737 AM Using voice to text For the first time could be a burden as big as typing is for other people. But it looks like I have no choice because yesterday I was typing many hours while sitting and that cut my blood supply to the legs and the leg with the wound became painful so I started to use again augmentin and the pain subsided in the morning. But then I said I had to do something and put the PC next to the bed and now I'm trying to use voice recognition instead of typing.

Yeah it is very awkward and it looks like the software cannot recognize the less common words. Or maybe it's just getting used to my speech or voice or something. I hope Windows does some learning from the from the corrections I make And will do better in time But but as it is right now is not very helpful. Have to use the mouse all the time to delete and correct.

752 While I move the computer next to the bed I did some organizing as well Actually didn't have enough room to install the stand next to the bed and while I was doing that I was thinking why I don't have a laptop. I don't know why I had a very bad experience with the last one because how the Wi-fi radiation And now I'm I'm reluctant to even touch one. I know I can use it on ethernet and cut the WI but it's so risky cause I caught the computer Switched back on WiFi after I manually cut it off.

Yes I should reconsider locking on Amazon for a for a cheap notepad. Yeah everything I wrote this morning here since 7:37 was with switch to text and I don't know maybe if it if it learns more it could be useful. One thing that doesn't work is if I make a mistake and repeat it will just simply write the text again And I know if I dictated to human it will now not write again the corrected words words.

another thing that doesn't work is if I insert a if I go back and insert a word in a phrase it Leaves it with capital leather not knowing that is a phrase or a sentence. Or in this phrase it didn't put a capital letter in the beginning.

I was in the kitchen area fixing some breakfast and as most of the times I took glances outside through the window only to see yet another car stopped in front of entrance of Building D where they daycare Is yeah it happens most of the times 

And it always makes me wondering if there is some sort of synchronization based on predicting my moves cause it cannot be I like cars being there all the time but they are all the time when I go there.

One of the things that bothers me about this is while I stand there and move around and handle kitchen tools and obviously I think of food especially when I'm hungry And then I Involuntarily glimpse through the Window I think of kids daycare and stuff.

But in the end it feels a bit easier to dictate than type also because I typed so much yesterday and my typing app in the brain I mean the neuro circuits related to Got a bit tired even though it's something I do every day.

2:34 That didn't work. We are not there yet. Not with the current AI technology provided "for free" by Microsoft. After a while i found myself from making correction to writing further (on the other blog). In the meantime i awoke more and was easier.

But i was getting more and more nauseated as the market started go up. I wanted really bad to go outside to breath some air. But i was hungry in the same time. Yes hungry and nauseated. So i choose to make myself a noodle soup with added beef broth and finally left. There was no mystery lady outside. Also because i have a new hypothesis about her identity.

They were other people. The owners of the black SUV with Kingz dealership number were in a spot across the alley, packing things. Leaving maybe? Haven't seen them before either. I went in the back and there were 4 large poops. The moles dug new holes near the balcony exactly where i poured concrete missed with soil and water. They could be supere moles. That explain the "closed" musty smell inside.

None in the dumpster. Left for a full length walk. The antibiotic i put on my skin yesterday had done its job. Lately i mix one crushed Augmentin pill with about 3 grams of triple ointment and put it on my calf and wrap everything with kitchen plastic foil. It lasts for about 24 hours.

Last night after sitting for about 5-6 hours (overconfidence) the pain was so bad i thought i will never escape this. But here i am, pain free after a 3 miles walk. But the foil fell from my calf. I will take a shower and then put a new one, just in case. The wound is closed now, looks like a scar that keeps shrinking in size that is very sensitive to cold and sitting.

And here come the important stuff.

I have to confess. I saw Travolta's house with the planes in the yard at Aerial America. After i wrote a bit yesterday being mostly sarcastic i started to wonder. Were did he get that kinda money. Was it only from the two movies i know of, Grease and Saturday Night? I googled and what did i find. Face Off. I think i heard of it a little but never knew what it was about. Honestely because i did not like the title.

But now after i have a blog with over 1000 matches with celebrities and Hungarian actors, i started asking myself.

But most importantly the year of the movie. 1997 was two years after i came here. And yes i do look like Nicholas Cage.

In this movie Travolta opens the fantasies' Pandora box cause over the years i realized many people think i am actually Nicu, the son of Nicolae Ceaușescu who died in Vienna in 1996 and also a reincarnation of Xenu, the galactic dictator.

Even more than that. In september 2002 or 2003 i had a gastroscopy for never ending stomach pains and the doctor, Parent, grabbed 16 biopsies from my esophagus, creating scars. In 2004 i went to Romania and had done another gastroscopy in front of a group of students at a hospital in Cluj who probably saw the scars, suggesting i had esophagus varices, like supposedly Nicu Ceaușescu had because of cirrhosis of the liver.

3:13 I took the electric pan on the balcony to cook some chicken, of the versions of the guy with moustache and lab cam and sat on the TV box and started watching me.

3:50 Angela gave me to add in there one by one chopped onion, peppers and tomatoes and he left one minute before i was done, wearing a disgusted expression on his face. Now Angela wants to go at Spirit Mountain, where there is a "droaie" (she meant drawing) and many of this guy's compatriots are waiting for me.

And one hundred unhinged drivers on the road.

9 :25 AM The reason i gave up using fb was because it went down on me in critical moments. Yesterday i posted a link to a very important video related to my last match.

1:30 PM I'm (not so) sure if we'll meet some day and laugh about all these... Two persons, not two countries...

8:50 Today it was dust day. They came to blow the parking lot and mow the grass but i don't think the grass grew because the sprinklers don't work. The distributor gets electricity from a plug outside that is connected to our electric system that is very old and probably flickering and nobody will try to fix it.

I went and hosed all windows screens (to get rid of the dust so we can open the windows), the AC (yes it is waterproof, is supposed to stay in the window even when it's raining), etc.. I hosed the dry grass in front of the patio, just to catch the dust still floating in the air.

Then i smelled poop. Found a few, one was closer to the SW dumpster so i took it there (yes the one next to the Great Wall). But in there what do i see (or smell). Somebody threw some meat wrappers or pads in an open bag and in the heat of over 100 yesterday and almost 100 today they started to stink like a dead animal, from meters away.

Wondering if this has anything to do with my wound getting reinfected. I was not using bandages for about a week, everything looked fine and then in the last few days started to hurt, today i saw there is still an eschar the size of a hair and the area next to it was swollen and a bit painful. So i started over with Silvadene and all the tricks. Getting better now.

