10:16 On thousand more clicks without one single touch, my first palpitation of the day, now breathing with mouth open (how many hours did i sleep, 5).

10:26 If diabetes would be a media spread psychosomatic syndrome, i cannot think of anything better to spread it but the song above.

Sexy Shania appearing dressed  from  head to toes in (fake) leopard fur in the middle of the desert and still complaining about an incurable cold could do just that, decrease you metabolism, through subconscious empathy. The song had been heard innumerable times on the radio and the video seen on MTV whatever.

I have seen it hundreds of times already. Every time i do an insulin shot, even if it's with a pen in the fat of your legs, you experience an immediate increase of metabolism, mainly by heating up (especially of the always cold legs) and then having to breath more to bring more oxygen in your body. Let me explain this.

When you do a subcutaneous injection with a pen you create a bubble of insulin in your fat tissue under skin in the designated areas (where it is known to have more fat). The pressure created by the bubble is at maximum level right after injection, so is absorption, right?

IRL the bubble then pushes the fat aside and absorption decrease fast during that period (about half hour) and then slowly decreases in time over about 24 hours. Is it guaranteed to last 24 hours? I don't know, especially because the bubble obviously gets smaller and smaller but doctors are convinced enough and they prescribe it as such.

I myself believe is more convenient this way. Having to do one shot in 24 hours only, a 5 minutes job, and not having to worry about dosage or anything. Only thing is you have to remember the time of your last injection and not miss doses, maybe more like in any other types of medication.

10:55 I don't get this, on your belly, yes, but on your butt? Could it happen also after loosing weight?

11:00 Yeah it's getting harder and harder to breath in here, will go for a walk and look outside. On the radio, that maniac Sting still sings that crazy song, every breath you take. Can somebody stop it?

11:25 Sunt George și prietenul lui mai în vârstă Georgescu puțin pe direcția emo, așa?

11:30 Have you ever been sitting there with your mind stretched in balance, trying to evaluate an idea, your intuition pushed to the limit against your judgment, and then you hear the ninja gardeners talking, coughing outside, hammering and then feel with your ears and bones a march upstairs all disapproving?

It is what happened with the picture above.

1:20 A trick forgotten and reused (they do this all the time, they reuse them after a while, when people forget, this time is about the "fake dumbbells", it happened before but can't remember if i wrote about it or not).

My arms shoulders and biceps started to look like of tiktok models so since i restarted my walks, i take my 7 pounds dumbbells too. I started with one, today i took them both. It's very efficient, you don't get any muscular breakdown because your whole body is warmed up and have enough cooling through increased blood circulation, it does not require extra time and is an even better exercise for the heart.

When i stepped outside, there was smoke, confirming what i thought all morning, because of chocking inside. So i came back to grab a mask, i know it cuts more than half of it, from experience. The smoke lasted all the way to the hospital.

Many happened, maybe i will remember and write them later though i don't really feel like it. Ok one. When i got at the Natchez and 50th intersection, a professional maid car with LPN GAZ (which means gas in Romanian) and a brand on it "CLEANING AUTHORITY".

Yeah i know i did not take a shower since Sunday since i got a slight cold and occasional headaches after showers and i smell like the inside and especially the outside of the apartment building. I was planning to after the walk which is done OUTSIDE since i do perspire at lot during those and did not come within 30 ft of anybody.

But when i got at the park, a strong herbicide smell came to me (the wind was blowing from park's direction). Three cars with women at the wheel exiting the lot barred my passage and had to wait. I think the last one had an Oregon State official LPN. Things got better as i approached the kindergarten, when a literal ninja gardener was trimming the edge of the gras at the sidewalk, walking backwards towards me (not professional, not efficient) but i kept my calm.

But when i got back at the complex, from the parking lot a much stronger smell came and now even my clothes smells like it.

For some reason, a while ago my dumbbells peeled off like somebody hammered the edges and the sides started to flap as i walk. Yeah i tried to glue them once with two parts epoxy strong adhesive but then other sides started to fall apart etc.

5:18 Asta e pentru că am făcut mișto de rege. Ok.

9:30 Why do they call those points in a function when functions changes direction inflexion points?

Should be the opposite but anyways i think i am in one of those points where my whole Universe is changing direction. Romania is in a bigger trouble they can imagine, they were for the last 80 years ago i think it started with the big Earthquake in 1940 Bucharest when 1/4 of buildings there were destroyed or damaged.

It looks like i parred some of the recent blows, some by chance only, but if all politicians suddenly decided that politics there should implode, there's nothing that can be done.

On the other hand, i tried to imagine what the stretching marks on someone's skin are. In areas with changes in volume, like during pregnancy or with sudden changes in weight. I don't know about dynamics of body during pregnancy but what i know is, when i see those i see scars. I know how a scar looks like. Let me google this.

So it's true. We are tributary to a time during our evolution when we ate lots of meat. Killing mammoths or buffalo or other big game and while the strongest, the alphas ate the best parts, others, like desirable young girls the rest. You can imagine the results. (No, for a long time in our history they could not figure the link between sex and pregnancy and i think women were shared, with priorities).

We got all the collagen from there, no doubt about. So it's a nutrition thing. Poor nutrition during pregnancy will do it. Your body mobilizes all the resources for the baby while the belly grows and then kaboom, your skin breaks. It's that simple.

Without pregnancy. Women eat too much unbalanced food with much carbs and fat and even protein and not that part of meat with collagen which is cartilages, skin and it looks like our ancestors weren't too fussy about. Then they get fat and their skin cracks. It's that simple. Why only women. I don't know, could be hormonal. Could be the tendency to accumulate fat in butt and hips area, where the marks occur.

And some simply don't eat enough like i saw online. Most likely because of living in old apartment buildings. And then they get pregnant?

Today we got jello which is a good source. Most capsules for supplements have a a few hundred milligrams each (could be the only reason some supplements "work". Collagen supplements. Bone broth, name it.

The story is much longer with cellular matrix thinning and breaking down and possibly getting cancer because of that but i will stop here.

Best way to check it, look at your lips. When you start loosing collagen, your lips thin out. An old scar that gets soft, etc.. Wrinkles before their time. Yes, the reason women with big lips are said to me more attractive.

They say people loose collagen irreversibly with age, with most nothing left around 80 whey they break apart and die. There are diagrams with collagen in your body and age. Which one you like?