1:25  PM Why i am reluctant to do an MRI. This case is rare but i believe some very little damage your body recovers fast is done at any test and the already impaired, hard to heal tissues may be damaged further.

3:48 Smoke, all the time. Vague. Angela came, took a bunch of Amazon boxes outside the door and then at the recyclables. Some funny dressed young guy passed. I saw the swan neck like excavator arm dancing again between the buildings across the alley. It has been more than 4 months since they started.

I wanted to make a modification at the wound dressing (by analyzing last images i realized nothing is not good either) by adding some triple oint on top of eschar and outside rims. The moment i took the bandage off, the black BMW started. One very loud awkward long minute, than the RPM went down and he left.

4:20 Trying to read the news, upstairs it started. The same strategy like all the previous occupants.

2:35 AM I got up and was trying to change bandages when an incredibly loud thing started just outside door entering the 4th minute now.

8:00 About half  hour ago i removed the bandages to look at the wound. Someone started a big engine with modified exhaust and it sounded like the tan Yukon across the alley (D9).

8:45 Was about to say i had a big breakthrough yesterday. After i realized using saline at body temperature does not create pain and need for antibiotics right after every time, much speeding the healing process, i decided not to put anything anymore on the wound as i am under the impression that anything at all, like petrolatum, triple antibiotic ointment, betadine, silverdene, sprinkled cephalexin and God forbid, honey, eats away (dissolves) the new fibrin tissue which then sticks on the sterile gauze pad.

I had no pain this morning after about 8 hours, just some sort of light, weird numbness which went away after i started moving. When i looked with my eyes the empty spaces around the remaining eschar looked pink but when i took the picture using the same LED daylight soft lamp i used so far, the granulating tissue came yellowish so i tried to take a picture under daylight.

But then just from exposing the wound too much at room temperature, the deep skin infection around it re-started instantly and  now i am scrambling to eat something so i can take another augmentin. Could it be the last?

Cold creates vasocontraction and an infection "in balance" re-starts right away. But the areas seen deep red bellow on the right corresponds to an area that appeared days after the 5 minutes doppler examination at an artery branching point nearby, with subsequent skin damage at the surface (one square centimeter  pink skin on the right).

9:19 After not hearing her for a while, the crazy ninja woman from Apt.4 came on the balcony and started talking (probably) gibberish in Spanish (real fast, no breaks to listen for an answer) on the phone. It sounds like rain flowing inside a gutter.

I think they started her because i am so mad with the woman at DS9 with the tan SUV that started again to act up these days. Only when i dress the wound. One day i was at the dumpster, knotting bags, and she passed, looked straight at me and making the cross sign. Just another cover or double down.

10:55 She is still talking on the phone as i wanted to add some links on a couple of phrases and can't hear myself thinking.

1:45 PM Angela came from the stores. I lost something, frantically searching in the trunk. Two guys passing at my butt, commenting angrily.

5:55 Editing my thoughts while watching the news. Stumping really hard upstairs that is.

8:57 Can't remember what time i went outside. Could have been between 6 and 6:30. Ok. Got two pictures with poops done with the phone.

It was a thick smoke and  60 degrees. However the ground was very cold and those open heel shoes have a very think sole and got cooled, especially at the calculus bone and now i feel it like an active sore. Probably would not have done it if it wasn't for the smoke. Put a patch above ankle with one Augmentin, one Amoxicilin and lots of water under a waterproof pad.

12:30 I am half over the 6th since my last wound dressing and there is no pain and very little chills (like if i move a lot) and i am temped to wait more.

1:25 Ok i started to feel a bit of chills, came in the living to do the wound, they started a big engine outside, There have been very few instances they had not. Either that, stumping upstairs, slamming doors, both. Now they started another one.

7:53 AM Not much of february left. Here comes March, with spring starting on 21.

Here is a wound with missing skin so no suture was possible, at i assume a normal (non-diabetic) person. 5 weeks to heal, mostly because of poor management with constant infection.

7:06 AM I awoke at 4 AM with pain. What it hurts is not the wound itself but skin near it on upper area where there is a cut that has not healed. It hurts when i touch the area. I also exposed it to cold last night after i went briefly outside to dispose of a poop near the hydrant. After one hour, i put some triple oint on the wound and sprinkled a bit of a... from a capsule on the painful area outside the wound and the pain is now gone.

While i was at the wound care station (the whole living floor is covered with boxes and other items of wound car supplies) i also took my blood sugar. Last evening i ate like a pig and my BG was 200. I was expecting something between 150 and 200 but i was surprised when i saw... 98. Because i did 30 units last night after BG being so high.

Visually the wound looks better, i think it shrank in 24 hours by @ 1 mm across.

So i did not eat right away and my BG must have dropped even more and i am not used to such "low" levels and i became light headed (still am) and then i ate in a hurry, first half pear for some sugar. The guy upstairs started the morning stumps and somehow my heart synced with those and had some palpitations. Then i realized i was breathing again hard through a congested nose etc..

I used a decongestant and i am back in bed, but the smoke annoys me.

10:10 Slept two more hours. Awoke about half hour ago, with nausea. I think there should me more outside. As for the tree, can imagine, have not been there in ten days or so.

11:02 So i went. I put on three diabetics socks on my left foot on top of the two (big and small) sterile pads, figuring the bandage and compression sock and the big boot they gave me.

First i had to wait for the mailman to finish filling the boxes. Then, i forgot to look at the sign.

There was again one near hydrant, responsible with most of the nausea. Not far from where i found the one last night. While i was picking, Two F15s passed, the first very quiet, sounding like a normal jet. Only at the second one i realized, cause the normal jets don't fly so close to each other.

