8:52 Upstairs, it started.

8:53 Now it stopped and the tan SUV started in the lot. I guess. I can feel dust smell. Should check for more holes.

8:15 But first i had to dust all the smaller areas i neglected before.

9:21 It looks like "preliminary" squeaks she made were not for letting me know i have undusted areas. She first went outside to the car tricking me into believing she left. Now she started the full Shiva dance upstairs with hitting the floor, dragging objects big time, disrupting my thoughts.

I was thinking yesterday. We should always be grateful to the bullies cause the bullies let us know of our weaknesses.

1:3 I slept one more hour and a half on top of the five last night and i awoke thinking to put everything i know now about photon in one single post and attempt to publicize it in publication similar to that the Polish scientists did but upstairs it became relentless. Got dust in my eyes and mouth. I believe it comes from the paint on the ceiling itself.

1:41 Miraculously, it stopped one minute after i wrote the above paragraph.

2:25 Like last Saturday she moved her car on a visitor spot, expecting someone. Then she moved around for hours, cooking. Than about 15 minutes ore when i started to re-write the most important blob post i wrote above, a person that might look like one of the team of Polish scientists came and parked a huge truck on her spot and climbed upstairs.

2:47 By the time i was done with the post i believed they left together, leaving me coughing because of dust.

8:45 AM How they knew? After i wrote a long and complicated entry on the other blog i remembered last night before i fell asleep i felt the smell of animal dung comming from outside but was too tired to react. So i went outside. There was nobody on the alley except one black woman who passed in front of the building, acting like i was from another planet and was following her.

9:42 No, really, what is your type?

9:55 The hungry ghost.

10 Dinosaurs are contemporary with humans.

10:07 Four

9:30 In the last few days many of my links disappeared or got messed up. This morning i checked what i did last night and there was an older link with an unfinished version of paraboloids.

About 15 minutes ago while checking my BG, the black BMW started, it was there for months not doing nothing, now for the last couple of weeks is active but it always starts when i do something or when i'm pissed already with one thing or another. Upstairs, it all went down to almost nothing since about a week ago.

10:20 Nevermind she re-started about 20 minutes ago in the kitchen, at about half the intensity.

11:45 Poate, dacă era o lămâie mică. Eu cred că toată povestea e o subliminală aruncată la...

12:52 AM A few (heavy) steps upstairs brought me cough and shortness of breath.

2:10 Found an fixed a number of nail size holes on upper wall next do main door and in the ceiling, where the filter fan blows.

2:11 Crin Antonescu.

2:15 First test came minutes after i started to search for St.Dominic with lilies, probably because i was cursing or wanted to, in my mind. Somebody (and i know who) came with (a) big bass and parked and shook the building and i smelled the smell again coming from the fridge's fan that was on.

It could be the ionizer on top of fridge is saturated with that matter, the hot coil under the fridge full of it, i don't know, was looking earlier for holes in the back of the fridge, an area that i must have looked over 20 times already, over the years.

BTW just remembered something LOL. I gave you base... You gave me sweet talk... And by God she's got such a base...

12:12 Whirls in the news... (links disappearing all the time, had to redo this one).

4:50 Too much smoke outside does not allow to air or even smoke a cigarette. Usually smoke comes out of a fireplace for a few minutes when the cold chimney cools the smoke that goes all over the place and then it heats and starts to go up however here it is for hours or days at ground level.

Angela says it's because of poor immigrants living in those houses next to the tiny park by the dozens in one house and use wood gotten from somewhere, i say it is all simulated and another pretext for bullying and keeping me at bay. Every time i look through the glass wall in the living i see something going on in that tiny park.

5:20 Like yesterday after i wrote about the fireplace smoke, it sopped. I went to smoke a cigarette and i saw that black piece of plastic hanging from that balcony is gone. I know from my past almost daily experiences that when they were going to take that away something else is going to happen.

In the apartment under (i used to call it the "monster apartment" because it once had a Japanese mythological figure in the window) that was also vacated for weeks now there was a colored kid playing alone in the living with blinds pulled wide open. When i finished the cigarette getting ready to go inside a kid started to cry like hell, heard from the opposite direction, beyond the yard.

Last night Angela saw at the entrance at WinCo ready made humus in small round containers and grabbed two of those which we ate when i got home.

My jaw clostridium infection got better with broken jaw consolidating and filling with bone 3 months after extraction (the day after elections). I can smoke a cigarette in the cold without big problems if i have an active patch with Augmentin mixed with Amoxicilin freshly wetted with water from a syringe. Almost no symptoms.

Even after i ate that humus cold from the cooler at WinCo i was ok. But last night, after i plugged several holes in the ceiling and upper walls next to door, after someone played the bass really loud in the lot, i felt dust with vibrations from outside and started to dust the place, including the area under the deck upstairs.

Dust fell on me, on my face, got into my mouth and together with exposure to cold, my jaw and the whole body started to get numb, to the point i had trouble walking, balance, blurred vision, etc..

I took an Augmentin orally, put some patches with vitamin C, aspirin (earlier), took a shower cause i was feeling dust all over me and in half hour i was better, but it needed one more Cephalexin i had forgotten in a yellow pharmacy jar to make a stronger combination and then i was able to stay up all night and finish my project and then sleep with one more Augmentin after Angela left. Today i am in between, i put a new patch on one of my shoulder, started to heat up like after insulin.

12:45 I (over)heard this song tonight on Coast to Coast and it reminded me of a tape i bought in Iași in a recording studio. No, recording studios were not where bands were recording songs in @1985 Romania.

There was a networks of such studios with front stores-like facades in downtown in big cities working with Securitate's approval of course probably driven by the need for money of some of the sons of nomenklatura (like the tape recording "industry" later, but without the street facades). Or they let them be cause most people did not understand the English lyrics anyways.

It was one of the few reminders of the glorious 70s in Romania when everything seemed possible and the "future was wide open".

You would go with your own tape, usually used and they were  re-recording usually high audio quality tapes and cassettes (unlike semi-clandestine video tapes with movies later which where grainy and blurred) with the latest international  hits.

Unfortunately i can't remember the year, it was for sure after 1984 cause it had Mathew Wilder Brake my Stride on it, but i don't think it was 1986 when a version of Gents of this song was briefly on a UK chart peaking at 95. Could have. I don't know. I remember another song from the tape but tune only.

