they have cameras in the back. I once saw one of these with a tiny camera on the front grill. That would do it.

Yesterday they brought at the bin the worst mat ever. Can't be from this complex, never saw a person that looked like could own it.

No need for dog bags today. It literally smells like a restroom and chocking mold. When i came back from my short walk, i felt the smell 5 minutes before i got here. No one is showing up on the alleys today uh huh suggesting again no one lives here. Upstairs, just the cats running though the green element is here. Don't know what to do, i only slept 4 hours. I started the ozone generator which hurts my eyes and makes my neck and back itch.

Also three lime scooters, suggesting people are coming but not leaving. (Like the case with abandoned kids bikes near my entrance).

Yeah i moved wet mats from the no dumping place near this bin so they can be taken out. That was before they had a contractor removing them every week.

9:13 I was going to write about, no loud exhausts today, however one started in that second, but did not run not for long before it left. Was thinking to take the mat, put it in the truck and take it somewhere. In front of City Hall maybe. But unlike the guy who brought it here, they would arrest me for doing that.

During my walk i also saw young virgin nuns from the Dominican Philippines Mission (to Tualatin, Oregon, US) with hair caught in samurai hairydo driving cars with blue smoke in the back, chocking me when i was climbing the hill, to fulfill the prophecy. Others doing other funny things, like walking with hands held together like for prayer.

(During my walk i was also thinking. If Biden can't run a campaign, can he be President anymore? (Is anybody running this country, other than...???)

Yeah i gave up after fixing the catalytic of the truck three times. It was on a 3rd of July, 2012, when it broke the first time (literally, to pieces that were rattling inside).

Then they stole it. After that i went to an exhaust shop and they welded one for 500 bucks that still works (somehow) to this day. I only use the truck for emergencies.

10:00 By the way Tesla is back up again, 25% or so for the week, dragging up the whole market. What did they do, put a fifth wheel on cars?

Fell asleep, woke up. Signs of infection in the whole body from that mat, though i have patches with antibiotics on me. Especially a headache. I think one of their aims is i get meningitis starting with an UTI (representing my sins), so i eventually have surgery to release the pressure, i don't know, my skull open, to fulfill the prophecy like Biden?

So i entered survival mode, went online and searched for a place where to take that mat. Found one in Newberg and a closer but  not certain one closer on TS Highway. So instead of calling, i jumped in my truck and drove over to make sure first. That reversed the exposure and the heat in the truck with no A/C made me feel better. Also the nausea disappeared during that drive.

However at Pride on Tualatin Sherwood they do not accept mattresses. But i took a glimpse and saw they accept motor oil. So i know where to take it next time. They sent me to Newberg.

So i came back home to call them and take the math, thinking one of the reasons they did this today is 4th of July. As i said in the past, any holyday would be good for the start of fulfilling a prophecy.

However when i got home to my surprise i saw the mat was gone. They left something however. A blue flower. That was there earlier when i left but now was move on top of a cardboard box. A blue bag open looking like a flower presented in a cardboard box. Blue bags first appeared after AlexaCrush appeared once on TikTok in blue jeans.

On the road, many vehicle with LPN containing variation of KGB and PG. PG from Parental Guidance i would assume. They started doing this after AlexaCrush episode which i tried to prove is the same with Myiuki Nishijima, with face distorted by a fish-eye lens and with eyes colored by CGI.

And cardboard boxes. Don't know what is the obsession psychosis with cardboard boxes these days. It started that is one day after i removed most of Amazon boxes i gathered in the last few months.

Trying to imagine how would have been me parading all the way to Newberg with that mat that was so stinky would make entire cities stink.

And there are, in this bin, under, some terrible things. I saw days ago a bucket filled with something fermenting. I opened the sliding door to air and there is no relief from outside.

2:17 PM Oricât aș clănțăni eu din tastatură, ei nu schimbă tactica meme-urilor la tot ce scriu (pentru curățarea memoriei dvs.). (Și mă fac să mă uit iar la poza pe care abia începeam să o uit...).

