4:32 AM According to Heisenberg, we don't know where the photon is. Also because it is very small. Wouldn't it make sense though to be in the crest of the EM wave?

Again in a laser we know all photons travel in the same direction (which is obvious, does not need any other demonstration) and are in phase and have the same direction by the way they are produced and their EM fields are also in phase, by definition, summing in a big crest and only one EM field (while in a non coherent monocromatic source we have an EM wave for each photon, right?)

Which means the photons would also have the same longitudinal position, right? Again according to Heisenberg we can't know their collective or individual position, but if we catch one, we know were all the others and that also sound a bit like entanglement.

12:05 I didn't know! Also didn't know!

2:25 PM The bullies upstairs became animated and started to retaliate for what i just wrote, trying to prevent me from writing further.

According to my theory a photon is literally made of one electron and one positron, which both have masses and opposite spins however the photon as a whole is said to be massless, also because it cannot exist as a stationary object, being almost in transition from one position to another. To be continued...

Now trying to sleep (again 4 hours last night), he stumps.

2:48 Now they left, talking loud.

6:32 I slept ever since. Awoken with nausea and a weird taste in my mouth. Went outside, there is so much smoke i can barely breath. I think i culd use my air quality analyzer i bought recently but it's out of battery. I will try and charge it a bit.

6:43 I cannot identify the type of smoke outside. Got it on my clothes. The meter shows 20-30 for 1.0 micron particulate sizes, 30-40 for 2.5 and 40-50 for 10, translating to an AQI index of over 100, but subjectively it feel like 200, or more, impossible to breath without, hard to breath with a mask and i cannot identify what they are burning. The smoke is fading away outside the backyard enclosure.

6:55 Minimal energy for an electron to be produced is 1.022. MeV. If one photon has more energy, the rest is converted in kinetic energy. According to my model, that is the only energy at which an electron can exist. From that we can calculate the densit of AEther using the laws of fluid mechanics.

Within a photon ustable double vortex the electron and positron do not have their closed throidal shape until they split, but rather open ended rotation hyperboloids.

8:05 After trying a number of broken links on various (official) sites i finally found the DEQ complaint form and just filed this complaint. Just checked, got the right email address and i remember i hit the submit button that was active after i filled all the required fields however did not get an email confirmation within a couple of minutes.

From upstairs they just took off. Checked outside, smoke is still on.

8:30 Bullying additction. Wanted so say this for a longtime but could not find the words. When one misses social interraction the way i do even being bullied can be fullfiling.

8:45 One of the most common model for electron within ring theory was produced by Lord Kelving himself, according to this paper.

8:30 Woke at 5 or 6 up after 4 hours of sleep, confused. After about half hour i started to feel nauseated. Finally went outside, picked 6 or 7. Then Angela started to yell and i knew. There was again smoke coming from under the bush. I probed the soil under, still soft with possible holes. Pushed some with a stick to cover the possible holes. Got better.

Started to pick the leaves, Angela was yelling why, caue i'm not supposed to do this. Wednesday blowers have stopped at this side of the building. I tried to remind her of the years when leaves were left, feet high, all the way to spring when the gathered bubbles of mold and stuff. I picked leaves in the whole yard in winger and spring at least a couple of times but have not doccumented as well back then.

While the leaves started to disappear, they came at the day care with a kid while i was carying that green bag in my back. Then i started to feel nauseated again and went and found two fresh ones. When they did it cause half of the time i was outside. Maybe they caught me inside, maybe it was coordination. One of those is worth mentioning below. The biggest i've seen lately. For the Romanians. Those are inches, not cm. 9:10 They brought one more, got nauseated again. A car landed next to the area, waiting from them to leave.

9:30 Ok this was anot😇her big one in an open bag on top of the leaves i took at the dumpster. Making @10 today and it's only 9:30 AM. Must be Orban in Washington again effect 😇😇.

9:45 This is as much as i could do today. Maybe if i can eat and get some more sleep i'm gonna do more. 11:47 Da bine mașinile sunt la vreun muzeu, banii sunt în bănci iar el doarme pe o saltea găurită. Nu-l blamez că doarme pe la prieteni căci hotelurile americane... Nu vi se pare suspect că totuși nu are mai multe locuințe așa cum se zvonește despre alții... Cândva presa română a inventat o expresie, "miliardar de carton". Sau mai bine zis în cazul nostru, de operetă.

