3:12 AM I am in the hotel room, tried to sleep for the last 2 hours. What happens is i wake up not breathing and i feel a slight paralysis on my whole body. I think i might have developed an infection with clostridium.

No or very little nausea, the kind it happened to me in the past when i ended in hospital. New asphalt, a couple of cups of cold water in the casino, a bit of chocolate. Angela too stops breathing briefly and i put the SPO2 monitor on one of her fingers (surprisingly she did not wake up, she would never let me to that without waking up), and her oxygen at times goes under 90 as she breathes with pauses.

I had some antibiotics, took one, hope i will be better but i know she wouldn't take any and will dismiss everything if i wake her up. Thing is she is more resistant to this stuff than i am.

From what i saw on the casino floor i think nobody is really sleeping here tonight except for us.

And BTW. The water comes hot at the faucet on both ends. When i took a shower (can't sleep with smoke in my clothes or hair) i had a hard time trying to adjust the temperature. But at the sink, it's just hot and hotter. In the bottle for shampoo there is conditioner, i had a hard time trying to wash it out of my skin with body wash.

I think they wanted me to take a very long shower. I took one when i left home in the morning, thing is with all the stinking garbage and poop in there, there is no way you and your clothes won't stink even when taken from the drier like this morning. All i had on me was taken from the drier.

9:41 Slept 5 and a half hours. The "apartments" smell that comes out of me and my clothes, a mixture of mold and dog poop, nauseates me, Angela is now breathing fine.