Then i went at the poop tree. I thought i had 6 bags with me, i had only 5 so i could not pick them all. Most come from the same dog.

Two more F15s passed, last one very low, invisible in the low clouds, with full afterburners on.

When i came back the extremely arrogant looking woman from E4, like last time, like most times, came with her dog. I went in the back to look at the signs not knowing i forgot to check them in the first place, she popped. Went back at the main door, she popped on the other side of the building. It felt like playing hide and seek with her.

When i got back inside i was hit by the smell of smoke, especially in the bedroom.

A very loud big muffle-less engine now doubling the sound of those planes. Now it stopped.

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9:50

8:45 AM Smoke coming from outside. Used my... for the first time to take a shower. It works, unlike the bags with rubber band i tried before.

9:08 Loud, the "interrupted type" sound of a big engine with no muffler annoys me for more than 5 minutes now. It sounds like it moves around. Must be some 100dB at the source.

9:13 Ten minutes now. It moved farther now.

9:55 Cred că atitudinea de looser am luat-o de la Eminescu pe care am început să-l citesc prima dată la Iași, pe la 15 ani, ale cărui poezii de o formă perfectă le consideram egale cu Biblia, dacă nu mai sus. "Tu pe-alături te strecoară".

1:40 PM Every time i do the wound with the new ointment (Silver Sulfadiazine) i get the chills. The doctor's office called Walmart two days ago and that would be 48 hours and Angela went to pick it today and they said they had to order it from their warehouse and it will be Tuesday. That makes 4 days delay.

I signed into Walgreens account and tried to transfer the prescription online and the estimated pick-up time is tomorrow. That is if they can successfully transfer it. I have been on the phone waiting to speak to a pharmacist while being second in line for 15 minutes.

Trouble is get the chills every time after i do the wound for longer and longer and the jar they gave us at Emanuel Legacy does not have a manufacturer name, expiration date or any date on it. It was filled from a bigger jar and it has a label that says SILVADENE.

I think i will try to call the clinic to ask them to send a new prescription at Walgreens.

1:55 Ok they don't answer calls on Sundays. I left a message.        

3:10 PM. Angela was on the phone with Walmart for 30 minutes, mostly waiting. They just told her "We're transferring it. We're working on it right now" and they hung up.

I told  her to try and transfer it to a different Walmart or maybe we should just call a different Walmart to see if they have it in stock cause i believe the prescription can be picked at any Walmart but the woman on the phone just hung up.

3:20 She just called again and they said they transferred the prescription to Walgreens. But they are next to impossible to catch on the phone.

3:40 Angela left for Walgreens. Again.

6:33 Where she waited for more than half hour until i called Walmart in Hillsboro. They said they had it but did not ask about size. She said (heavy Asian accent) she would tranferr the prescription over there and then she would call me back. From what i know, there is no need to transfer a prescription from one Walmart store to another.

One thing i know by now. When a guy from Walmart Pharmacy says they will call you back, they never will. So i called again. This time an American women said something like the other was on the phone. Then she came and talked to me and she said the prescription at Walmart in Tigard has been moved to Walgreens where Angela was. I called Angela, they could not confirm. So Angela came home.

I called Walmart in Tigard now. The guy said he faxed the prescription to Walgreens in Lake Oswego. This time i got mad, got my shoes on, kept fighting with Angela (the cognitive smoke flooding the building and then Walgreens in Lake Oswego).

There i waited in the parking lot for more than half hour, got out of the car, went to find Angela inside. She was just coming out, saying they don't have it in the right size, we have to go to Walgreens on Capitol, 4.8 miles away. When i looked, i saw my bandage was undone and the wound exposed directly to rain.

I vaguely knew where it was, but Angela put it on google maps (our GPS sometimes can not find the addresses whatever) and started and while driving i remembered the way (kind of) and then google maps went to sleep. Finally found it, waited again about 20-30 minutes while there was a mini parade (like at the other Walgreens) in the parking lot and then she came out of the store with a bag in her hands. We got it.

A 6 hours saga involving 4 pharmacies, more than ten phone calls (including with Angela), 4 trips and much rage, all under the heavy influence of the unidentified smoke. All reminding of the mazes of Kafka.

Then i washed my hands, the skin around the wound with alcohol, the wound with saline, put some stuff from the sealed 400 gr jar, did not get more hot flashes (though i already some from the road, maybe from cellular or wi-fi signal and/or cold).

6:53 I was relaxing after writing the above paragraphs when a heavy person started an exaggerated walk upstairs. Stump stump stump stump back and forth in the bedroom or right on top of me.

I forgot to take the picture when i did the bandages but i think i had a setback. Like every time i went for a dr. visit or exam and today fighting half day for my prescription ointment.

Here they go again upstairs.

11:40 It has been a couple of hours since someone is walking relentlessly upstairs in the bedroom with much creaking of the floor.

3:50 PM Question. What real person of every age and gender like all those living previously and currently above would stay home all weekend and all weekends to  continuously creak the floor, drop heavy object or stump?

3:22 PM Today i drove on I5 at a peak traffic hour all the way to Emanuel Legacy close to downtown Portland. Would not have made it so easily without Google Maps.

I have been examined by a wound care doctor and he prescribed a silver based ointment. He confirmed the rims of the wound are made of "healthy newly granulated tissue" which is the beginning of healing. I would say the wound is about 1 mm smaller than it was about a week ago when i stopped using the Xeroform and applied ointment only on the eschar.

