Friday, October 31, 2025

1:20 AM Just spoke with Angela about what happened on 25. She can't remember a thing.

3:18 Government shutdowns do not save but cost money.

3:45 Earlier i went outside to deal with the poops. They (changed their mind?) started to dig more at the walking path accross the alley, making it 2 meters deeper. Much more noise because of that (it never stopps since March when they started the park and June since they started the siding). When i came back the signs at the door were moved. Then i fried some chicken. Now my Walmart San soda tastes like ammonia. Going to WinCo to get more soda pops to see if there's a difference.

1:00 PM Price got under 150. Still a good excelent option for a low budget web browsing word processing and even gaming computer.

When it came it got inside the box a cable for the displayport comm standard so i just hoocked it thinking it was going to be better than HDMI.

However. All text in Windows got so small i can't read it. I have to get real close to the screen when i hit a right click menu in Chrome to see where copy and paste is. I tried all the options and this is how i discovered the newest Windows makeup.

Don't know, i used Linux for such a longtime, didn't have time to install it and since this computer is so fast i did not bother. But at least on 11 they put some sort of interface on top of the old Windows to make it look.

But if you go deeper in a menu you start to see the old dialog boxes that BTW do not obey the text size setting, like choosing more options here. BTW i could not find a better way to add a whole folder to Windows Media Player (in Windows all utilities start with the name Windows except for Word which is called Microsoft Word).

See for yourself.

Every once in a while i see a menu with tiny letters and square corners of the old dreaded Control Panel. Some things never change.

Thursday, October 30, 2025

11:13 AM I went for the second time today and picked and knotted 7-8 poops. At @6 AM i picked 4-5 more. However the dumpster is full with fermented garbage the window blows from that direction, there is smoke outside and they haven't picked the garbage as of right now, being Thrusday though i thought i heard them earlier today and the air inside is hard to breath. I just started the ozone generator.

Lately they also come with big dogs leaving bulky poops but they were some small one with pheromones.

Yesterday there has been a big noise half day from laying fermented bark dust at the park, then 3-4 more hours from blowing the parking lot, picking leaves.  I was in pain because of being exposed to brick dust at Walmart, right now there is a big engine running outside i don't know what it is.

Smoke, garbage and vibration raise my BP and i have to take medicine to bring it down.

Was very sick last night before i went to bed, today i am better after sleeping about 6  hours in two pieces.

12:23 PM Made some coffee, tried to relax, did some searches on a subject. A modified exhaust started to thunder outside the door, for about 10 minutes now. Still do not hear the garbage truck. 12:33 I know what they did. They brought a new poop and the vibration pumped the smell inside covered at first by coffee smell.

BTW when i left the first time about an hour ago they started a bunch of sirens at the street (if not that, they bring a plane or two, a prolonged airhorn sound on the freeway, name it).

Yeah and you'all expect me to be sane. Ok the story of the new microwave oven. The old one paint or ceraminc coating whatever inside started to peel off and i ordered one on Amazon. I remember how lucky i was with the old one. I thought it leaked too much, i went and bought two more which were way worse so i returned them (at Walmart). I can leave with it if i start it and run and stay away until it beeps.

I chose a brand (Toshiba). Though a brand name would be better. However this one puts ten times more the radiation (and pain). I tried all the tricks i knew, realign hinges, cover the grills with aluminum foil etc.. All i did is i made myself more pain from starting it, runing away but not fast enough, for the next 12 hours. Packed it back, ready to return but i'm so tired of returning stuff to Amazon.

I thought of this many times. By accepting the return with this reason, Amazon akonwledges there is something wrong with the product, in this case a safetey problem and the problem is with the whole class of products, should they keep selling if they accept a return for this reason? But of course they keep selling those because... 

Also shouldn't they reimburse you for all the trouble of buying, unpacking, testing, packing and returning?

Did i mention how flimsier and flimsier they build thing things, the outer sheet metal shell is so thin you can bend a corner of it with one finger though the leakage starts somewhere at the magnetron itself.

BTW lately i started to feel and measure signal coming from upstairs. But every time i raised the meter to the ceiling to pinpoint the location (usually it can be blocked with one piece of 2x2 ft aluminum foil pinned on the ceiling, if you kow the location (of the router i guess)) it stopps like it had a mind or AI of its own.

BTW today i feel pain in the known sensitive areas and my meter (with the alarm) was turned off all night and morning.

I am Loona, the black Punther. I hate people. (click on Youtube to see translation).




Wednesday, October 29, 2025

7:40 AM Last night at Wallmart. There was this guy cutting with a power tool through the faux bricks facade. Don't know, was trying to prove maybe it is made of bricks.

Good enough to make a cloud of mostly corosive silica (glass) dust. Though the wind was blowing kinda paralel to were i was, some got into my eyes and i had problems driving back home in the rain and dark, pain after. Needles to say, the number of cars and surrounding buildings that have been contaminated.

I saw several Asian people inside, one bleached Asian woman to make her German looking, kids following me through the store, etc.. 4 teens with hair were marching through the store.

I don't have time to describe the scene they created at the checkstand.

