1:15 AM December 21. Shortest day of the year. About a couple of hours ago or around 11 i was hearing rhythmic sounds upstairs. I wanted to go outside anyways so i just went through the back and saw them upstairs doing something first i thought it was some fitness exercises. After 11?

They were two young women pretty close to the  floor to ceiling window, facing East, one of them quite slim and i thought i recognized AlexaCrush body from videos, bouncing on their legs with their hands extended forward, parallel to each other, palms down, and moving them up and down from shoulder and bowing like i saw in comedies when people mock giving praise to a person like to a god (could not find a name to that motion no matter how much i googled it).

I think they were laughing and i heard no music and there was also a guy behind them doing about the same but not sure. Could it be possible they were performing some sort of ritual?

2:00 Kinda like this but second and third pic, not that much (not touching ground or raising hands all the way above head, about half of the whole motion in picture 2 and 3).

4:25 AM The difference between the propagation of a static purely electric field and light is light is made of photons but the electric field is not though if the field is constant like generated by a punctual metal sphere the first front wave is a variation of an electric field and should generate a magnetic one thus light or other EM radiation. However what i said remains valid. The manifestation of this field continues (like in the case of light) when the source is discontinued for the time need for extinguishment which varies according to distance.

4:45 People who read my blog posts must be familiar with one of the most important, about my HS classmates who now i believe where different people of different ages who were not who they say they were.

One of them was my room mate for 3 months, a guy who could have been the actor Adrian Pintea.

El părea la acea vreme foarte avansat în yoga. Odată m-a pus într-un fel de transă și mi-a dat niște sarcini și informații despre viitor.

Chiar în prima zi când l-am cunoscut, la o coadă la cantină, unde am stat și vorbit vreo oră, mi-a spus că dorința lui cea mai mare era să învețe cum funcționează un calculator (computer) iar după liceu spunea că a intrat la Automatizări și Calculatoare, însă după am mai vorbit foarte puțin cu el deși eram presupuși vecini în Tudor.

În 1975 știa chestii care s-au discutat abia în timpul recent și mi-a pomenit de Egiptul antic în legătură cu manipulări genetice, însă nu-mi amintesc foarte clar. Voi sări peste multe chestii care dovedesc că ce făcea era cu aprobarea securității, partidului bla bla. Da, citind aici îmi amintesc că mi-a povestit despre existența corpurilor astrale.

Vreau acum să vorbesc despre alte două persoane despre care mi-a povestit, sumar. De Helena Blavatsky mi-a spus că găsea chestii scrise într-un dulap și de Nina Kulagina că putea de exemplu să separe doar cu mintea un albuș de un gălbenuș la un ou care plutea în apă.

Why is this important now. Given the idea of equivalence between matter and energy, as stated by the famous equation E=MC2 (Energy equals mass by speed of light to the power of 2), and we all know that thoughts can generate complex electric and magnetic fields like those seen in EEGs, caused by the circulation of ionic currents in parallel, reconfigurable thus unique neural networks, it is possible that a type of photons or maybe even closed loop string particles are created during the thinking process.

I cannot help myself realizing the efforts of those around me put into what i call doubling events which imitated my writing which of course express my thoughts, one of the latest being tonight.

After writing about a possible violation of the conservation of momentum during the phase of extinguishing or collapsing of an electric field at the source, with the field still existing at a distance (until the wave of extinguishing that starts with a speed of light at source passes) and possibly moving charged objects after the cause ceased to exist, they enacted at least two different allegories.

I was in the parking lot at Ilani eating and thinking to go for a cigarette and then join Angela inside the casino when i saw a woman who left her car and then saw the taillights flickering which is not likely since they were out when she left. Then she popped the hood and did something and they stopped.

But when i left, i saw on the dashboard again a warning light about my left front low beam lamp which i just replaced a few days ago. It was cane on and off, probably during rough areas of the road, like in my thought experiment about the collapsing electric field when shorted to the ground.

Inside the casino i played at a machine where i quickly won back the 100 dollars i complained as being stollen from my pocket last time when i was there. And exactly as they said it  happened, that ticked was played by someone to the last cent, so i did myself tonight. I was even sitting next to a short Asian woman, like the one who was close to me when i lost that ticket.

So yeah, i think thoughts may become material, like creating vortices in ether that usually are eternal if not met with similar vortices but somehow mirrored or in opposition with the first, when they can annihilate each other.

11:00 Went to bed at 5:40 AM (slept all evening yesterday) and slept 5 hours. Awoken by the unbearable (a)base upstairs. The same reason we left last night.

But i cannot leave right now. A few days ago i ordered a tube of RTV to finish fixing the valve cover. I did not pay attention at the delivery date and the next day i saw it was Friday. Kept wiping out the oil ever since. But on Friday it got delayed by Amazon for today after 12:45 (i am sure they nowadays take into account holidays and everything). At least one hour and a half. They also creak the floor on a continuous base.

But i will not wait for the RTV. First i will attempt to fix the left headlight. Probably a contact somewhere. Both headlights are aftermarket and the left one was bought and installed by me after i bough the car which was totaled the second time at an auction. Can't remember exactly but i think there was a short and a wire was burnt so i hat to cut the wires and soldered others instead. But first got to go and remove any poop that might be outside cause it causes me nausea.