11:00 Păi... luați-vă de mână cu domini_cânii și mai stați! (Gata pauza, capul la fund).
 

4:10 Ok. Transfering files from camera to PC via card reader doesn't work anymore. Doesn't want to. It says it coppied the files but the files are emtpy (0 bytes). So i did it the old fashion way, pulled the card from the phone and got it into the card reader.

Here are the pictures. I gathered 10 more sacks with leaves mainly from in the back of next apartment. It looks very little when looking on the ground, but believe me, it was about 200 pounds in total plus 200 more in the morning. You can see that in the dumpster.

It was a good idea. At first i thought the leaves were smelling and they were smelling like some kind of alcohol, maybe wood (methyl) alcohol. The layer was thickest in the area between the bush and the patio, up to 6 inch. But the smell. The smell coming from that apartment. Like an american apartment with calcium sulfate walls where they are cooking and never aired. There is no comparison. And the wind was blowing from that direction. So i found out the reason of my nausea.

She (the old woman) has an AC in the window and that one aired the bit (through leaks) but now the summer is over and the smell outside the apartment got unbearable. Every once in a month a young guy or two (problably her sons) come to attend, but haven't see them in weeks. I hear her snoring next wall.

Yes she's got a cat house on the patio and several cat feeders with food and that explains the mistery of cats passing all the time in front of the glass sliding door but they won't sleep in the house and i understand them. No she never did that in the past years.

While i was taking the last leaves at the dumpster, a towing truck came and picked the red Mini next to the white car. Some guy with a very small motor bike like for kids making much noise and smoke started to roam the alleys (mocking me, the little engine that could pick the leaves with a tiny sack that was ordered on Amazon and was supposed to be 60 gallons and in reality is no more than 10 see how huge it looks in the picture).

4:20 While i was writing the above i heard a kid crying like he was being eaten alive by a snake. Went outside to look. A young woman at last entrance of building D (yes where the mistery woman leaves and were the day care is) was out and watching a kid throwing a tantrum in the alley and she was kinda putting with the kid, let him cry because he wanted or didn't want to do something.

„9:25 Am citit chiar acum o statistică, procentul populației care are animale de companie în România ar fi acum de 50%.

Pe vremea lui Ceaușescu puține persoane care locuiau la bloc aveau cred animale de companie. Și mai puțină lume s-a întrebat vreodată cum rezolvau problema deșeurilor.

Ce puteai să dai să mănânce unui câine în ultimii 7 ani ai epocii Ceaușescu, cu un kg de carne pe lună rație pe o persoană? Da bine se mai găsea salam.

O pungă de plastic pentru alimente costa 1 leu și bănuiesc că putea fi refolosită pentru colectarea deșeurilor după plimbările obligatorii care au ca prim scop ușurarea animalului. Punga era refolosită de obicei la cumpărături până se rupea. Nimeni nu cred că-și permitea să pună pungă la găleata de gunoi.

Eu am cunoscut două persoane/familii care aveau câine la bloc pe acea vreme dar sunt sigur că lăsau deșeurile în stradă, sau chiar în jurul blocului. Nu îmi amintesc să fi văzut vreodată culegând, cu atât mai mult să înoade punga. Una din familii locuiau pe aceeași scară cu mine.

Să zicem că ei colectau în pungi sau chiar în hârtii sau ziare pe care le duceau la tomberon care nu era prea departe, nu-mi amintesc cât de des se golea tomberonul. Dar erau în continuare sursă de miros.

Ieri citeam o știre, încă mai sunt câini vagabonzi în București. Puțini s-au gândit vreodată la efectele sanitare asupra tuturor.

Eu am ignorat această problemă până acum 5-10 ani și am învățat "the hard way" ce coșmar poate să fie prezența unui singur rest în apropierea locuinței, care în cazul ăsta e o clădire cu șase apartamente (unde am găsit și 20 pe zi). Primul efect, insomnia, apoi schimbarea florei intestinale.

Mai mult de jumătate din resturi sunt de mărimea celor de la oameni mai constipați. Imaginați-vă ce ar fi dacă jumătate din oamenii din România, conform procentajului de mai sus, ar merge afară și nu la toaletă și ar lăsa chestia acolo.

Nu toate deșeurile de câine sunt la fel. Cele de la cățele în călduri pot conține feromoni care să atragă masculii și să-i condiționeaze pentru procreare (sex).

