Saturday, May 10, 2025

1:35 AM Could have been here? I'm not sure. I was about a mile after getting from 26 onto 212, right before the sign where it says welcome to Boring though i can't be sure which street, i was too bored, with my mind in other places and also concentrated on watching the speed. But i know the time. 12:36 AM.

It came out from a street from the left, obviously did not stop at the stop sign, veered left, must have been from behind a building or a tree cause i did not see those high beams until it came out and went about one meter into my lane before "stabilizing" into his. No other cars on the road.

All of a sudden i found myself with two bright lights in front of me in my lane comming from opposite. In my mind i plotted a trajectory (yes like those guys in Expanse) and i veered onto the right shoulder to avoid collision, and as usually Angela started to yell, not realizing what just happened.

It was a tall white newer van, (VW or Mercedes. i guess, by the context).

At Indian Head there was this older RV parked on a side of the lot, visible from all directions. When i got there, there was a commotion (like many times before) with guys from security and Police, and one of them walked towards that RV, but did not see any of them getting near it.

No i did not meet or supposed to with no one there, however the phase with the white van indicates some sort of retaliation (for something imaginary). Yes i forgot my cell phone in the car like i do many times. I never use it as such, never text with it, it is only intended for emergency uses and pictures when i don't  have my camera (and i transfer the pictures via SD card).

9:10 While i was writing the above i heard a noise like someone coming down the stairs and i looked later and i saw the two black cats eating from cat food cans and another huge one on the stairs. One thing i don't understand is every time i see those two black cats they look smaller and more hungry than usually. Lately when i go outside they start following me, begging for food. Currently there are about 5-10 cats gravitating around this building because of being fed from above.

9:34 Was really nauseated and went to the closest dumpster and found two bags. One of them had a stick in it making almost impossible to knot. I saw three empty cat food cans outside the door.

10:45 Yesterday when we left for Indian Head (around 5 PM) there was a group of brown kids outside making a big noise for almost an hour. Then when we got out the door, they came in front of the car and started all kinda conversation between them. They were speaking English though with accents.

I remember one girl said something about having balls and another one said she wanted something for her birthday. I  had to pass the group twice and go in the back to look through the glass door at the sign at the door (two bottles that turn and land every time in a different position). Trying not to look in their direction. Was really tempted to tell them things like to go to their place.

11:00 Right now i have little doubts she is not her.

11:50 Boring, Oregon. Brandenburg Gate.

2:35 One more thing since yesterday. Before Angela came home i went to pick the wonders from the grass. There was one so big i could not grab in one hand with one bag. Went to grab a bag, saw a rubber duck, when i saw two Mormon missionaries in their white shirts walking towards me. For a second i was embarrassed and wanted o walk away.

I made a few steps around and the next thing i know was one of the guys from maintenance, the one who lives across the alley, next to the mystery woman's door, came flying on his cart and started to talk with the Mormons and they were arguing about something. Went around the building, grabbed some more "regular" garbage items and when i came back from the dumpster i saw the poop next to hydrant, while Angela was in the back looking at the sign at the door, not knowing i was around and the Mormons were nowhere to be seen.

And another one. Last night when we got home, after 1 AM i saw a car in the alley stationed in the place where they usually stop when they pick the children from the daycare (illegal, in an apartment) and a guy was going around, up and down the alley yelling like a desperate. That was before i heard steps on the stairs and saw the stray cats eating from catfood cans under the stairs.

BTW there are a couple of curly brown male kids in the backyard looking hungry hanging around here since this morning.

2:45 How come i never get highway high the next day after i drive to Indian Head and back (220 miles in total). Also was thinking. Could there be a link between the genre called Arena Rock and Aryans? Reno? Also. Nobody in the US feels poor if he/she has a car.


3:20 Des trucs entendus dans des chansons films...
@alexacrush101

Really excited about this necklace ngl

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3:30 When i'm 64 46

3:40 Short enough? Blond enough?

5:32 Every day she brings the (stock) market (back) up by ruining my reputation.


6:45 I missed my insulin shot by one hour and a half. Sleeping. Had 350, did 34 units. Now tomorrow i have to to it at the same hour, cause it's for 24 hours, right? Right away, the reaction. Heating up, needing to breath more. But could not because it was stinking here. Stumbling, going to look. Found a really stinky one, the kind done with stressing the dog with the leash. (They pull the leash while the dog poops, make the dog stressed, more stinking oil coming from the poor animal's anal sacks).

Then i opened the back door to air and then started to unpack the modem. First think i noticed, the thing is huge, is twice as big in any direction than my PC (picture later). Never seen something like that.

Then Angela came in with the groceries. Bought two pairs of jeans for me. The same size. One that looks like a pair i had for ten years that fits, one has the waste line 2 inches lower, potentially showing my butt when bending. Back to Walmart. For polo shirts, she could only find a white one of my size 2XL.

Two specially trained Japanese acting and Latinos brown kids evcn speaking (a few short phrases) in Spanish, mostly yelling, came in the back with a soccer ball while i was unloading the groceries (she been to WinCo too). One short ninja looking Latino came with a big fast white car, stopped in front of the building, 30 ft away from our car, went to take something at the dumpster, and then walked back, staring at me.

Then he did it one more time, took one more little thing at the dumpster and walked back again staring one more minute at me while in the other alley, unseen, a guy was hitting the bumps with a trailer, making a terrible noise and me mad. While i was writing, they doubled it up, hitting the ball in the wall next to me.

The two black cats came around, hungry again (doubling, transference).

Now they came real close to my glass door, making me nervous about them hitting that soccer ball.

No they never do it in the same time. The woman upstairs is not here now, i don't hear any exhaust sounds and it's Saturday afternoon, they don't work at the construction. It makes sense, that would disturb and make uncomfortable the yelling children actors.

Or the people upstairs getting bothered by the kids. Yeah i know. Like yesterday, the kids would not have come if i didn't dispose of the poops.

Needles to say. They have a huge designated playground in this complex, next to office.

Here is my new modem. 10x10x3 inches. Let me tell you what i will do. I will try to activate my service and then switch to mine. I read on forums that xfinity charges me 10-15 bucks a month for the modem which would raise the bill to 45, and right now i have 50. Nevermind. I will just cancel it all. Now i will have some fun returning it. But i believe they will give me options when i cancel the account.

Tried one more time. Can't access my account to see if they charged me for it. I tried, and i see for a second 0 dollars to pay and then it switches to a different screen, saying i don't have service on this account.

There is no way i could figure how to use "xfinity AI Assistant" to ask how much they will charge me for modem or how i could use mine. There was no option, once i played they automatically sent me the modem and the activation app only wants to start after i scan that QR code.

I believe this would be a good job for Mr.Trump's assistants.

6:50 Ok here's the link to the New shared folder (one of my permanent links on the right side of the blog) with the audio files with kids yelling today and more. They look and it feels like in this song.


