2:20 AM And i still hear the echoes...(echoes). Alții, mai șmecheri, preferă să creadă că... Păi dacă se putea, nu i-l înșurabau mai bine și pe al lui Cizmaru?
2:30 Democrația și capitalismul au mai multe paradoxuri (ca să nu le spun contradicții antogoniste ca pe vremuri la lecția de economie politică). Să mă explic.
În democrație totul e decis de majoritate, nu? Sau dacă nu, ei deleagă pe unii să facă decizii în numele lor. Problema e că majoritatea nu se pricep de exemplu la finanțele statului și ăia ajunșii fac ce vor, inclusiv furtul cu și de la buget fără să-i deranjeze nimeni.
Apple a ajuns la cât, 3 trilioane capital de piață, care-l și face un Caritas pe cinste. Adică dividendele, dacă sunt, sunt neglijabile raportat la valoarea acțiunii, lumea cumpără acțiuni doar să le revând în câștig mai târziu iar valoarea reală a acțiunilor este de fapt de sute de ori mai mică.
Ironia soartei este că toată lumea deține Apple în portofoliul lor (diversificat) de retragere, un fel de pilon II sau III, prin niște fonduri specializate care investesc banii de pensie, pentru a-i feri de inflație și a avea un mic căștig iar cei care deșin acțiuni Apple au și telefoanele care au niște prețuri exagerae. Un fel de furatul căciulii ca să vorbesc așa. Stealing your own thunder hat.
Aceeași chestie și cu Coca Cola. Toată lumea înjură Coca Cola ca fiind nesănătoasă în schimb au, prin fondurile de pensii, acțiuni Coca Cola iar lista poate merge așa la infinit.
E aceeași chestie cu sfaturile bune auzite în show-uri radio, despre finanțe, produse, etc.. Tot felul de trucuri pentru îmbunătățirea situației financiare, care dacă s-ar apuca toată lumea să le aplice, s-ar prăbuși bursa.
8:30 And i still hear the echoes (echoes)
9:00 Don't know what awoke me this morning after 5 hours, but right now there is a thunderstorm going on up there. And the problem by far is not only the noise. It is the smell that comes out from the space between ceiling and floor upstairs.
We had to go yesterday at Chinook Winds because we had tickets for a Bob Seger cover band. But on the road there i noticed an hesitation at the car. Pulled in a weighing area before Dundee variant and i saw (smelled) a coolant leak.
The same as before. Used the oversized pliers to fix it but it cannot be fixed while the system is pressurized (hot). I almost made a mess trying to pull that clamp, however i did pull it closer to the end and the leak stopped. Good thing it happened before our trip today to Canyonville.
I wish i could stream that noise live but the computer's mic is not sensitive enough and also don't know how to do it (should try and figure it out).
We were there yesterday at Road's End (should i call it roundabout) watching the ocean (and the other parking lot). Two girls, rather short, with shorts, maybe twins, where walking around, trying to catch my attention.
On the other lot visible from the car, one woman, towards to tall size, all dressed in black (pants and top) bent to do Uttanasana yoga pose, with her back in my direction or the opposite of bowing in Japan, exactly when i looked which always pisses me bad. Saw one more of those later in the casino. Got pains in the back all evening all the way to now. Obviously these guys know stuff we all don't.
My brain processing powers were very narrow at that time and we had less then half hour till the beginning of the show.
We had to go yesterday at Chinook Winds because we had tickets for a Bob Seger cover band. But on the road there i noticed an hesitation at the car. Pulled in a weighing area before Dundee variant and i saw (smelled) a coolant leak.
The same as before. Used the oversized pliers to fix it but it cannot be fixed while the system is pressurized (hot). I almost made a mess trying to pull that clamp, however i did pull it closer to the end and the leak stopped. Good thing it happened before our trip today to Canyonville.
I wish i could stream that noise live but the computer's mic is not sensitive enough and also don't know how to do it (should try and figure it out).
We were there yesterday at Road's End (should i call it roundabout) watching the ocean (and the other parking lot). Two girls, rather short, with shorts, maybe twins, where walking around, trying to catch my attention.
On the other lot visible from the car, one woman, towards to tall size, all dressed in black (pants and top) bent to do Uttanasana yoga pose, with her back in my direction or the opposite of bowing in Japan, exactly when i looked which always pisses me bad. Saw one more of those later in the casino. Got pains in the back all evening all the way to now. Obviously these guys know stuff we all don't.
My brain processing powers were very narrow at that time and we had less then half hour till the beginning of the show.
I also had soreness in lymph nodes in several places and was really worried about getting over with this blood drawing fallout (yes i am better, i think over it now). Had 4 antibiotics patches on my shoulders and i took a capsule about every 6 hours for the prior 24 hours.
Later i got some sort of whole body paralysis, had trouble walking when i parked my car. On the street where i had to do a parallel parking because every spot was taken in all parking lots.