But a question haunts me. What if they messed with the car in the parking lot at Ilani? Yesterday the phone turned on (off of airplane mode). I know once i lost the phone at Peppermill casino in Vegas and found it at Security one hour later and i think it was used to order some mobile mechanics which messed with my brakes, making them brake ( a little) continuously.

And when i got there i saw two guys, waiting for something, in the car behind us (i parked in the next logical or predictable spot).

11:30 Two stray or feral cats are in front of the floor to ceiling glass sliding door in the living. But unlike this one, these look clean like they have been given a bath. One of them looks similar to the one i took a picture of a few days ago though it has more white on the chest (like St.Dominic's dog) but this one is clean (another doubling?). 

11:50 Base has stopped a while ago but the creaking of the floor continues.

12:42 I found several pounds of poop of which half was cat inefficiently buried in wood dust, of which 2 or 3 were under the stairs enclosure, ft away from our door.

The connector for the low beam on the left side of the car was arching and now is partly melted, there is not much i can do. I tried to spring back the contacts but one of them is buried in melted plastic. Ordered one, it will be here tomorrow.

12:52 My RTV order was delayed by one more hour.

1:37 I somehow fixed the light (will work till tomorrow) but cannot fit the socket back in the headlight.

They upstairs came. I heard them talking on the stairs. Young and shy, less then half our age. First steps seem shy and random. My suspicion is, the reason they don't talk is they are being replaced with other people coming through the attic while they leave. Not always maybe. Angela cooked something (our late breakfast) and they started.

Yeah it could be them today cause i don't hear much creaking, just coughing and some loud talking.

1:44 Half more hour delay for the RTV. Now it's 2:15. Holiday factor Amazon AI doesn't know about. But it does know the number of packages in that van and the time needed. If it doesn't then it's a very stupid AI. (I bet cell phone radiation plays a very important role in this).

1:52 Păi dacă e secret, de ce scrie la ziar?

2:10 Upstairs coughing has replaced the creaking of the floor.

One more half hour delay for the RTV. Will be here at 2:45. Smells like fresh poops.

3:10 Ok it came. One hour and 20 minutes till sunset. At 49 degrees (9 Celsius) children in t-shirts and shorts and pajamas came to play in the alley, not far from my car, yelling and shrieking.

5:05 It was relatively quiet when i started. But then exactly when i took all the 12 bolts (actually 9, i let 3 at one end) out and about to raise the cover (with releasing of some smell, presumably, a few old women showed at the next entrance, going into a car.

I was thinking to just raise the cover at one end and do it without taking it apart, would have been much faster but i was already too nervous. My hands were shaking. Could not put the right amount in the right place working with a mirror and a flashlight (at the right side or firewall side of the engine). Not even on the left side or front of the car which is straightforward with enough room (cover raised one inch at one side).

Tried several times, thought i did it but when i tried to put the cover back, it wasn't closing, because the gasket was moved already from its place. In the mean time, night set in, heavy smoke set in, dog poop smell set in and i started to loose track of what i was doing.

So i took the remaining 3 bolts, the coils, the sensors, the two PCV lines etc.. and took the cover off. That gasket came with the cover and was not coming off, but now it was and i could not put it back in the groove easily, it was like it changed shape.

Anyways by the time i was going to take a picture and put it back, a number of big younger guys came from building D with some laundry baskets and got into an SUV, at a pace excruciatingly slow and had to wait to do a pic with the flash. About 5-10 minutes.

Put the thing back on after the picture but i saw the alignment in front was different from the one in the rear, took it out one more time, added more silicon, this time on the edge of the gasket itself, put the gasket back in the groove (cause it came out again), and now it fit perfectly and finally tightened the bolts and put it all together.

But at least it wasn't raining like last time.

It wasn't leaking on the left side because the two surfaces, engine head and chain housing were perfectly aligned, at the far side there is one mm difference.

I read on forums, need to wait at least 1-4 hours to drive it but best would be 24. Adding RTV on top of a gasket sucks, thank you H.

9:33 AM Went to bed at 3, Would have slept more but someone started to creak the floor upstairs and awoke me after 6 hours. Thee is someone left but more shy. I said last nigh i will continue to write what i know about the consequences of the Universe being filled with ether, either in "free form" like an incompressible, frictionless fluid which creates vortices due to speed gradients.

Though the direct, physical implications are countless, including explanations for phenomena unexplained before, there are philosophical consequences that are as important.

One of the consequences is of course when a motion occurs in on point in the Universe it translates into a pressure variation in ether that may transmit as a wave that could propagate at speeds greater than light. And the consequence of this consequence is of course, everything in the Universe is causally interconnected, though this interconnection weakens with distance.

This way all of our actions and even thoughts participate and theoretically can determine actions at a distance. This participation may be very small but when distant systems are in balance, it can influence changing it, like a decision making and/or thinking process. Again it all depends on the moment and in case of brain waves, frequency.

If gravity waves propagate instantaneously, the whole Universe may be like a pulsating mass of ether.

BTW here is another clear contradiction within the EM filed theory. Can an electric field travel alone (at the speed of light) without creating its magnetic counterpart? Yet we know from practice, when we are charging an electrode all we get is an electric field. 

11:45 Image on the left seems distorted by cheap lens, he has a dimple (made of fat) in the chin but look closely at the eyebrows.

A while ago i though i recognized Japanese dancer Akane Takada as the last woman living upstairs together with the guy in the video. However today when i saw the picture of the Hungarian actor whose face could have been used in recent news, i saw him next to a woman who could also be the woman upstairs.

