Tuesday, April 15, 2025

12:50 AM I've been close to the PC trying to set a cast with Windows on room's TV (Windows key + K). It works, but with interruptions. Windows.

To do that i've been near the PC for a few minutes and did not pay attention to the mw meter readings. (BTW, while streaming, the readings are small, they get big only when settings things up) and get fried up, from the soles of my feet, front of my thighs, hands, belly. Is anybody else in this world experiencing this?

I went to the casino a couple of times to check on Angela. Same stories. People getting to the elevator in the same time with me (in a deserted hotel), a homeless guy sitting there in front and then entering just before me, a biker entering at the casino entrance in the same time with me, then passing in between me and the players at the tables (protecting), etc..

A woman in black pants raised a big butt in front of me, pretending searching something in the deserted parking lot.

Question. Why are they stealing their own hat if they are just... guests here?

1:33 Earlier i wanted to find a video with Data from Startrek when he says processing processing processing (that's what i'm doing with this wealth of information i gathered these days) and did not buy had a chance to saw other characters like George LaForge.

Besides his name which at first might suggest engineering but later it kinda takes your mind towards forgery, i for the first time went beyond being intrigued about his visor and thought (yeah the wi-fi signal is going crazy on me while i write things like these) it might be subliminal for a slave collar.

But when i looked into a video, what did i see? A masonic sign and an iron cross (that was later used by Nazis and at the present by KKK). Is the third sign a polar star, the kind used on SUB R U logo?



1:56 I smoked earlier in the alley next to the hotel where there are flames burning in quarts tubes and open in the air. I had no idea smoke from my cigarette can reach inside the room but it does as i see right now.

There are two people sitting on a table with a flame on top, smoking and talking and that started an anxiety attack as Angela's phone is not working.

2:30 The anxiety attack was mostly nausea. I am sure it has something to do with the two talking over the fire. Some sort of witchraft. I will take a picture of that table tomorrow.

I saw when i was talking while driving into the sunset. When you talk with every word milions of droplets of saliva come out of your mouth.

If you talk over a fire, some get in the fire and some bacteria from the thousands of species that live in your mouth get selected and then the most virulent get raised by the hot current up in the air like at 4 floor we are right now.

I looked and around 2 AM they were still there. Then they left as i saw a security guard coming this way. Then they came back (but the woman might have been a different one, first had a samurai cock), the guy looked Spanish with a moustache and/or goatee.

I left at around 2:10 after Angela. But there are several ways she could come and i was not sure. And two elevators. Luckily we met at the elevators. My anxiety was gone in 5 minutes after that. They are still there, i can hear them talking.

10:45 I remember at Woodland Park they were two male therapists, one of them was Val Kilmer, the other one looking native American, kinda tall. One day i was really sick, most likely with nose congestion, not knowing, chocking for hours and the native guy told Val: "see? he's got supernatural strength". It was in that evening i called 911 from the pay phone on the corridor.

One year later, doctors there called 911 to send a patient to another hospital (stealing my thunder) and then the hospital got closed (like Pacific Gateway where i've been after Epson episode).

When i got discharged Val showed me out and i was in a hall (maybe the reception room) and here came this guy dressed in military uniform and Val saluted them military style and the guy responded.

My admission there started with a similar incident. Sometimes in November 2002 i have been kept a whole night in the ER while doctors where trying to revive a patient. All night long, me chocking. In the morning, Val came and took me to the ward. In January 13 2004 i was admitted there one more time. Val, the native guy and one more guy were the only staff in the hospital and me the only patient. I have been discharged the next day.

Ok so he was not a Scientologist, he was a Christian Scientist.

Yeah i remembered why i started this. Using my superpowers, i saw through the wall a woman passing on the corridor and i opened the door when she was on the other side, however i did not see the guy coming from the other direction so she was safe. Then i built an alibi for myself and asked the maid who stationed a cart in front of the door for a roll of TP and some decaf for the Keurig.

11:15 Last night i saw a number of people, sitting by two (man and woman) at the fire table (similar to this, i will take a picture when i get outside, but the flame is out at this hour and i don't have the card reader to upload the picture) and talking, kinda loud. It stopped around 3 PM. I slept till @7.

12:04 PM Got this picture in my room.

2:56 Angela left, i fell asleep at the computer and then moved in bed and i think i forgot to put any of the deadbolts at the door cause they were not on. During my sleep i dreamed of people talking in the direction of the door, but i think it was the maids.

I am awake for more than an hour, laying paralyzed in bed, thinking.

Right now got the mw meter next to me and it shows intermittent signal in the range it creates pain. I am so screwed. It's never getting better, just worse. And nobody tells me if this is only me.

Yeah, should have not asked anybody when there's google and google is changing every day, it is the first time when i get an answer. To me is the area that have been around the laptop and the ears, especially right ear.

The biggest problem with TikTok is due to short distances people film at with cell phones with cameras with very short focal lengths, the faces and other parts of their body closer to the lens are so distorted they may not even be recognizable in real life.

Thou should not film yourself with a focal length under 55 mm equivalent or 2 meter distance if you want to be ever recognized.

Please do not assume people do not want to look at you. You are attractive.

I will leave the room soon. Do not assume what they say about us. We are quite the normal people. We are not brother and sister.

3:50 BTW just saw a show on TV with all kinda "charismatic people" (self confidence is their only advantage) and found out my LPN means work (ERGO) in Greek while i wanted to mean nothing (ERGO in Latin is therefore or similar with ISPUM LOREM in Latin). I chose custom because i was afraid they were going to give me yet another weird "in sequence" number, like the one i had with JKB (KJB).

5:40 Not one single move without a story. I had this colleague at IMU Bacău who once tried to worn me.