So far my main criteria when changing bandage was discomfort after a number of hours, probably due to infection re-starting after the topical triple ointment lost its concentration due to absorption of antibiotics thru skin. I believe the Augmentin that i applied to healthy skin next to wound were being absorbed as well and contributed with keeping the infection away since upon removal they were not having that pungent antibiotics smell anymore.

Silver sulfadiazine does not loose that antibiotic property after a number of hours. Until now which i 6 hours away i did not feel the need to change it.

I remember i asked in the ER a silver based ointment but she said she prefer the bismuth (another metal) based one, the Xeroform which id in the form of pads. Problem with that is it keeps the rims of the wound too moist and they start macerating (getting soaked with moisture, turning white) which prevented healing. The silver sulfa is also being applied only in the center in the wound though she applied a lot and it may had went over the rims.

When Angela asked how much it should be applied the nurse said "like buttering a bread" but to me it looked more like "frosting a cake".

They were no "cognitive barriers" in understanding the procedure except i did not understand why she used such an amount. Maybe i should take the bandages off to look for maceration.

5:28 Ok, i looked, the wound is doing well, the rims look white now and there is some maceration at least in one corner. I applied a smaller amount (barely covering the hole in the skin). Did have some chills and a mild irritation after. Doctor just called and he said i should do an MRI (which i asked for this morning, he initially said only in case of signs of infection but then he asked me if i got the blood drown cause he does not see the results yet).

That and the chills prompted me to take an Augmentin.

A bit earlier some kids knocked at the door.  Angela went after them to see where they were going and it looked like outside the complex, through the new "park". It happened the same two days ago or the day before we had a flat.

8:40 One gram of ointment contains 50 mg of bacitracin (an antibiotic). You can spread it lets say on 2 square inches. For triple antibiotic (brand name Neosporin) one gram contains @100 mg antibiotics so it is not difficult to achieve systemic therapeutic concentration or greater by rubbing 5 grams of ointment on several square inches of skin.

However i use Amoxicillin or Augmentin 500 mg or 1000 mg dissolved in water on two square inches which gives me in a few hours a concentration much greater than if i take them orally because this type of absorption bypasses, like an IV, first pass liver absorption and metabolism which is about 50% so it has much greater bioavailability. 

9:25 They gave me a bottle at doctor's office. But for some reason, after i used it i felt the opposite of what i felt at the office. Chills, burning sensation, pain that was spreading to the bones so i took Augmentin and put a patch with two Amoxicillin.

It is true, in here we have a high level of contamination with all kinda stuff. There was big sack full of old garbage, broken, near the bin. When i got home there was a dog poop near the hydrant near our door. Augmentin got washed out of my system. Silver sulfadiazine goes only in the eschar, but the skin around it is also infected and that area has the poorest circulation in my whole body.

And somehow my phone got out of airplane mode and wi-fi was turned on instead. Now everything hurts also because of that and is hard to tell. 

Then i wanted to go at Walmart to pick the jar they prescribed for me. But at Walmart should better pick whatever you don't need right away cause you never know.

11:48 No luck with test results for A1C either.

11:55 I could not not look at the wound again. Especially since it's been hurting all evening. Wound is doing fine, granulating, skin growing on the right side, but there is an infection on the left, where circulation is poorest. The reason i get chills and pains spreading and i have to take antibiotics, both orally and in patches.

That infection is on and off ever since. Today's doctor said i had triphasic wave at 3 arteries and biphasic (poorer) at the left side of the left foot which is consistent with its color or where skin is not growing. Unlike they found at Meridian Park imaging, that says i have normal (triphasic) on all sides. Just uploaded a pic on New shared but for some reason i cannot understand, they are not in order.

7:17 AM In the last 2 hours since i awoke after 3-4 hours of sleep there have been 4 very loud vehicles unnecessary idling for minutes and there is some sort of smoke or mold inside which possibly changes my mood.

I discovered that if i use petrolatum on the eschar alone, some limited debridement occurs (brown stuff comes on the sterile pad when i remove it), exposing the subcutaneous or maybe connective tissue under, with no granulation. Some very limited granulation happens at the rims of the skin.

Also awoke with pain, mostly burning deep inside tissues which at beginning i thought was because increasing antibiotics (augment) both in patches and oral, after again dull pain propagating upwards on the leg last night.

That is because yesterday i did not sprinkle the wound including eschar with Cephalexin which right now i have finished and did not have enough active (wet) patches and i took an Augmentin oral before i fell asleep which together with the patches, promoted heat in painful areas and then allowed me to fall asleep.

The eschar became painful to touch (with sterile glove, when spreading petrolatum from triple ointment) and have some shooting pains in it from time to time, especially in the lower part. Can still walk but i felt a bit of pain, not necessarily from the bone or tendon.

By the way i felt last night i thought i was going to the ER this morning, now not so sure anymore, the only pain i feel right now is the left tendon behind the knee and my temperature taken orally after keeping my mouth shut for a long time is 36.5 C (last night was 36.8 at some point) which i think it translates to 37 rectal. Now the pain moved to the front left part of calf.

Tomorrow i have an appointment with a wound care doctor,  hopefully he is going to give me some more Cephalexin.

At this point i am not very hopeful as i see very little granulation going on but was looking to other pictures on the web and thinking, what kind of debridement can you do on connective tissue so close to the Achile's tendon and calcaneus bone or if they could do a graft on a such inflamed tissue. Or maybe there is some penetration of the connective tissue.

9:45 Mda știu de ce s-au fotografiat așa... Apropo președinții ăștia când se întâlnesc, tot ce fac e să-și mărească colecția de fotografii? 

