Thursday, December 19, 2024

9:25  AM I'm awake for more than an hour now waiting for her to leave so i can eat but she just won't, she always adjusts her schedule according to mine though she toned down a little or something changed in the last days. Yesterday she left at 9 or when opened the door to leave myself.

Ok now that i mentioned she just started the car, after i heard her peeing in the bathroom for about 30 seconds.

Yay! I'm home alone! But already pissed... Literally...

1:50 PM Dap. Care vine sigur de la dinți. Cu coroane scumpe de porțelan puse peste carii și dinți morți cu gutapercă în ei. Și vase și rufe nespălate. Mama și tata majorității bolilor inclusiv a cheliei ;).

Dar cine vrea să trăiască forever. Eu deja m-am cam săturat de câte am văzut.


I can't remember where i read that but that day in 2018 when i added the below image in a blog post it was the day AlexaCrush :) first went online, i think on Instagram, where i'm banned.

It was a long journey but now i know.

Nikola Tesla's Æther, Qi, Chi, is the void, non-existence, emptiness, 0 Kelvin (OK, really cool),  शून्य, zUnya (shUnya) hRdaya sUtra (Mind's Plan) Buddhist mantra was talking about.

In this image he is portrayed as gay, as in Queen's song, for diversionm something i kinda ignored at the time.

Indetermination is their greatest illusion, a psychological tool (hRdaya sUtra warns about using psychology as being divisive). So we can't really know if the whole activity of the band Queen was clues or diversion or both.


5:40 In some representations of the Eye of Horus there are some weird lines under the "eyebrow". Today i was looking for representations of strings and rand into a similar image. (Is anybody ever reading these things? cause i'm kinda getting bored with opening all kinda hypothesis all for myself that take me nowhere).

7:08 Was trying to write a phrase on the other blog, they started an exhaust as strong as a train locomotive that sounded for minutes and of course it stopped before i could finish this phrase. Now they throw some very heavy object in the bed of a truck or in the empty garbage bin. Yeah i looked and he was near the bin and he left. I think he dumped some stuff in our bin.

There is no light near that bin or the mailboxes near it so i could not tell brand, year model or LPB, but i think it was green.

9:25 After exactly 12 hours since she left she again caught me when i'm eating.