Timestamp on video is 9:44 AM.
 
9:08 Similar clouds of dust trying to beat the fog at the construction site while i was picking the poops, and when the dust stopped a guy that is usually coming here lately, now with a new hair cut, half shaven, half fringe, came and pooped his dog right in front of me, than picked but did not knot. I was thinking. These are the most talented that can really be mistaken from Mexicans they push here and in stores and stuff.

I was thinking all morning. Probably cover me in s...t because they think i am gay which i am not. As for concrete (silica, glass) dust...

Part of their strategy of cuantum repeating.


6:15 PM It was a trick. In the video above there's steam from the fermented bark dust.

6:17 FCSB a pierdut cam multe meciuri în ultimul timp. Poate așa a făcut 2 milioane pentru donație, au pariat unii pe cine trebuie. Nu știu când a fost făcută poza asta, dar de pe 6 octombrie sportivii nu mai pot face reclamă la jocuri de noroc.

Apropo, nu mi-a răspuns încă nimeni la întrebarea cine se sesizează când guvernul încalcă legi, ca de exemplu legea plafoanelor, legile bugetelor.

Tuesday, October 28, 2025

1:00 AM Did my rounds, found only two, is really chalenging with so many leaves, someone was drying, covering all smell, saw big pieces of furniture in the no dump area (next to G1) including an old mid size fridge.

Wondering how could they brought those in there without no one seeing them but then i remembered i saw 4 teens bringing a bed in there and i thought they did it as a prank, did not seem to be the moving kind.

Hope the're going to take them tomorrow, usually Tuesday someone picked them up cause they make the whole area stale. Started the ozone generator on lowest setting.

Monday, October 27, 2025

10:22 Last night while driving back from Lincoln City a weird song came in sequence. I thought it was a mistake done by those who made the playlists i bought online - over 6200 songs with top 100s since 1960 sorted by years and searchable by artist or song - but i made a note to verify tonight.

A probably cleaner version of the song - don't have time to check right now" made it on Nr.6 on Billboard that year. If you wanna search for it and play it, that is entirely your business but the song is kinda funny.

Sunday, October 26, 2025

10:00 AM There has been a monster party upstairs. At 12:20 Angela hit again the walls and the ceiling, so hard it got me scared. Then they stopped, however they kept climbing up and down the stairs, talking loud with baritone voices and foreign accents and making noises till close to 2. I slept about 7 hours.

Yesterday i found one plastic jar with cottage cheese in the fridge looking yellow at the surface, stinking really bad. Then i found a rotten potato in the bag with 4 potatoes. It happens all the time, maybe twice a month to find either that or other fruit in the basket completely covered by mold or one rotten potatoes while all the others are perfectly ok.

Yesterday i also found peels from an orange rotting outside the door. I constantly find outside wraps from foods i eat, etc.. If i drink a beer then the next day i found an empty can with a little beer on it etc. always at the borderline between the antibacterial redwood dust full of tanins and grass. Theu start mold and bacteria strains that are selected and made more virulent by the antibacterial stuff and generally promote an always fresh mold smell.

Being constantly sick with your immune system stretched out to the max make you more vulnerable and obedient.

10:22 Democrația, așa cum am cunoscut-o eu până acum, eu un truc sau un număr de trucuri cu care se păcălește majoritatea, iar apoi majoritatea ia decizii (cam în silă) în urma acestor iluzii. Iluziile de obicei nu țin mult, însă suficient de mult ca să se ia o decizie iar apoi totul se uită.

Munca lor, a celor 1% sau l care ne mână este crearea și păstrarea iluziei și obținerea delegației de a acțina în numele marii majorități. Diferența între noi și ei este că ei sunt foarte organizați iar noi nu avem timp. Oric tendință de organizare spontană este mai apoi deturnată și pusă la muncă pentru ei.

11:55 It took me almost one hour to make guacamole and omlet. Morning is gone but i am having breakfast. How many time thought i was ready and how many times i turned aroun? Finally broght the plate at the computer where i face the big glass sliding door.

In that very moment a short woman, probably officially Filipina, dressed in a coat with black and white intricate motif (often used by Nazi, symbolizing segregation) together with a hood passed by fast, with a dog, feet away from that window?

How could she/they had calculated that moment i myself didn't know? This type of scary stuff happened several times during the last days.

They are still using the momentum gained last week, preparing for the inauguration of the great orthodox cathedral in Bucharest through allegories of which i am the center. I supposedly lure children here with food but they are protecting them with nazi coats and dogs.

My whole life is an allegory with thousands of actors and extras all around me, for the same purpose.

There a couple of firms, Ariat and North Face that are used to stick these things in people's faces. Leavitt and Rev'it.

At a larger scale, the Israel last war in Middle East, another allegory that keeps drawing people to right extreme. I think it was all staged from the beginning and Gaza was kept for situations when they needed it.

12:08 And the other type of scary stuff. It was quiet upstairs except for singular, once in an hour floor creaks. It just happened when i cursed all the ninja in my mind. This week was special to them too. Yesterday the forked the floor for longer hours than ever (probably 10 in total).

Ok it started in full swing though kinda shy, i assume "from being tired since last night".

