6:15 AM Last night when i got home i thought the bottles from my door were a bit moved from the position i left them. I forgot to do my insulin last night and did it now but started a new pen. I dropped a drop of insulin on my hand after i did the shot and rubbed it with one finger and it was oily or syrupy, similar to glycerin. I googled and some say is not supposed to and it may become contaminated with silicon oil from the syringe lubrication. Getting a weird reaction to it that is kinda fading away. Now stumping upstairs near the door.

6:22 Tortured Poets Department.

6:27 Last night at Spirit Mountain i sat in the car and listened to music, was dozing at times, and then i opened a can of sardines and dropped some oil on my pants. That because some nervous people in the lot made me very nervous. Then i made sort of a dryer out of the sleeve of my jacket by covering all the dashboard vent except one and attaching the jacket with the sleeve on it and turning the heat on and it was working, but the stain being mostly olive oil, it did not dry all the way, though i blew hot air on it for one hour so i did not go in the casino except to the restroom.

7:10 I was feeling much better this morning after i missed a dose. My bags under eyes have also disappeared. Now i feel tired again like yesterday with balance problems.

8:10 This was posted after this, right? I think that is a Hyundai similar to mine (Transference). Also reckless. Also most freeways in the US also have cameras that may be used for tracking instead physically following and doing such stunts that may endanger other vehicles.

It's a GYM (looking similar to my Hyundai) and it must have onstar.

It looks to me the rear axle links to the car has been intentionally weakend for more dramatism. Also the bumper of the car seemed to have been raised on the left side because the axle position was too high or  hidden behind the bumper for the device go get "a shot" at it. The driver of the white car also cooperated, slowing and waiting for the device to be attached that can happened only from real close.

And yes we did not see from what direction that towing rope came from.

7:20 PM (Also to cover this)

8:16 Got shortness of breath that never stopped after i took that insulin shot. I was hesitating to post this, but she left yelling and cursing before she got into a car shortly after i posted this. I think this is market's reaction to her yells. Or my initial post which means people don't believe it just yet. 

8:26 Yeah it was a trick, somebody is still upstairs. They flushed after i did.

9:00 The City (or maybe Aylwin) finally picked the portable toilet. Among other things, it was providing deodorizing and like the antibacterial present in there, was being mutagen for the bacteria in the dumpster near it (unseen here, left of the mailboxes).

9:27 Cinism infinit, lipsă de logică, contrazicere de sine. Păi dacă angajatorii pun pe masă oferte de nerefuzat, de ce sunt 5 milioane de români la muncă în străinătate?

Cultura aversiunii față de muncă vin de la tunurile care s-au dat în România pe socoteala statului timp de 35 de ani din care atâția s-au căpătuit, sutele de miliarde care dispar din buget, sutele de mii de sinecuri la stat, pensionări înainte de termen și în general atitudinea politicienilor și a jurnaliștilor care indirect glorifică jaful.

Exemplu, Elena Udrea a dat tun de 4 miliarde bani europeni la Ministerul Turismului și Dezvoltării sau ce era și acum este invitată să intre iar în atenția publicului.

3:50 A little navigating through my blog and figured why the market dropped after April 2nd (yes, Norbert Latzin was/is a piano player who became Larry Knecthel and then Trump especially after his death in Hungary in 1984) and why it raised back up after 8 and ever since.

4:15 I was browsing through Trump's biography to see what was he doing in the 80s and what did i find.

Segregation, contempt, Mafia, 4000 lawsuits? No wonder the freeways in the Great NW State of Washington look like this... Or there's one trillion (1/7 of the federal budget) missing at Medicare... Still don't believe he was/is a real person no matter how many scandals his name was involved in but just a front.

6:55 I went to Walmart Pharmacy in Tigard and showed the Pharmacist the phenomena with the drop of insulin by squeezing the pen and rubbing it onto my hand. It did not seem so thick to me in that moment like last night but i told him about my suspicion and he gave me a pen that i paid for (half) through their discount program. While i was waiting for it got the reaction (heat, starting from that hand, shortness of breath) just by rubbing it against my hand when i showed him.

Came  home and compared thickness by squeezing some of both pens on a piece of plastic. Drops came a bit easier and further from the new pen and by rubbing with my finger on the shiny surface i saw there was a minimal difference in viscosity. Could be normal after keeping them one month in the fridge.

Also while i was there i figured why the reaction though i inject the insulin in the fat. When i pull the needle (after finishing pumping and waiting 5 more seconds) there is still pressure in the pen and the proof is drops of insulin fall and i figured when the pressurized tip of the pen travels through my skin backwards to the surface it releases some in the skin which had many blood vessels and there is an immediate reaction.

It makes no difference if you release the pushing button or not. The button remains pressed, ready for the next "dial".

Got back home and they were kids in the yard. One of the Asian girls about 10-12 was standing near the TV box at 90 degrees from my line of sight showing a fat belly that could be child obesity. Could be a reaction to what i said about insulin shots (done in my belly).

7:30 Wanted to go and check something under the car and changed my mind because outside was stinking like dog poop. Went back inside to get some bags, but when i went back outside i saw the guy with the ice-cream cart parked near the dumpster and honking. Which means i have to breath that smell for half more hour.