Guess what. I googled what i remember with the closest spelling "chick chick chick ah" and found it! (i'll let you guess the symbolism).  

Anyways the song i was trying to talk about is timeless Friday on my Mind by the Easybeats. Never heard of the (band) name until now. Nr. 1 on a list of best Australian songs, under heavy Beatles influence of course (hairstyle and voice), it surprised me a lot when i found it in 1967 when i time traveled with youtube. Cause i was convinced at the time it was an 80s song!

Fast solos (no, that was invented by van Halen) contre-temps rhythm guitars and matching drums and abstract slightly dissonant melody and weird chords suggesting time passing (except more melodic chorus) it was nothing like usually slow, insightful or straight (eastern) philosophical or romantic Beatles songs.

Can't say ushering cause there's a too a great distance in time. A spark of composer's genius that resonated and inspired all the way to dancing 80s or even some early 90s punk or even metal bands. The Bangles. Dolly Parton. Who sings Friday i'm in Love?

11:38 Wanted to go outside to sweep the deck, throw the big black plastic foil from that balcony. Another car came at the day care.

12:40 That stuff in the balcony has something that makes everything inside really bad, worse that wet mats at the corner.

Shouldn't have said that. Now Apple is up 4%, 25 for the past year. Same problem as Nvidia, though market capital is ""only" ten times the assets. Don't have time to look now when we started to have problems with the old phones, but i think it was around that time.

Though i'm pretty sure that if i get in iPhone something would go wrong too, like anything else for me.

BTW, my insulin needles did not arrive yet at Walmart. Same thing, are they self sabotaging to promote other pharmacies?

12:55 Somebody knocked at our door last night. Looked through the window when he/she left but didn't see a face. Not long after, i got very sick. I just saw that person in the parking lot as i was going to my truck (or a similar one with a tablet hanging on his neck).

There was a broken garbage bag on top of that SW dumpster that made all the back yard stink.

Unreachable poops in pink bags on top. Litter dust in front of the dumpster. All from wind's direction. Came back to wash my hands and i realized i forgot to check the sign at the door when i left.

1:13 Went and started the truck but then i realized it was too late to go to Walmart and WinCo cause i won't find a visitor spot for it when i get back. I think i would go for a walk and got with Angela's car when she gets back.

1:30 Now i'm afraid to do more insulin shots. Had one needle left. Just ordered a refill for insulin too. I got a few left in my last pen, have 3 half used in the fridge because of air bubbles.

But i did one shot with one of the needles i had left in the car. BTW do you know how google knows how many people are in a certain time in some place (or how fast traffic is moving in google maps)? By tracking the cell phones for those who turned that setting on.

2:20 I personally do not believe in viruses as i did not believe in HIV or COVID. Common colds in most cases are triggered either by fungal or bacterial infections.

It's all different in internet age. One could find an answer or multiple answers within seconds with nobody's help or influence. Here is one possible alternative cause for AIDS syndrome.

Why people live longer on HIV medicine? I don't know, could be some of those simply boost their immune system as they don't quit their sexual habits? Could it be after a long period of time of receptive anal sex the damage to the immune system gets permanent? Could be the reason they never find a cure.

"Antiretroviral" medicine is really expensive and a super profitable business. It costs us all in insurance premiums.

But how moral would be to find a cure in the direction of protecting your immune system from suppression by some component in sperm that is not used as prescribed?

5:25 As i said, everywhere i go there are thousands of actors and extras moving and speaking by ear prompters, guided by AI. I don't know what they are trying to simulate today, but both Walmart and WinCo where almost half empty and the people present there were mostly "Mexicans".

I told Angela but she would not believe me and she was right too because at WinCo half of the people in store were moving around us. I knew that when i forgot some items because Angela is very tired and turned around several times.

Everybody in the store was anticipating our moves, creating all kinda scenes resulting usually we are following them from behind creating a subconscious base for the casual occasional viewers (probably on the dark web).

At Walmart. The reason they delayed my needles was though i had enough on prescription, my insurance does not cover more than once daily. I had 300 needles and 10 pens prescribed for three months, i used 100 needles in one month and a half and today i had to pay out of pocked for extra needles.

Because i get hot flashes and shortness of breath within the first hour depending on the dose, i divided the dose in two and i do it twice daily.

50 of them would cost 9 bucks but the problem is they did not have the prescribed 5 mm and they gave me a choice between 4 or 6 and i choose 4 to be on the safe side. I don't know, have to google.

At WinCo. First i went to drop Angela and then i went to Walmart. Right in front of the store a white young male thrown on the ground next to wall suggesting he was high on drugs (a rare sight, to me).

In the parking lot people and cars were popping like crazy but waiting making me look either i don't let them pass or i don't let them pass with other cars hurrying me from behind. Across the street at Walmart, and all the way there, the opposite, an unusual number of cars popping and blocking me all the time.

At WinCo the second time. Some guy left just before i got there and leaving an empty spot in front, near the flag pole. When we left, we had many bags so i had to briefly organize the trunk. The jack was in the trunk from last usage so i had to find the pieces, put them in the foam mold and put it under the trunk floor whatever is called.

In the same time next to me three bearded guys and one with moustache were lowering the flag that seemed old and discolored by Sun replacing it with a new one. Can't figure the symbolism yet.

When i got here. It was smelling really bad like garbage mixed with laundry detergent (because i complained earlier). When i was picking the bags from the trunk, especially that one with two soda pops, two really good looking Latinos, again probably disguised ninja, dressed in black with neon stripes all around, suggesting some kinda of uniform, were patrolling in the back of the car, suggesting protecting.

Last time and many times kids were showing when we come with groceries. When i picked  the box with wine, again a tall good locking Latino moving suggesting he was drunk.

Many others i forgot. Both graphs are for a Tuesday.

Wondering how google knows how many people are in a place or how fast traffic is moving on google maps? Simply by tracking the phones' location, for those who have that option turned on.   

7:12 America, Amazen, Amazing Amaterasu

10:20 Man. Back in my college days in Romania, a semester was from September 15 to January can't remember with a break for New Year (and Christmas) and from February to June. They were 2 hours courses per each object of study, and 3 courses per day making for 6 hours, 2 or 3 times a week, rest being labs and "seminaries" where you were doing activities like problems solving based on the courses called "exercises".

