2:00 AM Just got home comming from Lincoln City. Never seen so many noonja together and acting in one or two places (stopped by Spirit Mountain). Got some of the best mileage ever, because i used 89 gas. I figured that if i use 89 gas that is 2 dollars more per tank i make more extra miles that i can get if i buy more 87 for those 2 dollars. More miles for the same price that is.

First thing when i opened the car's door i noticed was the smell. I went to the dumpster.

Lately (the last month or so) i noticed it's getting more and more tricky to deal with the bags. One was on top of the dumpster caught by the lid that was opened and the content almost fell on me when i pulled with my hook tool. One was caught tight between other bags (and was knotted). One was knotted in such a way it came loose when i toughed it. A broken torn apart one with nothing in it (content fell earlier).

I knew there was one on the grass from earlier but i could not find it. I found a different one, bigger. I think the guy at E8 has a large dog that makes so much poop i cannot pick it with one bag/hand.

One guy in an old small pickup with bad exhaust smell passed by several times.

11:00 Last night when i got home at 2 AM first thing i done was to check by BG. It was 174 though i was three hours late with the insulin. So i said to myself, ok, let's eat something and then check again. So i eat and one more hour later it was 165. So i said again to myself, let's try something. Did not do the shot. In the morning i checked it again and it was 151 and then i did half of the dose.

Recent changes in my diet. Drinking for a couple of weeks now sports drinks from powder pouches with vitamin C. Regularly taking metformin besides insulin which cuts my appetite. Increasing self esteem after my last posts? (yes i used a 24 hours nose decongestant yesterday).

11:35 By the time i finished college the great Romanian "golden era" under Ceaușescu was melting down. Salaries were small even for an entry level engineer. Though they were 15 heavy machine tools company in the country, they were too many engineers coming from schools. Nothing to do so i started learning programming and implementing CAD more like volunteering and faced great opposition by the corrupt hierarchy who was paying overtime for bribes.

Could not buy furniture for the whole apartment. But also the stores were empty. Everything was going to export to accomplish Ceaușescu's foly of paying the externa balance which he finally succeeded in 89, months before his demise.

People were talking he did not know what was happening, being lied by the lower level nomenclaturist. 

Hardly found a fridge and a TV.

Then it came the revolution. For two weeks i stayed inside, not knowing what to do. Then i switched working at Angela's company, switching from CAD to accounting software. And then TV freedom came under the form of two songs, i call them the songs of the Revolution.

Before that we had every day 3 foreign melodies, taken from Billboard tops on the radio, between noon and 1 PM. While i still was a student, was sitting there, with the tape recorder hooked to the radio and hunting for those. So i had several tapes full of hits, for parties.

But then it came Lambada and Lily Was Here. And then a neighbor installed a satellite dish and all of a sudden heaven started to pour out from the little color TV i just bought. MTV and 5 Italian main channels among many others. Italian was so close to French that i knew and Romanian that i caught it in a few months from TV.

But the music. I think the 90s was the peak of music. R&B was maturing into bands like

Ok can't continue right now. Violent stumps upstairs scrambled my thoughts.

Then i trying to search the songs titles i listened to in the car went into the Downloads directory where i downloaded and unzipped the 6000 songs and they are all gone including the zip files. Then i went in Windows Media Player and they show as being still there. Got pissed off.

Yeah it was a long introduction to me trying to say that after listening that music of the early 90s in the car one more time i realized how all R&B music done at first by authentic black singers went to hell with stars like Alica Keys, Mariah Carey Michael Jackson, Snoop  and other rushed, undercooked, sad and weird, subversive lyrics singers.

Apparently if i go directly in file manager, i can't see them. But then if i go into WMP and choose "show file location" on any of the songs, WMP opens the file manager for me and then i can. But the zip file? What happened to the zip files? Yeah i know i don't need them anymore but why Windows decided to delete or hide them from me?

12:10 PM Just saw at my window a Japanese guy with baggy clothes and thick black framed glasses, middle age, with the largest dog i've seen so far, with whitish thick fur and now i start getting nauseated. Questioning self. Could he be the author of voluminous poops that i cannot pick in one move?

