Sunday, March 31, 2024

9:44 On July 23 last year i was inside Chinook Winds. I was a little drunk and a little irritated from the very spicy food i ate. Two women dressed in black uniforms were wiping the machines with some pungent smelling stuff in the row of machines next to cashiers. I kept moving towards the elevators trying to stay ahead of them, but i have been breathing some of that stuff.

At the end of that row there is a cash machine. I met with Angela and she gave me a ticket to cash for her. Next to the cash machine there was this Japanese guy leaning on it. After i cashed the ticket he turned towards me. He was also drunk or acting like it. Can't remember why i got mad by his presence or gestures. He did a karate move on me, just to scare me. I told him i will blow the glasses out of his face.

He was looking like this guy. In one transliteration shinobi in Japanese means ninja.

Then i went out of the casino realizing what i've just done and went outside. More than one hour later i went inside to try to grab Angela. There was a commotion in the area where Angela was playing. Several security guards where moving towards that place. I told Angela we should leave and we both went outside but we were followed by two security guards of which one was the one who gave me the ban. A shaven head Asian looking shorter than me guy.

He asked for my ID, i didn't give it to him, told me that only Police can ID me. He said something that being on the reservation land i am basically on a "foreign country territory" and if he would call the Police i will get arrested but he didn't say why, then we left. Angela drove all the way to Spirit Mountain or home, can't remember.

We went in there at least three more times until August 20. On August 20 i was playing poker in a corner of the casino that is less circulated and less visible though they are enough cameras in there. There is a door were i was seeing people in uniform, like from the cleaning crew going in and out the casino floor, sometimes pushing carts and stuff.

After an hour or so of playing there, the same guy and a taller, skinny, dark complexion though European looking guy came at me and asked me to come with them to show me a video in a room which i declined. He asked me again for my ID, i gave it to me and he told me that i am banned from the casino for "getting vocal" with that guy on July 23 or almost a month before.

This time i wasn't in a mood for fighting or anything so i just went to grab Angela. However they told me i should go and page her and leave immediately which i did.

On September 17 i drove Angela to the casino. I parked on the upper floor of the new parking lot and after Angela went inside i went for a walk on the beach. So i took the way around the casino or through the back. I saw several security guys next to some SUVs. One of the SUV started moving on the gravel alley and caught with me right in the back where i think, unlike inside the casino where they have maybe 1000 cameras, they were very few or none.

Same bald guy and a tall, strong built guy, again IDd me and told me my 6 months ban is renewed because i came again on their property and explained to me the boundaries. However when i looked i saw there are several properties linked with the casino and the streets in between do not belong to them.

Anyways, he told me that, i asked them o page Angela and tell her i wait for her in the Safeway parking lot nearby.

To make a very long story shorter. I thought my ban was about to expire on March 17 or six months since September 17 but just to be sure i wrote them an email. To my surprise, the manager of player services answered and told me my ban expired on February 21 or six months after the first ban as the second was not reported to the management. I printed the email and put it in my wallet.

However i pulled it out of my wallet and last weekend the guy showed again.

That casino, like all the others is full of actors and extras. In the last weekend i kept seeing this guy acting as a security guy. Last time i was in there there was thig guy taller than me at the entrance, who looks like the tall white haired man in this video and when he saw me he touched his walkie talkie button at his chest. One week before i think i saw this guy again acting as a security officer.

But is not one or two or three. It's all of them, the security guards and casino goers, everybody. Who do weird moves as i pass them, creating all kinda visual scenes for the cameras which i suspect are leaked. Same in all other casinos.

10:23 Today it smells like wildfire smoke around the building though index is about 25 and wind is blowing from NW. It started at @ 4 AM. I went to dispose of garbage items from the ground around building and found an open black bag with some dog waste on top of the other items at one bin and threw it more in the back/bottom of the bin. Slept four hours and i am dizzy from the smoke and dog waste smell.

12:50 Man do i have to write here every time something is not working.

Just opened the door, found an item for my catch can upgrade (will try to show it later). No more room at the locker, i guess.

There was a reason for that. They knew i will go at the car and open the smelly can and prepared a whole bunch of kids in the alley. They basically turned the alley into a playground. Usually if i went at the car at this hour, there will be one car a minute passing. However, now they are none. Rescheduled?

Ok so about a week ago i ordered a new Winix filter. 5500-02 from aliexpres because it is discontinued on Amazon and the replacing model has built in wi-fi and Android. Figure.

Trouble. The item arrived in Sherwood on 29. Someone asked for a delivery reschedule which was yesterday. Yesterday we have been here all day but they are saying they could not deliver. Now it's again out for delivery and we will leave soon.


1:25 They briefly moved away for a minute and went outside however i needed one more tool, when i went back they came back and now two of them is doing live with the phone facing our door and the car. Cannot use the camera now to show progress at the project. Some other time.

2:15 I went and swept more litter dust from around the bin. Some is spilled in areas were cars pass and they raise a cloud of dust every time. While i was doing so, the woman at 4 which i consider is the coordinator of it all passed by with her dog, smirking at me. Then i took a shower.

Trouble with the oven, when i cleaned it might have touch the thermostat mercury bulb. I might have to replace it, again. In the meantime, i just unplug it when i leave.

About the noises upstairs. I am pretty sure it's a practice written or not in the 400 years old manual (haven't read it all).

After studying me for so many years they know me intimately so they can guess what i'm about to do or say next and they go ahead and make approving or disapproving sounds they learned in as many years i m influenced by. Does it work? Not lately but it's all they know and can do.

Saturday, March 30, 2024

10:35 Slept 4 hours, nauseated. Went and picked 20-30 health hazard items from around the bins, including open poop bags partly tucked on purpose under, a brown bag with litter dust laying broken next to the bin with used tampons on top, piles of poop on the grass, etc..

After i finished my last match, was searching actually for Jodie Foster and found her by chance so i posted it to make something for the time and energy used for the search, i went in the kitchen area. I know they all are, i just don't have the physical time and energy to search for them all, sorry.