Ca să nu mai vorbesc de patogeni.

Stau și mă întreb care era numărul de resturi din jurul blocului când eram în România, care rămâneau active (miros) până la o săptămână sau mai mult? Sau dacă era mereu aceeași cățea? (Puteau fi mai multe, aproape identice, cu diferite perioade de călduri și schimbate).

Căt despre pisici, cred că era imposibil să ții pisici la bloc fiindcă nu exista praf sau cum se numește în România pentru litieră pentru pisici. Eu am încercat cu nisip dar nu l-am schimbat o perioadă lungă fiindcă nu știam iar când a crescut pisica și a intrat în călduri i-am dat un diazepam, am pus-o într-o sac și am dus-o la țară. Cu trenul.

În alte cuvinte, una din cele mai mari și ignorate probleme sanitare din mediul urban. Lipsa regulilor și ignorarea din partea autorităților pot contribui la existența unui mediu din care cei mai mulți vor să scape sau să plece în țări unde aceste probleme sunt mai reglementate sau există mai multă conștiință civică, totul la modul subonștient.

Mai mult decât atât. În apartament aveam în baie un fel de aerisire comună care era un tub vertical cu ieșiri în fiecare apartament, totul bazat pe convecție și am impresia că vecinul de jos, etajul 3 (care amândoi aveau figuri de japonezi deși spuneau că erau ceangăi) fuma în baie și avea instalat un ventilator care pompa în acel tub.

De foarte multe ori auzeam zgomot ca de ventilator și simțeam fum ca de țigară care ieșea pe grila aia de "aerisire" din baie și de foarte multe ori mă simțeam "high" de dimineață fără să înțeleg de ce. Noi aveam instalat în bucătărie un ventilator într-o gaură în perete care trăgea aerul afară, deci crea presiune negativă în interior, ceea ce atrăgea și mi mult "aer" din baie.

La parter locuia un călugăr ("șeful de scară") care semăna cu Arsenie Boca însă nu avea mai mult de 50 de ani, cu părul și barba negre (nu mai țin minte de ce credeam că era călugăr dar noi așa îi spuneam, călugăr). La etajul 1 locuiau trei milițieni (din 4 apartamente).

11:05 (local). Market today.

11:35 To counter what i just wrote about dog waste (i guess) The City came with pumps and started again working on the sewer (for how many times this year and recent years) across the alley, much vibrating everyting.

12:00 PM Update. Market turned around around the time i visited a certain user on X. She is now pissed because i called her a goddess. She herslelf said on several occasions i should have worshipped her sooner.

2:00 PM Also...

2:20 Cred că voi fi bântuit întotdeauna de aceste articole de follow up care calcă pe urmele ideilor mele.

Da, un laser e în mare parte format din două oglinzi paralele (așa numita cavitate laser), din care una e semitransparentă iar cavitatea este umplută cu diferite materiale pentru care se comportă optim la diferite lungimi de undă emise.

Pentru un laser cu rubin de exemplu, oglinzile sunt depuneri de metal de diferite grosimi pe două fețe paralele la capete opuse ale rubinului. Calitatea razei deci distanța la care raza se păstrează colimată este determinată de geometria sau finisajul suprafețelor (înainte de depunerea metalului) celor două oglinzi.

O sursă de lumină punctiformă între două oglinzi paralele este reflectată de multe ori între ele și amplificată dar cea mai mare parte a razelor nu sunt paralele și scapă după câteva reflecții iar cele care sunt paralele se sting fiindcă sursa, ca de exemplu un bec este în calea lor.

Pentru un laser se folosește o sursă externă perpendiculară pe direcția razei sau chiar paralelă care provoacă luminiscență în materialul (mediul respectiv) (excită) din care raze se selectează și amplifică prin reflecții succeisve razele paralele care sunt apoi emise prin oglina semi-transparentă când ajung la o anume intensitate, iar celelelalte sunt reflectate înapoi pentru a mai fi amplificate.

(Da încercă să-mi imaginez complexitatea câmpurilor EM în interiorul unei cavități laser unde fronturi de undă reflectate se suprapun peste cele directe venind din sens opus și crează interferență  constructivă și destructivă iar altele neparalele sunt pe cale de a fi eliminate dar sunt prea obosit acum (4 ore de somn).

