10:05 AM It's green everywhere. Then why do i perceive smoke above 75 in here today?

BTW there's a dog barking in the next building for hours now. Is that a double down or a continuation of what they did last night?

3:50 The black BMW from F4 is part of the chi blocking ritual always when there's a fresh poop outside. They start it only when we're eating. The color black and brand of car indicates high rank officials from Japan possibly on a diplomatic visa.

BTW right after i wrote about tai chi, they came with this horrible news. Trouble is it looks like they're getting closer to use them in wars.

I also wrote in the last few days several times about Hindu religion as one of the sources of inspiration for Scientology. From this event alone you can imagine who is in charge even in India. BTW i remember from newspapers during Ceaușescu, state visits were announced weeks ahead.) And he did participated in a lot of those. 

4:05 Went to smoke, saw the fresh poop, well hidden in grass, another vert young guy from F4 came with a i think bull terrier (another one, young, inexperienced) that jumped at me right in front of our door and he cut hid flight by holding him by the vest type leash (to protect the dog). I think they were trying to give me a heart attack, right when my coronary arteries were constricted by smoking. Yes i do have now some chest discomfort.

They did that a number of times in the past (not yet when i was smoking but i do not smoke for a long time and not a lot in general).

4:30 Went to take the poop, the black BMW is back here (ready for the next show), i saw a nervous slim not so tall blond woman in the distance coming from around the dumpster but i stopped at the hydrant to check for more poops and only saw her from a distance before she threw her bag, turned around and left, going uphill.

I think the whole idea was to prove i was following her and she was in self defense and since that did not happen she just threw that bag with whatever in it in the otherwise empty dumpster. Yes she could have been the one cursing two days ago in the back yard.

7:00 Overly aggressively polite the old woman with monkey face at Walgreens hypnotized me. First she was talking a lot with the woman in front of me, never finishing, promoting for a 500 dollar car lottery bla bla. I didn't know they can do that when other people are in line. Then she made do my card twice, first time it lasted about a minute until she told me to remove it when Progressing... changed to something else, did not have time to read.

Then when i got on the street, i stopped at the first stop sing waiting for it to turn green? Finally realized it was not a stop light and left.

Earlier at Walmart. One hundred people playing live theatre all around me. Occupying bays where i had my next stop. Getting too close for me from behind. The quality of the people doing it. They know use whiter Latinos for whites and blacks from Africa for American blacks etc..

But when i left the complex. No woman ever flittered with me in the US except her. I think others were trying in Romania, not knowing how or not knowing what they were doing (after comming out of 50 years of communism). I think others have tried but the expression on their face was sayin "no" or "coerced". (Gura zice vino-ncoace, ochiul zice du-te-ncolo, povestea vieții mele).

And now she had black hair, coming from Nyberg driving a dark blue van as i was waiting to get out of the complex, smiling and making all kinda faces as she passed close to my window, trying to remind of my last fantasy.

I don't really think she got the means to know and on her accounts (x, tiktok) she showed lots of knowledge of my past and present, like having access to the database of my life, or maybe there is a secret web site on the dark web where they display these things. The results of their mind reading or intrusion in my privacy.

Thinking maybe i will roll the window down?

This would be my third encounter in 3 days with her in the complex. Wondering what she's got. A pepper spray? Something heavier?

4th. There is a couple right now behind the sliding door/window and she looks familiar (the one from two days ago), same height and hair color. In the end passing head down, real close, moving kinda stiff, one hand at a time.

I think she's going through a make up marathon these days.

And BTW the pressure at the shower went down, there's got to be again a whole team supporting her in here.

Today i rememorized that event ten years ago when one night when Angela came from work at 1 or 2 AM and i went to search for poops under the deck and a bearded cop came and put his flashlight in my face, while i had one in my hand. Wondering what would have happened if i pointed it at him. Had a hard time convincing him i live behind that door. Then another cop came and things calmed down.

The next day was an earthquake in downtown Portland and then i found three marijuana buds under the deck, the size and shape of poops, in a zip tie bag the kind i was using. Threw them in the dumpster.

10:40 Syhthpop. See what i'm talking about? 

10:50 I opened the news, upstairs they started noises like someone running...

11:20 Ok i think i figured out why she went in real live looking for guys to p...g. Because i wrote about Orban's studios...

11:30 He again jumped out of couch, made a run at the bathroom, turned around. Released wall air in the room.

3:55 PM The missing link. Shintology. 

4:00 I had a picture with how Tom Cruise would look with 20 more pounds (no goatee, artist's rendition). In that picture he looked like my mechanic, David Diggins, of Computer Age Auto Service.

The picture is now gone (broken link). I remember his wife, Mary was looking older than him. Mary Hubbard @year 2000 would have been 59. I last saw both of them in 2002. He sent me a card saying he is moving to Texas. My boss at (x)IMU Bacău (1986-1999) looked like Hubbard. My roommate in the first trimester of the third year in HS looked like John Travolta. The name Ron L Hubbard (founder of Church of Scientology) is almost a perfect anagram of Buddha Reborn.

4;45 Between February and April 1996 Hilary Clinton acted as my (sloppy) court appointed attorney, Janet Anderson. In 1993, during Clinton administration, Scientology gained the tax exempt status as a religious organization.

Because i was arrested back then by singers Joan Jett, Lita Ford, posing as officers of the Vancouver Police, i delayed my application for citizenship for 30 years mainly because i did not know that only felonies in the past 5 years prior to application count. Besides i have been only arrested, the charges (two misdemeanors) were dismissed, after hiring the other attorney, James Mayhew, who later proved to be the talk show host Chris Matthews.


6:16 Yes Olivia Newton John was present as my colleague both in HS as Liliana Croitoru (Taylor) and at IMU Bacău (Machine Tools Enterprise) as Liliana Sânziana Toma. Officially no link with COS except the songs: We are magic, nothing can stand in our way (omnipotent thetans), Xanadu, Suspended in time, Hopelessly devoted, etc.. And the place in the movie with John Travolta, a key member of the COS.

6:30 Got three jars with Silvadene. Initially i had one from the office i did not use because it did not have an expiration date or name on it. Then they gave me a big one (400 gr) at Walgreens which was thicker (i don't know the expiration date). I did not use that one either, preferring Mupirocin. Finally started to use it in the month of April. On May 6 they gave me 6 small jars of 50 grams each of which i used 5 and misplaced one or two.

Friday i went to Walgreens and prankster Dee Dee Gatton, acting as a pharmacist said they were out of it. However the arrogant "burned" out masked guy "found" one little 50 gr jar. It was that one i took with me during my trip to Florence where we had 2 nights free at the Three Rivers hotel. With again missing sealant at the base of the toilet which made the room stink, especially when the "maids" where hitting the furniture and walls with the vacuum or slamming the nearby heavy doors for hours.

Finally remembered from last time there and put some sealant i bought at Ace Hardware around that seat. (No i did not want to call maintenance, cause who knows what celebrity they will send and complicate things even more).