Yesterday i bought at Grocery Outlet a box with candy, though i have diabetes, i eat one every once in a while, but i saw a bug crawling on the box, opened the door and blew the bug outside, then i realized how this could have been interpreted and started to ask myself. Was that a remote controlled bug or just possessed by some kami?

10:40 I once wrote, nobody listened. The huge pickups and SUVs so many people go to work and grocery store, and never use them for the (intended) purpose, have hundreds of horse power.

Of course when they cruise they only use about 30% of the max power, because they don't have any aerodynamics, but basically they are air moving boxes, comparable to semis. How much air are they moving?

For a 300 HP truck, 30% is 100. Multiply that by 3 considering the efficiency of those engines and you get 300 HP or 200 kW of thermal power which is the energy need to power 50-100 homes or 20% of that of a 1 MW wind turbine if that fuel was to be burned in a high efficiency power plant. But when going uphill or accelerating after a stop sign, they use full power, or near 1 MW. One of those climbing over Mt.Hood uses the energy of a wind turbine (for the whole) period.

Of course they are a problem for the other 70% of the drivers in traffic. Their headlights are higher positioned than those of a semi. Ok not so many people are out in the traffic in the dark on non illuminated freeways. (How do they calculate and meet with you only at curves and on narrow bridges?).

If you get hit by one of those you are going to be squished like a bug. Then he will go home and remove the slightly bent steel cage in front of the grill like it happened to me at midnight on 20-21 August 2021 and nobody can prove anything.

Not talking about. They are  hard to drive. Can't see in front in parking lots (some have cameras on grills, most newer in the back). Need two spots to park and lots of mostly blind maneuvers etc..

Every time i try to work on the computer (do searches) the microwave meter alarm start to beep and shows levels that are usually painful (to me). It acts like there is a cell phone above me. There is an area in the living where the signal is very strong, like there is a wi-fi router upstairs. But it is off for hours a day and only starts when i again start to do a search. The signal stops if i move the meter in a different area of the room.

11:55 I came at the other computer which is next to kitchen room. Like always, some guys came at once and started talking aloud near the window. Now they're gone. I think. It's five minute till midnight, upstairs it started to move chairs and walk on top of me.

Friday, March 29, 2024

1:29 PM Slept till almost one. Opened the blinds and the glass sliding door. It's the first spring day in Oregon, thought more winter days are to come in about a week. Three little girls game in sight. I ran to shut the door and the blinds, one of them ran towards the other area of the building where the door is and i started some food in the microwave. But then i realized and opened the blinds and the girls were gone.

From the memory card.

Yesterday when i left the complex for a walk in the rain in the last day of winter, a guy that by the way he was moving (like a ballet dancer) did not look poor, got and walked in front of me for about 10 minutes with two black sacks with recyclables.
Have you ever slipped on Japanese cherry trees flower petals? I almost did a few days ago.
Triliums are in bloom on the Greenway trail.
Woke up this morning nauseated feeling like i was going to throw my heart up, with palpitations and stuff. Went and found one that was not in a bag like this blue one in front of the bin, also gathered and put all that stuff in the bin and at the other bins. Took some charcoal, ginger in my mouth and slept until 1 PM, could not eat anything yet.
Click on the video, go on youtube for lyrics.

Wednesday, March 27, 2024

10:10 Was thinking to go to a machine shop to cut half of the thread i made too long, have it cut on a turn machine, if the price is reasonable, before attempting to buy yet another hack saw. But first i had to do the stew cause the meat was sitting in the fridge (pork sirloin) for 3 days already. When i was about done, here came the very thin black guy with the big black dog and the small brown whatever one.

3:10 Yeah i went to a place that google says was a machine shop but it wasn't, then i went to the one i knew on 72, they said they don't have a lathe anymore, but the sent me to one in Lake Oswego. They gave me the address however i did not know the place, it was actually behind Safeway on Lower Boones Ferry, one exit from here so i came home to look first.

They did it for a very low price, would have done it for free.

The moment i googled the address the market started going up and i know the reason. They are making in that shop parts for aeronautic industry.

Tuesday, March 26, 2024

6:17 My part and tool came, newest version of the catch can is nearly done. Screwed the die on a 2x6 on the couch, drilled a hole in the tube...

This... tube will go in the place of the smaller black one, so the "in" line will open near the bottom, surrounded by a piece of chain mail, hopefully splashing spitting less.

Thread would have come nicer if i could find my WD40, however is functional. I tried and searched everywhere, i think is in the car, but they started to pour in by my butt while i was searching in the trunk, kids started to yell like crazy, so i just gave up.

Tried with engine oil, on aluminum is worse than nothing. A thin lubricant is required.

All i have left to do is measure and cut, however i can't find my hack saw.

6:55 Upstairs, still doing the unthinkable. A person trained to do just that. Stomp and squeak following my actions downstairs. For an hour now, furiously.

8:25 It stopped after i wrote. Restarted about 10 minutes ago, made me breath dust after i ate.

8:44 I don't know what to make of this. Last night i was bing watching on NETFLIX Rise of the Ottomans and saw among others the naval battle between Genoa's and Sultan's fleet with Baltoghlu loosing an eye and being spared by the sultan at the request of many. The name is so close semantically with today's event that when i first searched, misspelling, this is what it came.

Baltoghlu, ships, water, 800 years old chain securing the harbor, chaos.

BTW the name's etymology (from the movie) means son of an ax. Baltag is a Romanian word for a similar tool, probably inherited from Turkish and the name of a very famous novel written in Romanian by M.Sadoveanu.

And i remember something else. The huge 8 meters 1.5 tons balls guns used by the sultan were made by a Christian Hungarian man named Orban, using the bronze of many church bells caught in the Ottoman empire. Hungarians are sometimes classified as Turkic people, though my opinion is a bit more refined.

Monday, March 25, 2024

 8:57 One would thing that the first thing i need to do in the morning is...

Make a cup of coffee
Review my last post from last night/early morning
Read my email
Etc..

No matter how hard i try to do these, i can't do nothing until i start the recorder to show what the guys upstairs are doing to me. Right now marching back and forth with no pause to do something, military style, just to screw me over and scramble my thoughts.

BTW i got twice the dizziness and hangover since last night. Because i smoked.