Chiar acum am depistat o mare sursă de confuzie în limba română. Probabil artificială, ca multe altele, poate fi responsabilă de prostirea generațiilor prin inducerea în subconștient (hacking, virus) aversiunea față de... amintiri ale experiențelor vizuale. A (se) uita. Nu cred că e acceptabil să existe același verb pentru două acțiuni atât de importante și principale în activitatea umană.

Amândouă au date în DEX ca etimologie latinescul oblitare. Toate cuvintele depistate de mine ca având etimologie sanscrită sunt mult mai aproape de sursă decât acest oblitare, care poate merge pentru uitare (franceză l'oubli), dar privire? Ăștia au copiat pur și simplu etimologia de la uita.

Cel mai probabil vine din dacă, unde corespunde sanscritului uta, care se folosește ca întărire la sfârșitul unei fraze, bla bla uta, care în română s-a transferat la început, în sens de iată/uite bla bla, care poate avea aceeași origine dacă/sanscrită (uta) iar cu timpul a evoluat în sensul de privește.

O coincidență nefericită s-ar părea care ne poate afecta psihicul la fel ca un virus.

O soartă asemănătoare o au cuvintele bucura, curea.

2:20 La marile publicații on-line scriu doar anonimi... Cine e Daniela Șerb?

6:55 Every time i watch an episode of Last Kingdom i become a warrior. I fantasize about slaying my enemies but usually it ends in a verbal fight with Angela who also becomes one. I think it goes to your subconscious, after seeing so many killings with blood and all. I hope we will finish them soon (browsing that is).

The series started in 2015 and ended in 2023.

We all know both Ukrainians and Russians are Vikings at heart. I mean, Russia was born as Kyevan Rus', where rus' in Norse language means row (a boat). The main difference is the Russians have some Mongol in them and also some fading Indo-European, especially by the language.

Wondering if the film was  not a tool of propaganda, following the 2014 war, to raise the Vikings in Ukrainians.

1:00 AM It smells like dog waste in here. I went outside and threw in the back of the bins several bags, found one bagless in the grass. The person upstairs like usually is walking through the rooms since 10 when "she came back" (i am not convinced is the same person) making noise during quiet hours (10 PM-8 AM), keeping Angela awake.

6:30 Sunday night after 11 i was driving on I5 with less than ten miles left to Portland with cruise control on 80 (128 kmh) like anybody else. I found myself away from the cars after me by about one quart of a mile and had one black SUV ahead one lane to the left. The current raised by that SUV suddenly brought into my lane a cardboard box, about 1x1x2 ft. Don't know if it had anything in it.

I did a violent maneuver to avoid it and another one to bring the car back under control. These new family cars have soft suspension and in the same time are heavy, for comfort, so are unsuitable for that kind of maneuver, especially if the road condition is not ideal, like that area of I5.

I was driving once in San Jose maybe about 5 years ago with the other Elantra, at a similar speed on a multilane piece of freeway when after a similar maneuver, trying to avoid something, i started to oscillate left right, and did it about 3 times until i stabilized the car, but that car was shorter.

It was in the same area when one night when i sat in line at Little Creek casino (for COVID) with a mentally disabled woman who disappeared earlier that day (from the same area, Minnehaha where i passed through earlier in that day) when i ran over a semi wheel (not tire) that barely touched the car under, with no damage (the other Elantra).

Within miles from where i've been hit by an F150 with off road wheels at midnight in August 20/21 in 2021. It was on a Christmas night when i avoided in the same way a bale of hay near Rice Hill, Oregon etc..

Lately i had to move a lot out of the way of lots of similar pickups that came too close behind, tailgating. I think they can always say my car is low and they cannot see under 10-20 feet in front of the truck, because of the height, cabin shape, seat adjustment whatever.

There was a big pothole at exit 11 (eleven miles to Portland) they now finally filled with asphalt.

It is a 70 mph area, people go with up to 80 but the road is in bad condition. Soon after the worst part or in the area that has been fixed recently, closest to Portland, the speed changes to 60. Main problem is the left lane is inclined to the left by 5-10 degrees. It was in this area or 10 miles to Portland comming from Tacoma/Olympia that happened most accident like situation, all man and i believe intentionally made. I believe they keep this road condition intentionally so it can justify if something happen.