Ok, cum călătoresc fotonii înainte și înapoi prin undele EM staționare? Și aici AI s-a încurcat. 

Păi or să spună că fotonii există sau nu peste tot prin acele câmpuri staționare, dar nu se poate ști exact unde din cauza lui Heisenberg și cei mai fericiți deoadată (aleatoriu) capătă materialitate ca Madonna și zboară afară cu viteza luminii. Nu ei nu pot câștiga energie că și-ar schimba lungimea de undă. Denumirea de amplificare a luminii (Light Amplification, primele două litere din acronim) este improprie. Este vorba de selecție. Am trecut sau am picat, domnule Pasnicu?).

Eficiența este foarte scăzută, motiv din care lasere de puteri mari (rază intensă) cu rubin sunt greu de realizat. Laserele cu CO2 (bioxid de carbon între două oglinzi din care una semitransparentă) pot ajunge până la o eficiență de 30%.

Un tip de laser ieftin este laserul cu diode luminiscente (LED ), care se folosește de exemplu în (acum desuetele) cititoare de CD-uri, unele tipuri de mouse de computer sau în senzori de analiză a calității aerului, etc..

4:35 Here is where i get lost. If the photon's energy is used, where from do whe get two photons thus cascading effect and amplification which BTW should occur not only in lasers but in any transparent excited material?

7:20 As seen in the linked video, (the old Young's) double slit experiment proves the wave side of the dual nature wave/particle of light  according to mainstream theories.

First, we have to have an EM field that is carying more than one photon within a wave length and that can indeed happen when using a coherent, in phase and one single wavelength theoretical source like a laser with an extremly low output measured in a few photons per wavelength.

Interestingly enough we cannot have a front wave without photons which can happen if few photons are emitted randomly at the source, in which case the EM field will be missing a wave or crest and we cannot call it EM field anymore. (This cannot happen within a wave within an elastic medium).

Or if the number of photons varies from one frontwave to another, we will have front waves of different intensities or some sort of modulation which is also interesting.

But what if we can have a wave crest with one single photon? What happens to the double slit experiment in this case? The answer is kinda scary. The photon interferes with itself, in time maybe?

First, how can a single photon predictibly pass through any of the two slits? Those slits are designed to be hit by countless photons and few will pass to difract and create those interference patterns seen on right. Ok let's say we shoot enough single photons for some to pass after being "difracted" by the source itself. What i would like to try is do this again and cover one of the slits. If there are still patterns it would mean the difraction angles is itself quantum.

If he can prove every single photon can still pass through (who knows what slit) that can certainly convince me of the dual nature wave/photon of light but he already said that photon is "one localized point" and cannot pass through both (have to watch the video again to see if he says how many photons he shot and how many landed on the interference screen). After i go to dispose of the... you know what.

8:44 Ok check this one out. A photon does not have a set direction. Then how a laser is possible? (or maybe it's not possible but only highly probable?)

9:32 Just been at the locker. Had to go twice because i could not open two doors with one code only which i usually could so i only took one code with me (on my old phone which is now without number). Walk did me good though cause i sat here all day only my brain to be creaked by the guys upstairs which seems they take turns, every day the other car is here.

At the loocker there are doors that do not close right anymore or have been forced. Each time i went little scenes were provided. When i got back i felt fireplace smoke alright. So much it was visible in the pole lamps. One of the items i got is a specially designed dust pan like sack for leaves cause i wanted to gather the remaining leaves by myself to prove i can to it faster than three guys with blowers. It was supposed to be 60 gallons but when i look at the pack it seems awfully small... (have not unpacked it yet).

9:36 We all know what is reduction to absurdity from grade school math, right? The direction of a photons in a laser beam is know since its creation... 

9:53 Going to the locker twice, observing...  Some guy came and parked near the locker and i waited for him to leave. Was this scene some sort of quantum superposition with my thoughts after i read this earlier today that seemed full of misspelings? Yeah i know it's from Iraq, it came on a search and i read it and stopped when i saw that mistake... And i thought about.

7:00 I thought it didn't make sense for a laser beam intensity to decrease with square distance. The reason light (or any EM wave) from conventional sources does so is light spreads in a sphere like pattern while laser rays stay parallel and stay so for a long time or distance after emission (does this also contradict a bit the EM theory of light).

