Tuesday, April 29, 2025

12:35 AM Can't remember when, i was pretty wasted but did not realize, lost track of how much ive been drinking but it was like half hour before i posted that picture (8:54 picture time) with the portable potty. I think after i took that picture at the locker i went for another walk when i saw a white car with a woman inside again resembling AlexaCrush (i saw so many lately), it was dark and i saw her face from a side for a second, but enough to see she was kinda desperate.

That car passed me as i was walking towards the building, then it stopped at another building, way before mine, backed up in a spot as it seemed the car was self driving (not the known kind), a white newer car with many LEDs in a line on a short beam and though could not recognize her through the wins shield she looked desperate as i passed but never got out. Then i stopped to look and saw another car from another spot like blocking me, preventing from passing or justifying the fact that i stopped.

Then i continued walking towards my building and kept turning my head, but i think she never got out.

Welcome to the era when your own car can kidnap you.

12:50

1:00 Last night at about the same hour i had my BG @230 and took half of the prescribed insulin and tonight i have 217 and took again half (17 out of 34) and earlier today i had under 200 for the first time after a long time. I guess it happens because i re-started to take the Metformin.

1:30 CAC40 index almost reads like cacao and FTSE, well, like...

2:05 Just saw it on google news (local). I think Angela said something but was it yesterday (28) or the day before. She said she saw multiple fire vehicles and ambulances etc. when she went to work. Thing is there have been 3 fires in the last 24 hours in Tualatin and one of them early 28 right behind the "Las Casitas" park construction, that is really close to where we live.

I could have been anything, i am so used to the loud noises @here like doors being slammed much harder than normal, very loud modified exhausts, i did not pay attention.


Last few days i heard upstairs other people though her car is parked next to my truck. I think they are coming and going through the attic.

8:40 Just awoke after 6 hours and a  half. There is a guy upstairs with a whooping cough or something i heard yesterday for the first time but he only coughs once (every hour or so) like i saw a guy in a video yesterday. I don't think is her boyfriend or the woman who was there for almost one year is still there though her car is parked next to my truck and his truck is in the spot.

My back pain that could be my kidneys is back as i walked yesterday, got all perspired, and last night in the cold. Could have been someone bending as well.

The weirdo in the video above is young István Vörös who looks like Frank Bubenick, the mayor of Tualatin (The City, in the song he keeps saying "the city is full of love").

Good morning to you too, you look tired, is this clear enough? Sorry for what i posted yesterday, i was drunk. These days i loose count after a couple of drinks and i was really really pissed and kept drinking and could just not realize why i was feeling so weird. "And i still wake up". He coughed one more time, only once. Again. Yeah i think his name is Gray like i just posted about Seal's song "kissed by a rose on the gray". These guys are inhumanly cynical, could it be they brought him here.

I thought i was ok but after i shifted my brain in high gear to post here, now i feel wasted again. And i breath through my congested nose. Let me check my BG. 280. That is because i did not take a metformin last night. Moved around a bit, my back pain is almost gone. Heard a diesel engine, then a big gas engine with modified exhaust. Looked and saw no truck in the spot.

Things are moving fast from one scene to another but generally one scene at the time which suggests AI coordination.

There is something i wanted to say last night but was too pissed. It was all smelling like some sort of mold, inside and out. Found on the red dust, in front of the other entrance, a couple of almost empty cans of Bud and one was crushed.

They usually throw empty cans of beers or soda or food wraps but only the kind i ate or drank last time, maybe to create through mutations by the tannins of the red dust weird specialized bacteria or yeasts or molds that attack me. It's like the "doubling" with news and names and people.

9:20 Now i heard a sound upstairs, but it's light, not the kind i used to, though someone is trying to stomp. Coming from the dining to bathroom, now flushing, now back in the dining area next to kitchen.

10:35 I ate, shaved, started a load of white, sept some slected areas, read the news, posted something, getting ready for a shower, they released outside some sort of smoke or dust that makes me sneeze like crazy as a guy was passing with a dog through the lawn.

10:53 It will be hours until they'll come (up) with an official explanation as why the market suddenly decided to go up and that on -2.5% oil price. Until then, all i can think of was me sneezing?

10:55 Mr. Moody Analytics știe ceva ce toți românii nu știu. Cum, cât (și pe ce) este cheltuit bugetul, acest mister financiar.

11:00 Păi mi se pare normal. După 30 de ani de pârjol și potop mai contează o invazie de lăcuste pe câmpul de mătrăgună?

11:07 I think it's time again i explained the trick with the wide wall between kitchen and bathroom. Between kitchen and bathroom of our apartment the wall is wide enough for a man to fit in there. Don't ask my why, i only measured. So i assume if someone gets in there while i take a shower, on the IR scanner it will show like two persons are taking a shower or whatever.

So i sneeze, get in the shower, Gray gets in the wall next to me and the market jumps 0.5% and someone is racking the profit on insider bets.

11:55 I didn't say anything about the hub (locker!). Just that it was there.

6:00 PM They picked the potty boxes. Somebody left cat food next to our door.

7:10 Also at WinCo i saw a number of pissed of plain Asians and Hungarian actors. I would be too if somebody would try to wash 425 years of our history. Wondering what they're gonna do next.

I said it first! They double everything.

7:15 Biggest outbursts upstairs today where when i was hitting certain news.

7:50 Nuami Dinescu
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