Posted a few things about Satanism in the US in the last days.

12:12 PM They had several thousands documents on him?

1:05 Ok so what else violates relativity? I have always been intrigued with the propagation of the electrostatic field. Like when you apply a high voltage to a sphere of metal. It gest charged and the electrostatic field suddenly extends to infinity.

But is this even possible in practice? You cannot instantaneously charge an electrode, it takes some time due to limitations of the current that has to flow in it.

So yes, maybe the propagation of pressure in ether is instantaneous and the gravity is due to the sum or low pressure areas created by vortices the solid matter is made of.

Truth is, modern physics after relativity theory became an infinitely tangled mess. 

1:20 Purely electric fields around non moving charged electrodes are a reality (though nothing is still in this Universe). They can be generated with a Van de Graaff machine in a lab (and of course they can raise your hair). They extend to infinity though they are obeying the rule of intensity decreases with square distance.

Question is of course how fast they propagate after you apply a charge to let's say a sphere of metal. If they propagate with the speed of light, thus finite, they should generate a magnetic field as they advance and when we have magnetic and electric field together, there should also be photons so there should be a burst of light coming out of a metal ball when applying the charge to it, right?

A metal sphere in a lab is moving with the rotation of Earth and the speed at surface is pretty high and they should create a magnetic field, right?

As i said before, i suspect Earth's magnetic field is actually created by all atmospheric charges which are huge, rotating with the Earth.

No. I don't believe Earth's surface is charged. It's neutral as it is conductive for the most part. That is the reason why we stick pieces of metal in the ground and connect them to the ground electrode in our plugs.

1:55 Here's another question. There are EM fields generated by the radio antennas (all around us). They propagate with the speed of light. They are created by applying a high frequency alternative current to an antenna. So the fields increases and decreases as they travels. So at a certain point from the antenna we would have a front wave generated by the speed of moving fields combined with the variation of the EM fields at source, right?

2:23 Ok i think i found a better question. Let's say we have a static charge on a sphere of metal and we suddenly short it to the ground. The electric field around it would cease to exist instantaneously or the "extinguishment" front wave will propagate with the speed of light, and until the "extinguishment" front wave reaches a point in space, the sphere will still be able to attract an object in that point charged in the opposite way?

So a charge in the not yet collapsed field will still be attracted by something though the cause has ceased to exist? It seems it would (briefly) violate the law of momentum conservation.

We know the shape of a field for a dipole, but in the case of a radial field collapse in the "kink" phase, i don't even try to imagine that field's shape. But i think it's also a dipole because you have to have a wire to connect the sphere to the ground.

BTW in the shape of the link above the electric field being radial and not accompanied by any magnetic field at the poles. I wish this animation that tries to represent electric and magnetic fields variation vectors had a better resolution.

7:55 I put earplugs and slept all evening. Then they went somewhere and when they came back they started to talk. Outside, on the stairs. Then i remembered. They do talk on the stairs but rarely inside. How rarely. Less then once a month.

10:17 AM Quiet upstairs. Until i went to the bathroom. Then, they flushed the toilet on me.

1:14 Pictures from here, from the road, after the big storm. Tree cutting businesses are going to have lots more business these days

7:37 Upstairs there was base on and off all day. There is smoke coming from outside. I have been searching Alexa's stream for the word worship, i am pretty sure there was a post saying "you should have worshiped me sooner", but there is still one saying "you look good down there".

10:30 They don't have a fixed time when they come to pick the garbage. It's usually Thursday around this hour. But they have an interval of several hours in which they come.  It's not like picking garbage from bins in the street near houses. Nothing like that. The dumpsters are huge and the tucks are the same, like 20 tons maybe each.

They grab the one ton (empty) dumpsters with a forklift like device and then they raise them on top 20 ft high and shake them, and then through them back on the ground, making small earthquakes and huge noises, for about 30 minutes. There are 4 dumpsters around this building.

But i don't know how, they always come at the worst possible moment. Like when i concentrate to write a post.

Posts are usually easy to write if it was only for typing. But most of the time i add links, searches, screenshots and pictures. Have to think a lot. And then it gets tricky cause blogger by google which i use is an old free platform with minimal automation. I have to do lots of workarounds to post an image at original resolution, to position it inside the post before or after others, scale it, and i have to use both graphic interface and html code.

And then, kaboom. The garbage truck on Thursday which throws me out. The high speed 200 mph blowers for several hours on Wednesday. The excavator. Construction at the park, all summer long. Upstairs dance. Modified exhausts. Slammed doors, which all to me seem synched with my activities.

Is quiet now, they're finished. But my brain is still vibrating from the shakes. There are creaking sound upstairs for every word i type.

Yeah and if i complain then they will start make changes to blogger, not pick the garbage on Thursday next week, not pick the leaves like they done every time i complained. Now that i'm done (with the other post) trying to relax, thinking of breakfast, they just started the base upstairs.

11:50 Starting my own music in here makes it more bearable. I am currently listening to my list of yearly top 100 hits i started weeks ago in the car and just got to 2016 Chainsmokers Closer. This is the first song in my playlist (from my 6200 songs sticker) i heard having AI generated voices (and fabulous non existent instruments) which is easy to recognize since the technology was at the beginning in those years.

And that is the year when we can say the music died cause nowadays all we have is AI music which is harder and harder to recognize as such.