So it should, in a certain measure, the 5 G beam, which more is similar to a radar beam emitted by a phased array antenna though it is not as perfect as a laser ray is. Near, far, km.

Anyways we can be sure a 5G beam does not spread in all directions like a sphere but much more focused thus having much more energy for the same emitting power at the phone, thus being much more dangerous if one (or your head) gets inside the beam, especially near the source (phone).

6:24 Mostly absorbed by the surface of your skin. Most of pain symptoms i am experiencing are at the surface of my skin. How the signal will reach the tower if your head is inside the beam or at that distance (zero), should better say the beam is inside your head?

6:30 Laser is an EM wave with a plane front instead of spheric (yes with abrupt edges). If it wasn't so it would not keep its intensity over long distances. But doesn't it contradict the EM field theory of light?

Right. They spread. Diffraction. Wave nature of light. Real and ideal planar waves differ fundamentally.

Must form (looseles) loops and non uniform patterns (turbulence like maybe).

Must be the waves spread beyond the collimation region but photons do not.

(Waves are spherical and do not end abruptly. Laser light does not spread).

7:50 She has been on top of my head for nearly an hour and then she left as i was dressing to go outside to check. Now he made a little synchronized creak that made me forget the next phrase i wanted to write about the current (fake) theory of light. Grease is not grace.


7:40 I asked because i got 3 rather expensive items to return all deffective and don't know what to do. 40%, isn't that a waste?

We all live in A_materasu world.

3:45 PM Yesterday when i could not stay here any longer went for a walk in the rain. I saw on the other side of the buildings 3 leaf blowers two meters apart from each other, creating a front wave like with a phase array emitter, pushing the leaves.

Don't ask me for the dB i think they were 100 from were i was watching. I pulled the phone and recorded and i think they became pissed because of that and did not finish the area behind our apartment (how could they know what i was doing with the phone). Or maybe they were too many leaves and left them for next week, after 4 hours of noise inferno with much dust shaking from the walls.

Angela just came and finally went outside to see the source of the nausea. The whole enclosure between buildings (south of building F i call it the bakyard) was still is full with some sort of smoke with a pungent cayenne like component that i believe it's coming from the bush next to the Aucuba next to our bedroom window (first picture).

Yes the camera is nicer. In the dumpster there are/where whole unnopned packets of fresh meat and huge sacks with garbage that could not come from an apartment. On the fence there was a wet vynil jacket promoting a weird smell all the way inside. 

6:45 While dizzy, nauseated, grabbed a rack and a small hoe and went and racked the leaves from under that bush/shrub whatever and then i poured a generous amount of concrete mix (sand + cement) that is hardening in a bag in a closet anyways in the soft area with holes around the turnk of that thing and mixed with the hoe.

Most of the smoke subsided right away, but i take it they (rats, moles, whatever) will attempt to dig one more opening of their gallery before that mix hardens (before they are evacuated themselves by the smoke).

I lived in smoke for many years before i started doing this with every hole (up to 20) i found and every time i did it i was dizzied by the smoke. The reason i made so many mistakes in the blog with matches.

Firs time i found 100% cement which i mixed with soil also bought at Lowes but this sack is a mix with much less cement (all i could find).

But this vent under the bush is tough to reach.

Then i went and retrieved a number of bulky poops softened by the rain. As they did this morning they predicted my movements and dispatched men, women (and kids this morning) in my way everywhere i went. The pressure of smell softened.

There is an open one in the bottom of the now empty dumpster i plan to knot, but then a truck came near the dumpster, now i hear slammed doors all around. I take it they protect their s...t as it costs a lot to them.

5:05 Traficul de droguri din România sub regimul Iliescu, asasinul lui Ceaușescu. Anumite lucruri nu se schimbă.

4:42 PM I found the only way to transfer pictures from my phone to the computer is via micro SD card which involves the awkard action of pulling the tiny drawer with the tiny card (and SIM card with it) out of the phone and then carefully putting them back on.

Today i tried once more all the different possible ways. It looks like i can't do a USB file transfer because of "safety issues" and i find this plain stupid. If one has access to my phone it can see whatever files they won't with or without USB download, like using an SD card and this is an Android issue.

Then i tried a bluetooth connection. Though i could (briefly) pair the devices, they get disconnected.

Then Windows says i have to have a Microsoft account to do it. I don't want to have a Microsoft account cause it starts tansfering files by itself on the so called DriveOne and then when it gets full (I believe 5 or 10 or whatever GB) it starts asking you for money.