1:05 Here comes the Sun. Yeah i know horn is a tough instrument to play (jazz). 3 buttons (valve keys) and so many notes... But some dare! Is that a Jain hand on her dress? (Tiny) desk people.

3:15 Lately it has been wild. Not one in ten times we went there we won anything. Thinking maybe everybody is tight with the money. Saw a video, did a search, got an answer, now got another (rhetoric) question. If they can regulate return rates it means the slots machines which are pretty much the same (brands) everywhere have settings, right? Does this fit the definition of gambling?

More than that, this guy is saying the higher the limit of the machine, the better the percentage returns. In other words, should not throw hundreds of dollars in penny machines. Does this fit in the definition of gambling?

3:40 Got nauseated and went to check for poops. Could not find any. Was craving a cigarette since this morning but did not have time so smoke one so i went outside. Some kid yelled at me so i went more to the middle of the yard, facing east.

While i was smoking, i saw a maintenance cart pulling right in front of me and then i turned around. Like many times when smoking, a saw in the opposite direction in the distance a bag with poop, closer to the dumpster moved next to the construction site. Probably would not have seen it if it wasn't for that occurrence.

Went to throw it in the dumpster, but i saw it was well knotted. But that only after i picked it from the ground so i went anyways. In the dumpster there was one more, loosely knotted, out of reach. However near the dumpster there was a propane tank and some excavator cups from the construction area, now deserted (it's Saturday) which is now a common area between the construction site and the complex so i don't know if it's a garbage item or one of their equipments.

No, i could not see it, because of that truck, until i got there. (They call those trash bins also!) Now i see the reason they poured so much concrete. There is a 50 ft long ramp for accessibility in the artificially raised park (with gravel) and underneath they also installed a bunch of pipes, about 2 meters more under ground.

I believe one of the reasons was to picture me near that tank, so they can say i use it somehow to enhance the mileage at the car which last night, after i used better gas, was 46 mpg from the gas station at Grand Ronde and here And yes, it only happens when i get fresh gas from there, be it 87, which gets me 44 mpg or 89. After that it goes down still above 40 on highways. (yes it is true, there is no traffic at night, have to stop less at stop lights, etc. (yes i found my camera lost for days in a fold of the couch).

6:54 AM After i adjusted the size of text in Windows using the Accessibility setting i realized that size has not been changed in context (right click) menus. Because of the 4K resolution they are so tiny i can't read them. I searched and i searched and i found a hack telling me how to get to the old style Windows context menus. Like i knew, cause i haven't been using it for a long time.

It involves modifying a file in Windows called registry, a long and scary file where they decided to keep many of the settings in Windows and other apps. They warn you at the beginning to make a backup cause messing with registry file can be "fatal" in which case, how are you going to restore it?

Anyways, let's say i can bring the old style context menus, then what. Is the size of the letters in those menu obey the settings i just made "throughout Windows"? Then what if i don't like it or i mess it up?

5:08 Somebody gave Angela at work a few sports drink concentrate sticks. They tasted good to me, i made about 2 liters of drink from one and they were still too sweet and too sour due to Vitamin C (a rare presence in soft drinks, due to its taste that is less pleasant than citric acid they use mostly (which has a very very slight different chemical formula).

I liked it and searched it on Amazon and ordered it and it was 4-5 days away. It finally came on 9 and i had one more item in the locker for three days, about to be returned, and i went in the evening at the locker, at 11 they were bunch of little people in the pool yelling like crazy, but at the locker there was one single package only. I guess i did not see it was delivered at the parcel box.

So i came and found a key for the box in my mail box, grabbed the pack, the rest of the mail and i noticed there was again a piece of (junk) mail hanging from the upper box into mine (through a crack next to the lid).

This is the second day i did not get any mail which is very rare and also dejavu.

But the sports drink. The pouches look exactly the same as the ones Angela brought however are much diluted, like three times or four times more diluted than the original.

Not the first time Amazon does this to me. I once payed 15 bucks for a non-returnable bottle with charcoal caps that were gray in color (process incomplete), they did not heat enough the coconut shell dust in the vacuum oven or something. A brand i bought before and was ok.

6:40 Is this how Irish people look nowadays?

