Saturday, May 25, 2024

9:20 Just came home after a 300 miles trip. The new upstairs neighbor came in the same time with us and said high and Angela welcomed her. After i parked on my spot i found next to driver's door a fistful of cat litter dust. I saw the day before a cat tree behind the sliding door at their living. I was lucky enough it was still daylight when i got back and i saw it. But probably didn't when i left and stepped on it.

Now i understand the weird conversation with a guy at Three Rivers Casino, the guys mopping the carpet, cleaning the floor with a cleaning machine, the multitude of people carrying buckets and washing everything.

It also explains why i slept only three hours and why i was so energetic when i drove the last part of the trip.

Also the A/C of the car quit working under 60 F outside and can't find the pressure meter. Unrelated. Was still working in the morning.

9:40 It just occurred to me. The new neighbor looks just like the woman at 4, with a different look. She also steps and stomps in similar ways as those who just left. On my thoughts and frustrations.

11:04 Found a leak at the AC by the compressor and oil on the panel. I think it's a seal. Doesn't look a very tough job (one or two bolts) but it needs removing of the coolant reservoir to make some room, releasing of the freon, vacuuming of the system and then recharging.

11:12 Alanis Morrisette. Yeah i heard her on the radio a bit too much these days and that raised a suspicion (thank you local DJs). Used to be a fan, now it's thinning. Not only for her, for many others. I see and hear music with different eyes and ears these days. I remember intensely her songs since October 1995, and back then i was always thinking. I won the green card lottery and then maybe i died and went to Hell.

Lyrics. The exact type of cheerfully-contemplative-sad-reflective-ironic type of Jewish Hungarian fatalism (yea, we, the Europeans use the word ironic and so many others in a totally different way).

No, i think it was the other way around. I died on my 35 birthday of a stroke, just like Dante said (nel mezzo), after i drank all day fishing in the heat on a side of a lake, without any water (isn't it ironic), then i got the letter saying i won the green card lottery for which i applied about one year before while i was still alive and forgot about and then i went to Hell 40 days later, on August 6, which Hell is actually a sort of Parallel Universe where you pay for what you've done before. Then it counts down back to 0 and then i'll see if Dante was right all the way to the end.

They were good songs but it has been sooo long. Then the yodeling. How can a Jewish woman yodel like an Irish? A ok her father is. Whatever. And why the hell i always thought that song was actually about me?

11:19 She went quiet for almost an hour but after i posted the above entry she started a load of laundry and now a big stomp on top of were i am. Or just filling the tub. I don't know, a big water hiss.

11:20 It stopped now. However the place filled with smell from the ceiling due to that hiss.