1:43 AM What mantra possessed me when i removed this match that i done first 2 and a half years ago?

I mean, what are the odds of finding a Chinese looking Japanese that happens to be a karate instructor, looks like Bruce, age adjusted, and had that kinda muscles on him?

 I remember after i first saw a movie in Romania, and longtime after, even after i came to US, based on my intuition i thought he was Japanese.

But then what is the purpose of introducing kung fu in the world or pro-Chinese, anti-Japanese movies? Well, yeah, he was from Hong Kong.

Like in the case of Viktor Organ, always in conflict with EU. A brilliant work of reverse psychology. Ninja don't need people's sympathy, they want to be out of any suspicion.

2:00 Today the two black cats that i suspect are feral cats they feed on that island in Japan for different purposes, like this one, came to look at me like demanding for food. They have become more accustomed to people, are not afraid anymore, and  they were watching me almost like a  human who hates me would.

Tonight after i dealt with the dog poops using UV, i kept smelling a smell inside. First i thought i missed some or they brought a new one (which may also be true). Then i remembered the smell, since before i put the net under the door, went and look and found several pieces, under the stairs, in a hard to reach place. I used the UV lamp again on those, but the smell is more stubborn. Or i missed a piece. Though the smell is much weaker, i consider going and removing it later.

Can't resist, it looks magnificent on the white snow.


8:00 For what? My first car ever, the 83 Ford Fairmont was a rear wheel drive vehicle and it handled so nicely. So is my S10, i only had problems once after a rain after a long dry period when rain mixed with oil on the surface of the road, and lost control while accelerating heavily uphill.

But i lost control with my first Elantra on a California freeway while doing 80, oscillating left right about 3 times until i recovered. Mainly because of too soft suspension.

Both Porsche and VW bug have engine and traction in the rear, with VW bug being the first vehicle for masses.

However, in the US, starting with Ford Model T as far as i remember all cars have engine in front with first traction in the rear and then with the invention of CV shafts, traction also in front. Anybody can tell me why, why? They don't drive as nicely as rear wheel drive and that's for sure. And this continued with Japanese and now Korean imports that nowadays are ruling the roads.

Where i'm getting at? I never seen a single car that did not have a coolant and/or oil and exhaust leaks. Sulfuric acid from batteries. Never.

If you don't believe me, go in the driveway, pop the hood and smell.

This would not have happened if it wasn't for engine in front.

Yes i believe the reason for the so called motion sickness is mainly noxious fumes that come from the engine compartment placed in front which is sealed on only on one out of three sides or next to window and/or other smoky cars ahead in traffic.

But Teslas? Why people report more "motion sickness" with Teslas?

8:30 Due to presence of dog poop aerosols and other smells in the air, my gut bacteria is screwed up, resembling that of dogs and/or cats. Because of that the only time i'm not nauseated is when i take antibiotics combined with pepto bismol. Or when i don't drink water, which provides a good environment for bacteria in my guts.

Sparkling water mixed with water is much better as that carbonic acid helps destroying bacteria but i ran out of it and i do perspire and loose water through high blood pressure due to stress by noise a lot.

I've been thinking yesterday about buying a soda machine which gives you sparkling water for 25 cents a litter and no need to buy it in the store. But those use pressurized liquid CO2 bottles, at up to 1000 psi or 30 times the pressure in a car tire and i am a bit paranoid about having one in the small space i live.

Last night i was so damn dehydrated, blood won't come out after pricking my fingers for BG check. I had an error 7 times in a row. I only figured this morning when i finally started drinking some tea, then hot cocoa.

I got now maybe a quarter of a litter of freshly ingested fluid in the last 12 hours, and that was worsen with drinking some brandy last night. I woke up again with some pain in the back that i think is kidneys that cannot work due to lack of water in my blood. Salts from my urine are visible, settling at the bottom of toilet bowl.