3:42 I went  outside to check the car for a minute. Oil level was low but at this car it takes 5-10 minutes to settle so the second time it was in range. But they were ready and came with a little 2-3 old outside from Apt.D5 (day care) so i got back (out of their way) before finishing checking all tires.

By the way they show i should measure threads (the deepest groove), i got about 5 mm, not much change since last summer or 14k ago.

Between first and second measurement i checked for oil leaks at the gasket and at the filter. No leaks and they oil went up the gauge another 2 mm and probably will more.

I have 50k since i put these tires in february 24 and it looks like i can easily do the 65k the tires are advertised for. Too bad cause i found on Amazon some nice ones at 108 a piece for 85k miles (will this car last that long).

The one they put on yesterday at Les Schwab is not distinguishable from the other 3.

From being outside for about 5 minutes, my wound now hurts.

6:52 They done this to me so many times... Angela fell asleep and in that second they made a noise upstairs. 5 minutes later, the same.

10:15 About an hour ago i felt the smell of animal dung. I went outside risking aggravating my wound and found a cat one in the known place under the stairwell. But some smell still lingers and it got to me and my digestive system. I think they are trying to sabotage my doctor's appointment tomorrow where there is a chance i might be prescribed hyperbaric oxygen.

3:17 PM Angela came home with a flat. She's going to Les Schwab on Boones Ferry in Lake Oswego.

That is because we don't have time to find a better place, she needs the car tomorrow, i cannot drive her at work with my truck. I would normally take the wheel from the car and take it there to ease and speed things but today i can't. I got again pain around the wound and some systemic spread of the infection that never heals.

I remember the day of the accident in 2021 i went there with a flat that was "unfixable". Again on the same wheel where i had 4 or 5 before since the Nissan. Left rear. There was this guy who told me the tire has been damaged during the installation and cannot be fixed. Weeks before that i posted again about big irregularities in Romania's budget.

The day when i first posted this they came upstairs and did the bathroom floor, hammering and raising hell half day. Today, this.

A lot of my problems happened when one of Romania's leaders came here. I remember my oral surgery back in 2006, an episode similar to today's one. That is to take credit for it.

4:09 Last night i could not sleep because of the smell of mold. I used some chlorine gel to clean all known spots and at some time (i think it was between 1 and 2 AM) i opened the main door for about a minute, to clean under it.

4:25 History repeating self. They said the tire is not fixable because is too worn because of bad alignment. I don't believe there is any alignment do be done on rears on that car. I checked the tires last summer when i tried to rotate them and they all had about 5 mm threads depth. I bought those in 2024 and they were rated 70k.

I think they had at least 20k left. She asked them to search for a used tire to put on until i can order new ones. Or to put on the spare. She's got 3 miles to drive to work and 2 miles home from where she is now.

4:45 They installed a used tire, "free of charge". Now looking to buy 4 tires on Amazon and possibly sensors cause these have caused problems last summer (8 years old batteries).

5:00 Angela is here. They put in the same brand and model of tire.

4:30 PM If in 96 this technique was called Gumping, can you guess how is called now after 30 years of doubling technological capacity and speed every 2 years and all the advancements in software and AI?

9:55 Dressing the wound. A vehicle with modified exhaust came to thunder outside. It raised so much dust it made me sneeze.

11:32 There was visible damage done by yesterday's artificially psychogenic induced claudication of my feet.

The way o dress the wound these days. First i do a bit of saline (very expensive). Then i apply a thick layer of triple antibiotics ointment with petrolatum which i gently rub thoroughly and i remove with one finger passed parallel on the direction of movement. I repeat the above. This way all small debris are removed, living a thin layer of triple a.

Then i apply a layer of Mupirocin (expensive, prescription) which mixes with triple a layer. Then i sprinkle some Cephalexin dust form an open capsule (only two left). So far i got 5 antibiotics on the wound.

Then i put a 4x4 sheet of xeroform on top, and make sure it touches on the edges to prevent stuff from entering. Then i apply one sterile 4 by 4 which i tape on the edges because rolls of gauze do not stay unless i tighten them a bit and create some non zero pressure. Then i put an over the shoe plastic protector on my foot so i can walk on the wall to wall carpet.

Anything less than this leads to pain and chills and redness.

11:55 Some subconscious part of my brain has been (always is) in constant dialog with AI guided loud noises from outside including doing the wound dressing (the second time) which made me nervous so i spilled my coffee from the tiny x shaped legs table with the monitor next to bed directly on the PC.

Luckily no liquid has entered the in and out air grills placed sideways and is still working.

12:12 PM

1:30 Still experiencing claudication, tried to relax my back muscles. She came. Now filling the tub with water, big noise. Taking a bath here is next to impossible, because the heater empties and water cools before the tube is filled, and the tub is too short for someone taller than 5 ft.

8:33 PM I came to do my wound. Upstairs, BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM. Outside, VROOM VROOM (two in the same time). I can feel the vibration with my feet on the floor. Now somebody else came upstairs, dragged a chair, the vehicles left.

12:35 PM I was writing an long email (message in my chart) and ran in trouble. Could not upload a critical picture of my wound and became frustrated. As i was trying to make the file shorter which i did, they started upstairs, after one quite morning. About a half hour later i started to have chills. Thinkin the wound probably got reinfected with invisible dust raised by the commotions.

3:45 About an hour ago i decided to dress and go outside to see what i can do. I totally ignored the cat poops and picked at least 20 dog poops. While i was finishing, the big woman of Apt.E4 came with a dog that barked viciously at me. She pulled the dog saying "leave it - leave it" and went somewhere else.