Also got some numbness (paralysis) in my jaws, spine, etc.. could be clostridium bacteria from shaken dumpsters that came in here even easier with vibration from base.

Yeah this song is a reference for AI generated music since the man declared himself.

Culminating nowadays with...

12:55 Because i can't find any bags in the dispensers here at the complex and i waste too much time searching for used grocery bags in my garbage bin, a few days ago i bought from Amazon a box of doggy bags.

Yesterday before i got those i was in the park and when i was about to get back i had an idea and went for the dispenser and they were only 2 or 3 bags at the end of a roll identical with those i bought and i grabbed them. And yes i am overwhelmed with the smell so i got to go outside and check.

1:25 PM Mai bine verificați câți rahați de câini sunt pe străzile Bucureștiului. Câinii acum în perioada rece se îmbolnăvesc și ei și pot transmite bolile lor. E suficient unul singur în fața scării blocului ca să îmbolnăvească pe cei mai vulnerabili. Dar pot fi și mai multe cadavre (de câini fără stăpân) decât de obicei. Întrebare. Are tot stăpânul de câine pungi din alea ca mai sus sau similare?

Fiecare câine mai mare are nevoie de 2 plimbări pe zi pentru a-și face nevoile, cei mai mici de mai multe. Deci trebuie de la 60 de pungi pe lună. Ca cele de mai sus ar costa 10 dolari (euro) pentru 10 luni. Însă degeaba ai pungi dacă nu știi să le folosești. Nodul trebuie făcut foarte strâns, alftel ajunge în tomberon punga deschisă sau semi și e mai rău decât dacă ai lăsa chestia pe trotuar. 

8:05 Are they positive those are not real heart attacks?

I believe hiatal hernia can be caused by the combined action of gas retention (due to sitting for too long) pushing the diaphragm  (muscle)  up and nose  congestion (due to dust and rage) which creates vacuum in the lungs and suck the diaphragm up, pressing on the heart that sits on it.

Smoking (nicotine) causes instant constriction of large skeletal blood vessel including coronary arteries (i can literally feel it), adding to that effect but can have beneficial effects (tarr) coating dust and aerosol contaminants possibly neutralizing bacteria in lungs which are normally eliminated in the digestive system.

8:15 2015, year when Ariana Grande burst on the scene. She likes (to be loved) harder.

9:03 I like coffee, i (don't) like tea. Can you all explain this? What does it mean for... most? Too mee at the time it represented a request to write more on gravity and the indestructible vajra and the origin of light. Was i right?

9:55 I work all day, write two long blog posts with dozens of searches, links, screenshots etc. and at the end i make a mistake, maybe forget to click update after last added link or maybe even i'm sabotaged and can't prove it not even to myself and then it comes out like something else that totally ruins my posts and reputation and everything. Can anybody please stop the stupid, useless noises that distract me?

Or else i will post what i just found out.

11:50 I wrote many times before and i still believe it. Now that i started to write this they again exercise their right over us and started to creak the floor on top of Angela who is trying to fall asleep, to convince me to stop writing.

Before the Michelson-Morley experiment scientists believed all space was filled with the so called luminiferous ether, a very fine substance what was like a medium of propagation for light. Thinking of course light was an elastic wave in this substance and that was proven by interference experiments.

That experiment was meant to prove (or not) the existence of ether. However, it started with a wrong assumption.

Light may be (not) an elastic wave in ether, or not even a wave. Einstein, others, stated that light is (also) made of photons, particles that cannot exist at rest and only have a moving mass, as a compromise meant to satisfy experiments like the double slit interference proving the wave quality of light but also the photoelectric experiment which proves not only light is made of particles but also those particles are quantified.

I recently enunciated a theory that says light is neither particles nor wave, but is made of whirls (vortices) in ether that may act as a superfluid. In superfluids, (incompressible, frictionless) vortices are eternal though they can be stopped by interaction with with other vortices and quantum (they exist in stable form at certain speeds only and interacting with others) and when unstable they can transfer energy to create others nearby, and thus jump to one place to another, like in the case of light (light itself does not travel at speed of light).

Many experiments and phenomena can be explained by this theory, which i wrote about and would not insist anymore.

I believe ether is made of tau neutrinos (smallest known particles) which normally do not interact with anything.
However, when they are caught in vortices that rotate at relativistic speeds their mass increases by the Lorentz factor and they can interact with each other like attracting, repelling, combining, etc..

What i wanted to write about tonight is while particles are made of vortices only a small fraction of ether is turned into those, rest remaining "free" and there can be elastic waves in ether though they are not light and probably are the much sought for gravitational waves.

If the whole universe is a soup of ether in which float all the vortices, stable or unstable, making the solid mater and light, we might imagine than any disturbance, ever, propagates throughout the whole Universe, though decreasing by the square distance.

Since the speed of light is given by the jumping of one vortex or pair of vortices (or creating another pair by transferring rotating energy) that needs some time, the propagation speed of an elastic wave in ether could be much faster or even instantaneous.

Rest is all about frequencies. Even minute movement like ions in our neural network can create a disturbance that can travel and with tuned circuits, that can be other brains, they can be "received" at a distance.

However. Though it is thought ether does not interact with matter, as probably having a much lower density than vortices, it is contained in all mater (vortices) and gross movement of matter can create gravitational pulses or waves that can interfere with that type of communications.

If they keep doing it (creaking the floor during quiet hours, etc., i will write the rest of what i know.