8:10 Now they're gone (for 10 minutes now). However... It smells like dog s...t again.

9:10 One our of quietness has been too long. She came right back after i reviewed the post since last night when i was tired. Or they. No i did not go to check for poops. Angela is still sleeping.

7:17 "Am pus" deja roșii pe 2 straturi (beds), fiindcă a mai rămas unul disponibil la biserică (Metodistă, nu mergem acolo). Am pus roșii mereu pe aceleași locuri fiindcă... nu am știut și oricum nu avem altele. Infuzie de usturoi, o fi mai bună ca Neem Oil? Știu că Neem Oil merge la afide dar stresează și plantele.

Probabil motivul pentru care cel mai bine ne-a ieșit în primul an (acum 3 ani) când "solul" a fost necultivat (cred). Și faptul că eu nu m-am băgat de loc cu deșteptăciunea mea. Anul ăsta în afară de săpat și plantat nu mai merg, decât dacă e nevoie să pun plasă (pentru umbre).

Până anul trecut era chiar lângă patul nostru o grămadă mare cu saci de găinaț, puțea rău și în sfârșit s-a terminat. Mai e și semnalul din turnul de celulare de pe biserică, merg cu monitorul în buzunar. Însă de anul viitor, gata, tipa care se ocupa e mai în vârstă și renunță, anul ăsta a lăsat partea bisericii necultivată. Asta mai înseamnă și o invazie de dăunători din direcția aceea (stânga în poză).

Anul trecut au fost câteva zile prea calde și cred că am pus și prea mult îngrășământ (un sac de 25 kg de găinaț la un pat) și ne-au distrus în mare parte recolta. Cineva mi-a spus că pot să folosesc un fel de plase pentru umbră. Ceva de genul dar îmi trebuie și bețe.

A și am mai auzit și că pot să pun ceva compost la suprafață ca să țină umbră și să nu se usuce solul repede, dar mă tem să nu facă iar mucegai la fel ca anul trecut când a pornit extraordinar dar castraveții (da puși lângă roșii) au făcut prea multă umbră și am udat prea mult și au mucegăit și s-au uscat jumătate din frunze, iar după, a venit căldura), 

Friday, May 9, 2025

12:08 AM After 1 year promotion with 20$/month ziply (fiber) hit me with a 50 dollars bill, no questions asked. So i knew it was time to dig in the drawer with cables and old stuff for the old comcast modem which now is xfinity whatever.

Then i went and checked availability and plans at xfinity and after verification of the address, the cheapest i could find was 40. There was a plan for "low speed" which is 100 Megs, enough to power 4 4k TVs all working at a time, with 15 dollars but it looks like i am right at the edge, that is not old enough or poor enough or rough enough to qualify.

Then i searched online and i found a plan also from xfinity called NOW which is 30 dollars which i ordered and paid for one month in advance. 30 dollars for 100 Mbs. Got the email confirmation. That, the ordering part, always works. It is universally functional.

Then i went and hooked the old modem (also called gateway) and a PC to it and i got a black screen saying that if i already have a gateway to click "here". So i clicked there and then it asked me for the account number, email, phone number, stuffed like that. I tried with email and password for the new NOW account and it sent me a code to the phone on the account which is my old unchanged google voice phone, on the other computer.

I got the code, put it there, and... nothing, it came back to the first black page but no more click here message only two links to install an app for apple or android but nothing for PCs. Then i tried to go and chat with them and it was then when i realized how stupid is their AI.

It is not programmed to deal with PCs anymore. It can't even recognize there was a PC at the other end. I tried on this computer which is still hooked to xfinity and asked to chat with a real person and it said ok, but then i got an error message, saying to try later.

So what should have been a few minutes job that would have saved me 300 dollars a year, now it got carried to tomorrow, when i have to hook the router to the old modem, start the wi-fi and ask Angela to hook to wi-fi to install the app (cause i would get big pains if i use the phone) and activate the service with that app.

The PC era has officially ended. What has not ended is the rip-offs, lack of care and courtesy towards customers and my always bad luck, three universal constants that when combined create the perfect storm in my mind which always motivates me to post. The reason for reason.

No. It knows it's a PC. It's got the cookie settings. Nevermind, phones have cookies too. I don't know what i'm looking at.


2:AM i am finally fallying asleep (though i slept hours in the evening) and then i heard a base of an acceptable level sounding like a base in the parking lot. I know the mystery woman does that when she comes from work.

8:50 E real. Bancul cu Gheorghe.

Îmi amintesc zilele de demult de la începutul aventurii mele în SUA când sunam la serviciul clientului (căci orice încercam mergea prost, la fel ca celălalt furnizor de internet, cel alternativ de la sfârșitul anului de promoție) și mă puneau ăia să recit numele meu pe litere (asta e așa e în toate actele mele, căci nu vă puteți închipui că era George, nu, ăsta e mai rar în România, e mai europenizat așa), gee ache ee oh are gee ache ee iar la urmă mă întrebau la mișto, cum se pronunță, gay or gay?

Last name? aI as in India, Ou as in Oscar, eN as in Nancy. Eye on? mă întrebau la sfârșit pentru confirmare. (da am învățat multă engleză la început cu serviciul clientului, îmi amintesc odată Angela a stat cu unii de la o asigurare 4 ore și am impresia că aveam telefon din ăla fără fir de 900 Mhz care și ăla îți distruge biosul capului), de obicei ăia de la poștă țineau la mișto facturile făcute tot la  mișto și se spărgeau în capul nostru în weekend spre deliciul rendecks-ilor care urmăresc acest show.

Acum de ani buni evit și încerc să fac totul singur online iar serviciul clientului s-a mutat la toate firmele prin Asia și trebuie să repeți o întrebare de câteva ori până înțeleg ăia și să le ceri să repete de tot atât de multe ori ca să înțelegi tu așa că sunt lecuit (vaccinat) (dar nu știu de ce la toate firmele îmi răspund mereu aceleași voci cu aceleași accente bla bla).

Numai cineva cu numele ăsta care apropo vine din greacă unde înseamnă țăran, să-și amintească acest banc ce pare desprins din realitatea paralelă.

9:15 Mda în momentul când am început să scriu s-a sculat tipa de sus și a început să tropăie cu multă convingere, la un moment dat am auzit și un tușit de bărbat, face așa de obicei când pleacă la 9:30 și vine seara după 12 ore, dar nu e în fiecare zi la fel, e în funcție de ce mai screw eu. Câteodată se mută tropăitul pe la ușă, și îmi dă speranțe că pleacă, faza ai durează cam zece minute.

8:30 ok după încă zece fandări la ușă a ieșit în sfârșit. Mă gândeam să aerisesc după ce a pompat timp de o oră DS9 (Deep Space 9), spațiul între podeaua lor de doi inch de lemn uscat și tavanul meu de un cm de ghips, spațiu care are cam jumătate de metru. Instant au început ăia să ciocănească la cofrajele de beton de la parcul de beton pe care îl construiesc aici pe un teren de mărimea unuia pentru o casă.

