10:35 AM First thought-inspiration of the day. It may be Metformin lowers your BG by promoting intestinal movement, the opposite of constipation that BTW may be caused by predators' symbiotic bacteria (through paralysis of intestinal muscles) and also by psychosomatic means (reverted bow). This way it releases back flow pressure on the pancreas that starts working more normally.

Exposure to that type of bacteria and reverted bow may be also intentional by groups of people that learnt to use it in their advantage, throughout recent evolution.

BTW just remembered. In the last week or so i started again to hear toilet flushing in the building every time i go to the restroom and sit there. It's automatic.

10:37 Second thought of the day. I watched a video too disgusting to re-post here, about the possible evolution of the mankind 1000 years from now but i want to add something. Why all depictions of aliens that supposedly visited us differ so much?

12:08 PM Went to Grocery Outlet store and Dollar Tree in TriCity. At Grocery Outlet i saw Kakcem with another disguise as a local with a beard, wearing a T-shirt with all kinda green guns on his chest at the nearest checker, turned towards me. Earlier the obvious German looking woman at that checker made me yell "Enema! Enema!" because she could not understand the first and second time when i said it. No they did not have any. At the Dollar Tree store the had but the Latina looking fat Japanese woman at the checker did not know what that was.

On the camera's card. Now i remember, the Mustang driver turned to left lane when i was ready to take the picture while the first truck turned to the right.
 

The view from my hotel's room.

Yet another coincidence. The roof where that kid's been before i saw the broken fiber optics box. For some weird reason the camera is not putting the timestamp on all pictures. It was taken May 25.

12:21 PM I think there was a laxative in the sealed Keurig cup. I almost burst while getting back at the hotel. Still not sure if i did not break my colon. Feels weird in that area (though no pain), could be a spider bite though and started to have chills.

There was missing about 2 gallons of gas from the tank, yesterday on trip summary i had 185 miles with an average of 41.5 mpg and one more line or 1/8 tank on the gauge. Today it was near the last line with steady warning light on.

12:35 Was in the restroom. I thought i heard something at the door. The deadbolt was off.

12:45 I wrote about this several times but never did it right. I guess was too nervous about having to write it.

One day in 2007 i went and sat in the restroom. The old man from downstairs yelled "silence, cause i wanna poop" though i was not making any noise and it was silence (no other sources of noise). Ever since or suddenly since that day i can only go to the bathroom with an enema (unless if i have diarrhea or i take large doses of Metformin, 4 a day or as prescribed).

These days they started again at the apartment, flushing an audible toilet (nobody is upstairs) every time i get there, which generally makes me sick (by gas retention).

1:00

2:30 Angela made a surprise to me and bought a bottle of Courvoisier. Got to confess, been very disappointed. No much difference with Paul Mason which is 5 times cheaper especially in 1.7 litter bottles. I drank something similar in taste but much better at my father who made brandy from discarded grapes after pressing for wine (with some water and sugar added).

4:00 AM My stomach started to raise all the way to my mouth. I knew it was time to go and check outside. It was Thursday, the dumpsters have been emptied, leaving behind a one inch mud on the bottom. But that was not stinking that much since i poured pounds of baking soda last time.

But tonight. Someone brought a bag with fermented garbage wet brown and black from somewhere else and poured it in a corner making a pile of a few inches high, hard to dry or come in contact with oxygen. I went with my fishing pole and tried to spread the thing however hidden in that pile they were two open bags with poop inside.

They were too dirty to even think about knotting. So i just caught them with my tool and threw them in some open big brown grocery bags that were in the other end, harder to reach, hoping the paper will absorb the smell. I don't know if that is going to help but i am not knotting those.

One gigantic pickup, the size of a tank with four blinding lights in front and one under, lighting the pavement, passed by.

Question. Is anybody actually living in this complex or they all live in the next one and just pass by for show?

Better idea. Should have put them with my tool on the ground and pick them like poops in the bag i had in my pocket by i was too shocked and that truck distracted me.

10:55 Începând din ziua în care am postat clip ăla cu CC Catch care dovdedsc antifenismul unor clipuri (și mai sunt, mult altele, nu am timp de asta acum), apare în fiecare zi tâmpenia cu pantera neagră din Bulgaria. Mai lăsați-ne.

De fapt după cum am spus de atâtea ori, apar atâtea contra știri ca să dovedească inutilitatea a ce postez eu încât nu am timp să mă ocup de toate. E ca un concurs din ăla la grădiniță care spune ce ultimul. Amin.
 
Apropo oare Trump s-a simțit luat la mișto când am postat clipul acela și a vorbit cu Ayatolahul să scape și niște chestii pe acolo?

11:05 This song is ok but the guy sings like he has his mouth full of dumplings (găluște). So is it ok "to say a lie and not to hurt you"?

11:40 Cannot remember right now who else is singing like this but i'm sure there's more. I checked a song by Duran Duran and what do i realize. The style, instruments, rhytm machine, female voice if not melody is taken completely from Michael Crețu's and Sandra's Enigma.

No Duran Duran was nothing like that prior to 1990 though it contained plenty of sexual allusions in the well known, still played The Reflex.

In fact, i always thought Come Undone belonged to them. Enigma.


12:43 PM Yeah Tears for Fears and many others as they say. New wave derives from punk.  

I didn't know! Lip Syncorporated (while disko derives from funk).


2:30 Got about one more hour till i leave for Canyonville. I did laundry all day, now packing things, ready to take a shower, started one more load. A guy came upstairs with a can of something, i thought it was detergent. I looked and saw a van that resembles of a carpet cleaner van. However he started hammering above and is so loud it vibrates the floor here and i feel the slams physically.

I tried to record it, my other computer is packed, this one does not connect with the recorder. It's violent. I think they are getting me ready for the drive. (And i got to something at the car before i leave, about 15 minutes). I'm sure it's got something to do with what i posted above.

Now he actually started the vacuum on his van with about 70 dB of noise i was dreading when i first saw him but that is nothing when compared to what he did earlier.