9:15 Ok so i tried to finish the post since last night. I corrected some obvious mistakes. But cannot finish it. Cannot grasp the bigger picture, to re-arrange phrases like i usually do. Every time i try to concentrate i hear in my mind the echoes of the squeaks that now stopped but lasted for almost one hour until minutes ago.

10:15 Went in the kitchen area to heat some food and eat. They followed me there. Went to the restroom. They followed me there. Came at the computer. They are again above me.

While in the bathroom i was thinking. The subliminal message with the terrorist in Russia that was made to eat his own ear. Now calm walking in circles above me.

BTW i think i'm already hooked to cigarettes. Feel the urge to smoke right now no matter what.

Saturday, March 23, 2024

12:25 There are a couple of black people, something very rare in this area, living in the next building. BTW they look and act they could be Japanese blacks. I can see in their living if look from my door. They don't do much, they watch TV and walk the dogs. Yesterday i saw the dogs a couple of times within 2 hours.

This morning after the human left, one of the dogs (the big black one) which looks sick by the way it moves came back at my window alone, with no leash, and peed, like maybe 15 ft away. The pee was not clear which means the dog could be sick. Could this have anything to do with the cough, runny and congested nose, coughing, sneezing Angela had for weeks and me in the last few days.

Upstairs never stopping, never giving up.

1:45 R J Reynolds. I am so stupid without google on my side.


7:30 I finished in a hurry because i could not stand the smoke anymore. I brought earlier the battery inside because the + connector broke again. Now i agree i didn't do it right the last time. For the same reason i came so quick inside and started the filter at the highest setting which clears the room  from anything in 5 minutes though it makes some noise.

But before that i eradicated the source of the smoke. Soft soil under a very stingy bush in front of the stairwell wall. Which is a wall outside, it only separates one side of the stairs from the outer world.  That is the only place i didn't pour soil mixed with cement.

Ok so i did the connector faster than ever. I did not follow the steps of my own procedure because i had an excess of solder that was not hot enough and froze. I just wiped with 99% alcohol, used some flux on both surfaces, reheated on the red hot stove burner it to the max just before the flux burned out and applied squeezing all the melting solder and then pouring water. I tried and tightened both nuts against each other on it and didn't break the solder joint. Tried to move it around and didn't brake etc..

Before all these, i went and tried to retighten the two nuts against each other. It went ok on the negative, the + connector broke. But why were they loose?

First ten minutes or when i removed the battery. It was all ok, except every time i was focusing to do something difficult (i call it straining my mind) i heard people laughing upstairs, in Spanish. Big laughs. The same way children were yelling the other days. Then i went inside to fix the battery. Then when i went back they were ready with the smoke. Almost unbearable. It makes me feel absent like i don't care of anything. Hard to remember things. Hard to breath.

I have the tools in the trunk. Like always. Every time i went to grab one, somebody was coming my direction. The white car YTD 300 showed promptly like every time i do something at the car, and guys start talking at the door of the garage.

Now it all smells like dog poop and/or urine.

Earlier. I slept through the afternoon. When i woke up, like in all days when i do so, somebody climbed upstairs and started the stomping ritual. As i said before, on Christmas eve i went quick outside and saw a curly rather thin guy stepping like balancing and putting extra weight on each step. I saw that in a movie but can't remember right now as i can't remember nothing much. Ok i remembered something similar. Upstairs they do this every day a few hours, then they alternate with squeaks, now dragging heavy chairs around.

Man how they let them do this stunt at Eurovision. Those sparks are actually heavy metal flying through the air.


8:20 First i thought i should say we should thanks Brits from opening the Pandora's box and bringing it to Europe. But then i realized they might have been first taken over.

They all come from Australia. Huns, noongars, magyars, magars, thugs.

Friday, March 22, 2024

9:00 Got awakened after about 6 hours of sleep by this very irritant smoke that makes me sneeze, the latest tendency around here. Very similar to when heating a very used and dirty electric stove (just cleaned ours). Went and leveled a few places where my heel was going deep together with the grass (voids). The smoke seemed to subside enough for the black guys (a couple living in the next building) to come with the dogs which are known to be very sensitive to smell of course.

9:15 This time the smell is not going away. As usually when smoke is present, no noises upstairs, nobody is walking or driving in the alley.

9:40 I think it started after i said that the guys upstairs are not cooking or buying groceries.

10:06 What a sight, to watch a dog peeing from your window in the morning. While we had a snack of strawberries, the big black and small white dog came again after a couple of hours. Seen a handful of people since this morning, all in chosen moments.

1:30 Quietly riding on Assurance which were 30% off. Quiet, soft tires, however not the greatest for fuel mileage. Harder tires are better for fuel mileage.

Wednesday, March 20, 2024

Monday, March 18, 2024

9:50 PM I went and put some soil mixed with grass seeds in areas where they were the holes which i plugged with soil mixed with cement. Then i sprinkled those areas with the hose. When i was about finished they started a new mole gasser somewhere. It stinks.

10:50 Left to themselves...

11:00 Important e că poate duce mâna la spate să se șteagă la fund.

11:40 Why do anime characters sometimes close one eye? BTW my left headlight is again pointing left and didn't have time to fix it today.


9:44 I am so sick of writing over and over the same things. They woke me up around 7 after about 4 hours, had some since last night, i tried earplugs, then i started the bathroom fan. They started a mole gasser and the smell was bening pulled inside by the fan. Then i left alos to get the recorder that i forgot in the car (at Angela's workplace parking lot). On my way there i felt the salty taste in my mouth, which means saltpeter. I went briefly in the park, came back, i noticed the blinds upstairs and the car in the spot.

Sporadic, very well timed noises which suggests nobody is there, but a robot.

I started to do a search, they started another mole gasser. I'm chocking. Got to leave but now i have to eat something cause i'm crashing with diabetes hunger. 6:06 All day and especially since i came from WinCo they never stop upstairs.

7:18 I replaced the twist on connectors for the left bulb socket that BTW were getting loose, those can't take the vibration of the car, with solder. Yeah i know it doesn't sound right, don't have time to think and reformulate.