BTW i had another talk with Angela and we concluded they upstairs very rarely talk (less than once a month and less than an hour heard in total time since they moved here).

It looks like they are here more like in a mission and not actually living here and because of harsh environment they may not even be here when the cars are here and after they climb upstairs they move through the attic in other apartments and/or leave the building, etc..

Either ways, the are unlawfully creating sometimes unbearable distress to both of us.

3:24 PM My new gasket came in. It is even thinner than the (blue) Fel Pro. I decided to go with the "incompatible" and do it. Got to take the ignition coils first, there is one stripped nut at the ignition coil at nr.1, i can get it, then 20 screws (haven't count them), two sensors out, then the whole thing.

Then re-place the blue gasket, put it back, looking for "pinches" then the coils and the sensors. Should not last more than 30 minutes in total and already asked Angela to watch me.

But when i opened the door, first thing. Poop smell. So i went for those. A plane was on this time. Got back. The guy with the garage is now here, like always when i work at the car. Speaking Spanish with an Asian woman who also came to watch. Other people in the distance. But i will proceed cause it's gonna be the same if i wait and it's gonna dark and that don't help anybody.

Temperature is 58 again, like it's been in the last days. If it wasn't dark at 3:30 i couldn't say it's December 16.

6:58 Don't know how other engines are, but this one has a timing chain housing that meets under the valve cover with the engine head, resulting in a mating surface and a possible leak. There is a trick i saw in a video i thought it was optional. A couple of drops of ATV before putting the new gasket on. And then, i forgot (i got more that 7 women on my mind of course).

When i put it last time i saw there was ATV there and did not add some. I removed it today in the leaking area.

The new gasket did not mate perfectly with the old ATV.

No pinched gasket. My apologies. But how can i be sure it wasn't leaking at first and then messed with?

I made it very difficult because i dropped one of those special bolts in the fan's housing. Came inside, searched for the borescope camera to find it. At this car everything is crowded and if you drop something, then most likely won't find it easy.

Anyways. There was no need for new gasket. Got to order a tube of RTV (in only need a couple of drops), but this time i don't need to remove the cover. Just unscrew most of  the bolts and raise it a bit, keeping everything in place. The guy in the video added a lot, after squeezing the gasket some would have certainly got inside.

8:53 Went outside, tried to wipe a bit of the oil that leaked on many things near the engine but some people there made me very nervous. Every time i open the door there's a new car in theire. Some are flashing. Short guys are talking. While i had the hood open i saw the guys upstairs coming home and now they are dancing.

3:10 There was a big wind in the area about an hour ago that awoke Angela. An unhealthy tree has fallen covering a big area next to the battle zone. I found 2 cat poops buried in dry dust and 3 semi-open bags next to SW dumpster. There is also a freezer with meat still frozen in it next to that one. At the no dumping area there is a cat tree, other items.

10:05

8:25 AM I went to pick the poops. There was a thick smoke outside. Found a big fat one however the woman at 4, talking on the phone on her balcony kept point the phone at me and peering from around the corner of the balcony.

Every time i wanted to bend and pick it, she would appear looking at me and that was 3-4 times. Then i got mad, pulled my phone and took a picture in that direction but she was hidden in that moment. Good thing cause my phone was forgoten with flash on since yesterday at the car.

I got tired of her talking on the phone in the balcony when i go outside and her black BMW with her son Jesus and her white killer dog so i just took her picture, after i turned the flash off, this time plainly in her face while she was pointing her at me. Thoug not so clear about 20 meters distance, with a phone with no optical zoom, her image is compatible with one member of the Japan's Imperial Family.

8:30 Many people leaving here have businesses trucks (i assume since they have ladders and barels and stuff in their trucks) and leave in the morning but there is a guy who comes, including at this hour in the morning, every time i go there to pick the poops. He just backed up when i got there, he could have forgotten something. Her voice talking aloud on the balcony is heard from all around the building and the poops stinks and can't get near it to pick it.

8:32 All kinda cats pass all day in front of my living wall size window, going to get fed at nr.2.

What got me realy mad when i went outside was this car's LPN. It is new around here, after i said a few times in the last days that i had heart problems which mostly went away after i bought and used twice a nose decongestant (yesterday and this morning). Then the bycicle.

Email sent yesterday at 2:19 PM

This is crazy. All people have gone mad. What do they care if i don't use the phone since i'm (pre)paying every month? (I'm gonna ask Angela to make a call for me today, i get pains all over for 24 hours if i make one).

5:30 Plagiocephaly in Ancient Egypt.

6:25 Got my new gasket. It fits (loosely in my old cover (wouldn't put it on. Waiting for the other tomorrow cause this one it says "does not fit" (Amazon compatibility). What do you understand from this screenshot? Left is the one coming tomorrow, right is the one i already got.

Yeah this one has a tendency to fall from the cover's groove when it turn it upside down, but still pinching at that level is not possible (it is too thick). 

Fel pro gasket fits loose in the grove, showing the impossibility to pinch it. If released, would go back in the groove. The size of the blog left outside shows it should have been raised the cover 4-7 mm, which would have made difficult if not impossible for the screws to go in.

Fel pro Gasket is preformed and fits loosely in the groove.

7:30 It stinks but it had become nearly impossible to go outside to pick poops. Once i project in my mind that desire, they dispatch all kinda people in my way. Big noises when near that wall, if not planes, then bump hitting trailers, exhausts, bass, even airhorns on the freeway.

