8:30 Woke at 5 or 6 up after 4 hours of sleep, confused. After about half hour i started to feel nauseated. Finally went outside, picked 6 or 7. Then Angela started to yell and i knew. There was again smoke coming from under the bush. I probed the soil under, still soft with possible holes. Pushed some with a stick to cover the possible holes. Got better.

Started to pick the leaves, Angela was yelling why, caue i'm not supposed to do this. Wednesday blowers have stopped at this side of the building. I tried to remind her of the years when leaves were left, feet high, all the way to spring when the gathered bubbles of mold and stuff. I picked leaves in the whole yard in winger and spring at least a couple of times but have not doccumented as well back then.

While the leaves started to disappear, they came at the day care with a kid while i was carying that green bag in my back. Then i started to feel nauseated again and went and found two fresh ones. When they did it cause half of the time i was outside. Maybe they caught me inside, maybe it was coordination. One of those is worth mentioning below. The biggest i've seen lately. For the Romanians. Those are inches, not cm. 9:10 They brought one more, got nauseated again. A car landed next to the area, was waiting from them to leave.

9:30 Making @10 today and it's only 9:30 AM.

Must be Orban in Washington again effect 😇😇.

9:45 This is as much as i could do today. Maybe if i can eat and get some more sleep i'm gonna do more. 11:47 Da bine mașinile sunt la vreun muzeu, banii sunt în bănci iar el doarme pe o saltea găurită. Nu-l blamez că doarme pe la prieteni căci hotelurile americane... Nu vi se pare suspect că totuși nu are mai multe locuințe așa cum se zvonește despre alții... Cândva presa română a inventat o expresie, "miliardar de carton". Sau mai bine zis în cazul nostru, de operetă.

11:00 Păi... luați-vă de mână cu domini_cânii și mai stați! (Gata pauza, capul la fund).
 

4:10 Ok. Transferring files from camera to PC via card reader doesn't work anymore. Doesn't want to. It says it copied the files but the files are empty (0 bytes). So i did it the old fashion way, pulled the card from the phone and got it into the card reader.

Here are the pictures. I gathered 10 more sacks with leaves mainly from in the back of next apartment. It looks very little when looking on the ground, but believe me, it was about 200 pounds in total plus 200 more in the morning. You can see that in the dumpster.

It was a good idea. At first i thought the leaves were smelling and they were smelling like some kind of alcohol, maybe wood (methyl) alcohol. The layer was thickest in the area between the bush and the patio, up to 6 inch. But the smell. The smell coming from that apartment. Like an American apartment with calcium sulfate walls where they are cooking and never aired. There is no comparison. And the wind was blowing from that direction. So i found out the reason of my nausea.

She (the old woman) has an AC in the window and that one aired the bit (through leaks) but now the summer is over and the smell outside the apartment got unbearable. Every once in a month a young guy or two (probably her sons) come to attend, but haven't see them in weeks. I hear her snoring next wall.

Yes she's got a cat house on the patio and several cat feeders with food and that explains the mystery of cats passing all the time in front of the glass sliding door but they won't sleep in the house and i understand them. No she never did that in the past years.

While i was taking the last leaves at the dumpster, a towing truck came and picked the red Mini next to the white car. Some guy with a very small motor bike like for kids making much noise and smoke started to roam the alleys (mocking me, the little engine that could pick the leaves with a tiny sack that was ordered on Amazon and was supposed to be 60 gallons and in reality is no more than 10 see how huge it looks in the picture).

4:20 While i was writing the above i heard a kid crying like he was being eaten alive by a snake. Went outside to look. A young woman at last entrance of building D (yes where the mystery woman leaves and were the day care is) was out and watching a kid throwing a tantrum in the alley and she was kinda putting with the kid, let him cry because he wanted or didn't want to do something.

2:50 AM I felt it several times. The new guy upstairs (her boyfriend) is smoking i think inside.

4:55 Just went outside to check. In the last couple of days there are only one open management provided black bag at the mailboxes dumpster and one green at the SW (construction site). As Angela was getting ready to leave, i went outside, knotted the black bag and went for a walk all the way to the street and back.

I have become like dogs, sniffing around. I know what bush has one. Found one not far away, but did not have a bag. When i got back i checked under the door and i thought i saw a small barely visible pile. I checked and they were pieces under, but small, moldy and not so smelly. Not sure if i picked them all.

Could have been the reason for my high BP tonight, yesterday with puffy tight face and ankles and hands, meaning early stages of kidney failure. Which means the wood dust started to dry and the cat came back.

But earlier today. The black cat with white paws that sleeps under that patio i believe is "responsible" came at my patio, begging for food while i was cooking. Never done that before. This could mean somebody was regularly feeding the cat and they cut the supply after i complained which also means the cat is not used to feed in the dumpsters.

Should i have fed it today all the blame would have fallen on me.

It was fed regularly with consistent amounts of cat food, by the shape and size of poops.

5:30 After being outside and coming back, i now recognize the same cat poop smell, resembling dirty laundry. (Yes i have one load of whites and one load of blacks several days old). I put water with vinegar under the door where the poop was and i started the ozone. Upstairs somebody is restless, starting at 5. Somebody went down the stairs, probably leaving on foot.

9:15 It's all scheduled. He wakes at 5 and leaves after 5:30. Then she at 8 and leaves at 9. Then the machines at the construction site start.

This morning something weird happened as it was happening with previous occupants. I heard the noise upstairs at the door as she was about to leave. I usually hear the 200 pounds woman going down the stairs, which are kinda light (metal rails, concrete rungs, wood decks and pillars).

There is no way a 200 pounds person would not shake the building when stepping on those rungs. However, i did not hear anything, i wanted to take a look through the window when she leaves. I did not hear the car door being slammed or engine starting. But when i looked through the window, the car was gone and ever since upstairs it's silent.

