8:40 It was still smelling like cat poop, found a fragment i missed the other day. A small dog was barking incessantly in the other building while i was searching in the dust. The rain season has officially started.
8:47 PAS has narrowly won an absolute majority in Moldova. All commentators, including the ones i hate agree with one thing. That victory is better for the EU than for the stressed Moldavians. Hope they will not pass much longer Moldova's entrance in the EU like they did in the case of Ukraine (and the war started).
10:53 Had a cup of coffee with some buttered bread, grabbed the garbage and wanted to leave for WinCo (have nothing to eat or only carbs). At the dumpster i had the feeling my foot has slipped, and when looked down, i saw i stepped in on big one, left in front of it.
Went and walked in the grass, to clean my shoe a little. Went inside, washed the shoes, took too pieces of cardboard, some gloves, paper towels and went to deal with it. I managed to put it all on top of a box in the dumpster, i think i touched my jacket with a dirty glove, went back inside to grab a bag. Had to bend and smell it really good and now the smell lingers in my nose.
Yes i have commented last night in the car on ZZ top "song" (in fact, just a continous mumbling with one power chord on an electric guitar). "White gloves, looking for love."
In the meantime, the mean mailman came and started to hit the doors of the mailboxes really heard.
A guy blond, tall with glasses. He does that every time, hoping maybe for a confrontation with him sitting on top of the mail in a position of authority.
I was watching some stupid shorts (they pop after the ones with animals and sometimes i click on after playing a video i have to) together with Clean East_wood ones with good and bad Chinese guys, and the good blond guy beats the bad ones at the end and i figured my life looks just like it with me being as Nelu Ciorba said 30 years ago, the bad guy.
And Bruce Lee with tiny hands and feet on fast foreword beating frustrated bearded guys and the bad Chinese Bolo Yeung.
1:46 Say what? This is why, at times, i say, artificial intelligence cannot be smarter than its creators...
2:19 The boiled eggs blues. Did not check recently but until a while ago i saw what they called "hard boiled eggs" in one of the deli fridges at WinCo and found it ridicuous. That is, why would somebody buy those that are several times more expensive than buying eggs and boiling themselves.
Today i think i found the answer to that. Got 18 large eggs from WinCo (sizes and brands vary all the time in there). At the stand, i was intrigued by the cashier who touched with his vynil glove (the same kind i used earlier today) to make sure they are not broken or something. Then he handled the rest of my food and other people's food.
Lately got kinda addicted to eggs, mainly because of high protein content and generally high nutrition and today after days without i started to crave them. I mean, i don't have many protein sources. Nathan's colossal hot dogs started to taste weird lately, chicken breast needs elaborate cooking and goes fast, etc..
So i took about 10 out of those 18, put them in a coocking pot coated with white ceramic and boiled them. However, when the boil ended i could not help but notice some brown stuff on the white ceramic. I think i either saw that before or it did not bother me until today.
May be the source of the smell that usually lasts half day inside the apartment. Previously i thought it was sulfur from inside the eggs. But now that i looked closer, i think it is something else. Si since i did not want that stuff to fly around in the fridge for a week or so, i just boiled them all and threw the box. Thinking what happens when you break one to fry it in the pan.
And the reason some people prefer to buy them boiled and peeled now seems obvious. To them it may be gross to boil eggs inside their kitchen.
3:30 And the final question. BTW why it would be significantly less? If you don't increase pressure in the tank at atmospheric pressure it would be more because the charcoal by absorbing vapors decreases partial pressure of the vapors at the surface favoring more vaporization.
I believe most people don't understand. In a home charcoal filter, when it gets saturated, you can wash it once or twice and then you throw it away. In an evap system, the charcoal gets "regenerated" by applying vacuum from the intake manifold effetely sucking the gasoline out of it, in cycles so it can work continuously for the whole life of the vehicle.
3:35 When i came from WinCo i parked in the back. One better looking Japanese guy with short tan pants and moustache came with his dog and followed me thought the yard, to make sure i don't pass food to someone. He was talking on the speakerphone, with a low voice. Then when i looked at him he gave me the most disgusted face i ever saw to someone. Also the grimace made him unrecognizable, later.
A few minutes earlier yet another brown "girl" i haven't seen before came and played hide and sick with a trained dog when i looked making it look like i was interested in dog's poop. There are poops right now just east of the building that need to be cleaned. Upstairs was quiet all day, they just started to stomp and hiss pipes when i wrote the above.
I wrote another email to the management two days ago and they say they will investigate. Today i saw again the two black cats walking alongside the building.
3:57 There is a problem with the stove i should have fixed. The left front burner sometimes does not turn off completely. Today o put a bag of potato chips on top of it and it slowly heated up and started to make a bad smell in here. Yeah i noticed the coincidence with what i'm writing these days. Brain programming i recon.
The guys from upstairs that where not home all day (did not hear a thing) promptly came probably from the attic, and the other apartment, to get it and then they left when i was thinking to open the window next to stairs, to get some more. Yes i am a little bit dizzy but it was far from starting the fire alarm.
Angela stopped them and told them to quit making noises after midnight and then they turned and i took a gool look at them through the window. She looked different then what she did when i last saw her (and a few other versions), and today he looked like this guy of whom i was once a fan and had a chat with him online (2018).
Sunday, September 28, 2025
12:30 I'll be short tonight as i drove 220 miles and i'm kinda tired though i got something to say. I think i figured why i always get better mileage with fresh gas, no matter the station. I think they put in the gas some additive to increase octane number that is volatile and goes away in a couple of days.
With today's knock sensors and stuff, you can use a variety of fuel grades because the system will adapt, however you will get better mpg with higher octane gas if only because the timing advance can be increased without knocking, which increases efficiency.