Ei se respectă unii pe alții, trebuie să fie multă liniște din celelalte direcții ca să aud eu mai bine șicanarea care vine de la unul singur la un moment dat.

10:05 Ok deci am deschis ușa să aerisesc și ce văd. O vrăbiuță moartă la ușă. Am pus-o într-o pungă și am dus-o afară la ușa principală să o arunc când plec la plimbare și ce văd. O pisică vagaboandă din multele pe care tipa de sus le hrănește. Și o cutie pentru sticle de apă care stă acolo de vreo săptămână și ce înseamnă, înecarea sau spălarea jidanilor?

Nu, nu am reușit să descifrez algoritmul prin care camera mea o dată pune data pe poză și altă dată nu.


12:30 PM I think she left upstairs something that produces a low volume but very annoying base sound.

But it started (or i noticed it) way after she left.

3:10 It hit me when i was right in the middle of the white neighborhood. Sick from the dead bird that could have been there since last night. Dead for a few days, somewhere else. I panicked a little because i did not have my cell phone with me. 

Like usually i had charcoal caps and took some but with a delay and recovered until i got home, though i was next to passing out. An ambulance and fire engine probably called by someone entered the scene, somewhere around the community center but i was able to walk further. More, later, got to activate internet on xfinity.

4:05 Yeah. I installed the app and tried but it asked me for the code of the new modem they just sent me. Last year was working with my old modem. God a good does of wi-fi cause Angela was too tired to follow my remote commands.

Thursday, May 8, 2025

12:10 AM I wrote something about the klan, about 10 minute ago and wanted to move it on a new day (did not realize i was past midnight) but before that i had to go in the kitchen area, to put the meatloaf in the fridge, when she started the washer. I did laundry earlier but stopped at 10. I think she is trying to self victimize. Like with the whooping cough. (it's her not him).

12:50 Yeah, the drier which symbolizes a rotating circle just stopped but now i feel the smell of fresh poops, after i neutralized quite a few tonight, last being about 2 hours ago.

9:50 They should pay you (more) when you post, Alexa. Or it's just patriotism. Or you just wanna get to me but look what you done. That's half trillion, Alexa.

9:30 And she pulled the post. Smoke is coming from outside, i slept 3 hours, there is an on and off 50-60 dB hum and i have a 4 PM at the doctor (establishing care for continuation of prescriptions for insulin).

11:15 For some reason i though my dr.'s appointment made 3 months ago was in the afternoon. I got this email saying i should e-check in for not havint to waste time at the appointment. Funny is they started to do this after i said it was good if they did it. So i opened the email and it was then when i saw my appointment was at 9:40. I looked at the big clock on the wall and i saw 9:40.

Jumped in my shoes (no socks), took my jacket, combed my hair and went in the parking lot. Did not realize i had my shirt upside down (after the shower). Good thing i took a shower earlier. But my truck was blocked by a construction vehicle. I had to wait a couple of minutes more until he took that from behind my truck. Then i almost hit a car while maneuvering (slept 3 hours).

I got at the clinic at 9:10 (one exit on I5 from here). Both receptionists were talking on the phone so i waited and waited. Then one of them asked for my insurance card, made a call and they took me in at 9:55 and yes i did not finish those forms i could have filled online if i opened that email yesterday.

All this emotional cycling that came from first contemplating another few months of waiting for another appointment and then making it today and on top being so tired i could barely stand or walk broke my promise not to talk to much at the doctor which i did, though i refrained from repeating things cause i was really scared they were going to write again my my chart that i am fixating on things.

So yes i complained about not being able to sleep last night mostly because she did laundry though i really wanted to finish something and he wrote on the chart, with red. Sleep disturbances. Figures. Most of the days of this week i slept more than 10 hours. But yes, it is never negotiable, what the doctor is going to write in the chart and then go online. Then i told them i did not want those notes on line and here they are.

When i got back here i found the possible reason nobody was sleeping last night. There was a big one next to hydrant.

2:55 Yet another team came to work on the sewers today. I see one Japanese guy badly posing as a Mexican with a hose in the sewer making a big noise with a pump.

3:30 Went to take the garbage. The sewer team were next to the closest dumpster kinda blocking the access to it, getting ready to leave with short nervous gestures. So i went to the other dumpster. In there i saw next to it what reminded me of an old tire tube but flatter and firm. I thought it might be an RV toilet reservoir so i just grabbed it and threw it in the dumpster so it won't stink around. I was not expecting to be that heavy though, like more than 40 pounds. Then i regretted it.

4:20 I started to believe that people who lack the necessary concepts (acquired through early education) necessary to communicate with others also can't communicate with themselves which is needed to positively satisfy the numerous motivational cycles that open constantly due to complexity of modern life.

4:26


4:40 I miss 3:00 PM when i was supposed to do the next 34 units. I tried to talk to the doctor today and ask him but he ran out of time. I know what happens when you are one hour later. You get a BG like 370 and stuff like it just happened to me. But what if you are one hour later?

Let's look at the diagram. According to manufacturers, at 24 hours you should still have the same concentration like at 1. But the diagram cannot be right. First, when you first inject it you would ideally create a bubble of insulin in the fat which creates a bit of pressure which means max realease which you don't see in the diagram. Then the preasure in the bubble normalizes and you get a constant amount of insulin. However, when the bubble decreases, like more than a half in diameter, the surface of osmosis or where the insulin molecules start swimming among fat cells the bubble decreases and getting close to nothing in the last hour. Ok let's say there's enough concentration left in the fat to ensure that concentration in your blood till the end.

My question is. What happens if you do it one hour early, can you overlap and get a double concentration of insulin? I read some horror stories on forums. But i believe it cannot happen with Lantus, for the reasons stated above. The bubble is next to nothing by the end of the cycle.

Ok my compuer does yet another new trick on me, and that is not uploading an image the first time when is supposed to. However i am not willing to reset it now and loose hours in the midst of the biggest political crisis i have seen in Romania, that it's getting worse every day. Let's hope it will go away with a reobot.

Wednesday, May 7, 2025

10:16 On thousand more clicks without one single touch, my first palpitation of the day, now breathing with mouth open (how many hours did i sleep, 5).

10:26 If diabetes would be a media spread psychosomatic syndrome, i cannot think of anything better to spread it but the song above.

Sexy Shania appearing dressed  from  head to toes in (fake) leopard fur in the middle of the desert and still complaining about an incurable cold could do just that, decrease you metabolism, through subconscious empathy. The song had been heard innumerable times on the radio and the video seen on MTV whatever.

I have seen it hundreds of times already. Every time i do an insulin shot, even if it's with a pen in the fat of your legs, you experience an immediate increase of metabolism, mainly by heating up (especially of the always cold legs) and then having to breath more to bring more oxygen in your body. Let me explain this.