The reason i wanted to look is today i had this crazy idea that it might be her who leaves the poops under my door, from her cat or cats, cause i never saw the black cat with white paws on this side of the building.

I believed that after i wetted and now added vinegar on the dust under door, it was all over. However, got sick again in the last couple of days, cause there was one very well camouflaged under a half inch tall  one square ft bulge of dust. Why it's only me affected? Maybe because Angela spends about half day (11 hours these days) at work while i'm here all the time. Some of the stuff like T.Gondii affects men in different ways than women, etc..

8:10 PM I was getting ready to go to the Amazon locker near office to pick a couple of items for my dentures adventures. An 72 W UV curing light, UV curing gel.

A very heavy helicopter from Aurora slowly passed south. But it turned around and then again headed south. Vibration was more like from a heavy train passing by.

8:16 Now it turned around again and was briefly above. It looks like it's circling. Can't see it on FlightAware (does that men its transponder is off?) Not showing on WebTrack either.

 9:10 Went outside (again) to check the SW bin. Saw a turboprop flying very low again going south. Went and looked, could have been this guy. While i'm writing, i hear more of its noise (but not like the first from that heavy helicopter).

(Later entry. I know who did this. These are the same guys who did a similar pattern one day when i went to pick berries in  Hillsboro. August 9, a plane (self piloting or drone maybe) doing a survery was flying back and forth above that farm. When i got home, i checked with WebTrack and saw a pattern similar to a plane flying towards west (Japan maybe?).

There is a hospital bed  too cause i was feeling so sick in that day (like most of the time. It was days before the 70 anniversary of King Michael's coup, that changed the outcome of WWII. On August 20/21 2021 i got hit from behind on I5 by a Ford Pickup. Balevic is most likely a variation of the Hungarian name Balasz.

Earlier went to pick those items from the Amazon locker. Found the usual large open black bag in the dumpster near mailboxes. Found and removed a rather large amount of some whitish stuff embedded in the dust under door, could not identify by smell. (Found a fist full of it a few days earlier under the stairs). (Later. I think i know what it was). So i won't feel much of the smell, just get the bacteria and/or parasites.

While i was walking towards the locker, i saw her car, incoming, making her evening entrance (around

9). Went to smoke, chocked by poop smell coming from construction area dumpster.

12:00 AM Just dropped a glass bowl in the toilet. It broke in many pieces. I think it was a 4 cup (1 liter). After i gathered all the pieces, i had this strange feeling i did not get them all. I am terrified by the idea i could clog the pipe and then they having to fix those.

I flipped the trash can, took a picture and weighed them.  680+ grams. I used the grabber and tried to get more but could not and could not hear any moving. I got it for at least 20 years at Target or Walmart or something. 

Part of it is because Angela is so bullied at work she is so tense she's like a robot at home. All she can think is the weekend. The only days when they are not bullying her is the days after i write here. Like today they let her be. But then in the day before the weekend always something memorable happens.

Like in the last weekend, the mute (whom Angela trained for months, writing on a paper instead of talking) asked somethin she had done before and Angela didn't want to show her. The other two colleagues, the burned out hyper (2 or 3 jobs) from Hawaii and the slow Native American teamed with the mute. Why does she not want to show her? It is written in the instructions, Angela said.

And then she could not stop talking about all weekend.

The engineer who is not paid hourly comes every day at 5 to keep thing working. 

Angela used to be the kindest person in the world. After decades of bullying at work, now i have to get out of her way she she walks around.

It is not normal bullying at work. These guys know precisely what they are doing. They are all kinda characters played by actors like the mute, the slow Native American, the acting supervisor who does 68 hours a week (what is the limit in Oregon) scheduled by himself when he does paperwork and checks the phone. Probably the reason he never wanted to be officially supervisor.

Bullying propagates. Just by being in contact with Angela in the evenings, i start to make all kinda mistakes like dropping that bowl in the toilet, other judgment errors.

Most of it happen in the day before weekend. Like when we lived at Sussex (1996-2010), we always got on Fridays in the mail bills with all kinda mistakes ruining our weekends.

First at Sussex it was Grace Slick, to "facilitate" our presence here. When i think that i almost moved to SF back in 96. Then the "nice" period started to end (she still would not let me work on cars too much in the lot or have to closest thing (gathering) resembling to a party) then Christine McVie moved on site and then the not so nice period started.

Under Christine. First a 300 pounds witch with black cat and garlic garlands and a bottle with black stuff at the window (one day she showed with two mummy like life size dolls wrapped in bandages in her car and it was not Halloween day and then an old man in a stinking apartment downstairs with blankets on windows.

There was a stray cat as well (i was not feeding it) and who knows where was she pooping (no dogs at Sussex, but we had a neighbor with a garden at the balcony).

Carole King was with Christine and then in the end was alone with Monica, a girl from who knows what part or religion of India.

But before that. Back in Bacău, Romania. There was this guy, Sebi Sascău (his mother came to be after 89 the head of a local court) with a she dog (named Roxy) on a spring leash. His sister, who now also became a judge, around 10-14 at the time kept asking me every time she was seeing me to let her see the cat in the apartment though i told her i got rid of the cat.

I myself had a cat and at the time there was no litter dust available in Romania so i used sand in a metal box that i didn't change much.

One day when it was @ one year old the cat jumped from the balcony and i decided to take it to my in-laws end of story. Could i have bothered neighbors with the smell? It was in the living by the time i did not have any furniture in it and i was smoking and got slowly used to. How did i get it? One day i went to take the garbage to the dumpster and someone left it there.

They were two kittens and someone else took one right in front of me and i became emotional and took the other.