During those 2 hours there was lots of high speed (normal speech, not many pauses, dictating, the teacher would peak at the fastest writing students to know when to continue) and copying graphs and diagrams drawn by the teachers on the board (while he was dictating). Very few questions allowed. (That's when i ruined my handwriting, i write like doctors now).

They were very few printed materials and low quality Xerox machines were available to very few, through their parents at work.

At the end of each semester we had a period of about one month called "(exams) session" when we were preparing for usually three exams. So we had about a week for each which of course was not enough if you weren't familiar with the subjects of the course which were enormous. That is after i was scrambling for missing courses from colleagues from other "groups" who had finish that exam.

Not being present at each course, lab and seminary was not good in the eyes of professors and making it very difficult for you to understand and especially memorize the whole thing.

First it was the written exam with 3 subjects. If you did more than 8 on a scale of one to ten, you passed. If not, you were going to the next phase, oral exam, with again 3 random subjects picked from a pile. They were no quizzes. You had to know everything, basically to reproduce what was in the course, with graphs, descriptions and formulas. At oral, you had to do at least 5 out of 10 points.

To this day i qualify it as an unimaginable abuse. Nothing good ever came out of this treatment except the easy jobs for life (basically nothing to do) for the graduate (absolvent how we called it) which also came with a good quality apartment with very low rent. And i'm positive though i have no proof that many were connected through their parents with the teachers cause they were too relaxed compared to the difficulty of the whole process.

I once (1997) i went to an AutoCad course at PCC college paid by Epson counting for 3 credits. Very nicely done, everything was easy and gradual. I did all partial tests with maximum points but in the day of the final test i got sick (shortness of breath, panic attack) because they put newly fermented barkdust the days before at the apartment (Sussex Village, Beaverton) so i did not go.

Where i'm getting at. For a few months now i feel like i'm in exams session trying to go through an endless courses of several objects which i have to make myself which to me is kinda nightmarish. Today, linear algebra and descriptive geometry with Assistant (a degree) Crăciun (Christmas LOL).

At his exam, the first in my life, could not finish reviewing the course i did the first two subjects only but he helped at the third making me write on the table a problem which i knew how to solve during the written part and reverse the theory out of it. Rotation hyperboloids.

(During my first job at the Machine Tools Company in Bacău (86-90) all i did was CNC programing, Basic and Fortran. Fortran i believe was part of the same course above. Can't remember. After that, i did payroll and accounting in different languages in different places, lately with my own one person LL firm until i came to the US. In the US i worked as a software engineer for 8 months in 98 until i got too sick to work (from breathing insulation dust from the ceiling i guess)).

But what i need now is to make 3D conic or better paraboloid spirals on desmos. Which is easy in polar coordinates (now i remember). Optional to ornate my theory cause i think i already nailed it (part about light).

11:00 PM  Yesterday i treated the moldy areas of the walls with chlorine gel diluted with water. Today after she came at least one enormous cat is rumbling the floor upstairs agitating the atmosphere in the space between their floor and our ceiling and in the room and it started to smell like mold again.

Mostly because of the stuff left on that balcony on the next building i guess. Earlier today i started the ozone again but it's attacking my already sensitized extremities (feet).

Can't believe you get this graph with one equation only.

11:20 I think i could start with this one. Tomorrow.

11:30 I tried to air the rooms but there's heavy smoke outside. Too much smoke to be able to smoke a cigarette!

11:43 I could also start with these! also make the ellipses circles and cut the domain in half. Etc..

12:30 AM (After midnight, last entry here) After i did a 20 units shot with a shorter needle, i got less reaction. Usually the second one of the day is like that.

11:30 AM Everything that is easy and straightforward for most people for me it is extremely difficult and everything that is difficult for other people for me is impossible. (Story of my life, new Murphy law).

About a month ago i set up an account with Tracfone, after i could not make payments anymore with Hello Mobile, after trying for days with their customer service.

I paid with a card i bought at Walmart, like the phone.

Yesterday was my last day of service. A few days ago i have set up autorefill and added a card to the account.

However it did not go through. I am on chat with an agent for more than 35 minutes and it looks like he's having difficulties processing my card, payment, whatever.

I had to start the phone for a few seconds only to check service and i stared to have pain in all areas affected in the past of that laptop.

Now i'm waiting after i gave him again the credit card details, while he is "working on my account". "The system is taking longer than usual to process it.". It took 10 minutes for that reply to show up. 20 minutes since i gave him the details of my card.

11:48 Got 5 emails in my inbox saying Tracfone transaction summary. First was at 11:08.

"Yes, sorry for the delay, the system was stuck trying to process the previous auto-refill charge, we had suspend the line for a moment to stop it, then we process the payment."

Here is what an email says:

Thank you for contacting Tracfone!

Thank you for enrolling in Tracfone Value Plans. We will process your payment on each Service End Date.

Transaction Summary

Phone Number XXXXXXXXX

Last Day of Service 01/28/2025

Value Plan Enrollment YES

Plan Pay As You Go

Total Charges Summary

Credit Card ************9819

Transaction ID BP20250127616632982

Price 10

Discount and Price 5

Tax1  0

Prepaid Wireless 9112 1.25

Federal Universal Service .06

11:53 I was instructed to turn the phone off for 2 minutes and then on to test it. One more dose.

Regulatory Cost Recovery4 .02

Final Purchase Amount 11.73

12:PM It works now, after one hour of chat. After i said "thank you" i got no replay. Then i asked "anything else" and he said "that would be all". No closing reply.

It happened to me in the past. I guess these guys at Tracfone work from home and are paid on minutes of chat and don't like to be stressed out. After they fixed the problem, they kept me half more hour on chat.

12:05 No, i am not using the phone, got it just for emergencies, taking pictures, etc..

Same at Walmart. I had refills and ordered needles at the pharmacy for my insulin pen last week and they are not ready and i got only 2 left. 

12:15 Wait a minute, last day of service, tomorrow?

3:10 50 dollars phone at Walmart and 10 dollars a month plus taxes, unlimited talk, 1 Gig data.

Time spent with customer service, priceless.

