Sunday, October 6, 2024

9:42 AM First there was an engine humming in the distance. It started i think when i saw the images at Heaven's Gate and lasted for about 15 minutes or until i forgot all about it. In the N bin there is still a mat that was in the front of the bin and i pushed in horizontal position because was taller than the front of the bin and sticking outside, hoping it will be cover with garbage sacs.

Someone then added a broken litter dust sac on top of it. Just by sticking my nose yesterday and trying to move the sac in the back i got cold sores around my mouth.

Every time something vibrates on a certain frequency, the mat vibrates and spreads that s...t in the air.

I am already nauseated and now i'm supposed to make breakfast and eat.

Then it started upstairs.  Just looked. There is some piece of furniture covering now that mat. But it still stinks. From there or from poop bags somewhere else.

10:40 Went to make an omelet. But while doing that i got mad over all kinda things. Every time i do that, they start upstairs. When i'm in the kitchen are, the marches are parallel with that window. Useless. There is no real activity upstairs behind it, i can feel it. Then i remembered.

Yesterday we left after 3:45 for Indian Head. Exactly when i left, two persons left from upstairs. But they did not take the giant white pickup from their spot. They left on foot. From behind i could tell she was not the person i saw last time (earlier that day) leaving on foot. This one was taller.

Then we met again with them when they were trying to leave the spot they had the Element (FUS) parked in. A visitor spot in the raw next to office. But they were blocked by another car. I saw her face, never saw her before. I stopped and was scrambling for the camera when they were not pretending anymore they were blocked and left before us.

How many different persons i saw until now coming from upstairs, on the rare occasions i have been looking?

It is the same as with the previous occupants.

I believe there is one "permanent" person and they are simply handing the keys of the apartment and the car to whoever wants to come here. They pretended these people are here for me. Everywhere i look in this parking lot i see pickups with ladders on top, suggesting i climb upstairs to them.

But while they are upstairs, they are instead torturing me. It's a double action. Never speaking or speaking on the phone, watching TV, taking showers, flushing the toilet, cooking, buying groceries. Just stepping on the floor for hours or until they get tired. Then they leave and somebody else comes the next days.

10:55 The real Indians there are calling him Darth Vader. When i first saw him there he was acting as a security guy "wearing" some sort of breathing tube going through his mandible, looking like a pharaoh hence the name.

Then more recently he got rid of the tube and again acts as a security officer. Not a nice one, i once asked him a question and he answered evasively with an arrogant attitude.

12:00 Like so many of her predecessors she left right before we were about to leave (mainly because of her). She stopped on the stairs, to let me take a good look at her face. Looks like the most seen one, round with small ears, in her 40s, she looks like the intellectual type, i will search for her among the writers, when i get back.

12:37 Went to put some air in the tires (got 31-32) last night when coldest on Mt.Hood. Exactly when i went to install the pump on rear wheels two guys came to climb a truck when i was bending. Then after they left, when i was about done, i saw the veteran's wife at D1, sitting on the curb, again looking offended because i dared working on car again.

11:35 She waited for us... to flush the toilet! Walking on every of my thoughts.

On the road. One sac of garbage in the middle on the median yellow line. Coming early, i caught much traffic coming from Portland (none in my direction). 90% of the drivers have modified headlights. Low beam stronger than normal high beam. From time to time, a normal one, just to make me mad when thinking at the others.

I think it's all Amazon's fault. They make it so easy to buy off specs LED lamps (with no cuttoff line).

The magic in the streets. Driving west bound. Fires on a field just before the landfill, wind blowing from east, smoke continuing for 10 miles. Smokes mutates bacteria in the air and in your body.

Drank some wine, went on the beach, climbed back the stairs, got a bit of breakdown at the big muskles of my legs. Fell asleep in the car, my legs went cold, mutated bacteria thrived in my muscles and spread into my body when i walked to the restroom before i left.

While driving it kept thriving, especially after i passed again through that dirty smoke. Got it in my jaws muscles (cause i talked). Took one orally, put right now two patches on those big muscles on my legs. A bit of trouble typing.

Upstairs, squeaking. It's 10 minutes before midnight.