6:12 AM For the third or fourth time within a week, somebody flushed the toilet while i was sitting there. But this time they just walked and flushed, yesterday i heard someone peeing before doing it. Ever since somebody walks in the rhythm of by breath. The result was instant shortness of breath that usually lasts for hours. Previous occupants did it many times before.

6:25 Yesterday i went at O'Reilly's here in Tualatin to ask them to help me identify that missing part of my valve cover.

They were 2 Japanese actors in front of the door and one inside talking to this guy dressed in store uniform so i waited  in the car until they left leaving him alone in the store. I talked to him for 10 minutes or more, i am positive it was him.

He could not recognize the part from the picture on my phone and wanted to see it at the car so he gave me some tools (mine were home) and i popped the hood (the car was right in front of the door) and pulled two of the coils out and he said it was something  i knew it was not the right one.

One of the tools he gave me, i think a 3/8 6 inch extension was from the shelf. He removed the tag with some tool and than he put it back wile i was still there. I have several of these at home (in the car).

He then called somebody, asked for the dimension of the part bla bla.

A different customer came and i left. 

Name Vargas usually indicates possible Hungarian origin.

When i got home i read this bizarre news on a Romanian site.

6:35 It stinks, i have to go out and find the culprits.

6:55 Picked 4 or 5 and put them in one bag. At the dumpster there was one black bag right on top, unknotted.  One 50 or 60 years old Mexican truck with an SUV passed making a terrible noise. Two guys in the middle of the alley with a van painted black and red. While i was walking back home i saw one more, but was out of bags and a woman with a sleeping kid in her arms.

7:-00 Because of exposure to blow by gas, the flute of the coil in that number 2 cylinder became brittle because of the blow by gas leak. Last night i tried to fit it with an oil resistant O ring that could almost cover the leak, but it broke to pieces while i was doing so. I taped the pieces with duck tape and it was working, i and i wanted to drive Angela today but when i woke up after 4 hours of sleep i forgot for a minute and remember when she was out the door.

So i ordered 4 new ones (Amazon choice brand) that come today, 

I don't go for OEM parts anymore on Amazon cause they might be counterfeit as the injectors were. BTW they returned my money for the injectors without asking for the old ones. It cost them more to pay for shipment of an item nobody wants.

As for the missing part, i think i will order a valve cover and take the missing part from there cause it looks parts people in parts store don't know it and can't find it separately.

A while ago, maybe a year, i found all bolts on the valve cover loose and tightened them and yesterday i checked and they held.

7:20 Today i will try and transfer the music files from the stick in the car on the other computer that has speakers and an amplifier with radio so i can play what music i like. On the radio, they always choose what song to play according to the moment. While i was writing the above, Billy Joel was singing: "I don't care anymore what you say this is my life, go ahead with your own but leave me alone".

7:48 Similar situations happened many times before that is i see in the news people i talked to the day before (dead or alive). I am positive that if i talk to the consulate, embassy or Police whatever they will all tell me i am crazy. But at O'Reilly's they must have the security tapes from store.

8:05 Went and picked the last one so i can put the blinds on and go back to sleep (the smell won't let me). When i was knotting the bag i noticed a small Infinity SUV LPN HYH came and parked at nr.6 spot in front of E Building.

A tall slim blond young woman in her 20s (by the way she climbed) in very short shorts (it's 63 degrees or 15 C) and a guy with a moustache climbed at E5 or 6 (I live in building F) and left the red flashing lights of the car one (though it was parked in a regular spot).

There is a big vibration at the Casitas construction site though. On the radio at 106.7 Madonna is playing that horrible horrible song Like a Prayer which i think is about oral sex.

Now Aerosmith is singing ''I don't wanna fall asleep". Now Eagles "7 women on my mind".

12:55 PM S-a găsit pantera neagră din Bulgaria!

1:45 Again flushing the toilet while i was sitting there! (i sit when i pee, per reason of droplets).

1:55 Opened the door to leave, but i forgot my hat. In the middle of the alley, a woman with a kid in her arms. An ambulance siren went off in that moment.

3:15 The ten year old girl that was on the TV box left. I came from the car with 4 packages from the Amazon locker. A short guy with long beard in a white shirt passed in that moment.

At the locker, a woman carrying i kids in her arms, dragging 2 others, talking on bluetooth as i same from the locker to the car with 4 packages. A Latina in a red Nissan with PMP LPN came from behind "not knowing what do do, offended". She finally passed me when i got out of the car.

I was mad because of what happened at the gas station. At the 76 an attendant looking like an Indian actor came and asked me if i need help. I said i didn't because i have a key at the cap. It was 50 cents more expensive than at Spirit Mountain Shell so i tried to get only 20 bucks. But i input 20 forgetting about cents. It gave me 20 cents worth of gas.

He came again and asked me if i needed help but i thought i figured it. I put in 1980 and the machine again was displaying 19 cents wroth of gas. Then i asked him but he did not want to teach me, just wanted to do it himself. I told him. Buddha was a great teacher, he pretended he didn't understand, to gain time for their supercomputers to compute. Then when i told him the second time he said something like yeah, but he had who to teach.

The third time the machine wouldn't work. He said "the machine thinks we're trying to steal from it" and then he said something about recording the car.

I went to the Shell at the end of the street. There i was successful. A woman in blue hospital nursing clothes was evolving at the other pump, doing whatever. A muscular guy, probably an ancient body builder again was showing at the other, etc.. Everything i do, everywhere i go it gets speculated.