4:25 On 24 i enrolled for auto pay but the transaction did not go through. Today they enrolled me again, on the chat. I gave them again lat four of the card, expiration date and security code. Then in my account under transactions i see this and in the emails last date of service is tomorrow. Last time i checked phone was working.

3:20 The guy with the black plastic sheet and two big dogs have left about a few days ago. There could be something stinky inside those bags.

5:00 Went for another cigarette. Another car came and a woman picked a kid from the day care accross the alley.

7:55 PM Proof Angela paid for the non safety glasses with her own money (an Eaton savings account at her disposal). Safety glasses were don in Newberg and cost 125. However we do not have now a confirmation of the claim done by Steven, she left that at work. 

7:44 They gave us free tickets for the concert. We came to late and the show started and could not find our places so we sat on some empty ones. Somebody came and showed tickets for those places (it was dark anyway) so we moved. There was this woman behind me who kept kicking rhythmically the backrest of my seat.

This morning i slept 4 hours. Princess Mako at Apt.4 came at her balcony and started talking on the phone for several hours until thought it was barely above freezing. I started to fill uncomfortable and then my hands, legs, areas around eyes etc.. started go get puffy and stiff until i could no more and went to bed and soon i fell asleep and when i woke up again felt all puffy and stiff suggesting kidneys problems.

 I did not eat anything all day, just drank some water. Finally ate late afternoon, was doing better but now again my extremities are all puffy and stiff.

11:15 PM I did not look at news for a whole day. When i open the news sites, what do i see. Why always something happens related to what i write?

Dutch and Deutsche are descendants of Dacians who ran in the Western Europe after Roman invasion of Dacia. The whole story with Angela's glasses.

12:00 PM Four.

4:25 PM Chinook Winds, Classic Journey Tribute. Romantic rock. Was really pissed with my own problems.

What can i say. Last time i went for a concert in there with a cover band, Trevor Horn incognito was at the base. 

Critics: When i first heard the guitar, they were a tone of notes per square inch however they sounded kinda melted, and i thought it was a technical problem (lag).

Then it got better and exactly how they said, they were playing note per note, all live, and at times, more (the long guitar solo in the audience which i visually missed, i don't know why, i saw him leaving the scene and i heard the long solo but, thought he took a brake and there was a recording playing, though he was not far away from where i was sitting).

The guitarist much exceeding the needs of a cover band, i thought he had a metal background, was playing exceptionally the hardest parts, especially towards the end, however he was probably relaxing too much during the easy parts or was bored, sometimes missing synch, lagging some of the notes.

Vocals. At time it sounded like more like Roger Hogdson than Steve Perry.

Overall. The closest to a real concert i've ever been minus the chaos of a real audience. Don't believe on that stage with that gear the real band would have made a big difference.

5:40 I swear i did  not read that first!

 12:55 Black BMW

4:25 AM Could not wait to get back home to write this down. After an almost 300 miles drive tonight, things got clearer in my mind.

Angela at Eaton has the right to have one pair of safety glasses every year. She did not have new ones since 2019. She had trouble seeing so she went to a doctor and got a new prescription. She went to America's Best next to Washington Square and ordered some regular glasses for which she paid about 500 bucks.

She went in total at least 4 times there because of loose screws, lens falling, les not fitting in the frame.I drove her there times because 217 is a mess in that area, for years. All the women there were Asian.

At Eaton. She had an email in her inbox with instruction on how to get glasses. But the email was deleted because the delete everything older than one year. So she had the bad idea to go and ask Steven on how to do it. Since he had done one recently.

The email had a link to a page on an Eaton interna site which you have to fill to check for eligibility and order. Steve had offer to fill it himself. But i thing he screwed something cause that accountant from India emailed Angela (her address was on the form) and asked for the code for accounting for those glasses.

Angela saw that name and did not know who it was and did not open the email. Then the guy from India emailed her supervisor (don't know how he got the email address) and the supervisor got mad and started to yell at Angela. In the same time he said he has on record complaints from her coworkers he did not tell her before about. The rest is in yesterday post.

So far i detect some weird coincidences. Eaton - Eather, Shiva the destroyer - the guy from India, her supervisor. Mad goddess Kali - her supervisor. Romania's budget i wrote yesterday about, the accountant from India, etc..

5:00 Se apropie momentul introducerii legilor bugetelor în Parlament. Este vorba de Bugetul de Stat, cu cheltuieli pe ministere și alți ordonatori de credit și Bugetul Asigurărilor Sociale - pensiile.

Am urmărit aceste legi ani de zile și felul în care au fost scrise până acum explică cancerul societății românești și subdezvoltarea cronică din țara noastră printr-o hoție cataclismică, de neimaginat. Sunt unele ministere mari ca de exemplu Transporturile, Dezvoltării dar și Educației, Sănătății etc.. unde dispar sume uriașe, de ordinul zecilor de miliarde de lei.

Singurele cheltuieli clare din legile bugetului din trecut de la aceste ministere sunt cele de personal, adică salariilor. Nu există și nu a existat niciodată o defalcare a sumelor pe proiecte și destinații.

Puteți regăsi aceste cheltuieli în link-urile permanente puse în dreapta sus a acestui blog. Deși sunt pentru anul 2024 și 2023, la fiecare minister există o estimare pentru 2025 și bănuiesc că nu se vor abate mult de la aceasta, ceea ce este inacceptabil.

Tot ce am găsit până în prezent la site-ul guvernului este acest OUG care face precizări despre anumite cheltuieli.

Acest mod de tratament aplicat românilor de către orice guvern de orice culoare în ultimele decenii trebuie să înceteze. Această imensă problemă depășește cu mult scandalul cu alegerile, alte scandaluri, toate menite să orbească pe români pentru a nu vedea. ce este cu adevărat important.

Azi, un exemplu. Ministerul Sănătății are cheltuieli de personal clare, de aproximativ 2,5 miliarde de lei.

Bugetul este unul elastic, cu așa numite credite de angajament, care sunt sume care se pot transfera de la un an la altul. Acest obicei nociv care generează confuzie și hoție trebuie să înceteze. Să rămână cheltuielile precise pe fiecare minister.

Există la toate ministere aceste sume, Transferuri între unități administrative, care în acest caz sunt 5,8 miliarde lei, fără nici o explicație. Aceste sume uriașe trecute ca și cheltuieli, generatoare de confuzie și hoție trebuie să dispară.