But we have to somehow explain the phenomenon on of gasoline going "stale" encountered by me for so many years now. From my past experiences, fresh fuel gives up to 10% better fuel mileage.
But first let's take a look at your fuel tank. It is connected with a charcoal canister that catches the vapor and releases it in the intake, in cycles.
The other two major addition to the intake manifold of modern engines, besides injectors, are PCV and EGR systems. I was intrigued for a long time with those until i figured what they do.
PCV relieves pressure build in the engine by exhaust escaping the rings of the pistons and recirculates them in the intake, instead of releasing that exhaust in the air and polluting, and EGR also recirculates a small amount of this time raw exhaust exhaust back into the intake, with the purpose of slowing down the burning inside the combustion chamber, with an effect similar to using higher octane fuel.
While PCV works with the vacuum of the intake, increasing return at higher vacuum, EGR is computer controlled. I believe PCV complements the EGR since some of the blow by is exhaust.
So here we look at the concept of reducing pinging while increasing timing with the help of exhaust, used for decades.
Raw exhaust (before the catalytic converter) returned by EGR contains mainly carbon dioxide and the inert nitrogen that passes unchanged through the combustion chamber.
I did a few google searches to make sure. First, if CO2 can be used to improve octane number in a fuel and the answer was no. However, indirectly google said that CO2 can be dissolved in gasoline and we know that CO2 from EGR slows down burning.
I think you know by now where i'm getting at. Theoretically you can dissolve CO2 in gasoline and that would slow burning, with the effect similar with using a higher octane gasoline, however, CO2 being a gas it can escape the gasoline by degassing and leave the tank through the evap system in a couple of days in a way similar to soda going stale.
The underground tanks in gas station are sealed, otherwise we will fill a smell. More than that, modern pumps have at the nozzle a capturing system and a return circuit for vapors displaced from your fuel tank bringing that vapor in the tank below. The gasoline must stay in close containers from refinery all the way to your fuel tank. But there, we have the evap system that captures and releases the vapors in the intake.
No i don't believe gas station owners know about it, if it's happening, it's happening at the point where they put in the additives and even those guys might not know what's in those pressurized bottles.
Anybody would try to take a sample in lab for analysis would seal that bottle (nobody likes to smell gasoline) and the gasoline would not go stale and the result will come out right.
But everybody can easily verify this theory without any lab.
First must find a window with three days of constant weather including the wind, rain, etc.. which is easy in some states. Go to a gas station, fill with fresh gas and drive 50 miles at night where there's no traffic, no major level differences and constant speed. Do not modify tire pressure. Do the same thing two days later at the same hour (in other words, in identical weather conditions) with the same gas left in the tank.
Wet streets by example, besides the extra resistance to movement by loosing energy while throwing water from the road in the flaps and behind, the braking effects of the poodles, they also cool the tires, decreasing tire pressure.
But first you have to identify, using the manual, the MPG indicator on your dashboard.
If this can be reproduced, i can see here the shadow of a huge scam but i really don't believe they're doing it for money, as for religion reasons.
As i tried to explain many times, there are at least two sects, one Christian (Dominicans which are most influential in the Catholic Church) and possibly Zen Buddhism interested in either rushing in the apocalypse for the purpose of rushing Christ back on Earth or heating the planet as in Buddha's Sermon of the Seven Suns thus bringing Nirvana (extinguishment) for all to end all sufferance and death-rebirth cycles.
1:00 AM Yes i had to fill at the station on the hill in Warm Springs and for some reason i fail to understand, Super gasoline was almost 2 dollars over Regular (got a picture to prove it, tomorrow) so i filled with Regular.
This way the instant mileage for the trip was 45, with Tualatin being some 1300 ft below the starting point, and with fresh Plus the way the car is setup right now, with new ignition coils, would have probably been 48, beating some hybrids (on freeways with no stops where regenerative braking doesn't matter so much).
7:55 Slept 5 hours, got awoken by the smell of poop. Found some, the usual, but then in the area in front of the door it was smelling like a dirty toilet.
They got their algorithms. One of the feral cats pooped in the area most dark, "to mark its territory" with bacteria and parasites. Somebody or something scared the cat though and it left the hole uncovered. Cats, especially the feral ones being by themselves, unlike dogs on leash, dig a hole, cover it with dirt. Here they probably confuse the dirt with redwood dust which does not seal it.
However somebody or something scared the cat and the hole was uncovered and the poop was exposed to air which brought a different smell which i did recognize immediately. Started the ozone to deal with what's left in the air inside but it takes time.
12:10 I finally found some time to remove the microSD card from the phone (i don't want to turn it on, use wi-fi whatever).
12:40 Sammy opened up a bit last night about his first band and his hero, David Bowie, who appeared like an alien when he first burst on the scene (was that Major Tom?). What else came good from him (that would still be on the radio)? Under Pressure with Freddy Mercury, what else.
He thus explained why his first album was named the Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust... Ziggy, Xenu.
I think he appeared in my life once acting as a mechanic or owner in an exhaust shop here in Tualatin, he was either angry or in some sort of pain. In the same evening almost got into an accident with a truck trying to merge into me from center lane here on 65th i think days before or after he died.
Never liked David Bowie. To me he always sounded like a straining fainted cat.
3:00 But it is also possible that the most volatile additives of the gasoline are caught by the evap system first and brought in the intake and being burnt in the engine without any benefit while lowering the octane number of the gasoline in the tank after days and even hour since the last fill-up. That in the case of a tricked out gasoline.
A gasoline that comes from refinery with a higher octane number does not need these additives but is more expensive.