1:25 PM What do they mean is non-functional. I write in it every day and i can see it if i'm signed out of google.
12:00 AM Ok i cut that aluminum tape in half inch bands and i put four of them on each side at the contact between door and frame. It actually increased, not decreased the leackage. Space is way more than the thickness of the layers of tapes.

Then i taped the corners of the door where it moves with duck tape and the leakage decreased by 100 times. I think i will come up with something better than the duck tape. Yeah i believe anybody could make this experiment with their own oven.

Thee is an app on Android that measures grossly the leakage of a microwave oven (low level of sensitivity, but it measures if the leakage is big). Measure and note where that needles climbs (or stops). Then identify the corners that are moving, press the door and put some duck tape that needs to be put at one side and then tensioned so the door won't move.

 Or you could even push the door inside where it moves and have someone else do the measurement. Not from near or you will measure the leakage through the glass/plastic door. From about 2 meters.

12:35 One more thing before i go to bed or start to watch a movie. Before i left for Lincoln City today at 3 PM i had to put some pressure in my tires. Temperature is dropping due to fall and pressure goes down accordingly. I set my pump at 35 and started with the left front. In that very second one guy behind me or accross the alley started his own. Deja vu. Last time when i did it he again mimicked me.

For what? I think i have an answer. Setting the pressure or even reading it involves... reading, so they will maintain that for as long as they can for as many as they can i can't read, And i think audio is going out through the vibration of fiber optic cables that surround us.

Ok one more. The show at the 76 gas station at the corner. Another deja vu. Went in there, put my card in and then tried to figure what to do for a fillup. Press enter works, usually. I did so, it did not work. Then the guy came, literally pusshed me aside and i think he said i should push 0 and then enter and he did it for me but i got mad and restarted the whol thing. The result was a receipt with 0 dollars 0 gas on it.

Then i tried again and keyed in 100 dollars. Another trick i knew since i worked at a gas station in 2006. The answer on the display came with dollar limit = 1. One dolar.

Then when i tried the third time the pump got locked. So i went to the other gas station on Nyberg, the Shell near I5. Then there was a car parked at the next pump in the opposite direction. But that just distract me.

They were a number of black sacks with garbage brouth (dumped) between pumps by someone i assume and the attendant took those later. Tthe gas was like 20 cents per gallon more. Then while i was pumping an small black SUV i think a SUBARU with the LPN QQQ came and an Asian woman was staring at me.

Then i got into the car and my hands were smelling like gas like crazy. Like i handled gas and then dried. I tried to wash my hands with a little water from a bottle at USBank near the ATM but my hands smelled for like one hour, until we ran into smoke.

And it looks like i have to go outisde cause i detected a smell.

7:17 Today i went to Beaverton to buy something. On my way back around 1 PM a woman in a really small gray crossover cut my way coming from a right alley into a four lane street. I turned the weel switching lanes and she did brake, stopping in the right lane as i passed her i gave  her the finger. She did not blink or even looked at me, like she was a robot but i took a good look and she was looking like...

Then i looked on the mirror as she crossed the street, entered an alley on the opposite side and then she went the opposite way.

She supposedly in Tokio with Trump right now so i don't know how she could have made it. Except maybe in a military plane refueled half way across Pacific. Or a secret hyperloop tunnel which i suspect they already have.

It was quiet all evening as i slept. Then when i started to look for her in the list of Japanese actresses, upstairs they started  heavy stumps. Yes it was the last thing i wanted to do tonight.

Saturday, October 25, 2025

4:39 I have a diarhea that won't stop for days. I would assume it has something to do with that old BBQ grill tossed by the garages, but this morning wasn't there. However they left the propane tank behind which is rusty and may again be conatminated with stuff from BBQs. So i just grabbed the tank, is seemed empty and took it to the dumpster closer to the office so they will see it tomorrow.

BTW i saw another grill in the balcony at G3. Could it be the same, a bit cleaned or a new one? Could not see, it's too dark outside. Nobody else seem to be living in that building which is closest to ours.

11:30 Can anybody explain me why creaking upstairs have stop a few days ago and now all i hear is heavy stumping and hitting objects and if i try to record it with my phone (the recorder broke) it stops altogether? (and then restarts when the recording gets too loong to be listened to the end if i upload it).

11:38 Fiind băiet site-uri cutreieram.

Da bine dar elevii... Ce căutau elevii minori pe acele site-uri și cum s-a aflat că își distribuiau pozele? Le-au trimis din greșeală la director?

7:20 PM Angela is on Oxicodone and/or Hydrocodone for a week now for severe back pain, she had a few drinks and one regular coffee and then being frustrated with the regular Friday slap from Steve at work (she's too mad to talk about, it gets worse every weekend) she went nuts, yeling over and over the same things and then forgetting and starting over. When she was about to calm down, he upstairs who took a break in this time from this morning, started to make a big noise, vacuuming, startling her again.

She wanted to open windows all the time, from outisde dog waste smell is coming, after i cleaned the area in the morning they probably brought new ones.