În rest, rămâne de explicat suma de 21 miliarde lei, din care avem 5,4 miliarde bunuri și servicii, 5,8 miliarde, transferuri și 2.5 miliarde, salarii.

Nu reușesc să înțeleg ce reprezintă aceste cheltuieli cu bunuri și servicii de 5,4 miliarde lei.

Mai avem. Proiecte PNRR de 5,5 miliarde și mai jos pe ultima pagină Credite bugetare alte instituții si actiuni sanitare, 18 miliarde?

De precizat că sumele acordate pentru medicamente sau mese sunt derizorii, de ordinul milioanelor. Le-am văzut în alți ani, acum probabil intră în Bunuri și servicii.

Mai jos urmează defalcarea pe proiecte, pentru care trebuie... să întoarceți capul iar pe mine mă ia amețeala. Să facem totuși un sacrificiu. Proiectul pentru reforma sistemului sanitar, faza II-a, 362 milioane. Proiectul pentru reabilitarea sistemului sanitar, 372 milioane. Proiectul de reformă a sistemului sanitar îmbunătățirea eficienței, 1,57 miliarde.

Ar trebui să print aceste pagini, este un total de 111 ca să le pot citi pe orizontală însă din ce am văzut deja, totul pare o bătaie de joc, pe niște sume imense, o improvizație ca să aibă cât de cât o justificare.

O estimare grosieră arată că din totalul de peste 21 miliarde, se justifică aproximativ un sfert.

6:35 After i slept four hours i woke up and i am feeling like paralyzed. About a week ago i thought i pumped enough ozone in that closet but slowly it started to again put up the same stuff that has been embedded in those rocks under the water heater and the rust of the pan. I think it's the bacteria that through evolution lives in the guts of predatory animals which they "mark their territory with" to numb out prey.

It has been almost 9 years since i am fighting that and the tiny traces that are left and those living things are still trying to put me down.

Outside there is an intense smoke smell and can't air.

Yesterday i thought the smell is coming from the carpet. It is true, haven't vacuumed in a long time, maybe more than 6 months. But it was that smell that contaminates the carpet. As soon as i put back the ozone in the closet and put the plastic foil with magnets on sides to cover the entrance the smell changed dramatically. I can't wait for 8 o'clock to start vacuuming and get over with.

9:05 Black BMW. Got all my stuff moved around because of vacuuming, it won't stop until i got to the computer, after 10 minutes of annoyance. Again, if you want to warm up your car in the parking lot, should first fix (or remove mods) from your exhaust.

10:55 I was trying to air. Saw the handywoman flying in her cart with a red face like she has been all day in sunlight in the middle of the summer. Went for another cigarette. Another car stopped by at the day care inside the same crushed entrance. Another plane passed by.

Finished vacuuming the whole apartment. I put an UV lamp (short wavelength, ozone maker). Amazing how those can turn the stale air after vacuuming into fresh smelling air.

3:05 Angela got into a big argument with her new (one year in past December) moody "Mexican" (could be Asian) supervisor (The on site manager is also Mexican but much nicer) and the de facto supervisor is a guy Steve Eaton (coincidence of name with the corporation) who was in this position all these years and supervisors (4 in 10 years since Angela works there).

It all started with the safety glasses. Angela's prescription changed and she ordered others but when the bill (125 bucks) came at Eaton, her supervisor started to express all kind invented bureaucratic obstacles. He first tried to send Angela back at the clinic to get a copy of something (Newberg).

An email from from a guy from India who does payable Angela did not open thinking it was spam.

He waited for the end of the week when Angela is most tired he came to Angela and asked her why she did not come to him for approval first and started to yell at her.

He told her about people complaining they don't like to work with Angela (one illiterate Vietnamese or Chinese), one native American of whom i heard Angela complaining a lot that she does half of her work Angela and is moody all the time. He said he got the complains but never reacted. He said "i have recorded", whatever that means.

Angela asked why he did not tell her about the complaints and he said he does not want to give names.

In the end he kept yelling and told her he doesn't like her attitude and Angela told him she doesn't like his attitude either and he said "I'm done here".

She tried to go to HR but the HR manager (another "Mexican" works from  home).

It is yet another one of those ruined weekend by all kinda mishaps that were happening so often in the past involving mostly Steve which did not happened though lately (or Angela quit telling me). He did the work of supervisors also being a team member. None of the supervisors knew much about the process, they were relying on Steven.

Angela says the current supervisor doesn't do actually nothing, he is just watching. Her first supervisor since when she got hired was doing scheduling and part of the paperwork Steve is doing now. Slowly, all the supervisors' work passed to Steven.

The man arranges for himself and his friends all the time lots of overtime when he reads his phone and does easy desk work having an income probably more than the manager. He can afford cause he's the only one who knows everything about the work environment.

At the end of he incident the native American woman came and asked Angela if she got in trouble. Angela things she might have had made written complaints and now she was taunting her. But then what this has to do with safety glasses? One more provocation so he get Angela's reaction on top of those?

The only other person Angela was working with lately on and off but not recently is the mute woman. She is working fast, as Angela.

Angela over the months had put much effort in training her having to write down everything. Angela saw the supervisor talking to her before she left and she smiled at Angela before they left, something she usually doesn't do.

We now think she must have put a good word for Angela.

6:50 When it happened

1:05 AM About when her dryer stopped i ate something and attempted to re-write an entry but she started to circulate above to much of my annoyance. Then of course she flushed.

I recently posted two videos with ritual dances in which can be heard a clapping sound. On one search only. "Dispelling negative vibrations".

I noticed every time i am alone and get mad for some reason they do it. If it's not upstairs (got permanentized, she is here all the time, it's something else). Earlier there was a guy loading furniture in a moving van across the alley.

Then of course when i went to make the omelet, it was her upstairs who again did not go to work even today (usually the last stage all occupants went through, before leaving after doing a few months stage upstairs).

Right now it's the garbage truck thundering on a Thursday, as i was eating. This is one of the worst as it goes to all... 4 bins around me. I know they are scheduled on Thursday, but  how come they always come in the worst possible moment? Yeah i started to feel the dust in my throat, contaminating my food in my stomach.

How they do the synchronization and how are they bothered by my negative thoughts?