12:20 AM I knew there was something going on cause it happened to me too many times. Basically since i bought the first car in 95, my 83 Fairmont i noticed a temporary better power or response to gas pedal (and where there is better power on the same engine or car you get more miles per gallon) right after i bought gasoline but never had such a tool like MPG indicator, with data coming from injection time from the computer itself to prove it.
That car did not have a knock sensor or computer controlled ignition timing but a higher octane gas would prolong burning inside the cylinder, with a longer time for energy transfer between the piston and the crankcase. The evap system was introduced in the 70s but even if it was malfunctioning which i think it did, the most volatile components of the gasoline which are the BTEX additives could escape by a not so tight gas cap.
Though even with that indicator is hard to prove because of so many factors influencing the fuel mileage.
I remember i noticed a hissing at my previous cars with air being sucked inside when opening the cap due to vacuum present inside the tank, due to malfunctioning of the evap system when manifold vacuum was applied all the time directly to the gas tank.
Would have never figured it out if it wasn't for the long boring trips at night on mostly the same empty roads and of course without having the MPG and tire pressure indicators with refueling when coming back home.
Yes i went earlier again outside, went by the smell, found another cat poop next to the basement vent, under our kitchen window. Somebody brought a bunch of red dust, inviting the cats to go there. Now i started the ozone, waiting for the smell to clear.
12:40 Last 24 hours trips. One coyote, several deer in three different encounters. One mama racoon with three little ones when we got home. One guy looking like Phil Collins attached by a leash to a black dog servicing the dog right in front of us at Road's end when Angela finished preparing the salad made of the last tomatoes of the summer from the garden .
9:30 No they are not out of their minds by publishing this image.. THEY are out of this world. A different species with telepathic powers, born with the ability to manipulate others.
12:12 PM After so many years since 1972 when i learnt the my first words in English, like "wait a minute" and of course "i love you" for which i got a slap on my face, i was always been intrigued as why English language sounded like this, and more recently it came to me that English vowels with dissolution of consonant sounds almost like... Chinese?
In this recreated medieval pronunciation that gives you the feeling of a travel in time, you can hear words like both in German and Latin the basic early constituents of English.
With the big still unanswered question of course being what lead to today's pronunciations, with its American and British main variants.
My suspicion of course is there was a silent cultural invasion at the very top of society, pretty much like it happens in today's US with all actors in Hollywood being foreigners with fake identities with itinerant Friars (by the model of Buddhist monks) being the early vectors which were created after the infiltration of Catholic Church by the Magyars.
2:43 There are people, usually Spanish, in places i go administering tests to see if i can read or if i'm gay or giving me clues on T shirts and stuff like this. For each one of those there are one hundred "proving" i'm can't read or i am.
As i said before i am getting the reaction to the insulin shot every time. Today i just took my BG level, came to write here (so i won't forget) and now i am getting the reaction. Could it be it's from the rubbing alcohol and not the insulin?
One day the needle accidentally dripped on my hand a few drops and i got the reaction too.
3:13 Some guy put his boots on the hood of his SUV and now the always wet carpet smells like dirty socks.
Friday, September 26, 2025
12:20 AM Starting a new day with a tuba sound coming from the black BMW as i sat at the computer after i got back home. It's realy loud for about 30 seconds or so as the RMP goes down to nominal, depending on how cold the engine was the making a much lesser sound. First releasing the dust from the building then pumping it inside through the space under the door. I can feel it already. I forgot everything i wanted to say. One thing from my jukebox i remember though.
12:36 Mintea reactivă, cooperativa ochiul și urechea. Buda, de ce ai urechi așa de mari?
12:46 Question number one. Did Beth Hart (kinda like her (music)) gained lots of weight recently? (yes she can give you very angry looks, just to please you get away. Story of my life. All women just want to get away from me. The most courageous were the skinniest.
Mais le coeur...
1:07 Question number 2. Is Robert Magyar the real thing?
2:45 1972 Hamburg. Susanne, Camp's cook's daughter. Now i see she is 3 years older than me. Never, never crossed my mind i would see her again (as one would see someone unknown) or the fact she was Nenna, but in Naraka everything is possible and everything from the past comes back at you.
The crazy hippies from CISV Hamburg organized a discotheque for us, 36 twelve years old kids from 9 countries. She came alone. I danced with her. She was holding me by the neck... I only new about 10 words in English... Yes i fell in love instantly and told her but she slapped me on the face and left.
Would have never known she was behind that sexy voice... The only German song i know it made into US and UK charts... Ok and Falco from Austria...
3:05 Ok while i was writing the above someone rather heavy or not used to American buildings climbed and made a few thunderous steps upstairs.
Bacteriaucigașă. Nu am văzut niciodată atfel de pete roșii în baie pe oriunde am fost.
11:15 Când nu sunt motivate de a-mi combate postările sau a mă provoca, majoritatea articolelor de orice fel din presa românească se contrazic pe sine. Asta nu poate fi bine pentru starea generală de spirit, contribuind la ceea ce numesc eu atmosfera de confuzie generală din România.
Din această frază rezultă că diferența de consum este aproape egală cu diferența de preț dintre cele două varietăți de benzină care în SUA este de aproximativ 5%. Însă diferența calculată de mine după fiecare deplasare arată o egalitate între cele două.
De când am pe bordul mașinii consumul mediu instant și raportul pe o zi, am început să urmăresc influența a diferiți factori asupra consumului. Luați manual mașinii și încercați să identificați unde puteți citi acest indicator. Consumul mediu instant la mașina mea apare tot timpul pe bord sub viteza afișată digital, iar pe o zi, pentru câteva secunde după ce opresc motorul.
Consumul la o mașină nu este constant ci variază în funcție de mulți factori. Următorii factori pot conduce fiecare la o diferență de până la 10%.
