9:00 AM Two blogs and i made a mess posting on the wrong ones and wrong dates. Tried to figure it out but don't know if it's worth it or it makes any difference a day after and i right now i can think of only one thing and that is how to answer to my parallel posting each on his own virtual possible GF. But i am not worried about defining the situation. Whatever it is it feels good (cause she provides the visual part, the smile and everything).
Yeah one of the benefits is immersing in American culture. Is the exclamation "man!" a more polite substitute for... Man! i can't figure how many hours i slept last night. 5 at most, 2 at least.
Morning after sobering system check. Are my kidneys especially the right one that BTW hurt less today 3 days after i quit smoking looking inside like that finger on the right foot that seems to never heal and feels numb? Does my 30 years old gastritis-esophagitis-duodenitis-pancreatitis turned into something else with all these frequent dysphagia episodes and lately a weird feel of fulness even when i don't eat that much?
BTW yesterday i re-figured something (too many things going on in my life, i simply can't sort everything out). The mold smell when she steps upstairs may not come from DS9 (that is the space between ceiling and floor upstairs) but from my own bathroom when the air gets agitated by vibration. Cause there are always spots of mold in corners no matter how much i try to get rid of them.
So after i re-started the germicidal short wave length (forgot, 253 nm) UV light with ozone in there, it is all much better, and she slowed down like knowing? I long suspected they could use mold as a medium for some sort of telepathy. Is this what they mean by "dark forces" or "dark side of the force"? BTW she last night entered when i came back from the locker and presented me her butt, bending in the car when i looked.
BTW it took more than 24 hours to clear myself of the alcohol in my system and yesterday evening and even right now i had this weird feeling that everything is darker. Liver insufficiency. Diabetes retinopathy already? A combination of momentary factors?
Is this difficulty and delay measured in hours in figuring what she really meant only a cultural thing or i am (and always been) a retard disguised in a nerd? (Or is she so much smarter than me, never "met" women that smart with enough age difference for me to feel secure).
Man. My one and only decaf got cold already.
10:32 Man. They should make captions mandatory on TikTok. Yeah i know it's not her, kinda got used to her voice. Really? Where it's at? Can't see it.
11:05 Man i burnt the mashed potatoes, twice. Yes it's possible, after burning them once, i removed them from the pot, put them in a glass bowl, cleaned the bottom of the pot, put them back in the pot and mashed them and then forgot the pot on the hot burner. My mind as little as it is is obviously not here.
11:05 After being seen by dr.Piepgrass (Tom Hanks), Han Solo playing doctor with me (by his own words) and Lady Gaga consulting me with the fast moving stethoscope, do you think anything can scare me anymore? (And now i got an appointment with him in 2 weeks).
11:30 Finally got it. Daily Easter Egg Hunting. You know what? I think it's much better with the UV light in the bathroom could it be it bio-resonates in there? So i'll try to pass for now, let's move to something else.
11:35 Man. Two kids dressed in black running in the yard and she just threw something from the balcony. Water or something, while i'm eating. No they can't see me from outside, even if you get real close to the windows, it's too much light and too dark in here and the blinds are partly on. I tried once or twice or ten times already.
But can't deny the correlation. Every time i eat it's either kids or people protecting the kids or pooping and/or pieing dogs as punishment for eating with the blinds not closed. Now one of them (the boy) just passed through the grass with a scooter in his back. Yes they oftenly enact what i think or white i write, under my eyes, in the yard.
Like i can never be done inventorying all the stuff in the news just as reactions to what i write. Like right now playing on the radio. You're the meaning in my life, you're the inspiration (103.3).
12:30 Slept about half hour. Woke up with sharp belly pains. Did i say i re-started Metformin, in top of insulin?
12:40 I expressed my wish to drive earlier as it relaxes me better than anything else (except my love life as i just discovered) and now my wish just came through, I'm up to driving 117 miles to Lucky Eagle. Talk to you later!
9:55 Un mesaj foarte prost lumii. Doi infractori înrăiți și-au găsit refugiu chiar în România și nici măcar nu se liniștesc, măcar de Paște.
10:50 Four hours of sleep. Backpain, but there was some bending i saw last night. There is one more picture on the internet i could not figure the name. Let me do a screenshot so it won't disappear on me too. There was an Alexa Crush profile on a site saying i think November 1991 and height, 5'5'' or 1.5 but it has been deleted.
11:42 In 78 i went to do the then mandatory military stage in Galați. Tanks (because we were all going to Mechanics college). Whatever, we were trained like for infantry. Training was minimal but it was all a torture. I had boots with a nail in one sole. After weeks of basic training we took a shower. Someone taught me how to pull that nail out of my sole.
I was kinda stupid, some even called me autistic (Julian Mart, here in the States. He gave me to watch the movie, Forrest Gump (BTw, my first doctor i met about a year later, Piepgrass looked like Tom Hanks, would you blame me from keeping on looking you on actor's lists?)
Captain over the whole battalion (about 200 people, all future students at Iași) was a guy named Mihai Oprea who looked how the ex king Michael would look like at that time.
There i met this guy from Suceava who seemed much nicer than others. I am not sure who the "replacement of platoon commander was". He looked a bit like Roger Moore (yeah his name was Mugur) though he was decades older. He was terrorizing me, behaving like what i could recognize today a white supremacist.
The story with Baudelaire book. I had a relative in Galați, a gynecologist. Would go on Sundays at his place and Aurel was waiting for my outside as he gave me something to eat. Most times, turkey which i never had before in my life.
Then he would give me one or two packets of American cigarettes and some money and me and Aurel would get as drunk as possible for the rest of the day. No could not get near the discos, girls hated those soviet style uniforms and i think we were stinking (should have been there at night when we all were pulling our socks in the dorm for 40).
Now that i think it is clear Aurel had some sort of mission with me. It was all arranged. He said he went to Informatics High School in Iași and he even might have started a passion for it, because he taught me a few things about programming. (Another guy from HS also started a spark, but that is another story).
Later when i did some in first year in College, i took pleasure in doing my first program in Fortran, though it was very difficult, punching those cards.
During HS my sister Angela came to Iași at the same HS for a couple of years. I found her a place to live in the house of a colleague, with a college student in her room. In there, in another room, there was this girl Ina (from Niculina) who i identified later as opera singer Ilona Tokody (they once even brought her at Spirit Mountain). Could she had been...
7 years older than me, we would make it out next to that buildings walls. And then my school headmistress told me something about incest and they kicked her out so she finished HS in Câmpulung.
Thins is Aurel said he was classmates with her at the Informatics HS. There is even a picture on their prom page (at this point some Latinos or Philippinos however it is written are yelling in the alley, breaking my concentration).
There are many things i remember about him, not all flattering. Some could have been sabotage of his "mission".
Volodco Țapliuc (name is Ukrainian), the gynecologist, my grandfather's relative (by adoption) who was from Cernăuți and spoke Ukrainian, Russian, German and Romanian, kept giving me "adventure" books (and told me to keep them) to read in the classroom (the lieutenant was teaching us about tanks, strategies and things like that and i think he was doing a good job, but most of us would sleep with our heads on the benches (don't know why we were all so sleepy, could have been something in the food) or read that stuff.