7:20 I have been drinking and smoking a lot in the last few days. Even after sleeping all afternoon, i have trouble remembering things, typing. Mostly because of some dog poops kinda away from this enclosure of the complex, across from the mailboxes, i only found today. (Saw them when i left for a walk, disposed of later). I suspect they come from she dogs in heat, putting out pheromones because i could not stop from thinking at one thing only and there was only one song stuck in my head.

12:00 I (swear ) never knew until today what S&M in Rihanna song stands for... Would have never looked if the song that was stuck in my head for days was not suddenly replaced with... Than i remembered this one, the phrase with the smell of course and then i googled for the title. Where are you, Eminem? (click at your own risk).

"FCC won't let me be so let me see..."


Talking about Eminem... It was always a 50-50 split in my mind, but the thing with Slim Shady diluted it even more. Who ever got Slim Shady? It was probably his downfall back then... He must have fallen in love with himself so much since he still insists on, what is that, decades later?

BTW if there was one more nail needed at the funk's coffin this was it.

12:45 Nu știu, eu mai demult cum vedeam ceva japonez, o față, o operă de artă, pe Yoko Ono, închideam ochii sau mă uitam în altă parte. O naivitate marcată de ambiție, imitație a vestului, chiar o mică răutate nativă.

Lucrurile s-au schimbat mult după ce am "cunoscut-o" pe Miyuki. Originalitate. Spontaneitate. Modestie. Un entuziasm latent, o curiozitate despre lume, dorința de a-i bucura pe alții, gata oricând de a accepta o provocare etc. etc.. O artistă ca nimeni alta în toată lumea.

Bine e vorba și de niște generații. Oamenii ies din izolarea de secole și privesc spre vest, părțile clamoroase vreau să spun. Ies de sub influența propagandei și cedează pragmatismului. Au acumulat valori materiale imense și unii poate chiar vor să se bucure. Treaba lor, au cu ce.

Ieri am văzut încă o dată clădirea muzeului din Warm Springs (eram parcat cu fața la el LOL) și mi-am amintit de ce căutasem cu o zi înainte. Poarta raiului.

Există în arhitectura răsăriteană acest motiv. Ceva ca o piramidă despicată în două. Se poate întâlni în logo-ul Acura, mai puțin la Honda și la antena de prins nori din Reno. Un mister în plus de rezolvat pentru mine. Care o fi istoria acestor porți ale raiului (a nu se confunda cu porțile Torii care marchează trecerea din lumesc în spiritual la intrarea oricărui templu Shinto).

Și dizertația mea nu ar fi fost completă fără să amintesc și de o sculptură care poartă acest motiv. De fapt cel mai simplu lucru ar fi să-i scriu autorului (dacă mai trăiește) și să-l întreb. (sorry decedat 2019).

Am postat mai demult despre el nu în legătură cu poarta raiului ci pentru că ar putea fi sursa de inspirație a țepei cu cartof din Piața Universității. Care a venit la 4 ani după domnia lui Constantinescu, pe care eu îl suspectez că ar fi fost un actor japonez, o excepție la toți actorii unguri care înlocuiesc elita românească dispărută pentru totdeauna în istorie. La canal. La Sighet. Unde vreți dvs..

Ok până la urmă, după o zi întreagă l-am găsit. L-am găsit în lista de actori și nu de sculptori, acolo unde îl găsisem prima dată. Nu știu de ce.

Omul a luat și el ceva de pe la noi. Pe Brâncuși ca inspirație.

Nevermind that. S-a încheiat un ciclu. Țeapa cu pește ne vine de la Brâncuși, cu numele lui de dac pre-creștin, via Nobuo. Bran, Bram Stocker, Țepeș. Țepelin. Ichtus.

Suntem cu toții doar oameni. (Umani adică, să nu uităm femeile. How could we).

Cât despre misterul cu poarta raiului, cred că l-am rezolvat între timp. Nu era greu. E posibil să fie doar încă o amintire despre vremurile când piramidele, mari și mici erau chiar așa ceva. Porți de călătorit în timp și spațiu, activate de energia solară (sub forma de split light cuanta) care duceau zeii și oamenii în locuri atât de avansate încât noi probabil le-am putea numi rai. McLaren, DeLorean.