Sebi's sister, who also became a judge, around 10-14 at the time kept asking me every time was seeing me, years after, to let her see the cat though i told her i got rid of the cat. Last time she told me that was after 10 years since i got rid of it and she she was with another girl, weeks before i left for the US. From all the faces i saw in all these years, the one closest looking is her. Or her.

4:10 AM When we got home half hour ago there was a car stationed in the alley, idling. Not much sound but enough vibration to raise some mold together with some deodorant like polyethylene glycol from somewhere. Opened the back sliding door to air.

Today we had more free tickets to a concert. Next week it's gonna be Starship. Whatever is left of it.

Today was another cover band this time playing everything. But they didn't play many big hits so the songs where hard to recognize. Must have heard each one hundred times but never knew the title or the author. Except for a a few.

When they got to this song the volume increased by at least 10 dB. It became hard to tolerate. Then i finally remembered i just installed a dB meter app on my phone. But when i pulled the phone with the app, they toned down, played/sang one more song and then it was over (i thought they were supposed to play half more hour) or until ten where they were supposed to have a drawing inside the concert hall.


The last song was at normal again near 100dB but i think the one before was like 110 or more. The difference of sound intensity between 100 and 110 is 100 times because of logarithmic scale.  The base and drums were pressing uncomfortably both on my ears and chest.

Thinking how it must have been in the front rows where i was briefly to take some pictures including the above and felt the vibration in my chest on "normal sound" or 100 dB in the back rows or like all bands were playing before.

For the first songs the vocalist sounded very pitchy like  he didn't know the songs very well and for a moment i though he could have been Bruno Mars. The sax player again got better in the end. The all did as they wormed up i supposed (it takes some time for any instrument player to warm up).

BTW For some reason everybody in the casino tonight to me seemed like they were from Austria.

Finally figured why every time i pass by someone, someone else intervenes by placing self in between. So i cannot contact the spies from Malaysia or something. BTW i was staring to a game with a Panda Bear of course eating bamboo leaves (that's what they do all day poor things) and realized the bamboo leaves look so much like the leaves from the bush in front of the entrance.

Finally left after we lost all money including the hundred i myself won (first in a longtime).

5 minutes after, near the golf course, there was this SUV stationed on the shoulder on the other side and i raised instinctively the foot from gas pedal. I got terrified thinking it could have been the Police cause i just emptied half can of beer that was in the car so we can dispose of the can in the trunk.

When i passed it i saw it wasn't but when i looked on the street and saw on the right shoulder an elk as big as a horse starting to cross the street. With no horns like the last one in the same place. First i tried to brake but i realized i did not have enough time so i veered in the other lane. The elk was smart, God bless his heart and stopped crossing.

One more cop on the road who pulled someone at the beginning of a no passing zone on a narrow shoulder. Was blinded by the flashing lights, could not see if there was someone on the lane so i slowed to maybe 20, crossed into the empty opposite lane but then i saw the continuous line that just started and crossed back when i finally saw there was no one next to the Police SUV (Saw fog in the stopped SUV windows and briefly a woman's? head in the rear).

Then he stopped flashing and i was sure he was going to come after me but he didn't.

Right after the second camera in Hillsboro on Tualatin Sherwood Hwy there is a never ending construction zone when the two lanes turn to one, suddenly. I missed that many times and went in the median replacing the lane.

Tonight there was another Police car right in that spot coming from the opposite and i got distracted and crossed again that abrupt lane ending continuous line however i realized and pulled in the right lane immediately so he did not stop me (i also had the high beam on but my high beam is so weak sometimes people don't even notice it, especially from a "tall" SUV).

11:00 Slept four hours by reason of poop under door. There is smell inside. It was a dog poop, wrapped and buried in redwood dust. Question. Who would come with their dog, daily, under the small deck of my main door cause i have not seen any strays.O

Have opened the news and making a mental list of whom i saw yesterday at C

hinook Winds. (now a big commotion started upstairs).

For the first time i heard at the shooting range nearby automatic fire. Got both recorded. No i don't. Could not find the file i just recorded on the device. I think it's there but with the initial date. Somehow it got reset again. She left.

5:20 PM On December 15 i put a picture of a neighboring cat. I noticed many times in the past the cat entering under the balcony of the one level apartment.

A while ago i discovered the neighbor next door is feeding the stray cats. There are a number of trays on her porch always full with cat food. There was also a cat house. A number of cats from the neighborhood started to come and feed there. Then i saw a different cat going under that balcony. I figured it was stronger and bullied the first one out of there.

Then one day it was all stinking and i decided i should pick the leaves left behind by the landscapers for almost a month. For this purpose i bought a bag from Amazon, i already had a rack. After i gathered next to the other apartment i noticed a very bad smell i wrote about. Can't remember now but i believe the cat house was still there.

A few days ago i started to find the cat in the first picture sleeping on a piece of foam on our porch. First i moved the foam under a bush next to building and the cat moved there. Since i had this bag for picking leaves that resembled a tent, i thought maybe i should use it as a house for the poor cat, so i put the foam inside the bag and the bag under the bush. Last night was very cold. Today i didn't see the cat anymore and went and looked in the "tent". There was a very dense smoke outside but when i got inside in noticed the apartment filled with a smell of dirty laundry.

I know from experience that if someone leaves a piece of garbage, like a food wrap anywhere in the enclosed area behind our building, it all starts to smell.

Then i figured. The cat has a matted fur. It gave up licking (cleaning) self long time ago. The tent now stinks like ten homeless people put together. Just by going to look i brought that bacteria inside. Now my face is burning. Angela awoke. Everything stinks though i spent lots of time recently vacuuming, cleaning walls, doing laundry etc.. That cat is one of the big sources of problems around here.