Today Angela brought some eggplants from her garden and cooked them. Also cooked some chicken in the COSORI oven, for about an hour. When i went outside to get the mail, kids started to pour in, first a girl i haven't seen in a long time. They were yelling like crazy at the end of the alley. They haven't done it in a long time.

Then when i went the last time outside and got back, a brown curly kid on a scooter came towards me yelling like i never heard a kid yelling before in my life. Then we ate.

11:50 I was in bed in the bedroom for more than half hour watching something on TV and the man upstairs (or someone else in his place) keeps gently walking back and forth in the bedroom, creaking the floor, following the rhythm of my thoughts.

I fell asleep a couple of times, he dropped something in that moment. Most frustrating thing is i do not understand what he is trying to accomplish, other than break my spirit down by some ancient ninja ritual.

5:50 AM 23 Ok i keep writing here though it's the next day for continuity with the above. I figured what they are doing upstairs and why they awake us at night. Not the first time, but now i am more sure of it.

But it's hard to sell because there are in it elements in it like "blocking of the chi". At least this is what they call it. This is not so fantastic to many since it's related to the more known tai chi.

And the shin shin shin gan. The heart and the eyes of the divine. I am not sure what it is yet (vibrational communication, universal consciousness), but it can translate it as a form of short range telepathy. I would think they wouldn't waste their time to train people and  pass through generations for millennia for it since it wasn't real.

The practitioner can have his mind merged with the opponent (target), knowing exactly what he/she thinks and does. And take actions, by example, when you fall asleep, they drop an object.

This further decreases your breath rhythm and possibly the peripheric circulation. The flow of chi that is.

The smell of poop started around midnight when i did not want to  to go outside and check and awake Angela.

Just did and they were three open bags, open like flowers on top of the full dumpster (today is Thursday or Thor's day when they shake 2 ton bins real hard and all buildings with them).

That is supposed to slow down your breathing and lower your SPO2 as well and it does.

I usually sleep on the couch in the living room. The reason is i keep writing at the blog until i crash and go to sleep. But since Angela was complaining so bad about them waking her up i went and slept next to her to see what are they going to do.

Soon they started. Someone and i am sure it's not the guys who climb the stair, they are too young and westerners to have that kind of training. Someone was walking, as i said, gently, creaking the floor. But since i was there, he could not pick Angela's brain waves, he picked mine instead.

Note that one of the nine seals as a form of fast mediation refers to "Control of space and time" which is part of MEST in scientology. Scientology also claim that at advanced levels they can master telepathy.

She was sleeping profoundly and i could hear her breathing deep and she was not affected, only i was.

He awoke me 4 times before he finally left me fall asleep. Last time i saw Angela started to not breath so profoundly as been close to be awakened. But she slept until morning. I also gave her a massage last night at her back with the muscle rubbing thing (menthol camphor whatever). That change a bit the smell too.

She got a bulge of one of the disk as seen at MRI that they say in 80% of the cases it goes away by itself. That is if there is enough blood supply and oxygenation to the surrounding tissues.

Then around 1:30 AM the woman at 4 started again to talk on the phone in her balcony and awoke me. She does that for hours during the day, it was the first time i heard her at that hour. In that moment ninja upstairs started again his walk, and then i don't remember much and awoke in the morning.

This morning her back pain and right hand arthritis pain was not as bad as yesterday. I saw her in the last days almost not being able to walk, because lately they left me alone and they are concentrating on her.

I awoke with leg pain as well though it's better due to very aggressive treatment applied yesterday and last night.

So this is what they're doing. They make you sick (or not allow you to heal) by means of lowering oxygenation in your whole body, by various, converging methods, thinking it's a magic or a religious ritual. They switch roles upstairs, with the visible persons moving in the next apartment through attic or staying put somewhere in a corner but i believe they are being moved out because of the smells.

But who knows what other types of conditioning they perform on you.

6:40 There are days when they start right after Angela leaves and that is ten minutes to 6 and finish the morning routine about right now, today they started only about 5 minutes ago. I started to feel the smell of "walls" because of floor pumping and creaking. Like yesterday, today they stopped without me hearing someone going down the stairs ("at work"). But they can make that noisy or silent at will.

This keeps me "suspended in time" or holding my breath and listening for the sound of relief (steps on the stairs).

Then while doing the dishes, having breakfast "on the run" i started to think. What if all Scientology cures claimed to be done by auditing are actually done by increasing oxygen supply to tissues through better breathing after getting relief from some of the worries through auding since Scientology is largely based on eastern belief systems like Hindu which contain yoga, with an emphasis on breathing?

7:30 AM Un ritual complicat și misterios s-a desfășurat în fața ochilor mei în timp ce lucram la postarea de pe blogul principal. Întâi a venit tipul maro cu mustață, însă pentru prima dată l-am văzut cu mănuși de plastic și pungi, și după ce câinele și-a făcut nevoile chiar în fața balconului (din toată peluza, acolo "a vrut câinele"), pentru prima dată a strâns.

Am mai scris cu alte ocazii, la balcon am o ușă glisantă mare de sticlă, care acoperă 70% din perete. Îl vedeam ca și cum ar fi fost în cameră cu mine.

Apoi a venit fetișcana blondă care și ea pentru prima dată a strâns.

Spre sfârșit sau când terminam de scris, a mai venit o tipă, dar aia s-a dus mai încolo.

8:30 Last few days i saw there was a stall air smell inside getting worse and yesterday i got really sick (i stay in here all the time) and in the evening i discovered the anti back flow valve of the bathroom fan was blocked closed, and i also vacuumed the fan's housing and a bit inside the flexible pipe which seemed to  have a lot of lint? inside but it was much too late when i figured out and could not get it all. But what i got is inside a new vacuum bag.

It was stinking so bad even now the apartment still smells like it.

2:58 PM Again like yesterday i found the main door open, the piece of wood taken away. I remember i went outside to pick a poop right before i fell asleep after 12:45. I put that piece of wood automatically when i get in, but it can be taken if the door is hit really hard and it will make some noise. There was much base upstairs but i was dead tired from my walk and then i having a couple of drinks.

I would not have known if the door was hit several times in the rhythm of the base.

4:20 I am so mad from all that happened yet they figured a way to cancel that. They scheduled a bush trimming and they make a very annoying sound with that.

7:40 Just went to Walmart. Among oh so many things in there something stays in memory. When i was exiting there was this woman kinda shy, with stained face, maybe from drugs, otherwise not bad looking with a black and white T-shirt saying Dead Men Don't Rape. She tried to smile at me but i was already mad. So what should we do, kill all men so we won't have rape anymore?