7:38 I think after he vacuumed he vibrated the floor and "air" from Deep Space Nine (between his floor and our ceiling, 2 ft), came in here and when i looked at the air quality monitor (it's right in my face), VOC was over 3.000 and formaldehide over 0.500 (what is that mg/m3?). I opened the window, it started to go down, in about  5 minutes now is just over 1000 and 160.

7:41 Still going down, now is 0.5, 0.1.

7:52 Lower levels for ever. I think what happens is when he vibrated the floor upstairs our floor got vibrated through resonance and instanly released all the VOC it had accumulated after my last vacuum cleaning, 3 weeks ago.

When i was in Lake Oswego i went to Home Depot and bought some padding trying to replace the stinking one in there. However, the new one was releasing about 10 times stingy smell then the old one so i just returned it. There is nothing worse in your home. Nothing. If you don't believe me please go to  Home Depot or Lowes and smell one of those. It could be made of recylced sneakers however what it smells is the glue that holds the pieces together.

7:55 Now upstairs i hear a creaking noise like someone is wrestling with himself on the floor. If i try to record it will stop for about 2-3 minutes then it will start again.

8:00 Better off. With a huricane sound from the egine and squealing breakes of their giant Toyota SUV, they left.

8:15 Nevermind, they're back. That was it? 15 minutes? Shopping, buying groceries, McDonalds, a movie? Yes i remember. They do this evry weekend, go out for about 15 minutes.

8:25 Donation? That sounds weird. Couldn't they had just made a loan until government restarts (From Federal Reserve Bank), maybe?). 130 millions? That is approximately 1/1000 of the US aid to Ukraine.                

10:22 Upstairs they started a party wiht guests and loud base (at times). (No talking or laughing though). Just want to mention i am not part of it and i will never be as i never talked to those guys except when she tossed that lighter from the balcony. I believe they know what i am typing, they tossed something on the floor while i was typing this phrase.

10:28 Now i hear talking.

I finished Foundation. Lots of analogies with today's world. The Inheritance, a nostalgia for a world lead by robots?

I rembember i read I robot when i was in grade school. The 3 (very naive) rules of robots. Robots where seen in the book as a people made to serve human kind. This part will never happened.

I can't remember if read the Foundation or not. Most likely not cause the story of a mult-milenial empire ran by clones does not fit well with comunist censorship back then.

But yes there are tons of analogies that can be made. Starting with the always 3 emperors, like the current situation in Japan, association with the Sun, Asimov predicted 75 years ago many of the things we have today.

Global communications (made wireless locally). Supercomputers. Artificial Inteligence (nascent). Internet, not seen much in the movie (series, whatever), they still rely on a vast library but implied.

Cloning (haven't seen human ones, they probably keep them away from public. Telephaty (psychic abilities) if there is, kept away from public. No serious ready to use spaceships. Mass manipulation using music, media and other means. Plenty.

10:35 Now they are dancng upstairs. I think. Imagine that.

This is the second weekend we chose to stay home. I believe it's gonna be a very intersting evening. That is if we don't leave. Maybe not.

11:27 Kept thinking ever since i wrote it. If salary for one month for the whole military is worth 130 million (how come so little, is that a week), then if we multiply that by 52 we get... No, i was wrong, the whole amount is 6.8 billion, right? Multiplied by 26...

26 * 6.8 = 176.8 billions, right?

11:55 Angela knocked on a wall and yelled: "It's midnight!" Base started louder.

Friday, October 24, 2025

12:12 AM Foundation. Yes got to that point in the movie where a clone of Hari Seldon met Telem Bond and her people, with the unvoicing thing and got curious and did an (AI assisted) google search.

As i suspected there are major differences in abstrat thinking related to different languages and their writting systems. If we add to that cultural, religious and historical differences, we may come to the conclusion that some people on this planet do think enitrely different than others (they may be like aliens to us).

If there is such type of communication as telepathy it should manifest at low and not high level of abstractization or no abstractization at all (direct emotional only). It may be that use of verbal language especially of the phonetic type may supress more of this innate ability to communicate than other types because of different, more complex neural pathways and frequencies of brain waves that accompany it and memory fragments that it engages.

Bowing which at origin used to be touching foreheads in eastern cultures or a hug or even shaking hands in western may initiate a synchronization of brain waves and emotions and/or subconcious communication but nowadays there could be a need for traning and preparedness to give conscient access to it. As we can see some use hand gesture to symbolize highly abstract concepts

4:15 After the smoke dissipated in the back inside here started to smell like a very used oven though in ours i sprinkled backing soda. I remember i saw earlier in the "no dumping area" near the garages besides the bed that has been there for several days a BBQ grill complete with a propane tank.

The management contracts all kinda firms to come and pick them but they do so once a week, usually at the beggining so those things will be there several more days.

An old  BBQ grill has all kind of bacteria trained selected to thrive in that eniromnent and then i jumped on that old bed and theb is mutated by the redwood dust full of tannins that was layed everywhere including in the area where they are right now. We both can't sleep as a result, Angela awoke after 4 hours, i never fell asleep.

6:17 Just because i said about jets, yesterday the blew concrete dust and vibrated the dust from the building and i was in pain all night.