He was talking about a hypothetical friend who was so into money, he said "he would not move one hand without making some". Back then his currency was antenna amplifiers for watching the "Russians" (Soviets back then, the neighboring Moldova, part of the USSR which had broadcasts in native Romanian, on our TV it was only Ceaușescu, a couple of hours a day).

So yeah, we went for a drive at Tri City (three short exits towards North) so Angela "could see". First, i thought it was too exits only and we stopped at Gazley Rd. exit. Did i have my brain programmed for that? There have been one million knocks in the walls this morning and one thousands conversations outside the door. I strongly believe teams of Scientologists and KKK were here.

So i started the GPS (which lately takes like 5 minutes to boot), staying on the exit lane there. Then we proceeded forward back on I5. But before reaching Tri-Citi, Angela saw a Grocery Outlet on the left and our destination suddenly changed. At the stop sign where we should have taken a left, i saw nobody and proceeded. Out of nowhere, a silver car coming from the left (behind the pillar of the windshield i guess, Sun was in my face), missed me narrowly (but not slowing down a bit).

Still asleep, still groggy by noises and bullying and lack of sleep. Angela went inside the Dollar Tree first, hoping to find the dark Swiss chocolate for 1.25 we found at Lincoln City and then last time not. Then at Grocery Outlet where she bought more stuff. I wanted to smoke a cigarette and i had no lighter... Whatever.

When we left, a SWIFT semi came on I5 from behind and had to slow hard to merge while it shifted lanes. Anything that could happen did. We are on a roll, industrial style. Not one single opportunity wasted.

At the exit ramp, two semi stopped for gas while blocking the lane and one bicyclist was passing. Then one SUV completely covered in dust took a left at Burger King. Did i say Sunday night when we checked in the second time she was at the reception?

No i don't believe is the cigarettes or anything. It's her upstairs which in the last week or so did it in unprecedented ways. I slowly start to loose the dog smell, inside and outside. I felt it on my skin while taking a shower here.

Then everything (especially bags, all the clothes inside have been taken out of the closed circuit drier) started to smell like it. I was telling Angela. When i get back there i will start to look for a place to move, no matter if it costs a couple of hundreds more. A place NOT PET FRIENDLY.

One more thing. Why in the world will there be a school bus in a casino parking lot?

6:30 From Hungary, nothing but reverse psychology.

6:35 They predicted and preceded. Wanted to write a "I still can hear the echoes (echoes) one and kids started to run on the corridor".

6:56 I went outside trying to see why the car lost power when i tried to merge in front of that SWIFT semi. I noticed a woman in short working at that school bus, next to an RV and and SUV with people outside. I popped the hood when a weird looking like a decent vet passed by, looking at me for more than 10 seonds. I asked them why he was staring at me and he said "sorry if it bothered you".

Though i moved the hose on the pipe all the way up and the clamp is above the ring, in noticed some dark spots on the pipe. Sunday just before i left i figured a way to reach that area, with the car raised on a jack on that side and when i get home i would put a screw clamp on it.

But the car was running fine on our way there. There is a possibility it is a remote control thing. The car has a satellite link i am not subscribed to.

There is a whole congregation around the flame table, and i thought i recognized some of the guys i saw last night.

7:10 I went and called the elevator, then i realized i did not have the phone. Came back and i remembered something. The door is working in such a way, it goes slow until 7 inches from the frame, then it goes fast so i have to stay there to prevent if from hitting the frame. Yesterday. I dropped something on the floor and looked and there was a small bottle with small blue pills under my bed.

9:30 Came back in the room. Ate a little. In the casino there was a piece of paper on the ground, not the size of a ticket. Someone passed by and put it next to me. I was curious and looked at it, there as a number made of 4 or 5 digits, handwritten.

I tossed in the space between the machine. About a few seconds later, i regretted i did not look at the number. I was really mad because at all the machines i've been playing someone would come and sit next to me though they were enough machines (like about 7 in a row at the poker machines).

Lately all i do is on the computer where everything is reversible (except emails which i hate) and that made a mark on the way i think.

So i thought i might recover it. At some point i thought to ask a tech to help me get it back from there but i did not know what to tell about it. What was on it?

It looks like i deserve my fate.

10:46 I had a 5 dollars food coupon. In our way to the room i bought a slice of pizza and it had a very hard crust. My DIY lower teeth broke and i probably swallowed one tooth. Probably something to do with finding the deadbolts open when i slept.

11:28 I don't believe i mentioned i had a stomach pain when i woke with the deadbolts taken out. Now got some chills and soreness in belly area. Took an antibiotic.

2:00 AM 16 No more chills or stomach pain after two antibiotics. However, got a bigger problem. The decaf coffee is light green, the regular is light brown. So i had a whole regular Keurig coffee in this afternoon by mistake and usually i am getting very sick if i do that. I guess stomach gets irritated, and on top of that i had two antibiotics, i get full of gas and then it presses on the heart or transmits inflammation to the heart, i don't know.

Like usually after i drink regular coffee, every time when i try to sleep i feel like my heart is going to stop beating.

Took my SPO2 level. 97. Pulse. 70s. Took some pepto-bismol (all i have as antacid). Flaxseed oil to calm my stomach. Drank water. I probably am badly dehydrated from the combination alcohol-caffeine. It might be i have something at the kidneys and caffeine flushes the water out of me.

Thinking. Canyon Ville. Can Ion? Are they going to finally can me here? Canis (dog in Latin)?

I think this time i got it bad. Plainly hypnotized by a couple of TikTok videos. Put to sleep (at the computer). Forgot to put the deadbolts ("forgotten locker combination"). I have no more doubts.