Saturday, January 4, 2025

1:45 AM Left Chinook Winds around 10 PM. Right after i passed the construction area in Lincoln City i was driving under speed limit. I was feeling weird though i did not drink more than a couple of drinks several hours earlier. Some guy with round tail lights (i saw later) was tailgating me really bad (like always lately). I thought i saw on the right a lane opening for a local street and pulled right to let him pass.

Part of it was the white continuous line was worn and i thought i saw a white line further on the right. However it turned to be a narrow shoulder and a ditch. I hit the ditch with the right wheels and i thought i heard something. Then i went back on the street.

A few miles down the road in a place called Otis i puled in the gas station, under the roof next to a pump. I was a bit confused and i thought i felt weird after the last cigarette or last soda so i went too far and had to back a few feet so the area in front of the car won't be in the rain. I got under and could not see much except there was no visible sign i hit something.

When i was done an SUV pulled on the shoulder, outside the gas station, close to our car but he didn't say anything though he followed us for a while.

25 miles later i pulled at the convenience store at Spirit Mountain, asked permission and jacked the car. I saw some minimal damage to the panel under the engine and what i thought a bent oil pan. Filled the tank with gas.

However when i got  home i looked closer and what i thought was a bent oil pan was actually the shape of the oil pan full of ribs and indentations.

What i saw though was a bit of an old dusty oil leak by the oil filter though i tightened it myself and maybe .2 quarts of oil missing on the dipstick.

But at Spirit Mountain, though i used two pieces of foam about 2 cm thick, i layed in a puddle of water that was smelling like cow dung and some water got into my wallet. In the car i told Angela to look for water damage in the wallet and what she saw was my debit card was missing.

Last time i used it was at WinCo when that guy who looked like a veteran was really close behind me at  the register (i'll be back). Last four, 4763. Too tired right now to call the bank. I only use that card at WinCo and it is very rare i go there myself.

2:25 I had in the last few days a number of patches on my shoulders. One had 6 pills of 500 mg Vitamin C, other antibiotics. The patches were made with white duck tape. Usually if i clean the skin real well with alcohol  before i apply those i don't get irritated and they last indefinitely.

There a weird thing happened. A janitor came at my left and then at my right to replace the ashtrays but it took him a lot to do so. I had the "bad jacket" with black duck tape patches on it and in my right pocket, really easy to access they were two open packs of cigarettes, one Nat's and one Winston.

The patch decided to come undone all by itself and the pills started to fall inside the casino. One was right under my chair where i was playing poker. But because it has been on my skin for days, it turned to dust, impossible to retrieve from the carpet and i saw it more than an hour later, and the janitors ignored it.

I know cause one of them fell in the elevator, was still in one piece and i could only retrieve a part of it. Two were still under the patch and two are unaccounted for.

Yeah. I did not plan to go to the casino today however Angela gave in when i asked her. It has been too many days in a row for me here.

We did not loose money tonight but when i was playing triple poker, a weird thing happen. 3 deuces and 2 sixes came on the first line. That would have been 5 of  kind. However i dropped the 6s and on all three lines got one more 2 which was way more valuable. At 30 cents a hand, that made for some 50 bucks.

6:11 I went outside at the car. Though it is quiet for hours, a number of people and car start moving around me. There was a car in the spot next to mine that left and the woman upstairs brought here own.

The mystery short woman at the crushed entrance came with the dog and left with the car seconds before i started the car to go for a test drive. Another car came in between. I went to the Meridian parking lot to check my oil on a level surface. Came back and meet with numerous other cars. My feeling is some sort of AI is anticipating my moves and placing me in all kinda situations.

I called to report my card lost or stolen and the US Bank automated system was reporting the transactions on Angela's card instead of mine. Finally got to talk to someone who did the same and after insisting a lot she pulled that transaction at WinCo on December 18. Her voice was like of an actress.

The chip system was introduced late at WinCo and for some reason, it takes like 30 seconds until the transaction is done and you have to let the card in, and this is increasing the possibility of forgetting the card in there, especially if you are distracted by something.

On December 18 there was this guy standing uncomfortably close behind me looking like the new Schwarzenegger, ex governor of California and the cashier like his ex mistress, the mother of his son.

I don't know what they could do with a card, i believe same day transactions with canceling the balance, mainly to prove i am receiving/sending payments and of course now everything is erased at US Bank's database.


Thursday, January 2, 2025

10:55 AM Every time i inject myself with insulin, i get some sort of weird, uncofortabe reaction that lasts about half hour. I checed my blood sugar a few time and it actually ges about 10% higher.

Shortness of breath, dizziness, main symptoms. Then i feel like i heat up a little. Then it slowly gets away. But it is way more intense when she is home upstairs and stomping. Today she has been half more hour than usual. And i believe i know the reason.

Yesterday i installed the new timer for the ozone generator inside the closet and i set it to 3 minutes on and 25 off. But it was still too much smell in the room. Ozone mixed with s...t is my perception. So tonight before i went to sleep i thought of something.

I used some silicone (removable) and installed some pieces of foam, covering 90% of the gap around that closet's door that BTW is pretty big, around 1.5 cm on average, all around. Very little smell in the room now, enough concentration in the closet so i won't feel that terrible old s...t smell anymore. Almost.

So i believe the reason of her staying longer was to compensate.

I started to have pain and numbness in gum area first, but that went away with the insulin. So i would assume my body temperature got lower and bacteria started to thrive?

As for why i'm getting this reaction to insulin? I don't know, could be the "inactive" ingredients, like the preservative, or maybe the fact that i am getting into anaerobic mode on and off or partially because of stress and then my body gets confused when i inject insulin or could it be simply my metabolism (and body temperature, especially extremities), get lower because of stress?
9:50 PM What is that sound upstairs? It doesn't happen very often. Once a month maybe? It could be laundry but it's louder than when i do laundry. Together with other rolling thunder noises, they try to compensate for me sealing that door by heavily vibrating the area.

Wednesday, January 1, 2025

12:25 AM Talking about swans and stuff... Tchai_kovsky

1:25 BTW do you know how real Ukrainians look and talk like?


10:59 AM În noaptea lui Vasile Sfântul... Mi-o luat căciula vântul...

Ultimul comentariu pe youtube: "Mie mi se pare aproape neverosimil ca pe vremea cand exista cenzura se puteau produce asemenea..."

Da și mie.

2:00 Hungry ghosts.

Still dealing with the pan of the water heater. That was once used by a previous occupant as litter box. That was not replaced with the new water heater. That is rusted. I think i just figured something. Why you get tetanus when you get punctures by a rusty object.

Rust is porous and bacteria and parasites can survive in those pores. More than that, it gets selected by the vicinity of rust. Our blood has rust in it. 

More than that. Within that rust there are mixed tiny silica particles from litter box rust which are again porous (designed to absorb water withing its structure) full of bacteria and parasites from cats and dogs whatever.

Every time i open that closet i feel a smell like dog's f...t.

I believe i got some of those particles that went past my teeth now embedded in my jaw bone. This is the only way that can explain i have tetanus like symptoms starting with that jaw when i get exposed to cold. That go away with antibiotics.

I think i'm totally screwed.

Today instead of adding more backing soda in that pan i removed it all and exposed it to ozone by moving the ozone generator in that closet. However when it stops, i get the smell inside the room. Bought a timer that would start and stop the generator at certain intervals. It's been 9 years since i moved here and that thing was not used a litter box anymore.