About the Barbacan video from the link above. We are in 21 century, middle of Europe. How this got here? I think it's one more proof Magyars, now the ethnic majority of Hungary, heavily Europeanized, genetically, brought it with them from Nepal. Shiva the destroyer is one the most important gods in Hinduism and Buddhism inherited all gods from Hinduism.

I believe Magars were the mercenaries hired to guard the silk road and when that ended they started their own ventures in Europe and in the end settled in today's Hungary. However they did not forget everything. You can see at least one Shiva Linga sitting on a lotus flower in Budapest, on Ferenc St..

However Europe was too small for them. To make full use of Shiva's power, they built a country, on the other side of Atlantic Ocean. One country Under Shiva. Where everything is illusion, except for the military, through which they control the whole world. 

Einstein showing the tongue of Kali. I am become death.
  

1:42 PM I was walking in the room when the garbage truck picked one of the bins. At times, i felt shockwaves in my feet similar to an earthquake. About ten of them for each dumpster (i used to wrongfully call them bins).

The dumpsters are massive and made of steel (iron) which is magnetic while the garbage truck itself has more than ten tons. The operator raises the heavy dumpsters from the ground with a fork and then shakes them several times while on top of the truck for all garbage to fall and then carelessly drops them on the ground.

Rest of the time i was laying on the recliner in front of the computer. When i got up i felt pain in my spine and my brain felt like it was all disconnected

This is also happening every time a vehicle hit the speed bumps which in the case of some SUVs can be more than 3 tons. One day i posted an image showing how much the stairwell which have their own little concrete foundation independent from main building fundation showing how much they "gave in" or entered in the ground but i did not figure the reason.

But an idea just came to me. I will download and install a seismic recording app on my phone and next week i will try to measure exactly how big those shakes were.

11:13 AM Trying to build an omelet. Knowing i can't move from the kitchen area for a few minutes she came on top like usually and started to hit the floor with her big hoofs.

12:05 She upstairs is home today to sprinkle me with dust and deafen me with relentless noises and building shaking. She just took off after i wrote this entry.

12:30 She left but there is a team fixing the roof of the building across the alley of course hammering and releasing tar dust. The roofs were renewed with one nail per second for six months several years ago, maybe it was the wind that knocked some branches and damaged it, they started yesterday.

1:45 I did the dishes and then came and opened the news. Much pipe hissing started in the building, propagating in our bathroom and living, with at least 50-60 dB. Then it stopped after a couple of minutes or when i became annoyed enough to write about.

Is this is from the apartment next to hours (2) or the one above (4) how come i hear it so rarely (once a months or every few months)?

1:50 Now it started again and stopped after 30 seconds.

5:35 PM Yeah i believe Sabrina would pass for an Ukrainian. Maybe that actress has some background. Like Putin (all names that end with co or ko).

5:50 In November they crashed into the entrance of building D. But it was not the guy who backed up into that small SUV who left. He lives at top level of that entrance, right above where Autumn lives now. It was the "Chinese woman" who left. In January i posted this video, among others about Lord Shiva of whom she is probably a devotee.

I think i first saw her in the spring of 2024. Sexy as hell, dressed like something else, smoking and walking a grey spotted hound probably posing as a short Mexican, suggesting she was a waitress. It was only recently she told me her name was Autumn. The Indian dancer's name is Aparna which in Sanskrit means without leaves.

9:45 Today i had to go buy something from South Portland. Minutes before the hour shown in image's EXIF data, i was passing this bridge at very low speed due to a traffic jam. The bridge had a small minimal shoulder. I saw in the mirror flashing red and blue lights approaching. I tried to veer right between the USPS truck and the trailer.

However the truck driver "did not see me" thought the trailer in front of him pulled on the right shoulder and continued on the lane, closing the distance to the trailer so i had to abort in the last fraction of a second.

Finally A huge silver pickup passed me with those flashing lights.

Apparently there was also a silver government looking car after the semi and a similar SUV in front. There must have been a special transport however the semi driver did not seem very professional to me.

10:54 AM Melania Trump

11:13 About an hour ago i was writing a rather long email about Hologram of a Single Photon article. Then i suddenly crashed with diabetes hunger. I had to eat something. As i went into the kitchen, started the water boiler, put two waffles in the toaster etc. i saw a woman creeping with a rather big dog. The dog facing the other way around defecated and she started browsing the phone for minutes and i thought she was not going to pick.

However i told myself, forget about, it was my fault, should have closed the blinds before eating. Not before taking a picture of herself afer she pointed the phone my direction (i went after outside, not much was visible inside due to low light). It was like she was aware of my actions cause she bend her head so i would not take a clear picture of her face.

About half hour later, thinking of those tin legs and silhouette and glimpses i took of her face that she might have been the lady herself, without any makeup. Maybe trying to get into an argument with my about picking. Who knows. Camera time again is one our ahead, should have adjusted that.

Then i started eating and when i looked again she was searching for a bag (black) and i think she picked and left. It all lasted about 10 minutes.

Dacian shield, Tibetan sand mandala, my carpet i bought with 40 bucks so many years ago (more than 25) at Bi-mart in Beaverton.

Good opportunity to clean the carpet. Had to go in the yard where there is one more mat and the redwood dust and everything now stinks like old mats. The wind is blowing from that direction.

The smell gets inside and contaminates the carpet i have not vacuumed cleaned in a long time and it blocks my prana (breath) and the flow of my chi, my metabolism goes slower and my BG increases with devastating effects on all my organs.


11:35 Wait, it's weirder than you may think. (second 52 here, here)


11:45 A version of Apsara Katakaamukha. that reminded me of the helmet. Could be a coincidence.

11:55

8:00 AM  Slept a bit more than 4 hours and awoke with pain in different places as i got exposed to cold last night in the car and smoking in front of the casino at Chinook Winds when i saw a news on TV which made me decide to write the below paragraphs which i was hesitating about getting pulled by a cop last night before McMinnville (yes, UFO city).

As i said, i had to leave yesterday after Angela came home. During the last part of the trip or after Grand Ronde i got smoked with exhaust with a vehicle ahead.

At Chinook Winds the rate of occupancy was the same as New Year probably due to an event in the event room but even after that started you could barely move around.