But when i tried to use the Silvadene, i smelled it (i like to smell it) and it smelled like... rancid. I looked at the expiration date, May 2027. The 6 little jars i got on May 6 are 2028 but the content is thicker than the jar i got from the office. Angela confirms the rancid smell in that jar only.

I never knew mineral oil or petrolatum of which is made of can go rancid. But i did not use it, and used some Mupirocin instead (mixed with Amoxicillin from caps). It did not work as well as the vast amounts of Silvadene i use (again mixed with antibiotics) but at least my wound did not get (much) worse.

Standing, sitting but especially getting exposed to microwaves, from the very powerful wi-fi in the room and/or from the phones in the casino did make my wound worse, not only the wound but the whole surrounding area.

6:45 Upstairs, it was quiet for about 2 hours after we came when i started to wonder. Exactly in that moment they started, but moderately.

Then i ate and fell asleep a little and when i awoke i went to do the wound. With Silvadene this time. Exactly when i was done washing my leg in the tub and started to use the iodine, preparing for applying the Silvadene, he started to hit the floor, big time. Then he left when i was about to finish. 100 times dejavu scene. Kinda the same intensity as they did it at the hotel.

7:00 How can this be legal. Infiltrating and stealing government documents. Torturing one with noises from the other room with a feedback on his/her emotions? Ok it was written in the 80s, or after Operation Snow White. 

7:19 Continuous, relentless, incessant, active, useless creaking of the floor upstairs slowly brought "wall smell" in the room when i lay next to the computer and Angela sleeps.

11:38 I did strike a (AI) nerve with my latest entries on the other blog. First there was an unprecedentedly loud exhaust noise (that first started yesterday). Then the base upstairs started.

12:00 PM Usually new ideas come to me while i post but upstairs she was browsing through music and changing rhythm several times until i forgot what i was posting, what i was doing, what was my plan for the next minutes and hours, etc.. Now it stopped and i have to reboot.

8:00 Just remembered. Yesterday when i bought a PC power cable and a box cutter at Bi-Mart in Florence i had to do the card twice. No explanation. Sir, you need to do it one more time. Ok, maybe i pulled it before it beeped or i heard another beep and pulled it but i am not sure.

10:30 Before, they were giving you bags at the grocery stores and that was an unbroken tradition. Then, it came the plastic of paper. Then, bring your bags from home. Then, it was "do you need a bag, it's five cents". More and more checkers today don't ask you anymore and that was the case today at Walmart.

And when you remember to ask for one, it's too late, the card being already done.

Came home, the bag with cherries broke and half of them spilled on the stairs in front of the door.

I drove back home only to write an entry here. Otherwise would have gone back to Walmart.

Don't know if anybody remembers when i wrote the story with Silvadene at Walmart. When first prescribed Silvadene (Silver sulfonamide that is) i had a 400 gr prescription) which is for packing my wound.

They were out of it and said it will be 4 days. So i transferred my prescription to Walgreens in Lower Boones Ferry and they were out of the big jars of 400 gr and they sent me to Capitol. In the rain, my bandage went loose and my would got exposed. However they gave it to me one hour after i asked Walmart (Angela actually) to transfer it.

Then i transferred the prescription back at Walmart (for convenience) but they filled it with 6 little jars of 50 gr each (300 gr only) and i used it more than once daily and i am out of it again.

So yesterday i tried to fill it online at Walmart (again, in Tigard) but the site said it was too soon. So when i went to Walmart, they told me that i had 3 grams a day using direction and that should have lasted for 100 days. But then i asked them why they did not give me 400 gr as the prescription said and bla bla and in the end they said they were out of it anyways.

So i asked them to transfer it to Capitol and they said they are sending the fax "right now" so i drove to Capitol where the man asked me for all the data and said he was going to fill a request for Walmart to transfer the prescription however it make take one to two days. So i said i will drive back to Walmart to get the physical paper with the transfer however i changed my mind and came to write here.

Otherwise it may take for ever to get it. BTW in the meantime i started to have chills from the big relapse i had in the last days after the contamination of the microwave. I was better this morning but now after doing a carwash, going to DEQ (last possible day), Walmart and Walgreens.

Everywhere i go there are people in parking lots and store that seem to have come there just to cross paths with me, play little pranks etc..

12:05 PM Yey! I managed to grab a small 50 gr jar at Walgreens on Capitol (though two persons there said first they are out of stock), after i went to Walmart one more time, got a copy of the fax and then went to Walgreens. The fax was sent at 10:52 or after i wrote here though. I now remember last time i (partly) filled this at Walmart they gave me 6x50 grams jars but they also had it in tubes which i forgot to ask today.

I even found a visitor spot (last one) however i almost stepped into one with diarheaa at the door. Payed 31 bucks though it should still be covered by insurance since i never took the whole prescribed 400 grams.

I asked to talk to the pharmacist and tried to explain to her that you could not pack a wound with 3 grams of Silvadene but she kept me telling that i had to talk to the doctor to modify the directions. Did not have problems in the past filling a prescription if i did not follow directions and/or was out of insurance limitations.

The pharmacist seemed familiar, she looked like Dee Dee Gatton.

She kept re-arranging her clothes with a nervous gestures, just to underline her... upper body? But why did she have an accent?

Using Silvadene is a wasteful process. Most of it gets sucked in the tissues making the gauze, pad and again gauze on top. In a couple of hours the skin on the wound is actually dry and you have to do it again. Lately i just add some Silvadene after a few hours without removing those and it seems to work cause the tissues get saturated.

12:50 I talked to this guy at DEQ today. He did the computer work, twice, cause the first time "he kept adding zeroes" and "my car would now have one million miles on it". The first time he did it he kept talking to a guy. I heard the world "wife" and "i wouldn't go there".

I complained about a physical divider being added on the Tualatin Sherwood Hwy so people could not make a left turn to got at DEQ when comming from east, or a left turn when getting out, the alternative being an U turn a few hundred feet further or a left turn on the previous street and then comming around and around but who can remember that one or two years wen you go again.

He said "they hate us!" (the county). He also said that to this day (they did that last fall) i was the only one complaining.

I believe everybody hates them. (Wouldn't it be oh so much better if they stopped doing it altogether like in neighboring California and Washington). Paying them 200 bucks for a sticker is bad enough, but the time wasted.

Yes i nearly got in an accident, several times in my way back (the traffic stopped suddenly in front of me, things like that). I believe they do this, make me talk to important people and then they create conditions for an accident so that person would be the last one i talked to before.

After being about 4 hours in traffic and store, standing, sitting, i got the chills again. My leg was hurting most of the time.

All in half day. Today when Angela gets here we leave for the coast, we got two days free in a hotel.

8:05 AM Fă Fără Frică Fie Formele Făcute. Legea celor 6 F pe care o știu de la proful de fizică din liceu. Document everything. Știu că nu poate verifica nimeni ce scriu, pe moment, dar în timp după ce oamenii vor vedea că ce scriu eu se coro... se confirmă cu alte chestii pe care le scriu de ani și pe care le voi mai scrie, încep să le creadă.