Earlier i went for a walk using my dumbbells. A guy dressed in green was walking in front of me, pumping herbicide or whatever, all the time wind blowing from that direction. In the end my nose started to sting a bit. He let me pass him at the school intersection that was attended by a woman with green flag. She looked all the other ways when i passed her.

This i wanted to say for a long time. There is a house in New Orleans this position on google maps that stinks badly like herbicide, possibly getting in my clothes are i pass. In fact, it got into my nose too, everything i smell smells like herbicide now. (Never saw in 10 years anybody doing that, there is not one single invading plant on that street).

Seconds later, in this area i saw a guy on a passenger side of an SUV, leaning off the open window staring at my dumbbells as possibly being the source. There is a piece of green material flapping out of one of them. Also a doubling of what i said recently. It is me who is gassing people on streets. What did i say about everything that is happening in Israel is a cover of the real thing? 

12:40 Ne fac legi și ne pun biruri, ne vorbesc filosofie...

6:40 Last night the apartment was flooded with smoke. I remember that moment with the lighter being tossed from the balcony above. It was covering or doubling of the event with the hole in the valve cover. This morning he came and peed while i was sitting there and then he flushed. Soon after i started to have shortness of breath that continued to this moment. (Do you care to understand what's happening to me? Read the book Shogun).


3:15 The Totenkopf appeared upstairs after Halloween 2024 and only left when she left.

Got an UV with ozone lamp in the bathroom that goes on a cycle 30 seconds every 10 minutes. There is a small 7 inch computer fan on top of normal fan that goes at 1/4 nominal voltage and RPM all the time. It creates a tiny pressure in the flexible pipe so it won't backflow and release dust at vibrations. There is probably a leak somewhere on that pipe that brings in the walls and deep space nine whatever is in the bathroom including sewage smell when i start the big fan.

That smell goes inside the walls and comes back at us with deep space nine air (wall air and air between our ceiling and their floor) inside at vibrations. That's why i decided to put that UV lamp. The ozone follows the same leak and neutralizes the smell inside walls and deep space nine.

Last night they smoked intentionally filling the room here (through leaks) with smoke mixed with "deep space nine air" and stomped a lot allowing that air to come inside so if i wanted to sleep i had to start the ozone lamp full time to neutralize cigarette smoke inside walls.

They did that to remind me and everyone that they were in "self defense" or in retaliation mode when they screwed with my car. But they screwed with my car way before i installed that lamp, by sending a kid to steal a rubber ring and that was in 2022 when i gapped the spark plugs.

I believe the guy who cut that piece of pipe coming out of the valve cover was the Aryan looking "boyfriend" of the woman with Totenkopf at  her door. It's got gas (chamber) symbolism and Sun (big round hole with wax around) symbolism.

4:35 There are around here a number of feral cats brought from the cat island of Japan. They don't eat from trash but they are unfamiliar with people.

They were pooping under the deck of our door for a long time. But that did not bother the woman upstairs who had a cat i think by the breed Transylvania and a cat tree at the window with catnip growing at the door. The cat was big and running all the time in the apartment after been fed with catnip, making a big noise, when she was not here to stomp.

When one of them became pregnant (or they brought a pregnant one) the woman upstairs and her boyfriend, not long before they built a cat house on the stairs, with fabric material inside that became contaminated. Second version of it, two weeks later or the days when they left.

4:27 Nici lui Bolojan nu i-a păsat de deficit când a semnat legea Bugetului de Stat pe 2025 care prevede un deficit de 142 miliarde sau 7% din PIB.

5:00 After "kids cane from school" are now rewinding by hitting a ball (6, 7 of them), yelling at our bedroom window and i wanted to go at the car to measure to see what i can do to seal that leak.

6:40 I was aching to go at the car to see what's going on, because we leave by the end of the week for yet another free nights at 7 feathers (whatever Angela looses there covers the cost of the hotel so everybody wins).

However i had to take care first of the poops. Not far from were the kids were playing i found 2 big ones, one in the grass, all so big they could barely fit in my hand wrapped in a produce bag. Fond two unknotted in the dumpster. When i left , a jet flew east to west, when i went at the dumpster, a helicopter flew in the opposite direction.

The guy who fix cars in there (lately he moved in a different apartment), he was living across and have not seen him much. He once offered me a check who came wrongly in his mailbox and he thought it was mine. I once saw Maia Sandu in front of his garage, vacuuming a small SUV or car.

The good news. The good news are that part has not been cut, it is missing. Though i cannot pull it from other holes, it does not come out easily. I don't know why it came out of there after i cleaned that wax when i put in the spark plugs.

The bad news. I don't know how those are called and i think they go from the inside. But if it goes from inside, how come it was there and now it's not? Anyways from what i've searched so far i don't believe it is sold separately.

5:55 Angela is sleeping, they came upstairs, hit something to the ground that was way heavier than a grocery bag.

Went to grab a tool from the trunk of the car and saw there is a weird ninja smoke outside that makes me mad and wanting to yell. It resembles coal burning smell from old locomotives during my childhood.

3:55 AM One of the biggest problems of web searchers is to figure the timing of an event. You would expect google AI to be smart enough to answer a question like "when did Trump sign the executive order to change the name of DD into WD". With the quite introduction of AI into google searches (there is a tab for it that is first activated after a search) one would expect to get an answer to a question like the one above.

Instead you have to scroll the search results until you saw all the answers and then chose one. And not even then you cannot be sure because the sites usually don't bother.

Why is this important to me. I wanted to see if he came with the syntagm "war department" after i posted about the cover of a CD called "tortured poets department" also showing presumably TS in a lascivious posture.

Ok i reformulated my question and got something like this. However, there is no hour.

I don't know which of the 36 stratagem is but it should be something like: Cover a scandal with another one.

