4:30 PM Went to the liquor store and got my brandy. Found Angela. There's a party with people speaking Chinese (i guess) not far from our door. Some of them have laptops.

8:37 I know i had this entry in the morning before i made a reference to it, after i moved it from this blog. However after those guys have been sitting there between the elevators and my room it disappeared.

8:55 CEC-ICMC 2025. Yeah i remember now when i went to the liquor store a (obvious, well dressed, with a backpack) Japanese guy entered the elevator after me at 4 and stopped at the second floor. I think it was then when they copied my card key (so there won't be any connection with the hotel who gave us a room at the same floor).

What else?

Also my main tool for cropping pics, the Photos app on my W11 also got a weird update that makes it much more difficult to use.

9:05 Also did my insulin shot a bit late but now i feel really weird. (Heat in the thyroid area?).

10:53 Lately the discomfort after the insulin shot lasts two hours. First, i feel heat in my whole body and a bit high like after a shot of liquor.  In about 20 minutes, shortness of breath, followed by sleepiness and finally after 2 hours i start to feel good, a bit less tired than before the shot.

I went in the casino, Angela gave me 100, i nearly lost it all at poker while gasping for air (i was in that phase, which i made worse by smoking a cigarette). Then after i had only a few dollars left, i made 50+back. I went to find Angela and found my favorite game here, the Phoenix something, i call it Peacock's tail (yeah the synched little hits in the walls that made me sick several times in both hotels).

When i catch one of these, it turns into... i forgot, 9 wilds, covering a good part of the screen.

Ok so after i tried several other machines, i found a place at that one and played it. It gave me a few hands in the beginning, if it would have given me a bit more, i would have left. But i noticed the smell of mineral insulation dust but could not leave because the machine was "giving" (actually i was stationary at @30 bucks) and i stayed there for about 30 minutes until i lost all money and left.

But man. About 5 minutes later i felt it. The pain and extra shortness of breath from the dust. Was walking around searching for Angela and the muzak was playing "I'm still standing" by EJ while i was barely standing. Irony?

Finally found Angela, got better and i decided to write what i was thinking about all evening.

The hotel is well solid build with structural steel beams and stuff. Floors seem made of concrete with wall to wall carpets on top. However the walls are empty and full of basaltic (lava) mineral insulation. Why the walls between rooms have insulation, it beats me. Maybe because they want to keep some rooms warm and some unoccupied unheated (or cooled).

In the bathroom there is a vent without fan that sucks air. Also walls are cracked in corners.

No fan to start, it works continuously. I looked under the cover and i saw dust buns. Household dust mixed with that basaltic dust that puts out sulfur no matter what. But when someone lets the heavy door be shut by the springs, it shakes the whole hallway. In that moment, dust from those buns falls and the airflow is too weak to catch it and it comes into the room. That dust is heavier than air however, it floats long enough for you to get some.

Of course not all rooms are the same. Some have more, some less, depending on each one's sins. Yeah i know this video was first uploaded 13 years ago but i cannot embed that version in my blog.

11:25 There is a crying goat in the shower of every room. I went to tape the cracks at the joints between walls and ceiling and by doing so i disturbed some of the dust in those areas and now my eyes hurt again. This version of the video was uploaded 8 years ago but the quality looks like is much older.

Never had a chance to tell the story of emptying the catch can at 7 feathers. I said i needed to do that before i leave for the long trip but i forgot. So when we left, i grabbed a small zip lock bag and wrapped it around it and a bit of oil came out of it (i was expecting much more). When i looked behind there was this cute Latina that came to get it. Because oil in the catch can comes from the combustion chamber and is mixed with gas (the oil that i put on last time did not have any smell - Castrol Synthetic Blend).

From there i went to the gas station but guess what. They had a spill and a guy from there was sweeping the area about 20 by 20 feet with a large broom. As a result my eyes hurt all the way here (375 miles) impairing my driving.

But when i got here again curiosity got the better of me. Popped the hood to look at the oil (not the catch can). I do this after every long trip. At once a little old lady came at the SUV on the other row facing ours and got it. I assume getting this kinda room could have something to do with it but i doubt would have happen otherwise.

12:00 About when i started to complain about dust in bathroom i heard a noise at first i thought it was rain. There is some sort of huge transformer outside the door, the size of a van, with fans and those fans started and the vibration is releasing dust from curtains.

1 AM I was thinking for hours if to write it down or not. Soon after i finished what i posted last on the other blog i got what they call an anxiety attack. But it was from dust and special synced yelling on the hallway while me concentrating at what to write (it was about Țiriac).

It only happens when i'm alone. So i went after Angela but she came in the room in the same time missing me. Got desperate i could not find her (when i got back in the room i was already better but my BP was 170/96).

I was hungry and physically sick of everything we had here in the room, had to eat some real food. So i went to the same fast food where Angela got that damn pizza from and i ordered the biggest burger they had on menu and some fries and came back in the room. While i was walking back and forth to that ff i met with some guys who were mopping the floor with machine and one guy was going manually with a mop behind it (to better dry it with a bigger mop).

But my brain was temporarily shut down. Got my food but when the cook handed it to the attended, he was standing there in that little window and gave me a long look and he put a dreamy and exhausted face like he just had s...x.

Could not react on the moment and came in the room and was salivating already and about to faint from hunger when i realized it could be all some sort of revenge prank. But could not resist and ate it. Within minutes i started to feel irritation in my mouth and lymph nodes under arms etc..

A bit of hot flashes, a bit of chills. But this is not so unusual to me lately especially when i eat chewy foods and i always attributed it to diabetes and bad upper denture (believe it or not i did not have time to do the upper yet and the old one does not fit right and hurt my mouth roof a bit) but had to get it out of my chest so i wrote it here for my friends to know what i'm going through in every moment.

7:20 AM Yeah i got that burger in a brown bag from a distinguished lady, other than the one i ordered to, though at that hour they were very few people in the restaurant. Yeah i was telling Angela, they still got two SR1s with two seats at NASA, they could spirit someone from Europe and back within hours. I did not expect it to last long but... man, this was fast! In fact i knew by the way he just talked about Romania's budget deficit. I know for a fact the whole budget of Romania is fake, there is nothing to fix, you need to completely overhaul it.