Revelation 14:15. Ilani.  

8:08 I take it... None of them was smoking...

8:30 Ok i get it. Amaterasu got upset and looked herself with the Moon (Loona) in a cave for a whole week... Lucky bastard...

 

9:09 Like a river...  

9:20 Heaven's Gate?

Half to midnight. I finished my beets soup (yes, borscht) and we are siping on it and upstairs she started to drop heavy objects on the floor like always when we eat.

11:00 Actul I prima scenă.

Preludiu. Ieri noapte pe la 12 când mă luase un somn dulce a venit tipa de deasupra și a frământat podeaua deasupra mea și m-a trezit de câteva ori. Am luat recorderul (reportofon) și l-am pornit și s-a mai liniștit și am adormit. Oricum eram prea obosit ca să încarc fișierele cu înregistrările cu izbiturile în podea.

Dimineață. După câteva ore de alergat pisica deasupra, vorbit tare la telefon la Apt.4 în balcon, izbituri în distanță, corectat niște postări pe care le-am scris cam în grabă, am ieșit să fumez prima țigară. Dar am fost izbit de mirosurile de afară, așa că am ieșit la înaintare să cercetez.

La primul tomberon de deasupra, nu era nimic, (dar am văzut un SUV (Hyundai, Soul, alb) cu niște frunze ca de trifoi cu cinci frunze mov și alte chestii pictate, care mi s-a părut că l-am văzut ieri la Indian Head sau pe drum), așa că am trecut la următorul unde erau niște chestii inclusiv cu alimente în descompunere deasupra capacelor, pe care plouase.

Așa că am ridicat capacele și am lăsat chestiile de deasupra să cadă în tomberon. Chiar lângă tomberon un tip lucra într-un garaj cu ușa deschisă. Aș fi vrut să trec pe partea cealaltă a tomberonului deci mai departe de ușa deschisă, dar acolo au coborât niște persoane, s-au urcat în mașini așa că am ales să ies prin spațiul îngust între tomberon și garaj.

În același timp a trecut o tipă neagră pe lângă ușa garajului. Între timp a ieșit o filipineză din faimoasa clădire D cu un baby în brațe în și a trecut pe lângă mine după care a mers cred la garajul deschis și apoi s-a întors în apartament, faimoasa clădire D, tot cu baby în brațe și urmată de tipul din garaj (cred).

Am vrut să merg și la al treilea tomberon dar a venit o furgonetă Amazon, iar șoferul a lăsat-o deschisă și s-a dus să lase un pachet undeva în clădirea noastră, deci nu am vrut să trec pe lângă furgoneta rămasă deschisă așa că m-am întors.

11:16 Mi-am amintit o fază. Ieri am plecat la Indian Head să mai scap de iadul de aici. Așteptam cu înfrigurare să treacă 2 ore de condus (108 mile) ca să beau un coniac și să fumez o țigară acolo în parcare. Însă imediat după ce am ajuns și am parcat în primul spațiu logic, am văzut într-un minivan de închiriat (Enterprise) lângă mine și o tipă pe locul pasagerului din față, legănând un baby.

Aveam să văd mai mulți baby și copilași în parcare, mai târziu. Figuri de indieni americani de tip Hollywood traversând aleea, cerând prioritate, aruncând la mișto zâmbete care parcă spuneau. Las că vezi tu ce te-așteaptă.

În spațiul următor în dreapta noastră, era un McLaren (pe care mi-ar place să îl conduc deși e prea jos și e ușor și periculos în trafic cu SUV-urile astea uriașe, care parcă se urcă pe tine. Aici sunt foarte rare, nu vezi decât Toyote, Nissan-uri și Honde de familie, împreună cu faimoasele camionete cu motoare de 5+ litri cu roți și faruri off road din fața cărora este bine să te dai deoparte.

Am mai văzut o tipă înaltă, remarcabilă, care a intrat în cazino. Mai târziu s-a dovedit a fi o cântăreață country, destul de bună, atunci când se concentra. Prima dată când văd muzică live la Indian Head (un cazino mai mic în deșert și mai sărac, deși pitoresc). Ea cu o vioară și un tip cu o chitară făceau toată muzica, care avea nevoie teribilă de o chitară bas.