One Sunday i saw at Volodco's house a Baudelaire book. Because our French teacher (who might have been a real Frenchman) taught us and kinda pushed me to learn by heart The Albatros, i asked him for that book for a change and one day was reading it and the lieutenant aske me for the first time ever, for anyone, what was i doing then he called me in front, took the book and opened it, "at a random page".
Albatrosul, he said (it was a bilingual edition with translations on each page). Do you know this poem, he asked me? I first i said no but he insisted and i was afraid of him like of everyone during that time and i recited the poem.
Nevermind it was the only one i knew by heart. All the colleagues beginning from that day started to call me Jean Georges, (French equivalent for John, pronounced Jan Jorj, like in French). A legend was born, and it was all arranged. However it was way better than how my parents used to call me, due to my godfather's son name. The man later became...
Then a few days later, Mugur started to bully Aurel, telling him something like to let go of me.
Many years later i went to Suceava and slept at Aurel's (my best friend all college) house. He had three clocks set to ring cause he said he could not wake. Three bad clocks, in Romanian means something fateful, something it cannot be avoid. Trei ceausri rele. Aurel awoke and pretending to be partly asleep, he tried to jump over me like pretending sleepwalking.
On another occasion he told me he cannot satisfy his wife.
At another time i was with Angela at Costinești, in the nude area (i hated that big white stain on my body after 2 weeks of sunbathing, Romanian style). It was all deserted, there was no one, just the occasional military helicopter passing above at least once daily or one or two passers by.
Aurel came, nude, and spend that day with us (at time he was working in Bucharest, where i met for the first time his wife, Nina, from Florentina, who had black hair at the time). Of course i was embarrassed but did not react.
A few years later i went again there and his wife was curious about how you could start a firm. So i taught her and ended as associate in a... fashion firm.
At that time i was very very tired from working overtime at my first salary app, at the firm were i was working with Angela, after IMU. It was a gigantic task and i wanted to finish it before my boss (who looked like Madonna) would come from vacation. Later it proved Mission Impossible.
So i went to Suceava on "business purposes". It never crossed my mind. She was not my type. (Never liked blondes too much during my previous life of course). After she cooked (she had a mixer and would always do mashed potatoes), i went to sleep and awoke with her in my bed. I think i had a few drinks before. It was around March 1st 1991.
I even went and bought two sewing machines at that factory in Romania (could not find them in stores at the time) and they weren't working right, and fixed them.
In that summer to take a brake from my Herculean work on that salary app i went again to Suceava and she had a shop (literally sweat shop, under the roof of a communist style block where it was very hot, she had a number of women working there). (At some point she tried to fix me with one of them).
She told me she went to see my mother at Câmpulung. She kept saying that we are both Jews and that is a good thing.
I went in there a few times until Angela stopped me and i ended our association. She went to Suceava and grabbed one of those two sewing machines. Would have been in fifth months, she wore a mini skirt, not showing any signs of pregnancy. But some don't show.
After Madonna came from vacation, and that was after March i quit that job, (it's another long story) and went to work as a contractor at Direcția Apelor (Regia Autonomă Apele Române) where i finished the salary app. Got there through an acquaintance, to whom i gave 10% of the money i made, as agreed. Then i made an association with the accountant in chief and i think i was in his office just talking about that when...
One day in November i think i was standing in the office of the Chief Accountant, talking to him and i saw through the window Nina standing outside in the cold. Was following Angela's desire to break with her.
However, after a few hours i got outside and talked to her. Walked her to the train station. She looked kinda radiant, but did not tell me a thing, and gave me some satisfactory explanation as why she was there.
In 2004 i went to Romania, with terrible stomach pains (ulcers). I went to live at my father in Baia. I spent time in the main hospital in Suceava. I called Aurel, he came to me, unshaven, with missing teeth, etc., looking like he was drinking all the time. (Later i saw a picture on fb with both of the, drunk at the opening of a bar in Suceava, with free drinks). He was working at the main Suceava Heating Plant.
Nina was not there (can't remember why) for the whole period, only his daughter Lizzy, about ten at the time. I went in there several times, he had a computer so full with files in would not work. He moved from the apartment where he lived before, closer to the hospital.
He told me a horror story from a hospital in Iași where he almost had a testicle removed because of an infection and suggested i should go to Cluj, which i did. He gave me the number of the daughter of one of his colleagues, Gabriela Ciripan who was a dentist in Cluj. She was breathtaking gorgeous and came to visit me in the hospital and then introduced me to a guy, student at psychiatry.
After an endoscopy and an X-ray they told me i had so many ulcers on my duodenum that it became bent. Finally my sister Angela who is in Greece talked my father into coming and grabbing me from there.
I was chatting and talking a lot to Aurel on the phone in the years after. One of the things he told me was Mr.Ciripan died in the bathroom at work.
He suggested he kinda realized that many of our ex-colleagues and common acquaintances were not who they said they were, gave me a few examples, and went himself to the psychiatric hospital in Câmpulung, suggesting he had a breakdown because of it. He quit drinking and started to go to AA meetings. He then worked for a French company in Suceava. At some point, about 8 years ago he abruptly quit answering my calls, no explanation.
But when i was in Lake Oswego i talked to him while in hospital he once suggested i should get closer to my next door neighbor who at some point looked like Kelly Clarkson (visiting, maybe with a double on site) (Yes i was in love with her fantastic voice). She never passed from room to room and never did All the crazy things we gonna do. I didn't know who she was, but she looked trouble to me. (And the whole place was stinking).
I once talked to Nina on the phone, in... Italian. That was in 2007 maybe, still at Sussex. I guess according to her fb page she is still working in Itally, in an office, has grandchildren from her daughters and lives an acceptable life. So yeah should ask her why she did it. Though she might not have had a choice.
My intense stomach pains started to subside and ended 2 years after i went to Romania, i am not entirely sure why.
2:05 Yeah i had one hell of a morning. Last time i went at Winco i said what the heck let me try at least once those boxes with Bota Box wine (i avoided them over the years because of the terrible choice of name of course). But then, surprise. They have in them a wine much better than Franzia, for about the same price or less.
It actually tastes like Franzia used to, some 18 years ago, when i first started to be able to drink again, after my stomach pains subsided. Very little foreign fruits flavors, more real wine in it (though in the cheap range). Kinda Italian style real wine. Much easier to drink.
So yeah, while cleaning the apartment a little, making zacusca again yesterday, i tasted a few glasses. Then Angela put half liter in a plastic bottle together with the bottle with brandy when we went at Spirit Mountain. BTW she told me she fell asleep in an intersection and got honked when she came back from work today.
Because i quit smoking due to fears of kidney problems, i drank more for the same high. I ended drinking the whole bottle and probably half of that amount of brandy and crashed in the car. I also found in the car some chocolate candy with small Arabica coffee beans in them and ate some of those and at 4 AM in the morning i was still full of wine and caffeine and fell asleep at 6 and i think i still have some in me at this hour 2 in the afternoon.
Yest it is a lot in our culture, to brag about drinking. If i am an alcoholic? I don't know, according to the number of drinks a week, yes, but i never drink in the morning (gentleman's rule) and i can go days without it no problem. But when i get pissed, yes, i'm missing it. Damn, i remembered about cigarettes.