So i soldered the two wires of the socket with the two wires of the old socket with my new soldering iron, wrapped in heat shrink, etc.. It works, about as excepted. Certainly not burning the insulation of the wires if you know what i mean. 12 seconds to get hot, 10 more to get the thick wire hot etc.. Beating the  heck out of using a 120 volts one with a long extension.

As for the bulbs. I put on both of them the Philips ones. There are no adjustments of the headlights period. Don't know what cause the misalignment. Maybe the socket was not set right in the housing? Half more hour and i can go for a test drive.

Car has been totaled twice before i bought it, both headlights are aftermarket. It just crossed my mind. What if i got one that is for a country where they drive on the right side of the road?

During the whole period a number of kids, maybe 2-5 years old were yelling in the distance. Every time i was aiming or straining to reach or grab or insert something, they did. Like a choir with a conductor that was giving them signals. I don't know exactly why. It happens all the time when i go at the car
. There was a smell like roasted hot peppers.

7:50 I located one more hole near the hydrant. I mixed some soil, cement and water and poured it. The moment i did so they came down the stairs with a baby that was crying for the last hour while they were having a party.

Earlier. While i was working at the headlights, a woman rather short with a white dog with harness came, i thought the dog peed, it was very fast, while i was plugging the hole, i felt the smell and went and found it exactly when that dog has been. Part of it was stepped upon.

Earlier at WinCo Angela grabbed some beef meat, but i don't feel like cooking it anymore. I looked at the headlights, there are adjustments to be made. I will search for how to videos so i can do it quicker.

9:15 Ok i located the screw and fixed the headlight adjustment. Left was way too high, right was way too low.

As per Angela, i HAVE to cook that meat tonight. We bought too many potatoes and i googled and now it's ok to keep some in the fridge.

10:10 I know what that spicy smell was. THEY were also cooking something, earlier.

Sunday, March 17, 2024

12:15 The noise stopped, the smoke came in. 12:30 It was announced on March 4. Then how come so many people were caught in yesterday? This is the Kruse way overpass oro the beggining of 217. Technically it was open all the way to 99 but with people getting on it from I5 and no way to flush the traffic, with the stop light at the end, it is not usable, i spent more than one hour until i got back on 217 at Greenburg and almnost got in an accident. Why not emails or texts to everybody in the area?

12:45 Most of the smoke this morning was coming from some holes near the hydrant under another shrub. I patched them yesterday and i enjoyed an almost full 24 hours of smoke free (of which half i wasn't here) but they popped right back this morning after they left from upstairs. Somebody also started to dry after using unusual amounts of detergenty with perfume. After i plugged  those again, they filled now the place with laundry perfume. 1:15 After my nose got used to the smell of laundry detergent (doing something myself, drying is on close circuit though) i opened the back glass sliding door and felt the smell of intens rotting dog poop. I found one in the open in the spame place, about 30 ft south from the windows, 3 bags on the ground all around the bin. Had to squeeze throug the small opening to get in the back to pick two of them. I really do not understand, do they get tired after all the effort of picking and taking it to the bin, and then throwing it over the fence outside the bin?
1:20 The reason i've been nauseated and could not eat, only took charcoal all day. 2:56 I added a bit of ATF from the bottle i bought. After i broke the seal of the cap, i lost it. I poured (veru slolwy) through a rubber hose which was like 6 mm inner diameter, could not have fallen into the tranny. The holes popped back but there is no smoke cause they're back home upstairs.

What moles. There is not enough grass in the hydrant area to feed (the worms to feed) a mole. Did a drive test. It's better than last time. I might have reached the end of this problem. I'll see how it drives longer distance.

Saturday, March 16, 2024

12 AM A mole gasser.

1:50 This time it was in the front and between the buildings. I went and poured some soil in some holes around the hydrant. It looks like someone called security so i went back inside before i could finish. Still have trouble breathing.

2:30 Plugged several more between the buildings. At the last one, smoke outside kinda stopped however there is enough left inside. Someone started to smoke cigarettes to cover the whole thing. By being close to those i got a very salty taste in my mouth. Saltier than salt itself. Saltpeter is used to burn stuff where there is no oxygen, like for those mole chasers or flares.

I remember now i once (out of so many times) called an ambulance in Beaverton and they asked me several things and among those was if i have a taste in my mouth and i said salty. Again potassium (Kalium).

4 AM Smoke never stopped completely, now is again at full strength. As usually, when smoke is at this level, there are no noises upstairs and nobody walks or even drives around.

4:17 Se apropie postul Paștelui. Au reapărut pozele cu Simona Halep. „Retrage-Ți Mintea Din Simțuri!”


5:00 I am pretty sure they wouldn't had smoked me if i didn't start to search (again) for this guy. Smoke cleared after 5 hours, i was trying to relax when i heard the first squeak for the night. Trouble is... I forgot what i wanted to do next. 5:05 Nevermind, smoke is back after i wrote the above.

12:00 PM Slept about 8 hours. All the holes that i plugged last night were open and some smoke was present. Went and plugged them all. Have to go to Beaverton Hyundai to get some transmission fluid. Back in October i bought 2 quarts but they gave the wrong type, after the looked at the VIN number of the car. Good thing i looked before i put it in.

4:15 What should have been a 15 minutes drive one way, with let's say half hour there, it turned into a major nightmare. Hwy 217 was closed after 99. And as this was not enough, Hall Blvd which was the first alternative, was also closed and i can't remember seeing warnings on either. Never happened to me at least in 28 years. Spent more than half hour just to move from 217 to 99 due to a stop light, then half hour more to get on Hall, than back on 99, then on Greenburg and it took me then half more hour to get back on 217. I don't know when this was scheduled but i saw heavy equipment moving on Greenburg.
At the dealership. Dealership is under construction, the sign seen from TV highway was down, however they had some improvised metal rooms in the lot. They confirmed last time they gave me the wrong fluid and gave me one quart of the right one. The manager wasn't there so i asked them if they could keep it until Monday and process the return without me having to drive there one more time. I also left them a photocopy of my card.


Came home and checked again the alignment. Toe was off again by half turn at the left tie rod. Air pressure was too high (peaked at 41) because the temperature is now 76. Aluminum wheels need to be re-torqued for summer.