Yeah i knew this moment will come. Have no choice but copy all the new pics from the phone onto the card and than stick the card into the pc and post some. A time consuming pain i could do without as Rod Steward once said but no, there is something there i want to share right now.

Lots of greens and bush trimming. They left the leaves here not because of laziness or anything but for symbolism. What i posted about Romania's Central Bank insolvency covered by stealing from the Budget and hair cuts. Pixie an combed back haircuts. They fight memories with other memories they create on the fly. Some may call them shortcutting engrams whatever. But this technique was not invented by Hubbard. I bet is ancient and belongs to Hinduism and Buddhism inherited much of it.

But wait. As soon as i was about to post these, a young innocent blond girl started to roam with here dog right in the scenery. Double to the power of two and so on. 

8:00 What else i have on the card. Lately i noticed in the mail this persistent cigars ad. I usually go and search for poops right after i come from my walk and pick the mail. Yeah i know what Freud would say. BTW today i found 5 and two unknotted bags only after i came from my walk. I am about to finish the box with 600 bas i bought on Amazon, and the average i think is 3 in each bag.

2018 was the year when i first wrote about discrepancies in Romania's budget, other stuff (Tesla). That was the year Alexa Crush went online.

Yeah they know me best. They know Romanians and they have a huge database with everything i've done and said and a complete psychological profile and they know what to tell her to do to keep me close.

Don't know what to say but this pegging thing is killing me and i can't remember when she started but it was this year and is mostly on tiktok. Was it after i stumbled onto the real numbers of Romania's foreign debt, after Peter Magyar came to power or was about to come to power in Hungary?

All i can say is i met with Peter Magyar, i think about a year ago at Spirit Mountain and he wanted to talk to me but i avoided it. I think his last name alone makes me sick.

12:45 I was always curious about how is correct. Basketball ball or basket ball (when talking about the ball). Today i had an opportunity to ask my man google after i saw they say basketball for ball which should be for game, right?

Whatever, the thing is why they came with this after i complained about the weird trajectory of a piece of paper brought by the air currents right between my feet. Was that an allusion to stop writing or the writing caused my wound (and other things i mentioned in an earlier record).

12:50 AM Today Angela won a 3600 jackpot (3060 after 15% tax) at Indian Head and i knew something is going to happen on the road.

15 minutes into the trips, they were two cars in front of me of which the last (closest) was a Prius with those weird taillights which are hard to tell when they show braking. At  least two deer came in front of  the first car which however was going under speed limit but made me test again my brakes. My brakes now work like the car was new, no problem.

I believe some regulations are long overdue in the area of taillights and in the area of after market and/or modified front lights. Those with right front lights are now an exception. Manufacturers make the tail lights each in his own way and that leads to safety problems on the road. Biggest problem is on dark roads at night outside cities. 

We stopped in Sandy to deposit that money at an US Bank ATM. In Sandy before that i saw 3 weirdos on bicycles blocking the left lane while i was looking on the right for the bank. Then they came at the bank when we were leaving. That was a first. We always took money from that ATM in our way there.

Today i saw for the first time in the US a person so drunk she could barely stand or walk and it was a woman, a 5 ft tall Asian. As i was looking (actually waiting from someone to leave), she came out the door and had no problems walking the distance to the lot, about 200 ft though one could realize she was drunk.

I was waiting thinking she would leave an empty space in the lot when living, However, when there, her feet started to wobble on the high heels/soles shoes and first she lost one and then of course she fell. It took her minutes to realize the shoes were the problem so she took the other off  holding them both like a baby, but then the effort got to her and she could not walk or stand anymore, even without those when a security guy came and walked her somewhere, could have been her car.

Minutes later i heard a siren, but it was a fire engine that passed the area. Cannot explain to myself what possessed me and did not pull the phone to film her. A bit tired from the 2 hours trip? Confused and consumed by my own thoughts about numerous mishaps of my life.

While inside the casino i saw a guy who looks like one of the versions of the guy upstairs dressed in a security or tech uniform.  But he could not possibly work there, cause he leaves here at 6:30 in the morning (and comes after 6 PM). A 200 miles commute? (He upstairs just coughed to prove he is here  though. Whatever)

1:35 There was one more obstacle closed to home on 205 before i reached I5. I switched to the right lane as Angela said and slowed to 60 maybe (at the end of the 65 zone) and saw something that at first looked like a paper brown bag and then like a dead animal, but in vertical position, about 1 ft from the pavement, a piece of deer maybe, and avoided it in the last tenth of a second by passing right of it.

3:05 Asta a apărut în timp ce scriam eu faza cu căprioarele.

10:30 AM Amazon always does this. Lets me down in critical moments. Angela ordered last night some wound wash and paid 3 bucks to have it overnight. It has been delayed. I ordered a pair of boots, one size up, wide. There was no choice but normal and wide. However they came medium.

10:32 Most people of my age in the US or their spouses had have some kind of surgery in their lives. They know how it is to care for a wound.

No i did not have surgery. I had blisters on my legs probably due to an endless prank. People spraying something on my shoes when i was letting them outside. One of the blisters was behind in the ankle area, above the heel. Did not see it. It broke and i scratched at night and created a hole with missing derma of about 2 square inches.

They sew your skin after surgery. However here i got missing skin. It has to grow from whatever is under. Fascia. Connective tissues. It is a very slow process and you have to clean it and change bandages several times a day.

April 1st 2023. I think i handled some leaves that came out of the roof of one of the garages. Got a terrible itch on my right hand. I scratched like crazy until it became like this. Went to the ER, went to a dermatologist. It lasted more than one month. I got healed after i sprinkled some amoxicilin dust from a capsule in a couple of days. It would have never healed otherwise.

But now it's much worse. The area is 3-4 times bigger. Thee are black areas in the middle, i assume it is a blood "skin" but could be necrosis from an earlier wound i completely ignored. I do not want to put the picture here so scare someone.

This morning i was feeling much better, i thought i went "over the hill" or the critical point with it and delayed with dressing the wound and did lots of stuff in the kitchen, stepping on the cold floor. Now i got again chills after one hour of doing so.

Yesterday again i thought i was doing better and went outside, with new socks over the bandages and some rubber sandals. It was under 50 degrees and spent like half hour sorting the poops. All hell broke loose after.

Last night i saw in the bathroom again the box with unused Dove rose soap the dermatologist gave me back then to wash the wound. Had two bars. I used one for about a month, it always got better after, but the itch continued until i sprinkled that amoxicillin.

I washed my heel with it and then sprinkled sterile saline i made myself. I started to feel the smell of poop and an idea came to me. What if i actually the smell it's coming from me? My underarms.

My diabetes started around the same time i quit using deodorant. After i saw polyps under my arms and plucked them.