Last night before midnight i was in the car in the parking lot at Chinook Winds listening to music. Earlier i went to smoke in the smoking place in front of the casino. The spot in front of me got freed and then an older Subaru, maybe than 20 years old with California number pulled in front of me. But it took the young unexperienced driver two moves to get it right and it blinded me with the foggy lights that were way above the hood of my car for about a minute.

Then a tall young woman, blond, with long hair, got out of the car, went in the back to check the position and then started to walk towards the hotel. It was too dark and i was too blinded to see her face. Then the yellow lights of the car flashed and she turned around and went inside the casino. I think cause she disappeared from my view for a few seconds.

It took me about half hour to figure what happened (yes i had a few drinks before). Went in the casino and played a little. I was playing at a machine i did not understand (with different results for different payments) at 40 cents a hand and got a combination with many 7s however that machine did not payed combinations with 7s at 40 cents.

I knew but forgot. I grabbed my phone, took a picture and went to search for Angela. She explained to me and i remember and went to play poker next to Angela when i heard security calling me at their desk. I tried to figure why, searched in my pocket and then i realized i did not have the wallet. I went to the front desk and they gave me the wallet which missed for about 10-15 minutes.

I usually don't put the phone and wallet in the same pocket. I heard ninja are the best pick pocketers. What could they possible do with it. Book a hotel room using the ID and one of the cards, by example.

5:20 Was trying to calculate the speed of that car that flew over Sunrise Freeway in Long Island NY, First two screenshots with starting and ending time of measured distance, the distance with google maps.

16.17 - 15.71 = 0.46 seconds for 15 meters = 32 m/s or 72 mph but that after it slowed a lot in the embankment (see the amount of dirt flying with the car) and maybe broke the rail. Could it have had enough time and distance on that boulevard (and luck to keep on the road).

1320 ft but needing to go straight while having a seizure while pressing all the way on the gas pedal for 16 seconds. I don't believe it is possible.

5:30 Also forgot to write in the case of grabller, what adds to the recklessness of the stunt is the fact that the car in the end was going without the rear wheels, dragging he fuel tank on the asphalt possibly making sparks, after hitting it hard possibly breaking it.

12:40 I remember decades ago i read scientific news in Romanian science popularization publications   quoting western publications, a book i have read (and can't remember the title right now) that at the current rates  (back then) of climate heating, the level of oceans would raise significantly towards the end of millennium and beyond.

The years have passed and yet we cannot see any significant increase though we see the polar caps are melting. Where doe it go all the water?

There is only one answer to this, and that is the water escape into space. Thing is, it is not water anymore, it gets split into hydrogen and oxygen, and i believe oxygen gets back on Earth supplying the atmospheric oxygen we all burn nowadays, while hydrogen escapes "into the solar system". With it, a small amount of deuterium that can be used in fusion reactors.

It is not clear to me where in the solar system does it go, but is not impossible to diffuse throughout all the accretion disk or the planetary plan. However, the current accepted theory is the amount is so small it would take billions of  years for Earth to loose all water. But we see ice caps melting at much faster rate which could lead, not very soon, to a situation like that seen on Venus.

A number of years ago NASA released the image of a solar flare engulfing Mercury, a planet that is much closer and has a much tighter orbit around the Sun. With it, some say it was visible a planet size spaceship.

A spaceship of that size, cylindrical, turning against its axis would create through centripetal motion an equivalent to gravity on the surface of the cylinder inside. It would be big enough for those inside to perceive like living on planet.

They would of course need deuterium for their fusion reactors. Or  oxygen to compensate leaks, etc..

They were, are, a number of civilization in the history of humans that worship the Sun. Starting with most documented one, the Ancient Egypt and ending with today's Japan. Could these guys have been, still are under the influence of those "people" living near Mercury?

Last night i was talking about the subject in the car with Angela and i today i see... It happened of course for distracting from the subject.

1:00 PM Upstairs they were shy to stomp in the first days after they first moved, about a week ago, but they grew louder and stronger as the probably tuned better on my rhythms. Today they were present in my life making it difficult when i first started to write a post in Romanian, and they got to pre-construction (more than 2 months ago) levels, letting the construction do the work in those times, with a peak during writing last paragraphs the above, 

Now it's a missinterpretaion. It was not, for many years, until recently. Live Science is a mainstream, not conspiracy theory site.

1:40 I believe there are messages embedded in this video. The name Mercury. The sun rising depicted as half of the British flag. Mercury figuring "mad scientist"  Nicola Tesla. The immortal? aliens on the hypothetical Mercury spaceship.

2:53 It was my first perception they were mostly Mexicans or other Latinos. Hyundai cars are a viable alternative to Japanese as they use little fuel, comparable to only Japanese hybrids. It looks like Japan controlled US government does not like that. Also note the symbolism.

In the State of Washington the last comparable investment was Ilani casino. I can't remember of any in Oregon or California or generally the west coast.

3:15 Conspiratorii continuă seria de meme-uri la ce postez eu, pentru ștergerea memoriei audienței (transferanță).

4:20 I took the spark plug coils apart to clean the drop of oil i spilled when changed it but what did i see. Saw it before. The ring of condensated wax (from waxy "synthetic" or "synthetic blend oils" around the spark plug well of the second spark plug.

I was already composing in my minds the phrases to criticize those but then i saw. There is a missing part (ring) at the second spark plug, probably preventing the sealing of that hole that corresponds partly in the valve cover where there are drops and oil mist. OIl mist comes out of it and getting with the flow from fan under the car, burning on the exhaust, possibly in the cabin. The source of missing oil lately.

