Am i feeling guilty right now. Isn't what the bullies do, make you feel guilt if you react and resist?
2:34 AM It's so quiet upstairs, it's eerie.
We came home about one hour before midnight. It was quiet. We talked normally, ate, Angela went to bed, i came at the computer @midnight. No stomps, no dragging chairs, no squeaks. But we really don't care anymore, because of the level is usually coming from upstairs. Then they started their ritual, i hit the wall a couple of times, they stopped.
Now thinking. What if we made a noise comparable to theirs? However today they didn't do anything until after we went totally quiet.
How about yesterday? Angela tried to sleep after ten PM and they were in the bedroom, squeaking for more than an hour and she turned the TV loud until they stopped and slept with the TV loud until morning. Every time she tried to turned it off, they started back over.
Proof that the noises they make are not random but synched with our bio-rhythms. Shoe could sleep with the TV on. The moment they could not hear her breathing, they stopped.
In the morning she wakes early and goes to work and then they start and stomp and squeak for hours, and that is before 8 AM, the limit of quiet hours. Actually it starts right when she leaves, at 4:40 or 5:40
I believe they made noises about half of the quiet hours for the last six months, about ten times louder than us and on purpose. Not talking during daytime. During daytime they do it all the time, there are 4 of them upstairs and take turns. I don't believe any of them goes to work because when they leave they live mostly on foot without, with nothing in their hands, probably in another apartment to eat, rest, etc..
3:22 Just remembered something. Yesterday @5:30 PM we went at the ATM in front the USBank in Tualatin. There was this fat guy pointing his phone at me when i went and withdrew 140 dollars. Right after that i made a left in front of Michael's, and went towards Martinazi road (just like the small gray SUV, google car was going in the other direction on the other side of the road when it took the picture).
Right in front of the parking lot of the City Hall i became totally blinded by the Sun that was about to set right in front of me so i just stopped, following my old rule. If i can't see, i don't drive. I also had to put my seat belt on (i usually do it at the first intersection where i have to stop, to save time when i leave).
Only to see a guy after he crossed right in front of me, not through windshield which was a bright orange surface in that moment, but through the door window. Bearded, i think blond or red headed. I never had to stop at that crosswalk before as pedestrians are very rare in that area, especially after hours.
A few more similar situations at Spirit Mountain involving cars and pedestrians that seemed all synced and cascading one after another, both when we arrived and when we left.
On my way back a guy started to follow me aggressively, very close (a few feet away like most do these days) with the high beam on in my mirrors. I let him pass in McMinnville and then let him know, then he let me pass again and he continued. Then i accelerated, he fell back for a while than he caught back with me. So when i got at Newberg i decided not to take the variant.
He opened the window and waived as he was stuck on the lane that turned on the variant, also facing the possibility that cops could be in town.
3:36 Angela awoke at 3 after 3 hours of sleep. She wanted to go cause Friday at 7 there was a drawing. She had 28 tickets in the drawing, probably the most per person, as per the amount of time she plays, i had only 3.
However the guy who won 20k in cash was a guy named George Taylor. Did i mentioned she is back on overtime as of Thursday, Friday (ten hours)? (something changed, they got an order or parts). On saturdays, as decided by the whole team (except her) they go to work at 4 and they work only 8 hours "or until noon so they can have more time in the afternoon, to make it almost like a weekend".
She left, it's 3:45, there is some weird smoke coming from outside or upstairs, but for the first time in months it's quiet during and after she left. I think there's a fresh poop outside cause i'm nauseated. Drinking water with dried ginger from the kitchen cause i'm out of capsules. But i'd probably have to go to dispose of it cause i'm not going to be able to sleep though i'm on Zyrtec.
4:27 The car has over 120k with the original spark plugs (which i gapped at 70k). So i got some at NAPA, NGK 90909, checked them thoroughly, they were gapped from factory at .31 of course. However. When i wanted to install them i found this in the nr.2 spark plug hole. Wax. Wondering where it came from. It did not reach the bottom yet.