Smoke flooded the area while i was outside and now that i'm having trouble breathing. Nobody is upstairs when there's smoke at this level.

11:55 Ok i get to start it on 15 though it would go a bit into tomorrow.

Don't know how to start this or maybe when to start it. What point in my thread of thoughts i already went through several times in my mind. Ok maybe chronological is the best.

So i went outside to dispose of a bunch of poops. I don't know how many they were, probably more than 20. Several pounds as i said it would. bulky and soft.

There was one of them i haven't seen earlier across the alley, smoking, acting himself. A real Japanese hikikomori.

I picked those. Met with the big woman. Picked that fish tank with mold and algae at the bottom. Heavy, almost dropped it on the asphalt. Put them all in the bin. Walking back to the door. Then i saw the man with the garage which i don't see around so much anymore. The one who once wanted to give me a check. He was all curled up on himself working on something.

Got back inside. My legs were cold. I did the bandages and went to lay in bed in the bedroom to warm my feet and ankles. But something happened. My feet would not warm up. For hours. No, first i got shortness of breath from the smoke of which some got inside. Then my feet won't warm up. From the ankle down.

The ankles themselves were not inflamed so it would not fit my theory with "inflamed ankles that press on the arteries and slow the blood flow". Both feet felt tight and a bit painful, maybe 3 on a scale of 10.

I was laying in bed, thinking. Then i searched some stuff online and ordered. Then i was still thinking at that guy bent over himself. Then i thought that must be it. That smoke, the dog poop, the woman, the curled guy, it was all part of a scene that suggested me to... block the chi.

Yeah i know in what realm i'm getting into. Those who did not follow what i wrote so far would think ok i knew the nut's gonna crack some day.

But is true. Kept concentrating until i realized i have some muscles very tight near the spine in lumbar area maybe from bending when the woman yelled ("at her dog") "leave it". Probable pressing on some sciatic nerves that were active when i bent.

I commanded myself to release those muscles and voila. Within the next 10 minutes my feet started to pulsate with blood. A bit late. Late enough for the woman upstairs to have done a show which i recorded and when i tried to upload, she took off, probably to go next door at 4 (still upstairs) from where she kept stomping from time to time, in the rhythm of my thoughts (or better said, emotion, anxiety) like she knew (which is very scary after she does it several times in a row).

Got the chills, just did the dressing, i saw. Redness around the rim of the wound.

10:08 PM I can feel it in the air. The sweet smell of litter dust. I currently live laying in the bedroom watching the TV and the computer monitor in the same time. My wound started to hurt (burning sensation). I knew i may have included a few specks of bacteria loaded silicon dust last time i did it and forgot to turn on the 400 nm UV light.

Around noon they stomped above my head for hours. My bandage was a little bit open in the upper part. Now that area and above hurts.

I went to do it again. He/she came after me and stumped on the floor upstairs shaking the air in here all the time i did it then it stopped. This way it will never heal.

I was thinking. Many people don't realize but the Japanese hold their emperor as a living god, the supreme deity in one of their major religion, Shinto, the other being Buddhism which tolerates Shinto.

If the emperor is divine, so are his offspring. The offspring being here leading the ninja, who of their army would hesitate? An army made of misfits that did not make their way in the Japanese society and now are chosen by god to follow her in the holy war.

Could be the hikikomori the descendants of the pariah cast of Japan of whom the ninja emerged many centuries ago, now their base of recruiting?

However it's not only their emperor. The US has Wa Shinto. And not only in a shrine in Hawaii.

11:15 Finally i hit the wall and they stopped though i can still here the sporadic squeak and stomp.

11:55 I know they pretend it's our TV. The sound was on 5. Just turned it off.

10:15 AM. It is very loud, at the level of 50 dB inside, 70 outside (judging by ear and previous experiences). However nothing comes if i try to record it with the PC but i have very cheap microphones. It started when i was about to finish dressing my wound. That is after i had a breakthrough.

Last night i started the UV (black light)  LEDs which i already had installed on a wall but gave it up since i am sensitive to those too. After using those during wound dressing last night, this morning i awoke with no pain and most of the infection around the wound gone.

Very hard to concentrate to write something because of the noise.

10:50 The sound stopped about 15 minutes ago when i pulled the old phone with dBX app installed (which i know it works) and plugged it to charge it a little.

10:55 If the tissues in my leg are already damaged by poor blood circulation, would this be safe?

11:50 They are now doing the carpet at Apt.1 which has been vacated almost 2 weeks ago, with much stumping.

11:55 Ieri am făcut un sumar al problemelor cu zgomotul cauzat de construcții, una după alta în ultimul timp la apartament. E ca și cum aș locui într-un șantier permanent și azi a venit răspunsul. Se pare că președinții României nu au alte funcții decât comentarii peste comentarii.

Economia (bazată pe consum) "încetinește de 4 ani" dar e prima dată când auzim de recesiune (scăderea PIB-ului față de anul precedent). Ca și în cazul calculului deficitului, nu știm de unde s-au luat cifrele. 

12:25 Ok i looked through the window. There is a cabinet (re)builders van outside, not the carpet installer. Though i  think they were carpet cleaners earlier maybe at a different building.

12:58 My newest doctor's name is Cassandra. Root is Andros (man) and it means "over men". 

And yes, all the vibrations today brought in more s...t and some molecules passed by the bandages and got to my wound and now i got the chills. Though i strongly believe there was a chance of self healing, i don't believe it can happen in here.

BTW after a brief relapse yesterday, my BS right now is 120, one ore two hours after eating.

1:30 PM Though she had glasses, i don't think she looked like in the picture but more like...