BTW did not check my blood sugar or did any insulin in almost 24 hours. Then, i'm gonna take an alginate imprint of my lower jaw, do a couple of gypsum models, order an UV lamp, start working on a new set of lower. Or maybe try a small batch of heat cure...
For some reason i thought this lamp was with bulbs.
LEDs don't work... period. I guess i'm gonna try the bulbs, but i think these have still LEDs inside...
3:30 PM My PC's screen turns black for a few seconds after being away and then moving the mouse, indicating i might have guests in it but still not slow enough to justify a reset.
I mixed the solid dust and liquid part of Diamond D with slightly more dust than liquid and then put it in the microwave for 15 seconds and i made a putty hard enough to work with to make what they call the wax phase of dentures, but directly made of acrylic but it hardens while working i guess due to heat from my hands. I think i can do it though with less initial time in the microwave. And it outgasses some smelly stuff.
I read on a forum a guy have cured those (after regular injection) in about 5 or 9 minutes in the microwave, have to search for that forum again.
So yeah i think i can do it, shall do the alginate and then gypsum and then i will see.
3:40 No, it got burnt in the microwave and the smell is terrible. Airing the room. I shall try in hot water, the only question is if it keeps its shape until it hardens. Opened both doors, still stinks after 5 minutes. Small price to pay when experimenting.
What a wonderful song. What a terrible dress. Just like in real life.
Are you doing ok y'Al? (As of right now i really care about you. A lot). Post something please. You said honest i thought you wanted honest. I know one more guy who broke down after he figured he (made a purpose of his life in) taunting me for years for no good reason. Maybe we can go one day and watch the tulips in Woodburn together.
5:00 There is one more guy who was their neighbor at the time, kinda light brown hair, can't remember eyes, shorter than me. His face is missing from his fb account.
9:45 Sarcina ingrată de a posta dublările din media de azi. Și nici nu știu dacă e bine ce fac.
9:55 Un mesaj foarte prost dat lumii care se eternizează în media română și nu numai.
Doi infractori înrăiți și-au găsit refugiu chiar în România și nici nu se liniștesc, măcar de Paște.
10:05 Un articol prea lung, cu mesajul urgent la sfârșit. Normal că trebuie să încercăm să ne ajutăm prietenii să renunțe, dar de multe ori ei sunt cuprinși într-un ciclu, cu depresia într-o parte și drogurile în cealaltă și precaritatea între. Și nu au prieteni dintre cei care citesc aceste articole. Dar printre ei pot fi și novice, care nu au ajuns așa departe.
Naloxona salvează vieți. Ar trebui pusă pe pereți, ca extinctoarele, în locurile pe unde se adună drogații.
Sau chiar să fie detașată tot timpul o ambulanță a primăriei în aceste zone. Da, mi se pare normal că dacă Poliția și-ar face treaba, nu ar exista aceste zone.
În caz de supradoză, poți să mori ca prostul, cu zile. Insuficiența respiratorie fiind cauza principală a morții în caz de supradoză. Poate fi foarte gravă, cu paralizia zonei din creier care controlează respirația, sau la fel de gravă prin obstrucția mecanică a căilor respiratorii, și aici ajung la o dublare semantică a ce am scris despre diabet, care este cauzat de o obstrucție parțială de lungă durată.
Friday, April 18, 2025
1:50 The reason i posted this today was i waited to talk to my pharmacist (the guy who prescribes my insulin) during my appointment yesterday. After i told him, he said it is a beautiful theory, but somebody's got to prove it.
Now i'm thinking. Maybe they're gonna actually use one of those big fat grants for a study? But who's gonna pay to study an... idea?
I know for a fact most of that money goes to startups that come with a chemical formula for a new medicine, go public, gather 100 or 200 million in funds, do a study of two years on five patients, two of them die and in the end the medicine proves worthless and they go bankrupt but rich individually.
3:12 Angela had a baby shower party today at work and she brought me some leftovers chew men. But i don't have teeth! Finally got some Sun in Oregon too. Tried to cure some of that UV acrylic stuff in the Sun, it does not work. Thinking. How lucky i was to have that black light flashlight and smart to try it!
Now i'm gonna order on Amazon a real bulbs UV light.
Thursday, April 17, 2025
12:40 Coming back home. In the last 5 minutes of the 300+miles drive today exhaust came in the cabin, from somewhere. There was a semi unloading at the 7 eleven in the corner with engine running and the stop light kept us there for 5 minutes.
The purpose was for us not to feel the smell here which BTW is terrible though the ozone was on for the whole time. This happens when they throw stuff on the red dust. They were cat poops under the door and dog (a lot) in an open bag in the bin. I removed the two plants and put it on the patio and started an UV light. The mold smell is so strong there is no effect even after 5 minutes.
I moved the truck at the street.
7:10 AM I know who he is. Can y'all contact me the old fashion way?
7:30 She upstairs started, on a different story now. The place just filled with mold from the space between ceiling and floor, like it was last night.
I think she was Gabi Rafailă, (undergraduate, Mechanical Engineering), my colleauge and subordinate at IMU. I think she was dispatched there by then Romanian Army, she was singing for them. I think she wanted to have a baby with me.
And if this one ends as well, they will be several more cause its THEM who writes them. Cause it's THEM who run the show and upstairs it's a ninja who walks, not those heavy weight lifters. It's always the same step.
7:42 Ok i am currently searching in a list of villages around Focșani, Vrancea.
After i done the exhausting task of build a salary app from scratch back in 92 (i guess) i made a firm with the accountant in chief of that firm, Angheluță, back then Direcția Autonomă Apele Române and he found me a contract at Canalul Sireg Bărăgan în Focșani. Name of director was Dobrovolshi, contabil in chief Linescu.
It was my first (and last) salary app done on a PC. They gave me e person to work with, Alice (forgot last name). Chief of IT department was a short guy i think blue or green eyes, totally German looking, named... Adrian Ion. Same last name as me.
He was commuting from a nearby place (could have been Golești) as i was commuting from Bacău. We went both to Bucharest (at MBL Computerland), a firm and bough two PCs. One of them ended in director' office who was playing 3D Tetris all day long on it.
He made a good impression at first. At some time he got kicked (again, 30 years old memories) by his father, probably because of drinking and started to sleep at the office (and was rarely taking showers and stuff).
At some point (way before that) i expressed my... crush towards Alice. In exchange she invited me to her place to meet her husband and two boys so i chilled out.
However her husband left to work in Italy (i think he was an engineer in furniture manufacturing) and she kept telling me i should go to.
Towards the end (and i think it was early 93) she introduced me to a friend who was accountant at a construction firm across the street. I simply installed the app on their computer and she gave me a load of money and i was supposed to give some to Alice which i did. (Yeah i knew it would not work in a month or two without maintenance due to extraordinary inflation rate and ever changing legislation and i knew they might never use it).
As her husband was away for several months at that time, a week before she kept telling me she had the key to her mother's apartment, but i have this bad habit. I never liked soups reheated. I ignored her. But i would like if i said she was a nice woman who helped me with the app.
In that day i had like a load of cash in my hard shell suitcase (mostly because the money had no value in Romania back then again due to triple digits inflation). So i went to her mother's apartment that was not far from there and gave her about 25% of that money which was a few months salaries. She kept inviting me inside but did not have the courage to go in there with all that cash in my briefcase.
End of story.
