12:25 AM I took a brake from insulin for 48 hours. Today before i left i had 238. At Indian Head i got nauseated and took one amoxi and one pepto bismol however now when i checked BG was nearly 300 so i did the shot. While doing so, they started real loud upstairs.

I noticed with all previous occupants, they are doing when i am stressed out or excited, like they catch my brain waves. Must be in conjunction with the gates from the book in never read.

12:50 Angela had  coffee in the afternoon and had trouble sleeping so i went in the bedroom next to her. She fell asleep as she usually does and i was organizing my thoughts, on occasions getting mad about things. and then he got up, started to walk (in the bedroom), squeak at every of my thought as  he didn't like what i was saying to myself and then i grabbed the recorder and then he decided to go to the bathroom to justify all the commotion and now he is quiet as i uploaded two files but i forgot everything i was thinking about.

Mostly a list of what i wanted to search online. How Alexa Crush screwed me yesterday at Little Creek and today online. I am terrified he will get up at any moment and awake Angela again, as she is having bad days at work.

7:00 Again after Angela left i was about to fall asleep when he got out of bed. Wasn't making big noises, the level could have been tolerated but the synchronization with my thoughts drove my wild. And it was not stepping like last night. It was just sitting in one place, shifting weight from what foot to another or making a step maybe every minute. He left "to work" around 6:30.

Was thinking yesterday. They were hundreds of people who screwed with me on freeway, at Indian Head. What would you think if you parked next to a guy with LPN "JEK", after what Alexa Crush posted?

About once every minutes somebody had to screw with me, somehow. One example. Usually after a 2 hours drive when i get there, i sit in the car and relax for about an hour. People passing on the highway next to the parking lot, turning their  heads, doing all kinda faces. Some smiling sarcastic at me, some just smiling. All looking like they knew about my presence there.

Was thinking. Not long ago i posted an idea about people in one area of the world or another going to simulated jobs, just to keep them doing something so they won't loose completely that ability. I believe this is what's happening here. Besides food and other goods distribution, all jobs are probably simulated cause i see too many people coming out during my trips, just to mess up with me. Basically, all of them. Like they don't have anything else to do.

Another example. As i was climbing on Mt.Hood, a guy with a motorcycle with high beam on his "headlight" got right behind me (very rare) and stood there for about half hour, too close to comfort. So at first opportunity (enlarged shoulder) i pulled and let him pass.

Right after that i found myself behind too vehicles, one a trailer with construction materials (on a holyday),  uncovered, and the other putting out black diesel exhaust every time he was pressing the gas pedal, uphill and i had to go like this for the next i don't know, 15 miles, until a passing area came by.

7:30 Nicușor Dan i-a făcut un calcul de 1.4 miliarde lui Bolojan cel care i-a pus pe jar pe mulți bugetari, inclusiv profesorii, care au obținut creșteri salariale ce nu s-au aplicat, după o grevă anul trecut. (Bugetul care ajunge la profesori din cel stabilit de lege e mai puțin de jumătate, restul dispare).

Pare ridicol, dar asta e. Calculul acela e doar unul dintr-o sută pe care le-am postat eu, din care cel mai greu este să explici unde dispare jumătate de Bugetul de Stat, adică 200 miliarde și mai bine. Poate dacă mai vin câteva guverne (Klaus Iohannis a avut vreo 10 cred), vor ajunge și la acel calcul.

Vreți să auziți de o situație și mai ridicolă, care se întâmplă în SUA, cea mai mare democrație (și prima) din lume, unde în 1776 au renunțat la un rege pentru nenumărați președinți?

În fiecare an pe vremea asta apare în presă o știre. "Pentru evitarea închidereii guvernului (governement shutdown), plafonul datoriei publice trebuie ridicat". (United we Stand, Democrats, ready to fight).

Deci la deschiderea sesiunii de toamnă, parlamentarii lor (membrii congresului, denumirea tradițională) au de lucru. Altfel, agențiile guvernamentale rămân fără bani. Mă rog, o parte din agenții sau o parte din bani. Datoria publică a SUA în acest moment este de peste 36 trilioane (mii de miliarde sau milioane de milioane) dolari, în alte cuvinte ceva ce este imposibil de plătit vreodată, o sumă echivalentă cu infinitul.

Însă ce contează. Cei care vor ridica mâna acum pentru creșterea plafonului nu vor mai fi când SUA va fi declarată falimentară și vândută pe bucăți.

E mai ușor de explicat la noi. Există și în România o lege care se numește chiar așa. Legea Plafoanelor, care se emite tot așa în fiecare în, înainte de Legile Bugetelor. Legea Plafoanelor spune la cât pot ajunge bugetele. De Stat, Al Asigurărilor Sociale, al Administrațiilor Locale, etc.. Se uită cineva vreodată? Poate, fiindcă de obicei sumele nu se depășesc.

Ce putem să-i cerem lui Bolojan dacă Nicușor Dan a avut nevoie să-i facă două înmulțiri la televizor? Chestia ține de scădere, nu de înmulțire. Poate lecția viitoare sau guvernul viitor.

8:45 Interesting facts about Taylor Swift (the name at least the combination sounds unreal to me). She loves baking and cooking. However... she would starve so much she will feel like fainting during live performances... Got to use screenshots because google AI is changing the search results all the time...

