6:55 PM About 30 minutes ago i wanted to go smoking and felt the smell of dirty laundry. Went to check under the deck. There is little dust remained there but in a corner, embedded in a tangle of small roots, under a small pile of dust there was the product of a cat.
About 20 minutes ago i poured myself a glass of wine and a bit of diet Pepsi in it to make it bubbly.
I dragged the pieces out of the tangle with a stick and went inside to grab a bag. Then i went again carefully curling myself (got a bad back pain) under the deck and gathered those. Wanted to dig more to see if i missed any but the smell was unbearable so i got out from that uncomfortable position.
Next to me there there we was. The guy with a pony tail from E4 with his dog barking and jumping like crazy my height high, and him barely keeping under the leash, saying "stay" "stay". A few seconds later he would have caught me under the deck. Then i saw the red Mazda with the lights on pointing at me and windshield whippers on.
Went inside, was really nauseated. Took a charcoal and soon felt hunger from the wine. Put a small pot in the mw and said to myself i can go and smoke while that one heats up but went in the back. I saw from the low level at the crushed entrance a "needy" kid coming out and a more grown one carrying some pieces of board in one of the garages.
The mystery woman, the owner of the Mazda, came out and gave that kid something, probably food, with a carrying gesture. Planes were flying. I smoked my cigarette and went back inside, ate my pie and was thinking on how to write all these without accidentally self incriminating.
So i guess in a way i was right when i said the mystery woman she introduced as Autumn was Alexa Crush, with some AI added. But she is not Nikolett Krajcsi and there is a long list of women i thought each at a time she was. (Coud see her only from a distance or at night). (I know believe) she is China Kantner, 54, the daughter of Grace Slick.
I feels like springtime.
7:20 On Z100 Billy Jean started. Earlier saw one of the black cats passing by my patio. I will go and check again under the patio.
7:35 I think i missed a couple of pieces under the deck (or someone brought a couple of pieces, making it look like i missed them).
I dragged the pieces out of the tangle with a stick and went inside to grab a bag. Then i went again carefully curling myself (got a bad back pain) under the deck and gathered those. Wanted to dig more to see if i missed any but the smell was unbearable so i got out from that uncomfortable position.
Next to me there there we was. The guy with a pony tail from E4 with his dog barking and jumping like crazy my height high, and him barely keeping under the leash, saying "stay" "stay". A few seconds later he would have caught me under the deck. Then i saw the red Mazda with the lights on pointing at me and windshield whippers on.
Went inside, was really nauseated. Took a charcoal and soon felt hunger from the wine. Put a small pot in the mw and said to myself i can go and smoke while that one heats up but went in the back. I saw from the low level at the crushed entrance a "needy" kid coming out and a more grown one carrying some pieces of board in one of the garages.
The mystery woman, the owner of the Mazda, came out and gave that kid something, probably food, with a carrying gesture. Planes were flying. I smoked my cigarette and went back inside, ate my pie and was thinking on how to write all these without accidentally self incriminating.
So i guess in a way i was right when i said the mystery woman she introduced as Autumn was Alexa Crush, with some AI added. But she is not Nikolett Krajcsi and there is a long list of women i thought each at a time she was. (Coud see her only from a distance or at night). (I know believe) she is China Kantner, 54, the daughter of Grace Slick.
I feels like springtime.
7:20 On Z100 Billy Jean started. Earlier saw one of the black cats passing by my patio. I will go and check again under the patio.
7:35 I think i missed a couple of pieces under the deck (or someone brought a couple of pieces, making it look like i missed them).
It has been more than five hours since i awoke however by brain is partly asleep. Could it be the poop smell, the smoke that at one time came from outside, diabetes, all of the above, who knows.
8:25 The smell is still in here, though diminished. At 7:50 went to the liquor store after about one week. (At Z100 they play "Everybody at the bar get tipsy"). There is a reason they have liquor stores in Oregon. They can add one or a few shows every time i go in there.
They were two cars flashing yellow lights on both sides of the building. On the rood i've been bullied by a gigantic white truck. In the store they welcomed me with a guy bending deep to a shelf right in front of me. I heard a count down.
I grabbed my liquor after the isle has been cleared bv a funny short German looking man. At the counter, i saw another Japanese (of the three i saw in there recently). I was gratefully when another guy grabbed my bottle. I asked for a strong bag. Could not tap the card (he said at times it gets stuck). I asked for a receipt, he gave me one to sign (wouldn't had to if the tap tag was working).
The Japanese guy could not stop his laugh when i signed, like implying "what a joke, he can't read and write". A woman in a car passed when i turned my lights on, catching my light. When i got back, the car in front of the crush entrance were the kid came out earlier was still flashing yellow lights.
On the radio Punk sings "if you're laughing you are perfect to me".
8:42 On Z100 Nick Back "the bottom of every bottle" as i am slowly getting comfortable numb.
The Soggy Bottom Boys weren't that smart either since the man with the pad was blind (Just for the fun of it).
8:25 The smell is still in here, though diminished. At 7:50 went to the liquor store after about one week. (At Z100 they play "Everybody at the bar get tipsy"). There is a reason they have liquor stores in Oregon. They can add one or a few shows every time i go in there.
They were two cars flashing yellow lights on both sides of the building. On the rood i've been bullied by a gigantic white truck. In the store they welcomed me with a guy bending deep to a shelf right in front of me. I heard a count down.
I grabbed my liquor after the isle has been cleared bv a funny short German looking man. At the counter, i saw another Japanese (of the three i saw in there recently). I was gratefully when another guy grabbed my bottle. I asked for a strong bag. Could not tap the card (he said at times it gets stuck). I asked for a receipt, he gave me one to sign (wouldn't had to if the tap tag was working).
The Japanese guy could not stop his laugh when i signed, like implying "what a joke, he can't read and write". A woman in a car passed when i turned my lights on, catching my light. When i got back, the car in front of the crush entrance were the kid came out earlier was still flashing yellow lights.
On the radio Punk sings "if you're laughing you are perfect to me".
8:42 On Z100 Nick Back "the bottom of every bottle" as i am slowly getting comfortable numb.
The Soggy Bottom Boys weren't that smart either since the man with the pad was blind (Just for the fun of it).