6:48 I noticed for a few weeks now on Thursdays when they empty the dumpsters a pile of garbage and bags stay in it closest to the edge (and rot). I went with a long stick and first moved the heavy freshly added bags (usually Thursdays dumpster stays empty) and then i tried to disturb the mud on the bottom thinking it will be picked next week, maybe.

The mud was made mostly of whet litter dust. I see broken bags thrown in front of the dumpster (near edge) all the time. (and some times in front of it). Was not done yet when a man about as tall as me, obviously Japanese, kinda white with a moustache came to through his bag and then stare at me. Then a woman that i believe also came yesterday when i was recovering a bag to knot.

This was the best i could. Then i threw some backing soda on top but in a hurry cause the woman in black SUV was passing, another black car was parking next to it. Yeah, every time i go to knot a bag, scores of cars and people are passing.

7:05  Went back and dislodged most of that mud using the stick like a shovel, pushing from one side, poured one more pound of baking soda on top. Afraid it will get glued back to the bottom. I think it started when the handywoman threw about two months ago some heavy pieces of furniture or floor (one piece covered the whole bottom) from an apartment she was repairing, next to the dumpster and pressed some bags under. But still it was too much for a couple of months.

Got the stick, back (it's from my plant stand), tried to wash it but it now smells like pure sewer. Somebody started a bbq so it will cover the smell. Yeah, i think it was him.

7:27 Do you want to know my opinion? My opinion is that dumpster should be taken away from here and sanitized somewhere and then brought back.

7:33 A TVFR engine just passed by.

7:43 Ok i know what's happening. That was the source of sewer smell that prompted them to do recent repairs, cut the water, bring in portable toilets, etc.. And it's really bad as of right now.

8:17 More garbage horror stories from the past. Back then i was calling the dumpster a bin and one day i was lucky enough and the driver of the garbage truck kept the dumpster in the air while i removed the bags from under.

While searching for the posts linked above i found something else. A painting done by the Hungarian painter Lóránt Méhes back in 1985.

1:05 PM Three hours of pouring concrete, with noise up to 70 dB outside door, a number of poops in the grass and in the dumpster prompted me to leave, nauseated and dizzy from vibration. I saw today two truck mixers, and i saw more in other days. I estimate a number of ten so far. The smell from dog poop caused me nausea, diarhea and bad smelling f...s.

When i passed the Bridgeport middle school i witnessed some sort of celebration, with up to ten classes with kids all on the baseball field, loud music, etc.. I think they were celebrating vacation.

Like always, been freed from noise and dog poop smell i started to think, and i put the ideas on the other blog.

3:45 On June 4th i posted... Are those Spanish immigrants? Maybe they want to make White House (Rose Garden) functional (again)?

4:00 I thought she vacated the apartment upstairs June 1st... She packed lots of stuff in her car and his truck never been here since two days before that... Yesterday i saw (heard) the woman at 4 again talking in her balcony and today she just came with a truck to pick some more stuff she left behind i guess...?

She is doing again a mysterious dance upstairs and i chocked badly on salad... Yes she intensifies stepping when i open my mouth to bite more of the salad. I think a piece of leaf got stuck in my throat...

4:15 After i re-posted a tiktok video showing a supposed California girl whispering to a bear in a wildlife refuge, and then the video with BeachBoys, now the coincidence.


4:30 Assassination attempt, ninja style. Angela went at the garden to pick whatever. Today it was for the first time salad, radishes. Somebody made a cut about two feet long in one of the shades and that was the distraction.

Angela casually grabbed an Amazon bubble envelope from the car to put the salad that started to grow too dense in (a mix of arugula, lettuce, etc..). Inside the bag they were some piece of clear plastic (garbage) from unwrapping a supplement bottle, and one from cutting the edge of the plastic wrap of an English cucumber (which i did today).

It was me who cut the many salad components (onion, cucumber, tomatoes, green salad, etc..) and Angela who first saw the pieces of plastic mixed in the salad and then me who choked on a leaf. (i hope). She upstairs was here, first time after almost two weeks) "by chance", to take the credit (the weird, mesmerizing steps).

2:10 PM Și totuși e prematură, gestația a început în noiembrie, cu scoaterea Șoșoacăi (soarele nostru) în afara cercului care simbolizează soarele.

