2:13 AM Wanted to go outside to smoke the last cigarette before going to sleep. A strong sulfur like smell, too heavy to be able to smoke. Went to check. There is an old, stained, huge mat next to the North bin, other stuff in there that stinks like a restroom. Went to check the other bins. There was a guy, smoking next to SW bin. And then i saw it. A raccoon coming towards me. Still far away, went inside. It came at the sliding doors, looking at me. I think it was limping and hungry, but did not want to feed it. Then it would have come again.

Was thinking earlier. Why the adapter for my laptop (notebook whatever) broke so many times. The laptop was probably hacked or modified when i went to a hotel somewhere, it was putting out microwaves to a level of maybe up to 1% of that of an oven. However think of the exposure time, up to 10 or 12  hours a day. The laptop has one hinge broken probably because the plastic became brittle because of too much microwave radiation.

8:55 Woke up chocking. Got dresses and out of here. My walk felt like i almost been run over by a number of huge Sport Utility Vehicles of whose drivers can't see for 10 meters in front. Yeah i know. They should run backwards cause they have cameras in the back. I once saw one of these with a tiny camera on the front grill. That would do it.

Yesterday they brought at the bin the worst mat ever. Can't be from this complex, never saw a person that looked like could own it.

No need for dog bags today. It literally smells like a restroom and chocking mold. When i came back from my short walk, i felt the smell 5 minutes before i got here. No one is showing up on the alleys today uh huh suggesting again no one lives here. Upstairs, just the cats running though the green element is here. Don't know what to do, i only slept 4 hours. I started the ozone generator which hurts my eyes and makes my neck and back itch.

Also three lime scooters, suggesting people are coming but not leaving. (Like the case with abandoned kids bikes near my entrance).

Yeah i moved wet mats from the no dumping place near this bin so they can be taken out. That was before they had a contractor removing them every week.

9:13 I was going to write about, no loud exhausts today, however one started in that second, but did not run not for long before it left. Was thinking to take the mat, put it in the truck and take it somewhere. In front of City Hall maybe. But unlike the guy who brought it here, they would arrest me for doing that.

During my walk i also saw young virgin nuns from the Dominican Philippines Mission (to Tualatin, Oregon, US) with hair caught in samurai hairydo driving cars with blue smoke in the back, chocking me when i was climbing the hill, to fulfill the prophecy. Others doing other funny things, like walking with hands held together like for prayer.

(During my walk i was also thinking. If Biden can't run a campaign, can he be President anymore? (Is anybody running this country, other than...???)

Yeah i gave up after fixing the catalytic of the truck three times. It was on a 3rd of July, 2012, when it broke the first time (literally, to pieces that were rattling inside).

Then they stole it. After that i went to an exhaust shop and they welded one for 500 bucks that still works (somehow) to this day. I only use the truck for emergencies.

10:00 By the way Tesla is back up again, 25% or so for the week, dragging up the whole market. What did they do, put a fifth wheel on cars?

Fell asleep, woke up. Signs of infection in the whole body from that mat, though i have patches with antibiotics on me. Especially a headache. I think one of their aims is i get meningitis starting with an UTI (representing my sins), so i eventually have surgery to release the pressure, i don't know, my skull open, to fulfill the prophecy like Biden?

So i entered survival mode, went online and searched for a place where to take that mat. Found one in Newberg and a closer but  not certain one closer on TS Highway. So instead of calling, i jumped in my truck and drove over to make sure first. That reversed the exposure and the heat in the truck with no A/C made me feel better. Also the nausea disappeared during that drive.

However at Pride on Tualatin Sherwood they do not accept mattresses. But i took a glimpse and saw they accept motor oil. So i know where to take it next time. They sent me to Newberg.

So i came back home to call them and take the math, thinking one of the reasons they did this today is 4th of July. As i said in the past, any holyday would be good for the start of fulfilling a prophecy.

However when i got home to my surprise i saw the mat was gone. They left something however. A blue flower. That was there earlier when i left but now was move on top of a cardboard box. A blue bag open looking like a flower presented in a cardboard box. Blue bags first appeared after AlexaCrush appeared once on TikTok in blue jeans.

On the road, many vehicle with LPN containing variation of KGB and PG. PG from Parental Guidance i would assume. They started doing this after AlexaCrush episode which i tried to prove is the same with Myiuki Nishijima, with face distorted by a fish-eye lens and with eyes colored by CGI.

And cardboard boxes. Don't know what is the obsession psychosis with cardboard boxes these days. It started that is one day after i removed most of Amazon boxes i gathered in the last few months.

Trying to imagine how would have been me parading all the way to Newberg with that mat that was so stinky would make entire cities stink.

And there are, in this bin, under, some terrible things. I saw days ago a bucket filled with something fermenting. I opened the sliding door to air and there is no relief from outside.

2:17 PM Oricât aș clănțăni eu din tastatură, ei nu schimbă tactica meme-urilor la tot ce scriu (pentru curățarea memoriei dvs.). (Și mă fac să mă uit iar la poza pe care abia începeam să o uit...).

Chiar acum am depistat o mare sursă de confuzie în limba română. Probabil artificială, ca multe altele, poate fi responsabilă de prostirea generațiilor prin inducerea în subconștient (hacking, virus) aversiunea față de... amintiri ale experiențelor vizuale. A (se) uita. Nu cred că e acceptabil să existe același verb pentru două acțiuni atât de importante și principale în activitatea umană.

Amândouă au date în DEX ca etimologie latinescul oblitare. Toate cuvintele depistate de mine ca având etimologie sanscrită sunt mult mai aproape de sursă decât acest oblitare, care poate merge pentru uitare (franceză l'oubli), dar privire? Ăștia au copiat pur și simplu etimologia de la uita.

Cel mai probabil vine din dacă, unde corespunde sanscritului uta, care se folosește ca întărire la sfârșitul unei fraze, bla bla uta, care în română s-a transferat la început, în sens de iată/uite bla bla, care poate avea aceeași origine dacă/sanscrită (uta) iar cu timpul a evoluat în sensul de privește.

O coincidență nefericită s-ar părea care ne poate afecta psihicul la fel ca un virus.

O soartă asemănătoare o au cuvintele bucura, curea.

2:20 La marile publicații on-line scriu doar anonimi... Cine e Daniela Șerb?

6:55 Every time i watch an episode of Last Kingdom i become a warrior. I fantasize about slaying my enemies but usually it ends in a verbal fight with Angela who also becomes one. I think it goes to your subconscious, after seeing so many killings with blood and all. I hope we will finish them soon (browsing that is).

The series started in 2015 and ended in 2023.

We all know both Ukrainians and Russians are Vikings at heart. I mean, Russia was born as Kyevan Rus', where rus' in Norse language means row (a boat). The main difference is the Russians have some Mongol in them and also some fading Indo-European, especially by the language.

Wondering if the film was  not a tool of propaganda, following the 2014 war, to raise the Vikings in Ukrainians.