9:35 My nose started to itch because of the dust. The peaks in thunders coincide with my peaks in thoughts and emotions. It is like someone is feeding from upstairs on my emotions and i don't believe is the fat women from weight lifting USA team.
With the free tickets at Chinook we are always given the back rows. It is good because the sound is very loud closer to the stage and easiest to get out. But last night i went to the restroom in my way out and after about 5 minutes only about half of the people were out. I had no idea Bob Seger had so many fans in the US. All older people about my age were directing towards the exit, at a very slow pace.
I looked around as they were looking at me. I saw a kinda people in never see in the casinos or stores. I was telling Angela, i might have never seen real Americans throughout all these (almost 30) years. These were real Americans. When i went back to the casino, i saw again the old disguised Hungarians i am used to for so long now. Arrogant looks. Charismatic faces with slightly exaggerated features. Voice actors doing surreal, scripted, conversation nearby.
9:50 After doing antibiotics for about 36 hours all the inflammations in tissues under my skin subsided. It's really weird to look at all my twisted varicose veins on my now very thin legs and ankles that became really apparent. It always happens like this. The real me.
About the music. When we were leaving the concert hall they put some recordings i think with Bob Seger. The acoustics of that hall are so bad they were sounding just like the band we just saw. A real challenge for the artists. Kept thinking about a Romanian folk singer that looked just like him. And a HS class mate.
I will take the (micro) PC with me and continue this in the hotel room at 7 feathers.
2:25 PM Never mind that. When about to leave i discovered i did not fix that clamp right which i did within the last hour or so. I succeeded into pushing that hose over the pipe like one inch up and securing the clamp. During all this time several things happened among them: It smelled like dog poop. In an apartment nearby a baby was crying rhythmically. Leaving now.
9:09 Yeah i'm in the hotel room and i briefly fell asleep and awakened several times by things dropped on the floor upstairs, pretty much feels like home and last time it was a terrible noise in the background, like maybe a vacuum or hair drier followed by a fan that sounded like a tractor. I grabbed my phone to measure the decibels but it stopped.
In the rest area 45 miles before this. I crashed and fell asleep there for about 15 minutes and there i have witnessed some extraordinary things but too sleepy to react (yeah they always have a feedback on my brain and can get really close before i react).
When i left after a few miles there was this small box on the highway, no other cars in sight, like there was a similar one last night when i came from Chinook Winds. About a mile later thought i should have stopped and check.
No it wasn't her climbing in that California LPN SUV parked next to where i was sleeping. She posted from her place in SF (i guess), her last post on tiktok was at 2 PM+ and i was there @4 PM.
I am experiences extreme tiredness and blue bags under my eyes, pretty similar to last time when i drove here with a coolant leak i thought i fixed and yesterday re-emerged and drove to Chinook. But today i fixed the leak at home (took some pictures with the camera and forgot the card reader at home). However Angela is not. Yesterday at Chinook i had a few diet sodas.
The sound had a 60 dB level at bathroom door (with door closed) measured with Decibel X on my phone. They told me at the reception there is a jacuzzi above and the sound is the pomp from jacuzzi.
10:40 Done. We're in a different room. There's less smoke outside on the corridor.
First they gave us an impossible room. Something i have never experienced before. When we asked for another one, they gave us whatever was available, non negotiable. A room for the handicapped (with no bathtub). Which prompts me to post a query on my blog on the word doctors.
It was in the last years with the help of some people i started to re-become myself, after the work accident (me being literally gassed at Electronic Specialty), like yesterday on the road by my own car).
I started first making tons of pictures in forests and wildlife refuges (walking miles a day did me good to my brain too) and then the blog with matches, out of boredom. That gave me something to do, interract with people (after a long time). Then i think i installed and re-installed Fedora like 100 times on my old computer, doing all kinda customizations, which started to remind me of the work i've done prior to the "accident".
I was bothering the people i knew with long emails and one of them told me i should start a blog, which i did in 2012. That was the reason i called it For Friends, though i didn't have many (or any).
In 2018 and i raised the attention of some people. Then i became more and more involved with it. However i made many mistakes. There was always smoke at the apartment, coming from the mole and/or rat holes. Probably mole chasing cartridges that have been put in the ground by some people, over and over, times a day.
Speaking on the phone for hours with people in Romania did not help. That and using the wi-fi for 10 hours a day, after 2015, gave me the radio sensitivity. In fact, i have been ignoring the microwave meter with alarm behind me right now and started to have pain especially in my face (first) from my PCs wi-fi and hands. When i brought it close to me it stopped.
Though i made numerous mistakes both in that blog and the other two, i am getting better and better.
Here is a list of doctors i've been seeing and their correspondents in Hungary, some in hospitals where at times i have been kept against my will.