Stilul de condus, adică dacă se apasă tare pe accelerator. Diferența de nivel (altitudine) între punctul de pornire și cel final (pot fi diferențe de până la 50% la urcarea unui deal sau munte). Traficul, cât de mult oprim și pornim. Viteza. Direcția și viteaza vântului. Presiunea la cauciucuri care la rândul ei este influențată de temperatură. Și presiunea din cauciucuri este măsurată de niște senzori și afișată instant undeva pe bord.
Unii din acești factori îi putem influența ca de exemplu presiunea la cauciucuri, alții nu. Există pompe digitale care se programează și se opresc la presiunea dorită. Recomand o presiune peste 2.5 kfg/cm2 la o oră după ce mașina a stat la umbră dimineața. O presiune măsurată dimineața la pornirea în deplasare poate crește cu încălzirea cauciucului din viteza mașinii sau cu temperatura.
Presiunea crește cu aproximativ 5% la viteză mare sau în partea mașinii unde bate soarele. Atenție iarna sau pe drumuri ude, presiune mai mare la cauciucuri favorizează derapajul.
La mașinile moderne nu mai există problema "bătăilor în motor". Mașinile nu mai au de 20 de ani distribuitor, avansul (timing) fiind controlat electronic. Semnalul pentru scânteie este generat de computer (ECU) la 12 volți și amplificat de câte o bobină de inducție pe fiecare bujie.
Toate mașinile mai noi de 20 ani au un senzor, de fapt un microfon piezzo electric care sesizează bătăile înainte de a fi audibile și ajustează continuu avansul (timing) la scânteie, care este controlat de computer (ECU, Electronic Control Unit). Această ajustare permanentă a avansului permite funcționarea la un nivel maxim al avansului în punctul de dinainte de a provoca bătaie, când eficiența este maximă.
Bătăile audibilă (ping), un zgomot ca un clopoțel în timpul accelerației în motor la aceste mașini cu senzor de bătaie înseamnă defecțiunea acestui senzor cu sau fără aprinderea lămpii martor a motorului (check engine light) și trebuie înlocuit imediat, fiindcă folosirea mașinii în aceste condiții duce la uzura prematură a lagărelor motorului.
Este ridicol ca un lucru atât de mic, acest senzor, împreună cu senzorii de oxigen să fie în centrul acestei bucle de ajustare a eficienței motorului ale căror bună sau rea funcționare să fie la fel de importantă ca și alte componente scumpe cu potențialul de a genera probleme majore în cazul defecțiunii, uneori fără aprinderea martorului (check engine) motorul mergând mai prost decât dacă nu existau de loc și asta se întâmplă foarte des în practică.
Benzina cu cifră octanică mai mare arde mai încet și generează "bătaie" mai mică pentru același avans, permițând computerului de bord să mărească avansul la punctul chiar înainte de a apărea bătaia, conducând la eficiență maximă.
Arzând mai mult timp și mai puțin intens, benzina cu cifră octanică mai mare uzează mai puțin motorul furnizând în același timp și o rezervă de putere mai mare necesară în cazul pornirilor în trafic.
Practic mergi mai mult (și ai mai multă putere la motor) cu aceeași cantitate de benzină (în timp ce îți protejezi motorul), iar asta are un cuvânt de spus asupra emisiei de carbon, a mediului și încălzirii globale și durabilității și manevrabilității mașinii.
Da cred că provocarea a fost să scriu despre timing (avans) care este un tip de sincronizare, despre care am scris ieri. Is that a Beatlessuit with the bassist reminding of Trevor Horn?
12:55 PM Friday market has to be always on the positive side, to generate weekend optimism. For that, a good inflation report came just in time, after three "bad days". Needles to remind, inflation closely follows the market. (Higher stock prices means inflation, right?!)
2:13 Now back to the science of garbage (intentionally manipulation of things unclean to get an advantage over someone or some people). Was really nauseated. Started to do the dishes. The smell was more pronounced in the living next to windows, with no possible sources from inside.
Went and found a big black sack (allowing less UV from Sun inside) with fermenting garbage on top of the lids of the nearest dumpster. Three meters from ground level in wind's direction. Had to grab a stick and push it in the dumpster.
One used diaper (probably "fallen from a garbage sack in its way to the dumpster in front of the building, in wind's direction. One poop bag knotted too short (how can they do that) on a side of the dumpster. There is one more open bag in the dumpster, i waited to see if i can get away without knotting it.
All old poops i "treated" with the UV lamp two days ago have been replaced with fresh ones. I noticed that in the past, someone grabs the old ones that are "useless" anyways, otherwise they and their dogs would not be able to step in there to bring new ones. Someone released the two feral black cats that were getting in my way all the time. The guy resembling my old neighbor with glasses from upstairs also got in my way twice.
Last night i noticed a heavy mold smell coming from under the couch, where the fiberboard floor is always bulged, by humidity coming from vapors from leaking drier's pipes in the basement so i put the ozone generator under the couch and then under the two beds in the bedroom. No lasting effects though. Last night i slept with the ozone generator under.
Carpet being wet doesn't necessarily smell. It takes some contaminant from outside, usually pieces of food boxes (of the same food i ate recently) on the border between grass and red antibacterial chips (now turned to a fine dust), this time, the diaper and the sack with garbage on top of the dumpster to start the process inside. Then the smell inside becomes stronger than outside, were there's wind and the final concentration is smaller.
2:45 Yeah i smell that open bag in the dumpster, planning a trip outside, during the previous two women came with business at the dumpster and got real close to me like ft away.
10:55 Been outside cause i forgot to check the trip report. A... South Eastern Asian woman passed behind the car and then when i got back inside, a man was with her at the next entrance.
