Sunday, August 24, 2025

1:30 They were people in the alley when we got back home. Other people are talking in the backyard. Today it has been one of the worst days of the whole summer, with construction and thing. Every time i was getting out somebody would get in my way.

When i threw the poops i picked i noticed the dumpster smelled really bad. As i said before, no one could live in that building next to it. There was some broken glass in front of it, some turned to a fine dust. I tried to pick the bigger pieces.

Bur first i went and threw some backing soda in it (it was nearly empty). Done it before so it was predictable. Did not aim right, something or some people made me nervous, it went in one side only. Then i went the second and the third time. The third time i aimed higher so the baking soda would fall and spread.

Three people, i think two men and two women passed by but they were far enough. Dressed in black, rather tall, some with hair painted green, looking like not living here.

It was an elaborate trap. They won't do anything "unprovoked".

In turn where we've been tonight in the parking lot or on the road someone sprinkled us with used litter dust. But pain started one hour after we left. Trouble is my eyes hurt all the way back here and was more like guessing the road.

I was thinking earlier. Would take one whole month to write here all that happened during one day today so i just gave up. Should at least have mentioned the episode with backing soda.

In the car i was listening the top 100s from the 70s and got to this song. If i did not see the name of the artist, would have sworn it was Tina Turner (it was the only version i remember). Is there anything these guys did not "steal in"?



Angela threw her clothes in the garbage (old jeans anyways). I put mine that stink in the washer. Trying to remember when i felt that smell, i think it was @Sheridan. When i got back in Newberg there was a cop hunting speeders hidden in the dark on a side of a road. I briefly saw him throw his window and i think it was the same who pulled me that day when they stole my sticker. Ordered a new filter for the car's cabin.

9:10 Lucky me. I was too tired last night when i remembered i didn't do my insulin shot. This morning i checked by BG and it is 178. Difference? I pulled the moldy carpet on top of the wall to wall carpet from living and exposed it to 100 degrees temperature outside and UV, used an UV lamp inside for one hour after we left, exposed other moldy objects like suitcases to sun and heat etc.. Used a nose decongestant twice in 24 hours.

Trouble is the wooden floor gets wet underneath from steam leaks from driers' pipe that go through basement.

I am hesitating to go outside because i know they are ready with the shows. Was just thinking of it, got to grab something from the car, started to hear a dog barking viciously in the back. BTW, i heard all morning like in the last few days the feral cats that are fed by some neighbors meowing like crazy because maybe they are in heat.

9:47 I wanted to write about this yesterday but i was still in lazy mode after that long drive. Besides, i had many other things to do and write these days.

I think i said it many times. Every Wednesday they come with 200 mph (320 kmh) blowers and blow the parking lot.



This Wednesday we came late at night from Reno, after a 554 miles drive. We noticed the next day a fine dust covering everything including the newly painted stair rails, walls, decs, windows screens, probably roofs too.

About 1-2 weeks ago after the finished doing siding (the first time) i saw two of the guys re-arranging disturbing the redwood chips with racks.

Some turn into a fine dust, especially by walking on them but the finest of it was set at the bottom. By doing so, they brought at the surface the finest dust. When they come with the 200 MPH over 100 dB offensive blowers they abuse it and blow the fine red dust too.

Redwood dust is very irritant and it gets inside. It is painful if applied on the skin. We both been very irritated in the last days. All these on top of what happened yesterday on the road and two month construction work on site and 6 months beyond within line of sight (city of Tualatin) with opening of the walls and exposing us to the mineral insulation dust.

This is how the siding looks after painting in an area they did not blow. (yes i took several attempts to take these pictures as people were moving closely around my entrance every time i tried). With the phone cause i can't find the camera.



This is how the dry, fine red dust looks like after being racked.

And this is how the siding looks where they did blow only once on the newly painted wall, in the same area from the picture above.

I knew about this for years now and for this purpose i bought a hose and was hosing the building every time after they blew it. But now they replaced some areas of the siding maybe implying it was my fault and i am reluctant to use the hose anymore.