The moving around also seemed organized (as usually) in such a way at every time someone was watching me, especially when i was passing someone from behind. If nobody was watching than that person would turn around and stare at me.

We left with a positive balance of about 100 dollars. I knew when this happens something happens on the road and i should be careful, however last night i forgot. I was so depressed of what i saw inside i had a small drink before i left which led to much difficulty driving especially until i got at Shell Station next to Spirit Mountain where again the parking lot was full.

Then i drove until i got past Sheridan and for some reason i can't remember i cut the cruise control and at some time Angela told me to slow down cause i was doing 80 in a 55 while following a group of cars at some distance ahead of me while someone was pushing real close from behind for at least a few minutes.

Lately at every trip and that including yesterday when i went the other way towards Lincoln City i had to pull at least once because of too close tailgating especially because i'm afraid after that accident in 2021 when i got hit from behind.

It took me a few seconds to think but i remember i told her. What are those ahead and behind me doing, at what speed are they going. Then i realized it would be difficult to slow down with that guy so close behind me.

It is next to impossible to speed in there because of one lane and continuous line in the middle with very few passing areas and a couple of places with two lanes and usually all traffic slows behind some guy who does just above speed limit.

I was hesitating to take the foot off the gas pedal when i saw the SUV behind me starting to flash red and blue lights so i pulled over. I handed him the driver's license he asked me if i knew why he pulled me over, i told him i was just following the traffic and did not realize they were going so fast. Then he asked the same question again, in a different way which lead to the same answer.

When i looked at him carefully i saw a big face with a blond and/or gray beard, in the same style with vice president elect Vance.

8:25 At this point she upstairs started her first steps of the day.

I trusted the guys ahead because they never speed in that area, i drove about 80k in two years with this car only and maybe 100 times on that road in that period and never got pulled after that time with the other Elantra when again trying to pass a smoking guy in a red car with probably offending (to me) LPN, i went 90 downhill before the junction before Grand Ronde while crossing county line. 

Ever since i watch my speed, especially since i got the talking GPS announcing me if i am over the limit and it was very rare that i go above speed limit plus ten.

He then asked for insurance and registration which took me some time to find them. Insurance proof was expired sine last October, All State never sends us new ones unless if asked for.

Then he took all three documents to his SUV and let me fret. I was projecting myself in in jail in the near future.

However he came back with a smile and ask me if i was going back to Tualatin then he gave those back to me saying "you should do us all a favor and slow down". Then, after feeling much relief, i became careless and could not  help but saying. "It is you who did us a favor".

9:00 I remember that night when i was again passing through Sheridan, with wet roads, 32 degrees on the dashboard, by a cop who told me i was going too slow and was all over the lane after passing a "drift area" which usually pulls you off the road. Several miles later i met with black ice on a bridge.

Also first loud exhaust of the day, more than 5 minutes now. Now it's gone. More stomps and squeaks above.

9:48 To give you a bit of an idea of what's going on on the road wherever i go and generally in the "Pacific Northwest". I remember what that guy Lyle i was working with at Credence in 1996. "Everything that has NW in the name... ". 

Over the years i came to add to it "Pacific NW" because Japan is located in the the NW of Pacific.

He also told me though. "We own Japan" and i believe it's the other way around. Because through imports over many decades, it is them who have the money missing the US.

 With whirls in the Os.

1:19 PM Just been to the Amazon locker to pick an item that was not from Amazon because i checked on Amazon site.

Angela kept getting these emails since Wednesday saying i have an item at the locker and i thought was a mistake since i had none in the list on Amazon site. Today's email that Angela found when we got back home said "your property will be removed from the locker to make room for other items".

It was the missing USBank debit card. It was shipped with UPS, i had no idea they were going to leave at the Amazon locker. On Angela's email because the online account with USBank was on Angela's name. However the card is canceled after last phone conversation with them, should now get a new one.

There was another story going on i don't want to write about right now. Unless is there is a follow up to it.

Neverminded it gets on my nerves too much by now.

In the last few days/weeks the mystery woman from building D closest entrance keeps getting in my way, saying hi like trying to be nice. However she always chooses the moment, like when i'm drunk and i go smoking or like tonight when i was dizzy from driving over Mt.Hood in one hell of a traffic (another long story i don't feel like talking about).

So again i was overly relaxed (and overconfident) and she came to me with her dog which sniffed me which i don't like and she told me among other things she got a new car, she said 2003 but i think it's much newer than that, maybe 2013. She said among other things like she had to fix too many things on her old car and i asked her if she does it herself cause i saw her once with a tool and she said she done all kinda s...t to her car.

Which confirms she is trying to simulate a conflict between us like in that night (election night actually) when she locked scared and called a neighbor to protect her.

And then she said she's got to find a visitor's spot cause it was parked on a neighbor spot and i said she could not possibly find one at this hour. However when i went to pick the envelope from the locker, half hour later, i saw her car already in a visitor spot. It had an Arizona LPN. Maybe it wasn't her.

There was a white car at the mailboxes casting the headlights on the area when her car was. When i got back the passenger in that car, an Asian young chubby woman, was laughing at me.

Last night i was working on my theory till 3 AM. and slept till seven. Angela waanted to go to Indian Head because we both like the location and some of the people there. She also had 120 dollars free play. It's a 100 miles drive over Mt.Hood. I fell asleep around 11 and stlept three more hours until 2 PM but still wanted to go.

On our way there was a several miles long line in the opposite direction on two lanes made of hundreds or maybe thousands of cars, right at the base of the mountain. I was a bit afraid i will have to turn around because of icy roads and meet with that line but the road was ok. I did not see any obstacle to justify that line. Maybe they were guarding the volcano from Xenu.

Between ten to twenty drivers interfered with my driving one way or another during my way there.

When we got back, hell on Earth. Big trucks with high beams tailgating all the time. One million cars blinding me from the opposite, but only in difficult curves, driving on a narrow trail in the red gravel which i could not see for seconds when those were passing.

In front, always an old junk smoking. On a 22 degrees temperature however there was no ice on the road or didn't see any. I told Angela the fish tasted weird. Got another diarrhea episode by the time i reached Sandy like last time when i ate fish and chips there and found a restroom. The attendant or someone came and knocked at the door though the store was empty.