No i'm not obsessed with gas mileage. But what to do when you drive hours over and over on the same route at night and you get tired of even listening to music? Stare at the GPS, digital speedometer, MPG indicator, tire pressure, whatever, when i'm not blinded by the inconscious incoming drivers who do not switch to low beam or have the headlights out of adjustment. About half of them. Or someone is not tailgating me on a ten miles no pass zone with nobody else on the road.
Trip report showed 38.7 MPG for the whole day including Angela being in traffic coming from work and us in traffic going to Grande Ronde. The instant average MPG on our way back (had to be early, Angela worked overtime all week, tomorrow goes at 4, it's end of trimester) was 44.
It always happens that way. When i fill at Grande Ronde Shell and drive back home i get that mileage. But only when i fill fresh. Yesterday, the same trip, the same temperature, tire pressure etc. i had half tank and the mpg was 40 or 10% less.
Today i did not fill thinking maybe it's because of the weight of the gas in the tank that increases a bit the pressure at the fuel pump when full and wanted to see if that is the case. I had some, i added 5 more gallons, ending with 2/3 tank full, and again i got the good mileage i get only with fresh gas from that station.
Is there anything, a phenomenon i don't know about. No, i don't go by the gauge, i go by the computer report that measures the amount of time the injectors open.
Two days is not long term storage. I don't believe the gasoline goes "stale" LOL in two days. But who knows?
11:15 Next story. The embarrassing one.
Inside the restroom a number of very nervous people grunting and hitting things. I believe one of them synched with my thoughts and made a noise when my brain was supposed to command my hand to pull the zipper. And i had the pants undo to tuck my shirt and forgot it all like that and then i went inside the casino, searching for Angela for more than half hour.
At some point after i thought i recognized someone. Then i went outside to smoke and heard 100 birds singing in a tree (got the video). Didn't know what to do, wasn't sure, was tired, was afraid of one more rejection or worse, calling the security on me for trying to talk to her so i just gave up, on a moment's intuition. (obviously did not know i had the fly open in that moment, chances are those things would have happened). Can't remember when i went to the restroom but i think before that.
It happened to me a few times in the past, but never for that long. I paged Angela at the security desk (lost my pager, phones are off per my wish), which was empty for a while, the security guy or any other security guy when he came did not tell me as it happened in the past. Finally Angela came and started to yell at me at once and still did not know for what.
11:23 Previously. I was driving towards Grand Ronde being of course, tailgated as usually. There was not one wisper of wind. All the flags seen on the road were hugging the poles, per Emperror's order. The whole valley or the valleys were filled with some golden stuff which was not haze. It was dust from plowing. All the way.
When i got to the winery thing, just before the new Chevron on the left some guy with a big trailer loaded with bales of green hay lost one bale, made a mess and now was sweeping the road. When i looked better as i passed, he bent down showing a fairly big butt. Usually i get my nose congested by dust and hay.
That was the basis for what was about to happen. Cause soon after i started to look for Angela with my fly open in a casino with thousands of people, i started to have some palpitations, triggered by some guys moving suddenly in front of me. Wondering if i was not scheduled for a heart attack tonight, catching me with my fly open. That would have been tbe payback for all i wrote here (yes tonight was payback drawing at Spirit Mountain).
The gas in my belly pressing on my heart no doubt about came from inhaling garbage and poop smell earlier.
While i was waiting for Angela at the security desk, feeling like my eyes were about to protrude from orbits (high blood pressure, stress, my heart trying to compensate for lack of room to beat) i saw some women in uniform pushing on a wheel chair yet another meme, whom i saw earlier fallen from her chair, remembering me when myself i fell from a chair in there due to a faulty floor which partly sank under one foot of the chair.
One hundred more abnormal things that i don't have time to remember.
But here comes the serious stuff. While i was going and took a left for the variant at Newberg, they were a number of cars in front of me and the light turned red. I did not know how many they were and wanted to advance to the next song (i hate Lita Ford because of what she did to me with Joan Jett back in 96). (Was she singing with Ozzy in that stupid song)?
And it came in sequence (i think) on my jukebox, pushed that forward button when i suddenly saw the vehicle in front of me growing very big and i hit the brakes and awoke Angela who instantly started to yell at me (never saw her so jumpy, mainly because of again overtime).
The LPN on that gray new SUV was NJN (Ninja now, maybe?).
Yes there was again a big commotion with children when i left, could not wait to get out of here faster.
One girl yelling something like take care or te quiero. Come back soon? Two guys yelling at each other in front of the door at US branch when i went for the ATM.
Took this picture later, after i succeeded inserting the SD card in the camera. (The guy/gal and the w hite Subaru kept getting in front of me for a long time after the incident).
A hazy shade of fall (please ignore the bugs on the windshield, they became apparent when driving with the sun in front). The same white SUV in front of me.
When i got back. Very close to the place of the first incident. When i took a left at the stop light ending the variant, going towards downtown Newberg. Was slowing at the intersection when i saw a silver Oregon State Police Dodge stationed on the right shoulder (there are 3 or 4 lanes at that intersection, two going left and two right.
The cop took off when i passed and i looked in the mirror to see what was doing (he turned around and went the other way) when again two or three cars stopped on red, surprising me, but i was a bit further than like in the first incident.
12:15 (after midnight). Two more things on my mind before i go outside cause it started to stink like poop again.
The name of (very young) Romania's exterior minister is Țoiu which is the old name in Romanian (now forgotten by the youth) for measuring cup for liquor, trying to subconsciously ridicule my theory about the true nature of light and light propagation (they are indistinguishable of course, light cannot exist outside propagation).