Like in that day when i went to Indian Head casino and there was a homeless man in the bathroom. Though i just took a shower and changed all my clothes just before i drove there, the next day when i went to the ER i was stinking like hell.

I know they have cat shelters where they can at least wash it and give it back to me but i don't know if i'll survive long enough to contact them, make an appointment, borrow a trap, etc.. I think first thin i'm gonna do is move the "tent" under other bushes, but i know it won't stay there long. Tomorrow is landscape day and i know they will be very conscious and the cat will probably come back on my porch, after they remove the tent.

I know they have emergency numbers for people but they don't have for cats. Don't know what i'm gonna do, i'm in a bit of a crisis here.
The cat was living for years under that balcony.

8:55 Temperature outside. 45 degrees, typical for this time of the year. Humidity, 98%. It rains like it's the end of the world. Level of waters have risen by one inch.

After i finished the entry above, i was thinking. The cat did not run away when i last checked on it. I had a chance to either get rid of it or get rid of it simply by closing the lid on that bag. But for that, i needed some cooperation from authorities. Searched on google and found an emergency animal hospital in the area.

But for that i needed to call them. The guy from upstairs came home when i went to the computer to try again to make a google voice phone call. However, the mic quit working. I went to Angela's computer. The mic was working on Windows recorder but not on google voice.

Came back, now the computer would not display things on the monitor. Finally found the HDMI cable (i was on Display port, the cable that came with the computer). However i could not convince the thing to make a call so instead of calling (and expose myself to more microwaves) i just put the phone, wallet in my pocket and drove over there (a couple of miles i think).

Angela told me when she got home she got again a headlight warning on the display. I struggle for some time to make the low beam on left to work and last time it fell out of the headlight while i was driving to 7 feathers, projecting the light on the left concrete barrier after it got dark. Once there, i found beside the lamp was fallen, the connector i just soldered melted. But not in the soldering area. Then the connector became fused but still working with the new bulb.

But the warning this time was for the right low beam and Angela didn't realize that. Got two bulbs in the A locker today and wanted to cut the wires, resolder the left connector (the came in a pack of two), replace them both. However it rains like it's the end of the world.

But while i was driving i realized everything was slo-mo. Trouble keeping myself on the lane in the dark and rain, with little lane marking visibility. Got lost, finally found it.

So i got there and they gave me the number for animal control and after i insisted they gave the number for an emergency hospital that accept strays.

But in my way back here. Kept missing turns, got lost, found, lost again and then i realized. It was all from the smoke that came from outside. I always thought smoke comes from under that bush where the cat was now sleeping. Which could explain why the cat last time did not run away from me.

Got home, called that private clinic "that have a contract" "to accept strays" as the woman at the hospital said. Got into a conversation with an AI robot which however worked much better than customer service from India. She gave me a short assessment and said i should come with the cat (about 20 miles, 32 km) from here. However i was reluctant thinking i don't have two headlights and the one i have left could fail any second.

Went to check on the cat, thinking to move it with the tent under another bush, farther from here. I talked to Angela and asked her if she let me give the cat a bath and she declined. (what if the cat scratches me?)

However, the cat was not there anymore. I think the reason was the water levels raised all the way to the "floor" of the tent (picture above). Problem solved by itself. But how am i gonna know the cat would not come to sleep again in my balcony?

So i removed any piece of foam or plastic bag in a box from the balcony where she could sleep on (i don't think she likes to sleep on the wet, cold concrete). I took the tent and washed it in the tub. Had a couple of drinks, my head started to clear from the influence of that smoke.

Went to take the things i removed from balcony to the SW bin (the one accross is pretty full and like always there was a car with flashing lights in front of it). Passed the balcony of the one level apartment (last picture above) and felt the bad smell now coming from there.

Went to smoke a cigarette. A car stopped at the daycare?. Went in the back. The guys from upstairs left and shed their white LED headlights on me.

7:00 I thought it didn't make sense for a laser beam intensity to decrease with square distance. The reason light (or any EM wave) from conventional sources does so is light spreads in a sphere like pattern while laser rays stay parallel and stay so for a long time or distance after emission (does this also contradict a bit the EM theory of light).

So it should, in a certain measure, the 5 G beam, which more is similar to a radar beam emitted by a phased array antenna though it is not as perfect as a laser ray is. Near, far, km.

Anyways we can be sure a 5G beam does not spread in all directions like a sphere but much more focused thus having much more energy for the same emitting power at the phone, thus being much more dangerous if one (or your head) gets inside the beam, especially near the source (phone).

6:24 Mostly absorbed by the surface of your skin. Most of pain symptoms i am experiencing are at the surface of my skin. How the signal will reach the tower if your head is inside the beam or at that distance (zero), should better say the beam is inside your head?

6:30 Laser is an EM wave with a plane front instead of spheric (yes with abrupt edges). If it wasn't so it would not keep its intensity over long distances. But doesn't it contradict the EM field theory of light?

Right. They spread. Diffraction. Wave nature of light. Real and ideal planar waves differ fundamentally.

Must form (looseles) loops and non uniform patterns (turbulence like maybe).

Must be the waves spread beyond the collimation region but photons do not.

(Waves are spherical and do not end abruptly. Laser light does not spread).

7:50 She has been on top of my head for nearly an hour and then she left as i was dressing to go outside to check. Now he made a little synchronized creak that made me forget the next phrase i wanted to write about the current (fake) theory of light. Grease is not grace.


7:40 I asked because i got 3 rather expensive items to return all deffective and don't know what to do. 40%, isn't that a waste?

We all live in A_materasu world.