So yeah the way that cook looked at me through his kitchen window was a just a diversion. So i won't look at her more closely.

11:55 Some crazy opened and closed the door several times with big noise, creating shock waves on the coridor that raised dust and some came in here from under the door.

5:22 (Self) rising pizza.

5:40 Since i pulled the card from the camera, i found something else. Just before we left, i this on the other building and could not help but took a picture of the next building. Wondering if ours is the same (in places). All buildings have been painted a few years ago. New siding  have been added  under windows (left of the picture)

8:16 Last time i was here there was a school bus in the customer's parking lot. Now, in about the same place, there is a (small, rented cistern). Earlier today i heard a siren, miles away, for minutes. Then i called the reception (dialed zero) and she put me through somebody else and i asked her (whoever that was, probably a manager) and i asked if she hears it to and she said no, but it's "the firefighters who wanted to let everybody know that they're going faster than normal on the freeway" though it sounded stationary to me.

Then about an hour later i heard it again. Last night i was alone in the room and got really sick. Hard to breath, full of pression inside, probably my BP on the roof. Then i somehow walked, with little steps, to search for Angela and when i leaved the lobby i saw two people with a stretcher and two people dressed in suits, walking inside this wing of  the hotel, but kind of slow (not in a hurry) and there was an ambulance in front of the entrance

This morning the maides (all Asians) surrounded our rooms us and where here, for hours, talking laughing, hitting things, slamming doors and vacuuming, while i was trying to write a post and chocking. When i walked out of here it felt like i was walking on springs, or on a trampoline, the ground was moving when i was stepping, probably because of extremely high BP.

Vacuuming created statically charged dust that still lingers in the air. I had this ionizer that precipitates dust from air to the ground however... it was broke. Now it smells in here like dirty laundry.

Got an idea. Also. Water flowing generates negative ions that do the same thing. Took a shower. Also checked the ion generator with my three in one meter and it still works. It's just the little fan that's broken so i put it altogether in front of my computer's fan outflow.

9:55 De 64 de ani Țiriac luptă pentru România. De la cântăreț operă din Ungaria, la Jim Croce, Maurer, hockey, Cupa Davis, Boris Becker, Mercedes care n-a mai venit în România la comisioane bancare, muzeul de mașini, numeroșii lui urmași fake și imaginea pe care a promovat-o în vest iar acum intervenție ilegală în ziua alegerilor.

6:42 AM She started to trop upstairs at 6:40. Got a stomach pain. Thinking if i don't have one of those needles stuck in my stomach.

7:10 A couple of days ago when i went smoking at night through the front door and Angela was sleeping and i had this feeling that the albino with long coat whom i saw coming from the back could have gotten inside, but only if my newly installed door have some sort of battery operated device inside, like at hotel rooms cause it was closed from inside. Lately i got a screw to secure the door at night but it was not on at the time.

2:15 PM Am uitat unul din telefoane pornite ieri seară la 1.5 metri de unde am dormit și acu mă simt "energizat", transpir tot și am bufeuri de căldură în timp ce spălam vasele, cu dureri vagi în părțile cu expunere acumulată. Deși telefonul dacă e oprit conversează cu turnul doar din când în când pentru a verifica semnalul.

Și mi-am aminti ce am scris recent și dintr-o dată mi-am dat seama că am uitat ce era mai important. O chestie care mie mi-e atât de obișnuită în procesele mele de gândire încât nu mai cred că e nevoie să o comunic.

Wi-fi-ul nu radiază numai de la router la dvs.. Dacă ar fi așa ar avea dreptate cei care vă spun că nivelul de semnal e neglijabil la câțiva metri. Wi-fi este un sistem bidirecțional. Device-ul dvs. răspunde cu același nivel de semnal (putere) către router. Nu contează că de la router vă vin megabiți pe secundă de informați și invers se transmite poate numai un click de mouse. E același nivel de semnal purtător analog.

Există setări de nivel de putere și în router și în device (sau telefon) care se fac automat în funcție de distanță.

Deci nu router-ul este cel care vă aran-deran-jează ci device-ul (telefon/laptop/tabletă).

12:00 AM Youtube keeps pushing me videos... I don't believe this. Not for a minute. In all the successful songs i heard the melodic line always follow the lyrics which almost contain the melody. "Take my breath... Away" "aw/ way\". You don't build the song first, it is almost impossible to find meaningful verses to fit after, especially when you have a theme (requirement). This way it is understood, composer's intervention is minimal. Great composers know. You win with almost zero footprint or originality. It's all in the lyrics, all you have to do is put them on notes, make them sing.

But in this case is much more than that. The name of the band, Berlin (which in its turn i believe is subliminal for Perl - white), who had only one very successful song because it was designed that way, without hearing it before the premiere of the movie, combined with the verses gives the subliminal message of gas chamber. Like Phil Colling's In the Air Tonight and Sting's Every Breath You Take.

Upstairs, they won't let be me.  They did stop after Angela went to bed but restarted after i posted that song at midnight on the other blog. I believe they believe that if they torment me after i post something important (on the other blog) somehow they erase the impact of what i just posted (stealing my thunder, on a quantum level though).

In their world they believe so much in a rigid hierarchy which derives of course from the fact their Emperor is God, they can't accept each person has its own identity and his/her thoughts and will because they can't believe the world can function that way and freedom and justice is what Hollywood and politicians always let us believe. But of course they won't accept if a person starts to behave that way IRL.

Ok Angela just hit the wall twice. It's past midnight, she has to go to work tomorrow.

I also think they are trying to create a story that if told it somehow diminishes the impact of what i just said and that is also true. Whatever they gain is minimal though not negligible. What they don't understand is i don't care about the impact. All i care about is to deliver a message, in time. Pretty much like the ninja did before the battle of Sekigahara. Better said before the battle of...

(BTW i believe most ninja escaped through a tunnel and it was convened that way with Nobunaga who might have been one of their own and then they spread in Japan to organize the battle of Sekigahara).

It stopped for now but in a weird way. The steps froze in one spot, didn't hear someone going to bed or sitting or anything which indicates robots.