11:15 I was rememorating the incident with the woman across the alley tonight and got mad and in that moment the woman upstairs or whoever is there dropped something on the floor.

12:05 AM At midnight she started back again. Earlier i was falling asleep when i was doing some oats.

But got excited about an idea and here i am fully alert ad midnight after sleeping only 4 hours last night.

BTW i added some dry dill in my oats just to see what happens.

5:55 Last night after i wrote the above Angela was frustrated because she was kept awaken because of the drier upstairs (she did laundry near about midnight) and thought it was me. This morning she was supposed to wake at 3 but forgot to put the clock and this morning Angela again said a few words to me not very loud though and she upstairs... hit the floor!

5:35 It's so quiet, its eerie! About 15 minutes ago she went to the bathroom ostensibly making as little noise as possible. Is this a new form of bullyism, trying to leave us uncovered, cause we became careless after so many months and years of continuously breaking the rules from upstairs?

7:10 About 15 minutes ago a thick smoke appeared outside and some made it inside, clogging my nostrils. She made the first unnecessarily loud stomps at 7:05.

7:30 After about half hour of unrecognizable moderate noises in the kitchen (she never uses a microwave for example) with a few bursts of stomps, it went again quiet which is unusual. She used to make in the morning an average of one hour unacceptably loud noises mostly extremely unacceptable stomps.

The smoke from outside subsided, which suggests coordination.

7:40 At 7:35 She started the drier though i did not hear the loud steps towards it like i did in the past. Very rarely i heard that in the morning, suggesting they are out of ideas. My dizziness created by the smoke irritating my nose combined with noise gets better.

7:50 I checked my BG and it was 306. Did 15 units of insulin. BTW i figured a way to avoid air bubble creation in the pen's chamber. Most air gets in the chamber when removing the needle. The self healing rubber membrane gets pulled with the needle ("pinched" upwards) creating a bit of vacuum inside. Air gets in through the needle.

To avoid air getting inside you need to do three things. First put the small cap back on the needle to minimize the amount of air that could get inside. Second, unscrew the needle about two-three turns until it gets freed from the pen while still keeping the needle in the membrane. Third, pull it fast out of the membrane so air would not have time to get through.

7:55 One more loud, violent stomp, we are still within quiet hours (10 PM - 8 AM)

Was very dehydrated this morning. This could have contributed to high BG. Made some tea. One very loud exhaust started, the first of the day. In other days it should had been 3 or 4, usually starting around 5 AM by this time.

I8:15. I heard the drier noise first... diminishing? like going into a lower speed? and then it stopped. I was doing dishes and again came to mind how i never hear it upstairs. When you handle dishes you make certain clinking noises. Never closing cabinet noises. Never smoke from burners which is unavoidable when you start those. Again, never microwave beeping.

Just relentless senseless violent stomping that sometimes comes from the kitchen for up to an hour only there. Wondering why i never been able to describe in more detail all of the above. Maybe because when i come at the computer i have other worries in mind and i stop.

Also much quieter outside quiet hours. Stomps are more sporadic and about half the intensity from other days.

Also. My feet and hands heated because of insulin but not so much shortness of breath this time. I only had it earlier with the smoke from outside.

7:30 Made some noodles soup with bone broth added. If my jaw is ever going to heal (been almost three months since the triple extraction with jaw fracture) it will be only because of bone broth. Every time i have some i fell in the next day the jaw is better. Added some dill in it. Came in the middle of living where i have the computer to eat it, she came after me with quick and distinct steps, a couple of times in a very known, familiar style.

Went to the bathroom to throw the tissue soaked in alcohol i used for taking my BG, insulin shot, she came after me. From the bathroom, i heard again the drier. Now she opened the door, talking aloud, but still hear heavy stomps inside.

Now a heavy object thrown on the kitchen floor while someone was flushing the toilet. Could there be two persons upstairs? Maintenance?

7:35 Finally the sound of door slammed. Drier is still on. Did not hear the car being started but i saw a tan car leaving. But make no mistake. Princess Mako the ninja who knows me well and is connected telepathically with me went through the attic back in her quarters. And maybe through a hypersonic tunnel under Pacific alongside Aleutians back to Japan where she will appear in public in an hour or so.

7:42 A trailer hitting the speed bumps. Water hissing upstairs?

8:45 Diversion. Somebody came back upstairs and went straight to the bathroom.

9:00 AM Is Los Angeles the largest city in the world with no metro? Commuting there is a nightmare. I once drove from south to north though in the evening, with no jams, and changing what, 10 different freeways, in one hour and one's job and life there clearly depends on knowledge of the 650 miles (1050 km) network of freeways.

9:35 Someone just sitting there quietly. I tried and walked through the room and suddenly it started walking with me, like always.

10:15 Washing and drying upstairs started almost three hours ago. Vibration brings dust inside and frustration and dust create nose congestion, anaerobic metabolism. My blood sugar is very high (360) when comparted to yesterday. Did 15 more units. Feelings sleepy right after. Should i resist it or try to get some sleep?

11:00 Fell asleep when the washer stopped upstairs, woke back up and tried o move in the bedroom to get some sleep but she came after me in the bathroom and then in the bedroom, working the floor for a few minutes until i gave up and came back in the living. As i did she stopped. Now there is a very big base sound coming from the alley.

1:40 I must have slept about on hour and a half. When Angela came i went back in the bedroom trying to sleep some more but she came on top of me and squeaked for about half hour. I heard kids in the backyard which did not happen in a long time. As Angela wanted, i decided to leave for the day and THEN she left at the end of a violent series of stomps like she knew her job was done her.

But when she closed the door i heard one more stomp on top suggesting... No, it was not the realese of mechanical tension from the building made of many pieces of wood. It was a clear stomp/squeak. Loud.

The soles of my feet and fingers are tingling, i am kinda stiff, checked my BG and did 10 units more. Still dehydrated.

2:15 Angela is wrestling with US Bank automated system trying to get a live rep. The card ordered more than about a week ago did not arrived yet.

2:30 Just called US Bank. The reason i did not do it myself for the first time is because i suspect i talk to all kinda actresses that ask me the address for confirmation and stuff. She said a new card would be issued within 2-3 business days but sounded skeptical.

She could not tell me a tracking number. She could not tell me if they will send me a confirmation in email or a note on the online account and then the call got interrupted.