But my underarms don't smell like they usually did when i was young. These days they literally smell like cat and dog s...t. I figure the smell outside is not strong enough to make me sick directly the way i am every day. However the aerosolized bacteria that flies in the air coming from those may seed my underarms.

Yes i am among those who showers about twice a week. Not using deodorant, nobody is supposed so smell me cause i stay  here day and night. At casinos if i go once in the smoking area and smoke a cigarette, there is nothing to smell anymore. In the car i got oil and coolant leaks that act like "deodorants".

So i went in the bathroom, used a kitchen sponge with the tuff part removed and washed under arms with rose soap. Really well. Then i got my wound taken care of (by Angela).

And then guess what. I did not have the urge to go outside to pick the poops anymore. I slept a full 5 hours which to me is quite rare. Was not nauseated in the morning. But when i checked my BS, it was 140. I did not have a reading like this since i discovered i have diabetes and i already had it @300. Lowest was 160 i guess.

Thing is i also reduced insulin to @25 (Lantus units) which is close to lowest (20) due to high BP and take 2 metformin a day. When i was doing 44 units with no metformin it was running close to 300.

I take my diabetes it is all because of the smell from the bacteria that comes from outside, multiplies under my arm and then ends in my gut and it started when i stopped using deodorant under arms.

8:40 PM Though i took a bath (and used the rose soap) earlier, for the last hour i was nauseated. I knew it could be something too close to ignore. So i put a plastic shoes cover on my left foot and went outside, two steps of the stairs.

One guy came out running towards me and yelling of apt D6. Second on the right, ground level, closest entrance. There seem to be an unlimited number of teens (boys) in there. Every time i try to look at their faces i can't recognize them. They go in group, i saw 5 of them passing my balcony a few days ago.

I cannot recognize any of them, they keep changing. I don't believe there is any adult in there, as there is a group of girls at D9 (last apartment, same entrance).

So i closed the door and waited a few seconds. I opened the door, another one. They both left towards the mailboxes, and one of them yelled to the other a word in Spanish. Playfully but Barley convincing.

Then i stepped down the 7 rungs and made 5 more steps and looked.

There is a small area of redwood dust near the wall of the stairwell that never gets wet. It is there when the cats come to poop. I grabbed a tree branch and dug a little. Last time i checked i tried to spread the dust around and there was about one inch left and the ground was dry and firm under. Tonight i saw the dust was much deeper and then i finally find one, buried several inches down.

That does not mean it does not stink. That dust is to fluffy to seal it. The reason of my nausea. About 10 ft away from our entrance. But then i saw there was some sort of hole under where the poop was, leading... i don't know. That hole was not there last time i checked.

Every time i dig into that dust i get irritated by it. It is possible it was the cause for the blisters, not capsaicin from the air or from a spray can. But then, i was outside many times, for a long time before the blisters started. Redwood dust is very irritating, almost as much as chili peppers. A combination?

Tonight i had my left foot covered by a plastic shoe cover i bought on Amazon. Not much progress with my wound but it did not get worse either. Keep changing bandages.

This picture was taken from our door. The darker area in the middle of the dry area (right of the pillar) is were i found the poop.

1:43 I was nauseated and it was not my underarm. Took two charcoal caps, nothing. Went out the door and saw from the same standing position the above picture was taken a small dug out hole and a small "cake" next to it.

Put my plastic covers over my socks, got my feet on the "stepped" shoes (with no heel touch) and went to check. One boy was across the alley in front if the entrance i mentioned earlier, checking his phone. Picked the little cake, put it into a bag, came inside, another one came and then both left.

I did not pick one from this area in days, now there have been 2 in less than 24 hours. I take it they adapt to my adaptation (washing underarm). Got to wet that area using a watering can and then maybe mix it with some cement to make it harder to dig. Cats don't poop if they can't dig or on wet areas.

1:53 Opened the door. One guy with backpack was standing with his back at me, bent head, ft away from the stairs.

2:45 There is a newer, modified exhaust big black truck maneuvering, revving beyond the SW dumpster (next to new park wall) for about 10 minutes now.

7:00 AM I was in the kitchen doing dishes, minding my own thoughts, mostly about some stupid article i read in Romanian news, something i cannot touch without getting dirty myself, listening to sporadic floor creeks upstairs, after the main guy left at 6:30 when suddenly i felt the smell of a very annoying smoke which came from outside. I opened the door and there was fog, with a bit of smoke which smoke was much stronger inside and was getting me a bit dizzy too.

Yeah every stupid theme started by the news corporation in the US had made its way to Romania and now they're talking there about... El Niño and La Niña?

Which prompted me to go and search. What the f... is El Niño and La Niña? yeah i take it that smoke got to my head, by the way i started writing... But the question is valid.

Ok periodic weather patterns. Inversion of currents in the Pacific Ocean. Is this real? And why the names?

To cast some shadow over the Japanese word ninja and their activities on the west coast in the US?

8:00 Ever since i moved here 10 years ago i had big problems with smokes. Mysterious smokes were coming over our building, keeping me high most of times. As soon as i walked away from this building, the smokes were subsiding.

They were also holes all around, i thought they were moles, but now i think they could have been also rats.

After i tried everything, including gummy bear types of worms, meant to choke the moles, chewing gum, water to flood the gallery, oil from oil changes, hot sauce, dog poop, name it, i finally took some advice i saw on TV and bought a sack of Portland cement, the stuff the concrete is made of and a few sacks of garden soil. Mixing the two, filling the holes slowly rid me of the burrowers and the smoke.

However there were a few places i could not reach well enought and one is the bush at the bedroom window, where i moved the cat's tent that night.

So this morning i got mad enough to pull the sack of cement (the second one, which BTW got all cacked, used a pick to dig into it and turn it back to dust) and got on my four under that bush (left in the picture) (did not feel cold did not feel anything because of the smoke) as far as i could reach and poured some and mixed with the soil.

While i was doing so another stupid modified exhaust car was vibrating everything, filling the enclosed space (yard, garden, whatever with exhaust mixed with fog)  for all the period which could have been more than 15 minutes which accomplished several things. Got me even more annoyed and nervous and not finishing the job right right (i already was under influence). Doubled what i said about fog and smoke. Typical ninja.

8:25 The annoying beep had started on the other side of the alley.

I take it the old woman moved or died. I saw 3 different women in there in the past few days.

8:35 Now i'm confused, started to loose glasses, can't remember what i wanted to write.