9:00 You want more proof that we live in a world of illusions? The tiktok model that identifies as AlexaCrush101 for a few days now posts from a camping area, supposedly in the US but about in the same time though a few hours apart she posts on X as theAlexaCrush from an apartment also looking American.

@alexacrush101 #dating #outdoors #relationships ♬ original sound - alexacrush101

9:12 There is a couple of lesser known actors in Hungary. She is an actress and looks close enough to what i imagine AlexaCrush mother look be and and he is a pantomime actor and AlexaCrush exhibits pantomime skills.

He only has one picture online but reminds me of the guy who lives at E4 and leaves the blue bags open in the dumpster. Orosz. Szarka.



9:35 In fact about half hour ago i went and knotted two bags and saw him with his dog as i came inside. I wanted, after i posted the above, to go and see, but now there is a car with flashing lights near the dumpster and two guys came with sacks when i opened the door.

12:20 AM This is my "AC". A window unit i bought at Target years ago for 120 bucks.

If i start it when temperature inside is 75, it will maintain it at 75 but if i start it when it's 80, it will maintain at 80 etc.. It cannot bring the temperature down. So you have to start it early in the morning. Today outside temp was close to 100 (38 C) and it maintained it in here at 80 (27).

It sits outside on the patio on a custom stand but you can use anything to raise it at the level of the screen frame (foam from unpacking a TV or a monitor, books, name it). This way it vibrates less the door frame and the walls. Then a plastic foil taped on top of the screen, pool spaghetti to seal the space between the open door and the plastic sheet. The plastic foil at the bottom is wrapped around a piece of aluminum, to keep it straight and near the screen.

I glued some carboard (corrugated plastic) around the end of the unit that faces the screen, to reduce exchange with outside air (last picture).

Then the separation part. It works much better if you direct the cold flow that comes fast from the narrow upper vent of the unit upward in the room, towards the ceiling, again, using some cardboard taped on a chair. But if you have holes in the ceiling it will blow more insulation dust...

Yeah i know should have cleaned it before i took the pictures but this is an emergency.

Door can be closed at night, and at the end of the season all is reversible, just untape the plastic sheet from the frame of the screen.

This is the door i use to go outside to check for poops or smoke and of course there's dirt outside and i bring it on the shoes, i cleaned it many times, i got scheduled a carpet cleaning this week with the high temperatures and stuff it will dry fast. Then with the AC in place i won't use that door so much.

Mine is a bit different but i guarantee it works as well as a professional cleaning. The proof is in the brown mud that comes out and then it does not the second or third time but there's a learning curve.

Need to clean often or every time you refill and empty the reservoirs the clear suction part with a piece of wire or something.

Yeah this flash of my little Kodak has a mind of its own so in the last picture i put a finger over it cause it was too strong and the picture came red.

9:55 A strong chocking smell of smoke made it shut it down last night. This morning it came again forcing me to shut the kitchen window.

10:40 Chocking smoke is still present, can't find the cause.

11:05 Got coffee? As i said i feel in love with Keurig at hotels. One knock on the door and a smiling maid would give you a handful of cups every morning. Decaf! Decaf! (i was telling to the cute maid). Though i don't have one as of right now (budget issues) i open the cup and pour the content in my espresso machine. One thing i like... It is measured, optimized, etc.. Second, it is always fresh.

So last night i went following Angela's ideas. Smallest price per count. 80 ct., 34 bucks. And today it came. However it is funny they way they packed it. Wondering if they use little robots to count and pack those or they just go by weight. LOL.

11:20 Ok i made some, not bad for a decaf. I let it pour to about 100 ml. Was thinking at the sizes of coffee in Italy (the guys who invented espresso). A 50 ml cup is lungo (long). They have a bigger one called Americano LOL. What they probably don't know is a cup of American coffee is 240 ml or more. Have you ever tried a ristretto? 20 ml of pure liquid coffee. One of those and you feel the taste of coffee in you mouth for hours.

Yeah in Italy back then would see everywhere people with their cassette players in their (right) hands. Way before the Romanian invasion of Italy.

Diluted in hot water. Cause if  you let it pour from the espresso machine too much it becomes bitter.

4:55 The boat is gone but the poor kids came in the back while i was building the salad with what Angela brought from the garden (no, tomatoes and cucumbers not yet, it will be a month or so).

