1 AM I was thinking for hours if to write it down or not. Soon after i finished what i posted last on the other blog i got what they call an anxiety attack. But it was from dust and special synced yelling on the hallway while me concentrating at what to write (it was about Țiriac).

It only happens when i'm alone. So i went after Angela but she came in the room in the same time missing me. Got desperate i could not find her (when i got back in the room i was already better but my BP was 170/96).

I was hungry and physically sick of everything we had here in the room, had to eat some real food. So i went to the same fast food where Angela got that damn pizza from and i ordered the biggest burger they had on menu and some fries and came back in the room. While i was walking back and forth to that ff i met with some guys who were mopping the floor with machine and one guy was going manually with a mop behind it (to better dry it with a bigger mop).

But my brain was temporarily shut down. Got my food but when the cook handed it to the attended, he was standing there in that little window and gave me a long look and he put a dreamy and exhausted face like he just had s...x.

Could not react on the moment and came in the room and was salivating already and about to faint from hunger when i realized it could be all some sort of revenge prank. But could not resist and ate it. Within minutes i started to feel irritation in my mouth and lymph nodes under arms etc..

A bit of hot flashes, a bit of chills. But this is not so unusual to me lately especially when i eat chewy foods and i always attributed it to diabetes and bad upper denture (believe it or not i did not have time to do the upper yet and the old one does not fit right and hurt my mouth roof a bit) but had to get it out of my chest so i wrote it here for my friends to know what i'm going through in every moment.

7:20 AM Yeah i got that burger in a brown bag from a distinguished lady, other than the one i ordered to, though at that hour they were very few people in the restaurant. Yeah i was telling Angela, they still got two SR1s with two seats at NASA, they could spirit someone from Europe and back within hours. I did not expect it to last long but... man, this was fast! In fact i knew by the way he just talked about Romania's budget deficit. I know for a fact the whole budget of Romania is fake, there is nothing to fix, you need to completely overhaul it.

So yeah the way that cook looked at me through his kitchen window was a just a diversion. So i won't look at her more closely.

11:55 Some crazy opened and closed the door several times with big noise, creating shock waves on the coridor that raised dust and some came in here from under the door.