I tried to pull another one out of its place but could not. So it wasn't me who took that ring out by mistake when i took the spark plugs out.

I remember i saw that before but can't remember if at this car or the other. Definitely not at this car when i change the spark plugs. Back then i was high with smoke coming from holes around the building so that was the reason i did not see it.

Today they were three grown Japanese women in their late 20s or maybe even 30s (by their vocabulary) acting like children, making noises at the one level building, inside the balcony. Hoping i was going to make another mistake.

After i took the picture, one of them passed possibly video-ing on her phone, as a retaliation. As i left one of them dressed in pajamas came with a dog next to me and started to tell the tog "come, come, come come!". And then she said something about stinking. It is a wrong perception that cars with open hoods stink more than others. The hood is not seal, not even firmly closed, there is a lot of space around, especially in the front, when one could almost stick his hand.

4:43 They took position near the window as i have to go in the back to check the bottles. They have eye contact between them all the time, waiting to give the signal to the small boy to get closer or when i go there.

5:33 It was not me. Though it appeared there was a part there, that is only the rubber ring that seals the coil flute from the missing part. Very easy to miss. Today when i pulled the flute it came out with that rubber ring so i saw there was a missing solid ring. It was part of the initial sabotage of the car by a... i don't know, jealous ex-husband or boyfriend.

The car had numerous problems including pounds of rancid dog food in the ventilation system, one bent half axle, an exhaust leak, cracked struts, other things that i can't remember now that i think they were part of a more general act of sabotage done by a mechanic towards the owner who was named Victoria.

It looks like i'm gonna have one more headache tonight by driving at Ilani (40 miles one way) for a pizza and 15 dollars free play until i can find and buy that part. Yes i tried at Autozone, it is too specific and rare to replace.

6:55 Yeah i forgot to write what happened when i left. That kid ran away and jumped the balcony's rail like he was afraid of me. Now they placed a little girl in that place and the two women throw a ball far away so it lands near my window.

11:10 Did not have a choice to look and after i left all i could think of was the valve cover. I saw several pictures from different sites and they are all the same. There is no part missing, after i changed the spark plug in February 2024, somebody cut that piece of material coming out of the cover at cylinder nr.2. I had a leak before but that was due to a broken rubber seal. 

11:40 The reason i get so tired every time i get somewhere. Feels like sitting in the car forever, sleeping, instead of going inside.

11:41 Got to write it again cause people have forgotten. Got tied to the door with nylon fish string and a coat hanger two bottles. Every time i open and close the door, they fall into a different position. Though they can't prevent someone from entering, at least they let me know if they did. But i have to cast a light on them, go in the back when i leave and look through the window and memorize the position with the help of the labels and then when i get back i have to go again in the back.

Tonight there was a thick voice in the balcony upstairs and now he is walking nervously throughout the room. At Ilani i saw a woman resembling TS entering while i was smoking at the entrance.

Most of the time they fall in positions easy to remember but there are times when they fall in such weird positions i can't memorize and then i take a picture.
12:17 Choking cigarette smoke is coming from somewhere big time.

4:00 AM The fallout. News that only make sense as transferences on my subjects.

One trillion for Tesla. Hyundai raided. Taylor and chatGPT. Tail. Pedo. Upstairs only.

Every time i post something important, there's a (ghost) drone attack near the eastern border of Romania.

6:05 I have said it many times before. The scent of feces of predators that consume only meat trigger anxiety in herbivores and possible omnivores like humans. In the case of humans that have dogs, it may be compensated by parasites that ultimately attack and eat away their brains. Unwanted sexual arousal  of unknown origin at times by she dogs in heat (mid-life crisis).

I believe such pets are currently one of the biggest problems of humanity.

Also some groups have learnt to use it as bio-weapon.

6:25 I believe is the leading cause of alcoholism, smoking of mostly males living in rural Romania.

12:PM Ok i lost an hour trying to debunk another one, looking for exit 41 on Sunrise Blvd. on Long Island. First i needed an exact location. Ran into some other stuff. On Sept.3 a 2012 Honda went flying over Hwy 27 of New York. Finally saw the coordinates imprinted by the dashboard camera on the video. I put the coordinates in google maps and what do i get. The freeway is on a higher level from the boulevard on the right. The car must have had 100 mph to fly like that.

The driver had a seizure and pushed on the gas pedal and accelerated on Pine Acres Blvd, plowed through the embankment but had enough speed left to fly over the freeway yet he was unharmed by the impact of the car with the trees at that speed. How long it takes that car to accelerate at that speed?

Symbolism. Sunrise, Hondas can fly (and land safely), Robert Moses, Arbeit Macht Frei, etc..

BTW Hwy 27 NY looks as new as I5 north of Portland which is about 50-70 years old.

10:47 Prinși cu ocaua mică, mai marii noștri se joacă cu cuvintele. Nicușor Dan care s-a păstrat până acum i-a luat locul central în media lui Bolovan, cu declarații belicoase.

Atenție, România nu e o mare putere, nu e nici măcar o mică putere și nici măcar nu e înarmată ca țări de aceeași mărime (Norvegia, Finlanda, Olanda care au F35 și alte chestii), prin grija guvernanților trădători. Nici măcar ca Ungaria care are Grippen. Noi avem niște F16 de 40 de ani aruncate la fier aluminiu vechi de norvegieni și olandezi.

5:00 PM I also pasted those coordinates on Google Earth.

2:30 AM First we wanted to go at WinCo but i passed. Then at Ilani but i hate that place because of its shape similar to an square warehouse. We were in our way to Indian Head (120 miles) passing through Boring (30 miles) i guess when i felt the smell in the cabin for the second time. It was too strong to be just from the car being contaminated in the parking lot.