7:40 PM It was too boring in here and somebody brought in a... boat. On a trailer, across alley. Wondering who "of the poor immigrants" with many children who live here could afford one...

8:15 About an hour ago while i was eating, this guy (probably) came with a dog and just the sight nauseated me. Then he went at the dumpster and threw one blue bag, unknotted. But there was one more, maybe from his wife? Cause there is this enormous but woman who goes in the same apartment (E4) (not the one dressed with a black T-shirt as a dress with a white skeleton, that one is new), It was a couple hours before i knotted three, i thought they were done for the day.

Then i came back thinking to get my fishing pole to get the other blue bag, but at the car, a ninja this time one with muscles, again, disguised in an angry Mexican (have not seen him around here before) came my way from the yard. He looked at me, saw i had an empty clear bag in my hand (I took one just in case there was a new one on the grass) and then he veered at his left, passing in front of the car and letting me pass.

Also. Every time i mention something about anti-semitism, something happens in Israel.

There is not one single country on this Earth that is not controlled by now by them. And they keep doing shows, according to peoples' (false) beliefs.

10:38 Bela Lugosi. Hilda vs Helga. Orosz means Russian in Hungarian. The one i danced with was pretty tall, she could reach and talk in my ear. Did not pay attention if she had high heals though. She wore black leather pants, rare and expensive during those days in Romania. Absolute goddess body. Like most Hungarian actresses.

Desperate to find out when Helga got married...


11:35 Worried for Alexa. She is out there camping, all dressed up and temperature must be above 100. Nevermind, it's much cooler there. If she is in that area. Or maybe she went out camping because her AC is not working, again?

12:55 I was using water all morning doing dishes but did not notice anything unusual with the water.

Then i went to take a shower and when i switched to the shower head the pressure was like 3 times the normal. I thought the pipes were going to burst or something but i kinda liked it. Yes it took me a long time to adjust the temperature and much of that high pressure water went down the drain.

Then, in about ten seconds after i started showering it came back to normal, but very sudden, not like a vane being closed manually or anything like that. Like an electric valve closing or opening. No changes in temperature. Then when i got out the ozone was on for last 15 minutes on high setting and spent some time at the computer with little clothes on and i felt some skin irritation.

Just did the dishes, the hot water seemed hotter then normal though not unbearable to touch.

I remember years ago when i first dusted this building (and garages) that have not been dusted for many years, with a brush. In some areas like around the light when bug came to die the dust was half inch thick. It took me a long time. Had to wash my clothes and take a shower right away. So the few next times, though the dust was much thinner after one year or so. But then i started to hose the building with water.

After i hosed the building (the second time this year a few days ago), more thoroughly doing the areas i missed before, i notice the smell of dog s...t don't bother me that much anymore. Could it be the dust that contained dead bugs but also asphalt was being contaminated with that smell.

It could be they switched us to a different water supply that is warmer and for a period of times we had water coming from two systems. Just checked temperature, is close to 110 degrees. But the water heater has a thermostat, right?

2:50 Went to take the garbage and pick the mail. Kids in shorts only with towels alone on the alley, coming from pool.

9:00 My "life" is weird. Why everybody seems to know my thoughts? I am so sick and tired of telling everything i'm doing. Like the yesterday walk. But i'm gonna do one more experiment. The story with the Tesla truck.

My loop including passing by a school (where children are small, is that a middle school?). Every time i pass that place something weird happens.

There is a huge field between the fence and the sidewalk and kids playing ground. (Baseball?). As i was passing yesterday, all the children that were on the other side of the fence some 250 ft away started to yell and went inside. There was this guy, way away from them, in the middle of the field, checking his phone. And there was this tall Asian guy passing between me and the fence, while i was forced to stop because of some fallen branches. And the cars kept pouring on the road.

Then towards the end, as i get back, there is a kindergarten. After minutes of no cars on the road, coming out of nowhere, every time i pass that place (i take care to be on the other side of the street), cars with weird LPN, like KJB, or white BMWs or VW or whatever pass between me and that place.

But yesterday it was different. There was this Tesla "Cybertruck" blinding me at times with light reflected from Sun or headlights on high beam, not sure, that passed between me and that place, twice.