Bertani Emily Danielle MD MD152933 - Lady Gaga
Bindal Vandana Niraj MD MD23239 - the actress from the movie Vandana (India)
Boboia Dorina S MD MD14590
Collier Jeanine Shannon-Allison MD MD21368 i knew but forgot right now
Douglas, Daniel Ray MD MD18403 i knew but forgot right now
Erickson Kenneth Reed MD MD13119 - Harrison Ford (psychiatrist at Woodland Park Hospital, closed soon after)
Male therapist at Woodland Park - Val Kilmer
The sound had a 60 dB level at bathroom door (with door closed) measured with Decibel X on my phone. They told me at the reception there is a jacuzzi above and the sound is the pomp from jacuzzi.
10:40 Done. We're in a different room. There's less smoke outside on the corridor.
First they gave us an impossible room. Something i have never experienced before. When we asked for another one, they gave us whatever was available, non negotiable. A room for the handicapped (with no bathtub). Which prompts me to post a query on my blog on the word doctors.
It was in the last years with the help of some people i started to re-become myself, after the work accident (me being literally gassed at Electronic Specialty), like yesterday on the road by my own car).
I started first making tons of pictures in forests and wildlife refuges (walking miles a day did me good to my brain too) and then the blog with matches, out of boredom. That gave me something to do, interract with people (after a long time). Then i think i installed and re-installed Fedora like 100 times on my old computer, doing all kinda customizations, which started to remind me of the work i've done prior to the "accident".
I was bothering the people i knew with long emails and one of them told me i should start a blog, which i did in 2012. That was the reason i called it For Friends, though i didn't have many (or any).
In 2018 and i raised the attention of some people. Then i became more and more involved with it. However i made many mistakes. There was always smoke at the apartment, coming from the mole and/or rat holes. Probably mole chasing cartridges that have been put in the ground by some people, over and over, times a day.
Speaking on the phone for hours with people in Romania did not help. That and using the wi-fi for 10 hours a day, after 2015, gave me the radio sensitivity. In fact, i have been ignoring the microwave meter with alarm behind me right now and started to have pain especially in my face (first) from my PCs wi-fi and hands. When i brought it close to me it stopped.
Though i made numerous mistakes both in that blog and the other two, i am getting better and better.
Here is a list of doctors i've been seeing and their correspondents in Hungary, some in hospitals where at times i have been kept against my will.
Bertani Emily Danielle MD MD152933 - Lady Gaga
Bindal Vandana Niraj MD MD23239 - the actress from the movie Vandana (India)
Boboia Dorina S MD MD14590
Collier Jeanine Shannon-Allison MD MD21368 i knew but forgot right now
Douglas, Daniel Ray MD MD18403 i knew but forgot right now
Erickson Kenneth Reed MD MD13119 - Harrison Ford (psychiatrist at Woodland Park Hospital, closed soon after)
Male therapist at Woodland Park - Val Kilmer
Female therapist at Woodland Park - Carrie Fisher
Eusterman Joseph Huntimer MD MD06417 - He took me to FBI downtown to report the work accident (while we were in the lobby), but forgot to tell me (they had their Portland office in a hotel downtown).
Gilligan John French MD MD20074 - Interestingly, from Dominican Republic.
Parent Joseph Adrien Jr. MD MD08183 - The local husband of Yoko Ono.
Patil Ravindra Ramdas MD MD21026
Piepgrass Sterling Robin MD MD12092 - Tom Hanks. He is Hungarian anyways so no match required.
Rana Hiren Thakorbhai MD MD14344
Rana Vandana Hiren MD MD15791 - Lisa Masterson (at times)
Sigurtson ? - Sigurjón Sighvatsson (he left "for Iceland", soon after)
Eusterman Joseph Huntimer MD MD06417 - He took me to FBI downtown to report the work accident (while we were in the lobby), but forgot to tell me (they had their Portland office in a hotel downtown).
Gilligan John French MD MD20074 - Interestingly, from Dominican Republic.
Parent Joseph Adrien Jr. MD MD08183 - The local husband of Yoko Ono.
Patil Ravindra Ramdas MD MD21026
Piepgrass Sterling Robin MD MD12092 - Tom Hanks. He is Hungarian anyways so no match required.
Rana Hiren Thakorbhai MD MD14344
Rana Vandana Hiren MD MD15791 - Lisa Masterson (at times)
Sigurtson ? - Sigurjón Sighvatsson (he left "for Iceland", soon after)
Michelle (therapist at Ryles Center) - Lea Michelle
12:33 Next day. I'll never be the same, if you ask me. Though i lived in Romania, with no info on the outside world, and generally little experience in anything except what i've done in school told by others like me and later with computers, i was a pretty smart guy with lots of false ideas that was turned into a vegetable for about 20 years after 1995.
12:33 Next day. I'll never be the same, if you ask me. Though i lived in Romania, with no info on the outside world, and generally little experience in anything except what i've done in school told by others like me and later with computers, i was a pretty smart guy with lots of false ideas that was turned into a vegetable for about 20 years after 1995.