12:50 Nu vă mai luați după ce spune Trump. El azi spune într-un fel, mâine în altul după cum îi tună. Se pare că toată tărășenia a fost designed așa de la început, ca să aibă un impact cu o zi două înainte de alegeri. Ne-a exclus din Visa Waiver în luna alegerilor ca să poată influența alegerile pentru că a spus motivul doar înainte de alegeri, implicând că dacă iese cutare sau cutărescu ne vor da Visa Waiver înapoi.

Acest mod de abordare discriminatoriu și imixtiune în alegeri este fără precedent din partea primei democrații din lume (mă rog, din ce știu eu) iar vina este a lui Trump care se pare că a devenit singura voce în SUA iar el vorbește numai pentru o parte (ipotetică) din americani.

Cineva ar trebui să-i amintească lui Trump că România e totuși în Uniunea Europeană și Schengen iar americanii pot călători fără viză în spațiul Schengen iar asta nu se poate fără un acord bilateral.

Cred că asta e o mare discriminare și un eșec al diplomației UE. Cum poate UE să accepte ca americanii să vină fără viză în spațiul Schengen și nu toți cetățenii Schengen să poată călători în SUA fără viză? La fel cum au acceptat 17 ani după intrarea României în Schengen (călătoria cu buletinul) ca românii să stea la coadă la granița din Ungaria. E un fel de continuare a saga Schengen, care de asemenea a fost folosită în scopuri politice.

Sunt sigur că nu ar fi făcut asta dacă România avea un președinte care să poată răspunde la fel, punând o interdicție pentru americani de a călători fără viză în România.

Pe de altă parte, din ce știu eu, persoane care vor să vină să muncească în SUA nu au nici o problemă cu viza. În schimb eu am fost angajat numai la job-uri cu actori. Ultima mai importantă fiind la AVX unde l-am avut supervizor pe Axl Rose. Dacă sun la consulat, îmi răspunde Antonia. Dacă sun la serviciul clientului, îmi răspund tot felul de celebrități.

Dacă merg la Walmart, care e la un pas de centrul de recrutare al Army, Navy, etc. (sunt vreo 4 birouri) în Walmart apar numai celebrități pe post de cumpărători sau asistenți și mulți figuranți japonezi.

Când aveam un job bun și lucra și Angela și am vrut să-mi iau casă, în 1998, am vorbit cu un tip care lucra pentru o agenție imobiliară, Re/Max, Derald Dieterich, pe care-l cunoșteam de la biserică (BNC), care era de fapt un actor ungur (care se pare că a trăit toată viața aici ca și agent imobiliar, este de necrezut, omul are review-uri) și mi-a pus o condiție, să vorbesc cu Angela singur, deși ea nu știa engleză.

Ca să stau veșnic la apartament unde se perindă sute și mii de oameni, pentru show-uri. Cu roboți la etaj și pisici pe scară.

2:15 Am revăzut postarea de mai sus cu BNC (Beaverton Nazarene Church), da știu sună ciudat, Beaver în engleză poate însemna și... unde pastor era Dennis Swift care credea că dinozaurii au trăit pe pământ în același timp cu oamenii și care semăna cu cântărețul Mealoaf (da, era foarte teatral când predica).

Acolo l-am cunoscut pe David Diggins (alt DD), care semăna perfect cu Tom Cruise, doar că era puțin mai grăsuț. Când l-am văzut prima dată, respira cu zgomot, avea ceva la plămâni, dar i-a dispărut după (povestea cu Zenu). Am avut o poză în postare cu Tom Cruise care se îngrășase într-o perioadă, era în jur de anul 2000, unde semăna perfect cu David, dar o aveam doar ca link și a dispărut sau n-o găsesc eu acum.

Țin minte că am fost la el ca mecanic în 1998 cu S10, de mai multe ori cu Sentra și ultima dată în 2002 parcă.

Am fost la el de multe ori, mai ales când mă simțeam rău și totdeauna îmi citea ceva din Biblie și-mi dădea sfaturi. La un moment dat mi-a spus că pleacă în Texas și chiar a plecat. De vreo 2 ori cred m-a scos din psihoză și nu am mai mers la spital, dar am mers imediat după ce "a plecat în Texas". Da acum îmi amintesc, nu am mai fost pe la el când am lucrat la AVX, deci un an întreg.

Odată m-a învățat să iau Benadryl pentru somn. Aș vrea să plâng când mă gândesc la Angela, care dormea câteva ore pe noapte și lucra 10 sau 12 dar sunt împietrit.

Ca aici dar fără zâmbet.

Întrebare. A stat Tom Cruise aici imobilizat 4 ani sau ăștia puteau prezice când merg eu la el. Sau a filmat în ceva studiouri pe aici. Sau el de fapt era tipul ăsta din Ungaria, un neica nimeni. Mă rog, cântăreț de operă. Strada se numea Sorento, ceva ce sugerează soarele și împăratul Japoniei. Se știe că în perioada aceea a jucat într-un film The Last Samurai.

A și el mai semăna cu un fost coleg de-al meu de an și de cameră din anul III din facultate. Mișu Găină, LOL ce nume.

Ba nu, l-am găsit! Era în altă postare. Nu e poza lui, e un what if, adică o proiecție cum ar arăta cu 10 kg mai mult, transpirat, etc., dar a rezultat o asemănare perfectă (din memoria mea bineînțeles). Da normal, nu aveam cum să-i fac poză, era o perioadă când lumea nu era așa de confortabilă când vedea o cameră, iar despre celulare, a mai trecut mult timp până au avut camere cât de cât.

Aveam o factură de la el și am pus semnătura lână autograf. Are ceva din semnătura lui, cele două "paranteze". Oare ar valora ceva acum? Poate dacă ar fi certificată de un specialist.

3:13 Was Tesla Cybertruck "brutalist" design inspired by the 1980 Citroën Karin? There is a name clue as well.

11:40 I am shocked by the lack of existence of music on pre-recorded on USB sticks. Something to listen in the car during the long hours of driving like from Portland to Reno, or even here, locally, where most of the time you can only catch weird local stations with sometimes DJs arranging songs just for you (me). I mean, not expensive albums of unknown bands like on Thump or mixes like on Etsy.

Amazon?

Something with thousands of songs, hits, per years, genres, etc.. Would that be too much to ask?