Apropo. Ciocănitoarea. Prin 86-87 am stat câteva luni la o mașină de scris electrică care de fapt era pentru perforat benzi pentru mașinile CNC primitive cu programe pe benzi perforate de pe vremea aia și am scris o așa numită Notă de Fundamentare, o justificare birocratică pentru a obține un calculator  (Independent, numele e legat de 100 de ani de la independență, de fapt clonat după americani) pentru proiectare, calculatoare care pe vremea aia erau folosite doar de oficiile de calcul.

Chestia era despărțită de Oficiul de Calcul de un perete de sticlă și zgomotul de la mașina de scris le înnebunea pe operatoarele alea, și au numit-o "ciocănitoarea". Însă și ele perforau cartele acolo și făceau un zgomot asemănător.

Nota de Fundamentare ajungea la Centrala (de Mașini Unelte) unde era un tip, Năsărâmbă, care avea ca sarcină implementarea proiectării asistate de calculator pe toată centrala care avea în subordine nu știu, vreo 15 uzine mari de mașini unelte din toată țara, datoria României și a lui Ceaușescu și unde, după aprobare, se transforma într-o repartiție de calculator pe care am fost eu personal cu o mașină cu remorcă și l-am adus la IMU după care l-am și instalat.

A fost o lungă bătălie cu Oficiul de Calcul care îl voiau și ei. Ajunsese calculatorul în curtea fabricii și nu știu ce am făcut, am stat cred o noapte acolo ca să nu mi-l ia ei, ceva de genul ăsta. Ce voiam să spun e că m-a obișnuit puțin cu scrisul și birocrația. Argumentarea pe probleme tehnice. Am continuat la AVX unde trebuia să scriu tot ce făceam eu și ceilalți tehnicieni din testing, un job de 4 ore pe săptămână.

Singura chestie e că îmi consumă timpul și m-am cam săturat, însă astăzi scriu cu chef fiindcă voi arăta o chestie care m-a enervat foarte tare. Asta după ce mi-am cerut voie de la Angela, fiindcă nu pot s-o mai ajut cu breakfast-ul. Oricum, mai mult de formă fiindcă nu e loc pentru două persoane în chicineta aia.

Deci m-am apucat să-mi fac rana. E mai aproape ca niciodată să se închidă, marginile s-au atins într-un punct dar încă nu au făcut "bridge". Nu prea am avut dureri sau frisoane, linia aia roșie de infecție care a apărut după chiuretare parțială de către doctor a dispărut, rana are acum 3-4 mm în lățime și aveam o durere vagă "de dimineață" în tot piciorul, din alea care dispar după ce te ridici din pat și începi să umble, ambulatoriu, în gleznă, pulpă și talpă.

Deci am spălat bine piciorul cu furtunul de la duș și săpun "de trandafiri" (care nu are nimic de trandafiri în el), am dezinfectat cu iod și am început să-mi prepar unguentele. 10 cm de mupirocin (dintr-un tub de 22 grame care se duce foarte repete) într-un căpăcel mic de plastic (de la soluție salină sterilă).

Am sfărâmat într-un creuzet de ceramică pe care îl am de pe Amazon jumătate de comprimat de Amoxicilin și jumătate de Augmentin (încerc să fac economie de Augmentin care e foarte scump) și am presărat cam 100 mg pe mupirocin după care am amestecat și aplicat pe rană.

Separat în alt căpăcel am pus 2-3 cm cubi de cremă de Silverdane, care e pufoasă (o emulsie cu apă și aer) și am pus restul de 800 mg de praf de antibiotic și am amestecat normal și am început să ung restul tot ce e vag dureros și inflamat din jurul ranei.

 Ultima procedură pe care o folosesc de vreo săptămână după zeci de alte combinații.

Nu aplic Silvadene pe rană fiindcă macerează marginile și îngreunează (încetinește) foarte mult vindecarea. Ok deci când am început să aplic Silvadene mi-am dat seama că nu are aceeași consistență ca ieri.

Când am fost la Walmart să iau Silvadene ultima dată era acolo un tip care era foarte înalt, mai înalt ca mine, blond și cu sprâncenele foarte galbene, care semăna cu Iohannis, dacă nu erau sprâncenele. Tipa aia mi-a spus că nu are Silvadene în borcane (de plastic) de 400 grame așa cum era rețeta și în va da 6 containere mai mici care aveau fiecare o etichetă lipită cu numele meu (am cerut rețeta pe site) dar tipa a găsit o greșeală pe etichetă și le-a tipărit din nou și m-a ținut acolo în picioare cel puțin jumătate de oră în timp ce tipul înalt răsfoia telefonul pe o bancă în spatele meu.

Puteam să plec și să mă întorc, dar nu am înțeles ce face și ea nu mi-a spus și eu cam pluteam de la fumul de la apartament.

Ok deci azi am văzut că acea cremă din cutiuța folosită ieri era mai puțin vâscoasă ca ieri și m-am mirat. Am șters deci tot ce am pus pe rană, am dezinfectat din nou cu iod, de două ori, și am repetat procedura, am făcut amestecurile din alt recipient și pentru asta am consumat mai mult de o oră, timp în care piciorul mi s-a răcit și a început să mă doară.

Și aici ajung unde am vrut. Când am fost prima dată la doctorul Savaser, mi-au dat un recipient cu Slivadene din ăsta, o cutiuță, fără nume de producător, pe care scria doar Silvadene, ca să am până îmi iau rețeta de la Walmart. Dar la Walmart (același unde m-am întâlnit cu tipul) nu aveau borrcane din alea și trebuia să aștept 4 zile, și am transferat rețeta la Walgreens, unde aveau tot așa recipiente mai mici și am transferat rețeta la alt Walgreens, între timp mi s-a desfăcut bandajul, ploua, mi s-a udat puțin rana etc..

Fiindcă nu avea pe el numele meu nu am vrut să folosesc acel sample (eșantion gratuit) și am început direct din borcanul mare. Însă mi s-a părut că mă ustură și nu l-am folosit, decât mai recent (ultima lună), când nimic altceva nu mai mergea.

La un moment dat, acum câteva zile, înainte de faza cu 6 recipiente, borcanul de 400 grame s-a terminat și am rămas fără într-o seară și am luat la rând sample acela de la doctor, însă crema avea o consistență cam la jumătate din cea de la farmacie și un miros mult mai slab. Nu știu, putea să fi fost alt producător, altă formulă, însă pe recipient era o etichetă pe care scria Silvadene, care este un brand.

Deci ieri, azi s-a repetat faza așa că am luat decizia de a repeta procedura și apoi am consumat încă jumătate de oră ca să scriu aici. Apropo, eu fac rana de 3-4 ori pe zi cu până la o oră timp consumat de fiecare dată, de 4 luni. Materialele pentru împachetare mă costă cam 5 dolari o dată.