It took me a while to clean it of course. Then the car started instantly and went so smooth in my way there, with over 42 mpg which didn't happen in a long time when going that way. But when i came back it started to do the same, that is it took longer to start and the engine vibrate a little, when accelerating in low gear low rpm. Wondering what happened.
It took me a while to clean it of course. Then the car started instantly and went so smooth in my way there, with over 42 mpg which didn't happen in a long time when going that way. But when i came back it started to do the same, that is it took longer to start and the engine vibrate a little, when accelerating in low gear low rpm. Wondering what happened.
1:15 When Angela came i was chocking with activated carbon filter at max. Earlier they stumped until 11:30 when "the guy left on bycicle". Had to take too charcoal caps because of nausea.
Not sure if the smell was smoke or mold from deep under ground. Still have shortnes of breath. Right outside the door there was this huge mole pile. Nowhere else around the building. The rat bait box was moved again under the laundry vent. They were 7 dog poops in the other side of the building. They wanted to make sure. Was thinking if to post pictures of them or not. Maybe it's the last thing people may want to see today so i won't.
3:07 A continuous, sensless, hard to define, about one per second hard stomping upstairs while i did the last couple of matches. Here's a sample. From outside, again a chocking smell and i think there are fresh poops (after i dispose of 7 earlier today).
4:47 They pulled lot of s... from the space between floor and ceiling while stomping and i think it had something to do with the rat bait under the vent (it filled that space with vapor). Feel paralyzed on my spine, i move (and think) in slo-mo.
It looks like i got a bad batch of gas at Spirit Mountain yesterday (or someone poured water in my tank right before that). Got valve noise and an inch of emulsion in the catch can. I did empty the catch can, a bunch of kids and people started to parade, because of the smell.
A huge white van parked next to the bush where i found yesterday a poop. I went to check under the bush (and bent a little) and when i turned around i saw a Gyp guy in the right seat of the van, staring at me.
As soon as i get outside, they start to parade, cascading.
10:20 PM I was exhausted. Those two hours working with them bending the floor above, stomping every second and then outside. The place filled with a weird smell (pumped from the one foot space between the 2 inch wooden floor and half inch gypsum ceiling) I slept until now (more than two hours). Looked again at the last couple of similarities.
They got tricks to make the forehead look smaller. But this smile is too large to use it in the post, would contrast too much. Sorry for the rushed one i did a few days ago, and all the other mistakes
It happens because i find one i think it's good enough and do not finish the entire list, which is huge, -4 to +1 years, that is 5 years with about 50-100 names by 10-20, got to see (and compare) one or two thousand pictures maybe a year, that is 2500-10000 pictures, sometimes twice, to find one.
Though most fit that rule (-4 +1), some are not. I found Barbara out of her interval, that is by chance, at +3 (1979 - 1976), while searching for Sophie (i knew there was something weird about that song, more than others). You can open more than one link in the list (second column in blue) using linkclump.
2:07 25. Apparently both last two matches were wrong. I woke up yesterday with 7 poops and several holes under the door of which i fixed only one. Dog poop from female dogs in heat are messing with my head the most.
Finally got into my senses and brought the meter near the newer computer and figured the wi-fi was turned on (though i did turn it off in the beginning) and actively searching, putting at interval pulses as strong as a phone (though it shouldn't). Got heated up one more time after a few hours near this computer that tempts me because it's fast.
I figured something. If i take ginger (dry, as spice from the store), not capsules, in tea or soda or something i am almost free from the worst part of poop influence.
Was sitting here, felt the smell of fresh dug holes, that is really bad, went outside, found a soft area next to the wall right under the door. As i said, thermal flow brings it all inside, it does not go away from the building.
2:28 I tried to turn the bluetooth on and i saw it puts signals as strong as a phone on max power at that distance. Could be this computer uses the same chip for transmitting bluetooth and wi-fi, they are on the same GHz range, it could be controlled by software and the software has been hacked. I checked when i first install the small amplifier near it and was ok. You can't trust this things no more.
Interestingly at first i used and audio RCA to 3.5 mm jack and it worked and after a few days it quit working though nobody moved it around, then i turned to blue tooth, a few weeks ago and i checked for signal strength and it was next to nothing.