9:40 Never in my life saw concrete throwing. They came with a small but fast conveyer and are throwing concrete some ft away. And then, there's the vibration. Whatever is doing that, is vibrating the ground to the point i feel it under my feet.

I was curious, took the phone with the seismograph app, put it on the carpeted floor and the concrete patio and it shows the same as it oscillates between instrumental and feeble (0.1 - 0.2 m/s2), witch is second degree on the Richter scale. Feeble but still and earthquake.

7:17 Being too busy, for a while i stopped spotting what i call quantum cancelling news. Here's a fresh one. Vienna waits for him. Is that a boomerang?

We noticed, at the end of each day that the leaves for the tomatoes were all shrinked, probably to protect selves from too much sun. We went in the evening to the garden to install the shades. 30% shade cloth, ideal for tomatoes and cucubmers from Amazon. Found some PVC garden pipes in the pile for reusables.

Amazing what this phone's camera can do, even at night.

And BTW i think i figured another reason for having such a bad crop in the last couple of years. It was me doing the watering, mostly and i was pouring at the base of the plants, not touching the leaves. I think the tiny amount of chlorine in tap water helps with killing the aphids and other stuff.


Earlier. I noticed in the last few days something was stinking inside, in the 83 degrees heat, clogging my nose and giving me palpitations. Today i figured it was the microwave and cleaned with the best stuff ever, chlorine bleach spray from Walmart. You can clean with it your toilet with a few squeezes of the pump and will last for a whole week.

(No, using chlorine bleach with a rag will not have the same results. I don't know, maybe because the spray gets in every corners, like the hinges? Just be careful not to spray any in your direction)

However the microwave was still stinking. After i done it three times, we went at the garden and then when we got back Angela noticed this dead animal smell. It was the skin from ground beef from doing the meatloaf yesterday in the garbage that i did not take to the dumpster (because it was not full). My bad.

12:17 PM One of the reasons i got so wasted last night was dust from the construction site present here all day long.

Sharp silica dust created by manipulation of gravel with excavators, brought by wind and selected to finest sub microscopic by distance embedded in my skin kept me alert no matter how much i drank (and it was not that much, no more than 250 ml of liquor plus some beer). I finally realized i can not get drunk (or high whatever) and i stopped.

However this morning after i was awakened (and contaminated with bacteria) by an open bag and knotted it there was none (dust) because it rained during night and they don't work today and i fell back asleep after i ate something and now i am still crashed.

12:35 But if i think, we could probably trace the roots of bipolar "disease" into presence or absence in some days or hours of submicroscopic, invisible environmental stimuli like invisible mineral dust and animal waste smell.

12:45 Da noi românii spunem la toate plantele de ghiveci, flori. Am două givece (substantiv neutru, nu știu de ce google îmi subliniază cuvântul cu roșu) care acum sunt pe balcon, pline de pământ din care ies niște chestii cu frunze verzi pe care le ud mereu și care câteodată, când le merge bine, mai și înfloresc (foarte discret).

2:00 Is this what they mean by "moves like Jagger?"

10:50 PM Just hosed this side of the building from fine silica and other types of dust.

11:20 Și totuși Luli, colegul de an și basistul din formație nu era mai înalt ca mine. Un inch din cauza piciorului îndoit. Aici un inch de la toc, poate încă unul înăuntrul pantofului.

12:22 AM Nașpa cu tocuri prin iarbă... Dar el aici are pantofi normali.

1:50 AM How can that be?

I believe this is missing from the list. No it's not! It's just listed on a different list.

10:15 Yesterday i mentioned again the aliens, didn't i.



10:30 It's been nearly 4 years since i quit posting on fb and it still feels a bit awkward here (counter intuitive) but i'm almost there. (Post without thinking i'm posting that is).

11:47 Accidentally ran into this movie about Tom Horn (with David Carradine) on youtube last night (could not have trapped me into it, (i branched too fast) could they?) and i stopped the movie and though i was half past dead tired i started clicking (watch first, click later). WWW (Wild Wild West) existed and it is not even that far back in time. (Apropo, de unde a știu maestrul pe 31 ce va fi pe 1 iunie?)

For some reason they made me believe it was nothing like in the movies but i don't think so.