3:15 I would estimate about 300 sqft or carpet upstairs, it's more than half hour now, yeah he's going down the stairs as i came here at this computer near the window and the stairs and he now he stopped it. Got to go at my car, do something as i said.

4:17 What? ;)

4:38 Kids came yelling like crazy in the alley when we were getting ready to leave. Angela went outside and the guy with black BMW with modified exhaust started the alarm.

5:15 I was moving towards the car with the suitcase. About 10 kinds surrounded the car, yelling and conversing.

9:46 Ok i'm here at 7 feathers in a room with a single bed and one for kids  next to window. Courvoisier taste so much better after a 3 hours drive in almost clean air and in the cleanliness of the hotel room. This time could not find a room at upper level, i got upstairs neighbors too but the stepping on the floor is barely heard in here.

10:45 Somebody yesterday put on my windshield a sticker saying "Noche de futbol" and then probably some finer print under. Today i moved the truck but was too lazy to take it off. Now i realize i should have. But last time when we left an equal amount of kids gathered thought they were not playing soccer like today. They destroyed the fiber box at the next building exposing the mold under (my camera is in the car) and now we got an email saying they will do the siding on select building. But  they did the siding a few years ago?

10:57 For some reason i was craving noodles soup. So i made some using the Keurig. You have to add more water, over the sign and it works. And of course no coffee cup.

11:30 On my way here. Before Rice Hill a guy with shaven head (skinhead) in a Toyota with LPN GRB (which i translated garbage) passed us on the right and he gave me a look wile covering his face. A few miles after, on a... hill in a forested area i glimpsed on the left shoulder two familiar green bags with knots as big as Trump's red tie knot.

I was telling Angela. If i went and pulled both sides of those knots it would give in 3 inches before being properly closed. In other words, opened. In the same time i felt the familiar smell. Within minutes the floral make up of my intestine changed from human to dog. But there is psycho active component to it.

Dogs as descendants from wolves are social animals. In fact i read the assimilate the owner with the leader of the pack. I believe in certain conditions their poops contain chemical signals for other packs to stay away or else.

But for pray it could be their doom, smelling that stuff. It completely changed my mood. In other words, i started to feel weird and submissive. And that only after driving through that cloud of smell for a few seconds.

When we got here i parked in the back in the only empty spot while Angela went to the reception, trying to get some rest after 3 hours non stop driving. Behind in the grass must have been some and the result is now after i ate two cookies... Now if i go in the casino, the people would start to believe i'm a dog.

No, i'm too tired. I think i will go to bed and get some sleep (only slept 5 hours last night).

9:22 AM (28) Yey! The year plugs i made last night of cotton balls worked! (and i slept through the morning rush of doors slammed at the hotel) (forgot to take some).

Last night was too tired to get here at the computer after i realized. One of the results of the stumps yesterday one hour before i left was to get dust in me eyes for the trip. Eyes were hurting throughout the night.

BTW have you ever seen 3 semis passing a Mustang with 75 mph? They passed me and other cars among which the newer Mustang. Got it on camera but was late, one of them rushed back in the right lane, like they knew i was taking a picture but the 2 others were "trapped" in the left lane.

BTW just after we left at about 5:30 (when i finally finished to dry the last load of laundry) when i got on the freeway, there was a jam and a Panske van went in my lane, ignoring me and i had to move on the shoulder. (But the stink was coming from an empty gallon bottle of milk which i am positive i have rinsed twice about a week before).

1:27 AM A crescut kale în grădina noastră (și ridichi) așa că de câteva zile facem supă de kale (noi îi spunem și borș sau chiar supă, mai ales în engleză), nu e nimic ca o supă de kale la ora 1 jumate noaptea. Ce voiam să spun. Am mai spus și cu alte ocazii.

Ați văzut prin filme și nu numai cum se salută japonezii. Se apleacă, în funcție de nivelul social al ambilor. Nu am să caut acum de ce sau alte detalii, dar vreau să spun că ei au și plecăciunea inversă, rezervată pentru dușmani. Se uită când te uiți dar cel mai bine dacă e semnalat de altcineva, așa încât să pară că nu o face pentru tine, și se apleacă invers cu un motiv oarecare, a scăpat ceva, arătându-ți fundul. Bănuiesc că ei aleg și un moment, în funcție de starea ta de moment, nu știu.

Chestia e că în câteva minute sau ore (nu știu exact când și de ce) începe să apară un disconfort în respirație care poate merge până la palpitații, prin ridicarea mușchiului diafragmă care răsucește inima.

Bănuiesc că unul mai slab de înger poate s-o și mierlească de la așa ceva. Bine întotdeauna trebuie combinat cu obstrucție nazală parțială care de asemenea trage diafragma în sus creând vid parțial în plămâni de fiecare dată când tragi aer și pentru asta îți produc oamenii niște fum pe lângă casă.

Deci e posibil, arte marțiale fără atingere, de la distanță, nu lasă urme și nici nu știi ce s-a întâmplat (cine își amintește că s-a aplecat unul cu fundul la tine să-și ia cheile de pe stradă) dacă nu ți se întâmplă de o mie de ori ca mie și până la urmă te prinzi. Dar plecăciunea nu e niciodată din genunchi ci din fund. Fundul trebuie să fie în sus, mult deasupra capului.

Deci mi-am amintit, pe când făceam poza cu sticla cred s-a aplecat cineva tocmai în capătul celălalt al parcării. A și cel mai bine merge cu pantaloni negri sau de culoare închisă.

Da și au lăsat și semnătura pe asfalt, un soare cu niște raze.

10:57

10:22 PM Can't find my phone. I had it last night when i went at the locker. Today i went for a short walk and i never leave wihtout it. I forgot to check the sign at the door when i left. I was very tired due to eye irritation last night. Then i thought i heard it beeping somewhere like for low battery and stuff.

10:33 Today when Angela came from work and Fred Meyer a little Latina girl with a phone in her hands stopped by our car, staring at us.