Ca să nu mai spun că am început să am frisoane, să mă doară și mă gândesc să iau iar Augmentin oral, ceva de care m-am săturat la modul absolut. Printre altele, îmi vine gustul acela de acid clavulanic din stomac înapoi în gură și îl simt tot timpul dar s-ar putea să nu am ce face.

Știu când e nașpa, atunci când încep să mă doară degetele de la mâni când scriu pe tastatură sau cartilagiul nasului când îl ating (sepsis, septicemie, care se manifestă însă doar în zonele afectate în trecut de radiație de microunde de la laptop, telefon, etc), adică mâni, față, picioare, piept etc..

Însă ceva din praful ăla amestecat în unguente (cam 1000 mg în total), dacă nu majoritatea, ajunge și sistemic pe care deja o simt, după vreo oră, frisoanele încep să dispară, degetele nu mă mai dor așa tare etc..

11:20 Da și imediat maimuțărelile. Mă chinui o oră să scriu ce am scris mai sus și vin și ei cu ceva asemănător ca să uite lumea. Multe altele, pe toate subiectele abordate de mine. Sunt curios, cine coordonează chestiile astea, dracul in iad?

11:45 Am dormit puțin, m-am obosit mult cu ce am postat dimineață (mai sus) am ațipit acum 10 minute, m-au trezit cu mici zgomote de sus dar mi s-au resetat neurotransmițătorii și mi-am amintit ce am vrut să (completez la ca am scris) ieri. Faza cu eruoii care înoată în sus pe Dunăre.

Nu mai dorm, mă duc să schimb uleiul, fără să schimb filtrul, îl trag cu pompa în 5 minute, pun altul în alte 5, s-a înnegrit, se depune carbon pe semeringuri care se blochează în canalele lor pline de carbon, nu se mai expandează suficient, apar scăpări de gaze pe lângă, pierdere de putere și consum abrupt de ulei.

12:25 Cea mai rapidă schimbare de ulei pe care am făcut-o vreodată (fără filtru), cam în zece minute. Normal mașina cere 5W20, ultima dată am completat cu mai puțin de un litru de  5W30 și a început să consume catastrofal pe la 1500 mile.

Cred că e mai bun uleiul subțire, ca să deblocheze semeringurile. Motorul are 180k mile, (289k km), la ce să mă mai aștept.

Însă are un consum foarte bun, ieri am avut în jur de 40 mile pe galon sau 7.06 la sută în afară de localitate tot timpul.

12:25 Cea mai rapidă schimbare de ulei pe care am făcut-o vreodată (fără filtru), cam în zece minute. Normal mașina cere 5W20, ultima dată am completat cu mai puțin de un litru de  5W30 și a început să consume catastrofal de pe la 1500 mile.

Cred că e mai bun uleiul subțire, ca să deblocheze semeringurile. Motorul are 180k mile, (289k km), la ce să mă mai aștept.

Însă are un consum foarte bun, ieri am avut în jur de 40 mile pe galon sau 7.06 la sută în afară de localitate tot timpul.

10:20 PM Vandana Bindal (not Rana) is the only doctor left at Interna Medical Consultant that was there in 2005 when i stopped going there (after i lost my insurance and went on Medicare). She saw me once or twice. Back in the day i was going to see them 2 or 3 times a week due to "anxiety attacks" which were actually real attacks done by my neighbors and management. Mostly shortness of breath due to unrecognized nasal congestion,

But before Vandana i was seeing a nurse there, i forgot her name. I think it was Ann or something and last name showing Nordic origin. How could i have forgotten. I think that i should give them a call tomorrow but who knows what show they're gonna put. Or dig into my old records and bills. Anderson maybe?

On a hunch i did a search tonight and it looks like it was the original Christine Chapel. From the original series, which i was not aware of (don't know if i saw the original series at that point in time) but even after i did i remember nothing of a nurse Chapel, i only remember of the doctor, of the trio Spock, Kirk and the doctor (does he have a name?).

No i do not want to ruin her life. She was always nice to me even when she gave me a complete physical. She taught me to use a decongestant which i used for 2 years and then intermittent and that kept me from going to ERs and hospitals ever since. I owe her that much.

What i want is to show there is a continuity with nurses Chapel in my life, nothing else. No i am not seeing nurse Chapel as a nurse these days, i only spoke to her once on a 100+ degrees temperature when she dropped her lighter next to my porch and was wearing something very related to bikinis, but her friends are upstairs and right now are trying to demolish the building (or stop me from writing this or anything).

Also her real name Hudec is familiar to me from Câmpulung of the melting pot called Bucovina, though a bit different and i googled and i got the confirmation. Both Slovakia and the Czech Republic were, like Bucovina, part of the Australo-Hungarian Empire, so she could have been a client.

11:00 Upstairs it sounds like wrestling on the floor.

11:30 On my road back from the beach i have figured how i got the oil leak. I only did oil changes myself or went to one single Jiffy Luhe location a couple of times. I think they tried to put in there a a wrong oil filter which was leaking at the test. Then they over tightened it and damaged the mating surface.

Ever since it leaks oil which get sprayed by the air current on the exhaust pipe which prompts others to smoke me on the road.

Problem got worse after i bought a (visually) defective or counterfeit OEM oil filter on Amazon, and then coincidentally another one at Autozone and then i switched to STP brand from Autozone which probably has a harder rubber seal that do not "copy" the damaged mating surface.

The differences between those two filters shown in that blog post linked above are minor though, could be a different supplier, and the concern was with missing parts of seal between filter media and whatever bottom or bypass valve and that is internal to the filter.

I also never put in there filters without gasket because i always rub the gasket with oil as recommended and would have seen.

11:35 AM Don't know how to say this, didn't in the past because i am perplexed because of just happened. They also managed to completely mess my day up to this point.

Would be not the first time when i brushed with (ex) President Iohannis here in the US, but this time there is the question of time. While i just wrote last night about the saxons of Romania, doubting he belonged to that very diluted now community, he managed to pop at Walmart today, showing slight facial modification sort of like those done in Star Trek by Federation when they wanted to infiltrate a population "to gather data". Yeah he could have made it with a private jet.

But i am familiar with the technique of seeding doubt to my saying or writings which i call quantum superposition of information at macro or social scale.

In other words, if i write or say (or sometimes only think of) something of consequence, they start creating confusing noise on the same subject and the best way to do it is bring in my way the actors involved.

Or it could be they are just trying to place an anchor to an event in case it happened, like if i get involved in an accident on my way back (it almost happened when i went in there, i will explain later) so they can take credit by not doing nothing, by just like being there before it happened.

Either way, i was made to wait a lot in line at Walmart Pharmacy and then at the counter while the pharmacist was playing doctor with me for about half hour and he was there at another counter acting perfectly normal, picking a prescription or something and then sitting on a bench bla bla.

This time, not with his (middle) name in the role of a bully on trucks on freeways with the logo WERNER or the sausage and jerky brand WERNER at Spirit Mountain food court, but with other purposes, more likely more than one, all conceived in hell.

