1:43 PM Last night i forgot to block the door.

3:30 Last night my shower knob broke. It is not the first time i fixed it myself, but i forgot. Angela had a 15 dollars gift card for Home Depot and online i could not possible figure what type i needed. So i took the broken know and went in there, knowing there was going to be some show(s). And i was right. First i went at isle 12 bay 21 and they were like 20 different types. I tried a number of them, could not find a match.

The store was empty and they were a few attendants, all very young. I knew those guy did not have time to learn all the stuff in there however i was willing to try but did not know where customer service was anymore. I saw a guy checking at the construction side counters and went and asked him.

Blond, taller than me, he first dropped it on the ground than put it behind me and started to browse  his phone so i just pushed him aside, grabbed the knob and left. It would have beam me and my legs which already started to hurt from being too close to that phone for about half minute. I went at the other end, at Returns, a couple of models smiling at me. I asked the guy in painting, he was looking like Sam Altman. He said he will call someone and started working the phone.

He finally said there was nobody who could help me in the store.

I went at the bay one more time, myself wasn't myself at that hour and day (the next day after a long driving playing smoking and drinking weekend) so i kept trying the same ones. Finally decided to leave when i saw in my way out a guy on a side of the alley, like waiting for me to ask something. Older and taller then me, tanned and much self confident. When i got home, i googled something and i thought it was him.

I read his biography, busser at 14, weekend cotton picking, band playing, band sponsored scholarship, engineering, bla bla. 100% American. He must  have come straight from the tanning saloon or a beach in Florida or a yacht. But how come so fast? Yes i said earlier i would go there in the afternoon.

But then i had an idea and started to search for him in my list. Born 1952, i started with 1948 but surprise. Found a whole bunch of guys looking like him but not quite enough. Small variations. Then i told myself, not the first time. These guys must be related amongst them. They got to have had some sort of breeding program, to bring European genes into the pool.

I went all the way to 1953, could not find him, put some aside though, i found some real close but could not figure the eye color due to low quality pictures, then i lost the whole put aside list etc..

But then i was thinking to start a small project this afternoon. Pull all i think are half brothers in those years in a list. Also because it is an easy to remember face configuration. I call it the happy freemason prototype. So i am gathering momentum to do this. Whish me luck.

7:55 Today i got special treatment. There were 2, one with diarrhea, hidden behind the shrub next to bedroom window that made me really sick. Many others on the other side, all soft, hard to pick, many unknotted in the dumpster.

After i slept some in the afternoon awoke again with nausea, and when i was thinking to go outside again she showed with a girl, probably her 13 year old daughter, both dressed summarily in short summer dresses in front of the big windows (though visible only above the AC where she stopped and made a gesture to grab attention) which delayed me at least 15 minutes (waiting for  her to pass back as usual). Went and found some more, some fresh, some dried, more unknotted bags etc..