For the visit she had three assistants. First one took off my bandages, and peeled three pieces of tape at the same time, almost separating the remaining skin from my heel, creating a crack. Second one tap my eschar allowing tiny invisible pieces of it to fall in the crack.

However he said i had a good pulse on both my legs but then had a confrontation with the doctor who contradicted him and she said she feels no pulse on my left leg though she could hear it with the doppler. "i hear it but i can't feel it" she said.

She also said i did wrong going to ER at Providence, should have come there and they would have solved it by now (by sending me to a waveform ABI).

Third, a young guy, did my bandage, using betadine (iodine bases), tightening the bandage too much. Then she sent me to a vascular surgeon and declined to make a prognosis saying she needs the result from a wave form ABI test that is scheduled to last 2 hours.

The area with big lobby and dozen of offices at Legacy Meridian was nearly deserted at that hour (3 PM Wednesday). One janitor who gave us directions. One man on a stretcher at the door featuring visible feet with long toes and the middle one freshly amputated on his left ft. One nervous Japanese guy inside with crouches who left behind an empty can of soda.

1:55 Now there is smoke in the building coming from outside. I came in the living to do my wound, she started to stump really hard above me.

2:03 Washed my hands again, looking from my gloves box, now a very loud base started outside.

2:21 Did the wound, she came to stump on me again. Then somebody else entered the apartment. A vibration is being heard outside though not as loud (maybe 10-15 dB on top of normal).

5:42 AM Four hours of sleep. Last night @9 PM i discovered 2 parallel lines of litter dust from a broken bag coming from the next entrance that probably start from a door there and are present on the stairs where the wind blows all the way to the dumpster. Could it be the cause from my stomach pain this morning. Probably the reason i keep deep coughing these days.

They done this before. One single speck of microscopic silica dust carrying bacteria is enough if it gets on my wound but my wound is doing better this morning than last night and especially yesterday morning when the lines where not there. This came after yesterday i thought only i should be glad the people upstairs don't have a dog or cat.

Picture when daylight comes.

I have speculated several times before that (former) Princess Mako at least from time to time can be seen at the balcony at Apt.4 which is upstairs and they have a dog that is rarely seen outside.

6:20 Tackling Mako. Mariko Bobrik. 36th stratagem.

10:53 Can i keep up or even put up with this? They say in quantum computing "they can store more than one bit per qubit due to superposition". Is this real or a subliminal attempt for us to accept more information in the same memory space, so we can forget (erase) the first one?

11:15 They started about a year ago to build a park just south of our building. They erected a wall and filled the area behind it where they cut the trees (and did not put them in a tree museum) with at least 100 tons of gravel and concrete. As they were about to finish, they started to build a pathway south of the complex. They are still working there right now, vibrating the whole area and all buildings. I can hear the beep and feel the vibration.

Insulation dust is comming off walls, especially after they "fixed" the siding last summer. That dust is also made of silica and settles on the carpet and is probably the reason my feet are tingling and i developed blisters last summer and my wounds never heal. That completed with litter box dust from the next apartment upstairs.

8:20 PM There has not been on single instance of me doing the bandages with no sound, vibration, stumpings. Like they knew. It promotes raising the dust from everywhere and pumping it from outside under the window, etc..

11:40 Angela went to sleep and i am sitting next to her and the moment she fell asleep they started upstairs. Like last night they started some music too. Can't type much cause i will wake her up more if i didn't but there is one thing i want to say. If there is litter dust floating in the air and on the carpet that means it is in my wound too and the fresh granulating cells can't get rid if it. The porous silica dust embeds bacteria that is released no matter how many antibiotics i take.

1:00 AM next day. That was no rain. Don't know what i heard in the window.

6:16 PM Going to the doctor's office (foot and ankle), across the street, Meridian Park, got exposed to cold, and in the office my wound has been exposed for more than an hour and today i started to get the chills big time and the wound got reinfected so i did not make any appointment for the ABI test yet.

6:25 Kyle Card

8:10 AM According to this article, i have chronic limb ischemia which i understand is treatable. None of the 5 doctors i saw in the last few years told me i have it. It does not appear as being diagnosed in any of the two of "my charts" (both from Providence and Legacy).

I remember at least the first doctor at Bridgeport clinic, Michael Jacko, gave me through feet exams a at least a couple of times. I remember i saw him after he retired at the food court at Spirit Mountain. He passed my table and said something like "are you still surviving?".

I remember Angela kept telling me to tell the doctor when i went to see him at approximately 4 months intervals (mainly to adjust my insulin dose (dr. Bedolla)) to look at my legs however though i told him, i was not really focused on it like i am right now like to ask for tests and he kept telling me i have to lower by BS. My BS really went down after the last round of antibiotics for the wound.

10:20 Ok so far i have refrained myself from posting pictures with my body parts and stuff but today i have to post one with my right foot. Because of the now almost healed X-shape wound on the right ankle that i discovered in about the same time when i did on the left.

It all looks better after i slept 4 hours last night and laid for 3 more this morning. After i stand, it usually turns a shade or two bluer which proves i have poor circulation, mainly due to numerous varicose veins.

The wound on the left foot featuring two black eschars in the middle is also X shaped and looks pretty much like the Orion constellation. Like it was initiated with a laser cut in the shape of a cross or an X in a place where i could not see.

I have pains that are dulled by neuropathy caused numbness in my feet and legs all the time. All it took is walking in casinos at Christmas and then i think on the streets here (the 3 miles loop after) and when i saw it it was too late.

The three Egypt Giza pyramids are said to represent the three stars in the belt of Orion constellation. 

