7:00 I thought it didn't make sense for a laser beam intensity to decrease with square distance. The reason light (or any EM wave) from conventional sources does so is light spreads in a sphere like pattern while laser rays stay parallel and stay so for a long time or distance after emission (does this also contradict a bit the EM theory of light).

So it should, in a certain measure, the 5 G beam, which more is similar to a radar beam emitted by a phased array antenna though it is not as perfect as a laser ray is. Near, far, km.

Anyways we can be sure a 5G beam does not spread in all directions like a sphere but much more focused thus having much more energy for the same emitting power at the phone, thus being much more dangerous if one (or your head) gets inside the beam, especially near the source (phone).

6:24 Mostly absorbed by the surface of your skin. Most of pain symptoms i am experiencing are at the surface of my skin. How the signal will reach the tower if your head is inside the beam or at that distance (zero), should better say the beam is inside your head?

6:30 Laser is an EM wave with a plane front instead of spheric (yes with abrupt edges). If it wasn't so it would not keep its intensity over long distances. But doesn't it contradict the EM field theory of light?

Right. They spread. Diffraction. Wave nature of light. Real and ideal planar waves differ fundamentally.

Must form (looseles) loops and non uniform patterns (turbulence like maybe).

Must be the waves spread beyond the collimation region but photons do not.

(Waves are spherical and do not end abruptly. Laser light does not spread).

7:50 She has been on top of my head for nearly an hour and then she left as i was dressing to go outside to check. Now he made a little synchronized creak that made me forget the next phrase i wanted to write about the current (fake) theory of light. Grease is not grace.


7:40 I asked because i got 3 rather expensive items to return all deffective and don't know what to do. 40%, isn't that a waste?

We all live in A_materasu world.

3:45 PM Yesterday when i could not stay here any longer went for a walk in the rain. I saw on the other side of the buildings 3 leaf blowers two meters apart from each other, creating a front wave like with a phase array emitter, pushing the leaves.

Don't ask me for the dB i think they were 100 from were i was watching. I pulled the phone and recorded and i think they became pissed because of that and did not finish the area behind our apartment (how could they know what i was doing with the phone). Or maybe they were too many leaves and left them for next week, after 4 hours of noise inferno with much dust shaking from the walls.

Angela just came and finally went outside to see the source of the nausea. The whole enclosure between buildings (south of building F i call it the bakyard) was still is full with some sort of smoke with a pungent cayenne like component that i believe it's coming from the bush next to the Aucuba next to our bedroom window (first picture).

Yes the camera is nicer. In the dumpster there are/where whole unnopned packets of fresh meat and huge sacks with garbage that could not come from an apartment. On the fence there was a wet vynil jacket promoting a weird smell all the way inside. 

6:45 While dizzy, nauseated, grabbed a rack and a small hoe and went and racked the leaves from under that bush/shrub whatever and then i poured a generous amount of concrete mix (sand + cement) that is hardening in a bag in a closet anyways in the soft area with holes around the turnk of that thing and mixed with the hoe.

Most of the smoke subsided right away, but i take it they (rats, moles, whatever) will attempt to dig one more opening of their gallery before that mix hardens (before they are evacuated themselves by the smoke).

I lived in smoke for many years before i started doing this with every hole (up to 20) i found and every time i did it i was dizzied by the smoke. The reason i made so many mistakes in the blog with matches.

Firs time i found 100% cement which i mixed with soil also bought at Lowes but this sack is a mix with much less cement (all i could find).

But this vent under the bush is tough to reach.

Then i went and retrieved a number of bulky poops softened by the rain. As they did this morning they predicted my movements and dispatched men, women (and kids this morning) in my way everywhere i went. The pressure of smell softened.

There is an open one in the bottom of the now empty dumpster i plan to knot, but then a truck came near the dumpster, now i hear slammed doors all around. I take it they protect their s...t as it costs a lot to them.

5:05 Traficul de droguri din România sub regimul Iliescu, asasinul lui Ceaușescu. Anumite lucruri nu se schimbă.