Dragon people. The dragon people might have poisoned their neighbors with s...t for one million years, why would they stop now? Dragons, nagas, magars, magyars. (when i got here he started to squeak upstairs, gently, threatening to awake Angela).
12:35 Now i hear a woman crying while talking (in English), upstairs.
12:46 Now she won't stop talking. Ok she did. Could be.
Thursday, September 25, 2025
12:20 AM Would have been more than an hour ago. While i pulled out of Hwy 26 towards Boring i noticed a vehicle with very bright lights behind me. I went that route at that hour dozens of times and i never saw anybody behind me. It is a... Boring place. Unincorporated, with no police of its own.
12:35 Interruption. I was bothered by a cat poop smell, like last night. Went outside to check, a guy shirtless, curly, in shorts only (it's 63 degrees outside here right now) was talking using a low tone but strong voice with someone (a woman) on speakerphone and i thought i heard the word Security.
Ok so i got out of the freeway and i saw the bright lights and i thought my central mirror was on day mode so i tried to move it but then it became really bright and i turned it back on. It seemed like just another a...e with high beam and xenon bulbs behind me. At that point, Angela briefly turned the yellow flashing lights on to show it was bothering us.
Here came the 45 sign, then 35 and then 25 near "downtown" Boring. At each of them i slowed to like 5 above speed limit and that vehicle was still behind me. When the street turned two lanes and speed limit 55 i puled on the right lane and release the gas pedal waiting for it to pass me however it was matching speed. At that point there was no more high beam, but one of the headlights was out of adjustment so it was still bothering me.
When i got closer to the sign saying my lane ends, i slowed to like 20 however the cop turned the red and blue flashing lights on so i pulled on the shoulder.
I stopped, pulled the window down and started looking for the driver's license. She came at the window and started with "what are you doing man?" and i said "i'm trying to get back home" and then "i'm driving back home".
"But the way you were driving". And i said. "i slowed trying to let me pass because one of your headlights is out of adjustment and was bothering me, not knowing you were a cop".
Anyways a rather long conversation followed, maybe i'll write it all tomorrow, but in the end she said "i was doing 68 trying to pace you", though i never passed 60 and then she said i slowed down too fast, but she was in the other lane when i started to slow and then she switched lanes and started the red and blue lights. She would have had enough space to pass me before the sign.
Insurance was not current (they don't send us cards anymore, because they don't send us cards anymore and we forgot to print one).
It looked to me like she followed me several miles, probably starting in the freeway trying to catch me with something and since she could not, she just gave me the warning. As i left, i was telling Angela, she did not talk like a cop but like an actress.
Deputy Ortiz seemed familiar. First i thought she was America Ferrera (41) but when i got home Angela started the TV and there was this woman at the news desk on CBS Anne Marie Green (54) who also kinda looked like her. But it couldn't have been her because... she was on TV at that hour! Or maybe her CGI counterpart. Or a recording done earlier. Or broadcasting from some location in this area.
I think she was hinting mainly at the fact that i slowed down too fast, to justify the accident 4 years ago.
Thinking on buying a new GPS that would explicitly record speed and coordinates that can be accessed immediately to show a cop or in court. This one does too but it puts out a file that cannot be readily interpreted.
1:37 Don't ask me how many hours a day i spend at the monitor.
1:40 Never saw Mt.Hood (3,428.7 m) so snow barren in 30 years. Also today September 24 temperature outside this building reached at least 88 F (31 C).
It looks like the cat poop under the stairs (for upstairs) i sterilized yesterday with UV light started to stink again so i just put it in a bag and took it at the dumpster. In there i found one at the very edge in an open bag directed outside the dumpster i could smell from near the car or at the entrance. I did not go to search further for new ones in the grass but i'm sure there are, i can smell them. 12:00 p.m. Finally had it with typing because of the very uncomfortable position while sitting on my couch so I installed the voice in speech recognition so I can simply speak instead of typing. It works surprisingly well but still have to get used to it. Okay so I obviously installed the non professional or non Plus version of it where'd you got some serious limitations like other time black off and do or delete command. I've been used to only type in my ideas on blog blogger whatever for so long now when I'm speaking I lose concentration. But have to do it because yeah I when I sit on the couch while the typing I mess up my sciatic nerves I've been doing this for so long and I started to get problems. I'm not sure the extent of the problems I have or whatever I'm experiencing right now is the result of it. Earlier I wanted to do some research on the theme of telepathy I mean some web searches and try the Google search by voice I found a few sides very interesting very much coinciding with my ideas and by the time I was putting my ideas together to start writing something she came upstairs first squeaking making noises and then smoking. No she's coughing. Yeah this is the first entry on my blog ever done with dictation alone. Now haircut is become really dramatic what I'm starting to have a headache because of the smoke. A bit of a travel now because the Chrome Chrome extension voice and I added has some sort of a dashboard that overlaps my update button and blogger and the update button becomes inactive.
1248 I was thinking how much better would this be if I could not have to lay down next to the computer but still under walk around the room but I'm still paranoid about problems with microwave radiation emitted by the Bluetooth devices which is not negligible. But I should try this first to see how far... Yeah I cannot go too far away from the microphone about to meters at about 2 meters it stops recording thinking about buying a Bluetooth something. Yeah I was about to write about what idea came to me last night when I realized how forced synchronization between 2 or several brains can occur and I believe it is loud noises or stress followed by relaxation and at that moment i open the door trying to get outside to take the garbage and see where the smoke is coming from while willing synchronization may happen through touching of foreheads like during corroborees or bowing like in Japan.
Unconscious not willing but not forceful synchronization can be done through face to face sex and at social level dance group, music, media, trumped up news.