I think everybody wanted that to happen because they wanted to end the story of the man who would not give his favors to women.
Yes i went to Rome, Italy in the spring of 93. I bought a ticket from Commercial Chamber in Bacău for an IT expo in Wien. Then i left the bus and took a train to the border. I was planning to cross border in the forrest on foot. However i met a guy at a gas station/convenience store named Angel.
I knew some Italian from TV, there was this guy who had a satellite antenna in our building who was sharing the Italian TV channels with the rest of us for money.
To this day i believe it was all arranged and he was waiting for me there. At the check point he jerked the car's clutch when the custom guy tried to cross in front of it to check me and the custom guy gave up. As we entered that little city, someone told him his nephew just got in a motorcycle accident.
I made it all the way to Rome where i met with Alice's husband. He was working at a small furniture shop and was sleeping in a shelter. One night i went to his place and took a shower, but a guy from the shelter who followed me kicked me out. Finally i got a place of my own in a shelter under the Rome Termini (main train station) where i could sleep and take showers.
They gave me some clothes, among them a silk shirt. I found work in an office at a small firm (data entry) but that is another story.
8:40 So yeah, go to Golești and search for relatives there.
9:00 Yeah. You are a funny girl. But now i need some sleep. So is Angela but she needs to work. Cause officially i have to be a bum.
10:15 Went outside to move the truck on a visitor spot. When i started it, a short Philippine woman that keeps coming around with her tiny dog got near the back of the truck and she (or her dog) would not move from there and i could not wait no more and started it.
Found a place (barely). It was stinking, so i went and found one so huge i almost couldn't pick it all in one bag with one hand. No way could have slept with that in place. When i got back, a plane started to make a huge noise.
10:30 I know it sounds stupid but when i heard it first time (81, 82) (yes i was doing organ for a little while in a reggae parallel band with guys students in Iași from Africa - rege in Romanian means king) i kept asking myself. The reason was, well, simple.
Nobody wants an accountant with hair painted green career bum.
People of this world do love each other but they are experiencing times so difficult this may not look like a priority. And some people cannot react in real time as fast as you'll move around. Do you have some big speakers in your place? This piece like all Bob Marley pieces requires big base speakers. (Yeah i know Bob Marley was kind of a prophet in Rastafari religion). What do they mean, not explicit?
2:30 PM I slept. There has been one constant in my life, for years now. Every time i don't see a new post of yours i get worried. Does that mean i care?
3:05 Went outside to pick the mail, vaguely mad. Every time i hit a high note in my brain, somebody was pressing a car alarm button.
6:35 I went to WinCo. When i was loading my trunk there was this woman with two kids in the back and an open window and the little girl kept saying, with worry in her voice. Mom!... Mom... Mom...! Moooom!! every time i was grabbing something from the cart or moving something in the the trunk to make room. (BTW in WinCo when i was in the produce area, one baby was crying for like 15 minutes, until it reached the other side of the store or left).
In my way here, right in the middle of the I5 overpass i was stopped and i hear some knocks or from outside the car or from inside the trunk. I looked outside and saw no one but had numerous blind areas.
When i got here the mistery woman came from somewhere and needed to back up and came real close to my open trunk and then she said Hi (she only talks to me when she wants to) and i told her i heard the knocks, she acted like she did not unsestand and i repeated, annoyed and then i added: You weren't in their either, etc..
But i had this feeling she today was another one. There's a thin and older one, which reminds of current Kylie Minogue, today was a younger and thicker one. Same car, same makeup, same everything.
Was thinking all the way here. Alice reminded me of young Laura Pausini. No, the other way around. Laura Pausini when i first saw her here on TV (after 1995) reminded me of Alice. Let me take one more look. Maybe. But i though Alice was shorter. BTW a few years ago i found Alice on fb, looking pretty much the same, however, pissed or annoyed, now the account disappeared.
After i started that job in Rome, Marko, the son of the owner gave me a small radio with earphones. And she had that hit going, Non c'e. Unforgettable. Then one day the brother of one of the students who sublet me that room came to Rome, worried. He brought in a girl who also reminded of her (to test me?).
Short, a bit overweight, etc.. Every day in there was a story of course.
One of the other occupants, Davide, finally got a job, playing violin in a theather, and he looked exactly like David Copperfield, etc.. I think the student with the rented apartment looked like Dave Stuart. Yes, he had a guitar. With which i accidentally conquered his girlfriend (Monica Bellucci). The owner, Carol, like Mircea Lambrino. He was at times speaking Italian, Roman version, i could not understand a bit, i had to ask him to repeat the phrases in standard Italian.
What a weather, what a country, what a beautiful language. April, May June. In July they have what they call le ferie, when everybody takes vacation in the same time. Was eating at a place for immigrants, lost like 20 pounds.
Upstairs i think she just fell, butt first, on the floor. Or she sat on the couch whatever.
As for Al. I am worried about your popcorn ceiling, it may contain asbestos.
BTW there's no high like the high after driving in one day hundreds of miles and then you get enough sleep. Do not try this alone, i almost fell asleep several times. I almost feel happy.
Alice once joked. When i'm gonna loose enough weight. When you're gonna have your teeth done.
7:35 Ice cream van is here and annoying me. As i said before, is so much cheaper to buy ice cream at WinCo. Even at 7-11 at the corner.
7:50 I am in real big trouble because i cannot smoke (anymore). Not entirely positive but the pain in the back may be kidneys and it intensifies in the days after i smoke. It makes sense cause kidneys have to filter the many toxins brought into my body by cigarettes. Probably my constant UTI in the last years that was caused also by wi-fi made its way there on top of diabetes.
10:10 And o still hear the echoes (echoes) ((echoes)). Yeah there was someone yet unaccounted for withing my acquaintances. The wife of a faculty group ex-colleague, Liviu Apostol. She once came to a party in T17 (i invited him mostly because of then fancy Czechoslovakia made Tesla brand tape recorder and loudspeakers. I remember then i heard Madonna, Like a Virgin, the first time. It still rings in my ears.
I have been once or twice in their home in Sărărie, where i saw for the first time a color TV. She finished Civil Engineering (Construction) faculty. We once met (me and Angela) with them at Costinești. I think she was rather tall. Alexa Crush is about 1.5 tall. The girl i saw yesterday at Three Rivers, directing a drawing event had shoes with soles at least 2 inches thick.
Her father was a fighter jet pilot, he once gave us (me and Paul) a ride from Sărărie to Tudor campus and he was driving like a crazy. Or trying to scare us not to come there again cause Paul was kinda bragging to me about...
10:20 Today she changed schedule. She left at 8 and came back before Angela (or somebody else came cause there was no car here). Ever since they are working the floor (8 hours with some pauses). In the end they started a laundry load (after 10 or during quiet hours).
9:03 Ok i'm alive. Slept 6 hours and awoke with belly pain. I think it's in the colon right now, but can't be sure cause i had colon pains in the last days due to wi-fi and last week due to bad bacteria. Took one more antibiotic capsule cause i have started to have the chills again.
Of them all, it had to be a "pre-molar", with 3 very sharp edges. Third from left or right lower row.
Never realized they were called "teeth for Halloween party"! I think they advertise them like that because of liability issues. They are made of the same stuff and have similar shapes the real denture teeth are.
