Friday, February 21, 2025

12:05 AM Upstairs tricking my attention, all afternoon and evening and after midnight. Angela just hit the wall because she's trying to sleep (she has to start at 5 AM tomorrow).

12:11 A big commotion upstairs like the fall of a castle made of cards wood pieces awoke Angela again. Now fast steps. As i said, they went through the roof today with no sign of stopping in sight.

8:10 Fetele de institut.


8:40 I removed the plastic sheet and the ozone because i needed to do laundry. At first it seemed the odor stopped. After a few days without the ozone the water heater pan started to smell again, filling the whole place with a dirty laundry like smell. I put back the plastic sheet over the closet "door" and started the ozone inside and i now air the rest. If there's no smoke outside.

8:45 There is smoke outside and now it filled the room inside and she upstairs echoes any of my thoughts by creaking the floor. She did laundry at 6:30 AM.

8:50 We are a species with amnesia. I said that 20 years ago and now i hear it like an echo said by Graham Hancock in the first episode of his Netflix series.

Yes we're bad. We cannot remember what we said or been told 2 days ago or the cycle of the echoes of what i write online. Not to talk about millennia.

9:13 I tried to record what she is doing upstairs. I did so for about 10 minutes. Then i realized i forgot to set the date on the recorder after i last reset it because i could not connect it to the pc. Today i tried again and it worked and that after i coincidentally restarted that pc and i reset the date and now i am recording again. Now i remember last Friday she was here and would probably still be here today, tormenting me.

When i looked at that pc i saw there are updates which surprised me since i knew W11 does updates automatically. So i allowed the updates but it does it like what, 1%, 2% a minute? Windows.

9:30 Back at my computer. Just had an idea. Since there is nothing else i can do about, at least should write a blog post that i can update from time with the worst songs the songs that i hate most. First it would be incomplete but as long as i remember i will top it off and rearrange it.

Today temporarily on the first spot goes The Wall with Pink Floyd. Self righteous son of a b... who once tried to kill me with a giant truck near Grand Ronde Oregon after i drove about 500 miles that day and was really tired.

9:40 Someone climbed down the stairs and left with the car, someone else, like last night, is still upstairs.

10:30 Can't you see i am secretly dominated screwed by a bunch of real life ninja constantly touching all aspects of my life (yes including playlist on the radio) that will never leave me alone? I guess you can't, nobody can unless if they're in the are (have once been in the) same situation which most are but don't realize.

10:35 Ok it's good i remember when i'm in "communication mode (or mood)".

Do you know what i call "one way people"? People who always commit to action what just comes to mind and then are wondering why destiny forces them. People whose mind have been shaped throughout their life by action alone and do not have what i call an internal meditative life (and always judge others by the same "measure").

Americans have a saying for it. The hard way.

Action should always be last resort as our decisions are oftenly marked by errors (in judgement).

Man i ate and i am so sick because of the stink in here. I could air a bit but the air from outside when combined with the stench made it worse. I tried an antibiotic do deal with bad bacteria in my stomach that i accumulated through breathing.

11:00 A couple of (most likely) Asian women parked a black SUV on my spot.

11:01


11:05 I believe they went on the other side of the alley then came back, climbed upstairs (where there is still someone) then went down the stairs walked a bit more and now are knocking on my door while me i feel like i'm about to faint. I think they are leaving now (heard a car door being slammed).  I believe they are mimicking or enacting what i just posted above (the song). The SUV left silently.

Yes i came at this computer to hear the song which is on my 10 favorites list under the other one on the speakers. Filmed live with a phone didn't do it.

Yeah there is always a big difference between live and studio versions of the same song same band. I believe they should not make them sound so good in the studio so there will be not so much difference.

I know there are bands that just used live recordings for their albums.


And then there are those who don't play live at all, even on the scene. Or sing. Studio or scene. It's all AI now.

12:28 Two days ago i was sleepy and in a hurry and went to the USBanck branch to get a pin for a card i lost in December 16. A debit card i barely use but was worried could have been used by others not for the money on it of course but to stage fake payments. Though i don't realy believe if they could do that they would need the physical card.

Anyways. I ordered a new card and they said it will be shipped with UPS. In the mailbox i got a letter with the pin. But the card was in a huge cardboard "envelope" and didn't fit in my mailbox and they put it in the Amazon locker. Got emails saying there is an item there but was not expecting anything with Amazon and i left it there.

Then i ordered it again and it came but this time with no pin. I asked them on the phone and they told me to go to the branch which i did 2 days ago (i think). But now that i saw the video above i realized it was again Taylor Swift, trying to imitate... Alexa Crush. With hair covering part of her eyes, which are bluer, first kinda of bowing, and after i was looking more like in the wallet.

There is a difference in height, could have been a podium behind the counter. She at times seemed nervous, or vengeful kinda nervous. I had trouble explaining what i wanted and she acted like she did not understand. Finally it took her some time activating the card but for the pin i had to go to the ATM outside with the only other guy who was inside the branch at that time. But when i saw the video above, i thought i recognized her. It looks like she lost some weight with the tour and everything.

12:45 Found the other reason i was sick (near death sick) all morning. A pile of redwood dust clumped with dog or cat pee or diarrhea under the main door's deck.

3:45 After i removed that pile, i slept (after they awake me a few times from upstairs) a couple of more hours. Awoke with some chest discomfort and a bit of nausea.

Last weekend Angela got the paperwork from HR for the limitation from doctor. She went and left those at the clinic to be filled however her nurse make an appointment and Angela went yesterday and the nurse gave her the same limitations as before.

Today early in the morning Angela gave HR manager the papers and he said "they got everything they wanted, now they will evaluate them". Last time when Angela gave HR the limitations from the other doctor, in October 2023, the HR didn't say nothing.

Today, one of her colleagues, with a total standing limitation, who does about half of what Angela does told her she made a complaint with a local government authority. Could it have been anonymous? She is a deceased veteran's wife and HR once suggested she complained about Angela.

Angela's limitations (no more than four hours standing and 20 pounds max) have little impact on the workplace cause she can't do only a few things that are done rather rarely and lately by men only. However the supervisor that started to work here after the nomination of the new CEO in September  handed her recently a job description with a 40 pounds requirement.

So we're gonna have another Eaton weekend.

5:55 The moment i started cooking about an hour ago, upstairs they started to creak in the kitchen area.

6:05 One of the craziest weeks of my life has just ended.

7:30 There are now two upstairs. When one gets tired, the other starts over. I tried to record and my recorded again froze.

12:07 2/22 Today before i removed that biohazard from under my deck i started the ozone for about half hour in the morning in the water heater closet next to kitchen (with the contaminated pan) and covered the door with a plastic sheet.

Then i cooked next to that closet for a couple of hours and in the evening i slept another couple of hours and awoke with especially my face puffy and painful and i think it's because of the ozone that was released from that closet by the incessant in the last few days laundry cleaning upstairs (identical floor plan).

Today i slept in my sleeping bad made of construction insulation for about 8 hours because my legs went really cold and my BG went down by at least 100 while the insulin dose was cut in half.

I saw these variations before and could not explain them. I now start to believe that keeping your body temperature (and pancreas) within normal range helps with pancreas and kidney inflammation and infection that ultimately comes from the stomach and esophagus due to breathing that stuff from under the door and before that near the hydrant that made me also really sick - about to faint sick.