2:05 PM For some reason unknown today i was feeling very tired and slept all morning. Around noon i awoke in the smell of poop. Though i could find nothing in the morning when temperature was near freezing and would not have had any effect anyways, at noon when temperature was about 55 (13 C) i found @10 poops for which i needed 4 bags and one bag on the ground unproperly knotted and 2 more in the dumpster.

While i was writing here on the other blog i felt like i was chocking and when i looked there was again a cat sunbathing near the sliding door after it probably ate at the next balcony. I would not ever have known how bad these cats stink until i put one in the leaves bag fashioned like i tent and went near it several hours later. Possibly they use this one too for catching prey.

BTW the cat is really sick, nearly blind, i don't think they could fix it at the pet hospital. Possibly brought here by some for this kind of allegory. Or simply to make us sick.

4:52 It was a quiet afternoon. We ate dinner. Then he started. It takes at least 10 minutes since he starts the black BMW with modified exhaust until he leaves. I always leave within 30 seconds after i start the car.

Yeah of course it agravated me and raised my BP.

8:03 I didn't know why Angela was yelling at me until i got in the parking lot. Chocking smoke was engulfing the building. I went at Walmart, the same in their parking lot. I came back here, the same.

2:00 PM Done it again. Me and my luck. One in a million engine type where you have to use both gasket and RTV. The IVth time. Learned from failure analysis.

Last time i put way too much RTV by the two spots where it is asked for by design and waited too long (about 5 minutes) until i put the cover back on so i started to harden in contact warm engine and humidity in the air did not get squished well. I took the whole thing apart, cleaned it, put in a Felpro gasket that some sites say it fits and some don't but it looks identical with the one i had (except for the color, all Felpro gaskets are blue).

I used a box cutter blade to remove the RTV which BTW was very well solidified in there, was really hard to remove, i really don't understand why was still leaking and did some light scratches on the surface, i really don't worry about those since they will be covered by RTV anyways.

The original gasket and all the others i tried this has a series of holes in the joining area which created the bumps in the RTV probably meant to retain an uniform amount of RTV? The problem was the blade itself which i keep in a ceramic pot plant together with other stuff i frequently need.

I know i used the blade the last time but today when i went at the car i noticed they were two of them stuck together by rust. Or maybe i had more than one in there. Whatever. It all took about an hour. There are about 18 bolts, 6 mm thread, 10 mm head, to take out and put back.

5:45 Had few hours of sleep last night. At around 4:45 i quit the computer but was awakened in about half hour loud noises upstairs. Usually i can sleep with earplugs but today the noises were too loud. As usually after i upload on drive a couple of recordings (done by phone) they leave. Like their predecessors.

Earlier, partly due to the same noises, i again had another dysphagia episode and when they awoke me i started to have a headache, which might have been caused by standing in the cold outside for one hour with only a visor hat on my head.

I know you can have a ruptured aneurysm when you induce vomiting and high blood pressure (got 160/90 right now and today i forgot to take the lisinopril in the morning), but you have to have an aneurysm in the first place which mostly are congenital and i had both an MRI and a CT scan of the brain and they did not find any and the headache is quite mild though located somehow in the back of my head (i usually get sinus related headaches mostly in front), but that was the most exposed to cold area today.

And i should have other symptoms too.

6:00 I believe they are documenting (recording) everything i say or even think at least in the last ten years but probably before that. This way they or their AI know exactly what are the expressions i still am not familiar with.

The two last persons i spoke with were mumbling, saying things i did not fully understand. The guy last night in the back when i picked the sack with leaves to take it to the garbage. He said something about the entrance of the complex being closed and i had to ask him again by whom and he said the Police. Then i looked towards the entrance of the complex and did not see any flashing lights.

Then at Walmart. The guy at the check stand was resembling Kiedis, the vocalist from Hot Chilli Peppers. Looking native and stuff, he started saying things, in low voice, like mostly for himself i did not fully understand but was not really interested so i did not ask him to repeat though it really saddened me.

And when he saw that on my face, he kinda changed his attitude.

6:17 The gasket. It's been 6 hours. For the type of sealant i used it takes 2 hours to set and 24 hours to cure. The engine was warm after i went to NAPA but then it probably cooled and the temperature is a key factor in curing. The previous one did not fully cure in 24 hours though that was not the reason it leaked after. And our fridge is almost empty.

6:37 Indian Head Casino is my favorite place to go. Though they don't have many machines, and like all the others are slowly changing the old funny machines with new greedy ones (though i personally do not play more than 40 bucks per night) there is something about that place i enjoy. Feng shui? People smiling?

In the last few years winters have been exceptionally mild and was able to drive over there most times while 20 years ago i had to return most times after Zig-Zag because of snow while trying to just go to Mount Hood (started to go to casinos only about 10 years ago).

Though internet have evolved so lately, with the addition of nascent AI and stuff, there is still no easy way to check for road conditions before a trip.

Yeah headache got better but did not clear completely.

2:22 Lili Erdős

9:26 I know some of what i'm gonna write here today may sound gross to some but i have to write it so people can really understand what i'm going through and the ways of the hidden door school and also to document and for me not to forget.

I have said many times before, shall not bend and disturb the superficial layer of dust covering the bulky poops of some cats after they unlike pets who are given certain amounts, they eat all they want and can in the buffet next balcony.

I would think traditionally cats would burry it in sand (being desert creatures) or soil, dust is not good enough. This way i have been breathing some fine irritating dust and some got into my esophagus. Also the dust that comes from the because of the vibration of that excavator across the alley.

Also was preparing a traditional type of liqueur out of frozen blueberries and grain alcohol by my own adaptation. Traditionally, it needs two months of maceration. I crushed the berries with no sugar added but until the alcohol gets well mixed with the berries, the strength of that liquid is above 40% and i tasted some of that.

It is good for digestive problems like diarrhea. I tasted it and indeed was very strong which also irritated my esophagus.

Angela is sick and very grumpy and constantly criticize everything i do.

30 or 25 years ago i taught her how to drive. Now when i drive with her she is constantly teaching me back with indications at every turn. Yesterday when i drove her to physical therapy (she is tired, did not sleep well in the last days for obvious reasons, including cat smell and bacteria) on rain and darkness at least a couple of times she told me to change lanes when i had a vehicle (waiting) in the blind spot. And i almost did.

She could not do the injection in the spine due to high BP in that day and she is in pain because of that and has to go to work.

She has a weird sounding cough which i attribute it again to the cats passing our balcony or door and dust and oil leak in the car (BTW i got the plastic snakes in the locker, don't know if it's gonna scare the stinky cats).

Yesterday i bought a big bag with frozen chicken breasts at Wellmart and put some in the little oven. Boiled some rice. Put those in a bowl and started to eat, being all aggravated and stuff. Standing in the kitchen in a hurry to finish cause i had stuff to do at the computer.