We know resonance occur between two very simple electric circuits oscillating on the same frequency and this allows transmission/receiving of information. It is possible that a number of neurons in a specialized area of the brain working in parallel can tune into different resonating frequencies. Usually the tuning is for life, between partners or family members. This way, emotions and general more elevated subconscious processes of the brains can be shared.
Initially it was smoke cigarette smoke now is welfare smoke it's a perceived perceived index of about 50 so right in that moment when I open the door the woman of the D7 apartment did hit something in the dumpster so hard it made a loud sound that scared the hell out of me so that is proof they know what I'm thinking and what I'm about to do or post and stuff like that. Wow I can write a whole paragraph just by dictating and I think I'm putting in more words than I can type and yeah my brain is working totally differently right now cuz it's not the typing anymore, only trouble is the paragraphs come out very long and some of the words I'm pronouncing are missinterpreted and then I have to go and brush the paragraph cut it into or something
I always seriously doubted the so-called maps of the brain with areas involved but today I looked at the newer map of the brain showing the I don't know how to call those things the curls of the brain with each curl representing a functional how should I call it subunit of the brain and this makes much more sense cuz there is a anatomical separation between those curls.
I ran into this expression earlier "right parahippocampal gyrus" when I was searching for things related to telepathy and brains synchronization and it clearly came out as an anatomical distinction involved in telepathy but then I got interrupted by the smoke, the cough, I went outside to take the garbage out and check the source of the smoke and I forgot the way I did that search and I did I try to search again and then I ran into things like now there is no telepathy telepathy is not a proven phenomenon or whatever.
Little doubt this is the shin shin shing gan they are talking about, and no doubt they learnt how to use it in those Buddhist monasteries or maybe earlier by Hindu yogi thousands of years ago and is related to the aboriginal "dreaming" or "dreamtime" and is one of their strongest weapon. Though i think anything Buddhist came after the should I call it Southern invasion of India.
But within the aboriginal philosophy they are talking about "time does not exist" thing, which makes me think of the nature of thoughts and even conscience itself as the connection between brains could be done by accessing a (common) area of reality which is outside of what we perceive as time which is a sequence of events and according to maya, an illusion. F...k the coincidences. Talking about my neighbors here. Had already enough of me, ninja telepathic b...s? (Dracula care mă piaptănă aici la Dracula în praznic).
No they won't give me one single second of privacy, as they think everything is common (and can be controlled by them) and my brain is their playground.
Apropo, una din cele mai importante funcții alte tuturor președinților, miniștrilor români etc.. a fost să vină aici, aproape încontinuu, ca să poate justifica ce îmi facei mie și/sau să ia credit, că în rest n-au făcut nimic, timp de atâția ani. Ba nu. Țoiu a realizat ceva. Trasul meu pe dreapta de încă o falsă polițistă ieri noapte a cauzat atâta scandal în SUA încât...
2:40 (Internet) archaeologists unearthed evidence they knew about health food way back during the past millennium. Is "a macrobiotic" trip what i think it is?
3:50 Been sick from the past hour (anxiety caused by the presence of animal poop). Was smoking, one of the two feral black cats came to taunt me then a young brown man came from behind and passed me.
Finished smoking, about to climb back the stairs when one of the "girls" (in fact adult Japanese women) came from behind, made a noise, and stood behind me with the phone pointed at me while another one, again with the phone pointed at me appeared on the balcony. Yes had my mouth open because of nose congestion.
Every day they are involved in similar carefully planned scenes like this and the next day they will do others, unphased. Probably enjoying diplomatic immunity as members of Japan royal family.
Wednesday, September 24, 2025
1:43 AM What mantra possessed me when i removed this match that i done first 2 and a half years ago?
I mean, what are the odds of finding a Chinese looking Japanese that happens to be a karate instructor, looks like Bruce, age adjusted, and had that kinda muscles on him?
I remember after i first saw a movie in Romania, and longtime after, even after i came to US, based on my intuition i thought he was Japanese.
But then what is the purpose of introducing kung fu in the world or pro-Chinese, anti-Japanese movies? Well, yeah, he was from Hong Kong.
Like in the case of Viktor Organ, always in conflict with EU. A brilliant work of reverse psychology. Ninja don't need people's sympathy, they want to be out of any suspicion.
2:00 Today the two black cats that i suspect are feral cats they feed on that island in Japan for different purposes, like this one, came to look at me like demanding for food. They have become more accustomed to people, are not afraid anymore, and they were watching me almost like a human who hates me would.
Tonight after i dealt with the dog poops using UV, i kept smelling a smell inside. First i thought i missed some or they brought a new one (which may also be true). Then i remembered the smell, since before i put the net under the door, went and look and found several pieces, under the stairs, in a hard to reach place. I used the UV lamp again on those, but the smell is more stubborn. Or i missed a piece. Though the smell is much weaker, i consider going and removing it later.
Can't resist, it looks magnificent on the white snow.
8:00 For what? My first car ever, the 83 Ford Fairmont was a rear wheel drive vehicle and it handled so nicely. So is my S10, i only had problems once after a rain after a long dry period when rain mixed with oil on the surface of the road, and lost control while accelerating heavily uphill.
But i lost control with my first Elantra on a California freeway while doing 80, oscillating left right about 3 times until i recovered. Mainly because of too soft suspension.
Both Porsche and VW bug have engine and traction in the rear, with VW bug being the first vehicle for masses.
However, in the US, starting with Ford Model T as far as i remember all cars have engine in front with first traction in the rear and then with the invention of CV shafts, traction also in front. Anybody can tell me why, why? They don't drive as nicely as rear wheel drive and that's for sure. And this continued with Japanese and now Korean imports that nowadays are ruling the roads.
Where i'm getting at? I never seen a single car that did not have a coolant and/or oil and exhaust leaks. Sulfuric acid from batteries. Never.