When you do a subcutaneous injection with a pen you create a bubble of insulin in your fat tissue under skin in the designated areas (where it is known to have more fat). The pressure created by the bubble is at maximum level right after injection, so is absorption, right?

IRL the bubble then pushes the fat aside and absorption decrease fast during that period (about half hour) and then slowly decreases in time over about 24 hours. Is it guaranteed to last 24 hours? I don't know, especially because the bubble obviously gets smaller and smaller but doctors are convinced enough and they prescribe it as such.

I myself believe is more convenient this way. Having to do one shot in 24 hours only, a 5 minutes job, and not having to worry about dosage or anything. Only thing is you have to remember the time of your last injection and not miss doses, maybe more like in any other types of medication.

10:55 I don't get this, on your belly, yes, but on your butt? Could it happen also after loosing weight?

11:00 Yeah it's getting harder and harder to breath in here, will go for a walk and look outside. On the radio, that maniac Sting still sings that crazy song, every breath you take. Can somebody stop it?

11:25 Sunt George și prietenul lui mai în vârstă Georgescu puțin pe direcția emo, așa?

11:30 Have you ever been sitting there with your mind stretched in balance, trying to evaluate an idea, your intuition pushed to the limit against your judgment, and then you hear the ninja gardeners talking, coughing outside, hammering and then feel with your ears and bones a march upstairs all disapproving?

It is what happened with the picture above.

1:20 A trick forgotten and reused (they do this all the time, they reuse them after a while, when people forget, this time is about the "fake dumbbells", it happened before but can't remember if i wrote about it or not).

My arms shoulders and biceps started to look like of tiktok models so since i restarted my walks, i take my 7 pounds dumbbells too. I started with one, today i took them both. It's very efficient, you don't get any muscular breakdown because your whole body is warmed up and have enough cooling through increased blood circulation, it does not require extra time and is an even better exercise for the heart.

When i stepped outside, there was smoke, confirming what i thought all morning, because of chocking inside. So i came back to grab a mask, i know it cuts more than half of it, from experience. The smoke lasted all the way to the hospital.

Many happened, maybe i will remember and write them later though i don't really feel like it. Ok one. When i got at the Natchez and 50th intersection, a professional maid car with LPN GAZ (which means gas in Romanian) and a brand on it "CLEANING AUTHORITY".

Yeah i know i did not take a shower since Sunday since i got a slight cold and occasional headaches after showers and i smell like the inside and especially the outside of the apartment building. I was planning to after the walk which is done OUTSIDE since i do perspire at lot during those and did not come within 30 ft of anybody.

But when i got at the park, a strong herbicide smell came to me (the wind was blowing from park's direction). Three cars with women at the wheel exiting the lot barred my passage and had to wait. I think the last one had an Oregon State official LPN. Things got better as i approached the kindergarten, when a literal ninja gardener was trimming the edge of the gras at the sidewalk, walking backwards towards me (not professional, not efficient) but i kept my calm.

But when i got back at the complex, from the parking lot a much stronger smell came and now even my clothes smells like it.

For some reason, a while ago my dumbbells peeled off like somebody hammered the edges and the sides started to flap as i walk. Yeah i tried to glue them once with two parts epoxy strong adhesive but then other sides started to fall apart etc.

5:18 Asta e pentru că am făcut mișto de rege. Ok.

9:30 Why do they call those points in a function when functions changes direction inflexion points?

Should be the opposite but anyways i think i am in one of those points where my whole Universe is changing direction. Romania is in a bigger trouble they can imagine, they were for the last 80 years ago i think it started with the big Earthquake in 1940 Bucharest when 1/4 of buildings there were destroyed or damaged.

It looks like i parred some of the recent blows, some by chance only, but if all politicians suddenly decided that politics there should implode, there's nothing that can be done.

On the other hand, i tried to imagine what the stretching marks on someone's skin are. In areas with changes in volume, like during pregnancy or with sudden changes in weight. I don't know about dynamics of body during pregnancy but what i know is, when i see those i see scars. I know how a scar looks like. Let me google this.

So it's true. We are tributary to a time during our evolution when we ate lots of meat. Killing mammoths or buffalo or other big game and while the strongest, the alphas ate the best parts, others, like desirable young girls the rest. You can imagine the results. (No, for a long time in our history they could not figure the link between sex and pregnancy and i think women were shared, with priorities).

We got all the collagen from there, no doubt about. So it's a nutrition thing. Poor nutrition during pregnancy will do it. Your body mobilizes all the resources for the baby while the belly grows and then kaboom, your skin breaks. It's that simple.

Without pregnancy. Women eat too much unbalanced food with much carbs and fat and even protein and not that part of meat with collagen which is cartilages, skin and it looks like our ancestors weren't too fussy about. Then they get fat and their skin cracks. It's that simple. Why only women. I don't know, could be hormonal. Could be the tendency to accumulate fat in butt and hips area, where the marks occur.

And some simply don't eat enough like i saw online. Most likely because of living in old apartment buildings. And then they get pregnant?

Today we got jello which is a good source. Most capsules for supplements have a a few hundred milligrams each (could be the only reason some supplements "work". Collagen supplements. Bone broth, name it.

The story is much longer with cellular matrix thinning and breaking down and possibly getting cancer because of that but i will stop here.

Best way to check it, look at your lips. When you start loosing collagen, your lips thin out. An old scar that gets soft, etc.. Wrinkles before their time. Yes, the reason women with big lips are said to me more attractive.

They say people loose collagen irreversibly with age, with most nothing left around 80 whey they break apart and die. There are diagrams with collagen in your body and age. Which one you like?


Tuesday, May 6, 2025

12:47 AM Got to read this. I'll see if i can find the whole pdf, after the first 47 pages. If not, have to order the book though i haven't read anything on paper in a long time (where there are no search possibilities).

"Uses the five human archetypes of lover, seeker, magus, soul warrior, and mystic".

1:05 Oh book nerd! It starts so nicely and promising i can't wait to read more than a few pages before i share evcry word with you.

I was jocking the other day. I think i remember Marco at work in Rome, Italy was oftenly using "amazza" as a positive exclamation. Could be the source for Latin, Italian amare, English amaze - amazing. Here i meet with it again this time from Japanese.

1:50 Mda, susținere subliminală pentru George. Spirit_on - Simi_on. Doctorul care ne vindecă de toate nu trebuie să moară. Îmi amintește de altă fază. Era Gabriel Luca și nu Lazăr, dar s-a întâmplat înainte de Paște!

2:10 Was stimulating my heart with caffeine a bit of dark baking chocolate, got a bit smarter but my heart was beating easier due to caffeine in a more restricted space due to raising of diaphragm and then i crashed with palpitations. And now i feel poop smell at 2 AM.