1:25 AM the next day. Found the phone while searching for something else after i gave up and had the rest of my birthday ruined. It was sitting vertically on the edge of a drawer hole (drawer is taken out for ventialation purposes) on the tween beds next to bedroom window.

In the morning i've been there for about an hour, before giving up trying to get some more sleep, laying in the other tween bed, far from that side. Can't think of any reason to have taken the phone with me there. Phone is off all the time. Ok i fell asleep watching CMA for reason of being drunk and must have fallen out of my pocket. And then i figured i don't have it when i went to the garden.

Could it have had a USB cable plugged and then removed through the window (screens are partly glued) while i was sleeping in the living? I remember when i was trying to fall asleep in the living i heard it beeping next to me like going out of battery which right now is 17%.

I think it was meant to fall in that hole and would not have found it for a long time after that hypothetic USB cable was pulled. I don't know. No there are no calls or messages in the logs. Tomorrow a radio tag goes on it. With a ring attached to the plasic cover. Ok maybe after the weekend.

1:03 AM Every time i go at night to pick the poops i get like 10-15 quiet minutes to enjoy my poops time. And then when i pick them all and start walking towards the dumpster somebody show up just in time to pretend they caught me and that was the only reason i threw them.

Wait a minute. Are those pennies falling in the water in the beginning? I think i know where Nirvana inspired from in that video with the baby chasing a dollar bill in a pool.

And yes there is a pool in most cheap motels in the US. Never went in one of those because i know they never change the water, they just filter it and add chlorine.

10:59 PM Just heard a big stump upstairs in bedroom areea. I thought she left, two guys from maintenance worked today (one of the reasons we left) and there was light upstairs and open windows when we came though i heard no noise so far or after.

11:30 My eyes hurt, got a headache. There was a big traffic jam both on I5 and 205 (normal at this hour). 37 miles took more than one our and a half. Here are three pictures showing the timeline (though the last one (first here) was taken half hour after i got there).

The reason i took the pictures. First, to show how many people are involved in this. The GKZ car, one way or the other i always get a few at every trip. All other cars surrounding have all kinda symbolic LPN suggesting everybody in traffic is involved somehow. But not only the plates, the brands are symbolic as well. I just can't go and photograph every of them or at least make notes.

The horse trailer. The AI that directs the traffic, through instruction to drivers let me catch up with. that after i felt the smell of some sort of yeast, for many minutes. When i reached it, i was tempted to photograph it but the traffic was halting every time i raised the camera putting me at high risk. they were one hundred cars in front of me that all stopped simultaneously (not one by one).

Many of the drivers i looked at were Asians.

Last picture (first below). There was a broken bottle made of glass in front of where i found a spot and Angela went inside to get food (for points) spot and every minute one car was passing, cracking more pieces, projecting in the air the finest glass sharp dust. The reason i have trouble seeing right now but also sleeping. My voice has changed as well and i got a sore throat.

Right now there's also a chocking smell outside.

In the casino, on the alleys, most people were displaying all kinda racist allusions. Next to me came and parked a car rear first saying Gutierez on it, probably "the name of the owner" and a tall Asian got out. There was this guy picking garbage with a short grabber figuring a gun that passed between my car and the next while i was kinda laying, resting. Later i saw him picking the garbage from a can at the entrance while i was entering the casino and i felt it was an allusion that i go all day and knot poop bags at the dumpsters.

I complained yesterday i saw a cop car with 3 cops in Tualatin. When we left they were 5 Tribal Police cars in front and the cops were all gathered on a side, talking.

5:30 PM Last trick first. When i entered the complex i signaled long before. However an older Nissan Quest white van was so close to me it made me honk when i cleared them. However, that was not a good idea. The group of Japanese kids disguised as Latinos that usually hangs around the building was there in the Legacy Parking lot and it appeared as i honked at them because the Nissan Quest was on the street and me on the alley when i honked.

I had others in mind when i came from Walmart. Yes my brain is defogging a little after i've been under poops all day long. Ok i remembered. Yesterday when i went at Walmart a Security SUV started to follow me right after i entered the lot. Today when i got in the store the Tigard Police were arresting a guy. But they were at least 3 cops in one SUV.

Thin and skinny with a goatee and tattoos everywhere. Was trying to remember when it was the last time i saw the Police arresting someone around here.

None since they arrested me in 1996 (but that doesn't count since i was arrested by Joan Jett and Lita Ford). No i can't remember any. As i was passing going towards the entrance, a Police woman came after me and stopped at yet another... Alexa Crush meme in front of the store who apparently was with the guy. She was pushing a bicycle.

Which reminds me of earlier. I went for a short walk though it was 86 degrees outside.

Had to breath a little. I picked earlier numerous poops from an area beyond the alley on the right here and also on the grass, a total of ten maybe. The guy with gigantic poops moved to poop there. When the wind shifts in this direction i could smell those from  here. After they dried (at the surface only, in the sun), they have the exact color of the red chips they sit upon. Looked yesterday but did not see them.

So i went. Right after i passed the Brookdale Memorial center for seniors, a woman came from the hospital alley and started to walk in front of me, forcing me to see her "sexy moving body". When i decided to turn around and go where i came from, she did that again. She was walking faster than me, passed me and again was walking in front of me, talking on the phone with an aggressive voice. Which reminded me that last time i went there, a similar thing happened.

A blond more old woman walked intentionally in front of me for about 10 minutes.

When i came from Walmart a driver was playfully chasing the kids on the alley in front of our building, honking. I figured because he did not want me to give me the Doritos and the cake i bought from Walmart for my birthday.

When i left the second time a small shirtless brown kid was running in front of my car for the whole length of the complex.

Ok i think i saw (or better said heard) last of the woman upstairs yesterday when she dragged that thing on the stairs. Today they started to come from the maintenance to maintain the place.

12:15 AM next day. Ce mult îmi doresc și eu o inteligență din aia artificială. Am muncit azi mai mult sau mai puțin toată ziua doar ca să transfer 110 cifre din buget într-o foaie de calcul și să fac două grafice. Da chiar am încercat chatGPT de care am auzit atâtea însă mi-a cerut să convertesc întâi fișierele pdf în text bla bla.

