Saturday, November 9, 2024

2:00 I forgot how i did it but i figured it out. She moved here with the sole purpose to annoy screw me. The loud music when she comes home started in about that period. But she was here since that Chinese woman moved out, or about a year ago.

I stayed away for a longtime. Actually it was not hard, she was never inviting. Always in a hurry, always going about "her business". Well, a couple of exceptions. That night when she said hi and more recently when i was coming from the Amazon locker and she scared me yelling at her dog being just behind me.

Both times in the area of the complex where that guy came the other night.

Three more. One morning when i was coming from the bins and she got right in front of me with her dog. More people staring. One other morning she came really close to my entrance with her dog, acting like maybe drunk. Most recent. One night she was real close to the entrance, with back towards me, talking on the phone.

The reason i approached her that night is because she gained my trust by doing something but i can't tell now. Maybe later.

Then after i realized where the infection was really coming from i decided to go to the dentist, she did the move with her bodyguard. Got the confirmation when i asked the dentist to smell those. Two out of three lower incisive pulled had their roots darker and smelled like dirty laundry. And the infection was on for a very longtime and the bulges on my mandibulae are there unchanged for at least ten years to confirm it.

In that day after i came from the dentist i went to the liquor store and when i came back she was still at the car as when i left, with the hood popped, engine started, waving at me, hoping i will come over with my lip swollen from the anesthetic and the intervention that had blood on it and with a bottle of gin in a brown bag in my hand.

Probably to do another show with her bodyguard.

But i didn't because it was a dejavu since that day i left for Tacoma and her car was ok after, like after yesterday. (Did  not realize my swollen lower lip had a bit of blood on it).

BTW there is bone exposed around one of those and is granulating and i know it would take months to heal.

Though i figured it out, can't put it aside. I can hear every time she comes "home" in the evening, with the music loud at her car. One out of three times when i go outside i run into her which statistically is improbable.

The story of my life. Most women i ever met acted in similar ways or worse. And yes, i ran out of cigarettes.

3:30 Opened the door to go to the car to search for cigarettes. I found none There was this car on the alley illumining in this direction. Then when i climbed down the stairs, i saw it. When i got in the car, it started to move and it parked in front of her entrance (when the green F truck who pushed the Chinese' woman SUV usually parks), with no light in or outside.

Found a really long cigarette butt in the sealed jar with butts. Going back to smoke.

3:50 Uneventful. Going to netflix, maybe sleep. But i slept in the evening.

5:22 Today i noticed something was moving when i was pushing with my tongue. Then i looked in the mirror. Though the holes where the teeth were are covered with clots, the whole area in front of where the teeth were is moving. Got a fracture and i never pressed anything like food in that area.

I moved it around trying to figure how big it was and now it hurts like hell. It was not blue or anything just dark pink. The whole chin now hurts, about 5 on a scale of one to ten.

I believe it already started to heal and now i screwed around.

7:20 She's running the kitchen disposal for 5 minutes now. I went and tried mine to compare the noise to make sure. Never did that before for so long. Exactly when i went to sleep.

10:34 Moving the fractured bone, Running the kitchen disposal (vibrating the sink), resonance from upstairs with some dishes in it for more than 24 hours, me smoking outside at 4 AM with temperature at its lowest, restarted the infection i had in the first day after extraction that spread again to adjacent areas.

Top of mouth, bulges on mandibula, sinuses, tonsils, under arm lymph nodes, hands etc.. Mostly tissue damaged as i said many times before.

On top of that, i had a severe episode of dysphagia following a whole day of marching upstairs and breathing mineral silica dust that irritated esophagus after it got eliminated from lungs.

Probably the worst i ever had, cause i chocked when i tried to vomit being kind of drunk. Finally had this idea and took small amounts of some very concentrated backing soda to neutralize the acid in my esophagus that was hurting really bad, blocking the swallowing reflex and then the content moved to stomach.

Slept one hour and got awakened by the phone's alarm that was set at 9 like for Wednesday when it didn't ring. Stupid and lucky cause the pain and chills were growing so i too 500 mg more of Augmentin and within one hour the pain and chills subsided. There are shootings taking place at a nearby range.

Ate while writing here, being kinda mad, moved that piece of bone again, pretty bad.

No it was not my idea to pull all three adjacent teeth in the same time. The dentist said we'll pull one first to see how i'm doing and then the others. Don't know when the fracture happened but most certain during anesthesia and my first meal was liquid (from blender with a straw). Angela got a similar episode with a dead piece of bone about the same size eliminated after a month or so.

On the other hand. Two of the teeth were infected and should have been removed, third was a gamble.

11:18 Got my antibody tetanus test result, is in range. I got immunity (protection). Test cost me 141 dollars which i will try to send to my insurance.

You can get this test and many others, appointments for sample collections, simply by creating a quest account on a wired PC or downloading the app but that would mean to use your cell phone which i am not advising.

My theory is, because the disease does not give you immunity, and the vaccination does not work after incubation, your antibody test will be low (out of range) after vaccination while having tetanus. 

3:20 Slept a few hours. I'm stable, back to how i was last night. Got a big brown bruise inside my lower lip and around tongue base. One piece of bone sticking, granulated. The outer wall of 2 or 3 sockets is moving. If that piece of bone is dead, it will be a big spur.

3:45 I had 29 teeth extractions in my life but this was by far the worst experience. About the same level as that oral surgery in June 2006 to remove a piece of material that went through the tip of the tooth inside the bone during a tooth canal procedure. When i was left with one square inch of the jaw bone exposed, in about the same area.

4:34 Maybe i was wrong. I assumed you don't get immunity after vaccination during the disease, but i believe the're only saying it is best to get it within 72 hours of exposure to completely avoid the disease.

But if the disease started and you are on antibiotics and antitoxin it should still probably work but now i'm not sure anymore.