11:47 I have to use my old truck from time to time to verify it works, to justify a parking space, etc..

So earlier i just went and drove it to Walmart to pick a couple of prescription. Last time i used it, about a month ago i washed it, put some pressure in the tires, they are new tires, with maybe a thousand miles on i bought at Les Schwhab, one is leaking (i think right front), it drives like a snake on a conveyer belt, going in all direction and the windshield fluid pump relay is working intermittently.

The windshield was covered with dust and pollen and stuff, but this time the pump started right away. However it took minutes to clean the windshield, was even thinking to go to the carwash again while i was driving on the main alley. In the distance there was a guy with a neon vest doing whatever. Catching my eye?

When i got at the office i saw through the dirty windshield hit by the Sun from the front left direction a shadow moving in my peripheral view and when i looked, i saw a maintenance cart that just started to get in my way from the right (and Sun's direction) and i hit the breaks and then he stopped and let me pass which i hesitated.

Before i left. I put a Michelina in the microwave, cut a piece of fried chicken in pieces and put it in it to cool it down, and then they started. A huge pickup with a water tank on top came to... wash a sewer entrance accros the alley? Cause i did not see what they were doing, though they were where they worked on sewer what, in summer for months for the last years.

It was vibrating the air and building with its engine and probably raised some smell from that sewer.

I wrote about my wound getting re-infected during last weekend. It is geting bad especially if i stand and today they kept me at Walmart Pharmacy close to one hour. I remember the first time i went to pick this prescription they did not have it there and they said i have to wait 4 days and then i transferred the prescription to Walgreens and they did not have it at that location and then i went to a different location, by bandage fell and would got exposed to rain.

So yeah this is how it's been so far. My day.

2:09 During the long process of healing my heel wound that lasted so far 4 months i noticed many advancement and set backs. There are factors that favor the acceleration of the healing process and others that are doing the opposite.

Let me mention a few.

Temperature. Optimal wound healing temperature is body temperature. That is difficult to maintain without covering the wound and reducing the atmospheric oxygen that helps with oxygenation especially in cases of poor circulation in lower limbs.

Circulation. Luckily i don't have peripheral arterial disease. However i do have venous insufficiency. You can improve venous circulation by elevating your legs. Got an air mat folded in two under my legs as i write this.

If you do that several hours a day it improves the wound healing a lot.

Dressing. There are a lot of ideas in how to dress a wound and every doctor i met had a slightly different approach. I use a combination. That is in the last weeks or even days, after i tried many.

First i soak the wound with iodine povidone, aqueous. Several times. Then i apply a mixture of Mupirocine and crushed Augmentin (as a powder). Not a lot of Augmentin. I rub the infected areas around the wound with that too.

Then i apply a piece of sterile gauze, an 5x8 surgical absorbent pad and wrap it all with gauze which i reuse several times (a day), they are about 1.50 a piece. All the supplies cost me about 5 dollars per pack and i do it several times a day. I secure the gauze with elastic bandage (reusable, washable) and if i go out, i put a diabetics sock on top of everything.

Last night i think i reached optimal care level. Cannot be done better than this. After three days of infection due to a crazy, careless weekend, when i drove 400 miles, stood, walked, sat, drank and smoked, i finally got pain free and almost infection free. And a nice surprise.

All the wound bed this morning was filled with white fibrin (proliferation phase), which is a precursor to granulating (cellular growth or repair). From the bottom up. So far, given the surface the wound had only healed from outside in (sideways) which is excruciating slow. It was a sign i could be days away from complete closure.

However. I ran out of some supplies (which BTW i did not even use at the next pack and probably will not cause i am going now with a different formula) and went to Walmart. In there they were waiting for me.

First a guy who looked both like a native American and Patrick Monahan from Train. A sign that what i said about Native Americans and Irish might be true.

However he was not friendly. Walked really fast and cut me almost violently and then bend in front, in the other direction, and stood like that in a strained position for a minute and then he went to a check stand, always covering his face with the phone. I think it is/was a deliberate action that might have triggered a psychosomatic reaction and reducing peripheral blood supply.

Then i walked at Pharmacy where she started her charades. That i had one or two prescriptions ready. That they did not have the jars with the prescribed amount and they gave me several smaller jars, which they refused to do the first time when i had to transfer the prescription to Walgreens (and then i transferred back at Walmart).

The refill was not ready as the web site said. She removed all the labels from the smaller containers and put others which required many minutes. She was moving very slowly. Right behind me on a bench was sitting him, kinda preventing me from going to sit on that bench without getting real close etc..

During the whole period i was like floating. Could have said ok, i will come later and leave and let Angela pick it when she gets from work. Ok now i remember. I did not know how long it's gonna last. I was at the counter. They never kept me like that at the counter.

Also i was like paralyzed and i think i know why, The constant smoke, mold and poop smell.

When i got home there was a fresh poop right in front of the only parking space available (the same i used for my trucks for the prior weeks).

And the wound started to hurt and when i looked i saw most of the new fibrin simply disappeared, the wound was open again etc.. Here is a comparison, two pictures one taken this morning and one afternoon (after i put the iodine). The apartment smells like poop like yesterday. Got to be one somewhere around real close, like yesterday at the hydrant.

Yeah i know the whole wound episode is analogous to the closing of Hormuz straight.

11:40 If i had any doubt left now it's gone. It has to be her. I don't have any means to rip a piece of a Paramount movie so you have go at that episode and minute and play for yourself and listen and then compare with her tiktok videos, especially those showing frustration.

11:11 Zupe vine de la pronunția germană.

1:40 PM Every time i do the wound with the new ointment (Silver Sulfadiazine) i get the chills. The doctor's office called Walmart two days ago and that would be 48 hours and Angela went to pick it today and they said they had to order it from their warehouse and it will be Tuesday. That makes 4 days delay.

I signed into Walgreens account and tried to transfer the prescription online and the estimated pick-up time is tomorrow. That is if they can successfully transfer it. I have been on the phone waiting to speak to a pharmacist while being second in line for 15 minutes.

Trouble is get the chills every time after i do the wound for longer and longer and the jar they gave us at Emanuel Legacy does not have a manufacturer name, expiration date or any date on it. It was filled from a bigger jar and it has a label that says SILVADENE.

I think i will try to call the clinic to ask them to send a new prescription at Walgreens.

1:55 Ok they don't answer calls on Sundays. I left a message.        

3:10 PM. Angela was on the phone with Walmart for 30 minutes, mostly waiting. They just told her "We're transferring it. We're working on it right now" and they hung up.

I told  her to try and transfer it to a different Walmart or maybe we should just call a different Walmart to see if they have it in stock cause i believe the prescription can be picked at any Walmart but the woman on the phone just hung up.

3:20 She just called again and they said they transferred the prescription to Walgreens. But they are next to impossible to catch on the phone.

3:40 Angela left for Walgreens. Again.