9:14 By far not as many noise as yesterday at the same hour. It has been almost one whole wonderful month! I ate anything i wanted, a ton of nuts and potato chips and pretzels and stuff. Got the real stuff at home (heat cured acrylic for gum, same teeth though) at home. Will try to get more expensive teeth though.
I had many dentures broken in my mouth before, but never with the detachment and swallowing of a tooth. The last ones lower (had the upper in my mouth) done by dr.Grenzer at Shickosha lab in Portland (had no saying in choice) broke after one day. Upper lasted longer but have been fixed them with superglue several times. Lower were unfixable, i will post a picture when i get home.
Chewing without lower teeth got me constant headaches and swealing of the parotid glans near the years (together with overuse of phone). Since i done the one that broke, headache has completely gone and swealing subsided by half.
But i have swollen teeth before. Pieces of my own, pieces of crowns. However now with the diabetes, i am more prone to infections.
9:51 Can't describe how our bags smell after three days in a clean environment and showers and clothes taken directly from the closed circuit drier. Mold and old dog s...t. We have to move.
Tuesday, April 15, 2025
12:50 AM I've been close to the PC trying to set a cast with Windows on room's TV (Windows key + K). It works, but with interruptions. Windows.
To do that i've been near the PC for a few minutes and did not pay attention to the mw meter readings. (BTW, while streaming, the readings are small, they get big only when settings things up) and get fried up, from the soles of my feet, front of my thighs, hands, belly. Is anybody else in this world experiencing this?
I went to the casino a couple of times to check on Angela. Same stories. People getting to the elevator in the same time with me (in a deserted hotel), a homeless guy sitting there in front and then entering just before me, a biker entering at the casino entrance in the same time with me, then passing in between me and the players at the tables (protecting), etc..
A woman in black pants raised a big butt in front of me, pretending searching something in the deserted parking lot.
Question. Why are they stealing their own hat if they are just... guests here?
1:33 Earlier i wanted to find a video with Data from Startrek when he says processing processing processing (that's what i'm doing with this wealth of information i gathered these days) and did not buy had a chance to saw other characters like George LaForge.
Besides his name which at first might suggest engineering but later it kinda takes your mind towards forgery, i for the first time went beyond being intrigued about his visor and thought (yeah the wi-fi signal is going crazy on me while i write things like these) it might be subliminal for a slave collar.
But when i looked into a video, what did i see? A masonic sign and an iron cross (that was later used by Nazis and at the present by KKK). Is the third sign a polar star, the kind used on SUB R U logo?
1:56 I smoked earlier in the alley next to the hotel where there are flames burning in quarts tubes and open in the air. I had no idea smoke from my cigarette can reach inside the room but it does as i see right now.
There are two people sitting on a table with a flame on top, smoking and talking and that started an anxiety attack as Angela's phone is not working.
2:30 The anxiety attack was mostly nausea. I am sure it has something to do with the two talking over the fire. Some sort of witchraft. I will take a picture of that table tomorrow.
I saw when i was talking while driving into the sunset. When you talk with every word milions of droplets of saliva come out of your mouth.
If you talk over a fire, some get in the fire and some bacteria from the thousands of species that live in your mouth get selected and then the most virulent get raised by the hot current up in the air like at 4 floor we are right now.
I looked and around 2 AM they were still there. Then they left as i saw a security guard coming this way. Then they came back (but the woman might have been a different one, first had a samurai cock), the guy looked Spanish with a moustache and/or goatee.
I left at around 2:10 after Angela. But there are several ways she could come and i was not sure. And two elevators. Luckily we met at the elevators. My anxiety was gone in 5 minutes after that. They are still there, i can hear them talking.
10:45 I remember at Woodland Park they were two male therapists, one of them was Val Kilmer, the other one looking native American, kinda tall. One day i was really sick, most likely with nose congestion, not knowing, chocking for hours and the native guy told Val: "see? he's got supernatural strength". It was in that evening i called 911 from the pay phone on the corridor.
One year later, doctors there called 911 to send a patient to another hospital (stealing my thunder) and then the hospital got closed (like Pacific Gateway where i've been after Epson episode).
When i got discharged Val showed me out and i was in a hall (maybe the reception room) and here came this guy dressed in military uniform and Val saluted them military style and the guy responded.
My admission there started with a similar incident. Sometimes in November 2002 i have been kept a whole night in the ER while doctors where trying to revive a patient. All night long, me chocking. In the morning, Val came and took me to the ward. In January 13 2004 i was admitted there one more time. Val, the native guy and one more guy were the only staff in the hospital and me the only patient. I have been discharged the next day.
Yeah i remembered why i started this. Using my superpowers, i saw through the wall a woman passing on the corridor and i opened the door when she was on the other side, however i did not see the guy coming from the other direction so she was safe. Then i built an alibi for myself and asked the maid who stationed a cart in front of the door for a roll of TP and some decaf for the Keurig.
11:15 Last night i saw a number of people, sitting by two (man and woman) at the fire table (similar to this, i will take a picture when i get outside, but the flame is out at this hour and i don't have the card reader to upload the picture) and talking, kinda loud. It stopped around 3 PM. I slept till @7.
12:04 PM Got this picture in my room.
2:56 Angela left, i fell asleep at the computer and then moved in bed and i think i forgot to put any of the deadbolts at the door cause they were not on. During my sleep i dreamed of people talking in the direction of the door, but i think it was the maids.
I am awake for more than an hour, laying paralyzed in bed, thinking.
Right now got the mw meter next to me and it shows intermittent signal in the range it creates pain. I am so screwed. It's never getting better, just worse. And nobody tells me if this is only me.
Yeah, should have not asked anybody when there's google and google is changing every day, it is the first time when i get an answer. To me is the area that have been around the laptop and the ears, especially right ear.
The biggest problem with TikTok is due to short distances people film at with cell phones with cameras with very short focal lengths, the faces and other parts of their body closer to the lens are so distorted they may not even be recognizable in real life.
Thou should not film yourself with a focal length under 55 mm equivalent or 2 meter distance if you want to be ever recognized.
Please do not assume people do not want to look at you. You are attractive.
I will leave the room soon. Do not assume what they say about us. We are quite the normal people. We are not brother and sister.
3:50 BTW just saw a show on TV with all kinda "charismatic people" (self confidence is their only advantage) and found out my LPN means work (ERGO) in Greek while i wanted to mean nothing (ERGO in Latin is therefore or similar with ISPUM LOREM in Latin). I chose custom because i was afraid they were going to give me yet another weird "in sequence" number, like the one i had with JKB (KJB).
5:40 Not one single move without a story. I had this colleague at IMU Bacău who once tried to worn me.
He was talking about a hypothetical friend who was so into money, he said "he would not move one hand without making some". Back then his currency was antenna amplifiers for watching the "Russians" (Soviets back then, the neighboring Moldova, part of the USSR which had broadcasts in native Romanian, on our TV it was only Ceaușescu, a couple of hours a day).
So yeah, we went for a drive at Tri City (three short exits towards North) so Angela "could see". First, i thought it was too exits only and we stopped at Gazley Rd. exit. Did i have my brain programmed for that? There have been one million knocks in the walls this morning and one thousands conversations outside the door. I strongly believe teams of Scientologists and KKK were here.