11:35 Went briefly outside and saw the bed and the BBQ grill have been taken as the smell inisde has eased a little, after having the ozone generator on low setting on all night after i wrote. The rusty propane tank is still there.

11:40 Market is high because of lower than expected CPI (inflation) which however is at 3% highest since January. I understand it could be the reason for giant Amazon to be higher, but keep asking myself, what  Google, Nvidia and others have to do with it.

These are the giants of the stock market part of what they call the Seven Magnificents with market capital (total stock value) in the trillions and the indexes are calculated as a weighed average with firms with larger capitals contributing more to the index. But there are others with exotic names like Albemarle with a market cap of 12B that are up today. Mining lithium will be profitable for one more decade.

I also remember talking about a mothership on 21 and telephaty last night which may be a relief to many cause these are still laughable subjects in the US, in the context of using alphabets vs sillabaries in communication by example. (If you click below have to sort it by market cap to get the same list). (Can't get more semantic than this, can it)?
 
11:36 Voting rights, no voting rights, got dizzy, what is total contribution of both to indexes and why are they so close in value?

3:37 PM Info in the above phrase reminded me of something somewhat similar though at a different scale. I once wrote a blog post about two public companies owned by Trump in the past (being a majority stockholder i suppse).

Before that i tried with no success, using AI and stuff to find the name of those two companies or the blog post.

It took me that long (4 hours) to find it due to mostly common words i remembered i used. I mean, i have tons of blog post with the word Trump and tons with the word media. But when i went and searched on Trump media, i found that post with the name of those firms. DJTWW, DJT.

But when i tried to google DJT i got TMTG. Same like for DJTWW. Ok i realize i am too tired now (slept 4 hours last night). Later. But i think i understood something. GOOG and GOOGL are two different companies with a combined capital of over 6 trillion. And yes when they itch, the whole market scractches, like today.

As for Trump, one company, three symbols. All slumped anyways. He is now way into his second term, no need to pose billionaire anymore.

So i thought i would start this weekend a moslty searching project to see just that. How much of a billionaire is left of Trump. We'll start from here.

6:55

Ai noștri tineri la Paris învață
La gât cravatei cum se leagă nodul,
Ș-apoi ni vin de fericesc norodul
Cu chipul lor isteț de oaie creață.


Dar salutul lui Nicușor a mers un pic prea departe.

Thursday, October 23, 2025

9:47 AM Cum se calculează deficitul economic al unei țări. Nu am timp și nici chef să mai inventariez odată toate tâmpeniile spuse de Bolojan despre care am scris numai eu de când se spune că e Prim Ministru al acestei țări. Dacă vreți, puteți căuta în postările mele din ambele bloguri pe cuvântul cheie deficit, buget sau Bolojan.

Un lucru trebuie să știți. Nu există nici un calcul al bugetului României pentru că nu există o contabilitate a bugetului. Există doar o vagă legătură între legile bugetelor și realitate ca de exemplu numărul ministerelor și cifrele de la cheltuieli, în general duble. Toate acese cifre sunt scoase din burtă, cu scopuri psihologice și jafologice.

S-a practicat de când noi am auzit prima dată de buget sau deficit, care sunt niște fraze folosite ca niște decoruri care să întărească iluzia democrației, după 89 transcenzând toți vremelnicii miniștri. La fel ca înainte de 89, nu știe nimeni cifrele reale.

Bolojan față de alții doar excelează prin prostie (gafe) la scenă deschisă și look.

Da știu este foarte jenant deprimant.

11:27 Yes i do believe transference can occur between words, especially if they are repeated close to each other. That is because high level abstract language and communication came so late in our evolution and is so unnatural. Little hominids, bursting with satisfaction because they can tell it in the face of burned out teachers.

Yes reality can be schocking, that's why we choose to live most of our lives in a world of illusions.

Percieving contradictions and not beein able to gasp them is of course painful.

BTW do you all know why you forgot the above song?

 
12:14 PM One of the great little paradoxes of the stock market. When oil pices suddenly jump, the whole market goes up. Is this natural or healthy? How about logic, which is when oil price goes down the whole economy should rejoice? But yeah, there is a great confusion for ever fueled by media, that stock market indexes which are 99% driven by speculation show the state of an economy. How high?

2:41 Self confidence pentru un deficit de imagine. Au pus în poză și unul fără crapată care să arate mult mai rău jalnic astfel încât ei toți ceilalți prin contrast să arate bine ca noi să avem încredere. Deficitul înălțimile scării au fost calculate cu grijă. Alea din capul lui Bolojan sunt coarne de berbece înstelat?

4:00 Metsubushi. Angela came home from work, garden and store. I was gone with the burgers and fries. Went to grab the groceries from the trunk and one guy was blowing i assume concrete dust uphil or 300 feet away. Had the door open for a few seconds. On the new monitor particulates raised from 0 to 30-40 on all sizes, 1 micron, 2.5 and 10. It is still way within air quality "good".

However, after he stopped the particulates inside would not go down, with 3 filtration systems in place, one HEPA, element installed less than a month ago, one electrostatic and one ionizer, which confirms my thoery. The silica (glass) concrete dust is electrified (positively) and we get to breath it while eating because we are negatively charged.

