Monday, December 30, 2024

9:42 AM Slept 4:30 to 9. I promised myself i would write this down as i get home. Though is hard cause there is some mold smell in the air i should have dealt with first.

It is known that your organism fights infections also by raising body temperature. However trying to find explanations i realized in what mess is the science about body metabolism.

I always believed mammals' body temperature has adjusted through evolution to the current value for reason of fighting bacteria. There must be some link with key enzymatic activities within those. 98.6 (37 Celsius) or whatever could be a threshold above which it is harder for them to survive. Proof to that is your body temperature raises when needed to fight infections.

During anaerobic metabolism your body uses less oxygen and that may lead to lowering temperature by lowering burning of sugar inside your cells.

Anaerobic metabolism can be triggered by decreasing oxygen availability by a semi-conscious process combined with narrowing of air passages (nasal inflammation). How is that semi-conscious? Part if is you refuse to breath on your mouth when your nose is congested due to frustration caused by stress around you combined with environmental issues like mold and smoke.

Anaerobic metabolism is a short term response to stress but if the stress becomes permanent, so the anaerobic. This may lead to permanently decreasing of your body temperature allowing certain infections to develop that may affect small blood vessels which in turn may affect your peripheral nervous system.

Why this process is happening at the periphery of  your body. Because those areas are more exposed to environmental temperature which usually is lower than our bodies'.

I noticed if i miss a dose of insulin the pains in extremities re-start as they get cold again. So it is not narrowing by means of plaque or whatever permanent damage they think it is because that should be more permanent.

I also noticed every time i take insulin my body heats up and again they seem not to be onto it or they just started to figure it out. It must be during anaerobic metabolism insulin production in pancreas is lowered or insulin gets inhibited by stress hormones.

As soon as you inject insulin, the aerobic metabolism and your body's temperature increases. I also noticed immediately an increase of breathing rate which is needed to get more oxygen to burn more sugar into your cells that usually goes within an hour or so after all the extra fuel got burned in your cell or blood sugar level went down significantly.

There is also a feel well sensation that comes after a few doses. Could be related to presence of insulin which is an antagonist of adrenaline and cortisol of lowering of pains in extremities.

I think those stress hormones are released to trigger the anaerobic metabolism when our cells are starving of oxygen. Now i remember what they say about dealing with anger and anxiety. Breath! But it all could be a semi-conscious process to get us more alert in the face of danger by increasing adrenaline.

Everybody knows diabetes damages the tiny blood vessels in our bodies. However i am not sure if they know the mechanism. Insulin pain decrease would not happen so quickly, after a few dosages (if the damage was permanent). Like if you miss a dose and start having pain again.

What i think it happens is the pain comes from inflammation due to bacterial infection of your blood vessels and generally in extremities due to lower temperature due to decreased aerobic metabolism and accumulated damage to those tissues due to long time bacterial infections.

Because i noticed the same effect of heating up and picking metabolism and lowering of the pain after taking... antibiotics. But that heat could be due to increasing inflammation because of your body need to eliminate dead bacteria from infected areas.

Microwave radiation and all kinda of other radiations also affects tiny capillaries also because they are more exposed to it.

So it is a combined effect.

In the last 9 years i have been exposed a lot to wi-fi and cell phone radiation.

After that i avoided for a long time exposure to cell phones and wi-fi because it increases my diabetes related pain.

I can confirm again is all true because two days ago i had again to spend some time near a working cell phone.

With the microwave meter next to it, i was seeing levels of up to 1000 mW though to me the pain is triggered at above 1 mW. It was intense. Started to have pains right away but had no choice but to continue the setting up of my new phone while on chat with customer reps (the site crashed with a message... try again later).

I got to the point i feel it within minutes or seconds. But then the next day i felt pain deeper, in areas where i used to keep my laptop in the past (thighs), hands, etc..

It was a combination (or conspiracy?) between Barclay financial services and T-mobile. For some reason Barkley did not pay the (5 dollars a month!) auto pay set with T-mobile and T-mobile refused to accept a payment manually or by phone. In the end it shut both our online accounts and service and refused to answer to phone calls.

Angela tried an open another account with T-mobile about 2 weeks ago, opened an online account first, paid 10 dollars, phone worked for a few days with keeping the old number but that payment, done with a different bank did not go through and the account was shut down (deleted) and the service stopped.

A couple of days ago i bought two sim cards for Tracfone and i tried to start service with our old phones. i bought a few years ago on Amazon. Unlocked Moto e7i.

But they were bought a couple of months apart and Angela's had this weird thing, like two IMEI numbers thought here was only one physical slot for one SIM card. And i did not know the phones where not made for US, which limited the possible providers to T-mobile and that on a restricted part of their network.