6:33 Where she waited for more than half hour until i called Walmart in Hillsboro. They said they had it but did not ask about size. She said (heavy Asian accent) she would tranferr the prescription over there and then she would call me back. From what i know, there is no need to transfer a prescription from one Walmart store to another.

One thing i know by now. When a guy from Walmart Pharmacy says they will call you back, they never will. So i called again. This time an American women said something like the other was on the phone. Then she came and talked to me and she said the prescription at Walmart in Tigard has been moved to Walgreens where Angela was. I called Angela, they could not confirm. So Angela came home.

I called Walmart in Tigard now. The guy said he faxed the prescription to Walgreens in Lake Oswego. This time i got mad, got my shoes on, kept fighting with Angela (the cognitive smoke flooding the building and then Walgreens in Lake Oswego).

There i waited in the parking lot for more than half hour, got out of the car, went to find Angela inside. She was just coming out, saying they don't have it in the right size, we have to go to Walgreens on Capitol, 4.8 miles away. When i looked, i saw my bandage was undone and the wound exposed directly to rain.

I vaguely knew where it was, but Angela put it on google maps (our GPS sometimes can not find the addresses whatever) and started and while driving i remembered the way (kind of) and then google maps went to sleep. Finally found it, waited again about 20-30 minutes while there was a mini parade (like at the other Walgreens) in the parking lot and then she came out of the store with a bag in her hands. We got it.

A 6 hours saga involving 4 pharmacies, more than ten phone calls (including with Angela), 4 trips and much rage, all under the heavy influence of the unidentified smoke. All reminding of the mazes of Kafka.

Then i washed my hands, the skin around the wound with alcohol, the wound with saline, put some stuff from the sealed 400 gr jar, did not get more hot flashes (though i already some from the road, maybe from cellular or wi-fi signal and/or cold).

6:53 I was relaxing after writing the above paragraphs when a heavy person started an exaggerated walk upstairs. Stump stump stump stump back and forth in the bedroom or right on top of me.

I forgot to take the picture when i did the bandages but i think i had a setback. Like every time i went for a dr. visit or exam and today fighting half day for my prescription ointment.

Here they go again upstairs.

11:40 It has been a couple of hours since someone is walking relentlessly upstairs in the bedroom with much creaking of the floor.

6:47 AM I feel the high BP in my areas most affected by cell phone usage in the past, mostly parotid (salivary) glands, areas around my right eye. I woke up after a sleep cycle, having a nightmare at the end. BP was over 200/100. Nauseated.

Very dehydrdated. Took some charcoal caps, made some chamomile tea but was too nauseated to drink it. Finally drank some, i took my BP several times, it went down to 184/100. Planning on taking some lisinopril but still have that charcoal in my stomach, it may absorb it, had to let it pass for about one hour.

Was thinking to upload the files with the noise yesterday when i got outside, first to gather poops and then to go at Walmart, pick my insulin cause i'm running out of it.

As i walked out the door, a terrible noise was coming from both uphill and now downhill. I found out what the're doing downhill. A walking path to go paralel with this complex and to the other and then somewhere else, maybe a half mile in total. They carry all the soil they dig back at the street. Guaranteed noise from trucks and excavators for at least one more month.

Unfortunately my phone's recorder is designed to adjust recording volume automatically according to the sound level, for better voice recording, and yesterday it went down because of noise towards the end of each recording but i can tell it was at least 70 dB. It was like beating in metal parts, big engines running, a 100 dB beep and then a helicopter flew just above tree levels. I felt i was about to faint.

While i was preparing the upload, as soon as they figured what i am planning to do, both the guys from upstairs, the ones from accross started their noisy SUVs, to illustrate what i was about to say.

As temperature outside dropped (44 F, 6 C right now) the poop smell situation got a bit better. Yesterday again had to pick more than 10.

8:05 Earlier i drilled a hole in the drawer i use as desk and put a screw in it and installed my microwave meter in there so it is always visible. As soon as i connected the card reader to transfer those audio files in the PC, the wi-fi started again by itself, the meter started to beep,  putting out significant signal levels (way above my pain treshhold if exposed for more than a few secons) though it was at 2 meters distance. Who knows for how long it was doing this.

9:03 Yeah. Who can understand Windows and women. And who is reading and broadcasting my thoughts. 

1:08 PM Îmi cer scuze pentru ce am spus mai devreme despre accidentul din Rahova. pe baza unor poze de foarte joasă rezoluție.

Blocul pare a fi din prefabricate de beton armat, se văd armături din care unele (lungi, verticale) sunt smulse (beton prea fragil? trebuie analizat) deși în partea de sus se văd și blocuri din fibră izolantă presată. Se pare că cel puțin la camera din colț (baia) trei etaje nu două a fost dărâmate, deci baia a fost plină cu gaz.

Am mai văzut în presă cazuri de explozii de gaz cu butelii dar niciodată cu distrugerea structurii clădirii.

Mai există posibilitatea ca în gazul respectiv să nu fi fost destul mercaptan (pentru identificare, alarmare), metanul neavând nici un miros.


1:40 Sombedy or something has destroyed my sound recorder. First it started to rattle inside, though i have not dropped it and now it does not connect to the computer so i can't record the noises from upstairs.

2:52 PM I think i saw her the other day in the parking lot, heard them talking while living this morning. Then he came back, creeked the floor until i started to search for him and saw her with him in a video. She was the one who dropped her lighter from the balcony weeks ago. 

3:00 Must have pricked my fingers hundreds of times to check for BG. However after he did it for A1C (and the drop was smaller than mine) it won't stop bleeding and my finger is sore to this day. He did it in such a way he covered my hand with his body and haven't seen what he has done. Since that day by BP is permanentely elevated.

3:54 I went at the Wagreens pharmachy to pick something very important for Angela. Before that, i gathered three poops, one gigantic, one with diarhea. Got contaminated with it while breathing from close distance.

At the nearby apartments (the other side of the building, how can they tolerate that) they were clattering flatware like for preparing an early dinner like they do many times when i go for poops. Got nauseated. Building is surrounded by smoke. Had to take two charcoal caps.

However at the Walgreens store drive-in was closed and there was a big sign in front of the store saying Pharmacy is temporarily closed, with a least of nearby Walgreens pharmacies and addresses. Angela having trouble understanding what happened.

She just called the Urgent Care at Providence Bridgeport to transfer the prescription at Walmart but the assistant said only a doctor can do it and she will call us back. It's a pesscription ointment for back pain.

6:22 I went to Walmart, the prescription was there but not covered by insurance. The product was on the shelf as well. There is a weird smoke outside that may contribute to both high BP. At Walmart, could barely walk because of it. Did not have this before my A1C test.

7:00 Was just thinking to write about how the tragedy in Romania happened minutes after i mentioned the Schauberger implosion (not saying he did it but it was worth mentioning) and a car alarm started in the parking lot and ran for a minute. One of the first reactions to the tragedy was of a guy who said something like the building was designed to withstand gravity and dyanimc loads but not for an explosion.

