Tuesday, May 6, 2025

12:47 AM Got to read this. I'll see if i can find the whole pdf, after the first 47 pages. If not, have to order the book though i haven't read anything on paper in a long time (where there are no search possibilities).

"Uses the five human archetypes of lover, seeker, magus, soul warrior, and mystic".

1:05 Oh book nerd! It starts so nicely and promising i can't wait to read more than a few pages before i share evcry word with you.

I was jocking the other day. I think i remember Marco at work in Rome, Italy was oftenly using "amazza" as a positive exclamation. Could be the source for Latin, Italian amare, English amaze - amazing. Here i meet with it again this time from Japanese.

1:50 Mda, susținere subliminală pentru George. Spirit_on - Simi_on. Doctorul care ne vindecă de toate nu trebuie să moară. Îmi amintește de altă fază. Era Gabriel Luca și nu Lazăr, dar s-a întâmplat înainte de Paște!

2:10 Was stimulating my heart with caffeine a bit of dark baking chocolate, got a bit smarter but my heart was beating easier due to caffeine in a more restricted space due to raising of diaphragm and then i crashed with palpitations. And now i feel poop smell at 2 AM.

8:22 I finished one phrase (on the other blog), was thinking at the next one when a car alarm beeped twice in the lot and i forgot that phrase, my thread of ideas broke, my mind turned blank and will be like that for the next minutes or so. It was not the intensity of the sound but the moment well chosen.

8:30 Pentru că am scris de Luca Gabriel, înviatul de la Iași.

8:33 Povesteam mai sus că am făcut palpitații de la cofeina din ciocolată și Jean Georges Vlad a făcut infarct.

BTW a venit iar un fum de afară care mă face să strănut.

9 :45 Now it's the cat upstairs that rides my brain waves.

2:40 I was chocking. Went outside to take the garbage, there was a car in the alley, like half of the times, picking kids from the day care in an apartment, with a woman looking like a Latina model or actress in black yoga pants bending inside the car. There was a bag with a shy knot on top of the dumpster. Came back in to get my fishing pole.

After i dealt with that one i got stuck behind the dumpster because of the narrow space while i heard kids yelling on the other side. I got out only to meet with a "Latino" kid "coming from school", that was most likely Japanese, giving me the look.

BTW can anybody tell me why these scenes with the day care, etc., is anybody filming or what.

5:30 About half hour ago i went at the car to do a test before the trip to Reno which involves jacking the car at one wheel, starting the engine shifting in gear etc.. It took me a while to jack the car and i first picked it in a wrong place, bending the plastic? sill a couple of mm. At the number of times i jacked this car, it should had happen once. Nothing to see from above though. Not structural.

Then i jacked the car in the right designated spot.

Test went ok but they did not forgive me for this.

After i sopped and started to lower the jack a number of brown "kids comming from school?" at near 6, never seen that before. 2 of them were short grown women acting like kids, stopped behind the car and started to yell at each other simulating a fight with me. Then they started to yell real loud to someone at hundreds of feet away, while leaving, gesticulating, maybe cursing me or something. All in short seemingly awkward Spanish phrases.

The "man" with two Silverado trucks at the crushed entrance came out "with his family", producing i guess very disapproving guttural onomatopoeia, hard for me to describe in English, got in his pickup and left.

I shifted in neutral, stopped the engine but the wheel was still turning and waited for like 30 seconds, they were sill yelling behind, then i shifted in park and the wheel was not fully stopped, i herd a few clicks then it stopped. Should have hit the breaks if i was in my right mind but was groggy all morning from not breathing right due to mold i guess.

Being nervous and stuff, could have shifted in park earlier and ruin the transmission. Going for a test drive now. Yes they knew about, i was talking aloud for days and was dreading it.

6:10 I remember now, earlier when i left at Safeway was trying to leave the alley and get on the street. A fake homeless Japanese man walking next to a bike, with a Grocery Outlet bag featuring a Sun on the guiding bar, stopped and would not cross. Then he started to gesticulate, doing, among other things, a military style salute.

It happened to me once more than ten years ago. On the radio it was playing Do That to me One More Time and at the time her voice sounded very similar to a Romanian singer. I think it was then when i started with the matches, though that one was wrong. I veered off 217 at 99 intending to go at Winco i guess. and stopped at the light and when i started a homeless man tried to jump in front of the car, to simulate an accident, but i saw in time and hit the breaks.

6:45 Ok car was in drive. If i had dropped it, would have went forward not backwards.

While i was at Safeway i was thinking. Could there be a link between Zarathustra and Sariputra?

Zarathustra's teachings which reforms the older Zoroastrianism (like Buddhism reforms the older Hinduism and Jesus the old Abrahamic) include a trinity of gods, including a God of Creation, Destruction and some sort of a Holy Spirit similar to Hindu Trinity and also about dharma, which is unique to Hinduism and Buddhism but also has many of the traits of later Christianism.

9:53 Da și au venit ei imediat cu una. Și cu alta.

9:50 Mima O.

11:40 Nothing on you babe...


11:41 A place where boys and girls...