BTW i spent three hours of the best day of the year in traffic under the cell towers. One more thing. This guy came over me in my lane and had to maneuver. Suddenly i feel the brakes are kinda soft. Could it be the temperature? or do i need do purge the air out. Came home with the fluid however i can't find that funnel extension i poured with last time so i ordered one on Amazon.

Thursday, March 14, 2024

1:32 AM De câte ori văd asemenea chestii mă șochez și nu sunt în stare să reacționez pe moment. Au trecut niște ore, 24+ cred și în sfârșit mi-a venit în minte ce să spun. Cred că nu a mai rămas nimic din francofonia românilor de altă dată. Și totuși sunt atâția români care acum știu italiană. Merge bine cu Otto peni. Și cu încă o știre de kk.

A și poza de ieri. Cineva (știu eu cine) așează pungile albastre în vârful tomberonului, ca să le bată vântul (care zilele astea bate chiar din direcția aceea) mai bine.

2:17 After seeing one stupid, stupid news in Romania about a red black hoe, at that distance, all James Webb telescope could see (and BTW in visible all it can see is ...red) is a few pixels, i went again to search for proof of the Moon landings. Ok so there is no telescope on Earth or orbit (Hubble) strong enough to see any of those, however i found something else. An image from a Moon orbiter.

There is something written in the upper left corner saying LROC Observation M168000580R. I went and search on that and found a NASA pdf. Don't know since, and i don't really care right now (2012). For a few seconds, i went "wow", so anything i believed so far was wrong, including the frames with Bruce Lee at NASA i once posted.

However at a closer look, i saw something that really cut back down my enthusiasm. At a certain point it looks like the rover went over the edge of a small crater though it is clear they were trying to avoid all the others. And then i started to doubt again the whole thing.

4:09 Where no one has gone before.


11:23 Rat holes? How many holes i plugged under this shrub in the last 24 hours? 3? 4? After i succesfully plug one, the smoke in the apartment subsides for the next few hours. Wasn't lucky with the last one, there is still some smoke, i am a bit confused and got a headache.

11:25 After a peak yesterday, noises upstairs subsided dramatically after i started recording again. To compensate, they use the vacuum cleaner, again, thoroughly, less than a week since last time.

1:05 I believe this was the point (left of the cursor) when i met with Jack Harlow in the park. Yeah that was him. I made two mistakes. I said his name aloud last night at the apartment, with the microphone connected at the computer (and probably hacked). I took the path near the river because i can see things i don't for 24 hours, sometimes days and weeks (river, trees). Should i have stayed on the road, it wouldn't have happened.

More than that. I was sitting on a bench in plain sight, he went behind me to watch the river, and then he left with his dog, passing in front of me, obviously pissed. With a (rare) beard, hard to recognize.

Otherwise market would have been down 1% or something.
Before him i met with her. She is rather short isn't she.

2:33 When i got back at the complex i met with this guy. He was walking his dog on 65th AVe for everybody to see. I don't know who though cause all cars passing were marked one way or another as belonging to the show.


When i went to Romania in 2014 everywhere i was going they were playing this song.

3:40 Was nauseated all day. Wind now blows from the direction of the bin on the alley next to entrance. After Thursday garbage pick they were left like 10 sacks of garbage, all full, heavy, some loose garbage on top of those. A wet vacuum cleaner in the back of the bin. I put a glove on and went to throw those in the garbage. A young and very good looking Latina, like an actress, came with a small kid and started looking in the recycle bins for coupons. Then the kid started to cry big time. This is what i picked.
Then i went at the other bin (picture on top and below), taking advantage of the fact it was layed a bit further towards the gate, leaving more room in the back where much of the s... is. I gathered a sac worth of old garbage, mixed with soil over the decades. Not the first time, not the last. Doggy bags buried deep in soil. But after a while i got tired and gave up. I think i need a tool, like a shovel to dig the rest, sone 1 ft deep. There was a pickup next to the bin and again a small child crying.
And this is what's left

5:03 Got it. Potassium. Potent. Kalium. The men know how to squeeze the Kalium out of you, probably in the name of Kali.  How they do it. They pick the moments when your blood pressure raises because of whatever, something i see in the news, and then they stomp, raising it to the roof. Then your kidneys pump out all the minerals. All in the name of Kali.

Keep taking potassium, one pill = 100 mg, need like 20 to make for 3000 (rest is in food) or whatever daily intake and all my conditions start improving. One daily?

Sodium and Calcium are in abundance in our food, like salt, cheese, etc.. Potassium is scarce in our diet, we don't even make half of the amount of sodium, etc.. 

Wednesday, March 13, 2024

2:18 Can't remember since i last went for a walk. Could be weeks. Today i did so. Not only here but everywhere the preceived smoke index was above 50 to 100. The rule is. If the wind blows from south, there's gonna be wildfire smoke. Though IQ Air site don't agree. Of course i did not have a mask.

When i got back there was a suprise under door.
5:05 It was stinking like dog poop, was attempting to dispose of it. Found too pieces "forgotten", two flattened out (have to pick with a bit of soil), when i was living an older woman looking Asian European came, gave me a piercieng look. I turned my head to look if she picks it all, she bent over showing a pretty big but in black pants. I don't know what the mistery with this is but i believe is it blocks some of the viewer's chackras. I am left guessing if she left more pieces behind, replacing the ones i just pick, so i can never be free.

5:12 Yesterday all of a sudden both my windows 11 recording app and my portable recorder startred to work again.

11:52 Found a better match for Lavrov. To investigate later.

1:20 Can't be. Tibor Szakács (wrestler) was born in 1928.

Tuesday, March 12, 2024

4:30 There is a rather intense debate on forums as if to fill the new oil filter or not before replacing. I found a video done by two professionals who say it's a must and i panicked because if have not done so with my cars. (And i never saw the guys at Jiffy Lube doing it either). And i started to search frantically for the scientific arguments.

Some who say you should not (or it doesn't matter) argue that the filters for newer cars are rather small (and fill fast) and the engine can run for a second without oil pressure solely on the thin oil film with zero pressure until the filter gets filled by the pump and oil pressure raises.