8:22 I finished one phrase (on the other blog), was thinking at the next one when a car alarm beeped twice in the lot and i forgot that phrase, my thread of ideas broke, my mind turned blank and will be like that for the next minutes or so. It was not the intensity of the sound but the moment well chosen.

8:30 Pentru că am scris de Luca Gabriel, înviatul de la Iași.

8:33 Povesteam mai sus că am făcut palpitații de la cofeina din ciocolată și Jean Georges Vlad a făcut infarct.

BTW a venit iar un fum de afară care mă face să strănut.

9 :45 Now it's the cat upstairs that rides my brain waves.

2:40 I was chocking. Went outside to take the garbage, there was a car in the alley, like half of the times, picking kids from the day care in an apartment, with a woman looking like a Latina model or actress in black yoga pants bending inside the car. There was a bag with a shy knot on top of the dumpster. Came back in to get my fishing pole.

After i dealt with that one i got stuck behind the dumpster because of the narrow space while i heard kids yelling on the other side. I got out only to meet with a "Latino" kid "coming from school", that was most likely Japanese, giving me the look.

BTW can anybody tell me why these scenes with the day care, etc., is anybody filming or what.

5:30 About half hour ago i went at the car to do a test before the trip to Reno which involves jacking the car at one wheel, starting the engine shifting in gear etc.. It took me a while to jack the car and i first picked it in a wrong place, bending the plastic? sill a couple of mm. At the number of times i jacked this car, it should had happen once. Nothing to see from above though. Not structural.

Then i jacked the car in the right designated spot.

Test went ok but they did not forgive me for this.

After i sopped and started to lower the jack a number of brown "kids comming from school?" at near 6, never seen that before. 2 of them were short grown women acting like kids, stopped behind the car and started to yell at each other simulating a fight with me. Then they started to yell real loud to someone at hundreds of feet away, while leaving, gesticulating, maybe cursing me or something. All in short seemingly awkward Spanish phrases.

The "man" with two Silverado trucks at the crushed entrance came out "with his family", producing i guess very disapproving guttural onomatopoeia, hard for me to describe in English, got in his pickup and left.

I shifted in neutral, stopped the engine but the wheel was still turning and waited for like 30 seconds, they were sill yelling behind, then i shifted in park and the wheel was not fully stopped, i herd a few clicks then it stopped. Should have hit the breaks if i was in my right mind but was groggy all morning from not breathing right due to mold i guess.

Being nervous and stuff, could have shifted in park earlier and ruin the transmission. Going for a test drive now. Yes they knew about, i was talking aloud for days and was dreading it.

6:10 I remember now, earlier when i left at Safeway was trying to leave the alley and get on the street. A fake homeless Japanese man walking next to a bike, with a Grocery Outlet bag featuring a Sun on the guiding bar, stopped and would not cross. Then he started to gesticulate, doing, among other things, a military style salute.

It happened to me once more than ten years ago. On the radio it was playing Do That to me One More Time and at the time her voice sounded very similar to a Romanian singer. I think it was then when i started with the matches, though that one was wrong. I veered off 217 at 99 intending to go at Winco i guess. and stopped at the light and when i started a homeless man tried to jump in front of the car, to simulate an accident, but i saw in time and hit the breaks.

6:45 Ok car was in drive. If i had dropped it, would have went forward not backwards.

While i was at Safeway i was thinking. Could there be a link between Zarathustra and Sariputra?

Zarathustra's teachings which reforms the older Zoroastrianism (like Buddhism reforms the older Hinduism and Jesus the old Abrahamic) include a trinity of gods, including a God of Creation, Destruction and some sort of a Holy Spirit similar to Hindu Trinity and also about dharma, which is unique to Hinduism and Buddhism but also has many of the traits of later Christianism.

9:53 Da și au venit ei imediat cu una. Și cu alta.

9:50 Mima O.

11:40 Nothing on you babe...


11:41 A place where boys and girls...

Monday, May 5, 2025

5:55 AM Found this brand years ago at Grocery Outlet (was cheaper in store, like half price) but probably other brands would work as well. Without it i would have never made it over the triple tooth extraction last fall. Every time i was taking half pouch i felt an improvement the next day. Similar effects, soup made of a whole organic chicken, but that is more difficult to accomplish.

So i put half pouch while dry on top of the dry stuff in a noodles soup cup, and i add hot water, like for making normal noodle soup, mix, etc., it is almost tasty. Could add some dry or fresh parsley, dill.

It adds collagen, minerals to your body and everything needed for healing processes. I guarantee it does wonders to you skin and everything you need to get healed in your body with immediate results. BTW i think i'm gonna make some.

(I do believe food cravings tell you about missing stuff in your body).

8:45 I was chocking more and more and had to go outside to check. First, i was hit by the distinct smell of dog poop right outside the door coming from poop in bags, could the one on the ground smell differently, i think in the bags it starts to ferment within hours.

Could not find any in the dumpster near maibloxes or the grass across where they usually reside.

Finally found one near the west dumpster, on the ground, unknotted, and one in the SW dumpster, again unknotted. Also foud a huge piece of cake, minutes after a kid passed by, whole, in a plastic container under a bush and a beer can, both on the red dust.

9:15 Top reasons for getting kicked out of your family network (This is not a meme of... Is it?)

1:55 PM She did an extra stump when i cursed "Steve Bannon" in my mind. Then she left. She is more merciful, it only lasted one hour. He never stops, for days.

2:25 Chop chop chop! Not my favorite, but yeah, why throw food? (i was waiting for that moment to see you cooking and it had to be something really special).

I remember during my first job at Sheridan Fruit Co. downtown Portland, i was going once a day to the register and pay 10 cents for one banana and most of the time they wouldn't even take my money (especially Demi) while everybody was staring at me cause we were so starved of bananas in Romania.

Now they just sit there in the basket, i don't even look at them. Mostly because being so nutritious and sweet they help the bad bacteria that comes through the air (yes even from the porous pop corn ceiling that gets contaminated over the years like from boiling beans for two hours) and ends into my stomach and i get nauseated if i eat them like most everything. The reason i prefer my soups salty.

3:11 How is it called, husbandry? I remember during communist years in Romania my in laws like everybody in the country side were enrolled in a cooperative (agricultural). They were providing the manual labor during mostly manual weed suppression (with hoes) for corn
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For that they were getting an amount of money (almost) enough for liquor and cigarettes and allowed to have a piece of land (usually 5000 square meters or 1.2) acres, called helping lots (loturi ajutătoare), where they were cultivating mostly corn to feed their animals that lived around the house, pretty much like pets today in the US but also wine (usually enough for the whole year). Clothing second hand from the children living in the cities.

At some point they had 10 sheep, one or two pigs, one cow, 10-20 hens, a few ducks, one chained dog, Pussy - how i called the cat i gave them (not knowing the true meaning) that was really catching mice, stuff like that. Altogether, pretty romantic.