So i started the GPS (which lately takes like 5 minutes to boot), staying on the exit lane there. Then we proceeded forward back on I5. But before reaching Tri-Citi, Angela saw a Grocery Outlet on the left and our destination suddenly changed. At the stop sign where we should have taken a left, i saw nobody and proceeded. Out of nowhere, a silver car coming from the left (behind the pillar of the windshield i guess, Sun was in my face), missed me narrowly (but not slowing down a bit).
Still asleep, still groggy by noises and bullying and lack of sleep. Angela went inside the Dollar Tree first, hoping to find the dark Swiss chocolate for 1.25 we found at Lincoln City and then last time not. Then at Grocery Outlet where she bought more stuff. I wanted to smoke a cigarette and i had no lighter... Whatever.
When we left, a SWIFT semi came on I5 from behind and had to slow hard to merge while it shifted lanes. Anything that could happen did. We are on a roll, industrial style. Not one single opportunity wasted.
At the exit ramp, two semi stopped for gas while blocking the lane and one bicyclist was passing. Then one SUV completely covered in dust took a left at Burger King. Did i say Sunday night when we checked in the second time she was at the reception?
No i don't believe is the cigarettes or anything. It's her upstairs which in the last week or so did it in unprecedented ways. I slowly start to loose the dog smell, inside and outside. I felt it on my skin while taking a shower here.
Then everything (especially bags, all the clothes inside have been taken out of the closed circuit drier) started to smell like it. I was telling Angela. When i get back there i will start to look for a place to move, no matter if it costs a couple of hundreds more. A place NOT PET FRIENDLY.
One more thing. Why in the world will there be a school bus in a casino parking lot?
6:35 They predicted and preceded. Wanted to write a "I still can hear the echoes (echoes) one and kids started to run on the corridor".
6:56 I went outside trying to see why the car lost power when i tried to merge in front of that SWIFT semi. I noticed a woman in short working at that school bus, next to an RV and and SUV with people outside. I popped the hood when a weird looking like a decent vet passed by, looking at me for more than 10 seonds. I asked them why he was staring at me and he said "sorry if it bothered you".
Though i moved the hose on the pipe all the way up and the clamp is above the ring, in noticed some dark spots on the pipe. Sunday just before i left i figured a way to reach that area, with the car raised on a jack on that side and when i get home i would put a screw clamp on it.
But the car was running fine on our way there. There is a possibility it is a remote control thing. The car has a satellite link i am not subscribed to.
There is a whole congregation around the flame table, and i thought i recognized some of the guys i saw last night.
7:10 I went and called the elevator, then i realized i did not have the phone. Came back and i remembered something. The door is working in such a way, it goes slow until 7 inches from the frame, then it goes fast so i have to stay there to prevent if from hitting the frame. Yesterday. I dropped something on the floor and looked and there was a small bottle with small blue pills under my bed.
9:30 Came back in the room. Ate a little. In the casino there was a piece of paper on the ground, not the size of a ticket. Someone passed by and put it next to me. I was curious and looked at it, there as a number made of 4 or 5 digits, handwritten.
I tossed in the space between the machine. About a few seconds later, i regretted i did not look at the number. I was really mad because at all the machines i've been playing someone would come and sit next to me though they were enough machines (like about 7 in a row at the poker machines).
Lately all i do is on the computer where everything is reversible (except emails which i hate) and that made a mark on the way i think.
So i thought i might recover it. At some point i thought to ask a tech to help me get it back from there but i did not know what to tell about it. What was on it?
It looks like i deserve my fate.
10:46 I had a 5 dollars food coupon. In our way to the room i bought a slice of pizza and it had a very hard crust. My DIY lower teeth broke and i probably swallowed one tooth. Probably something to do with finding the deadbolts open when i slept.
11:28 I don't believe i mentioned i had a stomach pain when i woke with the deadbolts taken out. Now got some chills and soreness in belly area. Took an antibiotic.
2:00 AM 16 No more chills or stomach pain after two antibiotics. However, got a bigger problem. The decaf coffee is light green, the regular is light brown. So i had a whole regular Keurig coffee in this afternoon by mistake and usually i am getting very sick if i do that. I guess stomach gets irritated, and on top of that i had two antibiotics, i get full of gas and then it presses on the heart or transmits inflammation to the heart, i don't know.
Like usually after i drink regular coffee, every time when i try to sleep i feel like my heart is going to stop beating.
Took my SPO2 level. 97. Pulse. 70s. Took some pepto-bismol (all i have as antacid). Flaxseed oil to calm my stomach. Drank water. I probably am badly dehydrated from the combination alcohol-caffeine. It might be i have something at the kidneys and caffeine flushes the water out of me.
Thinking. Canyon Ville. Can Ion? Are they going to finally can me here? Canis (dog in Latin)?
I think this time i got it bad. Plainly hypnotized by a couple of TikTok videos. Put to sleep (at the computer). Forgot to put the deadbolts ("forgotten locker combination"). I have no more doubts.
8:22 Slept 7 hours. I hear upstairs the same type of steps as at home though muffled, this building has i think concrete floors.
Using a nose decongestant like Afrin (and its afermarket correspondents) in the evening drops my BG by one hundred. It's a very simple idea. Breathing better brings more oxygen into your body increases metabolism back to normal.
1:11 PM Ar fi poate un mesaj puternic din cauza interviului său cu Putin. Dar nu este fiindcă în America nu a auzit nimeni de acest interviu cu Georgescu și nu a auzit nimeni de Georgescu. America este invocată pentru impresie, toate se întâmplă doar pe tărâmul mitului iar românii iar nu au prilejul de a călători ca să vadă ce e America.
Se întâmplă atât de multe în scena știrilor din SUA încât americanii nu au timp de ale lor. Sunteți singuri cu călăii voștri.
7:04 They underestimated how tired i was last night and generally how tired a human being can be. Yeah should have taken a picture of myself but i was not sure i will make it to post it, after. Yes i'm sure we'll all meet some day and laugh about.
Is the quantum continuum i am worried about most. A couple passed on the corridor when i wrote the above, which took seconds, and she was laughing (with no other human voices heard over there in hours, other noises synched with my thoughts heard from above, though much more muffled than at home). Does anybody know...
9:03 Ready to leave the room. I heard a baby crying on the corridor, big time. I noticed i dropped objects of my hands all day long. Bad muscle coordination which i saw at Angela many times before. This means that ethylene glycol leak has been at the car for a long time. The antidote is ethylic alcohol.
2:20 AM And i still hear the echoes...(echoes). Alții, mai șmecheri, preferă să creadă că... Păi dacă se putea, nu i-l înșurabau mai bine și pe al lui Cizmaru?
2:30 Democrația și capitalismul au mai multe paradoxuri (ca să nu le spun contradicții antogoniste ca pe vremuri la lecția de economie politică). Să mă explic.
În democrație totul e decis de majoritate, nu? Sau dacă nu, ei deleagă pe unii să facă decizii în numele lor. Problema e că majoritatea nu se pricep de exemplu la finanțele statului și ăia ajunșii fac ce vor, inclusiv furtul cu și de la buget fără să-i deranjeze nimeni.