6:20 Dancing, painting elephant. Curves are also geometry, aren't they and elephants have very good memory. 

7:00 Don't know if i made myself clear but around 4th of July i got the broken pin of a pushpin into one of my toes. For some reason i can't explain i did not feel it. It started to hurt, swell and become red and i put on it a finger from a rubber glove with some antibiotic dust and the symptoms were almost gone the next couple of days.

However i asked Angela to look on the other side i could not see and she saw the pin and removed it. The finger also looked soak with perspiration and i did not put the rubber finger no more. In a few days it went back red and swollen and i started to have pain and stiffness in the leg, calf, big muscles above knees, that in the next days started to spread in my whole body.

I kept putting antibiotics patches everywhere it was hurting or it waw becoming stiff and that kept the symptoms mild however in the 5th day after puncture i guess i went to Walgreens for a shot. Too late, but i wanted to make sure it won't happen again to me. 

Though there are questions. If you develop TT do you become immune after or it is only the shot that gives you 5-10 years immunity.

However the injection site started to hurt more than the puncture at the toe and pain started to spread to the back and shoulder, really scary. In that day i think i put ten patches around it. That pain started to subside after a week or so.

Ever since i put patches and i am getting close to the 21 day (max period of incubation for TT), and after that the disease subsides in a month or so. About 10 days ago i drove behind a pickup that had uncovered construction materials, that were exposed to mineral dust.

That gave me pain and inflammation throughout my body on top of what i had. I told Angela, we should again replace the cabin filter that got contaminated with it. That stuff is so fine it goes through any filter and is better to wash the car and replace the filter if that happen.

In the past week i washed the carpet in the living twice and once in the bedroom and it was very dirty, i got to smell the smell after, one million droplets all over my body, kept patching myself fighting the infection etc.. I was so busy i forgot about and Angela drove the car like that for another week and Thursday i guess we went to Spirit Mountain and got again chills all over and again i forgot about.

Yesterday at Lincoln City i went in an Autozone store there to buy a filter. The guy in the store kept asking me the same questions over and over, like he was not paying attention (a form of bullying) and in the end he asked me "по русски?" which is the short form of "а ты говоришь по русски" and told him "no" cause i don't speak Russian but i know this much, for being so closed to the Soviet Union until 89 and sometimes watching Russian TV cause our TV was only 2 hours a day and those mostly showing Ceaușescu.

Then he said  he took Russian in high school.

And the night before. Checked in the hotel, it looks like they fixed the sewer behind it, i went to buy cigarettes (on foot, not to loose my spot) cause i sat on my pack in the and broke most of them (i only had a few) and went in the back of the hotel (it's more like a motel) to smoke wondering why they don't have cigarette disposals in the parking lot or near the entrances.

Reminiscing of the other weekend when i found two green bags at the corner of the building (got again a room at one end) that were picked by Trevor Horn (who was dressed like a maintenance guy) after i had a conversation with him.

So Saturday when i was smoking i saw a small dog coming to pee at a sign near me that was again at the corner of the building, in wind's direction and was wondering again what else he did, and then the dog ran to a woman at the entrance facing the ocean of a room at ground level who looked vaguely familiar, from more than 100 ft while blinded by the sunset.

So i went and looked and what did i see. The biggest dog poop ever, bigger than a human's. Or was it. Maybe it was from a bear. I don't know, never seen anything quite like that (yeah i know i keep repeating it, cause it's true every time). Under it, the grass started to become yellow so it's been in there for quite some time. I went in the room to grab a bag, anything, and i took it to a dog waste disposal box in the parking lot (the nearest, they were several).
But there, what do i see. I could almost not push the thing inside because it was full. I mean, could have been up to 50 pounds of dog waste in there. Wondering how well it was sealed and looking at wind's direction.

Then i went in the room and was sitting/laying in bed, tired, with pains all over from the dust in the car, chills and getting kinda depressed, for several hours, No TV, no nothing. Staring at the wall, just listening to the therapeutic sound of the ocean. Could have napped for a few minutes, i don't know. At times i went at the table near the window to eat and drink. An older once good looking woman put up a show at the entrance of the woman with the dog i guess.

Present. Went to the kitchen area, cooked some breakfast, had fries in the oven, made some omelet, put a hot dog in the microwave, started to eat (yea i agree, in a hurry), came back at the computer, saw the image above thinking i have to go and dispose of the new ones (last night i found quite a few when i got back home) when a dysphagia episode hit me. Did not wait a lot, went and vomited, here i am back at the computer, eating again.

Sunday morning, after i bought the filter, went south on 101, looking for a carwash. Found one in Newport i guess, semi-manual, two people were washing the car before and one was drying it after. I asked them to do the grill, the woman told me i should stay in the car, i think she was some sort of political figure whatever.

There is an intersection in Newport where you always have to wait for minutes (i mean on Sundays and stuff) right under a cell tower and the meter is always showing high signal there.

Then we drove south, it was ok for a while with the new filter and stuff, until we climbed a hill (when close to Florence) and i felt the smell of exhaust in the cabin and i realized we had a smoke ahead, for some time. So i pulled the filter, it was stinking and continued without one.

But then i realized all the cars that were ever in front of us and that continued to all the way home last night, or a couple of hundred miles, were dusty like have not been washed since last rain (a couple of months ago). As soon as i was passing one, another one was merging from a street, like they were scheduled or something. And every car that got behind was too close to comfort. (Never paid attention to this until you guessed, the accident on 20/21 2021 of whom driver i think i know).

And  here comes the interesting part. On our way back Angela wanted to stop at Chinook. Was very close to falling a sleep a few times, slept 15 minutes somewhere in a lot, with people parading and making shows in front of the car, tried to find a spot. All  spots seemed to be arranged and when we finally found one, a car with two women and a kid got there in the same time.

Tried to get in there (afternoon, about 5 PM) to go to the restroom. Went at the one near the entrance, a brown guy taller than me was following me so close behind i just turned around and he nearly bumped into me. Walked to the other restroom, all the people were bullying by getting in front of me like i was transparent, and in there saw a guy looking happy with the shirt pulled out of his shirts, showing skin while peeing. Another one nearly hit the ground (there was a puddle of water on the ground near the entrance).

A little bit later, there was another guy leaning against a machine right in front of me, again looking happy, ecstatic happy and with his shirt pulled out of his pants on a side showing skin.

80 more miles to home, again, people taking turns in dusting and smoking and from the rear, bullying.

This morning when i woke i was stiff, in the back, in the same areas where those guys had their skin exposed. Put some more patches, now i'm better but again got the chills. Put one the Zero Xposure winter jacket (with aluminum as insulation), in which i always perspire. In a few day i will be over the max incubation time (21 days) and hopefully into a one month remission.

11:25 Woke up. Better with stiffening on my back where i had new patches this morning (4x500 amoxi). The patches i had on the calves of my legs for days wore out and the my calves were stiff. Put new ones, was out of band aid 2x3 and simply used some white duct tape. If you wipe the place good with alcohol before that they won't infect your skin.