Meanwhile in the cities the big hunger of the eighties started. I don't know, 82 maybe, where we had one ratio of one loaf of bread a day, one kilo of meat and one kilo of sugar a month, nu butter, cheese, coffee, cocoa, bananas or anything. Eggs when you could find them, milk when you wanted to get up one or two hours earlier). No restrictions on liquor, wine and bad cigarettes. (Expensive smuggled coffee and cigarettes were used to pay doctors and stuff).

They were vegetables on the "farmers" market during fall, so we would make zacusca or pickle green tomatoes and stuff for the winter but not many vegetables during the year, except potatoes and onions, also at the farmers market.

During the summer they were gathering the sheep from the people in the village and one or two guys were pastoring them. Everybody had its turn in going to the "measurement" when they were measuring the milk from their own sheep and for the next days they will get their share accordingly. With that they were making simple cheese somehow remembering the Italian pecora or even mozarella.

It was then when i ate the best cheese ever. Guessed it, from my in laws. Made with sheep's milk, pickled for winter, turned into feta but a hard one. Super salty, i loved the combination sweet black tea with salty that cheese and bread. One small piece was so satisfying.

3:45 Man there is some vibration in the distance that feels so close it drives me mad.

4:18 Man, i second hand smoked yesterday at Lucky Eagle, now i crave again cigarettes though i got again the day after driving high... But could the high come from meeting with the poop smell after a break? I'll check after i will stay 3 night at 7 feathers and then drive 300 miles to Reno, two weeks from  now.

5:20 It starts with Angela coming from work and crying... "There are avocados rotting in the fridge..." (when they become ripe i put them in the fridge).

Our 4 PM (can't call it lunch or dinner). Do y'all know how to make guacamole, the most delicious and nutritious food (besides zacusca and bone broth). Just in case. It's realy easy, you have to cut one ore two or three avocados in half (yes around the kernel, it seems awkward at first, as all cooking, but i promise you, once you done it once, you will get hooked, just don't forget to grab some and some limes the first time you go to the supermarket).

Scoop the halves with a teaspoon, add a clove of garlic smashed to a paste with a fork or a wooden stick whatever, squeeze half small lime, add a bit of olive oil and salt.

I also imagined a radish cucumber salad (just because i saw the radish and a piece of cucu (wrapped with foil) inside the fridge but it came out weird (like many green foods when you taste them first) though edible, because all ingredients are). (you wanted love, and i see you like it weird). With a drop of vinegar on it.

And yes, i forgot the blinds open, three kids came and sat on the TV box, staring. but i'm sure they can't see anything inside, it's all theoretical and what if.

5:50 Man i was still hungry (it takes some 20 minutes until your brain gets satisfied with the food you eat). Looked around and found my plate, empty, and got really frustrated because i could not remember eating it. Is this a sign... (now munching on potato chips with my new near perfect dentures) or i was just too concentrated posting and was eating while typing and for a moment i thought a ninja shadow person stole my food.

I was re-reading the above to check for errors and when i hit a certain phrase they sounded a car alarm in the alley, three times. More precise, to get me mad when i read y'all. I think they measure (and record) my brain output when i read whatever and then they cheat at it.

6:35 Angela went to sleep and forgot her cell phone on when she came from the garden. I only figured when the mw meter started to beep (the phone checks with the towers every half hour or so) and i had pains everywhere especially at the soles of my feet, hands and face. The meter has the alarm set at 200 mW/square centimeter or so but the alarm sounds the same until 10k and then it beeps faster.

It could be some sort of microwave triggered diabetes neuropathy IDK (I Don't Know), but this could prove it does some damage to your tissues even when healthy. Could not resist no more and smoked one cigarette but i feel like it's not enough.

Even when i re-started the first time, it was there, at Lucky Eagle when i bought the first pack.

10:10 Went to take the recyclables. It was the warmest day of the year. They divided one into several bags, hidden among sacks with enough room "to breath", one, black was thrown on top of the dumpster, almost invisible but now i go by smell. In the end, i smelled one more but someone came with a cigarette and covered it.

Sunday, May 4, 2025

3:40 One not done before. As we came back from Chinook Winds, i saw again the pile of white dust in front of the office and then i remembered, they were white trails on the asphalt all over the complex and that could have explained Angela's irritation today.

So i went to pick an item from the locker and grabbed a broom and a dustpan and gathered several pounds of a very fine absorbent partly from under a white Chrysler parked on an office spot. The dust was vaguely smelling like gasoline but if it was, it was dry now. And here something i cannot understand. Why spread absorbent dust if you don't gather it right , just to let it dry and smell the same?

No could not get it all. Yeah got to breath some of that stuff, my eyes hurt a bit, got to throw the clothes on me and have a shower before i do my insulin shot. Yeah i was right to do it, there is no rain in sight for the whole week. Angela said i should let them blow it on Wednesday, but by then hundreds of cars would have run over it while they will blow the rest.

Then when i went to pick the item from the locker i saw the camera at the door, probably the only one in the complex (and one at the pool as one of the maintenance people once told me).

At Chinook Winds again, after doing the escalators last year, the front wall, now they are remodeling the restaurant, with much dust everywhere, near the disco that was vibrating everything.

Yesterday afternoon i finally took the battery inside and re-soldered the bold on top of the positive pole.  One think in noticed immediately was it was starting much quicker. When i took the battery off, i saw some dust on the pan under and dusted it with a brush. It was in total less than one gram of dust but the brush was very small and it took a while.

After i got gas at Spirit Mountain, the mileage to here was above 42, on a 36 psi front tires. Every time i get fresh gas there the mileage is like this, and if the temperature is higher and the tire pressure is higher, then i get up to 44 or 45. One trip only, then it goes down under 40. Could never figure why.

4:25 Got 25 hours since i did 28 units (just finished a pen) and i also took 2 metformin yesterday and drank some water at the casino and my BG now is 169. Haven't had that in ten years, after yesterday being 350 before that shot. Don't know what to do. I think i will eat something and take some metformin only to see what happens.

4:55 When we got home saw a cat coming down stairs (domestic shorthair) and a black cat tried to enter in our apartment with us. There was a medium size cardboard box (from water bottles i guess) on the stairs and just heard a noise like cats fighting and then i saw that box moved. A few days ago i saw cat food not for from our door.

1:55 PM The moment i heard the first steps stomps upstairs i decided to go where Angela wanted to earlier though i only slept 4 hours. By that time Angela had changed her mind but then i changed her. She's got a 70 dollars free play at Lucky Eagle, where i almost got into an accident in the parking lot last time (many other incidents, including a shooting in there).

Then i remembered the vibration at the engine started again so i knew it was time to empty the catch can which i did. But i saw much dust around the engine so i dusted it a bit. 90% of the dust fell under the car, some landed on me and a tiny amount flew into the air. The came to get it. So when i checked the oil level.