By trying this i got of course "excited" that is i feel some pain in sensitive areas, just by starting the bluetooth which uses hundreds of of times less intense (microwave) signal than a phone which is a teaser for the next story i'm about to write after i transfer those pictures (via the card, of course) (yes i am that behind and more).

Honestely i don't know how other people manage to tansfer pictures from their phone to post them in a blog. Via uploading and then downloading them from somewhere which i don't want to cause again i choose which files i post only after i see and evaluate them in a full screen mode on the PC monitor and would mean uploading all of them of which most are useless (and of course starting the harmful (to me) wi-fi or celular network)).

I want that and the auto-doc. This movie (series) is yes so ahead ot our times which seem frozen (no major advances in a meaningful time period aka stagnation).

5:22 Bingo! My card reader has an USB-C connector. Just plugged it into the phone and was accessible right away. I can transfer files on an SD card without needing to put it in the phone and then i plug the same card reader in the computer!

5:52 Here it comes. One from Indian Head on Saturday night. After i accidentally got in the women's restroom last time, they put Lorena Bobbitt Darth Vader to guard those doorless entrances with his light saber. Fair enough.

On the beach Sunday i was curious to see if the 40 MP camera of my new phone (the old one was stollen by a neighbor mdiget ninja from my pocked at the dumpster) makes a difference. It does but it was foggy.

And here comes the story.

I needed that picture transfered in my computer for the time stamp (4:42 PM local). We went of course at Road's End to eat (i told Angela many times we should start changing spots cause they are sure we are going there and wait for us with the setting ready). That is a place to park between chosen vehicles and scenes already written.

After recent findings, the constant tingling in my feet, other symptoms) come from sitting on the very uncofortable chair of that car that was also set in the lowest position and on couch at home, i decided to go for a a walk on the beach as Angela was preparing the food. One couple, she short with yellow hair was kinda matching my moves).

Right behind us, a SUB_AR_U and a literally square guy (as wide as tall, ok, maybe twice as tall as wide) with a kid and a weird haircut, with lower part shaven. He apparently was remote controlling that kid that got in my way when i left for the beach, when i came back and crowded my mirrors with his jumps and runs back and forth near that SUBARU for the whole time i was eating.

Then the square guy pulled a phone and while leaning with his butt against his car he started to swipe it or scroll it up and down.

After about 5-10 minutes i realized what was going on. I was right between his phone and the (unseen, over the hill) cell phone tower. I figured he had a 5G phone and his beam (stronger signal than 4G) was passing right through our car, which somehow but not enough, protects, like the signal is smaller inside the car when in a parking lot near a tower (measured it many times when Grocery Outlet was till under the tower, they moved it there on a hill in Lincoln City next to the other tower).

Then i started to have pain and Angela to get flushed. From the drink i had, the pain was dulled but it became near unbearable when i got at the casino, where i took two ibuprofen and bought cigarettes (to me they are a bit of analgesic). Became very talkative, i talked to an unkown guy who of course was pepared and was moking me.

Got pain throughout my body all day yesterday and even today some. That is the reason why i tolerated the weird smoke smell coming from outside (i guess from under the bush not far from the back door), cumulated with other influecnces like psycho-active dog poop, yeast from a wet mat near the dumpster, etc..) i have become psychotic towards the end of the day yesterday. I knew it but simply could not get out of it, also because i had stuff to do, i needed rest and meditation and then sleep.

6:30 Mm waves? Could not have been detected by my meter even if i had it with me cause it only measures in the range of 2.4 - 2.5 Ghz (12.5 cm). These things are getting really frightening.

6:38 Finally pictures taken on good weather today. Though resolution is good, contrast is quite low and can hardly understand what's in the pictures. Need to see what i can tweak.

But now i need to get under that bush today to mix some more cement with the soil on top of those holes (don't know if it rained enough today to hardened that soil mixed with cement yesterday but i can still feel some smoke). 

7:25 From Reagan to the Bushes, from Clinton to Trump II, America is on its way, with a muslim mayor of New York. Was thinking maybe it's a consequence of the recent war in Gaza, but then i remembered, it's a dejavu. 

8:05 My old jacket was wet from wallking in the rain and wind with a broken umbrella today. I took the newer jacket (old  Navy) from the closet and... found my lost phone in it. Still on (disconnected from network).