Then i had this idea and looked at the soles of my shoes. On the left there was a piece of dog poop mixed with redwood chips covering the middle area of the sole (maybe 4-5 square inches).

I pulled on the shoulder and tried to remove it with a stick i found and a piece of polyurethane foam and water until i got tired (cars were zooming at highs speed in that area) and thought i removed 99.99% of it, i could not reach in the grooves of the brand name without something like a toothbrush. Never saw something stickier in my whole life. It won't just let go.

Anyways it was smelling much less and when i got at the casino i went in the bathroom and tried with soap and paper napkins and it was almost gone.

So it took me like 30 miles after i left to figure it out. What if i went at WinCo like that. Or at Ilani.

Cannot figure how it happened though, i usually am very careful and chase the poops, not step on them though lately i got real close a couple of times and i use a pair of old shoes i keep outside the door. But sometimes i forget and to with my "good shoes", the only pair i own. Was thinking to order another pair on Amazon (by re-clicking, changing just color maybe, to keep in the car).

I can't remember a recent instance in the last few years, to actually step on one. So yes, i am wondering why it happened in the day i wrote the above (first paragraphs).

Over there we lost some money and then bought food partly with coupons and some of the fish was undercooked and we both got nauseated in our way back and took all kinda stuff including pepto-bismol and charcoal but at least i did not get diarrhea like in the past. I saw a lot of people including security (or people dressed as security) acting weird. I think i got cured of this casino too.

I was telling Angela. It was our best luck we took the long drive. I would not figure it if we stayed at home, i would have kept believing it was coming from outside and a disaster if we went to WinCo.

2:50 There was no car in the spot when we got home half hour ago. Here they came after i wrote the above.

8:32 Job reports.

9:12 And so we find out presidents nominate board members of FED.

3:35 PM New world disorder. Backs or breaks?

3:40 Tortured poets (martial arts) department. (it was a meme, i said it first).

As i was driving there, late, never drove that late in that direction, it was about 8 PM when i saw 4 or 5 identical white Clackamas County Sheriff's SUVs. Or it was the same and kept driving in a parallel street Universe and popping again and again in front of us.

When we got back i saw again several of those driving at high speed in the opposite direction, flashing, forcing me to stop (and screw my MPG). Last one of them turned the flashing lights off, turned around and started to follow us from a distance, trying to catch me not slowing from 55 to 45 and then 25 right before Sandy. Then he passed me in Sandy and turned around (But is saw him turning in the mirror).

There was a coat hanger in the restroom at Indian Head yesterday bent crafted like a noose.

The place was full of ninja and sumo wrestlers. There was a ninja girl looking like Bill Gates' daughter with a sort of vintage amplifier hanging on her shoulder fashioned like a handbag (figuring my jukebox?). As i drove back from there with nausea from uncooked food, we were for many miles behind a truck saying "Shamrock Food"  that was also smoking soot from unfiltered diesel exhaust: Also yesterday during my walk i saw this stylized tree house. Hanging ladder? Pipe?

Today we planned to go to Chinook Winds, i overslept (all day LOL). Angela saw there is scheduled a band, 38 special. I wanted to pass when i heard but she does not believe anything i'm writing or anybody pays any attention to it. I heard the song, i googled maybe once but forgot about the special name. Much stomping and squeaking upstairs as i was finishing this entry. Breathing fine, electrified redwood dust from the outside walls freshly blown every week by Wednesday blowers.


Which reminds me of (black BMW promptly started when i was listening to this).


5:35 Togakure ryu. It is like having an (ultimate) influencer in the same room. From an identical floor plan apartment above, listening (or guessing) your thoughts through shin shin shin gan, makings sounds of approval, disapproval and suppression ("forget about" of your thoughts).

Predicting your behavior, planning and bringing in the cavalry (like when going so get something from the car, check something under, smoking). Everything decorated with chosen songs on the radio.

Yeah i know there is something good for me, they put in every action a lesson, but they never understood me well. But there is nothing to understand, due to the torture i have become an automaton with no will or emotions of my own, i am driven only by rules learned and external events (mostly controlled by them), with the occasional random ones or contradictions in their ancestral teachings or scrolls they can't control because they never solved (and constantly screw their actions). 

6:15 AM Last night when i got home i thought the bottles from my door were a bit moved from the position i left them. I forgot to do my insulin last night and did it now but started a new pen. I dropped a drop of insulin on my hand after i did the shot and rubbed it with one finger and it was oily or syrupy, similar to glycerin. I googled and some say is not supposed to and it may become contaminated with silicon oil from the syringe lubrication. Getting a weird reaction to it that is kinda fading away. Now stumping upstairs near the door.

6:22 Tortured Poets Department.

6:27 Last night at Spirit Mountain i sat in the car and listened to music, was dozing at times, and then i opened a can of sardines and dropped some oil on my pants. That because some nervous people in the lot made me very nervous. Then i made sort of a dryer out of the sleeve of my jacket by covering all the dashboard vent except one and attaching the jacket with the sleeve on it and turning the heat on and it was working, but the stain being mostly olive oil, it did not dry all the way, though i blew hot air on it for one hour so i did not go in the casino except to the restroom.

7:10 I was feeling much better this morning after i missed a dose. My bags under eyes have also disappeared. Now i feel tired again like yesterday with balance problems.

8:10 This was posted after this, right? I think that is a Hyundai similar to mine (Transference). Also reckless. Also most freeways in the US also have cameras that may be used for tracking instead physically following and doing such stunts that may endanger other vehicles.