Wait a minute. These guys look all too good to be outlaws. Actors? To glamorize crime?


12:05 This is where it gets weird. I was hesitating to post this, but now i got enough proof. I believe more and more it is all fake news by all the governments involved.

By example, TU-95 were not a 95 model like tanks (though it was produced until 91) , it was designed in the 50s and was of course inspired by American B52 with turboprops because soviet jet engines at that time were using too much fuel to have enough (advertised, for propaganda on both sides) range and they started to be produced in 1956 and i don't think it has any relevance in a today's war or if ever did as it could not survive outside Russia's territory with today air to air guided and smart missiles that reach targets way beyond visible at 200 km and more.

You could very well attach missiles to an airliner which today are faster.

The only "strategic bomber" using turboprops (with reverted propellers, to match, the visually impressive twin jets of American B52), it had a speed of max 400 mph. It was a poor man's for propaganda "strategic bomber" used just to maintain a parity psychosis called cold war.

12:40 PM What do i see and smell when i open the door (water service has been restored last night).

2:45 Yay! They took the potties! I can live again (my old lame life as you know it).

As i was frantically searching for a pair of glasses (i bought numerous ones at dollar tree, +1.25) and a genial idea came to me. I attached a nylon fishing string to the glasses and to my work station and voila! Can't loose them anymore. (Actually i done it before with a pick for my guitar).

Got at least two things on my mind from my walk and want to write down but keep forgetting them. Is that a sign?

6:50 Just awoke and thinking. I was in a bad shape this morning. Slept less than 6 hours after that drive to begin with. Last time i turned from the door to post the picture above.

Did not sleep enough and the smell of that antibacterial and deodorant stuff from the two potties got to me and the apartment and clothes on top of several poops i found in the grass and dumpster. Severely under influence of pheromones or whatever that is had enough will to leave (one walk cleared that). Fine gravel dust coming from the construction site. I took two charcoal caps for nausea and then was really thirsty and drank a lot of sports drink.

When i left, i had trouble walking and with balance. My head sounds like a ripe melon if i tap on it with a finger. I knew i would get better with the walk, but it did not start until i was way on my loop, past the hospital. Really tired and sleepy when i got back but had to post something. Hopefully i would be better tomorrow, after i take more antibiotics.

9:37 AM After one night at the hotel, i start co clear a little from dog bacteria and smell. In the last few days there was so much and such a strong variety it was putting me in a trance. Theoretically i had time for one more hour of sleep after i've done the last match, but they started a strong signal in the next room, i got the monitor on all the time, at this level i already started to feel my face burning and pains so i got no choice but to leave.

7:12 PM got home about half hour ago. Last hour driving i've been in a trance i did not wanted or could get out of it. I was driving automatically, my mind partly somewhere else while Angela was sleeping. I started again to smell like dog which means i have been somewhere, maybe on the road, exposed to.

There was a strong wind, maybe up to 40 mph from the left front (NW) and my mileage was c...p. Or the gas was bad.

No sign of water work here. Had some... negative emotions, water came in after half hour. Angela saw a guy opening a vane. I only saw two portable toilets in the complex, one at each end of hour building, closest is 30 ft away from our door.

7:25 First i wanted to drive 121 miles to Coos Bay and then Florence and then take 101 to Lincoln City and back home. Would have probably meant 100 miles more. I just did not feel like it. Or was influenced in my decisions. (Slammed doors when i was thinking about, usually).

So i stayed there. Market went up after 11 when we checked out of the hotel and went into casino. They were a number of AlexaCrush memes inside, but one was getting real close to everywhere i was going. She had dark hair and probably too tall though. She then went with a guy and waited to be seated at the restaurant there, arguing over a piece of paper.

In that moment Angela played by mistake on 5 bucks on a machine and won 200 bucks. I done the same last night. But generally, it was not that good.

We were at a machine and they were some people real close at other machines behind us, back to back so to say. I noticed one of the security guys was looking our direction, pushing  his heaphone inside to better hear. Then another one came. They both went to a very old woman behind me who was smoking from a brown, thin cigarette and asked her politely to see the packet.