What would be the impact on local radio stations? Minimal if none. Very few people will buy them. Or who knows, maybe people other than me want to escape the tyranny of those also. There's got to be some way of buying bulk music for your own use only. I saw a movie about Spotify.

3:22 PM Two days after that email exchange on this subject with the office a bunch of kids came in the back. One of them was holding a phone, directed at our apartment while pretending filming the others (they were gone, out of the frame). Don't think they can see me inside though today is kinda dark outside and had the lights on while munching on tortilla chips. Had to put the blinds on.

3:45 Angela opened a bit the kitchen area window cause it's too hot here because of drying and she was eating they came on this side of the building, climbed the stairs "to look at the cat", having a direct view inside of our apartment as i came from the shower in my underwear. They move around like they know what are we doing or are they remote controlled, through speakers in their ears.

4:00 Now they brought the soccer ball and started in full swing, in the back.

I went to the sliding door to look and see how many they are and they just hit the glass door with the ball (on purpose of course, they are provoking me by and means). And then "they all froze, being afraid to come after the ball".

4:20 I decided to go to WinCo just not to hear them anymore. When i opened the door, one of them hit my car with the ball and then shoot the ball behind my car sending a small kid to bring it.

6:40 So i left. In the store. Of course people gathering everywhere i wanted to go so i  had to pass a few times and come back later. At the beer. I noticed all beer visible behind the glass wall was Mexican. Went inside, grabbed a box of 30 of Miller light, when i got out a woman was pushing her car touching mine and she had a baby in it as i was putting the box in mine.

At the tomatoes. Could not open the store bag. Distracted by the road, forgot and licked my fingers. Then it was too late. I was on cameras. I tried to pick everyone without touching others. At the chili cans. Every time i grabbed one, another would fall from the shelf, bending. At the fish. A tall woman came behind me and when i turned my head she was one ft away from me.

At the check stand there was this old Japanese guy i know for a longtime who had i don't know, a small amount of Filipino in him. On his black shirt, on a sleeve it was written "We own this place" referring of course to WinCo, the best grocery chain store on the West Coast (not refined, but as price and solid quality) which is said be owned by employees.

For the first time i go to WinCo he asked me for ID for beer but i had to guess what he was saying. I got my ID in a transparent compartment of my wallet and he grabbed it and looked at it for one whole minute and then he released it. Then he asked for it one more time and i had to give it to him again etc..

In the parking lot, i was intrigued as why he was looking at my ID so much so i pulled it out of the wallet and started to look at it, checking for holograms and stuff. Next to where i parked two fat Japanese guys with a black SUV with California LPN posing in Latinos started to curse, in English, i don't know why.

Several tricks on the road, today mostly braking unexpectedly in front of me.

Back at the complex. The kids never left. They are still hitting that damn ball. When i parked, i looked in disbelief as all of them started to walk towards my car (like they did so many times in the past when i came with groceries). On top o i had a bag of tortilla chips of course. But they all passed my car and went in the back to another car which came in the same time with me.

Outside i heard a girl (some of  them are women acting like girls and while i was thinking at that they produced again a midget climbing at the other entrance)

Another one of them was just saying yelling to another a few ft away "Got to talk to you! Got to talk to you!".

It looks like it's gonna be a long rest of the day, and it's only 6 PM (and there is at least one bag of poop at the mailboxes dumpster i haven't dealt with it yet).

While i was handling the clothes to put them on the hangers, a girl kept yelling in the distance while i was grabbing each piece of clothing, like i was grabbing her. I noticed this many times when i was working at the car and grabbing tools or pushing or tightening something etc. How should i call it, telepathically triggered, sound based remote transference?

6:25 Finally. Knotted the bag. When i left, outside the door they were 8 of them. One climbed on the roof of the garages all yelling 80 dB plus. When i got back from the dumpster, they started to run away from me, now they are still yelling like crazy. But now i think i should have checked the grass too. But as i said, those in open space do not smell by far as bad as those in open bags, after a few hours.

Earlier i took a shower, used a fresh towel, dressed with freshly washed clothes and when i was driving back from WinCo and right now when i write i smell like dirty laundry. I believe it's because of the poop of which smell subtly propagates inside.

It's the last (here, local) assault before we leave tomorrow and before the elections. Like it was last night from above.

6:40 Yeah but it's too late for now. Wondering what music they have on it.

7:25 There are only a few surrounding apartments in the complex exposed to something like this.

7:25 With all the commotion and stuff forgot to do my insulin at 6. Now tomorrow i got to do it at 7:30.

7:32 I was about to say. They got tired. When somebody came upstairs. As i said before, they never interfere with each other (in tormenting me).

7:50 I know what stinks. As i used the water heater/washer/drier closet doing laundry for almost 24 hours now, it startet to stink again. Cheched my BG. 240. The difference is the walk, got only readings above 300 in the last few days due to stress.

10:40 Yes i did smoke one cigarette a day within last few days. I went outside to smoke a cigarette, it is quiet now, i saw an electric box fallen out of its place at the next building, with yellow fiber optics cables hanging. It was not far from where i saw that kid climbing on the roof of those garages next to that building. Could that be the reason they went quiet after? (Picture tomorrow).

I don't know who is living there, i know the upstairs apartment is empty, with lights on and windows open day and night. Downstairs, i don't know, last time i saw a kid playing in the living with his parents nearby. Have no idea who is living in the other two apartments next to those or if someone is there at all or if internet is cut out.

By the way they move i know these kids are not unsupervised, they probably have headphones to guide them at every move.

11:13 Just before i went to smoke i made some sardines with mayonnaise. I ate part of it then i went outside through the back door to smoke not knowing Angela is here. But she is here on and off, she has been sleeping most of the afternoon and in that moment. The back door was open. Some neighbors made annoying sounds and i went in front forgetting about the back door.

Then i got hungry again, i grated a pickled cucumber, stuck a spoon in the mixture and ate some of it, without bread. Then i felt something from the mix inside my mouth. When i looked, it was a diabetics needle.

It is impossible to have put it myself in there. Yes, i do my shots next to the fridge and put the pen and the needle on the counter on a new paper towel, but first thing i do after is i throw the needle in the garbage bin. Then i throw the piece of toilet paper wet with alcohol i use to disinfect the area in the toilet and flush.