Apple a ajuns la cât, 3 trilioane capital de piață, care-l și face un Caritas pe cinste. Adică dividendele, dacă sunt, sunt neglijabile raportat la valoarea acțiunii, lumea cumpără acțiuni doar să le revând în câștig mai târziu iar valoarea reală a acțiunilor este de fapt de sute de ori mai mică.
Ironia soartei este că toată lumea deține Apple în portofoliul lor (diversificat) de retragere, un fel de pilon II sau III, prin niște fonduri specializate care investesc banii de pensie, pentru a-i feri de inflație și a avea un mic căștig iar cei care deșin acțiuni Apple au și telefoanele care au niște prețuri exagerae. Un fel de furatul căciulii ca să vorbesc așa. Stealing your own thunder hat.
Aceeași chestie și cu Coca Cola. Toată lumea înjură Coca Cola ca fiind nesănătoasă în schimb au, prin fondurile de pensii, acțiuni Coca Cola iar lista poate merge așa la infinit.
E aceeași chestie cu sfaturile bune auzite în show-uri radio, despre finanțe, produse, etc.. Tot felul de trucuri pentru îmbunătățirea situației financiare, care dacă s-ar apuca toată lumea să le aplice, s-ar prăbuși bursa.
9:00 Don't know what awoke me this morning after 5 hours, but right now there is a thunderstorm going on up there. And the problem by far is not only the noise. It is the smell that comes out from the space between ceiling and floor upstairs.
We had to go yesterday at Chinook Winds because we had tickets for a Bob Seger cover band. But on the road there i noticed an hesitation at the car. Pulled in a weighing area before Dundee variant and i saw (smelled) a coolant leak.
The same as before. Used the oversized pliers to fix it but it cannot be fixed while the system is pressurized (hot). I almost made a mess trying to pull that clamp, however i did pull it closer to the end and the leak stopped. Good thing it happened before our trip today to Canyonville.
I wish i could stream that noise live but the computer's mic is not sensitive enough and also don't know how to do it (should try and figure it out).
We were there yesterday at Road's End (should i call it roundabout) watching the ocean (and the other parking lot). Two girls, rather short, with shorts, maybe twins, where walking around, trying to catch my attention.
On the other lot visible from the car, one woman, towards to tall size, all dressed in black (pants and top) bent to do Uttanasana yoga pose, with her back in my direction or the opposite of bowing in Japan, exactly when i looked which always pisses me bad. Saw one more of those later in the casino. Got pains in the back all evening all the way to now. Obviously these guys know stuff we all don't.
My brain processing powers were very narrow at that time and we had less then half hour till the beginning of the show.
I also had soreness in lymph nodes in several places and was really worried about getting over with this blood drawing fallout (yes i am better, i think over it now). Had 4 antibiotics patches on my shoulders and i took a capsule about every 6 hours for the prior 24 hours.
Later i got some sort of whole body paralysis, had trouble walking when i parked my car. On the street where i had to do a parallel parking because every spot was taken in all parking lots.
9:35 My nose started to itch because of the dust. The peaks in thunders coincide with my peaks in thoughts and emotions. It is like someone is feeding from upstairs on my emotions and i don't believe is the fat women from weight lifting USA team.
With the free tickets at Chinook we are always given the back rows. It is good because the sound is very loud closer to the stage and easiest to get out. But last night i went to the restroom in my way out and after about 5 minutes only about half of the people were out. I had no idea Bob Seger had so many fans in the US. All older people about my age were directing towards the exit, at a very slow pace.
I looked around as they were looking at me. I saw a kinda people in never see in the casinos or stores. I was telling Angela, i might have never seen real Americans throughout all these (almost 30) years. These were real Americans. When i went back to the casino, i saw again the old disguised Hungarians i am used to for so long now. Arrogant looks. Charismatic faces with slightly exaggerated features. Voice actors doing surreal, scripted, conversation nearby.
9:50 After doing antibiotics for about 36 hours all the inflammations in tissues under my skin subsided. It's really weird to look at all my twisted varicose veins on my now very thin legs and ankles that became really apparent. It always happens like this. The real me.
About the music. When we were leaving the concert hall they put some recordings i think with Bob Seger. The acoustics of that hall are so bad they were sounding just like the band we just saw. A real challenge for the artists. Kept thinking about a Romanian folk singer that looked just like him. And a HS class mate.
I will take the (micro) PC with me and continue this in the hotel room at 7 feathers.
2:25 PM Never mind that. When about to leave i discovered i did not fix that clamp right which i did within the last hour or so. I succeeded into pushing that hose over the pipe like one inch up and securing the clamp. During all this time several things happened among them: It smelled like dog poop. In an apartment nearby a baby was crying rhythmically. Leaving now.
9:09 Yeah i'm in the hotel room and i briefly fell asleep and awakened several times by things dropped on the floor upstairs, pretty much feels like home and last time it was a terrible noise in the background, like maybe a vacuum or hair drier followed by a fan that sounded like a tractor. I grabbed my phone to measure the decibels but it stopped.
In the rest area 45 miles before this. I crashed and fell asleep there for about 15 minutes and there i have witnessed some extraordinary things but too sleepy to react (yeah they always have a feedback on my brain and can get really close before i react).
When i left after a few miles there was this small box on the highway, no other cars in sight, like there was a similar one last night when i came from Chinook Winds. About a mile later thought i should have stopped and check.
No it wasn't her climbing in that California LPN SUV parked next to where i was sleeping. She posted from her place in SF (i guess), her last post on tiktok was at 2 PM+ and i was there @4 PM.
I am experiences extreme tiredness and blue bags under my eyes, pretty similar to last time when i drove here with a coolant leak i thought i fixed and yesterday re-emerged and drove to Chinook. But today i fixed the leak at home (took some pictures with the camera and forgot the card reader at home). However Angela is not. Yesterday at Chinook i had a few diet sodas.
The sound had a 60 dB level at bathroom door (with door closed) measured with Decibel X on my phone. They told me at the reception there is a jacuzzi above and the sound is the pomp from jacuzzi.
10:40 Done. We're in a different room. There's less smoke outside on the corridor.
First they gave us an impossible room. Something i have never experienced before. When we asked for another one, they gave us whatever was available, non negotiable. A room for the handicapped (with no bathtub). Which prompts me to post a query on my blog on the word doctors.
It was in the last years with the help of some people i started to re-become myself, after the work accident (me being literally gassed at Electronic Specialty), like yesterday on the road by my own car).
I started first making tons of pictures in forests and wildlife refuges (walking miles a day did me good to my brain too) and then the blog with matches, out of boredom. That gave me something to do, interract with people (after a long time). Then i think i installed and re-installed Fedora like 100 times on my old computer, doing all kinda customizations, which started to remind me of the work i've done prior to the "accident".
I was bothering the people i knew with long emails and one of them told me i should start a blog, which i did in 2012. That was the reason i called it For Friends, though i didn't have many (or any).
In 2018 and i raised the attention of some people. Then i became more and more involved with it. However i made many mistakes. There was always smoke at the apartment, coming from the mole and/or rat holes. Probably mole chasing cartridges that have been put in the ground by some people, over and over, times a day.
Speaking on the phone for hours with people in Romania did not help. That and using the wi-fi for 10 hours a day, after 2015, gave me the radio sensitivity. In fact, i have been ignoring the microwave meter with alarm behind me right now and started to have pain especially in my face (first) from my PCs wi-fi and hands. When i brought it close to me it stopped.