The most damaging part of exposure to radiation is damaging of the peripheral capillaries as well and the exposure is cumulative because those cannot be easily fixed or replaced by your body. Cells die and can be replaced by stem cells from other areas less exposed but capillaries like larger blood vessels are usually for life.

So it is a combined action and i believe the level of damage can be assessed through a biopsy and am positive that if i had one done like yesterday, that would not have looked very good and probably would confirm the recent exposure with phone and service setting.

And now i get to why i started this thread.

Yesterday we wanted to get away and that is due mostly to frustration because we cannot deal with the problem with the person upstairs. There was a bit of sun when we left after 2 PM as the satellite image predicted, which should have lasted through the day however it soon got darker and darker and by the time we reached exit 88 on I5 which leads to the highway towards the coast it was completely dark and raining.

The warning light for my left rear tire pressure went finally off after i put some air in it at Ilani as we passed by, and my pump broke while doing that (an arching broken solder joint inside the plug). Two days ago the low tire pressure warning light came on and the pressure for that tire was 26 psi.

At this car (Elantra 2018) for the warning light to go off you have to have at least 35 psi reading from the sensor whip i put on and the pressure remained unchanged for the next 200 miles i drove last night (i released a bit of air at Lucky Eagle cause now it was too high compared to left and my preferences).

I did not want to write about until the situation until i fix it and drive a number of miles, was afraid they could permanently break it (which i still am). I had many flats throughout the years at the right rear because it is the farthest to our door and most accessible. I would try to explain Angela last night this could not have happened without intervention of intelligent beings but she did not agree with me.

Also the apparition in the spot upstairs of a 2013 Elantra which is similar to the one we had before the accident in 2021 though is black and has four doors. A warning?

I had the warning lamp for the gas tank on and i had to go and by some gas. Pulled at Sinclair station (sill Shell on google maps) on the right after we turned left on 12. The station was pretty busy but i found a pump at the other end on the left row as in google maps link, nearest to a double cistern that was filling the underground tanks beyond the pumps.

Got out, tapped the card, started to pump when i heard a woman yelling at the pump closest in the middle row. When i looked, i say she was looking at me and yelling desperately "i can see you!" several times.

I did not realize what was happening, i was a bit dizzy with the drive and mostly because people were driving behind me with hig beams on and i was very stressed by that drive and needed a moment of relaxation which never came. It was obviously getting on my nerves and i almost forgot to put the cap on the gas tank when i was done. Got 11.8 gallons and left, following Angela's instruction on how to get out of there.

But at then the entrance of the station there was this huge towing truck that was flashing all kinda red and white lights trying to pick a vehicle and was masking the entrance and exactly when i went around it a pickup or something came from behind it and got almost hit by it.

Finally left the scene and Angela told me what happened (as i could not see being too busy with the pump and dizzy (tired) from the drive).

That woman was backing up to get to the last pump on the row and apparently did not know how and some guy was directing here and she was going back and forth parallel with the pump looking at the man, getting off the truck, and yelling "i can see you" and then back in the truck, trying to align it with the pump.

If that was real, it was the most stupid scene i saw in many years. But why was she looking at me when she was yelling at him, making it look like i was doing something wrong and she saw me?

But is a kind of deja vu. Many times around holidays all kinda similar weird scenes happen wherever i go.

This adds up to the scene at the circle K station near the casino in Lincoln City, when the pump was broken and i spilled some gasoline on the ground.

Many other things happened in the casinos (we went to three of them, lost 400 bucks) but a Little Creek Angela almost sat next to a guy that looked like him. It was around midnight Sunday night or 10 AM Monday in Romania.

At Lucky Eagle when we went first i drank cold beer at the "Sports bar" and my jaw infection restarted and on my way back around 2 AM i started to get all numb and stiff.

I would assume i still have some pockets of clostridium infection in the jaw around where pulled my last three teeth about 2 months ago and i also missed my insulin dose last night and my body temperature got lower allowing again infection to thrive in other parts of my body, especially those damaged throughout the years and most recently two days ago by cell phone radiation.

Which indicates i still have pockets of infection within the bone of the jaw. I believe if i did not take those antibiotics while i was driving, i would have ended in a hospital or maybe dead cause i was in the middle of the nowhere on I5, many miles away from any hospital.

12:35 Here is an example that illustrates very well what i said above. Woke up and took my blood sugar and it was 280 and did 5 units and that was three hours ago.

I know what they are saying, these are supposed to last for 24 hours, being injected the fat of under the skin, but i feel the effect immediately (heat, shortening of breath), though they are not lowering blood sugar immediately and that's why i believe lowering blood sugar after injecting insulin is due to accelerating (aerobic) metabolism first and then cells start to pull more sugar from blood.

Stress and frustration because of she upstairs before she left, stress from writing here (holding breath) and frustration when remembering the experiences last night made my blood sugar go a bit up instead of going down. Just did another 5 units and ate something, now finally trying to relax.