1:25 AM My face is visibly swollen after being outside for about 10 minutes (with a mask) during the peak of smoke which lasted from about 6 PM until well into the evening, for several hours (i think after 10).

1:50 Asta e... Art Nouveau în Armenia? Vreo legătură cu Xenu?

6:15 Did i say my face was swollen because of toxic smoke yesterday outside? Still is a bit.

6:25 Shy noises upstairs as my brain (spine whatever) is not putting much signals because this morning i am not so much in distress as i was lately.

6:30 He finally went outside, started the engine which is now idling at very high RPM and let it idle for several minutes or until i started to write this paragraph. Once he shifted in drive, the noise disappeared.

6:40 The market is high today on rumors the government shutdowns will end soon. The whole US spending budget for the past fiscal year was about 7 trillion dollars and the ceiling debt has just been raised in July by 5 trillions. Is the US budget revenue made entirely by loans?

7:00 No i did not listen to Blues Traveler in the car, i listen to Sister Hazel, after days ago i listen to Blues Traveler. Why am i bring this up? Truth is i found so many borrowings in style, lyrics and melodies from one another on my 65 Gigs 6300 songs jukebox on a stick i cannot even recall cause i cannot make a note when i hear them while i drive.

I remember one. Whitney Houston gave birth to both Mariah Carrey and Celine Dion. Talking about Celine Dione, i kinda deciphered what she meant in that song. Sort of. I know i wrote about, let me see if i can find it. No i can't but i don't have time right now to write about. I was a stupid HS student but she was... sent from up above, who gave her the right.

 

7:28 After i did a number of things rather hard to predict, wanted to make a phone call but gave up and then i opened the door (the beep was going on for some time) and in that moment, before i could shot the door, a car stopped at the day care. There is only one way this could have happened and that is peering into the (immediate) future.

BTW there is an excavator right between the buildings across, it has been there for the last few days, including Saturday, it cuts through my brain with beeping and vibrating. They are building an enormous grave at the entrance of the complex with dirt they pick from here, supposedly for making a walking path.

That after they made noise all summer long at the project on top of the hill which now is done at least one month before winter, as they said, because they stepped up to make more noise because it was needed. Had to have something to continue with the misery.

More answers to my swollen face.

12:25 PM The reason many people have to do this is many of the actors are not native English speakers, though they pretend they are.

1:31 I bought this air quality monitor from Amazon which BTW is again defective with display problems and charging problems because it features a parameter like counting, besides the now classic 2.5 and 10 microns, the 1.0 micron dust particles.

It is on and shows zero on all three counts however i perceive dust in the air and is justified by vibration in the walls full of mineral insulation, sulfur soaked paper (from outgassing) from drywall all day long.

Though they moved with the excavator at the right of the building across the alley where it has been this morning and past days, i can still hear the beep and the vibration din not change much. It's a dejavu, cause they worked this area about 2 weeks ago and then they decided to lower the path by several feet more.

This morning i tried to film it but it was stopped and then it ran away and i think i forgot to put the block at the door and then slept 3 more hours  which means the door could have been open with a key from outside while the market climbed up again, again on a rumor and who knows what else, cause the end of government showdown was a sure thing, no surprise here and the market did not take a hit when it started.

We had a notification from management for the park project (south, uphill, visible from my windows) about a year ago saying it will go on for all spring, summer, fall and winter of 2025, one for the siding work that lasted all summer. but never for the one on the other side of the complex. 

So i take it the dust particles from the walls, electrified by vibration and flying around are even smaller than one micron so we're getting here into charged nano particles area which are still a challenge to the eyes, nose mucous membrane, etc..

Will construction at this place ever stop?

I had to ask one of the guys what they are doing and for how long and he said a walking path, for at least one month and that was 2 or 3 weeks ago. I opened the blinds about 45 minutes ago and while writing the above paragraph and now a guy that to me looks Japanese disguised in Latino, looking dressed too neat from this place came with his dogs and is moving kind of stiff, a bit like a robot or doing pre-learned moves, like a dancer.

I cannot stay and look to see if the dog is pooping, while my Michelina is cooling in the microwave after four and a half minutes on heating so i missed the moment and i don't know if he left anything. Here another person, a young black woman, kinda tall, with headphones, passing right in front of the window.

Yeah i recon is much better with the spell checker turned back on. I could not had turned it off myself accidentally, it is not easy (more than one click) and i didn't know how to do it, had to google to figure and turn it back on.

2:03 The Michelson-Morley experiment, which proved the AEther does not exist was based on the assumption that AEther was the medium for propagation of light as an (elastic) wave suggested by the earlier double slit experiment.

Within my theory, photons do not move, but jump (transfer) to the next position while disappearing from the current one (nothing moves at the speed of light except for neutrinos caught in whirls).

And of course any attempt to move a whirl of a neutrinos would create a reaction we may call inertia. But once in motion, it would move together with a mass of neutrinos caught in the fabric of other particles caught within an object. There is no other way to aggregate neutrinos than in whirls.

The faster a whirl moves, the more neutrinos will encompass and at speeds nearing the speed of the whirl it will catch more neutrinos, will grow and it will be impossible to move anymore.

Here i am at the point trying to figure analogy with the blue flame in the video, and the circulation of AEther within an open whirl and i am bound to look at the ancient symbol of vajra, again, interpreting the symbol as a scientific message from the past carried religiously through millennia.