This situation is very similar to that when i was last time at 7 feathers when i fell asleep at the computer with the door unsecured and then a piece of (self made) denture broke and could have swallowed it and all these are consistent with ninja assassination style.

In fact i am terrified it could had been one more needle and one that i actually swallowed. But i will see, if there are signs, i will not leave tomorrow. I am wondering how could they detect one of that in my stomach or bowels since is made of plastic and the actual metal needle is .4 mm thick and the plastic part if about 10 mm diameter (left) so all together is pretty compact and easy to swallow and most likely invisible to X-ray or CT scan. (yeah, google became my best friend).

I opened two cans of sardines, yes, drank the oil and them poured the content in a clean porcelain bowl and added some mayonnaise from a squeeze type of bottle which i just broke the seal ad opened, and mixed it with a clean spoon. How could i have put that one in the bowl, even if it was on the counter?

But i always throw the needle in the bin right away cause i am engrossed by it after the shot, with a tiny drop of insulin on the tip of the needle.

BTW i think i got pricked in my mouth with the needle and started to have some chills caused by bacteria entering bloodstream.

7:30 AM At 6:20 someone knocked at my door than pushed the handle and awoke me. I thought it was Angela who forgot something and i called her but it wasn't her. Right after i heard that i looked through the kitchen area window. Whoever it was left through the back, before i could see him/her in the alley. Then the woman upstairs started her march and awoke me completely (Today she left unusually early)

Then i read the news in Romania and saw a reference to that Politico article in a Romanian site and wrote my own opinions. Then i started to choke and i knew it's got to be an open bags with poops in the dumpster. Last time i checked was 3 AM when we both awoke because of the smell, me with nausea and heartburn and found two. Then Angela went to sleep and could sleep until 5.

So i went outside at 7:15 only to see a bunch of Latinos going ostensibly with their kids towards the entrance of the complex where the buses.  Never seen so many kids (now with parents) going simultaneously towards the entrance and definitely never so many with parents.

"There are a lots of kids in this complex, which is a symptom of the late great afflux of immigrants in the US cause people with kids don't usually live in apartments (haven't seen until here)". In reality here at this complex they are not Latinos and it's all simulated with Filipinos and Japanese kids and parents in a Truman sort of show which includes not only this complex but the whole area.

Because of the poop smell with dedication here, they could be living actually in the next complex (pink roofs) and only pass through here 

Unlike i saw before, today all of them were accompanied by parents, but i saw "mothers" too young to have those children.

Exactly when i was knotting one of the bags at the dumpster near mailboxes i saw in the distance a whole family, husband and wife and two kids, with husband and wife kissing which is also unusual around here.

I also found poops on the redwood chips area, some a few days old that i missed earlier and one bag was not enough for those. I am really nauseated after my raid outside. Yes i would not have been outside at this hour if they did not awake me.

So yeah, if i did not accept being bullied by those two kids yesterday, which would have continued throughout the summer, like it did last years, greatly disrupting my online activities, they started to retaliate. What Police. And yes now they started to knock at the construction site commissioned by the City of Tualatin.

But as of right now, they push me more because i am writing against the far right candidate pro-Russian George SimIon, another actor from Hungary who hijacked my name (combined with Sim from Similarities), for the second round of the repeated presidential elections that will occur next Sunday (May 18).

His tiny party (numbers unknown) started after i started my Similarities blog in late 2018. The name AUR means gold in Romanian and its emblem suggest union with Moldavian Republic under the benefic influence or Russia.

The gold of Dacia, exploited by Romans, Magyars, Soviets and Ceaușescu is a recurrent theme of my main blog as i believe it is one of the biggest deposit in the world and a curse for Romanians and is currently being secretly exploited with underground autonomous machines, the kind used for the extension of Bucharest subway as the license for exploitation was taken away from RMGC (that could be a reverse psychology type of cover for it).

1:35 After weeks of working at the sewer, in parallel with the ongoing construction, today with much hammering (one single person), the City decided today to come this morning "to check" the hydrants also because of what i've said yesterday, by starting them and let them flow. I was doing the last night dishes in that moment and i had a load of laundry ready to start (getting ready for the vacation), but i'm glad i didn't cause i just i flushed the toilet and it came muddy, this time without notice from management like they did in the past.

Now i got to rinse all the dishes one more time after the water clears cause i mixed them, don't know which were last washed.

And yes i used hot water while doing dishes and the mud entered the water heater.

My theory, stated in Romanian that these guys act like spoiled children is confirming one more time.

I know what this means. I was defending the current mayor of Bucharest, against the extremist bully pro Russian George Simion and there are lots of problems with the water supply in Bucharest because of the aging pipes and they wanted to make an allegory of this and having me post it. In fact, i believe even the construction of the concrete park is part of it which also provides enough on demand noise to disrupt whatever i'm doing online. The current mayor of Tualatin is a Hungarian singer by the name...

No i never said Nicușor Dan was an angel. "Unfortunately" his charactonym also reminds of the old Nic, this time with a Jewish last name (with an attempt to deny it). I'm just saying George Simion is an announced, certain catastrophe it should be avoided at any cost.

3:05  Just went to take the garbage out. Though they made a big noise this morning for about 10 minutes, the did not succeed in emptying the dumpster. About 1/4 - 1/3 of the now fermented garbage is still in there and it stinks really bad. There are a number of bags sitting on the ground that didn't fit in the last few days next to it. No i don't believe kids could live in this mess. 

3:43 There are a number of items in the backyard, some for more than a week.

Now it's sleeping. Now it's not. Is this a threat?

5:03 I was working on this post that proves everything i said so far. Today's Hungarian draw from an Australian tribe and they know it.

There are four "themes". Heads, laying, dance and hands.

Can you guess which of the paintings are ancient and which modern? If not, click on any. When they came and started to yell in the backyard. Then they kids left and other they came upstairs.

7:25 Just because i said so they came both upstairs today "after work" and put a big show, with talking and laughing and more floor squeaking (could have taken an antibiotic as prophylaxy, i don't know). Did not convince me cause i'm living here every day with her upstairs for a year now and others before.