No doubt is all due to wisdom of catholic Dominicans saints that manage the show at the complex, many from Philippines and all at one level under a ninja simulation, that are trying to bring the apocalypse as the last solution for Earth, by giving me meningitis or a stroke that would need opening of my skull, to fulfill the prophecy. For 30 years now.

9:30 This is when i "disappeared" in the kitchen.

9:35 Do you wanna know why you fill thirsty after eating something salty? Simply because salt is antibacterial and changes the makeup of bacteria in your stomach, allowing more water to be ingested meaning you were thirsty (or dehydrated) before that. No i don't believe our body has evolved enough to deal with the level of indoor or close environment pollution nor we know how to basically dispose of our garbage.

9:40 Apocalypse, now. It has been year 1996 with Mr.Ciorba keeping on saying 1966 was in fact year 2000 due to an error or calculation. Then it was year 2000 that found me in his company at AVX Vancouver (Washington, not BC). With Prince roaring all the time in the speakers there. 999. And there was another song, something with six six six but can't find it now.

Then it was of course year 2002. 2011 and 2022 which caught me at Eagle Crest dr. in Lake Oswego, with Jinichi Kawakami at first level and Kelly Clarkson at Apt.9 or next door. Then 2018, 2020, 2022, and now 2025, i believe last chance for a round number.

3:45 PM Wednesday, blowers day. I am ready to go out because there is going to be at least one hour of over 70dB and dust that will linger till next days. Waiting for Angela, did my insulin shot, used some alcohol to first wipe the finger for BG check, then to do the shot itself, the room filled with alcohol smell when i heard a crystalline musical voice climbing up the stairs.

I waited to do the shot just before Angela arrives, because i get the reaction (heat, shortness of breath) and got an email, she won't be here till 3:30, last moment change of plan. End of pen, had to do two shots, every time i pull the pressurized needle some leaks in the skin, twice the reaction. I already hear them. They started. I'm getting readings up to 70 inside.

3:10 Da am văzut expresia lui Grindeanu cu umflatul mușchilor, o aluzie, în contextul postării mele cu asemnărarea lui Bruce Lee și mi-am amintit o fază. Când m-m mutat aici în 2015, asistenta care a făcut actele era o tipă Gladys, părea mult mai tânără ca mine și avea un prieten culturist, pe care nu știu dacă l-am văzut vreodată bine la față. Am mai văzut-o de multe ori ca și casieriță la WinCo, dar îmbătrânise.

Și mi-am amintit de altă fază, în România, prin anii 90, am cunoscut un tip, Irinel, dintr-o comună din Bacău care plecase în Franța în 90 și venise prin România, într-o excursie din aia cu autocar din anii 90 în Turcia, îmi povestea faze, tipul vorbea românește, am vorbit cu el și în franceză, în fața unui autocar întreg, și avea o soră mișto cu el care tot așa semăna cu Gladys iar el semăna mult cu Van Damme când mă uit acum, deși părea mai tânăr. Tot așa, blond, simpatic, zâmbăreț.

Mi-a povestit că revoluția l-a prins în mină (la Comănești cred) și era foarte supărat pe regim și a mers la București cu mai mulți unde un general le-a dat arme și au tras într-un ARO cu soldați iar generalul după aceea i-a aranjat să plece în Franța, unde a lucrat pe linie la Citroen. Povești.

Am încercat să mă împrietenesc cu el sperând să ajung și eu într-o zi în Franța. Nu a fost să fie așa, în 94 a apărut anunțul ăla nenorocit în Cotidianul și România Liberă, despre loteria vizelor în SUA.

Nu i-am văzut niciodată mușchii, care oricum nu se văd sub cămașa și se pot micșora la jumătate în doar o lună fără mers la sală și oricum nu par așa de mari ca pe ecran. Pe atunci aveam și eu ceva, mergeam aproape zilnic în Lake Oswego într-un parc cu pădure mare și căram pe alei denivelate pe distanțe de km niște gantere în mână pe care uneori le ridicam sus.

3:45 I went to take something to the trunk of the car, from the D5 entry of the other side of the alley came a young woman with a baby and got into a white van.