In a frictionless fluid with some mass as it would be one made of neutrinos, if one starts a flow of particles within an object, it will keep flowing forever, with some entering and some exiting, all by inertia. But we will also have a reaction by the law of conservation of momentum and that object will start moving in the opposite direction.

But if  we  have 2 of these objects that at that scale and state of matter could be only whirls, tied to each other, the circulation once started will go in opposite ways and the object will be stationary until the whirls are exhausted. However the rotation of the whirls will create new whirls next to those, that will start doing the same thing, eventually catching the flow of neutrinos that will go this time inwards, pretty much like in my animated model.

It has to be this way but the only way to prove it would be a computer simulation and that is beyond my capabilities right now.

I am writing this from a position against all odds within a hostile environment, feeling vibrations from the construction, breathing electrified (nano) dust and hearing a beep that disrupts my thoughts so again could have made mistakes.

4:52 Last one first. Did one round, was still smelling, went to the dumpster near construction area, being under the influence of the smoke outside. Found one, knotted it while a "Mexican" guy (could have been real, didn't want to stare) was talking on the phone while looking at me saying things like "basura" and "demento". I turned around and repeated to him the only things i did understand. la basura, demento and he repeated "la basura".

When i was getting back inside i saw one of those smart a... tall catholic guy with glasses with a dog already stepping on the battleground.

5:07 I went to return two items to Amazon. Before that i looked around and inhaled a good deal of smoke. It must have being doing something to me, the way i was careless when went to the dumpster with that Mexican guy behind me and the way i talked to him. Could have been worse cause he got me mad.

How many times i said to myself i will learn some basic Spanish, but was too disgusted by the guys who speak Spanish but are Filipins or even ninja from Japan.

And i had this thing in my mind. The first time when i passes by i will take a picture of that growing coffin shaped pile of ground at the street and the end of the walking path behind (north of) the complex.

It is always difficult, the jump in space between I5 and UPS at Lower Boons Fy road. And i was thinking at the two heavy items i wanted to carry in the same time (one microwave oven, one valve cover i talked about). And my phone was in the lighter plug area and there was a distraction in the lot with two sexy Chinese? women and thing is, i forgot the phone in the car. I went in the store, and a very kind acted again  Asian woman offered services, but i had to go back in the car and leave the items there on a scale.

Then i came back and traffic was aggressive to dangerous, smoke in the air, walked at the construction site (again, north of the complex or the other side of building where the blue line is) to take pictures and figure what they did and how long will still take.

Here is a picture with the tree where most of the poops are (the battleground). Today some guy came with two dogs and left a couple of poops in my presence that were warm when i picked them.

The whole area seen from the alley. Here, east (right) of building F, ours).

And from the opposite side. Today they moved to work in the space beyond the buildings. On the left of that building at the lef (E) is where i heard them in the last several days.

8:12 See? No waves whatsoever in an incompressible fluid. Then why that?

9:15 The stretch of the path where they already put asphalt in the middle of the picture (crop from the one above) seem narrower. So what they did, they went and did all the path, started to asphalt it and then they decided to enlarge it, just to provide a few more days of hell for me.

Here is a comparison with a video i put on 10/15. First, the crop.


8:55 Here's one more. Ordered last night some regular coffee for Angela (after i read the first review for best Keurig cups) supposedly the best coffee there is, done by the parent brand of Kuerig, Green Mountain something. Not very expansive, actually towards the low price range.

Could not wait till tomorrow morning, took a chance and made one and tasted it. A balanced taste, with that "coffee taste" remaining in your mouth after, but did not had much and wanted to fill me up with an 8 O'clock decaf i bought earlier which now after the above taste like... it reminds me of... the cat poop smell, closest it comes to mind?

Angela says it could be because of the solvents used to wash the caffeine.

I once read a news about feeding coffee beans to cats and then making the most expensive coffee in the world. So it can't be.

Also feels a bit feverish, like from a bacterial ingestion or infection whatever.

Now i'm a bit nauseated after i've been nausea free all day for the first time in a longtime. Asian palm civets? What the... is that?

Ok next time after i finish this batch, of  96 and used like 1/4 of them, i will buy decaf from the other brand which is a bit more expensive, just to see. But who's gonna use the rest of what i got, cause i don't think so anymore...

9:50 Peets. How much is Peets on Amazon? Over a dollar a cup... This one seems cheaper but i will never buy something like this.

11:28 Went to the locker, when i keyed the first digit the screen changed and said to come back later. Tried again, it said temporarily not available, the system is setting. Tried again, a black screen full of code with a prompter at the end came on.

I was getting ready to take a picture next time but then it worked. People with scenes getting in my way. Got back, knotted two bags, picked three more, one almost covered with leaves. Perceived smoke has gotten to like 50 from earlier 100, close to where the AQI site says. Got contaminated, now my... smell like dog poop just from breathing a bit when knotting. It took so little time to spread in my gut all the way to the end.

11:34 While walking around, i've been thinking. If AEther is incompressible and fills the universe and we are made of swirls of it that means we drag AEther around (and the above mentioned experiment could not work, Earth does not pass through AEther or AEther does not pass through Earth) but it compresses it and creates a trailing vortices however at very low speeds compared to the speeds AEther turns within the whirls which is close to speed of light, creating mass.

However when we move around we could create pressure variations (one single wave front) that can propagate to the other edge of the Universe. Maybe not, maybe the high speed AEther in whirls does not push around the surrounding AEther but just collects some, give up some, with an effect like passing through.

Could it be AEther is made of massless so called virtual particles that gain mass only when at relativistic speeds?