This morning when i woke up they started a very noisy vehicle. The vibration from the exhaust releases the fine dust from the walls and screens, decks, stairs, into the air and some gets inside by under the door, through screens with open windows etc..

Yesterday we did a few loads of laundry. Heat from the drier together with sun (and heat from outside, it was over 100 yesterday) heated up the apartment and though we kept the windows open all night, temperature inside is 81 while outside is 74 at 10 AM so we still have the windows open.

I believe it is all intentional and retaliation for what i write as i am in pain right now because of the dust.

10:10 Every time i open the door to even look outside something is happening like people with dogs next to my door, people bending, people bringing taking kids from the daycare. If i look randomly outside through the window i don't see much activity. It is only when i go outside and they (their real AI) learned how to predict it.

10:20 Before they painted last week, the wall (siding) in front was painted blue.

10:20 The reason is so irritating. Redwood dust contains a large amount of tannins which are very resistant to rot and decomposing and also gives it the color red. I think the use or redwood chips around the buildings here is symbolic (red and blue).

After heavy rains (or once by testing the hydrant) the redwood chips flow in the alley and it is turned by the wheels of vehicles in a very fine dust. At least once i had to go and sweep it.

But in one year they put gravel (after the snow almost melted) and let it through the summer and it again turned into a very fine dust that was blown by the blowers. So i had no choice and went and swept it one day.

Yes it passes by the AC too. Any time one breathes in dust, it gets eliminated from the lungs through mucus in the esophagus, stomach and intestine, causing all kinda problems. One of the results is the numerous episodes of dysphagia i had, which is life threatening.

Yes i am in very much pain right now and have to go find an oil filter somewhere to change oil cause i believe the dust on the street yesterday also got into the engine. Got two, one from Amazon that says OEM on it and used this brand for years is counterfeit and the one i bought at AutoZone has a defect.

I think through weekly repetition and obvious intention, symbolism, persistence, reason (retaliation) this whole process described above qualifies as torture in any civilized country on Earth.

10:55 I remember my fist episode of dysphagia. It happened on a beach in front of several thousands people brough by a cruise ship in Astoria, i think in 2012. We walked on the boardwalk searching for a place to sit and eat. We passed a very angry Japanese young woman with backpack. We sat not far from a few cars with big exhaust, idling, possibly vibrating the sand. I ate and in the end chocked with a piece of apple. It lasted for about an hour or so.

The second one i remember was not long after i moved here (2015). The first old man upstairs looked like Pacepa, the guy who wrote that horrible book full of lies, Red Horizons, obviously written by that SOB "casino lawyer" Rychlak, officially co-author on his second book. (It takes many years of fine honing and immersing in a culture to be able to write like that).

Angela made fish and polenta with garlic sauce like right now and the man was walking on the floor upstairs, like all neighbors after him did, and the fish was dry and i chocked.

I went in the car thinking to go to the hospital, and he came and stood in front of the car, like a statue of a grand inquisitor, simulating trying to offer help which he probably would if i asked by since i did not he remained in the first frame. I went to the hospital parking lot and vomited some of it and then i tried to go and check in.

One big woman came and swallowed her saliva in front of me looking straight into my eyes and my body imitated hers through empathy or something (a form of shamanism or witchcraft or highly refined physio psychology or how should i call it) and i finally swallowed that fish clogging my esophagus and i went home.

1:34 PM Last first. I drank one liter of the water i bought at Walmart because i am all sweaty and dehydrated because of heat and dust. Yes stingy dust makes me sweat.

Water tasted like ozone. I knew cause when i used ozone in the room and drank from the cups that have been exposed to it, they developed a taste. Could it be they used too much of it for this batch?

Got back home with the filter. I tried two more OEM ones at Autozone. Though they don't have that indentation in the media the one i returned had, they had problems with the adhesive/sealant at the bottom. Irregular, missing, small parts about to fall. And it is in the area after or downstream filtration.

So o did not take a chance with those and bought a generic brand.