2:30 Unsupervised small children came to play in my sight, ft away from my patio.

6:55 Slept some. Woke up stiffer than ever. Applied two patches 500 mg each on the... sole of my feet. Tried to go smoke. In the back the woman at 4 talking at the phone on the balcony. Went in the front. In the same time i went down the 7 stairs a Filipino guy, shirtless, passed with his dog. When i was done, some people went down the stairs from the other entrance, at the car.

9:28 Her schedule upstairs was noon to ten-eleven but today she came early, like 5 and manifests ever since. To me it is pretty obvious, is a kind of synchronized heavy steps that follow and indiscriminately interferes with my thinking, reading, writing, etc..

10:15 Yeah i finally read the comments on the video with the 4 years old painting elephants. Some commenters who know stuff are talking about torture and the elephant actually crying while painting. I was thinking of anything from magnetic invisible traits on the white paper, attracting the brush to some special paint visible only to the elephant to chips implanted and nerve stimulation.

10:18 As for myself, i was enjoying some freedom here lately. Have not complained of noise from upstairs that only lasted half hour to one hour, usually just before noon. But that ended today with heavy stomping that continues after 10 PM (quiet hours). Can't do anything that requires some degree of mental concentration.

Was trying to say (now the heaviest stomp of all). Few people understand how disruptive could be the humble dust, when driving after dusty car like by example. Nothing out of the ordinary, but there can be dust particles smaller than the filter can catch. If a number of people really want to do you, they can drive on purpose with cars that haven't been washed in months in front of you.

Local people or cars going about their normal business.

Anything can happen, from simply changing of mood for the whole trip to pain and digestive symptoms. It will definitely influence you for the rest of the trip and day. Absolutely undetectable and definitely can't go complaining about to law enforcement.

6:16 AM What was i looking for? A sculpture. A person bend backwards showing butt i once saw during my searches. The exact thing i saw last night. Someone dressed in black (they keep changing persons in the same character, at the apartment upstairs). A very thin black person, so thin, was surreal, bent, dressed in black. Then she left. Soon after i went to bed woke with reflux, but very bad, the kind i didn't have in years. It took me half hour of coughing to be able to resume breathing normally.

That on top of the very bad smell that's coming out of me. I keep telling Angela. It's dog smell kami. Yesterday i neglected to remove poops all morning.

And then in the morning i woke with pain. I have a number of patches with amoxicillin on my body. Yesterday i removed some old ones as i get irritated by the adhesive. Among those was the one at the injection site at Walgreens, 6 days ago. I mean, it was painful when i removed the patch last night, a little, but this morning it was a lot. The place is very painful to the touch and the pain started to spread to my head, right hip, right hand etc.. Bad pain.

This teaches me several things. The absorption of the antibiotic under patch is slower than i thought. There is something going on at the injection site.

I still have two close to the toe that have been punctured, some on calves, etc.. My rule is simple. I add one where it's painful. But the injection? What was with the injection that i got infected with? I put a new patch on it and now i feel heat at that site and throughout my body where i had pains earlier which means the antibiotic is fighting with the infection.

6:30 But their sculptures. Their sculptures could teach us things about their moral.

6:40 Now i feel cold all over my body though it's 77 degrees in here, almost like a fever. It's very scary.

2:00 PM Before

After 11:33 Trying to go to bed, got hit by the smell. Found two, one in each bin i went to. The first one was on a piece of plastic foil full of dust. I "waved" that foil, the bag gut pushed in the back of the bin alright, however i raised the dust. The second one again out of reach, had to go and get the grabber. Lately the bags are in position next to impossible to retrieve them and throw in the back, where they fall under the sacks. Earlier today i found two on top of the bin's cover, way up high. The only way they could do this is if they use drones.

I mean, yeah, you could do a prank one day or two. But the prank goes on for years and they do it to themselves too. Except if nobody really lives here, they just come and go.

5:55 AM, 17. I will put this entry here because is related to the above pictures. Just washed the sole of my feet with alcohol but they look still dark brown. I noticed for quite some time, my feet look brown and Angela's don't. Because she's at work most day wearing socks and shoes and shoes and i walk barefoot on the carpet.

Soak, wash, rinse and dry. First time it was an almost black slime i pulled from the carpet. I pulled gallons of it. It got lighter and lighter, and last looked like Coca Cola. But still. I wished i did it one more time but i got bored with it.

My right foot with the injured toe is stiff. When i try to bend the toes. So is my left. So i figured. It's got to have something to do with walking barefoot on the infectious carpet. Dirt embeds in the skin and if there's cracks or it simply passes through the skin, the same way amoxicillin passes through patches. A continuous feed with bacteria and stuff, leaking into my body.

Just built some new slippers using pieces of corrugates plastic cardboard and thinking to get something as soon as possible. Crocks. Something. Anything that would prevent me from absorbing the dirt from the carpet.

Now it unmistakably stinks like fresh poop. Got to go look into it. I know the algorithm. Every time i write on the blog, they bring some more. Michael Jackson sings on the radio (92.3 i guess). Don't stop till you get enough. But the question again. Is this 320 apartment complex empty?

12:45 Went to smoke a cigarette. In my peripheral sight something was moving. I turned my head and saw a raccoon, under the deck. Not as big as the other one, rather shy. Enough to raise my BP to the roof, while smoking and being vulnerable. I stepped towards and climbed the stairs and went inside for the camera. While on the deck i saw the other two, smaller, probably a family.

It took me less then a minute to adjust the camera (start the flash) however they were all gone and i knew it was not a good idea to follow them.

Got back inside and my eyes fell on the Walgreens sticker i put yesterday on a side of an (old) piece of furniture. An idea came to me. I came at the computer and pulled the Walgreens logo. First thing i saw, that is not  your standard calligraphy. it's got a ワin it. Or a ひ.

Then something crossed my mind. Could the initial in W's name actually stand for a 山?

1:15 Got it. If in Japanese 山 (Yama) stands for mountain, i know the link with gods Yama and Shiva (both gods of destruction and rebirth).

8:53 Got to gave them in Taxes.

9:52 24 hours after they emptied the bin. They threw in doggy bags, black and blue, some unknotted, some insufficiently knotted and it stinks like hell all the way to the apartment. I gathered them all using the grabbing tool and a stick and tucked them under a garbage sack.

9:57 Approximately 7 days after that needle got into my toe the toe is still red, sensitive and slow to heal though i see progress. I do get chills and hot flashes but less and less. The site of the vaccine is sore, 36 hours after. After a 3 miles walk yesterday (the second since) i believe toxin and bacteria got pumped from that finger throughout my body causing stifness in all areas that have been exposed to wi-fi and cell phone.

However i crave another walk. Mostly because of the smell.

But this is not new. Could i had a form of it before, something like chronic? (This was the reason i wanted a shot). I'm gonna look to see what other kinds of anti-bacterial shots they have.

The wi-fi affected areas are not healing period.