I started to hear some weird noises upstairs while i was chewing and swallowing. My stomach sphincter (chakra) got stuck (contracted) and i kept swallowing not knowing until my esophagus was full of food.

I know in situation like these food might go down if i take a sip of water but it was too full already and water only made it more painful.

Though a little buzzed with alcohol, i decided the only way to get rid is try to induce vomiting. There is always the risk of getting some stuff in your airways, especially if drunk. I would assume when your BP is high and you try to vomit you may blow some arteries (including inside the brain), i don't know, let me ask google etc.. But above all is very uncomfortable to say the least.

So over the next hour i tried 5 times with small amounts coming every time. Every time after, i tried to swallow a bit of water and from upstairs i was hearing the same frantic, muffled sounds and the sphincter would get closed again and again. Until there was nothing left in my esophagus and did not drink water anymore.

This morning the area was sore from the experience. I was in bed trying to remember things i did yesterday when my mind ran into something and started to think things inappropriate (opening the lover's gate i recon) and they started.

It would not stop until she left and those stomps and creeks blended into the beep across the alley (yest they started again, don't know what they're trying to accomplish with that little excavator, for more than 2 months now).

Should i had been less fit (those long walks, the relatively healthy diet really pay out) or lucky could not be here right now to write all these.

No wonder the Japanese folk attribute supernatural abilities to ninja. I think they are capable of remotely killing or at least heavily influencing someone with just sound and one may not even notice.

9:55 For the last 15 minutes there has been a loud blower blowing though it's not Wednesday.

10:03 Dropping a heavy object right before the second peson exiting the door upstairs. So it was him who left earlier though he usually leaves at 6:30. Like all previous occupants, they adjust their schedule according to needs. To have time for one more try this morning i recon.

But last days were special because they are pissed about what i just posted about whirls and stuff. The blowing sound moved further but i constantly hear it.

Thinking all the time of what i call "democracy paradox". I know they have approval from a large audience for what are doing here. But the large audience doesn't understand what is really happening and the subtle (hidden) ways they manipulate reality.

10:20 Walmart had find its own subtle ways of modifying reality too. They pump fat and broth in meat under pressure. Just tried some (with sips of water or coffee after every swallow).

That meat last night released one pound (16 ounces of it by cooking 2 pounds) of it in the tray below and the cookes lean meat tastes like chicken fat (got some left in the bag, will come with pictures next time). The weirdest tasting chicken i ever had. Gross.

10:27 Yes i know. They were three trays with cat food and now after i commented there's only one and there are peanuts for squirrels as well. There was a cat house and now there are two chairs.

But nobody ever sits on those chairs that replaced the cat house. I have not seen the old woman in at least six months. I saw instead the guy who lives in an apartment further away who acts like another carrying son (besides the one with the red Jeep who now is gone for about the same time the old woman is missing). 

10:45 No i don't live in Metzger which is like 5 miles away? That is the last IP address Ziplie gave to me.

11:00 Besides limiting searches by google mouse wheel scroll doesn't work anymore in blogger (by google) editing panel after i add pictures in html mode which is very annoying and time consuming. After adding at least one picture i have to scroll while editing with the little arrows or slider next to scroll bars.

So it has been 3 hours since i awoke and still dealing with "housekeeping issues". The beep is driving me nuts, i tried to record it, it comes to faint on the recording.

1:45 I recon it was a great opportunity for them to fix me after i bought that stuff from the liquor store.

And yes i once ingested by mistake a small amount of undiluted 190 proof (95%) alcohol and though it burnt my mouth, throat and esophagus (a bit) nothing else happened also because i had water handy and had a drink of water right after.

Grain alcohol (95%) is cheaper than the Paul Mason (40%) next to it and if you dilute it preferably with distilled water you can make 2.5 times the amount of 40% (or 50% if you like) of the purest vodka.  Can add some juniper flavor or wormwood and make gin or absinthe. Have a nice weekend everybody!

Yeah i remember that day years ago when i showed in Vegas with the other Elantra and everybody on the streets were carrying 2 ft long glasses in the shape of fuel bottles for NASCAR (without the bent part), just because i had some cherry or blueberry liqueur in 750 ml bottles with that EVERCLEAR label in the trunk and did some incredible mileage suggesting i was adding alcohol in the tank just to impress or something.

10:43 My microphone is broke and can't make google voice calls from my pc using a google voice number. While waiting for a microphone today i installed google voice app on the phone to make a phone call on wi-fi (and get 10 times less microwave exposure than cellular network).

So i turned on the wi-fi on the router (i normally use ethernet) by typing 192.168.1.1 in browser's address bar (the password for admin is on the bottom of the router) on 2.4 Ghz but after i installed google voice on the phone, something strange (and good) happened.

Google voice could not make a call until i set up wi-fi calling on the phone providing the address for emergency services. And then i tried and saw i can make phone calls with the phone app itself with my phone number while only on wi-fi only (with cellular network off that is) with far less exposure to microwave radiation (also saving battery).

The whole process took about 10 minutes and of course got enough wi-fi exposure to feel it in the sensitive areas (lap of course) exposed in the past to that d...n laptop.

5:20 PM On December 15 i put a picture of a neighboring cat. I noticed many times in the past the cat entering under the balcony of the one level apartment.

A while ago i discovered the neighbor next door is feeding the stray cats. There are a number of trays on her porch always full with cat food. There was also a cat house. A number of cats from the neighborhood started to come and feed there. Then i saw a different cat going under that balcony. I figured it was stronger and bullied the first one out of there.

Then one day it was all stinking and i decided i should pick the leaves left behind by the landscapers for almost a month. For this purpose i bought a bag from Amazon, i already had a rack. After i gathered next to the other apartment i noticed a very bad smell i wrote about. Can't remember now but i believe the cat house was still there.

A few days ago i started to find the cat in the first picture sleeping on a piece of foam on our porch. First i moved the foam under a bush next to building and the cat moved there. Since i had this bag for picking leaves that resembled a tent, i thought maybe i should use it as a house for the poor cat, so i put the foam inside the bag and the bag under the bush. Last night was very cold. Today i didn't see the cat anymore and went and looked in the "tent". There was a very dense smoke outside but when i got inside in noticed the apartment filled with a smell of dirty laundry.

I know from experience that if someone leaves a piece of garbage, like a food wrap anywhere in the enclosed area behind our building, it all starts to smell.