However, i think i searched in that one like 10 times too in the days before i bought the new one (i think October 31st, enough days not to be sure anymore where i searched for it). It's a dejavu, i lost and then found the phone in places i searched before, like under the car's seats.

So i figure my phone was not stolen but only borrowed and then returned... A stunt with deep psyhcological impact, especially after i decided to write about cause i hesitated for 5 days cause i thought it was a trick with a followup.

8:43 I swear next time when this happens i will make a list with places i looked for...

9:44 I have an idea. I will use the old phone as a camera to film everything it happens in here. This way i will know what i did or how i was dressed in a certain day. Of course like any idea i could be tricked and all be used against me...

10:45 She was a true midget, about 4 ft tall. She shows every few months at Apt.3 in this building (a guest star i guess). Probably not the same over the years.

In that day they could not pick the garbage from the closest dumpster (near mailboxes) because of a truck parked on a no Thursday (30) next to it. I took a picture with the old phone when we left, should be possible to retrieve it.

There was an open blue or green bag troning on top of the garbage in the dumpster when we left and when we came back from the several places we went to the first think i've done was i went to knot it.

Before i knew it she unfonfortably snuck behind me in the narrow space between that truck and the dumpster and started to search for something in the bags on the ground and i got surprised and almost forgot my telescopic fishing pole i use to pick the bags to knot so in that moment there was no visibility from many angles. I bent to pick the pole while she was very close behind me.

That's all i know.

It was several hours later i searched for the phone (everywhere) and could not find it.

11:25 I think tonight i figured why i don't like the foods i prepare myself. It's from seeing and handling the raw ingredients which most are gross, like raw flour, yeast, raw uncooked peperoni smelling like pork, even salt for pizza, smelly, runny eggs (yuck!), jelly like smelly meat, dirty spotty potatoes, etc..

I eat it alright when i'm hungry or frustrated, just like a caged animal would eat his rations or even worse. But do not trully enjoy anything i cook, (i kinda like heated pizza from the fridge the next day).

Is this mental? Could it all be because of the constant poop and mold smell?

4:38 Don't know what the truth is. We all know there was a GM test-project deployed in California and two other states with hundreds of electric vehicle strangely resembling later Tesla Model 3 while Roadster, first Tesla car, by Toyota Camry Solara.

November 1st trekkers. So good to see some redness in your face, sometime. Must be the cold crisp outside air.

1:53 PM In a way our reality with ninja living out of normal perception right among us is similar to the people living out of phase in that StarT rek episode.

1:20 AM Just spoke with Angela about what happened on 25. She can't remember a thing.

3:18 Government shutdowns do not save but cost money.

3:45 Earlier i went outside to deal with the poops. They (changed their mind?) started to dig more at the walking path accross the alley, making it 2 meters deeper. Much more noise because of that (it never stopps since March when they started the park and June since they started the siding). When i came back the signs at the door were moved. Then i fried some chicken. Now my Walmart San soda tastes like ammonia. Going to WinCo to get more soda pops to see if there's a difference.

1:00 PM Price got under 150. Still a good excelent option for a low budget web browsing word processing and even gaming computer.

When it came it got inside the box a cable for the displayport comm standard so i just hoocked it thinking it was going to be better than HDMI.

However. All text in Windows got so small i can't read it. I have to get real close to the screen when i hit a right click menu in Chrome to see where copy and paste is. I tried all the options and this is how i discovered the newest Windows makeup.

Don't know, i used Linux for such a longtime, didn't have time to install it and since this computer is so fast i did not bother. But at least on 11 they put some sort of interface on top of the old Windows to make it look.

But if you go deeper in a menu you start to see the old dialog boxes that BTW do not obey the text size setting, like choosing more options here. BTW i could not find a better way to add a whole folder to Windows Media Player (in Windows all utilities start with the name Windows except for Word which is called Microsoft Word).

See for yourself.

Every once in a while i see a menu with tiny letters and square corners of the old dreaded Control Panel. Some things never change.

11:13 AM I went for the second time today and picked and knotted 7-8 poops. At @6 AM i picked 4-5 more. However the dumpster is full with feremented garbage the window blows from that direction, there is smoke outside and they haven't picked the garbage as of right now, beint Thrusday though i thought i heard them earlier today and the air inside is hard to breath. I just started the ozone generator.