It's a GYM (looking similar to my Hyundai) and it must have onstar.

It looks to me the rear axle links to the car has been intentionally weakend for more dramatism. Also the bumper of the car seemed to have been raised on the left side because the axle position was too high or  hidden behind the bumper for the device go get "a shot" at it. The driver of the white car also cooperated, slowing and waiting for the device to be attached that can happened only from real close.

And yes we did not see from what direction that towing rope came from.

7:20 PM (Also to cover this)

8:16 Got shortness of breath that never stopped after i took that insulin shot. I was hesitating to post this, but she left yelling and cursing before she got into a car shortly after i posted this. I think this is market's reaction to her yells. Or my initial post which means people don't believe it just yet. 

8:26 Yeah it was a trick, somebody is still upstairs. They flushed after i did.

9:00 The City (or maybe Aylwin) finally picked the portable toilet. Among other things, it was providing deodorizing and like the antibacterial present in there, was being mutagen for the bacteria in the dumpster near it (unseen here, left of the mailboxes).

9:27 Cinism infinit, lipsă de logică, contrazicere de sine. Păi dacă angajatorii pun pe masă oferte de nerefuzat, de ce sunt 5 milioane de români la muncă în străinătate?

Cultura aversiunii față de muncă vin de la tunurile care s-au dat în România pe socoteala statului timp de 35 de ani din care atâția s-au căpătuit, sutele de miliarde care dispar din buget, sutele de mii de sinecuri la stat, pensionări înainte de termen și în general atitudinea politicienilor și a jurnaliștilor care indirect glorifică jaful.

Exemplu, Elena Udrea a dat tun de 4 miliarde bani europeni la Ministerul Turismului și Dezvoltării sau ce era și acum este invitată să intre iar în atenția publicului.

3:50 A little navigating through my blog and figured why the market dropped after April 2nd (yes, Norbert Latzin was/is a piano player who became Larry Knecthel and then Trump especially after his death in Hungary in 1984) and why it raised back up after 8 and ever since.

4:15 I was browsing through Trump's biography to see what was he doing in the 80s and what did i find.

Segregation, contempt, Mafia, 4000 lawsuits? No wonder the freeways in the Great NW State of Washington look like this... Or there's one trillion (1/7 of the federal budget) missing at Medicare... Still don't believe he was/is a real person no matter how many scandals his name was involved in but just a front.

6:55 I went to Walmart Pharmacy in Tigard and showed the Pharmacist the phenomena with the drop of insulin by squeezing the pen and rubbing it onto my hand. It did not seem so thick to me in that moment like last night but i told him about my suspicion and he gave me a pen that i paid for (half) through their discount program. While i was waiting for it got the reaction (heat, starting from that hand, shortness of breath) just by rubbing it against my hand when i showed him.

Came  home and compared thickness by squeezing some of both pens on a piece of plastic. Drops came a bit easier and further from the new pen and by rubbing with my finger on the shiny surface i saw there was a minimal difference in viscosity. Could be normal after keeping them one month in the fridge.

Also while i was there i figured why the reaction though i inject the insulin in the fat. When i pull the needle (after finishing pumping and waiting 5 more seconds) there is still pressure in the pen and the proof is drops of insulin fall and i figured when the pressurized tip of the pen travels through my skin backwards to the surface it releases some in the skin which had many blood vessels and there is an immediate reaction.

It makes no difference if you release the pushing button or not. The button remains pressed, ready for the next "dial".

Got back home and they were kids in the yard. One of the Asian girls about 10-12 was standing near the TV box at 90 degrees from my line of sight showing a fat belly that could be child obesity. Could be a reaction to what i said about insulin shots (done in my belly).

7:30 Wanted to go and check something under the car and changed my mind because outside was stinking like dog poop. Went back inside to get some bags, but when i went back outside i saw the guy with the ice-cream cart parked near the dumpster and honking. Which means i have to breath that smell for half more hour.

8:15 I cannot risk my blogs and/or having this account or that post only shut down. If you want to see where i took that picture from, go to TheAlexaCrush on X and search for the post on July 16 this year. It is marked as "sensitive content" on X.

9:12 Somebody upstairs, after one hour of hammering which i attributed to just moving in, started to walk again on top of me, in the rhythm of my thoughts like KKK did for one year. Finally went outside and i heard Jey Jude playing on 106.7 FM as i was going through the door.

Then outside it hit me a smell i haven't smelled in many months, maybe years. Could it be cocaine or hash or something like that, or a recipe taken from the Book of Ninja? Search in this pdf file for "hemp ash" or go to page 346. Temperature outside was 80, now is 78.

6:15 AM Vasilica Viorica Dăncilă. Coaliția funcționează (și merge la paradă).

7:30 Ați văzut vreodată adeverata față compusă a cinismului și a iadului? Puteți voi oare să începeți să vă imaginați rahatul infinit în care suntem? Gura iadului s-a deschis și iată ne zâmbește. Cine li se poate opune acestora atâta timp cât lumea nici măcar nu știe ce se întâmplă?

11:05 Awoke from my second sleep about half hour ago. Went to check for poops. There was a big fragment, stepped upon next to my sliding wall size window. That could explain my headache. Fond a little one, those are with pheromones, on the other side of the building. The whole place was flooded with the smell of roasted meat.

Was intrigued by the presence of a comforter on the balcony above. Found and knotted an open bag in the dumpster next to mailboxes. Found and knotted one in the dumpster uphill. When i got back, in about the same time a sexy woman in bikinis came out in the balcony upstairs (i thing there's shade from the big tree at this hour at least in my balcony is. Had to go in my balcony and check the sign bottles.

