8:50 Soil missing under the surface, under the door, about the size of a fist, under door, almost invisible with the eye, but collapsed when i used a stick. And someone inserted somewhere a mole chasing cartridge producing a very unpleasant smoke. Also ran out of soil, i used all the sac. Running to Lowes. Hoping in the meantime the smoke will probably clear inside.

9:55 Windows on a quad core PC. It takes minutes to power up. Though i put in the settings 30 minutes to sleep and never to power down, after i gave up the laptop and started using it got hit with an update or something and it powers down after 30 minutes and there is nothing in the settings that i know of i can fix.

As i said before, on December 31 i spent a couple of hours at the car, rotating tires, that means breathing hard. They were 5 dog poops on the other side of the building, and one of them was "dragged" which means they dragged the poor dog by the leash while it was defecating, and the dog emptied completely its anal sacks that made about half of the amount of the total pile.

The dog anal sack oils are extremely stinky and together with bacteria and pheromones' can make you very sick, ready to be harvested by the carnivore animals.

Almost 3 days after, my lungs still contain some of that stuff that eliminates in the intestine. My f...s smell so bad i get sick myself by the smell. It got into the comforter and carpet and whatever. The smell is very similar with dirty laundry smell.

That makes "the motivation" for them to use the mole cartridge. Legitimacy to smoke me because i stink. It happened after 8 or after the working program of the maintenance started or slightly before that. I been up last night watching a movie and working on a blog post until 5:30.

There is a saying in Romanian that comes from the expression to center or cross the ball in soccer. It means passing the ball high in front of the adversary's gate so one of your team member can hit it with his head and possibly score.

It means the same guy centering the ball and hitting the ball with his head which is physically impossible, trying to describe a situation when the same person is the cause or motivation and the executioner.

Two and a half hours of sleep driving in the rain and very dark sky, it was almost like night. All of a sudden my truck's windshield blades were so bad they weren't wiping anything. Last time at Les Schwab they gave me tires that drift badly especially in the rain with any road left right denivelation, especially at freeways speeds.

So i barely made it to Lowes and back home. In fact i did not realize how tired i was until i got back home, it was like in a dream. One hundred thugs or ninja interfered with me on the road. In the store, the theme was Asians getting in between me and other people, to protect them.

Got a little hoe to remove the soil near the dumpster so i can set my floor jack on the concrete to raise it and get the garbage bags caught under.

12:21 After trying for one more hour to sleep i realized there is more smoke inside. Two more smoking  holes on the other side of the building. Incessant noises upstairs, daily laundry, i did not hear washing, only drying, vapor surrounding the building and in the basement, again wetting the floor.

2:03 No. The bacterial makeup since 31st did not last that long. I found two others in two possible wind directions, from the same dog, bigger, scattered. From a sick dog, very virulent, making me nauseated just passing by (when i moved the truck). They were here last night too when i thought it was the bins. No bin in the world can smell like that.

Upstairs there has been intense synchronized noise all day but when i looked i saw no furniture. Only car in the parking lot.

As for the short walk. The triumphant radiating bullying faces i saw today turned into bowed submissive grieving ones. How many time i said this to myself only. These guys know nothing in between. To them it's either them or us.

4:35 Smoke. Severe palpitations mediated by the steps on the ceiling and congested nose. Almost got a cardiac arrest but my heart restarted and i opened my mouth and breath despite smoke. About 10 minutes earlier two young thin Japanese guys knocked hard at my door.