3:45 PM Yesterday when i could not stay here any longer went for a walk in the rain. I saw on the other side of the buildings 3 leaf blowers two meters apart from each other, creating a front wave like with a phase array emitter, pushing the leaves.

Don't ask me for the dB i think they were 100 from were i was watching. I pulled the phone and recorded and i think they became pissed because of that and did not finish the area behind our apartment (how could they know what i was doing with the phone). Or maybe they were too many leaves and left them for next week, after 4 hours of noise inferno with much dust shaking from the walls.

Angela just came and finally went outside to see the source of the nausea. The whole enclosure between buildings (south of building F i call it the bakyard) was still is full with some sort of smoke with a pungent cayenne like component that i believe it's coming from the bush next to the Aucuba next to our bedroom window (first picture).

Yes the camera is nicer. In the dumpster there are/where whole unnopned packets of fresh meat and huge sacks with garbage that could not come from an apartment. On the fence there was a wet vynil jacket promoting a weird smell all the way inside. 

6:45 While dizzy, nauseated, grabbed a rack and a small hoe and went and racked the leaves from under that bush/shrub whatever and then i poured a generous amount of concrete mix (sand + cement) that is hardening in a bag in a closet anyways in the soft area with holes around the turnk of that thing and mixed with the hoe.

Most of the smoke subsided right away, but i take it they (rats, moles, whatever) will attempt to dig one more opening of their gallery before that mix hardens (before they are evacuated themselves by the smoke).

I lived in smoke for many years before i started doing this with every hole (up to 20) i found and every time i did it i was dizzied by the smoke. The reason i made so many mistakes in the blog with matches.

Firs time i found 100% cement which i mixed with soil also bought at Lowes but this sack is a mix with much less cement (all i could find).

But this vent under the bush is tough to reach.

Then i went and retrieved a number of bulky poops softened by the rain. As they did this morning they predicted my movements and dispatched men, women (and kids this morning) in my way everywhere i went. The pressure of smell softened.

There is an open one in the bottom of the now empty dumpster i plan to knot, but then a truck came near the dumpster, now i hear slammed doors all around. I take it they protect their s...t as it costs a lot to them.

5:05 Traficul de droguri din România sub regimul Iliescu, asasinul lui Ceaușescu. Anumite lucruri nu se schimbă.

11:40 AM Should have googled. The news was implying Mercedes were the first who did that. However...

12:30 PM She increases it gradually with a pick just before she leaves. Always at a different hour. Tall and very fast moving, face like she is 70 years very energetic or athletic woman. Double chin, extremely short hair. Again feelings of synchronicity with what i was doing.

I was intrigued the other day with the tangle of fiber optics cable under what until not long ago i thought it was a gutter so i took some pictures to share.

12:40 Part of this statement is not true. Light is made of strings that have relativistic mass. Space-time "fabric" does not have any meaning in absence of matter or light. By bending light you ar bending the space-time of those photons.

Like many other phenomena in physics, by example an electric current in a wire can cause magnetism which can cause an electric current in a wire (which could cause the so call cross talking effect in communications) the bending of light could create gravity.

Yeah i know most say that light inside fiber optics gets reflected and is zigzagging instead of beeing bent but the net effect is bending. Total reflection is not absorption and re-emission of other photons, the same photons are kept inside the fiber. Since photons can be diverted from a straight line into a curve in the vicinity of large masses, i believe by bending light you can create disturbance in the gravity field around it.

This could lead to many effects, one of them could be again cross talking with the possibility of tapping signal from one fiber to another.

It is known that vibration of the fiber optics modulate the signal inside, with the possibility of de-modulating at one of the ends, the fiber working both as a very sensitive vibration sensor that could read one's vital signs and even the movement of tongue when thinking.

What happens though when the gravity created by the bent fiber gets modulated with that signal? Untraceable communications which reads surveillance?

For what i know they are officially first detected gravitational waves in 2015 though comming from very massive sources.

1:20 They started around 10. Two guys with blowers, they did in 3 hours the same amount i would have done by myself with a rack. However, doing a terrible noise. They must have vibrated every single bone in their bodies since it's bothering me, inside. Now they blew the leaves in the alley, and maybe forgetting about the rest of the yard?

When i took the picture, i saw coming from behind the large woman from E4 with a dog. But she turned around when she "saw me" with a camera in hand. In reality they are all around here remote controlled with tiny prompters in their ears and she was prompted to come out to do a scene with me.

1:45 What do they mean by too small to be detectable? It's the same thing when an electric circuit inside of a receiver synchronizes with the emitter.

I believe photons traveling in space synch with each other not by the phenomena of stimulated emission, they have been emitted a long time before, they are synching because of gravity interactions. And yes, they should behave like a laser. But when they hit Earth's atmosphere the are being scattered by air and dust and probably loose coherence, though they get polarized by the atmosphere.

However by propagating at the same speed they share some of their space-time.

2:00 Back then it was fast couriers and pigeons and stuff. Like today, having better communications than others was a huge advantage. I am quite positive THEY nowadays use micro wormholes with faster than light and undetectable communications which they keep for themselves. And always hide behind Jewish names so people would blame others.

2:42 There is a question i would like to ask all doctors and professors in medical schools on this planet. If you eat more calories than you use, how are you going to keep your blood sugar level under 120?

For a while the extra carbs will be stored in the liver. But then the liver gets saturated and there is only one way you get rid of those, and that is excreting them through your kidneys, right?

Would it make any sense to take insulin and force your cells to accept more food? And when those get saturated, you get what they call insulin resistance, right?

On many sites i searched it is stated that if your blood sugar is high you should drink more water. But what happens when you live in an environment saturated with mold and bacteria and you have what they call bad bacteria in your gut that dictates limiting the amount of water (and thirst?).

3:30 Yes they returned and almost finished the yard.