12:12 Angela a făcut niște pește, deasupra a început marșul, exact pas de defilare, într-o direcție și în alta.

10:25 Pink is their newest color (From Abare Pink of course). I found one on the ground near the bin accross, now they threw one on top of the one floor apartment where the star of their kids lives and where is hard for me to go pick being on top of the window though there's probably no one today in that building (and the reason she upstairs left early today).

10:32 I went to pick it up however when i got closer i saw it was only an (empty) pink bottle of something.

5:50 There is much dust since mowing and blowing yesterday (Wednesdays), the reason i only slept 4 hours last night, can't sleep myself or Angela more in this afternoon. It also smells like dog poop. I tried to hose our corner of the building and a number of unsupervised children came at once to play next to our car. They are exposing their own children to dust and waste smell.

5:55 C'est une meme... După ce am pus ieri încă un exemplu de plagiat nerevendicat din industria muzicală... Acum îmi pare rău că nu le-am indexat undeva, am pus multe de-a lungul timpului și nu am timp să stau să caut prin postări.


6:58 AssAnge?


4:26 Good thing i played the video for Angela when she got home. I thought i recognized... No way... They couldn't have... Could they? Is my new Real ID going to be legal?

The tricks done today. First i ran into several clouds of dust because of miles and years long construction on TS hwy. Then they gave me the NUMBER. There was an LCD panel on the wall saying you can get your ID 12 months before expiration period of your current and 2 years after. So was my effort for nothing? Went 3 or 4 times to DMV before today.

No the clerk said. Your driver's license expires tomorrow. And he tried to explain why but i got stuck in my head with what i saw on the wall. It was stated very clear. 2 years after.

So i took my number and it was 164 and they were @40 people before me and the first 8 following numbers were displayed with times between 5 and 20 minutes each, so i thought i should go for a walk at the nearby refuge. In there i saw a sign that said. Birds only after this sign. No coyotes, no deer no nothing.

Got back, the line advanced 20 numbers in one hour. They were 3 open counters out of 8 for both walkins and appointments so i went home to eat something. But when i got back, after about one hour +, my number has passed, it was 172 as all counters were populated. However, they accepted me and at the counter 8 they displayed 164.

But when i get there, what do i see. Is it possible? Is it legal? Did they hire and train her on the spot, like they did with Joan Jett back in February 96 at the Vancouver Police? Is my new Real ID going to be legal? (BTW she said i was done before i hit the done button on the card reader for  payment).  But she gave me the 84 dollars receipt. But on the receipt it says i should consider getting a Real ID.

And one more thing. 164. 172. Suggesting i am 8 years older. Which means everybody in that DMV office was on a script. This is BS, they use the State of Oregon as a playground.

One my way back from WinCo, right at the exit at 65th, a couple of guys in grey cars (least visible) decided to quit the right exit lane and get into the first and back on the freeway as i was trying to exit, one of them was completely obnoxious, the other an old probably dying man in a Toyota hybrid looking only straight ahead. So i had to avoid two.

(Now i remember the clerk doing photos asked if i live on 67 and i think i said yes) and she was yelling at me like the clerk at number 8 and got me mad like i knew they would, she said at the first picture i closed my eyes, but that was after the flash, as i was expecting, the picture came terrible, like of a mad old man).

On the Naiba overpass there was this guy who passed the stop line by one car length and was backing and i assumed he was on the left turn lane however he was on the second and until i could see the continuous lines, i drove for a few seconds on the opposite direction, however, nobody was coming.

Many other situations i cannot even remember or don't have the time. Enough to say. I barely made it after i went to DMV about 7 times, before and after the "vacation". But did i? Who cares. I think people of this country have bigger problems than me.

I remember when i came in the US in 95 i went at the Salem office to apply for an SSN number. I had on the passport a one year visa with "processed for I551" (green card) written on it, with "right to work". Veronica, the wife of Julian, my ex colleague from Bacău, told the Spanish looking clerk that i am there temporarily though i wrote the opposite on the form and i told that to the clerk in plain English, after Veronica.

The clerk looked at me, looked at Veronica, and wrote something on my form, after i signed it. And the SSN number came with the inscription "without right to work".