There is only one conclusion after all these search results. Exploitation. Forced to perform in extreme conditions (heat, noise), forced not to eat. Should feel nothing but compassion for her.

9:35 Just went and picked one big and one huge from next to hydrant. Started to feel sleepy. Soon after somebody else started to move upstairs, seems a lighter person. Not big noises but again synched.

12:12 PM Bolojan minte. Legea Bugetului de Stat, cu un deficit stabilit de 7% a fost semnată chiar de el, în calitate de Președinte al Senatului (în ianuarie). Cifrele sunt false însă, ministerele nu primes nici jumătate din cele 500 miliarde stabilite în lege la cheltuieli.

12:30 Slept two more hours with earplugs. Got awakened probably by fresh poops after "she left". I remembered i searched something yesterday. Do you know who is the haunting real voice behind so many Christmas songs you hear on certain stations in December? Karin Carpenter, a brand Sabrina capitalized on.

She died in 83 of congestive heart failure at 33 having 83 pounds or 38 kg after her heart muscle got consumed for nutrients by her own body. Taylor, Carpenter. Gardner (1976, Iași, olympic pool, Silver Streak, i was 16, she passed for a 14-15).

1:20 There is a gray older car with engine and AC on in our spot with a woman inside and a guy talking on the phone and circling that car.

1:40 Privind la acest tabel din Legea Plafoanelor m-a lovit o chestie. Mai multe. Plafonul pentru cheltuieli la Bugetul de Stat nu e de 522 (totalul din tabel adunând sumele pe ordonatori de credit din Anexa 3 la Legea Bugetului) ci de ci de 421 miliarde.

Recunosc, cifra mi-a furat ochii. A fost depășită în Legea Bugetului de Stat semnată de Bolojan în calitate de Președinte al Senatului în ianuarie cu cel puțin 70 miliarde.

Altă chestie ar mai fi că banii din Bugetul de Stat de exemplu, care ar trebui să ajungă la ministere se pierd undeva pe culoarele Palatului Victoria, la ministere ajungând cam poate jumătate din sumă, iar după această jumătate de sumă nu ar exista deficit, ci surplus.

Primii 4 ordonatori de credite (ministere) din acest tabel făcut pe baza Legii Bugetului au ceva ce aduce cu o balanță contabilă, cu niște cheltuieli mult mai mici (link-uri în tabel). Exemplu, Ministerul Învățământului. Poate cineva să-mi spună cât arată totalul în această balanță contabilă (greu de urmărit), reînnoită în fiecare lună proiectat pe un an și apoi să o compare cu suma din buget.

2:10 Site-ul Camerei Deputaților cu toate legile nu mai pot să-l accesez demult. De la site-ul Senatului mă trimit ăia tot la Camera Deputaților. Deci nu pot să văd legea 8/2025 (plafoanelor).

Mi s-a terminat și accesul gratuit la site-ul cu link-ul de mai sus, am găsit acest site amărât făcut de guvern cu ajutorul UE din care nici nu poți să citești bine, dar se vede că plafonul pentru Bugetul de Stat este de 421 miliarde iar în  Legea Bugetului de Stat suma este de 499 în prima pagină sau 522 dacă adunăm sumele din anexa 3.

Deci conform legii 8/2024 a Plafoanelor, Legea Bugetului de Stat este eronată dar și... ilegală!

2:30 I was searching for this picture with Karen (note the resemblance with Carrie Fisher) with her birthday cake and was thinking cake cake cake where are you when a guy with two small dogs on long leashes came to dance in front of my wall sized window.

3:25 A ok am găsit aici.

3:05 New items (symbolic) next to "no dumping place".

5:25 There is a portable toilet nest (behind) the maibloxes for a month now left ("forgotten") by the city since they last worked on sewer where everybody has to go at, daily.

6:29 It all started with that stupid conversation about seltzer water at Fredy Meyer last weekend. Yesterday i was refilling at Indian Head from a soda machine where it was written. Soda which was just carbonated water with nothing in it.

And then i started to think. All carbon dioxide needed to make carbonated water and even beer comes from alcohol fermentation, where it is captured and bottled using compressors and maybe filters or other form of purification. And then another question came to mind. How much carbon dioxide (as the main greenhouse gas) is produced by alcohol fermentation?

The answer might shock you. To make our booze we put in the air about half the amount of CO2 produced by cars. More than that. All the ethanol added in gas (like in Oregon and Washington is 10% at every pump) burns into carbon dioxide and water. And yes all the alcohol ingested turns into carbon dioxide and water inside our livers mainly. I think in total comes close to what cars produce.

However, all the grains and fruit the alcohol is made from have that carbon captured from the atmosphere, so it is a closed circuit.

6:40 Got this app on my phone that claim it can measure sound level in dB. I once pulled it a concert inside Chinook Winds Casino in Lincoln City and at 80 dB i started to feel uncomfortable. It was not so much the ears but the chest. My whole rib cage started to vibrate with the base on speakers. Would have been just a little bit more, i would have left.

But 120 dB with peaks at 140?

Alison

8:40 Transferanță

10:45 Went to knot one more bag at the bin next to mailboxes (and portable toilet) i saw earlier but could not reach. Got my head into a spider web that was hanging from the sky or the tree above and instinctively wiped my face. How this would have looked on camera?

11:50 I put a wet towel outside on the rail the help catch the dust that is shaken from the building. I think it helps a little.