10:48 Ok we are over April 1st and even 2nd. Now i can post anything i want and anything i feel like. So i wanted to do something before that but she upstairs, in a rare move, came back home and started to stump.

So i am giving up, i don't go to see any site, i don't post anything, i get dressed and go for a walk. My day will be different because of her, them.

Just an example on how someone can influence others by influencing the influencer. Is this an invasion of privacy, an unwanted mixing in someone's life, a serious case of infringing one's God given freedom, a direct breach of US Constitution?

Yes it is but who cares. They own the complex, they own me as they probably own this country and they can do anything they want because they can.

11:40 Most likely they are eggplant leaves. So we will put it in the garden (at the church).

12:00 PM It's about 20 ft from the patio. I went to smoke and found this. Was talking about leaves and dog poop. Why are they doing this? Is this some sort of Dominican magic? What is the final purpose? It seems everybody knows what's happening but anybody knows why? Just to annoy me in sophisticated, satisfying ways?

1:50 Finally went for my walk. On my way out, i saw this. They were living on the other side of the building in the same time with the above.

1:51 Then at the street i started the loop in the opposite direction. Ok, there is no way i do not buy a body cam. Got to record the whole walks, i think they are worthy. 50% or more of the LPNs, brands are chosen for symbolic purposes. Then the scenes. I'll start looking for a cheap one on Amazon.
On my way there i was thinking. There is no way you can beat these guys in rational ways.

The way they do, the public allegories, raise at first look the most primordial instincts in the casual observers. No matter how much you are trying to reason with them observers after, their mind is affected deep inside with strong, primordial convictions.

One single Japanese model in a car looking scared when passing in front of it (why was there in that moment in the first place) is worth more than a whole dissertation made for people that are not used to much reading anyways. Now they are playing "talk to myself for hours, say things you don't understand".

Of course is maintenance. The main work was done way back, like when i was class mates with Joan Jett, others. Just played on the radio I love rock'n roll.

At the park i crossed the street to avoid some rather unusual people and i passed on the other side. I noticed this van entering, pulled the camera, it was exiting when i caught it. Why does it have to by anything about gas?

Then i saw the cistern behind it, with the water. I remembered i saw it too yesterday passing me on the rain and then parked in there so i went closer to take a picture (so i won't see it tomorrow as well). I saw what it looked to be a skinhead or a guy with short hair executing some sort of Bavarian dance in front of it with touching of the shoes, which reminded me of Shiva's dance. Then he disappeared, i think he went at the restroom.

Then i got closer and took a good picture of the cistern just to see the logo. It was the same since yesterday.

As i re-started my walk, i saw as school bus entering and exiting the lot and then i heard the thunderous noise of two F15s passing one after another. I looked but they were above clouds and could not see them in the blue skies intervals.
 

2:05 Upstairs she felt that moment when i got mad and started the dance too. I went outside, they were way more they brought in the meantime. Latest strategy, big grass, soft, hard to pick poops.

4:25 It was a feat of stratagems today. As i said before and can't identify yet this one but i believe it falls into the same category as stealing your thunder. Doing stuff i just did or said.

Ex. Masquarade. She appeared out of nothing at the other end of my trip when i was again a bit tired, (trying) to run, pretending, because i shamed her for not being in shape the other day, swimming like a fish in the sea or like a snake in the grass (yes the mowers where there too) on the other side of the road though she could barely keep up with me walking.

Wearing some sort of makeup i saw on a few occasions on other people before, color brown, that can be removed on video, making her repulsively ugly (to me) and of course unrecognizable, (though i had a feeling), pretending i rejected her. Nadia?

But is too late to debunk all these (took some time to figure them out), they already dug dip holes in the conscience of those who saw that scene several hours ago.

She again acts all the time giving me tips on things i would have done anyways, because they (their AI) can always anticipate my next step. So though they directly can't stop me (they are above things like this, like the good ethereal aliens in some movies), they steal my thunder by having her tipping me and a number of other things like the scene above.

Read my lines, (they think) the war is on ignorance (what motivates them to keep going forward). In reality they are promoting and perpetuating ignorance (and bad behavior) themselves and that fits Shiva's profile.

I wish i could say more but she already started upstairs.

I am so frustrated i reached the limit for this day and week and persuading Angela to get out of here for the rest of the day.

9:50 I think i just started to wake up. Yeah it lasted all day. I don't know exactly what it was, but i bet most of it was sleeping with nose congested because of the poops outside.

I done something at the car (cleaned the throttle) and wanted to see if it had any effect and since we slept through the evening (on top of being groggy all day) we could not go to any casino and Angela wanted to buy something from a store for a baby shower. So we went to Burlington across Washington Square and i wanted to smoke a cigarette in the parking lot but i forgot my cigarettes.

Part of it was being nervous because the mystery woman i lately identified as Kylie Minogue was having some sort of party while giving away stuff to "kids" and having a chair on top of the transformer next to her SUV.

Does it still matters if cleaning the throttle did any good? I think it did. While sitting in the car and waiting for Angela could not help but see a Beaverton Police SUV was patrolling the parking lot.

Then we left and for some reason we both remembered that day in Reno when we ate some of the best Chinese food we ever had from a restaurant at Pepper Mill. And ordered it online from my PC which was  hooked to the room TV and then went and grabbed the bag.

In that day Angela forgot her cell on and i was sandwiched between the PC's wi-fi and the phone and got a good dose of microwaves, but the food was so spicy i literally cried from it.

So we went to a Panda Buffet and ordered some. While in line i again saw two Tualatin Police SUV patrolling. Had to move in the lot to wait for one of the dishes. Two cars were pointing bright lights at us. BTW tonight was the night of the bright lights. Always pushed from behind by SUVs with high beams and stuff. I noticed how normal the Police lights were looking compared to all the other vehicles i saw tonight.