Levels went down to half in about 10 minutes and at this rate dust will still be in the air for maybe an hour or so. This is what they done all summer long.

But maybe it is not silica dust but redwood dust that was shaken from the building with the high dB power blower yesterday when they blew the parking lot (and i did not hose the building). Or a combination.

Going with the monitor outside to check.

4:48 Got the same levels outside as inside though inside is usually zero. Stingy electrified dust makes me perspire.

5:00 If you can see the poop in any of the two following images you have an IC way above average. I did but i had the advantage of smell, sniffing it like dogs. I think it's dormant in us, like telepathy. 

5:10 How about here. After i passed this point, got nauseated and my BP raised for most rest of the walk. Hint. (They're about ten).

The fruit of another...

"Așchia nu sare departe de trunchi!" At least this one did not fall one minute after i passed.

5:45 After buying the COSORI and the Keurig have no more room in the "kitchen" to toss a needle (Romanian saying).

 9:35 I once found a way to do the time stamp with a short of my keyboard in Windows. I know it is easy in Word by here in blogger it is not. I waste lots of time looking at the clock on the wall and then writing it. No i cannot give it up, it serves as title for a new entry to separate it from the previous and generally give a sense of what and how i'm doing.

This one could work provided i could remove anything but hour and minute. Not a short but a click. Good enough. No it doesn't work. Isn't this frustrating.

When i could not take it no more i went outside. If i don't eat sweets like one small cookie i don't get colonized by dog bacteria from the aerosols in the air even though i hate the smell. This time it was too much smell though. I picked 7 or 8, some bulky.

Last night i left the HEPA filter on one and in the morning i awoke with a weird taste in my mouth though the smoke was gone. At two it keeps an acceptable level, compared with the smoke outside.

I went to the locker to get two items (a 3 amps fast charger with 4 outlets, a charcoal caps bottle) and i saw again the smoke is only here around this building. It smells like coal, that is soot with a hint of mineral sulfur, like the ancient coal locomotives did smell in my childhood. I remember one i was a few years old and was left near one of those and nearly fainted.

How stupid, have to filter the air i breath which is free and clean about 100 ft from here. I made big progress with the wound of my finger it got small and almost closed and today i forgot about and got contaminated with some bacteria, it got much larger and now i got chills all over.

10:20 I can't believe i have to download a third party app to do this.

Wednesday, October 22, 2025

1:11 AM Last night i got desperate enough and dug a whole in one of my fingers (midlle, right hand) becuase i felt i  had an inclusion (tiny piece of wood or metal). Used a dental proble and a pointed tweezers which i sterilized with alcohol and then UV like the surface of skin. Pronably noy enough but how many wounds like this or bigger i had at my hands in my lifetime?

When i was a kid i almost cut the tip of one finger once and close to half of another one anoter thime. And it took a long time to heal because nobody bothered to take me to a doctor and have some stiches put on.

Hole came about 5 mm in diameter and depth, after which i got tired of doing it and put some bandaid and took an antibiotic. I felt with my proble something in there but could never get it out. Or maybe it was just fragments of skin. Because i went under the skin and touched the fascia, a small whole body infection started and now i feel it everywhere, like a vague pain but not fever.

And yes, like many times before when watching a movie, i saw at WinCo a number of actors from 

Foundation of which i clearly rcognized 3 of them of course all women cause i payed more attention to them in the movie and i am going now after the 4th. Never that many though.

Lou Llobell, buyer with no cart. She has a strange walk (bends like a bow) or was just acting. After i saw her i started to look more carefull and again as buyer i saw Amy Tyger (i know these are not real names) who kept turning her head the other way when she saw i am staring. Again, no cart.

At the checkstand was Isabella Laughland, with red painted hair and all dressed in red like in the movie but way fancier (quite a display). I could not resist, though i knew i could get in trouble but could not just stand there and stare like an idiot and told her i was watching the movie just so see her reaction and she asked with a shy thin voice if i liked it and i said "some of the characters".

She closed the checkstand in that instance, but she accepted the next customer who could have been Lee Pace himself (he looks much thinner in reality). Still looking for the tall bearded guy with gray hair who was in front of me as customer.

1:35 Yeah i'm slowly getting nauseated, soon will have to go and check.

2:02 I was out for about 20 minutes. First i saw a woman with a big dog but she picked and threw it in the back of the dumpster. Can't see it to see if she knotted or not and can't retrieve it anyways. Then i went and looked and could not find any and came back and when i was at the door i felt the smell and went around the building and finally found a bulky one, probably not the whole thing (could she pretend she did not see it all at night).

Really hard to find these days because of the leaves and stuff. There was a guy in the black BMW (the one with modified, noisy exhaust, with tinted windows) yelling on the phone with someone while i was with the flashlight looking next to his car (did not see him at first because of those tinted windows, how can they see at night through those?)

Today i found the fewest, between 5 and 7 maybe. Still burping a bit like rotten eggs though i have not eat no egg today.