I'm thinking about going for a walk, right now the temperature is 75, it will rise to 80 by the time i am done. Tomorrow is the last day of the current and probably last heat wave of the year and summer. Have to go one more time in the balcony and another one when i get back.

11:37 Alexa on X June 20th

1:30 Yes way! (Market still in denial though. They think i finally went completely mad).
2:05 PM Last night we made a huge pot with beetlejuice and another one with un-rolled traditional Romanian cabbage kale rolls (basically kale and rice and beef).

12:25 AM I took a brake from insulin for 48 hours. Today before i left i had 238. At Indian Head i got nauseated and took one amoxi and one pepto bismol however now when i checked BG was nearly 300 so i did the shot. While doing so, they started real loud upstairs.

I noticed with all previous occupants, they are doing when i am stressed out or excited, like they catch my brain waves. Must be in conjunction with the gates from the book in never read.

12:50 Angela had  coffee in the afternoon and had trouble sleeping so i went in the bedroom next to her. She fell asleep as she usually does and i was organizing my thoughts, on occasions getting mad about things. and then he got up, started to walk (in the bedroom), squeak at every of my thought as  he didn't like what i was saying to myself and then i grabbed the recorder and then he decided to go to the bathroom to justify all the commotion and now he is quiet as i uploaded two files but i forgot everything i was thinking about.

Mostly a list of what i wanted to search online. How Alexa Crush screwed me yesterday at Little Creek and today online. I am terrified he will get up at any moment and awake Angela again, as she is having bad days at work.

7:00 Again after Angela left i was about to fall asleep when he got out of bed. Wasn't making big noises, the level could have been tolerated but the synchronization with my thoughts drove my wild. And it was not stepping like last night. It was just sitting in one place, shifting weight from what foot to another or making a step maybe every minute. He left "to work" around 6:30.

Was thinking yesterday. They were hundreds of people who screwed with me on freeway, at Indian Head. What would you think if you parked next to a guy with LPN "JEK", after what Alexa Crush posted?

About once every minutes somebody had to screw with me, somehow. One example. Usually after a 2 hours drive when i get there, i sit in the car and relax for about an hour. People passing on the highway next to the parking lot, turning their  heads, doing all kinda faces. Some smiling sarcastic at me, some just smiling. All looking like they knew about my presence there.

Was thinking. Not long ago i posted an idea about people in one area of the world or another going to simulated jobs, just to keep them doing something so they won't loose completely that ability. I believe this is what's happening here. Besides food and other goods distribution, all jobs are probably simulated cause i see too many people coming out during my trips, just to mess up with me. Basically, all of them. Like they don't have anything else to do.

Another example. As i was climbing on Mt.Hood, a guy with a motorcycle with high beam on his "headlight" got right behind me (very rare) and stood there for about half hour, too close to comfort. So at first opportunity (enlarged shoulder) i pulled and let him pass.

Right after that i found myself behind too vehicles, one a trailer with construction materials (on a holyday),  uncovered, and the other putting out black diesel exhaust every time he was pressing the gas pedal, uphill and i had to go like this for the next i don't know, 15 miles, until a passing area came by.

7:30 Nicușor Dan i-a făcut un calcul de 1.4 miliarde lui Bolojan cel care i-a pus pe jar pe mulți bugetari, inclusiv profesorii, care au obținut creșteri salariale ce nu s-au aplicat, după o grevă anul trecut. (Bugetul care ajunge la profesori din cel stabilit de lege e mai puțin de jumătate, restul dispare).

Pare ridicol, dar asta e. Calculul acela e doar unul dintr-o sută pe care le-am postat eu, din care cel mai greu este să explici unde dispare jumătate de Bugetul de Stat, adică 200 miliarde și mai bine. Poate dacă mai vin câteva guverne (Klaus Iohannis a avut vreo 10 cred), vor ajunge și la acel calcul.

Vreți să auziți de o situație și mai ridicolă, care se întâmplă în SUA, cea mai mare democrație (și prima) din lume, unde în 1776 au renunțat la un rege pentru nenumărați președinți?

În fiecare an pe vremea asta apare în presă o știre. "Pentru evitarea închidereii guvernului (governement shutdown), plafonul datoriei publice trebuie ridicat". (United we Stand, Democrats, ready to fight).

Deci la deschiderea sesiunii de toamnă, parlamentarii lor (membrii congresului, denumirea tradițională) au de lucru. Altfel, agențiile guvernamentale rămân fără bani. Mă rog, o parte din agenții sau o parte din bani. Datoria publică a SUA în acest moment este de peste 36 trilioane (mii de miliarde sau milioane de milioane) dolari, în alte cuvinte ceva ce este imposibil de plătit vreodată, o sumă echivalentă cu infinitul.

Însă ce contează. Cei care vor ridica mâna acum pentru creșterea plafonului nu vor mai fi când SUA va fi declarată falimentară și vândută pe bucăți.

E mai ușor de explicat la noi. Există și în România o lege care se numește chiar așa. Legea Plafoanelor, care se emite tot așa în fiecare în, înainte de Legile Bugetelor. Legea Plafoanelor spune la cât pot ajunge bugetele. De Stat, Al Asigurărilor Sociale, al Administrațiilor Locale, etc.. Se uită cineva vreodată? Poate, fiindcă de obicei sumele nu se depășesc.

Ce putem să-i cerem lui Bolojan dacă Nicușor Dan a avut nevoie să-i facă două înmulțiri la televizor? Chestia ține de scădere, nu de înmulțire. Poate lecția viitoare sau guvernul viitor.