Though i made numerous mistakes both in that blog and the other two, i am getting better and better.
Here is a list of doctors i've been seeing and their correspondents in Hungary, some in hospitals where at times i have been kept against my will.
Bertani Emily Danielle MD MD152933 - Lady Gaga Bindal Vandana Niraj MD MD23239 - the actress from the movie Vandana (India) Boboia Dorina S MD MD14590 Collier Jeanine Shannon-Allison MD MD21368 i knew but forgot right now Douglas, Daniel Ray MD MD18403 i knew but forgot right now Erickson Kenneth Reed MD MD13119 - Harrison Ford (psychiatrist at Woodland Park Hospital, closed soon after) Male therapist at Woodland Park - Val Kilmer
Female therapist at Woodland Park - Carrie Fisher Eusterman Joseph Huntimer MD MD06417 - He took me to FBI downtown to report the work accident (while we were in the lobby), but forgot to tell me (they had their Portland office in a hotel downtown). Gilligan John French MD MD20074 - Interestingly, from Dominican Republic. Parent Joseph Adrien Jr. MD MD08183 - The local husband of Yoko Ono. Patil Ravindra Ramdas MD MD21026 Piepgrass Sterling Robin MD MD12092 - Tom Hanks. He is Hungarian anyways so no match required. Rana Hiren Thakorbhai MD MD14344 Rana Vandana Hiren MD MD15791 - Lisa Masterson (at times) Sigurtson ? - Sigurjón Sighvatsson (he left "for Iceland", soon after)
Michelle (therapist at Ryles Center) - Lea Michelle
12:33 Next day. I'll never be the same, if you ask me. Though i lived in Romania, with no info on the outside world, and generally little experience in anything except what i've done in school told by others like me and later with computers, i was a pretty smart guy with lots of false ideas that was turned into a vegetable for about 20 years after 1995.
Saturday, April 12, 2025
6:55 AM It started at 6 AM, when i was thinking, awakened by heartburn from antibiotics. As i am typing, on the other blog, all kind of weird noises are coming from upstairs, with eve word and phrase i write. There is smoke outside that exacerbate my post blooddrawsymptoms.
Not as a bad as the other 2 times i had it done at LabCorp, also because i started on antibiotics hours later, when i started to feel chills. Soreness of under arm lymph nodes and other areas damaged by exposure to microwaves (exaggerated use of wi-fi, cellphone). Smoke from outside usually exacerbates any bacterial infection.
7:20 Upstairs they stopped after i wrote the above. Now i hear first loud exhaust of the day as i somehow finished witting those ideas, though not satisfactory, my mind benign trampled from above.
8:45 Four hours of sleep, almost 5 being awake, for the last 3 there or since 6 AM there was a synched squeak or stomp upstairs for every of my thoughts or written word.
Got my ZeroXposur jacket from the car on me, due to effort and being mad from upstairs i perspired so much the jacket is wet inside so i had to take it out, however much of the soreness in the lymph nodes and chills are gone. Added two antibiotic patches in affected areas just for precaution.
Ate, took a vitamin, aired the room, had some tea, trying to get back to sleep.
9:20 I fell asleep, she just awoke me dropping heavy objects on the floor.
12:55 PM I slept to make a total of 7 hours. She then came back and started to work the floor. My breath smells like inner walls.
2:08 Currently got 4 patches of antibiotics on my shoulders, 5 capsules taken orally in 24 hours, got something like muscular breakdown sureness under arms though i can't remember doing much effort.
Got my blood work results. A1C has dropped from 12. to 11.5. Never done an albumin/creatinine ratio before.
3:20 Empty fridge syndrome weekend pizza. I wish i could share it with you. (If i'm not asking too much.)
4:05 Just ordered this. Should get it one day before visit with pharmacist Henri Tran so i can repeat the test. Probably the reason for intermittent back pain lately. Triggered by she upstairs by raising my BP for hours.
Friday, April 11, 2025
9:00 AM Six hours of sleep. She is stomping and doing laundry. Awoke with nausea, back pain (pancreas) and congested nose. On the low volume radio Sting was singing. "Every breath you take..."
1:45 PM. I awoke at 8 something after about 6 hours of sleep. She was stumping and doing laundry and left after about an hour. Caught a glimpse, i thought she was a different person. Taller (she could barely fit in the car with big double chin). Weirdly enough, someone was still there, but very quiet. I heard steps a couple of times while i was doing some Amazon returns.
The market has to always end positive at the end of the week.
Sting and Phill Colins are the two that ellude me in my searches. Today i searched again for Sting, with no results yet. Now playing Coming in the Air Tonight.
Today i had to do it. Next week we go for a short vacation and then on 17 i have appointment with the pharmacist Henry Tran for the next insulin prescription, other medications adjustments. I can't take Metformin, it gives me a bitter taste for everything i eat. Pioglitazone does nothing. 20 unites of Lantus drop my BG by 100. In May, i have the first appointment with my new doctor, Bedolla.
So i went in there, before noon (LabCorp). I packed some paper towels and put some alcohol in a small bottle. There is a screen for check ins. I scanned my ID and insurance and had to add email info and phone number and zip code. A woman waiting next to me was making me nervous.
Then the system told me it was a 54 minutes waiting time or i could come back by 12:30 which was less and they will send me an email to confirm. I went home and found the email and appointment was for 12:45.
Then i went to Walmart to buy diabetics needles for my pens. Then i went at the clinic and wiped my right arm with alcohol. I do this several times a day, for BG levels and insulin and never got an infection.
The last couple of times, back in 2023 and 2024 i got the only 2 infections i ever had from blood drawings. There was a short woman with white hair looking Ukrainian who would do a very summary wipe (once) with a tiny pad (one square cm.)
After o got there, i saw a young attractive woman with mask sitting next to that kiosk who told me to check in and i said i already did.
But after my appointment time passed by 15 minutes, she said i was not (checked in). I was the last one in there for the day so she checked me in (again), after asking my last name after she wanted to see the email but my phone is always on airplane mode (and i'm not signed in that account on the phone anyways).
I asked her, how could the system know they were 54 more minutes waiting time and then sent me an email confirming the appointment, and she said something like the system was disconnected for the last hour or so. I was afraid i will not find a visitor spot at the complex for my truck (but in the end i found one near mailboxes).
There was a different woman with almost white hair, a bit taller (still short) and younger who drew my blood, after i told the story about the infections and it seemed she done it right, kept asking me questions like what to do next, which i think i was not supposed to answer as the steps of the procedure probably were not optional. She drew two vials.
I asked her if the samples are processed on the site and she said "a little". In the end she handed me a paper cup, saying "that's for you" and showed me the room for collecting samples with a door in the wall and she told me to lock the door.
When i left, i saw the sample on the other side of the door in the next room which had the door open. The sample was kinda dark by reasons of drinking colored soda and dehydration.
I would think i would not see the results until after seen by dr.Bedolla.
2:15 Today i noticed a strange similarity on 2 different pair of stocks.
12:30 Kids are playing in the backyard, i saw a boy handing a 2 meter stick full of dirt. Angela is gonna be here soon, have to take her car (my truck is stuck on a visitor spot that would disappear if i leave) and return the Amazon items and i'm done with the errands for this month.