One day i invented a pretext (i was living with them in Dallas, Oregon) and went with Angela in Portland to another SS office and i explained the situation, they gave us new forms and we applied again and then they sent us in the mail the same numbers with no other inscription on. Got the green cards in the mail a couple of months later.

Since, i applied and got 2 more until the current one, the one i showed today to two different clerks (the guy who was giving numbers, probably a real one) and the one at the counter. Angela got her citizenship. I could not apply because i was arrested by Joan Jett and Lita Ford in January 1996.

Ever since i came home i gathered and disposed of @7 dog poops, some in the open near the apartment, from huge dogs, some in bags insufficiently knotted or open near the bins, the biggest "crop" after i came from "vacation".

5:55 Oregon DMV logo. (Never) got used to it, every time i look i wonder. Waiting times were not available today at any of the office. How long till there will be an app showing the current number?

6:46 There was an open bottle of Corona beer in the bed of my truck, but i only saw it when i got at DMV (the first time) and then i forgot about. There was a grey silver Prius badly dented on a side (totaled) by a white vehicle next to the first available spot at DMV where i parked the second and third time.

At the wildlife refuge there was an older bearded unidentifiable guy by me (not very tall) carrying several cameras i briefly spoke with.

7:11 I read the news. A trail of fires everywhere we passed. La Pine. Medford. I wanted to write about and then i looked at the California map with wildfires...

10:50 Do you want to know the temperature of your processor and when it's time to clean the radiator and the fan of you laptop/pc? CTRL/ALT/DELETE Task manager/Performance.

6:06


10:13 Do i have to solve this mystery as well?

As i said in the summer of 78 or after admittance to faculty i went for a circuit trip (a long 1000 km loop on Romanian railroads) and i met a gentleman in Bucharest (had the contact from my adoptive maternal grandfather who was of course from Bucovina) who looked like Kirkulescu (age adjusted). Kirculescu was born in Romania but his looks and his most important piece are a lot like... Gershwin (And the theme following that piano solo sounds very Romanian).

I remember LOL i was in his living in Bucharest and he had this LP disk with Rhapsody in Blue visible in our sight and i asked him and he played it for us on his pickup (i was with two other guys from Campulung).

 

This composition is very well known to Romanians because a fragment of it was played for decades on public (and only LOL) TV channel every Saturday evening before a broadcast called Tele Encyclopedia, something similar with Discovery channel in the today's US followed by an American series, like Kojak or Dallas etc.. Here with the Lady in Red at the piano keys.

10:17 I went outside to smoke but the smell of dog poop was too strong. I went to the bin across the alley, but with no flashlight i couldn't see any. The whole area was flooded with perfumed laundry detergent anyways.

One Japanese looking guy came to check his phone next to the bin.

Then i went to smoke and i heard the "black" woman from the apartment across talking on the phone, with a non American accent. "He's f... old" and stuff like that.

There are two more days until my driver's license expires.

I tried to go and renew it before i went to Reno.

But then i realized they would have given me a temporary paper one which i could not have used at the self checking machine at the Peppermill hotel in Reno. So i postponed it until today. Today i wanted to go at the DMV in Lake Oswego which is smaller and supposedly less busy that then the closest in Sherwood. Google was showing less than usually occupancy for Lake Oswego, nothing for Sherwood.

Angela was supposed to work today until 3:30. I wanted her to go with me because i needed someone to tell me how i look before the picture (last time they got me mad and my picture came terrible).

However her schedule changed in the last minute and she came earlier after 2:30. I was not quite ready but we made it at Lake Oswego DMV at 3:38. However there was a sign right after the door saying they did not accept "walkins" for the day anymore.

First i though of going to Sherwood but didn't want to turn around on Kruse and 217 and i took the "long way" there on Boones Ferry, Terwilliger and then 99. I remember at 4 PM i was on 99 and at 4:15 ran into traffic on 99 past 217 and decided to turn around and go back home, i was too far too late for Sherwood. At home i got drunk and fell asleep (after the entry above at 6:06).

11:30 What do i see when i read the news tonight oh boy. Shin shin shin ghan.