Ce fel de inteligență artificială e aia care nu știe să citească două câmpuri dintr-un fișier pdf? pfff...

Problema însă nu e așa de mult munca ci posibilitatea de a face greșeli.

12:30 I think she looks like one of the cops who arrested that guy in front of Walmart.

8:23 AM I went and neutralized some poops, did not have enough bags, just saw a guy who i think does not pick with his dog in front of my windows.

2:20 PM I slept for about 4 hours and when i awoke i saw the market reaction to the Iran's missiles in Qatar. She upstairs then came to move again. Now she's dragging something down the stairs.

Did this had something to do with what i just posted about Qatar being on top of the list of biggest CO2 generators per capita in the world? (Click on the arrows next to 2000 twice to sort the list with biggest consumers first).

3:43 I got a jacket i go to casinos with, after i washed in a load with other stuff and sitting in the drier after it became all wrinkled, it was wrinkled to start with, i put it in the washer with just water on "a very small cycle", upstairs it became silent, the Princess appeared at 4 in the balcony, tested me with some music "Love Me Like You Do" then she moved back upstairs (through the attic) and then she left.

After drying the jacket alone for about 15 minutes most wrinkles disappeared.

3:55 Angela came from the garden and Fred Meyer with bags, at least one kid passed behind the car as i went to help with the bags, there are three now across alley. I wanted to go take the big rocks that appeared on the grass after the rain near the door, they create whole ecosystems under. There are two more in the middle of the yard. The blond guy passed with his dog.

8:08 They were 5 kids behind the car when i left and now they are three, talking lasciviously (is that such term?) Did not understand what they were saying, just the tone. Took two of the rocks from the grass near the dumpster, about 5 pounds each, neutralized 5 poops.

A new strategy, the new guy with the big white dog i think he started to use clear bags (still unknotted that weigh more than one pound) after leaving the huge poop in the grass for weeks) and i just figured clear bags are not as bad as black bags which block any UV. To compensate, he always hides them under big sacks but still not that smelly. The yellow bag must be from the blond guy.

(A few paragraph above i found something i wrote i did not intend to or maybe i did not write. Maybe i used the spell checker and did not pay attention. Corrected).

5:00 She is now back playing music in her balcony at 4.

9:40 For a moment i forgot want i wanted to write about. Forgot again. Ok after one minute i remembered. Keep repeating in my mind. Walmart. T-shirts. Polo-shirts. Ok i wanted to get one or two and throw the color fading ones i own for 20 years (yes like in the commercial youtube pushes me all the time (how they know?)).

However. Walmart switched from 30 years old George brand (which BTW was solid but under average even for Walmart) to Reebook. With tiny red and colored subliminal logos, colored and/or red on black or blue embraided on the left side of the chest. AsDa.

I did not want anybody to believe i started to read books (on paper) so i just passed. Thinking Amazon.

10:53 Wanna know if you are high on something or drunk or burnt out or... whatever (and should not drive or social networking or anything). Here's a test (i just passed, hardly).

Read this once (please don't cheat):

WORCESTERSHIRE

Look away from the computer or phone or anything for ten seconds and try repeating (without re-reading of course)...

11:23 Who is that guy on the right?

11:30 I was thinking about today and i thought i heard a voice speaking singing in my mind. With music, it always happens like this, and then i make a connection to what just happened and i figured my subconscious was right. It was ethereal Michael Stipe voice saying... "This was just a dream" "This was just a dream" but then when i searched for the video, i saw the guy in the first frame and then i became curious and watched the whole video and realized, though i watched it many times before, i never played attention to the one million symbols present in the video...

Trouble seeing, when she was here (again) besides stepping hard, she dragged something really heavy on the stairs, disturbed all dust from walls and stairs with some from attic and now my eyes are so irritated i cannot see what i'm typing..

3:40 AM Been to dispose of the poops. There was in the dumpster in a bag too tight caught in other things. Got wetted by sprinklers. In the spot at F6 (upstairs) next to our car there's a fat Asian woman made blond who started the very loud exhaust engine and then stopped and then she was smoking and then... whatever.

I thought i forogt my phone in the car. Opened the door, there was a guy walking under the door towards that SUV. It was like he was visiting someone at the next entrance.

3:45 Went to search for the phone, it was not in the car, but a racoon came towards me and then hid under the car. Found the phone on the carpet next to where i sat. They started that loud SUV again.

3:50 Earlier at the Spirit Mountain. We bought fish and chips for me (my own choice) and burger for Angela. In the food court they were two of the princesses, made up like Spanish women. Too big faces though. Another Alexa meme. A guy who looked like Dr. Michael Jaczko.

For the third time in a row, including once at Indian Head, the fish tasted like unkooked flour. I believe they are pre-cooking the fish and then put it in the batter and fry the whole thing and the batter is uncooked because the uncooked fish is apparent (hard). Or the chips were pre-cooked and wrapped in flour and then fried.

Then in about half hour i got the sickest ever. Was walking towards the casino, crawled back at the car, was confused, could not find it, took two carcoal caps, and then two more inside, that thing fermented in me and was full of gas and then two more in the car and finally cleared from that food infection.

That exhaust is really loud, i think i'm going to record it. No i can't cause they left. Part of the LPN was MUX. Did not see the brand, closest an older, square at the corners white Toyota or Ford.

At Chinook Winds they had a 30 years anniversary, with fireworks. I parked in a higher spot to watch the fireworks that was in the an area with much signal from the cell phone tower, got the pains. The machines like usualy in these occasions were loose. They announced a number of jackpots over 5000 dollars. Angela made 350, me i lost 10. We stopped at Spirit Mountain to get food and gas and Angela lost 250. I swear i will never go there again.

10:58 Slept about 5 hours. Got violently awakened by poop smell. Found several on the ground and one big black bag open in the bin about half hour ago.