7:50 Yesterday i was searching for a medicine bottle that was in a shoe box with other medicine bottles and all together with other boxes in a larger box. However when i opened the larger box it was smelling like the liquid part (monomer) which i used to make dentures, which is one of the stinkiest substances i ever met and the bottle cap was cracked open just a little bit. Though i tightened it several times to make sure. So i after i tightened it i put some tape on the cap just in case.

Have not been drinking for days, but today when i tried, the brandy (more precisely, the smell that's coming out of me after i'm drinking) smells like it.

8:05 Ce știu jurnaliștii (și ce își mai amintesc doctorii din trenduri) și noi toți nu știm? O putem ghici după nivelul lor de logică. Nu afectează direct glanda pineală fiindcă e prea adânc îngropată în creier (cam pe la mijloc). Dar afectează pielea și țesuturile imediat sub piele. Ochii, urechile, gâtul, tiroida.

Apare o durere foarte vagă, percepută mai mult ca excitement, care atrage producerea de endorfine și care nu te lasă să dormi bine.

Da, hidratarea. E important să stai hidratat dar asta e dificil după numai o ceașcă de cafea sau un păhărel de tărie, mai ales dacă ai un mediu contaminat cu bacterii care fermentează în stomac (normal împreună cu nutrienții, adică alimentele) și ți se face greață după ce bei apă și trebuie să iei un cărbune medicinal.

Semnalul principal al deshidratării e culoarea și cantitatea urinei și umflarea extremităților (mâini, față, picioare), amețeală, etc..

Imaginați-vă cum ar fi lumea dvs. fără wi-fi și telefon de loc, așa cum e lumea mea. Cu 10-20 dolari am cumpărat cabluri și am legat televizorul și 2 PC-uri. Toate router-ele și device-urile staționare (TV, PC) au mufe pentru cablu. De ce? În primul rând îți crește viteza. Apoi am mers pe pagina router-ului (192.168.1.1) și am oprit wi-fi-ul. La fel și televizorul, din setări.

Pe un PC am o aplicație - google voice - care îmi dă gratuit un număr de telefon și pot să sun sau să fiu sunat (se poate lăsa mesaj, se pot da texte (nu nu am trimis la nimeni nici un text nici de pe acel număr)).

Numărul acela îl folosesc și pentru coduri de confirmări.

Telefonul îl țin pe airplane mode on și wi-fi off așa că nu mai emite nimic (verificat de mine). Îl am doar pentru urgențe, adică dacă merg undeva și cad din picioare. Sunt adaptoare și pentru tablete sau laptopuri care au numai USB.

Expunerea la radiații de orice fel distruge capilarele și e cumulativă, iar după ce atingi o limită, nimic nu mai merge, apar durerile (mai ales în caz de neuropatie diabetică). Cea mai mică expunere o simt cel puțin 24 de ore. Și nu se îmbunătățește, se înrăutățește în timp.

Dacă nu vă gândiți la dvs., gândiți-vă la copiii dvs.

Parola (și adresa cred) a router-ului (majoritatea au o adresă ce începe cu 129.168, la mine e 192.168.1.1, se vede în screenshot-ul de mai jos și se scrie în bara de adrese a browser-ului), le găsiți undeva pe router iar meniurile diferă puțin de la un tip la altul dar în general setările sunt aceleași.

Îi mai dau drumul când am nevoie să instalez o aplicație pe telefon, gen dBx. Există unele aplicații care măsoare chiar și nivelul de wi-fi, pe toate rețelele înconjurătoare care pot merge off line sau online.

În Windows 11 există un slider care oprește wi-fi-ul (PC sau laptop).

Pentru cablu nu e nevoie de nici o setare. Se pune și atât (bine, trebuie aranjat prin casă, pe lângă pereți, trebuie să calculezi lungimea, să vezi ce cumperi, iar pentru laptop se folosește o bucată cel puțin din cel flexibil). Se poate reveni la wi-fi fără probleme, prin câteva clickuri pe pagina router-ului. Eu cu un laptop m-am aranjat definitiv pe suprafețe ale corpului. Mâini, picioare (am avut și un PC cu antenă sub masă), etc.. iar cu telefonul, urechile, glandele salivare, etc.). 

I heard the man upstairs talking on the phone. His voice reminds of that of...

3:33 PM As a quick response to what i just posted on the other blog, two ninjutsu trained brown arrogant smiling kids looking Filipino or Japanese, looking like being in a trance (ninja put themselves in trance during dangerous mission, to give them courage), speaking (stumbling on words) short Spanish phrases pass a soccer ball feet away from by glass door. Earlier they even knocked at my door.

More precisely, they shoot in this direction and then one of the comes to pick the ball, yelling all the time, simulating SR71 reconnaissance missions maybe.

About half hour earlier (they weren't here) i started a dough for making pizza.

3:50 Can't take this anymore. Just emailed the office but it looks like they left in that moment (how they knew). Now they moved in the alley.

5:10 I started to take action because they started about a week ago and it will be like this all summer long. The management answered saying that they are allowed to, supervised or unsupervised. In one area of the lease it says the management (Landlord) is enforcing trespassing laws on the property, however the do not enforce the unsupervised kids laws. Thee is no active danger but i flinch every time they hit the ball.

They used the word concreted instead of concrete which i perceive as a threat.

I believe the name Llamas pronounced in the same way as Yama in Japanese. Last time i saw  him he was looking like a Korean actor.

In the lease contract it is written about enforcing state trespass laws be the Landlord, however, nothing about enforcing OAR 414-205-0075 Supervision of Children. Also.

There is a stray cat about to  give birth in one of the common areas (the stairs in front of my door).  

6:33 Right after this email exchange i saw a young man or woman, topless, maybe with a bra on, with upper torso and face behind the bush close to the hydrant, handling a phone. A young curly guy bent forward in an lascivious gesture with pajama like pants was between her and our stairs.

Earlier today when i went to take the garbage i again saw a family dropping a kid at the daycare, with her texting as they passed me. A woman doing the same at xfinity (BTW Angela went today and handed them the modem, despite their protest).