12:00 Ran out of Pall Mall reds and i had some Lucky Strike that have a ridiculous amount of nicotine. According to this table, Pall Mall reds are supposed to have more nicotine but that is not true.

12:25 Upstairs she is marching since midnight.

8:30 Last chance for apocalypse

I did not plan my trip well so last night after driving 450 miles from Reno we stopped at Indian Head. To rest a little, eat a little. The Casino was empty however a couple was there for us when we went to the restroom. They each entered in the bathroom of their sex, steps ahead of us.

I had some coffee and got in the car. However after driving about 10 minutes, there was a well planned "construction" on the highway. I don't remember the road being bad in that area, but whatever. The work started in that day, judging by the length of the newly paved area.

About one hour before that i made a picture with the mpg and uploaded using the wi-fi at the Casino. Withing minutes, i started to have the pains everywhere which in this case was good cause it was keeping me awake and alert. However, while waiting, that pain started to wear out and i was getting more and more tired.

When they finally let us pass, after about half hour later i found myself surrounded by a number of cars that were there on a mission. To try to get me in an accident to fulfill a profecy. Last vehicle in the motorcade was an ambulance.

For a while one of them was going 40-45 mpg. At the first opportunity some in the group could pass it, not me. Finally passed it but then the hell began. Blinding from behind, getting real close, especially at curves, also getting blinded from the opposite.

The hell culminated close to Sandy when a guy with a huge truck loaded with construction materials passed me. I remember a couple of pieces of plywood, hanging on a side of the vehicle. Must have been used and exposed to insulation cause i got all irritated. For a while i thought it was good, because they kept me awake.

There was a Police SUV on a shoulder on 405 and for a few seconds they stopped. And then they started again. Can't remember all details.

So i took the Stafford exit, that allow me to quit the freeway sooner. However an older Subaru, dark green i think, started to follow, projecting the high beam on me, getting closer and closer. So i pulled on the right (i don't remember how many times i did it yesterday) and let him pass. But because of the irritating dust i have been exposed (metsubushi) i could not resist the temptation and flashed him, because of the high beam.

Then he stopped. I passed him on the middle lane, he started to follow. For a while, i accelerated but when i reached 60 on that narrow road, Angela started to yell at me. So i slowed down and he came from behind, ready to hit me. I pulled in the middle lane, he came after me. I pulled on the opposite, he came after me. I pulled on the left shoulder and i stopped, he came behind and stopped.

Then i tried to start and he "jumped" from behind on my right, trying to get in my way as i was turning back on my lane but i saw him and avoided the collision.

Earlier. About 5:30, 118 miles to Indian Head (Warm Springs), before Bend. From the incoming direction maybe 3 semis, other vehicles where coming at high speed. The first semi blew one or two tires and that raised a cloud of dust from the shoulder, engulfing the whole street. In that fraction of a second, the third semi started to pass, maybe trying to avoid the shredded tire on the street.

I was not supposed to see it in the dust but i had a glimpse and pulled on the shoulder. Then he pulled back on his lane, like nothing happened.

At the Shell in La Pine. Many distracting scenes there, including a woman with black pants, bending. There is a McDonalds there. One young guy with a huge white pickup leaving the drive through window came from around the corner almost hit me as i was circling the pumps, trying to get back to the street.

Here there are two white trucks. One is blocking the path of the second. Imagine the second would have come from the window parallel with the building like the one yesterday did.

I described here three of the major ones. There were many others that i quietly avoided, and as i said in several cases i had to pull to avoid them. But no matter how much i waited, more were coming from behind doing exactly the same thing.

9:15 First time when we came back in the room in Reno we noticed how bad our clothes were smelling. Mold mixed with dog pp. Last night when we arrived i felt the smell of the mold coming from the basement. Humidity inside was 60% because the floor is wet under from vapor of laundry that is leaking in the basement. Also this morning i went around, picked a number of them. There was a cardboard box on the edge of a bin. Everywhere around the building it smells like a dog's restroom.

7:40 Angela made some soup, i can hear kids in the backyard. How did they know, the blinds are on. The smell?

7:50 Also every time we eat they make big noises upstairs.

