12:30 AM 4 to 5 drinks to reach 0.08, which in 4-5 hours becomes 0.04 and it varies if you ate or not and with body weight, if you are dehydrated, etc.. I don't believe i ever drove legally intoxicated. Not by alcohol. But i drove many times being sick, like from smell of dog poop and smoke from around the building, which made me feel much more intoxicated. Something that would go away with charcoal caps, which suggest bacterial infection (food poisoning).

I was driving to Spirit Mountain by example, in a very bad condition, feeling very tired and actually falling asleep from time to time and when i was coming back i was so much better. The only reason i kept going to casinos.

One more thing. After going to 7 feathers i keep craving something. Now i remember it was not the first time i thought people there were smoking stuff other than cigarettes. Could have been second hand inhaling something. And that would have counted if i was pulled by that cop for speeding cause i guess they don't test for concentration.

I went earlier, found two, in the grass, fragmented, one on top of the SW bin lid (transparent bag, knotted). Under the bush near the hydrant was something like a piece of plastic. I puled it and it kept comming until i realized it was a roll of garbage sacks. Now who would throw an unused roll of plastic sacks under the bush?

10:03 Was feeling sick. Felt the smell. Wind is blowing from north. There was only one blue with white bag in the North bin. Open, thrown in the middle of the bin, could not reach it. I grabed a stick, sort of closed it and pushed it lower among other sacks.

7:15 PM I slept and woke up about 20 minutes ago. Went outside and sat on the folding chair. I felt the nice summer wind blowing from the SE bin, bringing garbage smell. I was watching the robins eating my grass seed. Was craving green beans. Then i heard a noise. 5 kids were behind me. 3 Japanese, 2 Hungarian. Went inside, shut the blinds, they ran in the alley in the front of the building (probably).

I opened the blinds, they came back in the back. Shut the blinds again, now they were staying. I looked in the freezer, was lucky, found a bag of frozen green beans, threw it in a pan on the stove. They ran away when i started to write all these.

10:20 After i put the meatloaf in the oven about half hour ago i went outside to smoke a cigarette. I saw a white older convertible with a loud exhaust moving on the alley that apparently was revving the engine periodically in the rhythm of my heart and i started to feel a pressure in my chest. When i realized what was happening, it was replaced by a load base doing basically the same thing. I went inside, still feel that discomfort.

About one hour earlier i went outside and felt the smell of dog poop. However it was replaced with smoke from first wildfires of the year.