Saturday, November 16, 2024

2:40 AM Due to fog, and especially numbness of my body and brain, i became confused, missed a turn at an intersection, yellow turned red when i saw two white cars coming from the right. One in the right lane, just starting and the other, in the left lane, coming at some speed and i honked thinking i got the right of way and they stopped and let me pass. I did not drink for about 6 hours prior to that.

Don't know about that one, but i saw many intersections in which red turns green in one direction while still yellow on the perpendicular.

If i did stop in the middle of the intersection, for the one i saw first, just starting, i think i would have been hit from the right by the one in the left lane that came later, caught green and did not stop.

What's questionable again is the synchronization. They came and were arranged in the worst possible way. No, they probably were not sure i will miss the turn, but it was likely, given the fog and my shape and they were ready just in case. Color was white, having the least visibility in fog. In only saw the first one when it moved.

Earlier. I was in the car in the parking at Chinook and was about to eat a cookie when i saw a short blond woman with a curly blond little girl sleeping in her arms coming from inside the Casino towards the van next to me.

When she got closer i realized she was Asian with bleached hair but the girl was real. I got out of the car heading towards the casino while she was talking to an Asian men out of frame who kept sayin "no" while she was asking, disappointed, "no?" "why?" or "why not?" while i was passing her.

Inside at the upper floor i saw a black man resembling this guy. He had glasses or sunglasses though and yes, i just had a couple of brandies. I was really worried about other things, like being partly numb, almost not being able to walk and also having trouble speaking. My chin started to hurt again after i ate that cookie but i think i'm over it, as of tonight.

Inside, a huge crowd of nervous people. Many getting in between me and those playing while i was passing by. Many raising from their chairs and facing me. Many of the security guys walking towards me like they were going to ask me something, then changing direction in the last moment.

I saw one of the two guys who banned me, dressed in a light blue or gray shirt, while all the others were in uniform. On the upper parking lot, on top of the hill, there was a security van pointing bright white lights towards the lower. It was too far and there was too much light in the lot to make a difference, but it was blinding and annoying when walking out. Never saw that one before.

3:23 Nevermind, when i got up from the computer (next to the recliner) i realized i still have trouble walking, as the adrenaline ran down while i was writing.

3:43 It was quiet this morning upstairs, something that did not happen in months, as she was not here, probably to spare her from the smoke i was exposed to all morning. But now she just went to the restroom (and flushed). Now she is making noises in the bedroom where Angela sleeps. BTW there was a similar kind of smoke outside and inside the casino.

Yeah i saw him too, not far from the food bars, around midnight while i was waiting for my burgers. Then me and Angela went in the car, ate, were about to leave and Angela changed her mind and went back inside.

4:10 There was a weird sunset and a double rainbow behind us in our way there. Rainbow always brought me bad luck. 

4:25 At Road's End, i took a shot with my Kodak at Venus, the girl on the half shell. However, only an empty yellow shell came in the picture.

I was telling Angela. Amazing how the Greeks called planets using their word for wonderers. Planets, unlike stars, appear to be moving through constellations, because they are so much closer to Earth and also orbit around Sun.

Amazing how wonderer contrasts in English with the word plan. However, though wonderers, they move according to a plan (orbit) that is predictable for thousands of years from now on.
4:52 We're trying to eat, she started to pump the floor. It's that simple. I was looking at weathear radar arount Tacoma area, and there are some very weird patterns i never seen before (and i looke at those for many years. Could be radar artifacts?

5:00 Now dragging heavy objects across the floor of the whole apartment. Stomping really hard.