They were a number of events at Autozone that qualifies them as scripted, acted. All the people there and subsequently at Walmart were actors. Playing dumb, playing tired, playing bored, carefully creating stupid scene like the one i am trying to describe now.

I asked the manager (he says  he is one of them) to find me a generic replacement since all the OEM on the shelf (i saw two of them) were defective. What? All i looked at so far, and that numbers in dozens had a thick layer of adhesive. BTOG begs to differ.

Yes the humble oil filter. What can go wrong with it. These had parts of missing adhesive at the bottom which means an internal leakage translating into more, permanent by-pass of of the filtering media. Not such a great deal, not noticeable when changing them anyways. Just less filtration. And these checked today with blobs of adhesive about to fall potentially getting inside the engine. I know Hyundai had big recalls concerning blocked oil passages, but those were on the return lines.

Excessive bearing wears fits in this scenario. Glue getting loose and clogging passages.

I really don't understand this design. They put adhesive in the low pressure area, or after filtration, with pressure applied on it on the other side. I guess nobody complained about yet. I myself didn't care for so many years until one day i looked.

So the manager turned the display towards me to let me choose the brand. But when he turned it, it stopped working. So he started to frantically push and pull wires in the back until he made it work and then he kinda asked me to go on the other side of the cunter, being way to close to the woman at the next counter casually leaning on the side of it. Way to close.

I am also stinking because i forgot to remove from the car the filter contaminated last night with litter dust sprinkled intentionally on the street. And in pain. This time from that source and from the building.

So i just turned it towards me and it did not stop working.

Of all the many brands uselessly listed there, they only had STP in stock so his gesture of turning the display was useless. I checked two, though they also look a bit irregular, the adhesive and media seemed to be ok.

The guy who accepted the return when i got there returned from lunch and checked my STP filter. How long have i been there? When i first came, they were 3 customers, 5 attendants and apparently there was a line i did not see (made of nobody) and waited for 10 minutes or until the line started to grow and i noticed it.

And yes when i leaved i took a picture of the i think silica absorbent dust layed in the lot since i bought the first (OEM) filter about a week ago.

Went to Walmart across to buy other stuff, especially needles for my lancets, but those are completely different, long stories. Enough to say, to me it all seem real time scripted, using AI (that works, not like google stupid AI) to coordinate people, all creating casual scene that should mean nothing, but in my presence would have highly symbolic meaning, not flattering to me, when looked on the streamed leaked by Walmart on the dark web (most likely).

All the people at Autozone, Walmart today like always were actors or acting, none of them in there for normal business. When confronting (by "piercing" X-ray looks from my part like saying "what the hell are you doing now and why"), they seemed not to care and continued undisturbed with the script whispered in their tiny headphones).

I wanted to do it in the morning, waited for 10 for the Beaverton Hyundai dealer to open, then Angela told me to return the one i bought at AutoZone, also needed lancet needles from Walmart, i went to Walmart in the mean temperature got 93 degrees outside and i wanted to go for a trip far from this craziness here, on the reservation at Indian Head.

But for that i need to search for other jeans and take another shower in less than 24 hours. Constant inflammation from different type of dust and bacteria all summer long created infections like in sinuses and other areas of my body, aggravated by cold fast air blown by the cheap AC.

From neglecting the poops around the building all morning here it started to stink like it.

2:45 Above all, he started the black BMW when i was about to go outside for poops. It shakes from the all the dust from the building on me.

3:00 Went outside. Two girls were doing a (sexy) show at the last D entrance. One guy came out of o a car as i was climbing down the stairs. One woman climbing at the other entrance when i got to the closest point. One woman coming with the dog when i was done with the poops and it did not appear she had a bag. One car slowing to a stop behind me when i checked for cigarettes in the jacket on the back seat etc.. All seem coordinated.

11:45 Swift T'aylor?


1:50 My favorite movie is Star Wars, original series, followed by Star Trek NG and MIB.

All so hot it hurts so i just quit watching.