Then i figured. The cat has a matted fur. It gave up licking (cleaning) self long time ago. The tent now stinks like ten homeless people put together. Just by going to look i brought that bacteria inside. Now my face is burning. Angela awoke. Everything stinks though i spent lots of time recently vacuuming, cleaning walls, doing laundry etc.. That cat is one of the big sources of problems around here.

Like in that day when i went to Indian Head casino and there was a homeless man in the bathroom. Though i just took a shower and changed all my clothes just before i drove there, the next day when i went to the ER i was stinking like hell.

I know they have cat shelters where they can at least wash it and give it back to me but i don't know if i'll survive long enough to contact them, make an appointment, borrow a trap, etc.. I think first thin i'm gonna do is move the "tent" under other bushes, but i know it won't stay there long. Tomorrow is landscape day and i know they will be very conscious and the cat will probably come back on my porch, after they remove the tent.

I know they have emergency numbers for people but they don't have for cats. Don't know what i'm gonna do, i'm in a bit of a crisis here.
The cat was living for years under that balcony.

8:55 Temperature outside. 45 degrees, typical for this time of the year. Humidity, 98%. It rains like it's the end of the world. Level of waters have risen by one inch.

After i finished the entry above, i was thinking. The cat did not run away when i last checked on it. I had a chance to either get rid of it or get rid of it simply by closing the lid on that bag. But for that, i needed some cooperation from authorities. Searched on google and found an emergency animal hospital in the area.

But for that i needed to call them. The guy from upstairs came home when i went to the computer to try again to make a google voice phone call. However, the mic quit working. I went to Angela's computer. The mic was working on Windows recorder but not on google voice.

Came back, now the computer would not display things on the monitor. Finally found the HDMI cable (i was on Display port, the cable that came with the computer). However i could not convince the thing to make a call so instead of calling (and expose myself to more microwaves) i just put the phone, wallet in my pocket and drove over there (a couple of miles i think).

Angela told me when she got home she got again a headlight warning on the display. I struggle for some time to make the low beam on left to work and last time it fell out of the headlight while i was driving to 7 feathers, projecting the light on the left concrete barrier after it got dark. Once there, i found beside the lamp was fallen, the connector i just soldered melted. But not in the soldering area. Then the connector became fused but still working with the new bulb.

But the warning this time was for the right low beam and Angela didn't realize that. Got two bulbs in the A locker today and wanted to cut the wires, resolder the left connector (the came in a pack of two), replace them both. However it rains like it's the end of the world.

But while i was driving i realized everything was slo-mo. Trouble keeping myself on the lane in the dark and rain, with little lane marking visibility. Got lost, finally found it.

So i got there and they gave me the number for animal control and after i insisted they gave the number for an emergency hospital that accept strays.

But in my way back here. Kept missing turns, got lost, found, lost again and then i realized. It was all from the smoke that came from outside. I always thought smoke comes from under that bush where the cat was now sleeping. Which could explain why the cat last time did not run away from me.

Got home, called that private clinic "that have a contract" "to accept strays" as the woman at the hospital said. Got into a conversation with an AI robot which however worked much better than customer service from India. She gave me a short assessment and said i should come with the cat (about 20 miles, 32 km) from here. However i was reluctant thinking i don't have two headlights and the one i have left could fail any second.

Went to check on the cat, thinking to move it with the tent under another bush, farther from here. I talked to Angela and asked her if she let me give the cat a bath and she declined. (what if the cat scratches me?)

However, the cat was not there anymore. I think the reason was the water levels raised all the way to the "floor" of the tent (picture above). Problem solved by itself. But how am i gonna know the cat would not come to sleep again in my balcony?

So i removed any piece of foam or plastic bag in a box from the balcony where she could sleep on (i don't think she likes to sleep on the wet, cold concrete). I took the tent and washed it in the tub. Had a couple of drinks, my head started to clear from the influence of that smoke.

Went to take the things i removed from balcony to the SW bin (the one accross is pretty full and like always there was a car with flashing lights in front of it). Passed the balcony of the one level apartment (last picture above) and felt the bad smell now coming from there.

Went to smoke a cigarette. A car stopped at the daycare?. Went in the back. The guys from upstairs left and shed their white LED headlights on me.

10:30 AM Surprise. They came to blow the leaves today instead of Wednesday. Just when i heated my Michelina in the mw. That means one to one and a half hours of 60-70 dB inside.

10:45 Just realized yesterday i made a huge mistake. Instead of searching for LaVey in the range of his birthyear (30) - 4, i did it started with 37. Not even 36 as would have been normal. And found this ballet dancer, right away. Could had been such a luck i found the right guy by mistake? Now searching the correct range, did not find anything so far except for a guy who looks normal. No makeup, no goatee, just glasses. 

Ok there's something here. (Much) bigger, distinctive ears. 1926.

11:00 Yeah. As i said before, nose and ears grow, eyes become droopy with age. Missing area in right eyebrow (left, viewer). Sorry.

5:05 PM Very loud base upstairs. Unbearable.

6:44 More base. I take it it's retaliation for this. I take it in the US the'r apex, nobody messes with these guys. I had that feeling when i first came in and lived at John Mladin (possible dr. John) and worked at Sheridan.

10:17 AM Quiet upstairs. Until i went to the bathroom. Then, they flushed the toilet on me.

1:14 Pictures from here, from the road, after the big storm. Tree cutting businesses are going to have lots more business these days

7:37 Upstairs there was base on and off all day. There is smoke coming from outside. I have been searching Alexa's stream for the word worship, i am pretty sure there was a post saying "you should have worshiped me sooner", but there is still one saying "you look good down there".

10:30 They don't have a fixed time when they come to pick the garbage. It's usually Thursday around this hour. But they have an interval of several hours in which they come.  It's not like picking garbage from bins in the street near houses. Nothing like that. The dumpsters are huge and the tucks are the same, like 20 tons maybe each.

They grab the one ton (empty) dumpsters with a forklift like device and then they raise them on top 20 ft high and shake them, and then through them back on the ground, making small earthquakes and huge noises, for about 30 minutes. There are 4 dumpsters around this building.

But i don't know how, they always come at the worst possible moment. Like when i concentrate to write a post.

Posts are usually easy to write if it was only for typing. But most of the time i add links, searches, screenshots and pictures. Have to think a lot. And then it gets tricky cause blogger by google which i use is an old free platform with minimal automation. I have to do lots of workarounds to post an image at original resolution, to position it inside the post before or after others, scale it, and i have to use both graphic interface and html code.

And then, kaboom. The garbage truck on Thursday which throws me out. The high speed 200 mph blowers for several hours on Wednesday. The excavator. Construction at the park, all summer long. Upstairs dance. Modified exhausts. Slammed doors, which all to me seem synched with my activities.

