1:00 AM It smells like dog waste in here. I went outside and threw in the back of the bins several bags, found one bagless in the grass. The person upstairs like usually is walking through the rooms since 10 when "she came back" (i am not convinced is the same person) making noise during quiet hours (10 PM-8 AM), keeping Angela awake.

6:30 Sunday night after 11 i was driving on I5 with less than ten miles left to Portland with cruise control on 80 (128 kmh) like anybody else. I found myself away from the cars after me by about one quart of a mile and had one black SUV ahead one lane to the left. The current raised by that SUV suddenly brought into my lane a cardboard box, about 1x1x2 ft. Don't know if it had anything in it.

I did a violent maneuver to avoid it and another one to bring the car back under control. These new family cars have soft suspension and in the same time are heavy, for comfort, so are unsuitable for that kind of maneuver, especially if the road condition is not ideal, like that area of I5.

I was driving once in San Jose maybe about 5 years ago with the other Elantra, at a similar speed on a multilane piece of freeway when after a similar maneuver, trying to avoid something, i started to oscillate left right, and did it about 3 times until i stabilized the car, but that car was shorter.

It was in the same area when one night when i sat in line at Little Creek casino (for COVID) with a mentally disabled woman who disappeared earlier that day (from the same area, Minnehaha where i passed through earlier in that day) when i ran over a semi wheel (not tire) that barely touched the car under, with no damage (the other Elantra).

Within miles from where i've been hit by an F150 with off road wheels at midnight in August 20/21 in 2021. It was on a Christmas night when i avoided in the same way a bale of hay near Rice Hill, Oregon etc..

Lately i had to move a lot out of the way of lots of similar pickups that came too close behind, tailgating. I think they can always say my car is low and they cannot see under 10-20 feet in front of the truck, because of the height, cabin shape, seat adjustment whatever.

There was a big pothole at exit 11 (eleven miles to Portland) they now finally filled with asphalt.

It is a 70 mph area, people go with up to 80 but the road is in bad condition. Soon after the worst part or in the area that has been fixed recently, closest to Portland, the speed changes to 60. Main problem is the left lane is inclined to the left by 5-10 degrees. It was in this area or 10 miles to Portland comming from Tacoma/Olympia that happened most accident like situation, all man and i believe intentionally made. I believe they keep this road condition intentionally so it can justify if something happen.

7:20 I have been drinking and smoking a lot in the last few days. Even after sleeping all afternoon, i have trouble remembering things, typing. Mostly because of some dog poops kinda away from this enclosure of the complex, across from the mailboxes, i only found today. (Saw them when i left for a walk, disposed of later). I suspect they come from she dogs in heat, putting out pheromones because i could not stop from thinking at one thing only and there was only one song stuck in my head.

12:00 I (swear ) never knew until today what S&M in Rihanna song stands for... Would have never looked if the song that was stuck in my head for days was not suddenly replaced with... Than i remembered this one, the phrase with the smell of course and then i googled for the title. Where are you, Eminem? (click at your own risk).

"FCC won't let me be so let me see..."


Talking about Eminem... It was always a 50-50 split in my mind, but the thing with Slim Shady diluted it even more. Who ever got Slim Shady? It was probably his downfall back then... He must have fallen in love with himself so much since he still insists on, what is that, decades later?

BTW if there was one more nail needed at the funk's coffin this was it.