However i found something that puts me at peace of mind. The service manual says...

4:35 The place filled with smoke. Got to go outside to check under the shrub at our windows.

5:15 When i went outside i found the back glass sliding door was unlocked. I slept 3 hours, from midnight to 3. There was a 1 ft hole under the shrub. Was smelling a bit like poop when wind was right, i could find none. There was a guy and some stuff at the no dumping place doing something.

After the heart episode last week i was left with palpitations (heart hiccups). Yesterday evening i ate some potatoes, a banana and took 400 mg of potassium and when i woke at 3 i had none. While it appears we need to get as much potassium as sodium, i could never figured where we can get it. One potato, one banana and one avocado each have about 500 mg, however, most other foods don't have much.

Angela was awakened by smoke one hour before she should have. She slept a total of 4 hours. Yesterday afternoon she could not sleep because of poop smell. I forgot to say i disposed of 7 fresh ones yesterday around 7 PM.

6:45 Upstairs they started right after Angela left, that is more than an hour now. With "four people living here" (never saw them with groceries after the snow) there is almost always one awake and kicking.

6:52 Smoke is creeping back in.

3:32 I know why this happened. I suddenly quit eating potatoes because i got worried about my blood sugar. I don't eat bananas and i was down to maybe 10% of my daily intake for potassium.
3:37 Version 7.02 of the catch can still not working at full potential. It works some, but when the engine is cold cold, it ticks until it warms up and i know why.

Though the emulsion (oil and water) condensates in the big corrugated pipe, the pulsating flow from the engine sprays the emulsion at the diffuser and some of the droplets get aspired in the engine. Proof is the emulsion on the top of the can next to out port and diffuser.

I plan to put a pipe around the diffuser that will go to the bottom of the can, this way i hope there will be less droplets to be aspired in the engine. But for that i need to measure the diameter of the diffuser and when Angela came, after we ate, i went outside to measure and took this picture. The moment i opened the door, a very loud ambulance started, like they do about half of the times. Not one second early or late.

3:56 Picture came blurred and i took only one so i had to go back to take some more. When i left, one of the guys from the next entrance (that i haven't seen in months) was ready and exited the entrance. What does it mean. They appear many times when leave the place of crime (opening the very stinking catch can, "to stun my innocent passing victims", so they simulate they chase me by appearing when i leave).

One can see the the emulsion film present on top (that is upside down), also coating the out port (right). BTW wax started to appear again after i switched from Quaker State mineral (that i used all winter) to Quaker State (recommended by Hyundai) full synthetic which does the same as Mobil 1 full synthetic, at 2/3 of the price. Uninspired name i guess.

Position of the wax in the picture below shows the direction of the flow of the mist, straight towards out port (that leads to intake), ignoring the big space of the can below.

The diameter of the diffuser is 34 mm. Ok got to go outside one more time.

4:15 Which i did and measured more things. But had to wait for the tough bearded guy with the big truck (who pushed the Chinese woman's Dodge in the left pillar on November 27). Who was posing as my friend and then she left and the guy stayed. When i got at the car another guy came out of his car. A plane flying very low and noisy heading to Aurora. The Silverado truck left.

Like always, within about a minute there was a show with several people that had time to get ready after they realized what i was doing. Was thinking earlier. It is a show (maya, illusion) that started many thousands of years ago in the name of Shiva. Who am i and what am i doing trying to expose it.

I think a 1 1/2 outer diameter will do it. To go around the diffuser and all the way to the bottom, with many holes in it close to bottom. The mail chain and the lid on top (seen on the left) of it will probably go. Or if i can find anything with 34 mm inner to fit on the diffuser and make it half inch short of touching bottom. Like this but inox or aluminum (and cheaper).

Bingo, wandering if this fits tight or i have to shim it or something. Wall kinda thick though. No way, i will have to go outside to measure one more time! Nevermind, i can file it a bit if it doesn't fit. No, it's not gonna work, the can threads in there and there is almost no space left.

Monday, March 11, 2024

10:10 Emiri Sanjyou is done by actress Michi Nishijima  4

Sunday, March 10, 2024

11:05 AM Third day of laundry, vacuuming (thoroughly) after a week (upstairs) awakened me after 4 hours of sleep.

Was thinking. Last night @10 after a day of stomping upstairs we left for Spirit Mountain. I was very anxious to test the car after alignment done here. When we left i saw near the car an empty bag, the kind used in store at WinCo to bag vegetables.

No chance to test the alignment. There was this terrible one in a decade wind that at times was pushing me of the road. During last third of the road i drove behind an older Jeep that was putting exhaust smell behind. Though it was windy, at certain times the winds was not blowing.

When we got there i parked rear first i felt a chemical smell, like burnt plastic. Could have been from another car though.

We both started to behave weird. I played poker for an hour, in an isolated area, not able to think or move to another machine, breaking even. But then i could not find Angela who was again searching me. It was going bad, i tried to stop her when we made half of our money back but could not.

At the gas station i tried to pay by mistake with an expired card.

12:12 After i wrote above i tried to do a search while Angela was sleeping and when i was halfway through i felt the pestilential smell of dog poop.

Went to search, found a small one in the same place like yesterday, 30 ft south of the windows, went on the other side, found a smashed one, picked those and i went to the south bin (where the wind is blowing from) and like last time there was a car started next to it and a couple of people were struggling to get in (for some reason it seemed a difficult and lengthy operation).

I found and picked around 5 blue bags thrown all around the bin, some since yesterday, other colors and items. One jug of used oil. One broken  bag of used litter dust and beads. One bag with used tampons partly caught under (they put the bin on top). Feel like puking my heart of.

When i came back i found a fresh big new one next to the one i picked the first one 15 minutes before.

11:20 What else do i find when i do my searches. And by far is the only one. It is the general attitude of their models. Submissive. Bred and raised for (a certain type of) pleasure. Which reminds me. There was  this old Asian woman as tall as a normal 8 years old gravitating around me last night. Other weirdos. Half of the people there were Japanese mostly disguised as Mexicans.

