2:53 AM Big time smoke inside, went outside, there is more by the SW bin, could be coming from one of the houses beyond the tiny park, but who would light a fire at this hour. Came back, somebody in an electric car dropped somebody or picked somebody in front of the building. Perceived index is above 100, not shown on air quality sites.

10:32 After being here for me almost one year i think they finally gave up, leaving me for dead. I saw furniture being taken out a few days ago.

I haven't felt so bad in my entire life. High blood pressure and blood sugar, nausea, palpitations, "rheumatic pains" everywhere, starting with again the puncture from the needle when doing bloodwork (which results i believe they are manipulated). Today finally quiet upstairs the whole morning.

I recon they only made noise when my blood pressure was already up from reading news, other kinda emotions. So they can max it to damage my heart, etc..

Was thinking going for a walk and i remembered. It drives me nuts. Every time i approach the intersections inside the hospital property, cars start to pile up. Most with weirdly coincidental LPN. I don't see any for minutes, before as i approach an intersection or after, only in intersections when they must slow down, with women looking in terror at me (theatrically). Like i am about to crash their windows and suck their blood.

And after i pass and look behind, no more. The alternative is on the street, but there they dispatch some old car that fills the little canyon with smoke as i climb the hill towards Borland. There is no escape.

The purpose for the vegetal (wood, cellulose) smoke last night. As it always does, it re-started all the infections in my body, all the painful points. Heavy metal in smoke particles uses all vitamin C in my body.

10:35 Nevermind. One just got there, probably through the attic from the other apartments upstairs and made a big commotion and scared me. Most likely the woman at 4. Now it started the ritual walk.

10:50 Now i feel dog poop smell.

1:00 PM First, from the memory card.

I went to take the garbage to the SW bin. I can't remember if that came out of the red hair kid's bag (BTW, how could he throw the bag over the 2 meter fence?) Now it wasn't there cause i would have remembered. Blue (blue bag) moon (earthquakes), ice cream cons). One car nearly touching the other fence. One huge RAM i haven't seen before next to a BMW i haven't seen before. Every time i see one of these i feel small.

Upper left. 6, 4, 3, lower left 5, 2, 1. Yeah i know it's confusing. That was the purpose. Smelly cans bags at 6 and 4. I rinse mine and keep them inside.

Probably about to rain tonight.

I saw it when i left, didn't have a bag with me. Right before i started to write here, i went to dispose of it, one woman, thin, curly was next to the three above, haven't seen her when i came, heard her talking to her dogs when i bent to pick. Didn't see any bags.

The guy with the silver truck brings the garbage from his business here.

The small canyon (65th) that feels with exhaust every time an older car passes. Today it was no exception so i took the stairs to the hospital.

It came out moved. I usually don't do this (take close pictures of cars with people inside but this one had a LPN ORYGUN (i think on Salmon background). Until now i saw this in the rear window of huge trucks like the RAM above. On the right seat, there was an old woman, probably going to an appointment. Can't find it on this site though.

I didn't know what this pond was until i saw that sewage leak at Chinook. Probably an individual water treatment pond, could it be for the community center? (an old house). If you look carefully, you'll see some sort of a lid in the middle. It doesn't not stink like the big pond in the summer but i wouldn't be surprised if it had some bacteria in it.

I wanted to take the picture but when the idea came to me i had the Sun in my face. Turned around, made a few steps, went off the trail a bit to pick the stream that goes into the river, right after i pushed the camera button i saw a younger, attractive woman coming from the right that almost got into my frame. How did they know?

1:17 Immobility. I saw that written in doctor's notes transcribed with that Dragon Dictator AI software. Next to palpitations. I said about immobility when they tried to draw blood from my left hand and about palpitations probably earlier in dr.'s office.

I can move the left arm only about 45 degrees in total, or can straighten it to only 45 degrees with a 50-60% mobility. Because of a badly treated humerus fracture i had when i was a kid. Probably made intentionally like that, they performed two surgeries back in 1973 i think.

When they removed the plaster, i could not move it at all. 4 more "mobilizations" that is forcing my articulation under general anesthesia. I remember right after i could move it all the way, but within hours, the range got smaller and smaller. Like the chemical exposure at Electronic Specialty in early 96, it slowed my brain considerably after.

For this reason, when i sit at the computer and not type, or only click with the mouse, i unconsciously keep my left hand between my legs.

One guy with a bucket just passed in front of the big wall to wall windows in living. Look at the image with the building above. When there is sun outside, you just can't see inside, it's too big of a contrast.

Same happens inside casinos where many times the janitor come and mop the floor around me when i use the urinals. The floor is wet under those any time i go there though.

I remember what happened once at Ilani, several years ago. In one or the restrooms they have next to faucets pumps for soap that are not embedded so they can easily be removed. At every faucet i went, s...m was comming out of the pumps. I thought it was weird and i smelled it. I went to another and it was the same. So i rinsed my hands for like 10 minutes and then i went and grabbed Angela and went home without touching anything else.

1:24 It smells like poop again.

4:20 My alternator is here. Identical with the one on the car that ran 125k. 2 days with Amazon. But i have to wait for the pulley that comes from ebay. Because i tried to be smart and negotiate the price, i missed one or two days on delivery. I really don't understand why they don't sell the alternator with the idler pulley installed (not the tensioner, that is another one i didn't have on the old Elantra) like this used one. Money i guess.

5:13 Yeah i went and checked and find quite a few. Some old, some new, some partial. All in the free, in the area east of the building, not in open bags around the bins. Cause the wind is now blowing from that direction. This things are making me real sick. And when i talked to the doctor about, he didn't say nothing and the dictation software went: "He resides in an apartment with numerous individuals paying for prides, which frequently contain overfilled garbage beans".

6:32 They may have stopped upstairs, it's the season for kids now. The weather is getting better for them to stay outside. Third day in a row, they come around 3 and stay and yell for hours so Angela who started again overtime 10 hours a day, 6 days a week, 5 to 3, can't sleep.

I was speaking with her on the phone the other day, i was ready so say "bine" (ok in Romanian) and to end the conversation, exactly in that moment she said she is doing overtime, i said "bine" because i had the word on my mouth and ended, now i regret it. I do not agree, mostly because she can't sleep enough in here. Sleeping 4-5 hours a day and doing overtime at this age is really bad.

6:55 They pulled the kids, the smoke is here. I found earlier a number of rat holes by the south garages,, where the smoke was coming from last night/early morning. I got a new sack of soil, trouble is i don't have much cement left.

8:07 Ice cream truck is here.

10:00 Every time i go to the toilet something happens. I mean, one hisses a faucet, flushes the toilet or even pees and flushes the toilet before i raise up, like tonight. Wondering. How do they know. If this has anything to do with my bile blockage confirmed through blood work.

And BTW i think my bile just got unblocked after taking earlier a few capsules of fish oil omega3 which is said to even reverse fatty liver (steatosis).