The pooping bandit.   

9:55 Today Angela deleted everething in onedrive, in an hour or so it got filled again. So i went and searched and found out how to get rid of it. But attention, if you try this do not uninstall it cause you will not be able to delete again and then you still won't have room for email with which it shares the 5GB. Use first option, unlink, instead.

1:45 AM Why all the owls i ever saw crossing road did it right in front of my car and not in front of the car in front of me? 2 owls on the road, first was very low, nearly hit it, 6 deer in Lincoln City.

1:46 When i got at Road's End i popped the hood to see if the oil on the damper of the right half shaft dried, but it was more. I decided to wipe it with a paper napkin (at this car you can access it from above, only on the right side) but when i tried to do so i looked closer and saw oil way above it on the engine.

In short, my new gasket is leaking, because it is broken. Now i remember that night at Spirit Mountain and the pinched ticket. Was she trying to help me or mocking me or both?

No way could have pinched it myself when i put it on. In fact is quite impossible with that cover, the gasket stays in a groove, like 80% of its height. It is true that the cover was moving a bit, like being 1 mm higher in two opposite corners, but that is either because the gasket was not perfectly regular in size or the cover itself was a bit bent from molding.

Angela was standing next to me, she did some similar stuff at work, was familiar with the parts and process, i remember i put it on and back off several times, out of paranoia, before putting on the bolts, to see if i did not screw anything.

The interesting part is the gasket got pinched in the worst possible place, leaking on the hidden part of the engine, but in front of it, not on the manifold so it goes all the way down and at the filter from where some probably gets sprayed by the fast moving air on the hot exhaust and makes some stench behind but only when i drive at high speed.

The other weird part is the gasket was black, the part that is now protruding is gray.

A few days later i went and re-tightened all the bolts (barely any torque) and after a week they were still tight and they are still today. I unscrewed a couple of those, right and left where the leak is to see if i did not cross the thread and after losing those, they came out and back in by hand.

I remember i checked the oil level after the first longer trip i missed very little oil and then i tightened the oil filter just a bit and i thought i was ok and stopped checking.

If you pinch a gasket i would assume it would start leaking right away. Yeah i know. I replaced the cover because a fabrication defect was allowing leaking (of blow by gas only) and now i got one that it's leaking oil and it took me weeks to figure it out.

At all vehicles i ever had i had at least one leak, including the S10 (designed in Japan) when it was new which had an exhaust leak because of a bracket installed on one of the exhaust bolts was tightened with the nut together with the bracket. I was hearing it but did not know what it was and went back to the dealer and the boss of maintenance said he does not hear anything, nor other mechanics i was going to at the time.

I hope the oil did not get to some rubber parts because it's got additives that damage rubber, including possibly the damper itself and then i would start to have vibrations at that shaft.

Got the old cover with the old gasket (if i did not throw the gasket) and if i still have it tomorrow i will replace it, waiting for a new one that i will order right now.

2:05 Ordered FEL PRO, Amazon choice, delivery Monday.

2:45 Went outside. One poop on the ground, one wide open (green) in the dumpster, one loosely knotted on top of the dumpster. One couch in the no dumping area and... 4 barrels, probably made of fiberboard, about 4 ft each, in vertical position. Dense smoke. One dog barking in the alley while i eat polenta.

5:10 PM I slept. My BP was 206/106. Took some lisinopril (haven't taken in days). I knew that if i take some backing soda, drink some tea, remove the poops, and do a short walk i will get better which i did. The left side chest pain (heart area) got better.

Went outside, took some pictures around and at the car, went to WinCo (with no wallet but had some cash), cooking, eating. Angela is watching Twin Peaks the Return in the bedroom. Man that song is genius. It's all the movie. And yes, Twin Peaks is Oregon.

5:32 Made some salad, ate with ham. Jesus started the trumpet. Got so many things to write down.

Better start with the pictures.

4 big barrels, one couch at the no dumping areas. People moving around, making me nervous while taking the pictures. This is valid for all the pictures below.

See how neat is the garbage dumped in the next picture? Is an indication that they are doing some Arian pranks, showing even their trash is neat.

Remember when i said the other day an Asian woman was taking pictures of the bikes as i was taking pictures of the dumpster. Could not see from where i was,  wanted to go see but a guy got in between and gave up. Abandoned bikes were a recurrent theme, but haven't seen them in a while or since they wee replaced with Lime scooters.

Could not have done that. The gasket is in a groove in the cover and is also preformed. To do it like this should have pulled it out of the groove, stretch it over the rim and force the screws, a lot and, i put them first with the feeble electric screwdriver with no resistance, then by hand and tightened with a ratchet. Checked twice after. Made a mess, probably creating more damage. Will see.

Tomorrow i get the new gasket.

To take this picture i activated the flash and as usually a plane started to make noise above. Like usually when i go outside with the flashlight or take pictures at the car with the flash;
 

6:15 When i got back home from WinCo the guys upstairs where doing a sound i haven't heard in a long time. Turns it was the washer. It vibrated the closet and a familiar smell came to me and reminded of the whole water heater saga.

I would like to put links but my blog was not so well organized at the time. The idea is the water heater pan was contaminated being used as a litter box before me. No matter what i've done over they years, was still stinking, but was not bothered so much because of the smoke from the holes outside that kept me high.