Around 2 i got hungry and went in the car to eat something. In the parking lot, all hell broke loose. They were some guys with a cistern watering the hanging plants, using a very loud pump. Earlier i heard the big generator next to the hotel. As soon as i got in the car, they started to come and go. All the cars around mine were replaced in about 10 minutes. I was getting more and more frustrated.

I had... broccoli omelet i made too much yesterday morning, on ice. It was... cold. Wanted to eat it, not throw it away. I put 5 eggs in it. I ate it with fried chicken from a store in Canyonville that was already dry. But the omelet was soaked with oil. At first, i got one small dysphagia episode and that went away. When that happens, i usually don't get the second. There, another meme, right in front of me. An older couple came outside the casino with a girl, blond hair, all the details. The way she was moving.

Then i tired a piece of skin of that fried chicken, for collagen. Then i chocked on it. Went inside, could not find Angela. Went to the restroom, i was terrorized someone was going to hear me and call security etc.. I tried to vomit, all my reflexes were numbed out. Got food in my respiratory airways, tried to cough, started to breath. Then i burped an important amount of air and then i was ok.

I think i know what's happening. When you get frustrated while you eat, you nose gets congested. Vibration releases mold/and or dust from the fabric that covers the roof of the car or other places (i had the engine running and AC on).

You can't swallow air if you eat with your mouth closed. However if your nose gets congested, you have to open your mouth and then you may swallow air.

Grabbed Angela and was out of there. Two and a half hours of driving at an average of 70 mph in sometimes hostile traffic. Mainly aggressively pushing from behind, driving too close to my lane, big trucks passing other trucks or even smaller vehicle, small and big trailers with offensive items, etc..

I though i was the guy with Alexa driving a black van with California LPN that passed us and drove ahead of us but can't be sure for how long.

7:50 Era în România înainte de 89 un tip de combusitbil, lumea îi spunea gazolină. Nu reușesc să aflu echivalentul în engleză sau ce era dar mi s-a părut că benzina care am cumpărat-o azi semăna la miros cu aia. Petrol crud f ușor distilat prin condensare? Very light crude oil condensate?

9:30 Honestly i have been too busy in the last days to look at the candidates of Polish elections. Out of desperation, last night, when i saw the results (after claiming of victory of the pro-European candidate who in the end lost) i tried to do something from the hotel room but i did not have the monitor so i tried with the TV using an HDMI cable.

Due to wired mouse and keyboard and out of ideas (could have put the PC on a chair, half way between me and the TV and the keyboard and stay in bed) i was too close to the big TV and i don't believe i succeeded. Trying to fix now.

11:00 Self DJ project. To make an idea of the enormity of the database on a thumbnail nail size USB stick that contain more than 6000 songs, about 100 per each year, at a mediums size of 4 minutes a song, you have to understand you cannot listen to one full year on a 190 miles drive.

Though you can search for authors and songs, (it's weird cause you have only the songs that made it in top 100 of one year), the best way to listen is per years. When i came back from Canyonville i have listened to  year 1990 and though there are a number of songs unknown to me, most i can recognize and i got myself thrown back in the time of Snap, Technotronic and early Paula Abdul. Vanilla Ice. Vogue.

11:42 BTW some say climate warming is not real. All the trips i've been in this year through Willamette Valley, Oregon, Washington, Eastern California, Nevada, i saw unprecedent winds. Today i even saw a dust devil on I5, on the opposite direction, about as big as a semi but vertically. At times the wind was moving the car right left by one foot. Both ways, both trips to Canyonville, most of the time.

1:45 The next day. Now it's time to panic!

8:30 AM It works! Though it takes up to one minute to build the index after i start the car  (which got me scared it won't work at first, would have been unmanageable with some sort of search capability), i can search in lists ordered alphabetically for artists and songs (6000+songs and 65 years of music!). Also quality of sound is surprisingly good for 128 kbps. I've done a good job with 20 bucks and a couple of hours of work.


6:55 Almost here. Got here, realized i didn't have my HDMI cable, went 3 miles back in time on I5 and grabbed one for 16 bucks at a Dollar General store. Isn't that supposed to be a dollar tree kinda store? Needed it just because i had this music on the PC too now. BTW i saw in the parking lot again the rented cistern and there is next to it a car with some sort of radio amateur type of antenna on it.

I use a key finder to page Angela in casinos.