It is the theme of texting, lingering since last weekend. I never text to anyone, but i often leave my phone in the car, like during that evening with the RV vehicle parked at Indian Head (a rare sight). I checked the phone, the text app was never used.

The woman upstairs also cut short her "work schedule" today.

11:25 Dacă Dumnezeu este pentru noi, cine va fi împotriva noastră? El, care n-a cruțat nici chiar pe Fiul Său, ci L-a dat pentru noi toți,... (Circle represents a wa of course).

2:12 AM Mda fiindcă nu pot să adorm, nu șiu, mă gândesc mereu la aceeași chestie, am mișcat mouse-ul, s-a aprins ecranul iar ochii mi-au căzut pe o frază. Deci ăștia m-au făcut să-i critic pe un articol în care se luau de robotul auriu, deci să mă contrazic singur și mi-au oferit un exemplu mult mai puternic să pot arăta cine sunt ei și cum și pentru cine lucrează.

Fun-ul nu poate dura prea mul când citești din Cațavencii mai ales înainte de alegeri isterice, la fel ca dragostea de pe tiktok însă mă mulțumesc și eu cu neurotransmițătorii care mi-i dă până mă prind la fază.

8:40 I was banned from Instagram before i could post anything so i can't look. Can't remember where i read it but in that day when i first posted this,

Alexa Crush wrote somewhere, maybe on Instagram, that was the day when she decided to "take her pants off" and start to post on various sites including PH and YP. Targeted, in sections of those sites where i was looking. But i discovered her tiktok and X accounts only about a couple of years ago.

Though i had matches done earlier (between celebrities and Hungarian actors) my Similarities blog started in October that year.

Dorka Gáspárfalvi, a child actor who was in a movie that received and Oscar, quit posting on tiktok in May 2018, when she was 16 years old. The looks on her first videos on HP and YP since that period correspond do those of a 16  year old. Later, when i discovered her titktok and X (then twitter) accounts i found on anther site a profile saying she was born in 91 or 11 years earlier than her real birthdate. That profile is gone.

Would that go noticed in a city (Budapest) which is considered porn capital or Europe and probably of the world? Nevermind, google now says Prague, last time i checked it was Budapest. Who can tell how many of those girls are under 18?

It is obvious this is a state coordinated action against me. There is no other nation in this world that would do this to a child of their own.

10:50 Upstairs she won't stop unless i upload one or two audio files. Today i thought she was going to leave at the same hour as yesterday, so i waited 2 hours but she does it only after i upload which she just did.

2:43 PM Four hours of sleep last night and then posting all the above, others on the other blog with big noise and stomps. My brain was scrambled. I had a pair of jeans to return at Walmart, buy some diabetics stick and i had to try to return the modem to xfinity without contacting CS first (attempted the return a few day earlier on my account, they said they would return my 30 dollars and i have to return the modem but they gave me no instructions how.

Got first at xfinity. As soon as i got there i saw a person resembling her all dressed in black with hair not so long though entering so i just sat there in the truck, in disbelief. I thought of leaving and coming back after Walmart, (would that have been a good idea) but she came right out, thought of taking a picture, but she was looking straight at me the whole period of crossing the parking lot, putting all kinda faces, like those seen on tiktok (trying to impress me maybe). She looked a bit more mature than 22 though.

So i went inside. and tried to go to the stand where it said internet. However the guy from the entrance, "the receptionist" called me back at the door "to check me in". He said i cannot return it there, i had to go through the app. Then i got mad, went back at the car, only to realize i locked myself out and they keys were in ignition, due to me being tired as hell and distracted by that young woman.

So i went back inside, asked for a screwdriver, the lock on the driver side is broken, i had open it in the past with even sticks i found on road, this time it would not open. It looked tighter, like someone fixed, partly. So i just went back inside, asked for a bigger one, he said i have to wait for that, and then i called Angela who was at work, some ten minutes away. On the chart this is when i called her the second time, while she was on the road, the first time was before that peak.

They were two open bags poops in the dumpster and i think i saw they guy with the big dog making big poops right in front of my door talking to a handyman on a cart, right when i came so i have to go outside first, i fill finish here later.

Like this morning when there was a big plane noise first time i wanted to leave and a bunch of ambulances when i left, right now when i go outside they started an ambulance sound.

I was there, waiting for Angela, some good looking obviously Hungarian young woman was moving around the lot with a cell phone, got back inside, he said i had to wait more for a bigger screwdriver and i said i already called my wife and then tried to explain him one more time. I was more calm this time, i told him i went into my account on the site, i asked for cancelation, they said since the service was never activated they will return my 30 dollars and i have to return the modem.

And he said something that shocked me. That modem is yours, you don't have to return it, you paid for it and i said it can't be that cheap, must be a 200 dollars value or something whatever and when i asked him to speak to an actual xfinity CS he then said for the first time, the waiting time for those was 130 minutes, though they were 2 o3 people more inside and i think it was then when the market started to go down.

Then i started to fell the pain from the phone, though not as much as Sunday when i must have been exposed for about 30 minutes while trying to finish those 45 dollars free play.

Then Angela came and i unlocked the truck and went to Walmart.

At Walmart i witnessed a bizarre scene at returns, there was a thin guy dressed in black spandex with tan-gray vest on and a neon reflecting vest on top with a back pack on the floor. He was bending and moving a lot his women like body, got his green vest off, his vest off, then he put his green vest back on, simulating, i don't know, a tiktok show.

Went and picked on poop not far from door, knotted several more. I noticed lately every time i go knotting bags, some car comes and then goes around and comes one more time to pass the bint, today it was one with a dealer plate and yes, more than 50 cars i look at have tinted windows. The cat now sleeps in the cardboard box.

I don't know what this is going to be in the end, it looks more like a bunker. There is one more long ditch with much concrete in it on the left.

8:20 I believe i just saw this guy passing again through the back yard, and a raccoon shortly before him. I think the cat on the stairs is pregnant and about to give birth.

8:33 I regreted the whole evening i did not post this yesterday and i still am. Janka Solecki doesn't look for a long time like in the picture on the right.

