Wednesday, December 18, 2024

9:15 AM Puteți să vă imaginați? E atât de descurajant. Parcă cineva îmi urmărește firul gândurilor și izbește podeaua sau ușa la o mașină când vor să renunț la o idee. Bine acum știu și nu mai renunț și ei insistă și totul devine aproape dureros.

A început marșul sus dar azi după ce mi-am făcut injecția cu insulină, (a început să-mi placă, mă simt parcă am întinerit 20 de ani, deși glicemia încă nu mi-a scăzut la nivelul țintă, dar mi-a crescut metabolismul, mă încălzesc la picioare, sunt plin de energie (had no idea you could squeeze the old lime like this!), dar de aia calmă, de insulină, nu de adrenalină), merg pe afară, am treabă, pun aer la cauciucri la camionetă, merg la supermarket așa că nu mai prind bubuielile.

1:00 PM BTW did you know that insulin was first discovered by a Romanian scientist though others took credit for it?

1:12 One of their favorite things is trying to prove i can't even read. Today at WinCo they made me really nervous, with hundreds of actors and extras moving very close around me (yes like the electrons above). At the stand, there was this guy who looked like a skinny old veteran with a white goatee with a hat on his head who literally squeezed behind me when i paid which made me very nervous.

When i was putting things back in my cart (i keep the bags in the car usually for clarity) he was bagging right in front of me and i tried to read what was written on that hat however it was small brown letters on brown hat or something and he was moving his head around too fast and i could not read a thing and then i stopped staring.

Many other things that happened during that trip, later.