When i looked behind i saw this big cloud of dust raising in the air at the construction site and thought i should take a picture but then it stopped.

Later i saw again the cloud of dust and i remembered i had the camera in my pocket, made a few steps towards it but then i heard a noise in the balcony upstairs right above me and i saw a head with curly black hair. So they tricked me again, they now might say i wanted to take a picture of them.

Actually i did in my mind yesterday, though through the window but  now i'm determined to. However i am pretty positive there is a different person every time.

2:07 I was adding a bit of oil in the engine when the guy from Amazon came with the 5 quarts of oil i ordered two days ago thinking of a change before going to Reno and left it at my door. Same brand, identical product. He was looking at me kinda scared and i think he forgot to take the picture (the door was opened as well). Never never they brough the oil at my door, only at the locker. Now at their site Amazon said "trouble delivering, will attempt tomorrow".

11:45 Way too tired. I was trying to watch over and over a (not so) short video on a low volume trying to understand first all words and when i thought there was a connection he got up (he sleeps on the couch in the living, right on top of where i am and she in the bedroom) and started to march towards the bathroom etc..

I believe a gate activates and then he takes advantage of it.

Saturday, May 3, 2025

12:55 PM They're back in the atmosphere... Affectionately calling the cats while passing. My guess. Different persons. But the bearded guy with long curly gray hair or wig... Familiar...

BTW this morning i saw yet another cat climbing the stairs. Like i said, i think she is feeding the strays around here.

Yeah just finished another lower denture. Came out better obviously then the "technology demonstrator" a week ago i'm sill using. Got a bag of tortilla chips that are curled and some are impossible to byte even with good teeth but they did not break.

I  made two batches of Diamond D and used syringes to apply. Again most difficult part is attaching the teeth, i used just a bit, there is a window of about 10 minutes before it hardens too much. Then i did one more batch and did the inner part, but then i was tempted to do the outer with the same batch and it became a bit too hard but finished it. It self smoothened more after.

Yeah it's moderately complicated if you know how to.

Now curing in water at 185 F for 90 minutes. I think the front ones got crooked after i immersed the whole thing in water (should have left space between them). Yes it was smelling when they got in, probably could not resist the temptation to come and get it (nowadays they specialize in gaining little points mostly with self victimizing part).

1:10 Coughing like about to puke upstairs. Again, not talking. For obvious reasons (language, accent).

1:25 No we can't count on Macron to get him out of here.

1:30 No i would not expect him to be officially associated with DGSE. But if i look at his curriculum i cannot explain it otherwise. So yeah, Oregon under Trump is the playground of ninja of all nationalities.

"Avez vous offendu la France?"

There is nothing bad i can think about France (out of the top of my head) except their leadership, because i know that all politicians and entertainers in all countries are ninja. (actors).

Here's something for DGSE to think about (rhetoric, i know they don't do much thinking, it's all procedures to them).

In 2004 i went to France because i was sick, with a travelers insurance, hoping to do some investigations in one of the world's most renown health care systems and at the military hospital in Metz (had a bus ticket all the way to Paris but wanted to avoid going there) Sarkozy himself, acting like a doctor.

Yeah i remember the incident with the bus, they pretended could not find my luggage, buried deep with the others, so they make me to go to Paris.

It is no secret knowledge the name Sarkozy is a gypsy name in Hungary.

In the end i made it to Paris, at the advice of my ex class mate Gabriel, who was in France at the time. Mostly because on top of my stomach problems, in Romania i developed some upper legs problems as well (later it turned out it was all sciatica).

There i went to Bichat hospital. I also had at the time CIGNA American insurance which had some international coverage but in the end they treated me like was unsecured, (though they billed that insurance in Romania for 500 euros, spoke with them on the phone cause i wanted to go again).

In the evening they put an IV on me and i think while i was "sleeping" they did an unauthorized laser eye intervention. When i woke up and in the next day for the first time in my life had some minor problems reading and stuff (that lasted a couple of days).

In my room at the hospital there was a phone and when i picked it up i saw the word LASER, with big letters, backlighted, as a label on the inner side of the handset. Probably just to create a memory.

Just before i left they did a couple of shots in my belly, cause i was having deep vein thrombosis (confirmed with ultrasound) in numerous veins in my legs, possible in deep ones.

4:20 Finished trimming the dentures. On a scale of 1-10, i'd give them an 8.5, previous ones being a 6. I can eat without adhesive, though they move a bit if i take a big bite.

Friday, May 2, 2025

12:15 AM TGIF Went earlier (after 8) to the garden (Methodist Church with a cell phone tower on top) and dug the two beds. It looks like Mr.Trump don't want us to do it no more, got a notice in March for discontinuation next year. Found some plant food in the shed. Bone meal, chicken manure.

We were both thinking. In the first year she did it alone, did not dig the bed, and got better results. I know last year i added too much wet fermented chicken manure from a pile of bags at hour disposal there. I put a whole sack for a bed. This year we just sprinkled some dried stuff. Got full of bone meal dust, took a shower, threw the pants in the laundry basket.

It got dark, i was digging under the flashlight light however the Moon was not full. A bunch of women came to talk in the street making me nervous. Some guy came and sat on the edge of  his bed, in the dark, back towards us just to prove he was not afraid.

After i dug half of the first bed, i felt like my back was going to melt. So i just walked around a little, to transfer some energy from the legs muscles to the back. One more half bed and i said ok, i could not finish the second one. However, i walked some more and in the end i did it. I was telling Angela. How do i want my back not to hurt if those muscles are never used. Even when i walk on the streets.

When i got back home a bunch of "Mexican women" were singing what i believe it was a mourning song.

After weeks of back pain i finally convinced Angela to sleep one night in the thermal bag. Will see tomorrow.

At midnight i felt a bad kami coming out of myself and i knew it was time to go outside to chase the poops.

First i found two in the grass. Then i saw one open light blue bag with little flowers in the dumpster next to mailboxes (gave up checking the others as of this spring) and went to grab my fishing pole with a dental probe taped at the end figuring a hook. But when i got closer, i saw a huge fresh one next to hydrant. So i scored 5 within 15 minutes.

At a window high in the sky next building i saw a silhouetto of a man and i heard a caught. Two guys were coming towards the dumpster when i was leaving, etc.

It will be hours until those kami are going to completely leave my body, in the meantime keeping me nauseated. BTW is time to check my BG level, do an insulin shot.

12:40 It was quiet after i came inside, after i finished writing the above, i heard upstairs in a rare occasion, someone talking to a pet, a cat maybe, then someone heavy climbing the stairs, upstairs, but no talking between them. Earlier i saw his truck on a no park on Thursday spot, so he was home already.

Almost one in the morning. Now he walks towards bedroom, it looks like he's gonna awake Angela, the way he steps. I thought i felt fresh smell of poop from outside, wanted to go check when i heard someone climbing up and down the stairs. I uploaded in New Share several audio files with the current noises.