10:46 There are currently three songs in charts that are highly subliminally and directed against me. Doja cat, i said what i said, Jack Harlot, AK, 28 (number of years i've been in the States), vanilla (i stink, they surround the building with s...t, sharp like barbed wire etc.), Taylor Sweet feels like jumping from a very tall something, but basically all of them have some... reference.

People's preferences? I highly doubt it, there are simply no alternatives. Another one. I drink alcohol till my friends come for Christmas. Etc. etc. etc..


Saturday, March 9, 2024

1:50 I figured what tipped the balance and got me so sick in the last few days. I said before i can not tolerate any amounts of caffeine now including in soda and cocoa, especially when combined with alcohol (which dehydrates me). Which means i might have narrow and inflamed heart arteries (though i have no problems walking 3 miles or working on car for hours)

Another thing that happens is it increases your heart rate for a while before you crash. Bloating due to bad bacteria and mold in your intestine may raise the diaphragm (muscle), pressing on those arteries at the heart surface at the bottom. Caffein compensates it but when the effect is done you're in trouble. 

Nose congestion. When you are high you may breath hard on your congested nose and don't realize it. It contributes to raising your diaphragm (double effect with the above) because of vacuum in lungs, in time inducing hietal hernia.

I drank hot chocolate made with a lot of baking cocoa (several table spoon) in both days before that. It is possible the amount of caffeine in cocoa may vary. One cup of regular coffee contains 95 mg. Other accounts.

Alcohol also dilates your blood vessels, making you feel good in the first phase.

Stomach acid. Stomach acidity increase alertness but i suspect it may transmit inflammation to heart. Acid vapors from stomach increases nose congestion by inflaming the mucosa.

Yeah i find it suspicious cause i just commented that one of the candidates for US presidency could die before ending election and the possibility of starting over with the lengthy process with primaries (over one year of campaigns). With at least the mold present inside and outside the apartment that promotes bloating and congestion.

2:10 To whom may be concerned: Just replaced the damaged left side low beam lamp with one i bought on Amazon, cheaper and better quality than at NAPA and it appears brighter. I ordered one for the right side too, it will come some time tomorrow.

2:20 A number of people interacted with me today while i was outside in ways that to me are certainly not random. I had to start the car at least 10 times, and half or more of those times someone got behind. During the alignment procedure witch is difficult because the car is on the ground and not on a special platform, where you can reach the adjustment parts from under, people got in the direction where i was laser eyeing the wheels.

Every time i saw one of those i got nervous and made mistakes. All i could think of was. Synchronicity, Kali the goddess of time, calculated moves.

7:00 On the mortality rates in the US. Finally got it. I awoke at 5:20 PM and was laying in bed thinking bathroom when somebody climbed the stairs and started to hit the floor, violently, it never stopped since and i figure is a different person than before, by the way it stomps. They do it to punish me from what i write.

7:50 Today the used a different technique or technology. I feel the weigh the person above on my spine.

Friday, March 8, 2024

4:18 Around 2 AM we both awoke. I had a reflux episode. Then big time smoke filled the area. No holes though. Started to get nauseated. I started to do a search. Angela started the TV. By the time i was finished, i had to take two charcoal caps, then another one. When i was done, about an hour ago, went and found near the bin in the picture bags with dog waste, some open. In the back they were two more big, strong black sacks with garbage, of which one was heavy, around 30 pounds.

6:00 Yesterday during one of the biggest stomps series ever Angela yelled 9-1-1, suggesting she wanted to call the Police. I wanted to do that long time ago. Minutes later one of the maintenance guy whom i didn't see flying in his car on the alleys (i don't see much of the others either, suggesting they are episodic guest stars) for months, and always looking slightly different, came down the stairs.

This morning one of the persons upstairs who usually leaves around 6 came and started the car and probably "saw" the foil on the ceiling when Angela left. They had chances to look on different occasions, but they wanted to let us know.

Which means they are probably illegals and need to have some leverage on us.

Yesterday when was about the time for Angela to come from work, i heard steps but i hesitated to open. Then i looked though the window and it did not see the car. Then when she came she found the annual inspection notice outside on the door, for March 21. If i would have opened the door, the result would have been similar.

The aluminum cooking foil is applied with a few push pins that do not go through the ceiling, they are too short. Nothing that won't be fixed (the tiny holes are invisible anyways) at the next paint which BTW is due for a long time.

Thinking of how many through nail holes, popped nails and cracks i fixed in the bent and cracked ceiling and walls in the first years. Hundreds. I made no secret of it however i have to remove it for inspection. Maybe the strong signal stopped and i won't have to put it back after.

That is if i live long enough. Last night i was so sick i thought i was going to die. So the day before. After intense nausea, and not feeling like vomiting and probably could not even if i tried, i was like numb, with reflexes shut, probably from clostridium poisoning, that usually goes away with large doses of charcoal, i am left with chest discomfort and palpitations.

6:30 BTW, got hungry, just ate something and i am not nauseated yet. BTW i  think i feel the smell of poop again.

6:45 Gabriel Resources a fost înfințată de un român, Frank Timiș, mare banker in UK. Președintele este un alt român de care nu ați auzit, Dragoș Tănase. Sediul firmei este la Londra și este listată la bursa din Canada. În 2010, acțiunile au ajuns nu la 0,6 cât sunt azi ci la peste 8 dolari acțiunea, firma valorând pe atunci peste 8 miliarde însă au căzut din cauza efectului demonstrațiilor.

Soroș însuși a fost printre investitorii inițiali. Organizația lui a participat la organizarea demonstrațiilor, având un rol în căderea acțiunilor. Exită un tip de tranzacție la bursă "short selling" în care se pariază pe căderea acțiunilor, ceva ce Soroș a mai făcut cu banca Angliei în 1992.

Ei nu au pierdut mare lucru, firma acum este cotată la peste jumătate din valoarea inițială când a devenit pe acțiuni în 2008, care a fost în jur de un miliard. Au pierdut creșterile speculative de capital la bursă, nu bani investiți.

Azi am văzut și numele lui Nicușor Dan printre "vinovați". Subliminal, fiindcă îl cheamă Nicușor. Președinta ICSID este tot o unguroaică. Toți în orice funcție oficială în toată lumea sunt. Au o armată formidabilă formată din peste 10 mii de oameni, actori, scriitori, cântăreți, etc..