10:23 For a tiny splinter in a finger ideal would be a dental x-ray because it has way more resulution. I know 3 dentists but could not speak to any of them today. And then they will start to wory about not having licence to do such things or imposibility to charge me. We live in a world of bureaucracy.

10:26 National Trust for Historic Preservation and Hillary Clinton is worried about Trump destroying the White House (using his own money), is anybody worried about the need to raise debt ceiling again after a 5 trillion raise in July while the US federal budget for the whole fiscal year of 2026 is 7 trillion?

10:35 Why do i see Japanese when i look at guys with Arab names? What are these data centers doing?  Do they have one for each Amazon warehouse? Not talking about this news came right after i posted something about rebuilding F16 engines. 82 MW of power from one single engine?

11:02 An airliner engine would output (during take off) up to 80 MW, let's say the whole plane is using half of that during cruising at high altitude. If we multiply that by 5000 or the number of planes in the air above US during day time we get 0,2 TW.  Compare to...

11:30 "Si vis pacem, para bellum"!

Romanian part time soldiers, getting ready for a Russian invasion with custom size uniforms and shiny boots. But at least they're in a good mood! No need to fight. When the Russians are going to see them, they will die laughing! 

12:45 PM Testing a theory. As i said many time before, many of the stock market giants are made of nothing.

Netflix has a market capitalization 10 times bigger than it's assets value. Microsoft, 6 times. 

Still fail to understand what assets it could possible have for 53 billion. Data centers with movie dababases? (again measured in MW).

Today its market value went down 10% while its assets of course did not change. But all the others turned around at about the time i went around the corner in the kitchen area (unseen from outside). Keep forgetting about that, should not stay there for more than a few minutes at a time. (I did mentioned Apple TV a few times in the last few days).

1:05 Did not take my insulin shot last night, tried some self awareness stuff today trying to relax and unblock the intestinal flow (felt some movements under my stomach), my BP went down to now a more human 155/84, lowest i have read in 2 weeks while this morning at less than 24 hours after last lisinopril it was 213/105.

What else. Took 20 mg of lisinopril earlier and had breakfast (yeah when market started to turn back up) around 1:30 ET and one 5000 units vitamin D3 capsule.

2:00 Continuation from earlier. For comparison, a Rolls Royce Merlin engine during WWII had an output of max 1.5 MW, which is about 1.5 times more than a modern big SUV, about 2-3 times less then one wind turbine and what, 50 times less than an F16 jet engine?

8:45 Fell asleep, awoke and had an idea for a google AI backed search (now that i saw it got smarter).


10:45 Eu știu ce înseamnă. Combinația six seven e ceva de genul capra neagră piatră calcă. Mai e una dar e cam indecentă și nu vreau să o pună aici dar e mai ușor de explicat. Ok. Eu pup poala popii. Până la urmă dacă o repeți de multe ori, încurci literele. Cam așa e și cu sex seven.

Transferul se produce la nivel sucbconștient și ațâță imaginația și pornirile evoluționare, de aceea copiilor li se pare atât de fun. Cineva folosește limbajul, cuvintele, pentru a sădi viruși în mințile copiilor.

Tuesday, October 21, 2025

6:40 AM Been up all night, watching Foundation on AppleTV. Been here at the computer and fa..d all night, smelling like dog poop. When Angela left, i realized i belch like rotten eggs. The only time this happened in my life was when i was 13 years old and got hepatitis. Wanted to go outside earlier but was too lazy so i took the opportunity and went to check now. I only found two bulky fragments, no heavy smoke like last night.

But in the no dumping place there was next to a new mat a black bag (like mines that i took from the management that were coming out of my pokcet) full with something, maybe other smaller bags, more with air, knotted poorly by the two corners and smelling.
 
Could not knot it better, had to go back inside to grab a zip tie and when i came back a truck on the freeway or something was making a big noise with the airhorn for about a minute, in short bursts. Took two charcoal caps, later i'm gonna take an antibiotic or something.

Could it be the fish (frozen) i ate last night, that turned into something like mashed potatoes after i cooked it at 380 degrees for 15 minutes and then 10 more at 350, from frozen?

BTW Angela got an inflammation at the whole hip articulation, taking now prednisone and hydrocodone. It if was me, i would have taken antibiotics but she's got an allergy to it.

2:48 Caught in a cascade of events that started... last night when they did laundry all afternoon, after a month? To make things short. I almost got into an accident when i got back home. Some guy with a tiny car snuk from my right into my lane, though i had right of way. Dozens of people interracting in mute ways, making me nervous.

Last one. Trying to pick the poops. I stepped into a fragment while i was gathering them after some neighbors made me very nervous. Forgot to check the sings. Went into the bathroom to clean my shoe in the sink with a toothbrush for lack of better ideas. (Still sleepy or in trance). In the end i realized i contaminated the whole bathroom with millions of droplets.

All my way back here i was thinking about what i did not say last night. Winged Sun cannot be other than (the mothership near) Mercury.

3:50 Got my alluminum cover. It is made of alluminum alright. However... It's got one rather large plastic part on the other side. It's the last picture on the page. I overlooked. Could not have seen is made of plastic anyways thoug could have seen those screws which are tiny though. Got it. My reason to return it is it says is made of alluminum.