So it was the night of the bright (head)lights and Chinese food. And yes it was a bit spicy, reminding us of that in Reno. As we started to eat, Angela put the song i last listened on her computer (which has some sort of speakers). Exactly in the moment when Keith was saying "stealing your thunder" she climbed upstairs (was she home when we left?) and started to really thunder.

11:38 That's it. I'm done with my teeth. Three incisive pulled out in one appointment. I asked the dentis to smell them. First was smelling like a fungal infection. Like a yeast. Like how it's smelling in the apartment right now. Second, next to it, less, and the third i couldn't smell any.

Fungal, after 4 months of antibiotics. I killed the heck out of those in my body.

I figured it was the veneers. But how can be sure now, the smelling one had the veneer fallen months ago. The bulges at my mandibles, infected lymph nodes. It went all the way to my legs where the blood supply was cut due to much sitting.

I'm gonna be having fun, eating with a straw until it heals and then soft food until i get the new dentures done. BTW, i already started to feel the pain.

It has been what, a week since i didn't check the bins and lawn and stuff. They now started to let the bags in plain sight on the lawn. Trying to compensate for the low temperature? Also they didn't pick the leaves. Last time, they mowed and leaves got automatically in the bag of the mowing machine. It looks like i'm up to cleaning the yard, again. Last year they came to clean the day after i've already done it.

11:56 That was just an empty bag. There was a full one around the corner of the building on the right but was knotted. Double bagged and knotted. One more on the ground next to the bin with a lose knot. It must have been on top of the lids and fell when they emptied it. It looks like they took the bags thrown behind the bin and put it on a side when they emptied it today.

Then i thought. Maybe i shouldn't have been there, could have contaminated my new wound with bacteria from the bin. With the cold outside and stuff.

BTW i got an enormous lower lip with blood on it.

I think i'm gonna make a run to the liquor store.

BTW seeing that movie with JLO last night defending alone whatever gave me lots of courage for today's visit with the dentist. I recommend it (or similar first person fighting movies) for situations like these.

1:45 Yeah i went to the liquor store and stuff. Totally random, that is, not planned. I needed a drink after teeth extraction. I bought a green colored bottle with cheap weird tasting gin though i was advised not to. At the counter, the card machine had some... miscommunication problem, had to run the card twice.

2:05 Is that a cascading Shivalinga? Is that a Beetlejuice jacket (way before the movie).

I remember when i first heard this song. It was September 1978. I was in a train station at Mărășești, Romania. We were a huge group from Suceava, other counties going to Galați, for the 9 months mandatory military stage before college.

It was smelling like cooked bones from an animal glue factory nearby. 

Was dead tired from drinking all night, the smell was almost unbearable, and there was this guy from Suceava, my future roommate in the second year in college thrown on the shiny finished concrete station's floor and strumming realy hard a weird sounding guitar and singing it obsessively over and over and for some reason i was understanding cod or code, instead of cut (never heard the original until years after i got here in the US).

But now i think i might have got it right. The glue factory there, next to the  huge post WWI mausoleum (full of bones) was giving a wrong message to every passer by.

Or maybe it was a reminder of the dramatic cut of the territories of multi-national Austro-Hungarian empire (was reduced, to today's, well, Austria and Hungary) right after that war. The loss of Romanian majority Transylvania.


4:22 A whole revolution upstairs, with objects being dragged, dropped, heavy steps, while we are trying to eat.

4:45 Like many times before. We finished eating, she stopped.

8:00 Started to have pain in the evening, including sinuses area. I started taking again Augmentin, since he gave me a new prescription so i won't run out soon. Within an hour the pain is gone. Wanted to go smoke a cigarette but there's too much irritant smoke already. The kind that irritates my airways.

9:00 My "life" is weird. Why everybody seems to know my thoughts? I am so sick and tired of telling everything i'm doing. Like the yesterday walk. But i'm gonna do one more experiment. The story with the Tesla truck.

My loop including passing by a school (where children are small, is that a middle school?). Every time i pass that place something weird happens.

There is a huge field between the fence and the sidewalk and kids playing ground. (Baseball?). As i was passing yesterday, all the children that were on the other side of the fence some 250 ft away started to yell and went inside. There was this guy, way away from them, in the middle of the field, checking his phone. And there was this tall Asian guy passing between me and the fence, while i was forced to stop because of some fallen branches. And the cars kept pouring on the road.

Then towards the end, as i get back, there is a kindergarten. After minutes of no cars on the road, coming out of nowhere, every time i pass that place (i take care to be on the other side of the street), cars with weird LPN, like KJB, or white BMWs or VW or whatever pass between me and that place.

But yesterday it was different. There was this Tesla "Cybertruck" blinding me at times with light reflected from Sun or headlights on high beam, not sure, that passed between me and that place, twice.

9:40 Never in my life saw concrete throwing. They came with a small but fast conveyer and are throwing concrete some ft away. And then, there's the vibration. Whatever is doing that, is vibrating the ground to the point i feel it under my feet.

I was curious, took the phone with the seismograph app, put it on the carpeted floor and the concrete patio and it shows the same as it oscillates between instrumental and feeble (0.1 - 0.2 m/s2), witch is second degree on the Richter scale. Feeble but still and earthquake.

7:17 Being too busy, for a while i stopped spotting what i call quantum cancelling news. Here's a fresh one. Vienna waits for him. Is that a boomerang?

We noticed, at the end of each day that the leaves for the tomatoes were all shrinked, probably to protect selves from too much sun. We went in the evening to the garden to install the shades. 30% shade cloth, ideal for tomatoes and cucubmers from Amazon. Found some PVC garden pipes in the pile for reusables.