We saw him yesterday. Long curly gray hair. Briefly from behind.

1:05 My BG is 186, haven't seen it that low since December or the day i first wanted to start insulin. That is because i also ate cucumber today and took a 3 miles walk and also took metformin. I think i'll do a 20 units tonight after 25 yesterday when it was 230 or something like that. Upstairs, he keeps on walking right on top of me.

Thinking what celebrities related to what i recently posed have long curly hair. Does Richie Sambora have long curly hair? I think he has enough scene training for this job. It looks like i found myself a job tonight, to search for him.

1:50 Yeah i guess that one was pushed by youtube as well, got tempted, didn't even think to offend her, in fact i was a fan (until now), forgot about Neanderthal and stuff and now he came to torment me tonight though they are separated for 6 years now. Which confirms my theory, some entity is selling "tickets" for people to come upstairs and torment me.

1:05 "He" stopped for a few minutes, enough for them to enter the new data in the simulation, then he came back. Though i believe it's a robot that  does it, by the time of reaction to my thoughts.

2:35 It stopped for an hour or so when they did laundry, restarted back again, with a vengeance.

3:22 It's been 3 hours since he's doing it, he now moved into the bedroom, threatening to wake Angela as i won't stop searching for Richie Sambora, but i think i'm out of luck tonight.

5:55 He went to bed at 3:30, i boiled some eggs and put a timer, also been talking to Angela before she left, now he playing victim, awoke and talks by himself, every time i try to relax, giving me the chills, now making me feel guilty.

6:10 Wanted to relax and post something funny (maybe) but it's a dejavu. Not the identical instrumental part of the Anxiety song (boasting a totally ridiculous voice), taken from Goty and Imbra Somebody I Used to Know, which has two strong parts. The obsessive xylophone melodic line and her strong voice. Unfortunately, they both disappeared in the sea of love pop music after that, while still with a radio to this day.

De Dejavu comes from seeing a completely identical behavior at some singers, of which lately most notorious is Doja Cat version of Walk On By (having a late Dione Warwick endorsement though).

7:18 About an hour ago Angela wanted to go to the garden to plant the tomatoes. However we both looked at the weather and they will be 2 days of colder weather and she decided to wait until Monday.

Then she upstairs came back home and found the two black stray cats on the stairs and started to pet and be affectionate to them and i think i heard her doing it last nigh too (then i wanted to go outside to check how my net is working but the guy climbed down the stairs so i gave up). Two days ago i saw cat food on a piece of concrete not far from our stairs.

So it was smelling bad and went outside to check. I saw the net moved and the dust was disturbed under it so i went to check and found a poop on the net. So i removed the net, and i believe next thing will be a piece of cardboard. But what if they poop on that one too.

My original thought was to put net all around the pillars so they won't be able to get in at all and i think i will do it tonight.

Then when i went to the dumpster, a white car with a "Spanish" guy inside was playing the base at an insanely loud level. He slowly passed by and gave me a "friendly" look, but i though i recognized that French/Arab ninja, forgot his name. But i had a chance to look in the dumpster and saw a whole box with litter dust, spilled on a side.

Then when i came back i looked more and what did i see in the grass...

I was in Lake Oswego, more than 10 years ago and was describing to Aurel on the phone similar situations and he asked me if i knew who is doing all these and i told him that only the Japanese can have such a twisted mind to do things like these.

I mean, i think they were here Wednesday and did the lawn and blew the parking lot, i saw today another mower, much more silent (so it's possible), going around, and i think it had some sort of pipes underneath and every time it was jumping was digging holes in the ground and creating those little... whatever?

Was it a sort of prank made for people to believe that i gather those on purpose and now they prevented it? That is because i put the net under porch, not knowing what the cats will do. It took them two days to decide and lots of petting from upstairs but they finally made one and i caught it on the net which spared me the digging but it was much more stinky.

One more thing. The woman from upstairs i saw today, yet another one, was shorter, slimmer and i think she could be Japanese made blonde.

8:15 When i was in the middle of installing the net a bunch of brown kids came on the alley, running and yelling like never before (like if it was possible). Soon after an young woman, looking even darker and obviously Japanese came and started to talk Spanish with them, telling them to call their parents or she will call security and things like that. Nobody ever tried to corrected kids yelling around here.

Now there are around 10 people, mostly kids, gathered in the alley, negotiating something. Yeah i know they lay traps, they make me say things related to like the presidential elections in Romania where 11 candidates debate for months, after the normally scheduled elections were canceled after the first round cause one of the two going in second round, that came from outside the polls proved to be a crazy right extremist and rescheduled 4 months later.

I believe all these wouldn't have happened if i did not criticize the American election system, with basically only 2 candidates that campaign for years.

As i was installing the net, like always when i do something outside, several vehicles came and turned exactly in this spot, like searching for an address, pointing briefly their headlights at me. Like when i come to the grocery store and they came to look in my trunk.

Waves of dog poop smell were coming and the guy upstairs was whooping coughing. They usually don't bring men here because the smell is affecting men differently (and they promised when they created the Kogi Onmitsu not to expose ninja to any risks). But there are some risks for women too, but we can explain this through the Japanese social inequities.

Wait a minute, some thought just hit me. What if, like in the past, he is actually another woman in disguise? I'm sure the ninja has some tricks that can temporarily make vocal chords more rigid, make a woman's voice sound like a man's.

Thursday, May 1, 2025

1:45 PM Unusual unsightly unnecessary blocking after dumping near the 150 years majestic sequoia.

Couldn't wait to post this. How come i did not see it so far. Which reminds me... (towards the middle of this picture you can see another tree trunk rotting in there. It is the one that fell that day...)

In the same line.

Ribbed concrete on the bridge make all cars sounding like imperial TIEs. Second 1:00 here. BTW all audio on the streets has been done with... (look at the name of files). (For the first time ever i saw maybe 3 bikini dressed persons sunbathing on a porch ft above a fence, visible from the street, while i was talking in my recorder).

2:15 Started to feel smoke coming from outside.

2:30 PG13


Last time we went to Lucky Eagle we stopped as usually at the IGA store nearby and bought some fried chicken (with potato wedges). It is much cheaper and tastier than a burger (well, depends on the burger). Well, it was. Last time i think they accidentally fried it with some pieces of feathers attached to it.

Youtube just pushed this to me and i said why not (post it). It could be a trick, tempting me to showing the "softer" side of Japan or simply diverting from the main problems.

In their competitiveness, they are merciless first with their own. Look at  how the expensive, well dressed ones who happen to pass by look at the lost souls fallen on the pavement. I know this feeling from the city i grew up in, which used to be, not so long before, part of Austria, for 143 years.

In fact to me these days the difference between friends and enemies is this "why not" that is refraining or not to post certain things i stumble upon or cross my mind.