If you don't believe me, go in the driveway, pop the hood and smell.
This would not have happened if it wasn't for engine in front.
Yes i believe the reason for the so called motion sickness is mainly noxious fumes that come from the engine compartment placed in front which is sealed on only on one out of three sides or next to window and/or other smoky cars ahead in traffic.
But Teslas? Why people report more "motion sickness" with Teslas?
8:30 Due to presence of dog poop aerosols and other smells in the air, my gut bacteria is screwed up, resembling that of dogs and/or cats. Because of that the only time i'm not nauseated is when i take antibiotics combined with pepto bismol. Or when i don't drink water, which provides a good environment for bacteria in my guts.
Sparkling water mixed with water is much better as that carbonic acid helps destroying bacteria but i ran out of it and i do perspire and loose water through high blood pressure due to stress by noise a lot.
I've been thinking yesterday about buying a soda machine which gives you sparkling water for 25 cents a litter and no need to buy it in the store. But those use pressurized liquid CO2 bottles, at up to 1000 psi or 30 times the pressure in a car tire and i am a bit paranoid about having one in the small space i live.
Last night i was so damn dehydrated, blood won't come out after pricking my fingers for BG check. I had an error 7 times in a row. I only figured this morning when i finally started drinking some tea, then hot cocoa.
I got now maybe a quarter of a litter of freshly ingested fluid in the last 12 hours, and that was worsen with drinking some brandy last night. I woke up again with some pain in the back that i think is kidneys that cannot work due to lack of water in my blood. Salts from my urine are visible, settling at the bottom of toilet bowl.
No doubt is all due to wisdom of catholic Dominicans saints that manage the show at the complex, many from Philippines and all at one level under a ninja simulation, that are trying to bring the apocalypse as the last solution for Earth, by giving me meningitis or a stroke that would need opening of my skull, to fulfill the prophecy. For 30 years now.
9:30 This is when i "disappeared" in the kitchen.
9:35 Do you wanna know why you fill thirsty after eating something salty? Simply because salt is antibacterial and changes the makeup of bacteria in your stomach, allowing more water to be ingested meaning you were thirsty (or dehydrated) before that. No i don't believe our body has evolved enough to deal with the level of indoor or close environment pollution nor we know how to basically dispose of our garbage.
9:40 Apocalypse, now. It has been year 1996 with Mr.Ciorba keeping on saying 1966 was in fact year 2000 due to an error or calculation. Then it was year 2000 that found me in his company at AVX Vancouver (Washington, not BC). With Prince roaring all the time in the speakers there. 999. And there was another song, something with six six six but can't find it now.
Then it was of course year 2002. 2011 and 2022 which caught me at Eagle Crest dr. in Lake Oswego, with Jinichi Kawakami at first level and Kelly Clarkson at Apt.9 or next door. Then 2018, 2020, 2022, and now 2025, i believe last chance for a round number.
3:45 PM Wednesday, blowers day. I am ready to go out because there is going to be at least one hour of over 70dB and dust that will linger till next days. Waiting for Angela, did my insulin shot, used some alcohol to first wipe the finger for BG check, then to do the shot itself, the room filled with alcohol smell when i heard a crystalline musical voice climbing up the stairs.
I waited to do the shot just before Angela arrives, because i get the reaction (heat, shortness of breath) and got an email, she won't be here till 3:30, last moment change of plan. End of pen, had to do two shots, every time i pull the pressurized needle some leaks in the skin, twice the reaction. I already hear them. They started. I'm getting readings up to 70 inside.
3:10 Da am văzut expresia lui Grindeanu cu umflatul mușchilor, o aluzie, în contextul postării mele cu asemnărarea lui Bruce Lee și mi-am amintit o fază. Când m-m mutat aici în 2015, asistenta care a făcut actele era o tipă Gladys, părea mult mai tânără ca mine și avea un prieten culturist, pe care nu știu dacă l-am văzut vreodată bine la față. Am mai văzut-o de multe ori ca și casieriță la WinCo, dar îmbătrânise.
Și mi-am amintit de altă fază, în România, prin anii 90, am cunoscut un tip, Irinel, dintr-o comună din Bacău care plecase în Franța în 90 și venise prin România, într-o excursie din aia cu autocar din anii 90 în Turcia, îmi povestea faze, tipul vorbea românește, am vorbit cu el și în franceză, în fața unui autocar întreg, și avea o soră mișto cu el care tot așa semăna cu Gladys iar el semăna mult cu Van Damme când mă uit acum, deși părea mai tânăr. Tot așa, blond, simpatic, zâmbăreț.
Mi-a povestit că revoluția l-a prins în mină (la Comănești cred) și era foarte supărat pe regim și a mers la București cu mai mulți unde un general le-a dat arme și au tras într-un ARO cu soldați iar generalul după aceea i-a aranjat să plece în Franța, unde a lucrat pe linie la Citroen. Povești.
Am încercat să mă împrietenesc cu el sperând să ajung și eu într-o zi în Franța. Nu a fost să fie așa, în 94 a apărut anunțul ăla nenorocit în Cotidianul și România Liberă, despre loteria vizelor în SUA.
Nu i-am văzut niciodată mușchii, care oricum nu se văd sub cămașa și se pot micșora la jumătate în doar o lună fără mers la sală și oricum nu par așa de mari ca pe ecran. Pe atunci aveam și eu ceva, mergeam aproape zilnic în Lake Oswego într-un parc cu pădure mare și căram pe alei denivelate pe distanțe de km niște gantere în mână pe care uneori le ridicam sus.
3:45 I went to take something to the trunk of the car, from the D5 entry of the other side of the alley came a young woman with a baby and got into a white van.