In the end they put in a new water heater but did not give me enough time to clean the pan (they came very quick with the new one) though i did some. They put in some concrete blocks taken from somewhere outside, full of mold and soil which i had enough time to clean in the bathroom tub. But those absorbed the remaining of the s...t from the pan and still stink from time to time, if they absorb moisture.

7:55 Yes there is (was) a guy at the second garage  (about 15 meters away) from my parking spot who judging by the noises, i think fixes cars, who once came and tried to give me a check, saying he found it and it was mine. I don't know the amount. I was high from the smoke anyways, leaving somewhere. I once saw in front of that garage a woman looking like Maia Sandu (mmm, sexy!, could have a crush on her), vacuuming a car.

Man i miss those highs, would go to a casino, have some drinks on top of it, was feeling like Superman in his fortress of solitude.

It briefly re-started a few days ago but i plugged the holes, promptly. The transition from non-high back to high and the other way around is brutal.

Man imagining getting high and listening to the Twin Peaks song above.

9:20 Just curious. For how long had she been waiting behind the garages? Or maybe they knew the exact moment when i was going to go outside to see if there's enough oil for Angela to got to work tomorrow, thought i turned around many times in my way out.

I think the same woman as yesterday, this time dressed in white came with the same dog who turned its back on me and started... no i did not want to see this so i just went back inside while an airliner started to roar above. I waited a few minutes, went back, this time a guy passed by.

9:30 It stinks. Got to go outside.

10:30 Yeah today when i was most pissed he came and turned the car around when least expected while i was thinking which way was the best to take pictures of my leak of which i was worried about. Didn't pay much attention but when i reviewed the pics right now i remembered a funny though arrogant face and thought could have been him projecting a different face than in the pics i saw (actually he dynamically changed several faces so i don't have time to react). Ok so i screwed the match.

Nobody looks around at people when there is not 1/1 billion chance to see them. It seems to them it is a scripted game but my chores and errands are real and time and mind consuming.

And then... The slow moving and very polite cashier that opened right in front of me at WinCo was Gaga, cause i recently posted about?

12:08 We've been doing laundry, had the kitchen window open, upstairs they are drying, due to a weird design, their pipe opens under our window. Which means some of the vapors got inside. No i don't believe in the current DNA theory but enough do.

9:47 AM Szia!

2:40 PM Went under the car and took a picture with the position of the filter after i tightened it last night. It never leaked so much and last time i tightened it more than ever before and it was loose more than 1/4 turn.

Judging by the position of that printout it looks like the filter is in a 1/4 more advanced position which means the rubber gasket itself gives in (softens, gets corroded by some oil additive) and was happening to a lesser extent with OEM filters and Quaker State synthetic blend oil. Now i use STP and Castrol synthetic blend. Could it be the late filter gaskets are not designed to resist this type of oil which is a mix of synthetic and the old mineral type.

3:35 When i was outside to take the picture which meant laying next to the car and sticking the phone under for about 30 seconds, ten different fully integrated and totally coordinated allegoric scenes unfolded.

One of them was (a new version) of veteran's daughter who passed looking emotional (red in the face) as i was waiting on the porch for her to pass so i can go at the car, and since i have to go and put the new stickers on, she is watching me from a distance while talking on the phone (they were not here for months), first entrance of building D.

After a similar scene, while i was working at the car, a version of many of the veteran, the only common part is they are all shaven in the head, came and started to yell at me to quit following his daughter.

3:55 Went and took two more pictures. One showing the sticker with the year on my front LPN got somehow erased. One showing the contaminated debris from Apt.3 in the garbage. By the sound of it, they were thrown, intentionally, very hard, dislodging the irritating dust from them.

I made a few steps into the battle zone. A chocking smoke suddenly appeared. An Asian woman acting Latina was taking pictures of the bushes. A similar guy with a hoody gave me a terrified look. Came and measure16-21-11 is the combined PM1, PM2.5 and PM10 index but the smoke is less on this side of the building.

Yeah i got the new stickers (paid 361 bucks yesterday for them at DEQ Sherwood) but wanted to post this one first. A justifiable crime since they want to catch me riding dirty.

3:20 Talking about European/Asian mixture. I have a feeling i saw this guy recently, maybe here at the building. And this one too. He is 6'2 tall.

4:30 We're eating. Jesus started the dreaded black BMW. Upstairs, bass and drums and stomps. Dragging heavy objects etc..

5:45 I went to smoke first time after about 48 hours. A man and a woman with a cap, face down, so i won't see its face most  likely Asian, came with a dog which turned its back on me and then peed next to hydrant. It was a provocation i thought to myself and did not say nothing cause i know they have something ready in their mind to say back.

Then i realized two things. It was design to cause rage and subsequent nose inflammation, difficulty breathing combined with smoking, after the recent heart episode. It was a she dog that peed and that gave me a dose of pheromones. Will see later in the evening cause we're just living for Chinook Winds.

I also added the missing oil (after i re-tightened the filter earlier)

6:08 After they tormented us for the last hours, they came at the car in the same time with us so i just came back to write this.

12:10 AM Finally my pain has subsided for the most part. Went outside to smoke and it was stinking too bad for that and went and found the other giant poop of the evening (there are 2 or more in the morning, 2 or more in the evening, but they came after i was there the last time.

Went to smoke and looked above where that big plane passed earlier, at very low altitude and saw Orion, the constellation of pyramids, with its belt and Betelgeuse at the shoulder.