10:20 The saga continues. Yesterday i drove mostly on the right lane, trying to avoid the bullies. At one time it started to rain and i saw two flashing State Patrol cars (Washington State Police) stationed on the right, at an angle so the cameras pointed at my lane. Wanted to switch lanes of course but some guy in a white SUV stayed on my blind spot and no matter  how much i braked, he matched speed and position and could just not change lane and had to pass those real close (though i slowed down to 40 or something).

Like usually, when getting closer to exit 88, like 30 miles before that, they start to smoke me from old vehicle. The result is when i get there i am very sleepy and usually fall briefly asleep.

The next empty spot was behind a gray SUV, i think a Honda hybrid. Anyways as i was fighting sleep, i saw an older Chinese looking guy coming, opening doors and closing doors, the door behind, and when i awoke up he was still there.

I remember his LPN had a Dick Hannah dealership frame and on it with the slogan "I believe in nice".

Then Angela brough the gift (for those with many points on card they now have a series of weekly giveaways), a tool organizer (last time was a backpack cooler). Then i went inside and saw Angela won 600 bucks, something it did not happen in a longtime. She also had 45 dollars left on her card (from the 70 free play she had that made her wanted to go there, and the gift) and i went to try and turn it into cash at poker.

At the 3 poker machines there was room only among two people and the guy on the left was hitting the button so hard i was thinking to leave (Tall, bald, African-Asian). Then a woman got in his place and she was using the cell phone instead of playing and then i started to get the known pains that lasted for hours. I could not leave because i wanted to play with the promotion money that i pulled from the card and the pain started only at the end.

I can do this trick at Indian Head. While playing poker, i maintain an even score and the money from the promotions on card slowly move to my winnings and then i pull the cash. But not at Lucky Eagle. The poker machines in that casino like those at Ilani are like no others which have a return close to 100% (if you do not make mistakes). They're a vacuum cleaner. That machine cleaned my 45 + 20 in about half hour.

At Ilani they had for a while 6 "Bear" pocker machines which were going better but they pulled them out of course, living just the vacuum cleaners.

Then we went to RedWinds when she did not loose that money which would be good for our trip to Reno at the end of this week and i believe i got exposed to more cell phone radiation. On my way back i had to take some ibuprofen, the pain was unbearable. But today i realize it could have been just stomach pain (heartburn) radiating in my whole body. Should have tried some baking soda first.

3:20 After they worked at sewer for weeks, the construction site, cut trees, now they started again to cut trees right across the alley with a noise exceeding 100 dB at source, 50 inside.

4:05 Was nauseated for hours. Went to knot two bags. The cute Japanese kid that was sitting yesterday on the TV box came from the other entrance and followed me in the alley dressed in pajama like pants reminding on the color of this cat. On the stairs they designed a cat house looking like a trap. Picture taken from my door.

5:22 Was worried about the cats pooping in that box like they did under my deck, for who knows how long, making me sick. Went and took a picture at the cat house and then i checked the blanket inside.

These are stray or feral cats (the two black ones look really wild), they may carry any number of diseases.

BTW the guy from upstairs left this morning at the same time with Angela (15 minutes to 6).

6:47 A big engine idling outside bringing poop smell by vibrating the door which prompted me to open the door. A big black SUV and a thin woman with black long hair dressed in white with a baby in her arms next to it.

6:53 Found a huge one, thicker than a human's, about one inch diameter, at the next entrance. There is a thick, coal like smoke so i can't air now.

8:20 How tall is she? If that guy following her on stage is 1.75 and she appears 10 cm shorter, minus 10 cm high heals, we get 1.55, right?

8:30 Ok just remembered something (a movie i've seen a while ago). I looked back then but i dismissed it because of age of course (born in Sweden in 2009, would be 16 today). But today i realized that if she is also Hungarian, like 90% in my blog, she could 3-4 years older or more.

My list only goes to 2005, will try and add some more though i don't believe it makes much sense, she cannot be younger than 20, the closest there is her, born 2002. And  yes, she got an Oscar. Not only her, the whole movie. 

Got to do a formal match, still did not find Claudiu Târziu, been at the computer for 12 hours straight, got to give up for the night before i get burned out (completely).

9:31 Ok she's back, i hope is still the same person, cause i got a surprise for her. I saw this person at least one time climbing down the stairs.

10:43 Ok am mai rămas la calc dar mă ocup numai de chestii ușoare. Toată ziua m-am gândit să mă uit după cuvântul ungur în dexonline.ro să văd ce etimologii dau ăia, căci în Australia, în unele limbi (da, aborigenii aveau, mai au o sumedenie de limbi) ungur înseamnă șarpe. Deci mi-am amintit acum, am deschis dexonline.or și ce văd. Am dat clic pe da, m-au lăsat să intru și asta a fost sondajul. Se pare că niște hackeri simulați au pus mesajul care pare un fel de amenințare.

Apropo mi-am amintit de ceva. ODOT (Oregon Departament of  Transportation) are ca logo un pistol?

Firma de transport local (autobuze, tren cu circuit închis, un fel de tramvai dar cu vagoane ca de tren) are ca logo o chestie din aia din mijlocul roții dharma? Și te mai îndeamnă să try meth?

Echipa locală de basket, Trail Blazers, care ca logo un fel de ying yang? Yankees?

Timeo arabus... Poate e un avion troian și din el vor sări mici ninja care să-i țină și o paradă (de ziua lui).

12:15 I waited too long before i went to dispose of the poops and got really nauseated. Tried once, about 10 minutes ago and there was a car with flashing light in the middle of the alley, probably for daycare. I just tried one more time right now and i saw a group of 7-8 people mostly kids, living from building D and getting into an SUV.

12:30 Went one more time, this time they were 4 cars with people getting in and out, it's half past midnight, one van maneuvering, crossed my path and came real close to the dumpster, i also had a few empty bottles for recycling, to get rid of first, then a helicopter with a bar with red (and maybe blue?) lights passed above real low.

But how did anybody know it was going to be the third or fourth time i opened the door that i was going to go at the dumpster?

After i checked the grass area and more, they all left, i came back at the dumpster, some women were still yelling in the distance, could not find anything though it was, it is stinking real bad, i saw people bring bags with food fermented for more than 2 days since they emptied the bin for sure. So the whole alley until the front of the building stinks really bad, but could find no poops among bags, maybe they are buried deeper.

Never seen so much agitation around here at this hour.