8:40 Slept through the day until half your ago. Kids were yelling at our windows for hours, awoke me once. Got pains in hands and soles of my feet form yesterday's exposure. Tried to eat something, i hear yells at every contraction of my irritated esophagus.

12:33 Asta se spune și despre ninja în Bansenshukai. Tot ce văd în complex, Tualatin, Oregon e doar ninja.

(Friday night at Spirit Mountain an Iranian looking woman (tall and thin) came and sat next to me for the few seconds i pulled the money out of the machine and left, Yeah i know i shouldn't go but by the time Angela got home i was dizzy by the smell of poop. Once i dispose of one another one pops, no chance).

11:48 While listening to my stick in the car i re-discovered a completely forgotten song since... 96? 94? (when music sounded so much happier). Anyways looks like a source of inspiration for today's our Taylor Carpenter. Can you believe the catchy, obsessive combination bass-percussion is not AI? (And the black guy salivating (never saw the video at the time or did not pay attention though i listened to the cheering, mind blowing song one thousand times on the radio).

2:03 AM Longest day of the year just began. From now on days only get shorter until December 21. Rainy in Portland. Horror stories from the dumpster i won't tell except ever since i said i have a hook in the tip of the fishing pole to fish the bags and knot them, i find every day a broken bag. Never broke a bag with that hook, the pole is too thin at top, it does not have that kinda of force. And is a discarded grocery produce bag, the kind i use.

2:08 Just because i posted about the tiny desk studio?

2:15 Yeah i don't like the way i spoke tonight in the recorder. Too tired, too much hesitation and of course my purest Romanian accent. I will try to summarize here.

Ninja nation. Don't know if this is the first edition but is proof they knew about, before many other Europeans. And yes, ninjutsu is not a sport. 1985, now we're talking.

2:26 Too awkward to be AI. "On camera! On camera!". "European Union". See (hear) what i'm talking about?


3:53 PM Citesc știrile și mă îngrozesc. Prea multe mesaje (subtile) contra ce scriu eu în toată media dar am decis să răspund la câteva. O elevă puțin prea sexy îmbrăcată și un al doilea mesaj secundar. Prietenii (e vorba de titlul blogului meu principal). Al treilea. Cele 15 10 porunci de pe tablele legii ale lui Moise.

Ceea ce mă face să-mi amintesc o notă mentală (să scriu pe blog) de ieri din mașină, imediat după ce am plecat (și pe care o uitasem după  niște faze-șoc pe stradă).

Am ascultat zilele astea în mașină muzică bună pe săturate, în loc să fiu bullied the (normal, AI) DJ-eii de la radio. Și aveam chef de Eagles și am pus Eagles și am ascultat de mai multe ori New Kid in Town urmărind normal cuvintele fiindcă melodia o știu notă cu notă și de-odată am avut niște revelații.

Prima revelație e ușor de explicat.

Pentru cea de-a doua, trebuie să adaug niște cuvinte. În melodie sunt două prim-planuri, unul cu noul venit (come out) și al doilea, intercalat, cu inutililtatea relațiilor cu femeile. Am văzut și la Freddie Mercury.

9:10 Did you know they can induce diarrhea with a dog poop with diarrhea outside your door? And one hypothesis. Every time they put one on top of the bin i get dizzy.

May layers traps for me this morning. First i went to take the garbage (and check the bin). It did not rain in what, 2 months while i never say furniture with upholstery in the no dumping place. Today it was scheduled and it sprinkled like .1 inches of rain and there was some in the dumpster.

But surprisingly, the lid on that side of that dumpster was put on (they usually remove it after Thursday when the garbage driver leave them closed). Why. Because there was a poop in a bag caught on top between the lid and the dumpster. But did not see that one at first because they used a clear bag,  the same kinda discarded grocery produce bags i use to remove the poops, so it did not trigger a visual alert.

Have seen no poops in the bin and went around a little bit and then i saw it. It was one with diarrhea, also sprinkled by the rain, in the elevated far area of the yard. So that explains my belly pains after i ate this morning.

Picked that one, went back to the dumpster, finally saw the one on top, thinking to come and get my tool but i saw a stick in the dumpster, tied to another stick with a few leather or other material ties, in a ladder or stretcher like fashion,  however i could use it to get the one on top but it fell in the intricacies of that piece of furniture, not to be seen, and now i can't knot it tight. While i was staring to see where it went, a truck with a trailer (drivers are always new to me, but this one was looking like professor Yuji which prompted me to go and try to see if he is Stevie Wonder as i thought he was but no, Stevie Wonder has very small ears.

7:37 AM Last night i went at the garden with Angela to consolidate the shades on our beds and i felt, like last time, smell of dog poop and for sometime i ignored it, but then i went around to check and there was one like metes away from one of the beds, big and black and we did not have any suitable bag to pick it for removal and we were leaving anyways. There is an apartment complex nearby.

I was nauseated all evening after and this morning i awoke with a headache, also because of AC yesterday and now i feel the smell of another one probably coming from outside which probably awoke me.

5:35 PM I saw Kacem in two different disguises today. One, distracting Angela when driving while a car came down from the alley at Legacy building.

Somebody broke a beer bottle (yes, Corona) in the alley and lots of cars ran with their tires milling it in a very fine glass dust making us very irritated.

There was a huge poop near the sliding door, making me sleepy and dizzy all day.

For several days now insulin is not working on me anymore. Started two new pens, no effect. No initial reaction (shortness of breath, hot flashes for about one hour) and no lowering of BG.

The kids came in the backyard and started to hit a ball while i was trying to finish my salad. I put the blinds on in the living.

5:40 Now they hit the rails at the stairs, really hard, shaking the whole building.

6:10 PM About half hour ago or after Angela went to sleep at least two kids came in the backyard to play with a soccer ball. Much toned down compared to other occurrences, the noise of the ball being hit, the tone of the voice all sound somehow offensive (bullying) and the sound of the ball annoying.

6:22 They started to yell real loud. I cracked the sliding door one inch, stuck the recorder in and recorded them as they spoke a few phrases in Spanish, that seemed rehearsed and then they started to yell now like animals (second 40). One minute later, they were gone, like they knew.