12:40 PM I have reviewed the clinical notes from ER on Oct 2024. The reason i went in there that morning was very high BP (over 200/100, about to pass out several times) at home and visibly pulsating carotid artery which i saw the first time in the mirror.

They did an ultrasound exam of my carotid and they felt i needed one for the leg which had a coincidental infection from a puncture wound (i found a pushpin needle in there in July, most likely coming from my shoe) which was very slow to heal.

There is a picture there showing an almost healthy leg mostly because of the angle. The stains on my legs these days are more prominent because of the infection i developed after i washed that carpet Thursday being under the influence of smoke from outside. Same goes for my blood glucose which went up almost one hundred ever since. But the look and feel (numbness) of my legs did not change much in ten years, though the stains fluctuate.

The ultrasound on the right foot came perfect so they ruled out CLI. One thing i do not understand is how can you measure arterial flow laying when you have poor veinous circulation causing borderline CVI which manifests standing or sitting (my case). I mean, if the blood is not flowing out well through veins how can it flow in. The blue stains on the outer sides of both my feet did not change again in a long time.

8:45 PM I have been sent by the doctor i saw yesterday at Meridian Park across the street to actually do a PAD (peripheral artery disease) test. The ABI test to be more precise.

I googled and saw the test implies measuring arterial blood pressure in an arm and in a leg in about the same time and then dividing systolic pressure in ankle vs arm. Since you cannot hear with a stethoscope the blood pulsating in your leg (like you can in the arm) the artery being smaller and deeper you have to use a small portable vascular doppler device that translates blood flow into sound.

But then i remembered years ago i played with my automated BP monitor and measured my BP at ankles just to see if i cam read anything and i could. I don't remember any difference between the arm readings and the ankle readings back then and i thought that was an alternate way to measure BP.

And then i had this idea and googled again and mr. google told me that i can do the ABI test with a regular automated BP monitor (though they also have specialized machines that probably include several monitors to measure it simultaneously in all locations),

Which i performed and the readings came in the middle of normal range (though not the same as 20 years ago), with about 5% consistent difference between left and right leg, doing the test repeatedly, (left foot being bluer in color than right).

And yes i will go to the test to get the "official" or "certified" results.

6:20 PM It's been more than 5 minutes since he started the black BMW awakening Angela after about half hour (she had 4 hours last night).

3:25 PM Ordered this morning an A1C monitor on Amazon. Got it at my door in a few hours. However it is not easy to use without seeing someone do it. Instructions too fine printed. Even after i saw the video i spent one more set of pouches.

But eventually figured it out and the last reading was 7.8. Yes i filled the collector's capillary all the way. I am far from 10.2 in my chart at Legacy. And  yes, i believe they use the same type of monitor, by the shape and size of blood collector.

The reason i bought this in a hurry was i read online that if you have A1C over 8 you cannot have surgery because your wound won't heal. So if my leg got gangrene, they could not even amputate my leg that is.

Or they could try and i would die in horrible pains or something like that. Could have went to Walmart, they do this test on site for 27 bucks if i'm noy mistaken but for that i would expose myself again to cold which i'm trying to avoid.

I suffered a heavy set back a couple of days ago. I drank one bier but that was only the beginning. Smoke coming from outside made me irresponsible. I wet vacuumed the couch and a carpet in my bare feet, with only some plastic bags over and open window. Within 24 hours both feet started to turn blue, like they do some times were in the past and my wound started to hurt.

However after 24 hours laying in a thermal pouch, i slowly started to get better like right now i am almost where i was before this whole episode.

Same kind of smoke was present here all day.

8:20 There is smoke outside though is somehow different. I looked through my chart. My last A1C result was 10.2 not 11 in October 29. Then i re-started on Metformin (in 2026) and my glucose kept going down with an average of about 150 or less in the last weeks.

12:30 It's been like that for at least one hour. Quiet upstaris but if i want to go to bed it starts.

7:11 AM I currently take prescribed Cephalexin 500 mg 2-3 times a day and a beta lactamase inhibitor. I ate and took my medicine last time at 9, fish and chips (lots of carbs). Also, after i ate (drank whatever) bone broth 2 times in the last days my wound made big progresses.

I had some maceration with areas of skin next to the wound turning white and ready to peel due to use of xeroform (bismuth) petrolatum for 2 days in a row which is for low exudating wounds only. Black areas in the middle also turned brown.

Currently do not feel like i need antibiotics anymore. But i have to keep the area warm, otherwise infection under diabetics damaged skin is going to flare up and area starting hurting again. So i just put a bandage over.

But the most interesting part is since i take antibiotics which is since i discovered my wound (@january 12), my BS keeps getting lower and lower on the same amount of insulin and metformin i took about a year ago with much more modest effects (then i kept increasing by dr. prescription insulin with no metformin until i got beyond the point of insulin resistance which i think increased my BP dramatically 

I noticed this happening on other occasions when i took antibiotics but it is a very long process. Other "side effects". I do not have to go to restroom so often.

So i got 117 this morning on fasting which is very good news for my wound also cause BS under 140 promotes healing of wounds.

Also been nauseated the last days from a cat poop i found yesterday in a location i have not found before and was not searching, 3 ft away from the door. But who knows what is outside this morning. Two charcoal caps this morning helped with that.

7:55 Not very big, some of those could be concealed under clothing.

2:30 PM Long term infections like UTIs or teeth or worsened by environmental issues like the presence of dog poop aerosols in the air causes inflammation. Inflammation increases cortisol levels. Cortisol blocks insulin. Antibiotics reduce inflammation.

