1:08 I believe they stuck in the ground another mole chasing cartridge but of a different type almost odorless but vey irritant.

11:22 It was one of my painful days ever. How do i keep forgetting this things and mover forward. There was irritant hot pepper smoke and sick dog poop in the yard. By the time i left to breath some air i was so sick i was barely walking. Make no mistake, if i get out of this pit, all the people that tortured me during the last 28 years will pay. All of them.

In the meantime the subliminal disinformation campaign against me goes on. Here are some examples. Falling of water between two different energy levels. The principle behind using hydro energy. But that project was dead before it was born. There is too little water supply for the upper reservoir which sits on top of a mountain. However is good when they need from time to time an emotional cover up of a real thing.


11:30 As soon as i mentioned smoke, the place filled now with cigarette smoke.

11:32 8 people wounded near Sibiu. 8 spokes for the dharma wheel.

How many times should i repeat it. I am not Nicu Ceaușescu (the son), who was leading that county in 89. Sybian, Siberia, all symbolism. Though i found who he was, people from various emotional reasons, starting with nostalgia for the good life before the 80s, for some, hate, broken dreams, still believe it.

BTW, Romania started going down the hill after they unsuccessfully tried in 81 and 82 to infuse in my drunk brain the knowledge (i just figured, 40 years later) and it all blew in their face.

They were the same guys who kept me drunk under tight mental control.

It was all a a trap meant to satisfy the Romanian nationalists (what was left of them after WWII and Stalin) sucked around Ceaușescu at that time. The coming in Romania of Coandă,"Tesla's friend". The huge laser at Măgurele. However some of those i came in contact with were sincere and that planted a real seed in my puny brain.

But in the mantra it is said in the end. "No road of pain".

The sources for my blog post were mostly historical and that is due mainly to my HS French teacher, now i think the undercover French singer Hervé Cristiani who taught me real French and let me know about Sanskrit, the mother of all languages. The spark was an article i read in early 90s about a handful of Sanskrit words in Romania, list that grew much bigger in this blog post.

Obviously i don't know Sanskrit, it was all done with the help of a very nice online dictionary, based on the work of British linguist Monier Williams.

And then of course the video with the mantra sang by a Chinese singer, in Sanskrit, with a heavy Chinese accent. Panca skanda (five forces). The syntagm skandenberg which in Romanian is a common noun meaning arm wrestling, suggesting force. Panca (numeral five in Sanskrit) seemed familiar, there is a place near Iași called Panciu, pronounced very similarly.

The numerous media articles about the quest for the 5th fundamental force. The movie 5 elements, and so on. The internet which never stopped evolving since early 90s.

Based from what i learned in college, i would have never figured it out because they were all lies meant to cover and the teacher, possibly this guy, was terrorizing me.

The story is much longer and many people contributed and there is an episode in which my HS roommate, during the 70s, a much more civilized time for Romania, a yoga practitioner, induced me into a trance and gave me some tasks, of which i remember vaguely, also suggesting that i should understand how a computer works. Working with computers of course helped me organize my thoughts, improved my English and and how to use a text editor.

The final decision to really look into it and write came after i looked into and realized the big deception beyond current theories on EM field. But i would have never suspected that until i learned about the big lies around heat pumps.

The Serbs (Tesla was supposedly born in Croatia and "and had Romanian origins") also thought they were smart probably trying to negotiate over it and look what happened to them. Now that is out, i am just curious to see what will happen. If i live long enough.

11:45 Tramp personally tried to kill me, like many others. But after i saw him at Spirit Mountain, looking like a broken old man, i am positive they have to use some strings and props to keep him vertically. Literally.

12:13 But i said i shall get some rest and here i am wrestling with links again.

12:28 Why me? Keep asking myself. Probably because i was meant to fail.