Lately they also come with big dogs leaving bulky poops but they were some small one with pheromones.

Yesterday there has been a big noise half day from laying fermented bark dust at the park, then 3-4 more hours from blowing the parking lot, picking leaves.  I was in pain because of being exposed to brick dust at Walmart, right now there is a big engine running outside i don't know what it is.

Smoke, garbage and vibration raise my BP and i have to take medicine to bring it down.

Was very sick last night before i went to bed, today i am better after sleeping about 6  hours in two pieces.

12:23 PM Made some coffee, tried to relax, did some searches on a subject. A modified exhaust started to thunder outside the door, for about 10 minutes now. Still do not hear the garbage truck. 12:33 I know what they did. They brought a new poop and the vibration pumped the smell inside covered at first by coffee smell.

BTW when i left the first time about an hour ago they started a bunch of sirens at the street (if not that, they bring a plane or two, a prolonged airhorn sound on the freeway, name it).

Yeah and you'all expect me to be sane. Ok the story of the new microwave oven. The old one paint or ceraminc coating whatever inside started to peel off and i ordered one on Amazon. I remember how lucky i was with the old one. I thought it leaked too much, i went and bought two more which were way worse so i returned them (at Walmart). I can leave with it if i start it and run and stay away until it beeps.

I chose a brand (Toshiba). Though a brand name would be better. However this one puts ten times more the radiation (and pain). I tried all the tricks i knew, realign hinges, cover the grills with aluminum foil etc.. All i did is i made myself more pain from starting it, runing away but not fast enough, for the next 12 hours. Packed it back, ready to return but i'm so tired of returning stuff to Amazon.

I thought of this many times. By accepting the return with this reason, Amazon akonwledges there is something wrong with the product, in this case a safetey problem and the problem is with the whole class of products, should they keep selling if they accept a return for this reason? But of course they keep selling those because... 

Also shouldn't they reimburse you for all the trouble of buying, unpacking, testing, packing and returning?

Did i mention how flimsier and flimsier they build thing things, the outer sheet metal shell is so thin you can bend a corner of it with one finger though the leakage starts somewhere at the magnetron itself.

BTW lately i started to feel and measure signal coming from upstairs. But every time i raised the meter to the ceiling to pinpoint the location (usually it can be blocked with one piece of 2x2 ft aluminum foil pinned on the ceiling, if you kow the location (of the router i guess)) it stopps like it had a mind or AI of its own.

BTW today i feel pain in the known sensitive areas and my meter (with the alarm) was turned off all night and morning.

I am Loona, the black Punther. I hate people. (click on Youtube to see translation).

7:40 AM Last night at Wallmart. There was this guy cutting with a power tool through the faux bricks facade. Don't know, was trying to prove maybe it is made of bricks.

Good enough to make a cloud of mostly corosive silica (glass) dust. Though the wind was blowing kinda paralel to were i was, some got into my eyes and i had problems driving back home in the rain and dark, pain after. Needles to say, the number of cars and surrounding buildings that have been contaminated.

I saw several Asian people inside, one bleached Asian woman to make her German looking, kids following me through the store, etc.. 4 teens with hair were marching through the store.

I don't have time to describe the scene they created at the checkstand.

Timestamp on video is 9:44 AM.

 

9:08 Similar clouds of dust trying to beat the fog at the construction site while i was picking the poops, and when the dust stopped a guy that is usually coming here lately, now with a new hair cut, half shaven, half fringe, came and pooped his dog right in front of me, than picked but did not knot. I was thinking. These are the most talented that can really be mistaken from Mexicans they push here and in stores and stuff.

I was thinking all morning. Probably cover me in s...t because they think i am gay which i am not. As for concrete (silica, glass) dust...

Part of their strategy of cuantum repeating.

6:15 PM It was a trick. In the video above there's steam from the fermented bark dust.

6:17 FCSB a pierdut cam multe meciuri în ultimul timp. Poate așa a făcut 2 milioane pentru donație, au pariat unii pe cine trebuie. Nu știu când a fost făcută poza asta, dar de pe 6 octombrie sportivii nu mai pot face reclamă la jocuri de noroc.

Apropo, nu mi-a răspuns încă nimeni la întrebarea cine se sesizează când guvernul încalcă legi, ca de exemplu legea plafoanelor, legile bugetelor.