10:00 I didn't know! I lowered my BS for almost a month now, which means i have 1/3 of my red blood cells sugar free?

5:25 They are moving from Apt.1. A bunch of Japanese young guys came with a truck and a van and started packing neatly stuff in it and throwing each item (all day long) to make noise and vibration. The truck bed was full of coolers.

However nobody was living there. From time to time some guy with a wheelchair or walker was doing a show. About once a month. First he was a shorter one, and i think i recognized Brian Asawa. But lately he was replaced with another guy, taller, stronger and sometimes simply walking. I think he was symbolizing a guy who had diabetes legs or something, threatening or warning.

The first time when i went i forgot my bags (still had one) and when i came back and passed by close to those vehicles and they had a very aggressive attitude (they stopped and stared at me). Then they left, and i went and picked 20 poops, most large or about 2 kilos in total.

Besides, there was some sort of garbage smoke smell and a bunch of items thrown in the "no dumping area" like usually when it's weekend and it's raining. However somebody yelled when i pressed the button and made me nervous and i shook the phone when i took that picture (soo the poops can't be distinguished).

Cars and people getting in my way while i was walking at the dumpster with those.     

9:15 PM Base so loud in the parking lot i felt the vibration in my body. Just because i was thinking to post this guy's picture and info. Bola Zsoldos.

11:46 Was watching a bit of Star Trek before going to sleep. My mind was also wondering considering the possibility that i might have to live with a chronic wound there (there is very slow progress, mostly consolidating the edges, slowly closing some cracks there).

Those thoughts affected me emotionally while watching the movie in the same time and upstairs as usually he/she started to accompany my emotions with creaking the floor until Angela hit the wall and scared the h... out of me.

They continued however for one more minute and still do. Ok finally flushing the toilet.

12:22 AM Again. Stealing my thunder?

5:30 AM I had 144 last night before insulin (long acting, 24 hours) and 128 after. I ate and went to bed and this morning after 4 hours of sleep i awoke with... 105! Haven't seen this since 2005. Both Angela and i are nauseated and my nose is so clogged it feels like i have something stuck in it.

12:28 PM My wound looks like a third degree burn. Next to impossible to heal by itself in a heathy person, not talking about diabetes. It was going well until yesterday when i went out in the cold and tried to gather a big one spready by a mower. Still did not get my referral to a podiatrist. Or dermatologist.

1:22 What did i say about all critical orders Amazon delays for me? This was supposed to come today.

After Angela just called for me at Legacy Bridgeport (kept getting disconnected) i got an appointment at 3 (hopefully will get a referral) and will get exposed to cold again and checked to see if those "booties" were in and were not. BTW, just re-did my wound dressing, it's getting better again. Base from upstairs keep steering bacteria from the carpets though (stopped just now). 
1:30 This happened many times before. I wrote (now about base) and she left. She just left.

5:43 Went and saw the doctor at 3:00 PM. He prescribed me a couple of medicine, however the assistant made of mess of it. I think she again looked like a princess from Japan's imperial family. Slim body, slanted eyes, with the makeup she looked like a Latina. Her computer was slow and she said a couple of times her computer is at lunch. Doctor once he got there did not have problems with accessing the same computer. Thing is i have to go again at Walmart for Mupirocin. Let me see if it's there already.

7:20 Yes i went. How many a...les trying to trap me in an accident i had to dodge? Trying to remember but my brain wants to forget. Whatever. Enough to say it's getting worse with every trip.

10:55 AM Aleksandr Dugin

1:56 PM Susan from AVX? I was working swing, they wanted to move me day for one month "so i can train her". I remember i was pissed cause she was working day, was paid as me and wasn't doing nothing and by all probability she would have never done nothing.

Then i went to see that lawyer about temperature there (testing area, broken AC, constantly 16 C) and they demoted me as operator in an area with ovens and i quit. August 2000.

11:00 I think i know what's going on. Today i had to go and buy something, i've been outside for hours, though i have warm shoes now, my ankles are still kinda exposed and because my diabetics skin is damaged, it get easily infected, especially near that wound, especially when the are cold, creating a friendly environment from bacteria.

They have been leaving plenty of dog waste around with increased amounts every day loaded with bacteria by the or in the grass, where a big loose one was apparently hit by a mower today, probably trying to punish me because i used the expression a few days ago.

A bunch of die hard Dominicans are trying to give me some infection by means of dogs so i get a fever to fulfill their prophecy about St.Dominic. A dog that would set the world on fire. If not the world, they now in 2026 are willing to get satisfied with only my person.

Don't know if they are rogue elements within the order or have the pope's approval but my guess it is all a simulation of both, done for others to see.

Another South American pope to lead them into cleaning the US from sinners. Apparently nobody is willing or care to stop them, they just wait for them to stop themselves. Not worth the trouble.

No wonder the weak minded believe i am their enemy. Every time i go outside, some "potential victim" is by the door, and others nearby to protect him/her. Today when i came from the dumpster, a woman was kissing her baby big time after she took it from the day care as she was walking away on foot with her baby.

However the foot soldiers here are not South American. Some are Filipinos, most are Japanese disguised in Filipinos or South Americans. Philippines is a country made of over 7000 islands speaking 120 languages being one of the most Catholic countries in the world.

Shall i remind this city is called Tualatin?

11:35 BTW just checked my BS and was again 140 something on 26 units last night so i lowered to 22 cause i was afraid to do 26 because it changes so much depending on other factors like if i use decongestant or eat cucumbers etc... I know it goes down by 50 after insulin if i don't eat and don't fell much like eating now. Shouldn't this promote faster healing of my wound?