10:55 AM At this point i have become so frustrated with Windows i have no choice but to switch back to Fedora which i used for about 10 years, or between 2012 and 2022 i guess cause right now i can't remember when my old PC broke and started to use a laptop with Chrome OS until i bought this micro PC. Just watched a video that refreshed much of my memories on installing Fedora.

Yes the last version i remember i used was 27, then i had to stop updating like every 6 months for a new version because they won't support my ancient video card anymore. They got now at version 42 and from what i saw on the video linked above, they got all the drivers in the iso installation file, no need to worry anymore about those.

One of the nice things about Fedora is it does not go like crazy Windows and patches self every week or so you manually reinstall it every 6 months, though you don't have to.

Things have changed of course, number of Fedora users have reached 20 millions by some estimates, installation is easier, i don't have to make partitions to make things faster since i have an SSD card, yeah i know partitions are good for other things but i will pass this time, i won't go so deep with OS renewal.

Thing is i need to install Chrome after since Fedora comes with Firefox (why??? this limits its attractiveness to non geeks...). And yes i have to save and then restore the downloads directory where i got all my stuff for my blogs.

Was wondering if i can get away with buying only one USB stick to both backup my stuff and make it bootable... And since i have 30 gigs in downloads of which most is music (hidden to me by WMP) and i need 10 gigs or something for the iso file, i will need a 64 gigs stick...

Now i remember. The reason the 32 one i bought for my music database in the car was so expensive (around 10 bucks) was i wanted one very small, because i did not wanted it to get broken by prying on it in that narrow space with the lighter plugs where i keep lots of stuff...

3:26 PM I saw Kacem today in yet another disguise. He got in my way, twice while i was leaving for the walk.

It looks like towards the end of the pen insulin has no more effect on me. At about 20 hours since my last 34 units, without metformin (had to stop it because of bad diarrhea) my BG was 425.

6:52 Nu am văzut nicăieri mai bine ca aici figura lui. În afară de când, sâmbătă, când era afară la mașină, se tot ferea, dar i-am văzut odată clar fața. Cu sprâncenele albite/îngălbenite, mă rog, deghizajul momentului. Tipul nu pare nici francez, nici arab cum sugerează numele, ci... japonez.

O fi trăit toată viața în Franța, vorbește limba, a învățat comportamentul, dar nu cred că e de-al lor. Ceva tipic la ninja. A și urechile. Seamănă cu tipul ăsta, dar nu cred să fie el.

7:10 LOL

8:20 Dacă cei care se înscriu la astfel de cursuri își închipuie că e o formă de exercițiu fizic, antrenament, autoapărare sau creșterea stimei de sine, se înșeală. Pentru asta, există karate, tae kwon do, aikido, chiar box și alte chestii asemănătoare.

Aceste dojo-uri sub egida bujinkan sunt de fapt baze de recrutare. Cei mai buni dintre ei sunt selectați și urmează antrenamente speciale, și până la urmă încep să asculte de maestru mai mult decât de oricine și li se dau misiuni specifice, cum ar fi infiltrarea sub identități false, care intră în partea mai puțin legală dar nu contează pentru că ei controlează tot și pe toate. 

9:10 I saw him in at least a couple of more disguises tonight. He appeared as the guy at E4 with a jumpy dog. Literally jumpy, he jumped about 1.5 meters in the air when he saw me while i was looking for the gigantic poop from the huge white dog from his previous disguise. I backed up and passed by Mako's balcony and her killer dog also barked at me.

Then his wife, the one with a gigantic butt, with a small dog, minutes after. But she is a younger one now and she acted like she was afraid of me, but that did not prevent her to pee her dog in front of our entrance.

There is nothing that can stop them right now since now Macron is a friend of Trump and Nicușor Dan came with the French Connection.

They of course are acting under the principle that if the mob wants to lynch me then i am guilty (of something). Mostly of my blogs.

As long as Macron will be anti-Putin, he can send Kacem here to kill me and i will appear as pro-Putin. Yes of course there is freedom of speech. However you have to be careful who you speak against. and i am speaking against the whole conspiracy.

8:25 AM What's going on? Saturday night after i said i was too tired to post those images, i gained some momentum, changed my mind and finally posted one picture, complaining about some guy who was bent towards the scene in all the numerous pictures i took over a couple of minutes just to make sure i have a good one. And now that picture is gone.

Yeah i know it happened to me in the past, i opened the post twice in two different tabs and then i deleted the most recent.

8:35 "I know what i know if you know what i mean"... This time is philosophy. No, religion. Both.

While driving back home Saturday day night i tried to compare songs by Paul McCartney and Little River Band and i listened to a duet with Stevie Wonder who know i think he's a ninja. (BTW i believe the black and white keys on a keyboard are too tightly snug together don't you think).

"There's good and bad in everyone" and then i realized that is a key belief in Shintoism, a religion with many gods where each have a mixture of traits, good and bad.

And yesterday i added more to those thoughts, thinking that westerners have to obey to principles derived from the idea god is good and we must follow him doing good deeds and generally aspiring for being better people (like in freemasonry) while in Shintoism people have to obey only to a (very rigid) social hierarchy, where of course the Emperor (god) is at top.

This way, freed from the care of not doing evil things, they can do whatever they are told from their superiors, and this way by obeying this hierarchy they can act as one single monolith entity wherever they are.

While in other "local" religions like Hinduism and Buddhism they at least have to worry about karma, which is the balance of good and bad things in one's life, in  Shintoism all they have to worry about is to please their superiors while following a common goal, whatever that is. Taking over the whole world.

8:50 Talking about the pope. Last night while driving back home, on I5, close to Portland, i met with a white RV with the name PREVOST written on the back and i exclaimed "look, the popemobile" and when i opened the news this morning what do i see...

Which reminds me of a key event that happened on Sunday while we were driving north on I5. After about 15 minutes of extreme bullying with a number of vehicles coming from behind, following a lane change by me when i had a guy in the blind spot and he might have had to break, with about 20 SUVs that pushed me from behind going over the speed limit +10, i got into a congestion before the bridge, of about 5-10 miles, like it was on a workday, when speeds were about 5-10 mph.