4:50 I slept but Angela didn't. When i woke up i realized i should have used a decongestant, still have heart feelings. There was smoke in the room and i thought it was from the filter that got contaminated, however when i entered the bedroom, the smoke was much thicker in there. She can't stand the air flow from filters.

I went outside and found another rat hole under the shrub at the corner of the building. Went and prepared 2 parts soil and one part cement to plug that hole. However, immediately 4 kids came in the balcony of which 4 were very small, maybe 2 years old, all looking Japanese. The same number of kids at the same apartment but different from the ones last summer.

I went inside to eat more ham with nitrites and a salad, waiting for the kids to go which they did. The big one (around 10, with glasses) was walking the area like she lost something. Then they went inside, i went to plug the hole and the big woman with the thing guy (not the ones upstairs but from building D came with i think two dogs) when i was about to finish.

4:55 Was talking with Angela to go outside and change the oil, it's been on my mind for weeks, temperature is above 60, will start raining tomorrow for another week. The guys upstairs heard and started a load of laundry (they haven't done one in weeks), getting ready for me to breath the laundry exhaust.

7:25 The story of the oil change. It is a fairly long story so get comfy.

I started at @5:30. I started bad because i forgot to heat up the engine. Without heating the oil i can't pull it with my pump through the thin hose i got from a so called transfer kit from an auto parts store. So i pulled the old filter, remembered, put it back, made a bit of a mess (when i pull the filter with or without oil in it some will fall in the pan under and on the panels under the engine (for aerodynamic and fuel saving purpose).

So i put it back, wiped everything and went for a 5 minutes drive. The engine was ticking badly when cold (after some emulsion from the catch can splashed and got in it, i have to vacuum the intake for that to go away, but today there was no more time, it got dark before i could.

Then i changed the filter. A woman i haven't heard before was again talking uninterrupted in Spanish, like the person she talked to never replied. Heard before.

Then i grabbed my pump and pulled the oil. The moment i started to do so a gang of girls of whom some were white from Mexico, some Japanese, some very small came and took over the yard. Yelling whatever. I was considering giving up but i had the filter on already and didn't want to order one more.

Minutes after a Japanese guy looking kinda Mexican, kinda tall, came with a two year next to me and all the girls came to see the kid and they were all standing one meter from the car and the small kids almost getting in my legs and i was tied there with the hose sticking in the engine and in my hand, pulling and pushing to stick it just under oil surface in the engine.

I tried to tell him to stay a bit farther but he did not speak either English or any language at all, he was just smiling. He finally left with his kid.

Smoke. There was smoke all the time i was outside. The girls were yelling like crazy, most likely under influence of it. When i was almost done, they left. Then i started to clean up the panel through the oil filter changing hole and i found a large amount of old oil with dust in it and a few drops of new.

Then i remembered something. One day i was complaining to Angela there was too much oil in the engine, like maybe 0.3 quarts above what i poured last time and that was 0.7 above low. Then a few days later i checked again and it was at 0.5 which means 0.5 quarts were gone. I assume somebody untightened the filter, and tightened it back in a day or so.

That explains again the huge number of stinking vehicles getting in front of me, in retaliation.

Oil stays on those panels for a long time and gets sprayed on the hot exhaust and makes the car stink.

I used some decongestant earlier. The angina and palpitations are 95% gone. I know that if i do some outside activity it always goes away. Now i got to quit drinking cause that it dehydrates me and thickens the blood. BTW i'm on aspirin also.
2:30 I had trouble when i installed the left lamp in the headlight because of the narrow space. However i am pretty positive i did not bend it. One trip to Spirit Mountain to get away. Again i was feeling very sleepy and tired in my way there due to exposure to smoke while i was at the car. This time like last three times in casinos we did not lose or win, kinda broke even. Ate a serving of fish and chips in the cafeteria. Saw some people that might have been celebrities. Saw young Hungarian actors trying hard to speak English with no accent. I feel sorry for them, honestely.

Came home early. The left headlight was pointing 45 degrees to the left and more than half of the cars coming from the opposite had one headlight out of adjustement, some for fun, some for retaliation, some to show. But at curves i was plainly blinded by those with high beams.

In Tigard, i saw a Police SUV in the middle between the two direction of four lane Hwy 99 and i probably flashed it with my out of adjustment headlight and i looked in the mirror to see if it comes after me, and i was in a drifting area, that is my car veered right by itself because of the inclination of the road and bad alignement and touched the right continous line that made a sound as i entered a very narrow bridge.

Here at home, outside, above anything it smells like some sort of yeast and smoke. Plugged another rat hole i saw earlier next to the last one. I know where the yeast smell is coming from but can't go outside, i'm just tired of it.

2:50 Ok i went outside and could not find any of the two vaping cartridges i saw the other day in the gras. Those and the 100 cigarette filters near the bin uphill promote breeding of bad stuff, nicotine being anti-bacterial and anti-fungal. I would have to wait till tomorrow. And had to stop the ozone cause i feel it on my skin on my back. My angina with pain in my left arm all the way to the hand and palm went away after i slept and started over when i was driving back, especially after i realized how bad the headlight problem was. I had this idea and took some water with backing soda while driving back here and now i'm ok. This morning i thought i will never be ok again.

9:56 Woke nauseated after about 4 and half hours. Went outside to search for the vaping cartridges i saw the other day. Could not find them but instead i found another poop about 30 ft from our windows. Bent to pick it, a private jet flew above at a very low altitude, probably less than 2000 ft, aproaching to Aurora. In the same time a woman with two dogs came and turned around. Kept on searching, she was playing hide and seek with me. Went at the car, met with her again.

10:00 No way i will remove the bumper to take the headlight out.

10:50 It is very hard to find a place with flat terrain at Rolling Hills. I tried and when i looked, i realized i parked next to a car with... a flat tire. There is a problem with this car when adding oil. When engine is cold, there is an almost one quart difference, the gauge showing lower. So i ended up again wtih about .2 quarts above the high limit which i have to pull back out.