8:45 Interesting facts about Taylor Swift (the name at least the combination sounds unreal to me). She loves baking and cooking. However... she would starve so much she will feel like fainting during live performances... Got to use screenshots because google AI is changing the search results all the time...

There is only one conclusion after all these search results. Exploitation. Forced to perform in extreme conditions (heat, noise), forced not to eat. Should feel nothing but compassion for her.

9:35 Just went and picked one big and one huge from next to hydrant. Started to feel sleepy. Soon after somebody else started to move upstairs, seems a lighter person. Not big noises but again synched.

12:12 PM Bolojan minte. Legea Bugetului de Stat, cu un deficit stabilit de 7% a fost semnată chiar de el, în calitate de Președinte al Senatului (în ianuarie). Cifrele sunt false însă, ministerele nu primes nici jumătate din cele 500 miliarde stabilite în lege la cheltuieli.

12:30 Slept two more hours with earplugs. Got awakened probably by fresh poops after "she left". I remembered i searched something yesterday. Do you know who is the haunting real voice behind so many Christmas songs you hear on certain stations in December? Karin Carpenter, a brand Sabrina capitalized on.

She died in 83 of congestive heart failure at 33 having 83 pounds or 38 kg after her heart muscle got consumed for nutrients by her own body. Taylor, Carpenter. Gardner (1976, Iași, olympic pool, Silver Streak, i was 16, she passed for a 14-15).

1:20 There is a gray older car with engine and AC on in our spot with a woman inside and a guy talking on the phone and circling that car.

1:40 Privind la acest tabel din Legea Plafoanelor m-a lovit o chestie. Mai multe. Plafonul pentru cheltuieli la Bugetul de Stat nu e de 522 (totalul din tabel adunând sumele pe ordonatori de credit din Anexa 3 la Legea Bugetului) ci de ci de 421 miliarde.

Recunosc, cifra mi-a furat ochii. A fost depășită în Legea Bugetului de Stat semnată de Bolojan în calitate de Președinte al Senatului în ianuarie cu cel puțin 70 miliarde.

Altă chestie ar mai fi că banii din Bugetul de Stat de exemplu, care ar trebui să ajungă la ministere se pierd undeva pe culoarele Palatului Victoria, la ministere ajungând cam poate jumătate din sumă, iar după această jumătate de sumă nu ar exista deficit, ci surplus.

Primii 4 ordonatori de credite (ministere) din acest tabel făcut pe baza Legii Bugetului au ceva ce aduce cu o balanță contabilă, cu niște cheltuieli mult mai mici (link-uri în tabel). Exemplu, Ministerul Învățământului. Poate cineva să-mi spună cât arată totalul în această balanță contabilă (greu de urmărit), reînnoită în fiecare lună proiectat pe un an și apoi să o compare cu suma din buget.

2:10 Site-ul Camerei Deputaților cu toate legile nu mai pot să-l accesez demult. De la site-ul Senatului mă trimit ăia tot la Camera Deputaților. Deci nu pot să văd legea 8/2025 (plafoanelor).

Mi s-a terminat și accesul gratuit la site-ul cu link-ul de mai sus, am găsit acest site amărât făcut de guvern cu ajutorul UE din care nici nu poți să citești bine, dar se vede că plafonul pentru Bugetul de Stat este de 421 miliarde iar în  Legea Bugetului de Stat suma este de 499 în prima pagină sau 522 dacă adunăm sumele din anexa 3.

Deci conform legii 8/2024 a Plafoanelor, Legea Bugetului de Stat este eronată dar și... ilegală!

2:30 I was searching for this picture with Karen (note the resemblance with Carrie Fisher) with her birthday cake and was thinking cake cake cake where are you when a guy with two small dogs on long leashes came to dance in front of my wall sized window.

3:25 A ok am găsit aici.

3:05 New items (symbolic) next to "no dumping place".

5:25 There is a portable toilet nest (behind) the maibloxes for a month now left ("forgotten") by the city since they last worked on sewer where everybody has to go at, daily.

6:29 It all started with that stupid conversation about seltzer water at Fredy Meyer last weekend. Yesterday i was refilling at Indian Head from a soda machine where it was written. Soda which was just carbonated water with nothing in it.

And then i started to think. All carbon dioxide needed to make carbonated water and even beer comes from alcohol fermentation, where it is captured and bottled using compressors and maybe filters or other form of purification. And then another question came to mind. How much carbon dioxide (as the main greenhouse gas) is produced by alcohol fermentation?

The answer might shock you. To make our booze we put in the air about half the amount of CO2 produced by cars. More than that. All the ethanol added in gas (like in Oregon and Washington is 10% at every pump) burns into carbon dioxide and water. And yes all the alcohol ingested turns into carbon dioxide and water inside our livers mainly. I think in total comes close to what cars produce.

However, all the grains and fruit the alcohol is made from have that carbon captured from the atmosphere, so it is a closed circuit.

6:40 Got this app on my phone that claim it can measure sound level in dB. I once pulled it a concert inside Chinook Winds Casino in Lincoln City and at 80 dB i started to feel uncomfortable. It was not so much the ears but the chest. My whole rib cage started to vibrate with the base on speakers. Would have been just a little bit more, i would have left.

But 120 dB with peaks at 140?

Alison

8:40 Transferanță

10:45 Went to knot one more bag at the bin next to mailboxes (and portable toilet) i saw earlier but could not reach. Got my head into a spider web that was hanging from the sky or the tree above and instinctively wiped my face. How this would have looked on camera?

11:50 I put a wet towel outside on the rail the help catch the dust that is shaken from the building. I think it helps a little.