I know in that area there are some towers and the signals is the biggest i ever measured outdoors, of up to 20. The result is, after i finally passed the bridge, i started to have pains in my whole body which lasted diminished, to this minute. (The recommendations in the US are outdated by decades, there are countries with exposure limits 100 times less than US and most people don't realize they use for communication frequencies close to those used in microwave ovens for heating, 2.5 GHz vs 2.45).

When i was on the bridge i saw a guy smiling in a car with a LPN saying MWY, which i translated (an old habit of mine) into microwaves, why? And then i had a revelation. I talked bad about Macron, just before i left. Macron, microwaves.

I can't find it right now but i am pretty sure that i heard from someone Trump at least once called Macron Macaron. That's where i got that idea from. But that was before the elections.

Anyways during those painful hours i promised myself i would find anything i can to get even.

9:55 I wrote in the past about exposure to microwaves, but i was too emotionally driven as opposed to sticking to facts and pure concentrated information and also made some factual mistakes. (Cell phones do not use the microwave ovens frequency range due to no need for licensing).

Don't know if most people understand how a microwave oven works. The same type of radio waves (there is realy only one type of radio waves, the difference is frequency) used for heating food in microwave ovens is used for communications or 2.45 vs 2.5 GHz.

There are several theories on how the food is heated. Some say polar molecules in water and other substances are being agitated in the electric field component of the waves. But then there is the conductivity theory that says electric currents are being created. According this last one and not only, some bio tissues that are more electrically conductive, like nerves, or blood in capillaries, heat up (much) faster than others with capillaries being destroyed most.

I would assume they chose that frequency of 2.45 GHz for ovens (gigahertz means one billion times a second) for best energy of transfer to food. The power used in ovens is 750 to 1500 Watts or more, while cell phones are limited to 3 Watts. The waves used for oven are (theoretically) confined inside while those used by cell phones are meant to travel miles until the nearest tower.

All cell phones communicate with towers only, there is no "peer to peer" communications, though it is possible and they would shortcut the towers.

To have an idea of how outdated the NIH limits are, take a lock at this. 4 w/kg. That would mean a person that has 100 kg can be safely exposed to 400 watts of power, which is more than half of a 750 watts microwave oven within a volume only several times smaller!

Ok one more thing. Due to nature of things, the power emitted by a cell phone or any emitter decreases with the square of distance. This would mean 90% of power density is found near the source. How much and how near? I would say at zero inches distance from your ears and hands and salivary glands the power would be 90% of the total 3 watts etc.. Witch means a small mass of biological tissue receives watts of power.

This must be the reason i lost facial hair in sunburn areas, my parotid salivary glands hardened and my hands hurt every time i get close to a source.

I planned to write much more on the same subject but now i realize i need to rest my case based on the overwhelming info above.

4:55 Prince Mako from upstairs moves our one more time today. She moves for a couple of hours now.

3:05 AM Got home from Indian Head where we saw the Little River Band from Australia touring in the US for their... 50th anniversary! The other real band we ever saw, after Starship. Though both bands have at least one long standing member, none of the original lineup are present. Good solid sound showing professionalism.

Minimalist probably rented gear that BTW broke in the middle of the show leaving them with only one mic, and then they sang several songs "a cappella" until their gear was fixed.

Their most famous song is 78 released Reminiscing which i always thought was done by Paul McCartney. There are stories online saying at least at some time the song was John Lennon's favorite. But i believe it was written in Paul's style, thinking especially With a Little Luck, and all his solo music, which is a bit jazzy. Second is Lady.

Driving home we searched in my 6000 songs database and found 7 top 100 hits of them.

Got video and pics on the phone but i'm too tired right now.

3:45 They weren't so many people, but quite enough (maybe about 1000). At some point, i went closer to the scene to take some pictures so i can brag about here, however, there was this guy of obvious Japanese descent that was bent like that. Though i took like 10 pictures, over a couple of minutes, he stays like this or worse in all of them. See what i'm talking about?

11:23 Nu îmi planificasem să postez ieri despre pianista aia de jazz, cea mai bună tehniciană (împreună cu trompetistul desigur) pe care i-am auzit/văzut vreodată, dar am dat peste ea căutând altceva.

Înțeleg că e libertate de expresie și poate să scrie fiecare ce vrea, dar pe mine ăștia mă acoperă cu zgomot semantic, producând știri greu de verificat, pe cuvinte cheie. Au venit imediat cu o știre cu familia Pian. Înțeleg că doar unul din ei este/era zis Pian, acum e toată familia?

De ce era important pentru noi toți că Pian a mai avut un fiu de care puțin interlopi își mai amintesc? De ce există în presă povești cu viețile de familie ale interlopilor care deși sunt cunoscuți ca interlopi, nu îi arestează nimeni (o familie întreagă)?

2:45 Mulți președinți "români" și-au făcut un scop din eliminarea mea (greaua moștenire). În iunie 2006 am avut o operație la mandibulă greșită exact în ziua când Băsescu a vizitat Statele Unite. Iohannis a fost prezent aici cel puțin o dată la o fază de accident într-un decembrie iar Vîlceanu la faza cu accidentul. Alte faze de care nu-mi amintesc acum.

Acum Macron l-a trimis aici pe dr.Kacem să mă rezolve și se spune că în România Nicușor "vine pe filiera franceză".

5:50  Angela finished a soup. I ate and she is eating while dr.Kacem yet in another disguise is patrolling with a giant dog in front of our window. To "prevent us from feeding the kids"? We were to leave in about ten minutes anyways. Father's Day.

2:00 AM Just got home comming from Lincoln City. Never seen so many noonja together and acting in one or two places (stopped by Spirit Mountain). Got some of the best mileage ever, because i used 89 gas. I figured that if i use 89 gas that is 2 dollars more per tank i make more extra miles that i can get if i buy more 87 for those 2 dollars. More miles for the same price that is.