8:08 Finished eating and both the kids and upstairs stopped. Doja Cat is now singing (how can a cat sing) on the radio. B... i said what i said. I now remember that guy in front of GSR on a single wheel vehicle (a solar symbol) dragging a dog behind  him. A blown tire (wheel) by the (heat of the) Sun, solstice, the place of the name (Forrest service), after another (Chemult). Symbolism.

Many years ago when there was an abundance of good conspiracy theories on the newly born internet, even before the dot com bubble, if i googled that i would have find a masonic site. Not anymore. People have illuminated  their heads enough with their cellphones and now are all but pacified.

8:33 Solstiches of the past.

9:45 Sunheads?

10:18 I had no idea it was a holiday today until i saw the market was closed today. Juneteenth, a most discrete celebration. Not at Panda Express fast food near El Dorado in Reno. In there, a bunch of black women were celebrating, with big noises and laughs. After a drive from hell to lake and back, with many followers and forunners on the road, and 700 miles the day before, i got yet into another trouble.

Especially that guy with blue pickup and open gas cap in front that made me really sleepy.

This morning. I went to the car to search for something and when i got into an elevator a tall red haired sexy woman, hidden in a corner suddenly popped and bumped into me trying to get out, and then went back inside, making it look for the cameras almost like i pushed her i inside.

At the car i was curious to see how the newly changed oil behaved after 1000 miles and it was clear but then i regretted. I will never forget another trip in Reno when the night before i lost my phone in the casino, found it at the security, and the next day i saw a couple of guys with a tray coming from my car and getting into a mobile mechanics pickup.

Next time when i went to change oil at Beaverton Hyundai with the other Elantra they banned me from the dealership sayin i messed with my car. Next time when i did brakes i found the indicators of the rear brake pads bent around and acting like a springs, pushing the pad on the rotor and applying a slight braking force all the time, reducing the mpg.

When i got back a black Youkon with an inscription Raiders on the LP or somewhere cut me out.

When i left home 3 days ago i opened the transmission fluid cap to check level and closed it back and in the next evening i found ATF all around it though i left it dry.

3:50 Ok so far out of trying to be civil and also because i have to stay one more night here i refrained mysel from criticizing the hotel or casino.

I knew i had to have some sort of birthday promotion but i forgot my card's pin so i went to the cashier's or rewards' desk and asked for a pin number. A very well behaved, cultivated gentleman, way overqualified for the job came to "my rescue".

After conversating with him for about 10 minutes, a bit drunk, responding to his traps and hidden suggestions or provocations, complaining about the health care system in the US, most expensive in the world where you have to pay hefty for (300 dollars a doctor's visit when they will give you) whatever prescription you begged for, usually useless) i left, pleasantly and unpleasantly surprised (i regretted many of the thing i said).

About half to one our later something rang in my head like the sound of his name. Szijjarto? Something that rimes with the Scandinavian name Sigurdsson (like the name of the castle on Emerald Bay on Tahoe lake of which picture is screwed due to too much light on my camera's display, preventing me from adjusting the exposure level compensation).

4:55 AM I took a Zyrtec last night and i should be sleeping like a love... After what i posted in the last days they entered in retaliation mode. She did laundry all afternoon and evening yesterday and released enough dust in here so i woke up with pains all over and nausea.

I read the news oh boy... Big memes, big time. Nu, însemnarea mea cu Ciu Cio Suns nu este despre ciori deși acum îmi pare evident că putea fi. Este despre Madama Butterfly.

5:20 Cutremurul lui Tielor Swift, Koka Kola, predicția pentru 18.

12:00 Ok i slept a couple of hours more after.

Squirrels also come to eat the seeds that fall from upstairs, usually wen i go to eat something myself.

1:45 Have to write this down. I booked 3 nights at the Peppermill in Reno, for free (though the resort tax, 150 bucks, is  not free). Thee are 500+ miles from here to Reno so i booked one more night in Medford, half way. Could not find room at the (expensive >200) big chains, don't want to go to Motel 6 or similar so i found a local one.

Rogue Regency for 125 + taxes (free breakfast). Close to freeways (the all are), i hope there is not much traffic on a Sunday night. I did not know it was near the "international" airport but i hope there are not many planes taking off at night there.

3:08. It's a turtle. It's a crock. It's a fire hydrant.