Amazing what this phone's camera can do, even at night.

And BTW i think i figured another reason for having such a bad crop in the last couple of years. It was me doing the watering, mostly and i was pouring at the base of the plants, not touching the leaves. I think the tiny amount of chlorine in tap water helps with killing the aphids and other stuff.


Earlier. I noticed in the last few days something was stinking inside, in the 83 degrees heat, clogging my nose and giving me palpitations. Today i figured it was the microwave and cleaned with the best stuff ever, chlorine bleach spray from Walmart. You can clean with it your toilet with a few squeezes of the pump and will last for a whole week.

(No, using chlorine bleach with a rag will not have the same results. I don't know, maybe because the spray gets in every corners, like the hinges? Just be careful not to spray any in your direction)

However the microwave was still stinking. After i done it three times, we went at the garden and then when we got back Angela noticed this dead animal smell. It was the skin from ground beef from doing the meatloaf yesterday in the garbage that i did not take to the dumpster (because it was not full). My bad.

6:53 AM I think i caught one of the guys who is living poop on the ground (next to the vents in the last few days, SE corner of the lawn today. I went outside exaclty when he was going inside and he passed the dumpster without throwing a bag. In the dumpster there was a very stinky bad since last night and they were two again in the SE corner. He is tall, Caucasian, dark hair, looks fit and he entered in the apartment in building E closest to the mailboxes.

7:20 Proof that some Japanese can look like Latinos.

2:20 PM Slept, awoke, went to check for poops. For some reason, above 80 degrees it does not smell that bad, could me some enzyme get activated at that temperature. Princess Mako was throwing in the balcony (with bleached legs). On the ground, some 10 ft away one big thick poop. Found two more further on the grass. Angela pulled the food from the oven and put some in plates and he started the thunderous black BMW.

2:25 The moment i put food in my mouth they started a siren. Then i realized i had the back door open, but there are no kids or anybody else. Then i remembered something.

In the illusory world of the ninja (there is nu plural or gender in Japanese), contradiction don't matter. They have in the balcony where sometimes kids gather 2 barbecues (one for me and one for Angela, to symbolically Auschwitz roast us i guess, i can't remember if i ever seen them using those). However, the same kids come around every time we come with groceries.

The hungry ghosts need more punishing. The BMW and the siren started for me a dysphagia episode. Ok i was lucky this time, drank some Pepsi and the food went down my esophagus and in the stomach after about 30 seconds of spasms, with not so much pain.

Was thinking earlier. With the money spent on an ice cream at the ice cream machine (unless is sent by some charity) you can buy enough meat to make a stake for one person. And now i hear the ice-cream van this time playing like in the last days, Lamabada.

More noise while eating (and searching for something caused me a second an a third one, however, drinking liquids helps in initial stages or if it does not last more than a minute).

Yeah another modified exhaust revving in the distance.

They are playing Lambada real loud here now, what difference would it make if i recorded it.


So we have the old Empress Michiko, the current one Masako, Princesses Kiko, Aiko, Kako, Hanako, Mikasa, Hisako, Akiko, Yohko and Tsuguko.

Ok so i was wrong. There is no princess Mako. The one showing here from time to time at Apt.4 supervising the feeding of the hungry ghosts was/is the empress herself (Masako). The one who gave me the lost wallet at Ilani on July 4th was Princess Kako. The one who spat towards us when eating at the beach in Lincoln City was Princess Tsuguko together with Princess Hisako.

In 94 i won the green card lottery. The reason i came here was i thought i was good with programming and this was the country of Microsoft and Central Point commander and Norton etc.

The only time i could find tickets at Tarom in 95 was for August 6 and we landed in New York in the same day and slept one night. Three more days on Greyhound and we got here in Portland on August 10. Soon there will be 30 years since the Imperial House of Japan started the Hungry Ghosts - Dracula project in Oregon. Watch your own backyard for ninja, Trump! (nobody really there).

I opened the windows and back door to take advantage of the temperature and low humidity today to finish drying the carpet. First there was cigarette smoke, now i feel a new poop and i can't go to search because Angela is sleeping.

3:52 Ok i fixed the signs at the door and went. Could not find anything, i was staring at the vents on the other side of the building, where the wind is blowing from and saw they were half covered with leaves, preventing the basement from ever drying (not that is so much wanted since there is loose insulation in there).

However when i bent and got real close to get the leaves i saw a number of fragments, maybe up to ten, no older than a day or two so well camouflaged in the wood chips they could not have been seen from a few meters away.

When i was bent two fit and tall guys came in my line of sight in front of the mailboxes with a large black pack reminding of a coffin and started unpacking that one in the alley. When i was walking towards the dumpster, a couple came from the right and he was a very tall and strong man, a bodybuilder maybe. Yes i think one of them bent when i looked.

I crossed the alley in front of the red-headed woman to throw the bag, look into the dumpsters, one of the guys unpacking that thing came next to me and looked at me. Then when i walked back towards the building i saw the strong man was turned into a more normal looking guy, same clothes, some dog and him with the woman (did not see them before around here) got into a car.

Bending and picking those fragments, i disturbed the redwood chips of which some have turned into really fine dust and now my face and throat are burning. Could it be that i finally have some time to smoke the first cigarette of the day?

5:27 Angela left and they brought in a new poop and i got sick and they brought in real Latino kids(maybe) that make a terrible noise (to prove the opposite, at Trump does with his tariffs). By the looks i think they are half Japanese from South America.

5:33 They just hit the window with a ball. I went and yelled at them to go to their places but they did not seem to understand but they stopped playing but did not leave. Angela came and is yelling at them from the parking lot. Now they left.