And an idea came to me and just did a google search by it.

It must go against the idea of an emperor, like that of Japan. Or a king, like Trump. Or a tsar like Putin.

The big, practical problem with the rule of law is you have to have people, or better called heroes that are willing to enforce it or at least citizens that are willing to complain and constantly fight for it.

There are random stomps upstairs after hours, oftenly showing disagreement with what i say or think. It is like having an extra influencer in the same living space. They don't call it School of the Hidden Door for nothing.

Trouble is they (ninja) serve a hierarchy that could originate outside this world, like on a mothership near planet Mercury and all their moves are coordinated in real time (shinshin Schengen shingan) from there.

12:20 Which means you'll never know how much i worked for the last 3 matches.

I hate doing matches. Their charismatic faces made of a mixture of European and Asian charm nauseate me more than anything else. Imagine that. Seeing those faces for 12 hours a day, 3 days straight. And then going out and picking 50 cat poops. Even right  now i have to choose. Eat? Pick? Take a charcoal cap? And every time going outside trying to cheat (with little success) their built in allegories.

(Yeah i know some could have all the matches already done on supercomputers with strong face recognition algorithms but i have to do it by my eyes only. Prime directive? It should not apply since they must be aliens too. Pardon my language but i'm binge watching TNG on Paramount and dr.Crusher just left the scene on S2).

Everything else i do on the other two blogs is relaxation compared to that. And i (almost) had a heart attack last night, from eating too many Hot Flaming Cheetos (out of depression) which kept my heart pumping while breathing on a congested noise, pretty much like real coffee, because of running out of nose decongestant and i'm not completely out of the woods and probably will never be.

BTW every time i get an oil or coolant leak in the car i can feel the taste of oil and coolant on my lips which become oily  like after using a lip stick. I got it on my lips all the time when inside the apartment and hours after. What it is? Could be they put some propylene glycol made deodorant in the basement? It is the oils on poops?

1:08 And why the market goes up when i go in the kitchen area? Because they know i will get sick sicker and maybe have a stroke or something?

And i just ran out of decaf K-cups. 
1:25 PM God i got so nauseated after i ate i am dizzy (High BP).

1:28 Alternate medicine. I once went to a doctor (called doctor Weeks) on an urgent care i think in Tigard (Providence Schools Ferry) i think soon after i stopped seeing doctors all together) and he did some strange chest massage on me and at some point he pressed really hard on my chest, possibly briefly stopping the heart. I got really mad at the time but when i went home i realized my (heart related) symptoms disappeared.
Could it be he briefly reversed blood flow in coronary arteries, possibly dislodging a clot? But the clot had to go somewhere (else) and ease the symptoms caused by a bruised, oxygen starved area and then dissipate or break in smaller pieces? (Sorry, the AI seems to be confused on this one too).

God i wish the young(er) dr.Crusher (S1 would do it) could be here.

I think here like in so many other cases in (not so) modern medicine they (doctors) miss the cause effect relationship (or logic) flow of events. Yes they were times when i went to the ER every time i had those symptoms, the reason i am so broke now.

2:05 Sorry for what i said last night about a transponder, last 20 minutes are missing from webtrack.

This guy came in very low though when i was thinking about going in the battle zone. Earlier there was a base that prevented me to do so.

Alaska Airlines. Yeah and Vanguard, Black Rock and 100 more others so called institutional investors own each other in so called cross ownership or circular ownership unhealthy financial relationships which can only be compared with the unsubstantiated market cap of the big 7 (the bigger bubble).

2:40 Got it. These so called AI and politicians gaffes and mistakes can be voluntary and elaborated and actually be a subliminal mockery like in doubling down mockeries.

Lately i think i discovered the self psychoanalyses, in this form. You write down what bothers you (like for others to read) and then when the emotional makeup is over and all subconscious starts to came to surface, you start reading and evaluate and correct self. Nah, it's been discovered by others.

But at the end of the day it all comes down to...

11:43 Last one first. After we came home i went for a test drive around the building. When i got at the dumpster and Asian short creature looking terrified turned her head around and got hypnotized by my headlights. Rest, later.

10:55 Yeah. We we got back here at the complex i stopped at the locker and Angela went to pick something but could not get the code on her phone. Got at the apartment, the coffee was on the porch.

Good coffee BTW. I think decaffeinating with water leaves more flavor in coffee. Not distinguishable from real coffee. No i won't say what brand cause i want to find more next time.

But when i drove from the locker to here the music was off and i though i heard a noise in the right side of the car (earlier i thought it was a panel). I put the jack and raised it. I looked and saw oil on the half shaft damper. Jesus came and started the loud car right next to me and left a stench.

I think i might have figured his algorithm. He tries to tell me my car stinks on the road (or punish me cause he does it many times when i eat or concentrate to write something).

Then i looked at the oil level and is missing one quarter of a quart. Then i checked the filter and saw the filter was loose again. Don't know what else to do. I tightened the filter back but i know it won't hold.

12:50 It took me that long? Went and checked for poops. Found only about 10  cat poops that i probably missed the first time though a few were new, and one not buried. Could have been the source of the smell.

When i was finishing the battle zone, a very small white dog with little fur probably the one since  yesterday, but not a corgi (why i thought it was bigger) came out of nowhere and started to bark viciously at me, scratching ground with paws, continuing until i got inside.