Is quiet now, they're finished. But my brain is still vibrating from the shakes. There are creaking sound upstairs for every word i type.

Yeah and if i complain then they will start make changes to blogger, not pick the garbage on Thursday next week, not pick the leaves like they done every time i complained. Now that i'm done (with the other post) trying to relax, thinking of breakfast, they just started the base upstairs.

11:50 Starting my own music in here makes it more bearable. I am currently listening to my list of yearly top 100 hits i started weeks ago in the car and just got to 2016 Chainsmokers Closer. This is the first song in my playlist (from my 6200 songs sticker) i heard having AI generated voices (and fabulous non existent instruments) which is easy to recognize since the technology was at the beginning in those years.

And that is the year when we can say the music died cause nowadays all we have is AI music which is harder and harder to recognize as such.

Also got some numbness (paralysis) in my jaws, spine, etc.. could be clostridium bacteria from shaken dumpsters that came in here even easier with vibration from base.

Yeah this song is a reference for AI generated music since the man declared himself.

Culminating nowadays with...

12:55 Because i can't find any bags in the dispensers here at the complex and i waste too much time searching for used grocery bags in my garbage bin, a few days ago i bought from Amazon a box of doggy bags.

Yesterday before i got those i was in the park and when i was about to get back i had an idea and went for the dispenser and they were only 2 or 3 bags at the end of a roll identical with those i bought and i grabbed them. And yes i am overwhelmed with the smell so i got to go outside and check.

1:25 PM Mai bine verificați câți rahați de câini sunt pe străzile Bucureștiului. Câinii acum în perioada rece se îmbolnăvesc și ei și pot transmite bolile lor. E suficient unul singur în fața scării blocului ca să îmbolnăvească pe cei mai vulnerabili. Dar pot fi și mai multe cadavre (de câini fără stăpân) decât de obicei. Întrebare. Are tot stăpânul de câine pungi din alea ca mai sus sau similare?

Fiecare câine mai mare are nevoie de 2 plimbări pe zi pentru a-și face nevoile, cei mai mici de mai multe. Deci trebuie de la 60 de pungi pe lună. Ca cele de mai sus ar costa 10 dolari (euro) pentru 10 luni. Însă degeaba ai pungi dacă nu știi să le folosești. Nodul trebuie făcut foarte strâns, alftel ajunge în tomberon punga deschisă sau semi și e mai rău decât dacă ai lăsa chestia pe trotuar. 

8:05 Are they positive those are not real heart attacks?

I believe hiatal hernia can be caused by the combined action of gas retention (due to sitting for too long) pushing the diaphragm  (muscle)  up and nose  congestion (due to dust and rage) which creates vacuum in the lungs and suck the diaphragm up, pressing on the heart that sits on it.

Smoking (nicotine) causes instant constriction of large skeletal blood vessel including coronary arteries (i can literally feel it), adding to that effect but can have beneficial effects (tarr) coating dust and aerosol contaminants possibly neutralizing bacteria in lungs which are normally eliminated in the digestive system.

8:15 2015, year when Ariana Grande burst on the scene. She likes (to be loved) harder.

9:03 I like coffee, i (don't) like tea. Can you all explain this? What does it mean for... most? Too mee at the time it represented a request to write more on gravity and the indestructible vajra and the origin of light. Was i right?

9:55 I work all day, write two long blog posts with dozens of searches, links, screenshots etc. and at the end i make a mistake, maybe forget to click update after last added link or maybe even i'm sabotaged and can't prove it not even to myself and then it comes out like something else that totally ruins my posts and reputation and everything. Can anybody please stop the stupid, useless noises that distract me?

Or else i will post what i just found out.

11:50 I wrote many times before and i still believe it. Now that i started to write this they again exercise their right over us and started to creak the floor on top of Angela who is trying to fall asleep, to convince me to stop writing.

Before the Michelson-Morley experiment scientists believed all space was filled with the so called luminiferous ether, a very fine substance what was like a medium of propagation for light. Thinking of course light was an elastic wave in this substance and that was proven by interference experiments.

That experiment was meant to prove (or not) the existence of ether. However, it started with a wrong assumption.

Light may be (not) an elastic wave in ether, or not even a wave. Einstein, others, stated that light is (also) made of photons, particles that cannot exist at rest and only have a moving mass, as a compromise meant to satisfy experiments like the double slit interference proving the wave quality of light but also the photoelectric experiment which proves not only light is made of particles but also those particles are quantified.

I recently enunciated a theory that says light is neither particles nor wave, but is made of whirls (vortices) in ether that may act as a superfluid. In superfluids, (incompressible, frictionless) vortices are eternal though they can be stopped by interaction with with other vortices and quantum (they exist in stable form at certain speeds only and interacting with others) and when unstable they can transfer energy to create others nearby, and thus jump to one place to another, like in the case of light (light itself does not travel at speed of light).

Many experiments and phenomena can be explained by this theory, which i wrote about and would not insist anymore.

I believe ether is made of tau neutrinos (smallest known particles) which normally do not interact with anything.
However, when they are caught in vortices that rotate at relativistic speeds their mass increases by the Lorentz factor and they can interact with each other like attracting, repelling, combining, etc..

What i wanted to write about tonight is while particles are made of vortices only a small fraction of ether is turned into those, rest remaining "free" and there can be elastic waves in ether though they are not light and probably are the much sought for gravitational waves.

If the whole universe is a soup of ether in which float all the vortices, stable or unstable, making the solid mater and light, we might imagine than any disturbance, ever, propagates throughout the whole Universe, though decreasing by the square distance.

Since the speed of light is given by the jumping of one vortex or pair of vortices (or creating another pair by transferring rotating energy) that needs some time, the propagation speed of an elastic wave in ether could be much faster or even instantaneous.

Rest is all about frequencies. Even minute movement like ions in our neural network can create a disturbance that can travel and with tuned circuits, that can be other brains, they can be "received" at a distance.

However. Though it is thought ether does not interact with matter, as probably having a much lower density than vortices, it is contained in all mater (vortices) and gross movement of matter can create gravitational pulses or waves that can interfere with that type of communications.

If they keep doing it (creaking the floor during quiet hours, etc., i will write the rest of what i know.

BTW i had another talk with Angela and we concluded they upstairs very rarely talk (less than once a month and less than an hour heard in total time since they moved here).

It looks like they are here more like in a mission and not actually living here and because of harsh environment they may not even be here when the cars are here and after they climb upstairs they move through the attic in other apartments and/or leave the building, etc..

Either ways, the are unlawfully creating sometimes unbearable distress to both of us.