Assuming it was described like it was all made of alluminum. But that is not the biggest problem. The biggest problem is it's got one million little shiny screws holding the plastic part.

This is a reciprocating internal combustion engine. It's got lots of moving parts and they are moving fast. After hundreds and thousands of hours and billions and trillion cycles, steel screws on plastic parts will get loose especially because there's oil splashing on them. You cannot torque enough a steel screw on a plastic part that goes inside an engine that vibrates and turns on average 30 times per second.

Too bad for the work and energy and material but i have to return it. And it will go on a pile (pallet) and sell for cents or dollars with hundreds of other items. Cause Amazon doesn't have people with expertise to open these packages, verify them and then resell them. And i would not recomend selling this item cause there is a high probabity it will destroy the engine, if one single of those screws falls in.

Call it all Made in China and sold on Amazon. I don't know if you all realize the trouble we're all in.

In this illustrative diagram the valve cover and many other parts are missing. In the anumated image below it should be on top, on the opposite side of oil pan that is shown at the bottom. Each of the pistons goes up and down, at rpm/60, which makes it over 50 times per second at 3000 rpm and fires at the half rate. No screw on a plastic part will stay put especially whith all the oil washing the inner part of the cover shown above.
4:13 There is one poop i left there when i stepped into that fragment, because i did not have a bag. It stinks. I was planning to go and pick it when i finish writing the above. However, like many other times, one guy just went in there. I think they are trying to prove alegorically (without words) that i go right after i see a guy to grab it because i need it for something.

Just because i once said that the initial, secret recipe of Coca Cola migh have contained Album Graecum, whih has a high phosporous content, that in the past was used for medicinal purposes, which has been replaced with phosporic acid in the mean time (for better taste than citric or ascorbic acid) and the logo may contain a dog's tail (Cola in Spanish, upper right).

Yes it may be another Dominicans' job, since phosphorus burns and glows at night. Could it be some people outside city light pollutin may actually see this. Wait a minute. Could this be the reason they leave the poops next to my building. To illuminate (enligthen) me...
Or Nike's she dog...

4:32 I was watching Foundation on Apple TV. I think there are analogies with the Japanese Empire of today. The three emperrors are Dawn, Day and Dusk (which involves the Sun moving throughout the day), while currently in Japan there is one resigned, one current and a baby one as well (who does lots of work around here). Naruhito, Akihito, and Fumihito.

All Sun God Emperrors. The stagnation. Higly hierarchic corporations that control the world and the workforce and finances etc.. The allegory with Day walking the what, 170 km spiral in the scorching Sun with nothing on him to get a vision and recognition from a local religion which in the end was proved fake by his robot concubine?

4:48 

5:00 Black BMW started (5 minutes now), a bunch of "teens" hitting skateboards (becasue i used the names that ends with hito), a total of 65 dB outside the door.

6:10 Somebody upstairs suddenly got up and started to stump and drop heavy objects because they didn't likd me watching a certain video.

6:15 This was the video i was watching, prompted by an article in the (humoristic) site Cațavencii. How to replace an F16 engine (don't show this video to the Russians or any of the numerous Romanian ex and current defense ministers). Rebuilding it, that is a different story.

10:55 Putin once wanted to join NATO. Everybody wants to join NATO and EU. Then why is Putin afraid of them? I once said, "they" want to antagonize Russians with the rest of the world, so they have a leverage on everybody.

(Yeah can't talk nothing, have to hold my breath while these guys are "negotiating"? Who has the last word in the US and Russia, Trump and Putin said they will meet and then Lavrov and Rubio are canceling the meeting?).

Trump after being involved in what, 4000 lawsuits and survived must understand laws and the fact most countries in Europe banned Putin and yet he wanted to meet him in the middle of Europe, in the city of Buddha.

11:00 Shwarzkopf. Black Heads. Iron cross. Nazi wings insignia. It symbolizes, the mixing of red headed blue eyed Indo-Aryan (swastika) north of the Back Sea  with midle estearners sumerians (Winged Sun) and probably slavs, forming the Nazi Euro Arians (Holy Roman Empire). Sumer Empire, "earliest known civilization", was slaved based and hence the myth of the supermen.


12:50 O fază identică era să mi se întâmple mie azi, însă truck-ul meu e din cele mai mici și deși nu are senzori laterali, am văzut acea mașină care s-a băgat pur și simplu în mine, dar puțin din față, ca să poată spune că a fost vina mea. Însă șoferul acela de camion din video nu avea cum să vadă mașina din dreapta, din poziția sus stânga în care se afla în cabină.

Normal că aveam prioritate (right of way), banda lui se termina, nu a mea, și a venit din spatele meu și s-a băgat cu jumătate de mașină în fața mea și a încercat să vireze stânga, dar am văzut la o zecime de secundă înainte să se întâmple și am frânat și l-am lăsat să treacă pe nebun după care am făcut o poză că tot stăteam (strada era blocată mai în față de dimineață). În SUA semafoarele sunt după intersecție ca să se vadă mai bine. La naiba...