First thing when i opened the car's door i noticed was the smell. I went to the dumpster.

Lately (the last month or so) i noticed it's getting more and more tricky to deal with the bags. One was on top of the dumpster caught by the lid that was opened and the content almost fell on me when i pulled with my hook tool. One was caught tight between other bags (and was knotted). One was knotted in such a way it came loose when i toughed it. A broken torn apart one with nothing in it (content fell earlier).

I knew there was one on the grass from earlier but i could not find it. I found a different one, bigger. I think the guy at E8 has a large dog that makes so much poop i cannot pick it with one bag/hand.

One guy in an old small pickup with bad exhaust smell passed by several times.

11:00 Last night when i got home at 2 AM first thing i done was to check by BG. It was 174 though i was three hours late with the insulin. So i said to myself, ok, let's eat something and then check again. So i eat and one more hour later it was 165. So i said again to myself, let's try something. Did not do the shot. In the morning i checked it again and it was 151 and then i did half of the dose.

Recent changes in my diet. Drinking for a couple of weeks now sports drinks from powder pouches with vitamin C. Regularly taking metformin besides insulin which cuts my appetite. Increasing self esteem after my last posts? (yes i used a 24 hours nose decongestant yesterday).

11:35 By the time i finished college the great Romanian "golden era" under Ceaușescu was melting down. Salaries were small even for an entry level engineer. Though they were 15 heavy machine tools company in the country, they were too many engineers coming from schools. Nothing to do so i started learning programming and implementing CAD more like volunteering and faced great opposition by the corrupt hierarchy who was paying overtime for bribes.

Could not buy furniture for the whole apartment. But also the stores were empty. Everything was going to export to accomplish Ceaușescu's foly of paying the externa balance which he finally succeeded in 89, months before his demise.

People were talking he did not know what was happening, being lied by the lower level nomenclaturist. 

Hardly found a fridge and a TV.

Then it came the revolution. For two weeks i stayed inside, not knowing what to do. Then i switched working at Angela's company, switching from CAD to accounting software. And then TV freedom came under the form of two songs, i call them the songs of the Revolution.

Before that we had every day 3 foreign melodies, taken from Billboard tops on the radio, between noon and 1 PM. While i still was a student, was sitting there, with the tape recorder hooked to the radio and hunting for those. So i had several tapes full of hits, for parties.

But then it came Lambada and Lily Was Here. And then a neighbor installed a satellite dish and all of a sudden heaven started to pour out from the little color TV i just bought. MTV and 5 Italian main channels among many others. Italian was so close to French that i knew and Romanian that i caught it in a few months from TV.

But the music. I think the 90s was the peak of music. R&B was maturing into bands like

Ok can't continue right now. Violent stumps upstairs scrambled my thoughts.

Then i trying to search the songs titles i listened to in the car went into the Downloads directory where i downloaded and unzipped the 6000 songs and they are all gone including the zip files. Then i went in Windows Media Player and they show as being still there. Got pissed off.

Yeah it was a long introduction to me trying to say that after listening that music of the early 90s in the car one more time i realized how all R&B music done at first by authentic black singers went to hell with stars like Alica Keys, Mariah Carey Michael Jackson, Snoop  and other rushed, undercooked, sad and weird, subversive lyrics singers.

Apparently if i go directly in file manager, i can't see them. But then if i go into WMP and choose "show file location" on any of the songs, WMP opens the file manager for me and then i can. But the zip file? What happened to the zip files? Yeah i know i don't need them anymore but why Windows decided to delete or hide them from me?

12:10 PM Just saw at my window a Japanese guy with baggy clothes and thick black framed glasses, middle age, with the largest dog i've seen so far, with whitish thick fur and now i start getting nauseated. Questioning self. Could he be the author of voluminous poops that i cannot pick in one move?

1:05 Here comes the Sun. Yeah i know horn is a tough instrument to play (jazz). 3 buttons (valve keys) and so many notes... But some dare! Is that a Jain hand on her dress? (Tiny) desk people.

3:15 Lately it has been wild. Not one in ten times we went there we won anything. Thinking maybe everybody is tight with the money. Saw a video, did a search, got an answer, now got another (rhetoric) question. If they can regulate return rates it means the slots machines which are pretty much the same (brands) everywhere have settings, right? Does this fit the definition of gambling?

More than that, this guy is saying the higher the limit of the machine, the better the percentage returns. In other words, should not throw hundreds of dollars in penny machines. Does this fit in the definition of gambling?

3:40 Got nauseated and went to check for poops. Could not find any. Was craving a cigarette since this morning but did not have time so smoke one so i went outside. Some kid yelled at me so i went more to the middle of the yard, facing east.

While i was smoking, i saw a maintenance cart pulling right in front of me and then i turned around. Like many times when smoking, a saw in the opposite direction in the distance a bag with poop, closer to the dumpster moved next to the construction site. Probably would not have seen it if it wasn't for that occurrence.

Went to throw it in the dumpster, but i saw it was well knotted. But that only after i picked it from the ground so i went anyways. In the dumpster there was one more, loosely knotted, out of reach. However near the dumpster there was a propane tank and some excavator cups from the construction area, now deserted (it's Saturday) which is now a common area between the construction site and the complex so i don't know if it's a garbage item or one of their equipments.

No, i could not see it, because of that truck, until i got there. (They call those trash bins also!) Now i see the reason they poured so much concrete. There is a 50 ft long ramp for accessibility in the artificially raised park (with gravel) and underneath they also installed a bunch of pipes, about 2 meters more under ground.

I believe one of the reasons was to picture me near that tank, so they can say i use it somehow to enhance the mileage at the car which last night, after i used better gas, was 46 mpg from the gas station at Grand Ronde and here And yes, it only happens when i get fresh gas from there, be it 87, which gets me 44 mpg or 89. After that it goes down still above 40 on highways. (yes it is true, there is no traffic at night, have to stop less at stop lights, etc. (yes i found my camera lost for days in a fold of the couch).